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Kleptomaniac version 4 features Dark Moussy from Yukiru Sugusaki's manga, D.N.Angel, semi based around the theme of a rant on Dark I did. Scanning and graphics by Kimiko. This time Kimi decided to go with the dirty grunge look with a splashing of pixels. Lyrics are from "Across The Night" by Silverchair. Fonts from [link]. Grunge brushes from [link]

Kimi: Well, I did warn you I was on a D.N.Angel high.... It's not... too grungy is it? I hope those headings aren't too hard to read.


From 27/12/02

Pitas



Wow... just finished watching 4 straight hours of Pride and Prejudice x_X... Mr. Darcy is rather leechable tho isn't he? I have a feeling I'v seen his actor somewhere else, but I can't quite place him... hmm. Now have a huge-ass wad of scraps of paper sticking out of my book. *sighs* Must work on speech tomorrow. I feel tired.. not surprising really, given the time

Yes yes, that's what I tell him, but he insists on telling me about everything rather than leaving any messages and whatnot (Writes "tag-board" on hint stick and pokes brother with it...)

Will have to ask, but don't see any reason why you can't borrow it~

*sighs exasperatingly* Can you archive this? You're always the one to come up with quirky subject headings

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Sunday, March 9, 2003] at [02:43 a.m.]

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Gee, tell him if he wants his comments to be taken into heart he'll have to talk to me. Or posted on this blog, I need material evidence not just word of mouth for my assignment thingy.

Oh yeah, what about the katana? Can I borrow it? I have a cool idea for the introduction of my speech.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Saturday, March 8, 2003] at [11:45 a.m.]

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I, er... wanted it to be a surprise XD... Or maybe I'm just odd, I dunno.

Yep yep, looks fine to me now :)... although Mat says the text you used for the buttons on Capri is too small.. hard to read, he says, although why he's telling me I don't know. Oooh, Atarmon? *thinks where that is..* Well, you're closer to the city than I am ;P. Ack, but now I won't be able to pop by on my way from the station anymore~ Unless it's during one of my sporadic trips into the city. Ah, soon you to, can enjoy the niftiness of having ones own room. Not that I'v ever had to share one tho. My brothers did at one point, when we lived in Roseville, but that's another story. I told you about the Resident Evil poster right? Heh, it's so cool X3... it's hanging from my curtains by a pants coat-hanger, since I'm too lazy to find blue-tack.

Ack, need to read rest of damn book for english, memorise kanji for test, do speech, memorise speech... *sighs*. Isn't life fun... Nothing of great goodness happened today to counter-balance growing piles of work, but now our remote works at least. You had to kind of push down really hard and thumb the little laser light into place. It was rather a pain, but now it's fixed. It feels weird having a remote that works... we never suffered from the "who gets the remote" syndrome because of it's prolonged brokeness tho, which is probably a good thing

Oh, and while I was at Electronics Boutique, I asked after the Zelda Bonus Disc, and Australia is getting it too XD!! But only for those who pre-order early, since they're only shipping one batch of the Zelda Limited Edition set. Ack, but it comes out some time near the end of May, not the begining like it does in Europe -.-... Why must I wait so long~ the US is getting it in little more than three weeks, and I have to wait two and a half months XP

And damn we need to archive this...

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Saturday, March 8, 2003] at [12:00 a.m.]

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Woot! Puddle of Mudd! I love you, Kimi! (Arnotts? What made you do that?)

Anyway, I fixed up the entry thingy, but this computer doesn't have netscape so I can't check. Uh, what else? I'm moving to Artarmon I think, within the month, and have a high possiblity of getting my own room (woot!)

Daddy went this morning.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Friday, March 7, 2003] at [08:53 a.m.]

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Hai, hai. Hit me with a hint stick if you want >_o... I knew what today was, it's just I was a bit, erm... preoccupied. Don't worry, i'll get you something good X3... have to go into Chatswood tommorow for passport thingemie or whatever

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, March 5, 2003] at [04:09 p.m.]

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Yeah, I know. I've fixed it, but I haven't updated it yet. Sorry, about that.

Today is the 5th of March. Do you need a sign to remind you?

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, March 5, 2003] at [11:36 a.m.]

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Nope nope, still can't see Capri's entrance, on either browser. Mat says to try this page in order to check if the html is correct.

Wa wai, chibiness :3. Drew a chibi pic of Sirius on the blackboard in A11 while doing.. something for extension english. Too bad it'll get rubbed off anyway -.-... I was rather proud of that pic. Plugged Capricious while I was there too. Am now going to procrastinate and work on fic site, so it will resemble some form of completeness. I need to read my book for english :/

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Monday, March 3, 2003] at [05:30 p.m.]

