October 30th, 2004, 8:14pm
What's what you say? Faerie? Why, yes, exactly, Watson. I am a faerie this year, again, but this time it's a best one. I've got flowers in my hair and a pretty green dress and glitter to match with my.... red eye shadow. Wings, as well, I declair.
As for this Election, I say GO FUCKING VOTE if you're 18. And if you're 18 and no registered, don't worry, in MN you can register at the polls, even. So take an hour and do it. As for me, being not yet 18, I can't vote. I also feel pretty hopeless about doing stuff, despite having all these opportunities handed to me every week by HPAC. I want to do them, but I'm afraid to because I don't know anyone else who will be at them. I want to ask people to go but I know they will say no. The Election's on tuesday. That's scary. This Election will decide my life, pretty much. At least through college.
Pease (only possible if we win).

October 18th, 2004, 7:43pm
I was supposed to be tutoring today, but I'm having a really hard time finding rides to the stupid school. Oh well, next week I guess.
What else you say?
I was born a unicorn.
Peace

October 13th, 2004, 2:15pm

Peace

October 1st, 2004, 11:53pm
I need new/more friends.

September 26th, 2004
I got to see BABIES!!! Cute little babies that were cute and had cute little cheeks and skeletal-eyes. Babies!
I also worked. I'm also again finding myself in this weird middle-world, between crappiness and happiness, just floatin' around. This should rightly last until the time comes for me to complete my college applications.
Speaking of which, I'm totally going to the Franz concert on Wenesday. Bummed AA can't go, but oh well. LP's got a ticket and I think either Jimi, Micki or Brian will buy the other. Yes, drugs!
Peace

September 17th, 2004
Jesus Christ, I'm such a loser. I update this thing like daily.
I've been hanging out with Ev and all his friends which is cool b/c I'm glad we have such a great sibling relationship, but I always feel like the... extra wheel. I'm the big sister and it's awkward. I like hanging out with them, but I don't know. I wish I had more guy friends. My only guy friend is AA, and I hate calling him all the time b/c then he'll think I'm a crazy stalker and as much as I like him, I don't want him to think I'm crazy..... fuck, nevermind.
Anyway, Homecoming tomorrow. I haven't bought anything to wear yet, but I have to find a cool costume. I'm going Uptown tomorrow morning. Again. We just did tonight. Ok. Call me.
Peace

September 14th, 2004, 7:59pm
I'm suddenly feeling really stressed out. Maybe it's just PMS, or maybe I've just been using that excuse way too much in the past few months.
I'm suddenly feeling really over-whelmed with all these college application stuff. I haven't done anything for it yet, but I know I should start getting recommendations soon, but I'm scared about what I need to do. Plus mom is pissed at me for not working harder on getting P2P credits, but I honestly have no fucking idea what I'm supposed to do.
I went to Uptown to some vintage clothing stores after school. Well, I came home early because I feel like crap (I think it was the fountain water). Me, BC, AS, and MT decided we're making new Sr. Women's shirts b/c we hate the other ones, and that we're doing a 20s theme for homecoming. I'm really excited for some reason. But I can't find 20ish dresses anywhere. I really hope AA can come, b/c that would be the bomb.
Peace.

September 11th, 2004, 9:07am
Evan is a 21st century "Baba-cool", we've decided. French for "hippie". It's true.
I've decided to do homework today. Actually, I wanted to work and make money but for some reason I'm not. I need to paint the bathroom and do homework.
Me, LP, Jimi and Boder hung out last night. It was cool. While Evan, Willie and Dex were off getting high, we bought Little Debbie cakes and a jug of water and went to the beach and they went skinny dipping and I didn't. Then we went to LP's house and laid around listening to Incubus and staring at the glo-in-the-dark stars on LP's ceiling.
Notice how I'm not mentioning 9-11.
Peace.

