Ramblings of the Misunderstood

Family&Co.
Reallly Bored??

Girls are different than guys. It would kind of suck if they were the same. Variety is the spice of life. :p

LIKES: Laughing. Communication. Being understood. Having fun.

DISLIKES: Avoidance. Assumptions. Disrespect. Dismissal. People who think they're almighty and above everyone else.

Random Thoughts:

R-E-S-P-E-C-T

Confront. Express. Try. Learn.

Well. I am sleepy. Must have been all the thinking I've done. :p Today was okay. I wrote a poem. Laurel went home sick and wasn't looking too good. I feel badly for her. :( Hopefully everything will be okay. I took a big step tonight boy... left a message on answering machine. Don't normally do that. Don't get along well with answering machines. Maybe we'll become friends. Who knows?

Currently feeling: Discluded, pathetic and humiliated. Currently wondering: What makes me care so much?? I can't help but care. Currently wishing: had not slept for 3 hours after getting back from Nathan's because I have a freaking report due tomorrow.

First off, thank you very much Nathan for telling me how to change font colours... made my day. :p Very cool. Well. Today has been productive - excluding the morning when I watched 4 episodes of Trading Spaces in a row. (I like that show. :p) One episode was a re-run… but I have seen the beginning part of it twice, and never saw how it turned out… so that was cool. :p (It was that scrabble room.) Have done quite a bit to work on PPBOA thing. Should hopefully get it done for tomorrow. Well, have to go get ready... going to Nathan's. Until next time...

Well I've probably got a good oh... 12 hours sleep since getting back from Dave's yesterday..... Sleeping things off is very nice... It's refreshing. I always feel somewhat better after a decent sleep. I'd just like to say that I do not get bitchy for no reason. Of course... I had a little more of an edge due to consumption. But I was trying REEEEEEALLY hard, and each attempt failed. And when there are no attempts made by the other party... that's when I got bitchy. I had no idea what was really going on. I think I had every reason to be bitchy. But of course to others it would just seem like I was being completely irrational. Grrr.

Well. Day after semi-formal. So much hype building up to it, and now it's over. And I have only 2 pictures on my camera to remember it by. Oh well. Quite the night last night. Things didn't quite go how I imagined they would... but hey, they never do. Some parts were better than expected, like how much fun I had at Dave's when I was good an hyper and dancing around in the hallway -which was A LOT of fun. I had an amazing amount of energy and was feeling REALLY good. But as Jordan was saying, when under certain conditions... you feel everything like 10 times more... so I guess I felt the hyperness a lot - I had a lot of energy. So then when things continued going differently then expected my disappointment was felt like 10 times worse I guess. Which I guess sucks for others who have to listen to me. But boy, I was having fun for a while there. Too bad the people that had to listen to me vent couldn't have been around when I was feeling good because then I would have continued having fun and would had nothing to vent about... and people wouldn't get the impression that I always get mean and upset after I drink my soda... because if things were going alright... I'd have nothing to be upset about. I would have just continued dancing around... and not have gotten all sarcastic and mean. Despite popular belief... I can be fun. People just have to be around to see it. Or else they will never know.

Well. Today's been okay. My parents have been okay. I think things for semi tomorrow will work out alright. I'm skipping English so I'll have a little extra time. I've concluded that Valentine's Day tends to be somewhat depressing when you aren't spending it with the person you like. I had been thinking of asking the person I like if they wanted to do something tonight actually, but didn't. But I will be spending tomorrow night with that person, so that is good. :) I have to practice for that damn chromatic scale test for tomorrow... I better do well on it too. Well... better go, must get homework done, and get stuff ready for tomorrow and get good sleep for the big day. :p Until tomorrow...

Today was okay. Need to work out more so people stop teasing me about being weak. :p Grrrrrrr. (Not that I don't want to do it for myself.) I bought semi-formal ticket today, I'm getting excited now. :) Went looking at dresses with Kerri. Might get the one I tried on. I'm not sure. Apparently it looks really good on me. I don't know. I went up town with Rebecca... went to Blowes. Dropped off some film to be developed... bought some film. I showed Rebecca and Mike who we met on the street the dress I'm considering. Went to Pizza Pizza... met up briefly with the boys. :p (And just for the record - there was no exchange of dirty looks.) Then came home. We're going to have pancakes tonight... mmmm Pancake Tuesday. :) Will be on later.

Well today was a good day. Steve found it rather strange for me to be in such a good mood and questioned why I was so happy all through English class and then all through lunch. Like I need a reason. And if there was a reason... like I'd have to tell him. :p I actually had that 'Good morning' song that's on the Viagra commercial in my head all morning... and felt like I could have been skipping down the halls much like the guy in the commercial. However... I didn't quite go that far. :P Nathan dragged me to the Y... almost literally... not that I didn't want to go. It was pretty good. I didn't know what to think about the little 'pep talk' he was giving me beforehand. Telling me he was going to having me crying ans sweating blood, etc. :p Thankfully it wasn't that bad. :p Or that good as Nathan would say. But I agree, I do need to work a little harder. :p Looking forward to continuing working out the arms. Want to be buff. Though maybe not as big as Nathan... that would be a little weird. :p So that was good... the walk before was good too... very nice day for a walk. :) Anyways...must go for supper.

Well. Here I am again. Spent all day at home... too bad I didn't go to Degrassi night. It would have been nice to go out once this weekend. Oh well. It was nice of Nathan to phone me though. That cheered me up a bit. :) Silly boy. And he's says girls suck!? I don't think so! :p heh heh heh.

Today has been pretty good. There were a couple minor roadblocks but I think I got over those quite successfully. I came home feeling pretty darn good. Yes, today was cool. I got many compliments today about my appearance today which was nice to hear... even from people who don't normally talk to me much. 'Oh Kristin you look so cute today.' And apparently, according to Kate Bartz, I can really pull off the 'braids' look. :p But on top of other people complimenting me, it feels good to look good. :p I also am enjoying reading Bridget Jones's Diary quite a bit... which I did a bit on both my spares and while waiting for my Dad. Also did a chapter summary (must do as it is for my ENGOA I.S.) It's funny. I have decided that maybe keeping a good book with me at all times would be a good thing to do so I can pull it out when I'm bored and need to wait for extended periods of time... because I didn't even realize how late my Dad today. It is a much less boring way to pass time. Well... I will go now. Maybe I'll write more later.

Well, I finally broke down and got a pita. I have no idea what I'm doing. Oh well... should be fun, or at least that's what Nathan tells me. :p Thank you for helping me figure this out Dave. Anyways... I should probably get to bed soon. I promise my entries will be more exciting once I figure this out. Until tomorrow...