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Yes, it is too much trouble so, neh!
Besides, I have to hand this in soon and I've got other work I need to get on with. It's got nothing to do with the layout really, so I'm not going to change it - besides, I like it as it is.
Anyway; fixed up some small issues. I realised that problem with mozilla concerning the entrance and tried to fix it up using image map but I realise it's very difficult to find. Did you try with IE? I think it looks spiffy in IE. Will think of solution.

I love my CD player, *slobber drool*. It looks like yours except.... slimmer and lighter and the battery bit doesn't stick out. *heart heart* Also got a whole bunch of nifty stuff.

[edit: How about now?]

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Saturday, March 1, 2003] at [05:29 p.m.]

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*scratches head* Well... if you ever feel the need to rant or rail ;D...

Oooh, I see you updated the layout for Capricious~ V spiffy... I like those little cubes down the bottom. If it's not too much trouble, could you use this version of the image instead of the one I gave you previous? [link] There were a few things I just wanted to smooth over from the original Oekaki and whatnot... Oh, and one or two things I noticed. On the index, I can't see where to enter in Mozilla. All I get is a nice expanse of swirly BG. No text, no counter etc... Other stuff looks fine tho, except for that glitch

Have not been procrastinating for a change... well, not in website related things anyway. Still need to read fair chunk of book for english... But I'v almost finished the site for my fic~ Rather plain layout, but meh... now it won't look like it's been haphazardly stuck onto the side of Capricious or something

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Saturday, March 1, 2003] at [04:33 p.m.]

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[Capricious Version2] is up. I need feedback so any comments you have - text is too small, colour is unreadable, something looks absolutely screwed etc. please tell me! (Of course, I'd love some positive feedback too - looks brilliant, you're so darn good considering you did everything in ONE night, etc.) :P

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Saturday, March 1, 2003] at [04:27 p.m.]

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I lack determination. I mean, I'd still love to spray paint his garage and egg his car, but I don't think I have the will to do it. I'm still upset and very annoyed but he's a joker, and like most; doesn't realise how insensitive his "jokes" can be. I suppose he meant nothing by it. Right now, I have no desire to slaughter him. But anyway; that is neither here nor there.
I appreciate your offer of confidance, but that's why I have Mark.

Right now I'm more excited about my daddy coming! Hoorah!

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Friday, February 28, 2003] at [11:04 a.m.]

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Hate is a fuel that feeds a fire we all like to burn at some point. Stoke that fire too high, and in the end you'll find yourself faced with a pile of ash, that empty feeling of unacomplishment and regret resting in your mind. I can't say I'm all that expert at giving advice... but talk to someone if you're feeling frustrated. There's only so much I can write here, only so much I can say. Frutration, anger and hatred are great ways to pass time if you enjoy having apainful lump in your throat, but in the end, sometimes, all you'll be left with is a box of tissues, a tear-stained pillow and some impressive dents in the wall. Talk to someone, anyone... if you don't, then the only person who can help you is yourself, and sometimes that's not enough.

If you want to talk- granted as long as you don't decide to use the closest living person as a punching bag- I'll always be here to listen. There are always those willing to hear and help, but unspoken words fall on no ones ears.

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Thursday, February 27, 2003] at [04:14 p.m.]

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I hate him.

It stirs within my soul and refuses to be controlled. It burns within, a roaring passion of emotions that I've never felt before.
Hate him that much; He makes my body scream out for blood, a desire that will not be silenced. This is the kind of hatred that gives you the strength to break down walls and smash through doors, just so you can reach into his chest and rip out his heart. Fingers curling, I want to tear apart his throat and make him suffer; so maybe he will learn the hurt that he's caused, so maybe he'll learn the extent of my anger and maybe he'll never utter such words again.
Hate him that much; the mere thought of him makes me want to scream in rage, I cannot concentrate on my books, I hate it. I can't think except for that expresion on his face as he mocked me. Joking or serious? Does it matter? Such a person in a position like his, should not be allowed to say words like that, enough to make a student hate the learning, hate the classes, hate the idea of being in the same room, hate everything. What a thoughtless gesture; a commander to lower the moral of his troops; no - worse, humiliating the lone solder for an action not caused on purpose and genuinely regrets.
Hate him that much; I will wait for now, and hide this pain, although I am tired of doing so. Tears do nothing, he does not know, I do not think he cares. But this I vow, I will make him pay.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 26, 2003] at [08:32 p.m.]

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my daddy's coming. Am now having a conflicting surge of emotions.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Tuesday, February 25, 2003] at [11:50 p.m.]