September 9th, 2002, 10:25pm
The Killers were awesome. We got stuck behind these boring people right in front of the mosch who wouldn't dance or anything, so that sucked because we couldn't move around a whole lot but it was so great. They are really good live. I'm sad, though, that AA couldn't come with us.
We were going to try and go find a club or something to go to after, but all 16+ (CW is 18, but I'm not, so we're still limited) close around 10 on weekdays because of the school law or something.
indie rock and roll.... Peace

September 6th, 2004, 8:27pm
I'm looking for a french name. I've just used my name for 5 years because it's French anyway, but this is my last year of high school French, so why not make it fun. I'm leaning towards Yazz and Biscuit so far. I got them from a French Dog Name site. I kind of like Oceane and Noemi too. Umm... maybe Maelee.
School's really not bad. French is going to be uber hard this year. I guess I'll get into it in a few weeks. I get rides with MM because I don't want to ride my bus. My mom thinks it's horrible, but I would honestly like never to see or hear IS again. There's no hate, I just don't care to.
I bought tickets for the Killers for thur. It's CW's birthday tomorrow so I'm going to take her. Oh ya, I should get a map... I went with HE to First Avenue last night. It's a club downtown. She wanted to see Wes' band, Melodious Owl play (if you ever get the chance, GO. They are amazing!). Wes kind of has a Mick Jagger thing about him. The other 2 bands playing were called Chariots and The Belles of Skin City. They were both really good, but The Belles were different and unique, I'd buy a CD.
Now I'm going to go do something.
They tried to put a dead body inside of me.
Peace.

August 27th, 2004, 10:16pm
I'm home! And I don't have to live out of a duffel bag for a few more months! At least until I get some news about Christmas with Carmen in Hawaii.
I went to the State Fair with MM, ES, AB and SG today. Remind me never to go again, it's a waste of money and it's positivily boring. Oh well, did get to see the lumberjack show! What a riot.
School starts Monday. I need it to start or will go crazy. On the other hand, the end of summer means a severe dent in my $$ flow and less time to work on my P2P site due by Sept. 15th.
Oh well. That's all
Now baby I love you and spring is in the air, but it just seems that lately we spend our days just smoking pot and wondering how we got so fucked up! Peace

August 16th, 2004, 7:58pm
My body has now made it to Canada, and I have yet to touch in the world Europe and Antartica. That's a lot to say for some people, but I still have lots of places yet to go. A recient article on Cornwall in the National Geo. Traveler has sparked my desire to travel to Ireland and Wales more than ever. Hmm, I'll find a way.
Me and Evan have been here since the 13th, and arn't leaving until my mom and hopefully dad as well drive in around the 22nd or so. We went out with Uncle Charlie fishing today, for 8 hours, 11am-7:30pm, and I can definatly feel the sun on my face now. I think I have more freckles. Is that cute?
Lake of the Woods is beautiful, but no matter how much I convince myself that I like it, it's just way to lonely for a city girl. Strangely, sitting on the boat made me miss RD a little more, and it's really freaking sad. All those hurricanes hitting Tampa is kinda worrying. Hmm... well, I am doing some writing, if nothing else. Nothing else. And the written word is crap. I have all these ideas in my head but they are full of suck on paper.
There's no one up here my age, except the kid who mows the lawn who I have yet to see even though he's allegidly supposed to mow once a week. It makes me even more lonely. And makes me think about more depressing things, like AA and RD and all these dumb things you'd expect to get washed out on the lake with the relaxation. I think I'm over sleeping. I think I'm over thinking.
There's nothing to do here except fish, read, and eat.
Peace.

August 8th, 2004, 5:47pm
We had a little picnic with grandma today because she's now 87. It was a little depressing because she has altzimers and...
Me and Hope were talking about colleges and she was getting all excited b/c I said I got a 28 on my ACTs. I didn't know. But I really only have a 22. Which sucks. I mean, it's not bad, but it's still not delightful. But that's ok I guess b/c a van full of boys waved at me whenever we passed on the way home. At least I know I can pull off having people like me.
Peace.

