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Thursday, September 18, 2003
Loving you@ 11:38 a.m.
I have discovered the fun that is Megatokyo. I have heard of it before but wasn't really interested. However, after staring at all the books on the library shelf and finding myself with nothing left to read, I finally picked it up and decided to give it a try. Needless to say, I finally discovered where that damn l33t speak came from. I never did get it...still don't get it, but the comics themselves are very sweet and funny. And guess what?
Which MegaTokyo Character are you?
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Gotta love, Piro. He is just too cute for words. ^_^
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
Loving you@ 05:44 p.m.
*squeals in delight* I GOT PUBLISHED YES!!! My little poem, got recognized and was published in this years issue of Clocks of the Season. This belongs to the International Library of Poetry and I am sure it can be found in your local bookstores.
My poem can be found on Page 151, so go check it out if you have the time to.
But then again, all of this would not have been possible without the wonderful support and encouragement from my bestest online buddy in the world Zandra_Khi. Seriously, girlie, I am going to have to make you my editor-in-chief or something. *grins* Thank you, thank you, thank you again!! I cannot say that enough. ^______^
And now to tackle the stories. I am working hard to get that published next. Wish me luck! ^_^
Sunday, September 14, 2003
Loving you@ 06:14 p.m.
Friday, September 12, 2003
Loving you@ 09:44 a.m.
Bleh, it's Friday and I feel like I just stepped out onto incoming traffic and ready to be run over. This week has been pretty...not even sure of how to describe it really. Just plain ass weird, that's all. With my tendencies to lose focus of things sometimes, I ended up attending the WRONG chemistry class and almost missed my real one. Needless to say, I was more than embarrassed and ready to bury myself in the ground and never get up again. I have already started off on the wrong foot with that my labs and I HAVE to graduate with this class. *sighs* Woe is me and all of that crap.
I haven't heard from Espaa (she used to be my beta during my DBZ days and even for some of my GW stories) in a while, but all of a sudden I get a really cute email from her. Well, I can't really call it cute, but it's a pretty nifty trick...
+Girl+
It's very nice, don't you think?
*groans* I just heard today that Johnny Cash and John Ritter died today. They aren't exactly my favorite people in the world, but goodness! so many celebrities have died this year, it's ridiculous. I can understand Cash dying (not that I wished it for him or anything), but he has been sick for a while and his last video which was being shown on MTV (Hurt) was pretty damn poignant and heart warming. It makes you think and wonder about some things. My real shock came from hearing about Ritter's death. The guy isn't that old and he has a hit TV Show on ABC right now. He died of a heart attack I hear. Man, how sad is that? I really feel for their families and friends and to everyone else that has lost their lives this year. Let me see if I can remember those that have died this year so far. There are a lot more, but these are the only ones I can think of for now:
Barry White - singer
John Ritter - actor
Johnny Cash - singer
Audrey Hepburn - actress
Gregory Peck - actor
Herb Ritts - photographer
Gregory Hines - dancer/actor
Zevon White - singer/producer/songwriter
As I said that's all that has come to mind right now. May their souls all rest in peace.
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Loving you@ 06:53 p.m.
You are Curious! You like watching and figuring
things out. You will probably grow up to be a
detective or something. But remeber, Curiousity
killed the cat!
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Monday, September 8, 2003
Loving you@ 10:51 a.m.
Aaaaaaaaaaargh! The injustice of it all!! How can Franklin be STRAIGHT?! And here I was rooting for him all the way to end up with that guy...what's his name again? Oh yeah, James. *tears hair out in frustration* I almost wept at the finale of Boy Meets Boy the other night. Sweet, lovable...adorable...
Friday, September 5, 2003
Loving you@ 12:01 a.m.
Hello, God. It's me Kiya...
Funny how I remember that book now, only it wasn't Kiya written there but Margaret. I never did get that book to begin with, but then I realized as I grew up, that it was about a girl who wanted to experience her first period as in PMS.
..........
Hello? Did anyone tell her that it wasn't going to be fun?!