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...Maths? I'm not exactly sure what this is about, but it sounds like Mr. Gates wouldn't want to meet you in a dark alley any time soon... Got any boxes handy? You might want to stay away from anything breakable... unless you feel like breaking something, that is.

Well, here's something which might humour you (scroll down... unless you really want to stare at my Oekaki -.-..). I couldn't stop sniggering anyway, but then again it is my chara's they're pairing. I swear man, slash fangirls crack me up... [link]

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Tuesday, February 25, 2003] at [10:17 p.m.]

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Mr Gates can go and fuck himself if he thinks that he can play around with me like a puppet. I'm not going to let anyone toy around with me, especially someone as thoughtless and insensitive as him. I know I'm not perfect, but hey; I'm TRYING. I don't promise that I'll be able to live up to his expectations but I promise that I'll try my very best - and if that's not good enough for him, then too fucking bad. I'm not going to be bullied into submission; I'm not going to be threatened by carelessly flung words; I'm not going to take any shit from him.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Tuesday, February 25, 2003] at [03:32 p.m.]

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ho hum, not doing much, I seem to be saying that alot during multimedia.

Anyway.... um..... er... I love this room, it has AIR CONDITIONING! Bueatiful, considering we just had pratice.

That's pretty much it.

[edit:] Woot! HELLSING, Here I come!

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Monday, February 24, 2003] at [01:58 p.m.]

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Right-io, right-io.

On a different note; did you get an email from a Chris person, asking all sorts of questions?

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Thursday, February 20, 2003] at [06:03 p.m.]

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Here's the BG. If you want me to cut it up or whatever, just tell me. [link]

I'm gonna get some food and work on my fic and that Sirius pic transparency later~ So hungry _o_

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Thursday, February 20, 2003] at [03:59 p.m.]

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*twitches*... Geez, no need to be so vehement about it... it was only a suggestion :/. Prose is a form of art too, you know... Just try going to the Prose forum on Devart and telling them otherwise.

:|...

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 19, 2003] at [04:01 p.m.]

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Re: Capricious.

NO.

There you go, that's my thoughts. Capricious is for art, damnit. You can redesign the main if you want and all that, but leave Cap. alone!

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 19, 2003] at [12:04 p.m.]

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Oh yes... and Mat, stop taking everything I say so seriously! Honnestly, do you really think I squint at my monitor? It's called being dramatic and overy eccentric. It's what I do. And for that matter I remember when you actually thought I kicked the scanner when it wasn't working. Read my blog, but don't rant to me about what I say, for goodness sake -.-...

(Oh, how I know you'll pester me about this entry.... So be forewarned I will be disgruntled if you do pester me about this entry. So it might be best if you just read it and don't say anything)

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 19, 2003] at [01:09 a.m.]

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Behold, the spiffy new Philips flat-screen 107T monitor in all it's oddly shaped glory! It's not that oddly shaped actually, but I find the back very strange. It's very fat near the screen then it suddenly goes very thin toward the back section... And now I can finally see~ Everything looks so.. bright and clear *_*. And not dark for a change!

Oooh, it's not too late to decide on a pic for Capri's layout? Actually I was tossing around some ideas a few weeks back to use this image for the new layout [link] (o.O... I need to finish of that page.. how could iI have left it so half-done I don't know) Well, maybe not tossing around ideas... mainly just screwing around with the pic ;P... [link] but anyway. If you wouldn't mind using that then I can fix it up so it doesn't look so Oekaki-ish and whatnot. I have a few other Oekaki's which would be layout-passable, plus that RE4 pic, but I'm not sure how they'd work. Actually, for the new layout I was thinking of amalgamating our written stuff (rants, fics etc...) into the collective creativeness of Capricious.. or whatever, if you catch my drift. It would be a pain to have to make a new site for when I finally do finish my fic.. whenever that will be. It would be easier if we made Capricious a collective site for, er... creative outlet, as it were.

Anyway, talk to me at lunch after Media if you see this then

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 19, 2003] at [12:46 a.m.]

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Ho hum, multimedia again. At this rate, I'll be blogging every second day.

Kimi, I'm wondering, I know I said the next layout was going to be your art, but you didn't tell me any one you'd like used, so I'm using Sirius, but if you hurry up before I do the final production thingy, I'll still do a layout for yours, 'k? I have this wierd feeling that when I told you I was going to use Sirius, you had that thought on your mind. (Or I'll still do Sirius but have it as v.3 or something....)

What else? Nothing much, I'm attempting to muck about in Dreamweaver, but I don't really know how, the tuts aren't doing much either. I think I'll stick with my good old notepad.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Monday, February 17, 2003] at [02:44 p.m.]