August 2nd, 2004, 9:02pm
I believe AA has a point. Whether or not I say "finally" depends on how mean I feel, and right now I'm pretty indifferent. Though I suppose that's normal. But what I mean is FUN. How can 3 letters make up a word that means so much and so little at the same time? But he does have a point, it's all about fun, and I'm sick of not having it.
I'm so bored. I'm incredibly, ridiculously bored. I want to have fun, and I'm sick of not being able to. This is one reason why I need school to start. I did buy tickets to the Franz Ferdinand concert, but that's not until Sept. 29, and I plan on going to the Killers concert, but that's not until Sept. 9th, so I need find a means of fun before then.
Ok. Another topic. I haven't talked to IS for... weeks. Honestly. And I don't plan to. We didn't break up... officially. We just stopped talking. It's like the same thing, right? For some reason I feel a quaint sense of pride in all this, but I honestly can't think of why. What it boils down to is that I'm a horrible person and an even more horrible girlfriend. What type of girlfriend doesn't call her boyfriend? For weeks? That's a lie, actually. I did call him once, but he never called back.
And this brings me back to FUN again. He was not fun. We never did anything fun, and the way it was, it didn't seem like the word was in the future at all. Oh well. So now my quest is for fun. This year is going to be the fun year. Last year was drama and depression, sophomore year was adjustment and fixation. This year will be fun. I'm making a new rule, Fight Uber Nothingness... and that includes stupid boys and their stupids... I like your penis. Too bad you're attached to it. What? Who cares if I don't get a date to prom? I don't need a date to prom. What I do want to do is go after things that I need, like making-out with random people, and totally flirtting my ass around. FUN things. Things I wouldn't normally do. Does this mean a re-evaluated me? Maybe. That's not a bad idea if I may say so. AA did it, seemed to work very well with him. Be me by not being me. I'm bad at it, but that's the FUN. No boyfriends. NO BOYFRIENDS. Kiss-friends, fuck-friends possibably. but NO BOYFRIENDS.
Peace

July 30th, 2004, 5:51pm
It's been a while since a decient update, not that it matters to anyone, it's not like I have a huge fan base or anything.
I've been working... a lot. But it's worth it b/c I got a fat paycheck yesterday, and now I owe my parents $100. I figure if I can do like 60hrs in 2 weeks, I should be set for the summer. I'm buying a guitar next, yes I am.
I'm so pumped for Christmas. I'm going to Hawaii with my cousin Carmen and her parents Holly and Bill. I can't wait, I want to go shopping now. I know what I want to get them too. Woo. Me and my parents and EV might go somewhere like Guadaloupe for spring break. GOD I LOVE TO TRAVEL.
I'm going to get a tattoo. I'm going to make my parents let me. It's not even that bad, I just want a little one on my hand. I'm going to get it. And a guitar.
Peace

July 26th, 2004, 2:04pm
98% of teenagers do or have tried pot. If you're one of the 2% that hasn't, put this in your journal.
Peace

July 19th, 2004, 6:16pm
I've been working at the restaurant alot. I'm basically the pastry bitch, molding tart shells, making dough, cutting pounds of strawberries, but it's better than Sam Goody. I'm still working there too, but I asked if I could only work a max. of 10hrs a week.
I almost slit my wrist the other day. Not on purpose! I was cutting strawberries and the knife slipped, but I used my cat-like quickness and it missed.
Nothing else going on. NOTHING, which could be a problem. Lately I've been kind of weirded out by my writing mood, meaning what I've been writing in my journal is darker than my actually mood at the moment. I think I might have figured it out though, why I'm so freaked out etc. I tell myself I hate myself and that it's me that's the problem. But it's not. I don't have a problem with me; I have a problem with everything else. How does that calculate?
Peace.

