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looks like it's going to be another christmas waiting under the mistletoe. alone.
not that i've had better ones to gripe about now.
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is
You.
then again, all you might need to make your christmas is a kick ass christmas present.
and it's even made my next one.
[ penned 10:09 p.m. Wednesday, December 24, 2003 ]
If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to the sea
And I wanna be with you
And you wanna be with me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
And I don't wanna be
Stranded
[ penned 01:08 p.m. Thursday, December 18, 2003 ]
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
[ penned 01:04 p.m. Saturday, December 13, 2003 ]
what's the whole christmas schbang?
or maybe i'm just a schmuck.
[ penned 08:21 p.m. Thursday, December 11, 2003 ]
melancholy is a writer's best friend.
you don't have to believe me. try it for yourself.
[ penned 06:22 p.m. Sunday, December 7, 2003 ]
He only thought he was going for the thrill of a ride
Wasn't in the play to be gone for long
But he keeps looking back over his shoulder
He knows that something might go wrong
The ride it ain't smooth that is for sure
Strange mood what is the cure
He's got that feeling of impending doom
Like being trapped in a casket inside a tomb
Death defied by will
Like a drug that doesn't kill
Boy you gotta learn what's true
Death defied by will
Like a drug that doesn't kill
Now the joke is on you
You ought to know better
He is determined to outsmart this snake
With conviction he will stand his ground
Feeling invincible like death itself
But his immortality won't be found
What should he say at his own wake
That he refuses to fulfill his fate
He doesn't know that this is his last drive
On the road we call alive
Now the time has come
You can't play around
And you ought to know
You ought to know better
Death defied by will
Like a drug that doesn't kill
Boy you gotta learn what's true
Death defied by will
Like a drug that doesn't kill
Now the joke is on you
You ought to know better
- eagle eye cherry
the news of my grandfather has upset me more than i thought i'd allow it to.
don't expect much from here for a while.
or anymore.