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I would send you the pic... but, y'know... I can't really access my computer and all, since the monitor is, well... dead :/ (I can't access the main "Kimi's directory" section of my computer from the network because only certain folders have been set up as free-for-all, if you know what I mean...) You'll have to wait until we get the new monitor, which will probably be on monday. Yay, now I'll be able to see everthing properly! And I won't have to squint at my puny 15" since they don't make them that small anymore. Actually we were thinking of getting a 19", but I'm not sure. Mat was blabbing on about LCD screens... but really I don't think we're going to spend 600+ on a monitor just because it's flat and lasts twice as long.

Sydney Devmeet ~ (Spreading the news people...)

A message to anyone on Deviantart who lives in Sydney and would like to attend a Devmeet Alana is organising at the Supanova Comic Festival on the 5th and 6th of April... somewhere in the City... o.O. Ditto to as the exact details, but if you're interested, head on over here [link]. You can rest assured that unless something dire befalls me before that time, I will be coming, since amazingly, something doesn't co-incide with my trip to NZ for a change -.- (well, the way things were going I wouldn't be surprised if it did happen on the weekends I was away)

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Sunday, February 16, 2003] at [03:29 p.m.]

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Hey, send me Sirius without the bg. The picture I meaan, remember? We discussed this on Friday. Of course, if you can send me the actual Sirius I'd be very happy too.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Saturday, February 15, 2003] at [05:45 p.m.]

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Kira-sempai has DIED!! ARRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, I always knew it'll happen but still!!!!!!!

Sulky and upset.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Friday, February 14, 2003] at [05:25 p.m.]

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Hey... I never said I wasn't happy to be going to NZ. That was just my peeved-off reaction at the time, the whole "Why do we have to be going to NZ then". I've never been overseas before, and it's going to be a very exciting and enjoyable however-many-days we're staying there for. But I'm not going to pretend the experience won't be dampened slightly because I know that if it was a just a few days later I could have gone to the concert as well. Maybe angst wasn't the right word... But not being able to go to a rare experience I would have really enjoyed gives me the right to be a bit angry and depressed, I think >:/

Yes, hail the goodness, my monitor just died. Isn't life fun -.-. I'm using my brothers comp right now. Just watched the new Zelda trailer, and damn it looks awesome. I think I'm going to unwind and kick some polygonal ass in Smash Bro's Melee.

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Friday, February 14, 2003] at [04:08 p.m.]

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Media update: Oh well, back to the drawing board.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Friday, February 14, 2003] at [10:56 a.m.]

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Not that I'm making light of your predicament, but that's not angst. You're just very, very annoyed. But anyway, you should be happy that you're going to New Zealand for crying out loud! I'd love to go anywhere the coming holidays but I won't be, instead we'll be looking for a house and saving up money and worrying about income.

Pissed.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Friday, February 14, 2003] at [10:25 a.m.]

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Erm.... Kam?

But anyway.... I think you're right, you know. About X, that is... Kamui does have a scar on his hand. Both hands actually (I was flicking through Asuka, and they're definitely there)> I think Kamui got pin-cusioned to something while we weren't watching o.O

I was feeling really pissed off on Wednesday... like, really, "Why the f*ck does the world have something against me" type pissed. I could have gone to a bloody Silverchair concert!! But hell no, we're going to New Zealand then of course, aren't we >:/... And of course no we can't change anything. It's all been 'planned' and shit... although I haven't been hearing much about this 'plan'.

Of course I'm not really pissed anymore. Just kind of really dissapointed. Almost depressed dissapointed.... I just had to tell myself "Look, you can't exactly change it can you. Why angst over it? Life isn't always fair. You can't always get what you want". Which while all very good and well, at least it means I'm not being needlessly angry and bitter. There's always a slim, insignifican't chance that I can still go. But I'm not hoping :/

*sigh*... well, there's always next time I guess...

On a lighter note, while angsting at Chatswood on Wednesday I cheered myself up a bit by sneaking over to EB and pre-ordering the new Zelda~ XD.. Now only 3 more months until it actually comes out! Joy! -.-

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Thursday, February 13, 2003] at [11:07 p.m.]

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Multimedia again. This is starting to remind me of business studies. Ugh. We've got this whole bunch of questions and stuff to do, but I have no idea how to answer them. He hasn't really taught us anything, so what? We're supposed to research the whole thing by ourselves? Well, I guess this is yr 11, but talk about slackness, he could atleast give us a clue...
Status of Project: Re-designing layout and scenes.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 12, 2003] at [09:26 a.m.]

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Ah... didn't think you would. I just felt a need to rant abou things only a RE fan would make sense of XD. And to test my theory for when it finally does come out. You never know, I could be right on some bits...

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Monday, February 10, 2003] at [04:06 p.m.]

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Look! I'm blogging during media again!