July 13th, 2004, 11:51am
I don't know what's going on with me anymore. I feel like I can't even tell myself what I feel. What is going on with me? Why am I responding to myself this way?
I feel like I did a year ago, and those of you who were around then know what that was. Since coming home, I feel dormat, like my brain has nothing left to do. I want school to start. I feel like I'm this boring person who can't even make herself happy, much less support a boyfriend, too. How does that work? I wanted to make it work for so long, and know I can't? I'm a horrible person for thinking like this. But how can I keep someone else happy when I can't even trick myself into feeling some sort of satisfaction with the whole thing.
I miss Brasil so much it's wearing me down. I miss everyone I went with. I miss everyone I met there. I miss the cities and the relaxed atmospheres, the cross-language conversations. I'm in denial that I even went, though I have the pictures to prove I was.
I am a terrible person, and an even worse friend for wanting to get away from everyone here. What the fuck is wrong with me? How long can I keep this up? Why do I want to act like a horrible person just so I can have a reason to get away from everyone?
This is fucking depressing again. Damn it, I thought I had that one down.
Peace

July 10th, 2004, 10:16am
Well, I've returned! What can I say, it was totally amazing. From Iguacu, Manaus, Brasilia, Ouro Preto and Rio de Janiero, the entire trip was something everyone should get a chance to do. I would go back to Brasil just to visit Ouro Preto, but I would go visit my homestay family in Rio, too. I can't believe how much fun I had. I got to see some of the biggest waterfalls in the world, swim in the Amazon, see some of the most beautiful buildings, visit a gold mine, and run around a huge city.
I miss everyone so much!!!!!!!! We all had homestay family withdrawls when we left them, and again when we had to say bye to the Arizon people. I miss them all already!
We left Rio on the 8th at 10pm, and got to Miami at 7am. I slept most of the way b/c Russell gave me NightQuill. We left Miami at around 9am, and got to Chicago at 12 or so. We got stuck in Chicago for 6 hours b/c our flights kept getting cancled, but we finally made it home at 7pm, and it's so weird being back. I've gotta accustomed to so much in Brasil, that I think I'm changed forever. I know I'll be eating much more bananas.
My next project is working on a website for the trip to enter "Best P2P Website Contest". I win money or something if I win, so why not??
Paz!

June 21st, 2004, 11:31pm
This is gonna be a quickie.
I'm off to Brazil today, so this is my last entry for about 3 weeks. Had a picnic w/CW, LP, TW, AK and a bunch of others on Friday. It was really cool. My car had some freaky problems that really scared me, but TW and AK and LP helped me fix it. They also bought me dog food (don't have a dog), yucky baby food (don't have a baby and it's veggie-turkey flavored so I can't even eat it), pickles (which we ate), and a cucumber (which is in the fridge... I think). Anyway, it was fun, and we went and finally watched Trainspotting at my house after. TW and I have wanted to see it for a really long time and we finally did!
LP and CW got in this huge fight while they were at my house. KF was at the party and she and LP always spur something. But LP and CW were just screaming at the top of their lungs and I finally just screamed to make them shut up. I don't have to deal with all that often, but I'm just sick of them doing it. It's so annoying, and it wasn't even anything they could've at the time to fix it, so it was just completely stupid that they even fought. They both need to learn/realize when it's just better for everyone to shut up and not talk.
Anyway. I met MM at Perkins this morning for breakfast and we came back to my house and dyed our hair, kinda. She did one pink strand and I kinda did mixed purple and pink. You can't really see it, but that's ok I guess. We took some cool pics and stuff. I'm gonna miss everyone!!!
Went to Edina w/IS yesterday, too. Got some nice pics of him. Damn, I'm going to be gone for a while.
I've gotta go shave and get dressed. See ya in 3 weeks!
Adeus e
Paz!

