Mine.

Another day, another 80 e-mails... and of course none of them being from someone actually e-mailing me back... I mean, who does that anymore?? E-mail is pointless... e-mails are only sent out, after being carefully thought out... they're probably read... but never to replied, no matter how much care & thought may be put in them, they end up being apparently meaningless compositions to the receiver and just thrown out into cyber-space.
What is the point?? Why do we even have e-mail? It seems ridiculous that people have accounts when they don't even use them... why have an account if you're never going to send a message. Maybe people just like having them because they like getting mail, hey, so do I... that feeling when you get a message from someone you know telling you "Hey, someone out there actually cares about my existence..." it puts a smile on your face... It seems almost selfish just to use your account for receiving and not for giving... You can't just expect to get, get, get & never give anything in return... that's just not fair. But hey, what is I guess right?? Nothing it seems. It just seems like common courtesy. Either reply to the person acknowledging that you actually care about what they have to say, or if you don't give a fuck about the person, at the very least send them one e-mail (that's all... just one) telling them that, so the person just doesn't keep e-mailing you and hopefully await your reply. Being strung along believing someone cares sucks big time, and is rather exhausting. Can't we all just make things a little more simple, and tell the truth?
Truth... the big T word... leads me to another rant. (Don't worry this one'll be shorter) All I have to say is that the truth would hurt a lot less if it was just told the first time. If someone respects you enough to tell you the truth, it just seems decent if you return the favour.
But who knows... maybe I'm the only one that believes in respect.

I've been told that I'm emotional... and maybe this is all just my emotions running away with me... But can you imagine what you'd be like without any emotions? To not feel anything... and just to be a hollow body? Never mind the tears, and the pain... could you imagine never knowing what a smile feels like, or what it is to laugh, never having feelings of care for anyone, and never feeling wanted, or liked, or loved?? All of life's bounty.... Not everything is perfect... and when things aren't so great, I think everyone has the right to feel disappointed... When we're disappointed, doesn't it just seem logical that we'd express our emotions & reach out in an attempt to make everything right... aren't we all just striving for happiness? Things would never get better if we all just kept our emotions bottled up and never let them out, things would just stay the same, and no one would be happy. If emotions need to be let out on way to achieving happiness, then so be it. If someone is expressing problems they're having involving you and persistently trying to fix them, try not to look at it as someone out to get you, or make you feel bad, but look at it as a positive thing, that the person must care about you a whole lot if they're willing to even bother improving how things are going rather than just going away & ignoring the problem & giving up completely. They must care about you if they put so much effort into talking about it so intensely. Emotions aren't all bad. If we weren't disappointed when things go wrong, we'd never know the pure & utter bliss of things going right. That's all I have to say. Goodnight.