Read your entry, and decided that I didn't understand a thing. That's about it.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Monday, February 10, 2003] at [02:23 p.m.]

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There's something... odd about the number of times I keep on hearing Hikaru Midorikawa in a game (Tamahome's Seiyuu). I swear the guy keeps popping up in games all the time! I told you how he does Ein in DoA2 right? Well he also does Might in Psychic Force... and when we unlocked Marth in Super Smash Bro's Melee, there he was again >.<.... it's freaky~ When I unlocked him I was just ".. who is this guy?". Although since Fire Emblem was never released in english that may be why. Marth is kinda cool tho... he looks like a very Midorikawa-ish character. Blue hair, determined attitude.. bishy looking. Altho his a swift character with some nifty looking moves, he doesn't pack much of a punch. He's a bit of a lighweight in that respect...

I want this game to come out XD~> [link]

Since I played RE:Code Veronica at your house, iv'e been inspired to play RE2. And Nick rented RE3 as well XD.. but only for 3 days. I'v always been an observer, watching my brother play, but this time I'm the one playing~ It's an interesting experience, although I already know what to do, so it doesn't have the same impact... The RE series actually has it's fair share of leechable characters as well. Bishy is not a word I would really use tho. It's more a factor of coolness. Yes people, hail the return of Leon in RE4! Argg, this game looks too nifty~ I really want to know what the hell this game is about. Yes, we all know it's about Zombies and whatnot, but I think it's more than that this time. They've only released about a paragraph of info, some shots and a movie clip... but the small details hint at something really cool which just makes you rack your brain trying out the theories of what it could be. Yes people... Kimi is now going to rant about her theories for RE4 XD

The "Cradle of the Progenitor Virus" coupled with the fact that Leon is now a member of an Underground anti-Umbrella group (*sniggers*... Whaat? It just reminds me of a rebellion or something. The people in the shadows working against the evil corporation. Actually it's kinda cool...) makes me think that maybe he's gone after where the Progenitor Virus was first created. (Progenitor - An originator or founder of a future development; precursor. The PV was created from the Mother virus, and by combining other elements with it, the T-virus, and G-virus, the Nemesis and T-Veronica and T-Alexia strains were created). Which leads me to this inky black substance [link] in the video clip, which looks a lot like some kind of moving shadow... Whether it's the Mother Virus or the Progenitor or something else, I don't know... but it's certainly a lot different from what we've seen in RE games. It's almost an entity in itself, which leads me to my next theory that this substance may be where all these virusus originated from. I mean, it obviously had to come from somewhere, right? Perhaps the Progenitor was a part of the Mother virus (Ditto where that came from. little to nothing is known about either the PV or the MV) which they managed to isolate. However the Progenitor Virus may have been unstable and hard to control, leading people to try and combine it with other things to make it more stable and reliable as a Bio-weapon, or whatever it was they wanted to do with it. The shadowy stuff is obviously something to do with the Progenitor Virus (It may be the PV itself), however, what it is exactly is yet to be seen. All we know is that Leon, who is confirmed as the main playable character, gets attacked by it, mayhap 'posessed' as the text in the movie suggests. Which makes for an interesting factor of gameplay... It's a wonder someone hasn't got infected with a virus yet, but it looks like Capcom is going to try and introduce something new in the form of this "Progenitor Virus"

What they have at the Capcom website [link] makes me think it might not be just idle speculation either. "The story takes place inside the very heart of Umbrella, the evil company responsible for the Progenitor Virus. The main character of Resident Evil 2, Leon S. Kennedy, is back in the game. What will Umbrella have in store for him this time? That 'surprise' will push Leon to the very limits of his being for one purpose... the struggle to survive" Anyone else getting the hint? Coupled with the splashing of the words "Invading. Contamination. Posessed", and I think there's a likely possibility that you will have to deal with being affected by a Virus during the game. Maybe in a similar way to the insanity meter in Eternal Darkness, or in a more subtle way... It just keeps sounding cooler all the time anyway XD... I think this is going to be one of the best RE's. It just has a feel and look to it of somethying different. Plus the graphics and setting make for a very atmospheric looking experience. It's more in a semblance with RE1 and parts of RE:CV, the creepy mansion, the gothic feel, the somewhat brooding ancient-ness. It looks almost medi-evil actually. Certainly very cool looking (yes people, unless I'm mistaken all those [shots] are in-game). And on that subject, Leon is looking very... well... cool XD. He looks somewhat older, more experienced and serious than from RE2 [link]. Actually he looks like Squall from FF imo.... It's that coat I tell you [link]

Okay, I think I'm done ranting about Resident Evil -.-... for now.

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Sunday, February 9, 2003] at [06:04 p.m.]