June 15th, 2004, 3:53pm
AA called at 11:30 this morning and we went to Uptown for lunch. Had some good vegetarian sandwiches at Long John's or something. He got his licenes and he was driving his mom's assistant's convertable. It was cool, we drove around the lakes blasting music and stuff. We picked up his friends Kaitlin or Caitlin and Nick or Nic or Nik. They seem cool. I'm kinda proud of myself as well, as horrible as it sounds today was a successful test. I found that, though at first I did have some feelings, that by the end of the day I know that it just would never work anyway. So I have some peace of mind or something knowing that.
I took MM and HE out to mock service at the restaurant yesterday. Free food, it was great. We saw some people there that go to our school, which was weird. They're mean preps who think they're all-that or something. But the food was really good.
Our cable's been down b/c dad forgot to pay the bill. Haha. So we missed 6 Feet Under Sunday night, but I got to watch it yesterday. It was so good, so sad, but so good. Dexter and Willie were over and we had a water fight. There was so white kid dancing/rapping in the middle of the street.
Everything is breaking around here. The umbrella fell over in the wind and broke all it's arms, the hammock broke, the lawn mower ran out of gas and the battery died, the cable was out (it's back), and our computer is screwed up. The color's all bizzaro. I think it's just getting worn out.
I work at 6, so I'm going to go take a nap before I have to go. I have a feeling traffic is going to be terrible.
So here's my horoscope for today:

June 11th, 2004, 10:54am
Today must be the day for funerals. Not only is Ronald Reagan's funeral being televised nationally, my parents caught a quickie flight to Detroit this morning for my cousin's funeral.
Everything feels very surreal right now, and I don't know why it's effecting me this way. My dad told me that my cousin ODed on heroin, and they found him this weekend. I didn't know him very well, actually, we're not that close to much of my dad's family (their all in MI), and the last time I saw everyone was last year at my grandpa's 80th birthday party. It's weird, because I remember talking to him, and now we can't, it's really weird, but it all just seems as simple as that. It's been a slap in the face, "hey, I'm reality"-type thing. I've been reading a little on Buddhism and it's starting to make sense to me. I guess I can say I'm just trying to see, as the book says, and this is an unfortunate event that's helping.
I leave for Brazil in 11 days, now creepy is that? I'm loaded up with shots and meds because my mom's paranoid. I got Hepititus [insert letter here], Typhoid and Yellow Fever. I'll be taking Malaria meds while I'm down there too.
Ok, I'm going to submerge into the un-reality of the Sims for aproximatly an hour.
Peace

June 7th, 2004, 2:14pm
It's so freakin' hot outside right now. I think it's over 95 degress. It's really windy, too, and the umbrella just blew over down the deck. Some legs broke, don't know how happy mom's going to be about that.
I worked 8hrs yesterday. It wasn't too bad though. Forgot it closes at 6 on Sundays. I killed the vaccum, too. It's all de-wired and there was sparks and smoke.
There's not a whole lot to do today. It's completely miserable out, otherwise I'd be out there trying to even my tan line... it's never going to go away. Mom's birthday is on Friday, and I'm trying to figure out what to get her. I leave for Brazil in less than 2 weeks. I'm getting a hair cut tomorrow, and taking the ACTs on Saturday... where did I put all that registration stuff...?
It's sinking in that I now have a boyfriend. It feels a little weird.
I'm going to try and deal with the umbrella...
Peace

June 1st, 2004, 6:44pm
See how obessive-compulsive I am? I try to go for more than a few days without updating and I can't do it. That's sad.
Really... well, I finished my college essay. It's ok, despite the fact that I had to retype it because it didn't save onto my disc. What a bitch. We did an anonymous read-around thingy in WW, and I'm pretty happy to say they picked mine (though they didn't know it was me) as one of the best ones. I'm pretty proud of that, as dorky and stuck-up as it sounds.
IS still isn't back. I miss him, is that weird? Since we've only been together for... a few freakin' days.
I've also been addicted to the Sims again lately. That's been taking up the time I should be studying. As it happens, I have a bogus PUMPS test tomorrow. Mr Ruis is jackass.
The fire alarm is going off. Mom's making BLTs. I'm not hungry, and again feeling fat. I'm out.
Peace.