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x.X... just saw your post... here's my 5 cents.

I'm not one to pass judgement. I don't know the facts or circumstances which led to what they did, although I agree what they did was wrong. It's just a simple fact that you don't cheat on or lie to your friends. True friends, best friends, are important people. They shouldn't be taken lightly. Relationships can fall to bits, but true friendship... that is a lasting thing. I can see where your two dollars worth is coming from. And a hefty two dollars it is indeed (not intending to diss...). *shrugs* I dunno... the world is so screwed up half the time, who can really say what's right and wrong. People do stupid things, but I'm not one to say "Well... I think what you did was a little f**ed up. You may want to consider if you actually have any morals. Or if you had any to begin with...". Maybe I just don't like to get into morality debates such as these. Delicate subjects can make one look hypocritical or overly judgemental. Let people screw eachother over if they want (no pun intended). The lasting effects are their to deal with, whatever they may be. But as my final cents, I think people don't deserve eachothers love or friendship if they're prepared or willing to do things like that.

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Thursday, February 6, 2003] at [01:49 a.m.]

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Urg, why does this year not look like fun. I can't really complain about all my subjects, but I seem to have gotten the bad end of the stick on this occasion. Hey, don't look at me about IT... I had an agonising decision over that. How was I suppose to know Modern History and IT would clash? >:/... hmph...

Japanese is irritating me for some reason. I have the problem that I really want to learn, but it's such a pain sometimes. It's a big pain because I know I could be doing IT with Kam and Modern History as well, if not for my obsession with wanting to learn Japanese. I want to learn, but it frustrates me. Well, Kanji frustrates me, but that's another story. Maybe I just haven't been doing it since it's the holidays, but I made so many mistakes while reading out this bit, and it suddenly dawned on me that Japanese isn't always going to be easy and fun. It's going to be hard and frustrating. Rewarding in the end, maybe... but still hard. It makes me wonder if I really want to pursue it all the way.

The main thing which annoys me about my subjects is that I seem to have next to no-one. By that I mean the people I get along with well, not just people from our group. People like you, BB, Aarti, Alison, Steph and Gayatri. People who are pointedly missing from almost all of my classes, much to my frustration. Half my classes feel like your IT lesson. Now you know why I'm pissed we didn't have Biology together. Lack of friends can really make or break a lesson, and there's a lot more of the latter, seemingly. Which is why I'm finding myself liking Modern History so much because I actually have people I know in it. Maths is pissing me off. I have no-one, the course is far too easy, but at the same time I'm slightly reluctant to go 2 Unit. Maths was never very inspiring to me. I don't know if I want the added preassure of a harder course on top of everything else that seems to be irritating me lately. Actually I'm thinking of changing from Biology to Ancient History, but I'm not sure... If you don't like IT you can always change :/... to what I don't know. Interesting that the subject we chose as our last option is such a sticking point now.

Have we ever really dissagreed on anything? I mean, really? I'm not talking petty quibbles which only would factor as arguements to the most avid of fangirls or obscure minded people... I mean, really dissagreed on something? I don't think we have... or maybe we just have the sense enough not to push our oppinions too much where it actually gets to that arguementative stage. Which is probably a good thing... Now that I think about it we are quite different. We share a common core of friendship and interests, but where it branches out from there some things are almost opposite (Well maybe not that far, but I didn't want to use 'different' twice~). Ha, so I'm the empty glass you come and fill up when you want to rant on about something? Fine with me ;D... the philosophies of life are territories I like to stay away from sometimes. Especially when the person ranting holds different views from me. I can't relate as well because I don't live in the same sort of environment, or have the same sort of problems. So in that sense I can't really input anything of use. Ranting, on the other hand... In that respect we have both similar and different ideas, but it's a healthy mix which can be bantered around easily and makes for more inspiring conversation than I could offer on life matters. Who else could hold up an entire conversation about the speculative fangirls ideas on what colour Sirius and Remus' eyes are anyway? lol... Book-rooms are fun. They allow time for obscure rantings~

That reminds me... can I come over and use your DC? *_*... Actually, my brother just wanted to see if our non-working discs work on yours... if they don't then maybe it's the CD's, and if not then our DC is dying. Either way... I still get to play DoA2~ XD... Hmm, maybe if your DoA2 works on ours, and our on yours, we culd trade the discs.. but I don't think whoevers DoA2's that is would agree to that... tho you never know. (slightly confusing sentance..). You probably won't see this but I'll bring them tomorrow anyway

Now, must do Japanese homework. Kanji test. Joy....

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 5, 2003] at [11:43 p.m.]

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I just heard something on the radio. Some girl slept with her best friend's boyfriend (for two years) and has just found out she's pregnant. Now's here's my two dollars on this topic.

She deserves exactly what she gets. I don't give a damn about the fact that she's pregnant - to me, it's only a harsh lesson taught, one that she'll hopefully never forget. She was stupid enough to think that such a selfish act could be "innocent" and I hope that she'll learn and GROW UP from this event.
I'm not eighteen so I guess I'm a little ignorant of exactly the kind of lust she had here, but I'm old enough to understand the preciousness and rarity of true friendship, which her best friend obviously gave to her unconditionally. That deed she commited was probably one of the worst sins you could ever do to your friends, and it was her boyfriend for two bloody years! Did the thought ever cross her mind that if the relationship lasted that long maybe her friend really felt something for that boy? This crime angers me to the bottom of my soul and I'm certain that the whore has received exactly what she gave.
My only advice (as I said it's MY two dollars worth) is to get an abortion (stone me) and move to Antartica. If she has the kid, will she ever be able to live up to the consequences? Everytime she looks at the child she'll remember: "I had him/her because I am a slut and ruined the purest and most delicate form of love."
I would write down exactly my thoughts on the boyfriend however, this would include too many swearwords I know of and not enough swearwords I don't. Besides, there's only so many ways one can describe shit.

I would gladly accept any hate-mail on this topic, but send it here, not here. Ok?

Oi, seele I really do love your layout - simple but nice.

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 5, 2003] at [10:54 p.m.]

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Look, Kimi! I'm blogging during multimedia!

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Wednesday, February 5, 2003] at [11:50 a.m.]

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F0r those odd people who may want a detailed description of my past doings.

The last three days of my holidays were more eventful than the rest of my holidays put together. Mum went away and we pigged out on the junk food and borrowed two videos - Minority Report and, yes, Reign of Fire. MR was goooood, and gross but I liked it - it was twisted. RoF, well, I've seen it before so yeah.

Spent Friday and Saturday cleaning up my room. Folded the clothes and ejected the sofa, vacuumed the floor and pulled down the garbage stuck on the walls, finally got around to throwing away my year 7 subject books and packed away year 9 and 10 stuff. My room looks strangely bare now.... but I like it. Maybe I'll actually get to study in that room now.

Looks like I'll have to use the photocopier at school, but $2.50 per page is a bit much, don't ya think? Oh sorry, I'll start from the top. I'm planning to stick pictures as subject dividers in my folder but I need a color photocopier. That's..... like twenty dollars........... Ugh.... I can't afford that!

Anyways, I think I can get my holiday scribbles scanned in somewhere, even though Kimi's doesn't work. Speaking of stuff not working (aside from me, that is) you can come over to play DoA2 with me, but it'll have to be soon, cause I think we're returning the DC...

John's gone away for two weeks. He's taken the car and also Lina's playstation. He was playing on taking one of the computers (more specifically: he was planning on taking "MY" Theta) but me and Mark said: "Over my dead body you will." So now he's gone, on some sort of company camp thing. I suppose this is good, I need to start training myself not to procrastinate and actually work this year.

Subjects, subjects. Actually I'm quite happy with my classes this year (except one, but more on that later) I have Bento-Box in English (fun! fun!) and Artea/Artemis in nearly every one of my classes (Biology, Chemistry, Maths and AH I think) and Libb-sta as well. My only peeve is Multimedia. Mr Matthews just doesn't know when to shut the hell up. And all he does is talk non-stop about himself. I was vaguely interested in this subject last year but not really enthusiastic about it but I selected it anyway because Kimi said she was going to do it (to which she changed her mind later on). So now I'm in a crappy class with Jee Hee as the only other girl. To make matters worse, Matthews is an asshole. He keeps on saying stuff like "there's nothing I hate worse than someone who doesn't work and pulls down everyone else's marks blah blah blah" while staring pointedly at me. And he says stuff like: "don't want anyone to drag down our most talented student" and pats Johnny on the shoulder while staring pointedly at me. FUCK OFF YOU DICK! MAKING A JUDGEMENT ON ME ALREADY ARE YOU, FAGGOT?! I'LL SHOW YOU, YOU PIECE OF SHIT!
*Cough*, where was I? Subjects, yes. I'm pretty lucky I guess, I have good teachers for all of my subjects (except one)

Hey, the ad at the bottom of this page ( the "add entry" page) has changed....
Speaking about change, I was orignally planning to open Adeis at the start of this year, before school started, but some complications came up and it was appear to take me a little while longer yet. Sorry, I did mention I was a terrible procrastinator, didn't I?