May 29th, 2004, 5:31pm
Yes. I really have nothing to say... it's amazing. Oh, well, I did find a new swim suit. Kinda. Just a top. And I finally got to watch Tokyo Godfathers which was really great so you should watch it. At the moment, I am feeling completely stress-free. Besides one college essay that I have to bullshit my way though, I'll be free to do nothing but hope it gets sunny and miss IS all weekend. What a hopeless person I am.
Peace.

May 27th, 2004, 11:24am
Success! Accompanied with massive stress-related panic attacks, but success none-the-less!
Peace!

May 25th, 2004, 6:55pm
God this is hopeless. I have nothing else better to do so I sit here and blabble about nothing.
I finally talked to MM about IS. God, it's so stressful. I've freaked out so many times today. But he's thinking about it, but that just makes me freak out me b/c most of the time, in my situations, "thinking about it" means "hell no" or "nope". Either way. Shut up.
Peace

May 23rd, 2004, 9:29pm
RP as offically gone to the shits. It's sick how much it sucks now.
Had my last choir concert of the year on friday. AA went with, I'm still a little confused as to why he actually wanted to go, but oh well, I still had fun. He's really gotten crazy, but then again he was hyped up pop and sugar and pure coffee extract... damn that stuff is nasty.
Anyway, we didn't do much. Went to Boulder Creek Park after the concert and hung out and talked for a while. I drove him home about 12:30 and hung out at his house until 1:30 then got lost driving home. I don't know what I was expecting to happen, so I can't really comment on it right now.
This, however, it my official release point. I am now officailly starting the process of letting go. I'm putting way too much energy into it and not getting anything back. In sense, I'm just trying to conserve energy. I know I've said this a thousand and one times, but this has to be it.
Well... Saturday I went to MM's. Was supposed to go swimming, but it was freakin' cold, so I didn't. We wanted the new Peter Pan, the one with the cute kid in it. It was good, very magical, and the lady that played Tinkerbell was French and really pretty.
Ok. I was going to work up my guts to ask IS out, but I didn't. Imagine that.
Peace

May 21st, 2004, 11:46am
I am finding so much time to update this. How do I have this much time everyday to sit and bitch about things?
I actually don't have much to complain about today, it's going pretty good and I'm trying to make today fun. And I'm glad to say it's not taking much effort.
It's HE's birthday today! I loved what I got her, poerty magnets and a bunch of random postcards.
I'm hanging out with AA after school. And I have a choir concert tonight that he wants to come to. I don't know why, but he does.
I'm also done freaking out over my song analysis paper. It's ridiculous that I was stressing out over it so much.
Peace

May 20th, 2004, 12:12pm
This this this this this this this this I can't think of this. I'm supposed to be writing a song analysis paper right now, but I seriously can't think. Plus I'm pissed cause Evan didn't put my FF CD back in it's case last night and I couldn't find it so now I can't even think of the song I want to write about. He always does that. He'll take my CDs and I won't see them for a month. Fuckin...
I'm hanging out with AA on friday, so hopefully that will calm me down a little. And I've given up on trying to read my "opinion" (feelings) on BP. He's complicated and I don't want to spend the energy looking into it. But however, I am going to talk to MM about IS. I actually feel confidante enough to just call him. That's so different for me. I never have confidance with guys.
I'm just going to call him and see what happens.
Peace

May 17th, 2004, 10:21pm
Is Jason Mraz good? I'm trying to decide. It's a little sappy. One thing I do know, Franz Ferdinand rocks all that is good.
You do now know how BAD I want to talk to HIM being that GUY that I've MENTIONED PREVIOUSLY. Peace

May 16th, 2004, 2:34pm
I am reminded what it's like to feel truly, genuinly, honestly happy.
My mom had a surprise party for me, that's why.
It was the most fun I've had in a really long time (since July 4th, '03, in fact).
I wasn't supposed to be home, but I was and I found AS sitting in the living room. People started to show up and I finally figured out what was going on. Yes, I'm a little slow, yeah?
I'm so happy. Despite having to work last night (my real birthday, 5/15, but the party was the 14th), it's been a good weekend.
We had a bon fire and my mom made the best pizza ever consumed by man, and I got the best CD ever in my life (FLCL for the record).
I now want a guitar more than ever b/c of CARNIVAL.
I'm a little disappointed BP and AA didn't show up, but I still had the best time. I mean, I got sea monkeys. Sounds like an STD.
I'm not going to ruin anything this time by adding anything even remotely depressing, so I'll just leave it at that.
I suddenly have the urge to paint again.
How weird would it be in LP and Evan went out?
Peace