Was talking to Bento-Box in the library on Thursday after Kimi left. I'm not sure what we were rambling on about but it reminded me of year 7. I think there's a difference between Kimi and me to BB and me. Maybe because she's Asian so we understand our family issues alot better than other people. Kimi and I, now that I think on it, are quite opposite people, so we have disagreements (I wouldn't say arguments, we've never gone claws full out or anything, I think) I can't ever remember disagreeing with BB. Honestly; I enjoying discussing life with BB but if I'm in a ranting sort of mood, I'd go and look for Kimi.
That's right, while we were talking Casper came and sat with us. I feel kinda sorry for him, he's a bit of a loner isn't he? Actually, he reminds me of John with his friends, silent and geeky (heh heh). Didn't say much except listen to me and Shiori chatter on.

Mark's playing Baldur's Gate II again. I don't know why. Someone play Neverwinter Nights with me!
Ouch, that reminds me. On Friday while we were moving out the sofa in my room I accidentally dropped the sofe on my foot. PAIN!!! ><

~Kam
Stalked the night on [Sunday, February 2, 2003] at [01:52 p.m.]

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Sigh with us people... it's that time of the year again. School, the enemy of procrastination, and vice-versa...

Was going to blog before... but preoccupied with, er... a small purple box. Yes people, we're now the proud owners of a Gamecube! I swear you don't realise how small that thing is until you actually see it on your shelf. The lid isn't even as big as a CD! I don't know what it is, but some people seem to have a problem with dissing the handle. I'd just like to say the handle is cool, so don't knock it, feeble gamers. It just seems so funny when you can pic up your console and carry it around like some little carry-case. Gosh, and the optical discs...! I actually did laugh when I saw them first. They're so... small oO... Get a decent mug, look down on it, and that's an idea of how big they are. The Gamecube is about as far as I would go to calling a piece of machinery 'cute'. There's just something indescribably nifty about the whole thing, from the design to the controller and even the memory cards.

My brother splurged out on the Cube, getting 4 games (Smash Bro's Melee, Bloody Roar, Super Mario Sunshine and Resident Evil), two extra controllers (Black and orange) and a memory card. And I thought Code Veronica had cool graphics. Resident Evil is probably the most eerily slick game I'v seen. Don't you just love those camera angles that focus on the windows as you pass, the glass that spliters occasionally with ominour creaking sounds. The ones that obscure your vision of what's ahead so you don't know when a Zombie's gonna bite you around the corner and try and gnaw you to death. It's all part of the atmosphere people ;D... actually, all the BG's are pre-rendered, but they have a really kick-ass lighting system. Chandeliers actually swing, furnaces flicker on the walls like the BG's were all 3D, just with a fixed view. Man, if Resident Evil 4 is anything like that, I can't wait.

In other, less inspiring gaming news.... we got Dead or Alive the other day. Fascinating stuff really, wonderful graphics they all say, absolutely smashing.... It would all be made so much more wonderful if we could actually play it! I don't think it's the guy who sold it to us' fault. Our DC hasn't exactly been in wonderful working order ever since Marvel vs Capcom stopped working, and now DoA2 is having the same problem. Maybe it's from when the shelf fell on it. I remember something fell on it once anyway... apparently the DC had a few problems, but it doesn't seem to be affecting us too badly. Only two games don't work so far, out of the 7 we own. But still, it's a bit irritating >:/... We finally secure ourselves a nice cheap copy of DoA2, and it doesn't work... I hope the other game we snabbed works, at least. It'd be a bit of a bitch otherwise.

But I do have something to be happy over... Angus+Robertson rang me up, and Wheel of Time book 10 is in!! Rejoice with me people! XD... now I finally get to know what happens~ Interesting bits... nifty bits... other.. bits. XD!! Alas, I had my money ratio all worked out for a mid february release, but any complaint are going to disspear once I actually pick it up, staring at the shiny cover and flicking over all those pages filled with such tantalising words... I knew I shouldn't have bought that Cookies and Cream ice-cream in the city... splurged on food again. Although I must say it was delicious, since I nearly died of heat on the way to the station -_-;... distance.. heat.. erg~

School... I feel uninspired for school for some reason. My subjects seem to suck at the moment. Maybe because I don't have half the teachers I'm suppose to, my maths line is screwed up, I have a slightly sucky english class, and henceforth I shall be completely parted from Kam for all leassons!! XO... bitchin'. I had a hope for Biology, but it was not to be. Not that we do anything when we're together in class except for talk, but... that's what made those boring lessons so interesting~ Lets face it, it's fun to rant. Lunch isn't the same as chatting in English or something. What did we have last year? English, History and Geography. 7 lessons a week, and now none...

"sighs with a touch regret"

~Kimi
Stalked the night on [Saturday, February 1, 2003] at [11:43 p.m.]

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