May 11th, 2004, 10:27pm
The house smells like tacos.
I have a massive headache. I think it's partly b/c of my new retainer. But it's massive.
All I wanted to do today was play the Sims, but after ortho. we (mom, me and Evan) went from Target to Cub to Walmart doing NOTHING. Evan kept asking me to point things out that I want for my birthday (saturday), and I finally decided, after giving him a list of games, CDs and a book, that I want Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. It's high time we had another Star Wars game anyway.
I finished Like the Red Panda. I was good, made me think and gave me another idea for a book. I'm starting The Hours now. I seem to be reading a lot of books based on depression and suicide. I hope that doesn't come off as a sign to anyone.
In other news, I'm proud of myself b/c I talked (IMed) IS last night, and even though it doesn't seem like a big deal, it really was.
Massive
Peace

May 10th, 2004, 11:36am
I worked almost all day (11-7) yesterday, depite it being Mother's Day, but mom didn't really want to do anything but garden anyway.
It was so nice out in the morning, but it was really hot, and like 15mins to 6pm, this lady came on over the mall speakers about a tornado warning and we had to "seek shelter" which meant going downstairs into Marshalls...I hate that store. Me and Marta just closed early and when we left it was pouring. Big heavy drops and we were both soaked. It was kinda nice, though, running through the rain like when I was little.
I got home around 7 and dad said they hadn't have power for 2 hours. Mom had oil candles lit. Those things have a big light radius. We still didn't have power this morning, so I lit 2 oil candles in the bathroom, and it was really cool. I don't want to sound cheesy or anything, but the way the light bounced off of the mirror and everything on the counter, was really picturesque. I didn't show cause I didn't want to waste hot water, but I shaved in the sink.
I'm reading this book right now, Like the Red Panda. I'm still trying to figure out the title, but the rest is interesting so far.
Today is going to be ridiclous.
Peace

May 7th, 2004, 4:43pm
Holy Shin-dig! I'M FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries and skips with joy at the same time* I am done with AP exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woot, I don't have to learn anymore!!
I literally just got home from the Euro exam. It went generally good, I thought. The multi-choice, as always, was a bitch, but I feel good about the essays (meaning at least a 5) because the DBQ was practically the same question I did on the practice test, except not just for Russia. God, this feels so good! I can now just worry about other final projects and get my P2P stuff in.
Wooooooooooooow. I want some chocolate. No, cheese. FOOD!
Evan and his "band" are playing at a church tonight, so I think I'm going to watch that. I was giving them advice on names, they were thinking Pristine, I said The Black Hand (Carrie's favorite). So Cool Stuff. I also ordered new glasses, and got a pair of sweet 60s/Woodstock blue sunglasses. Who cares that I can't see? I look damn cool.
Peace

May 6th 2004, 8:21pm
Well I finally got the new layout up. What do you think??? I much like it. To see dead Bunnies, click on KKB on the skeleton's string.(I entried earlier today, it's on there.)
I'm so tired right now, I don't know if I can add a full entry. Today was long and hot. It's like 80 outside.
I worked last night for 5 hours sorting and alphabatizing CDs and for 1.5 hrs. doing the same for a dozen boxes of anime DVDs. Oh ya, I got a job at Sam Goody.
AP Lit exam tomorrow, bright and early at 7:30am. AP Euro on friday afternoon, 12:30. I'm a little nervous, but not really, more anxious. I got 5s on my practice FRQs and an 8 on my practice DBQ so I'm pretty confidant at the moment. Lets see how long that lasts.
Peace

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