Anyhoo, it's been one hellish day for me so far...no let me rephrase that. It's been one hellish WEEK for me so far. From the big ol' fight I had with my best buddy to a day filled with utter and complete chaos. *groans*
I usually have to leave the house by two in the afternoon to pick up my nephew from his school which is ten million miles away from home. I end up getting there around three, you know...just in time to pick him up. Well...it turns out that he was having some extra school meeting thingy and NOBODY TOLD ME ABOUT IT! So basically, I ended up sitting in that lousy ass school for an extra hour and a half doing nothing.
Finally, we begin to make our way back home and it's past five in the evening at this point, I then get a phone call from an uncle who tells me that my neice is stuck in school because she missed her school bus!
Somebody please shoot me now!!
And so with my feet aching from driving for so long, I had to drive all the way to her Middle School, pick her up, take the kiddies back home and THEN take them to their soccer practices, all in the space of two hours.
Needless to say, my brain is pretty much fried right now. Oh, but good news, well not really, but I stopped by Borders this evening to check out what had come in the Graphic section. They still do not have Fake Vol. 2 out yet, neither do they have GTO 14 which I am dying to see. Peach Girl - Change of Heart Vol.4 is not out either. Neither is Iron Wok Jan Vol.5 Oops! Wait a minute...wrong store. Anyhoo, I did get to read a bit of Oh!My Goddess I lost count of the volumes for that one. Noticed that they had Gravitation on their shelves now. Also Pet Shop of Horrors which is supposed to be good and so many others that I can't mention right now. Oh yeah, I also borrowed a series called Galaxy Express. Goodness, that manga is BORING. But hey, one man's meat is another's poison, right? ^^
Wednesday, September 3, 2003
Loving you@ 11:36 p.m.
*smiles happily* Thank you....thank you...thank you...for everything, my friend. *^_^*
Tuesday, September 2, 2003
Loving you@ 10:47 p.m.
What is it about friendship that makes some of us go crazy or make us lose control over certain things? Come to think of it...what is a 'friend'? Is it someone that is always there for you when the times are rough? Is it someone that will always have a caring word or a shoulder to lean on whenever you need them? But wait a minute? Doesn't that make you a sort a leecher? Aren't you just the friend who always whines and complains? Don't you ever take the time to listen to the other's troubles? Oh? You didn't know that they were humans too? Did you just assume that they were just there like human robots aaaaaaalways ready to listen to your bullshit? Well guess what? That ain't always the case. And you want to know why? It's because as you whine and complain to them all the time, the resentment grows and grows until it consumes them and bursts out on a day you least expect.
I guess that is one of the many reasons why I am wary of being too close to people. Yes, I have friends. But what kind of friends are they? I talk to them on the hallways in between classes or during classes. But does that qualify them to be my friends? No, I don't think so. They are what we call 'acquaintances', not so?
So, with that in mind....just who are my friends? Who is that one person that I can run to in time of need? Who is that one person that can run to me in times of need? Who is that person that I can laugh and kid around with, that one person who can make me forget the worries that surround me everyday and make me feel so good inside? Who is it?
*sighs* Who is it indeed?
I think I lost a friend today. A really good friend today.
And a little piece of me died...
Sunday, August 31, 2003
Loving you@ 10:35 p.m.
Sunday, August 31, 2003
Loving you@ 09:00 a.m.
7 things that scare me:
1. Lightning
2. Getting a flat tire in the middle of traffic
3. Needles – getting shots
4. Large dogs
5. Snakes, worms – any creepy crawlies
6. Parking lots at night, especially those at the train station
7. Driving in the middle of a thunder/hailstorm
7 things that I like:
1. Cool friends
2. My PC
3. Reading tons of books/stories
4. The rain –soothing kind
5. A well made breakfast of steak and eggs from Waffle House or IHOP
6. Torturing my older brother whenever I can.
7. Confusing the hell out of people
7 things I hate:
1. Bitchy/Stuck up people
2. Studying for school work
3. Having to do laundry
4. Loooooong lines at the checkout counter
5. J.Lo/Mariah Carey
6. Terrifying heights
7. Fair-weather friends
7 things In My Room:
1. My PC
2. Two stuffed animals – a blue teddy bear and Lion
3. A shelf full of CDs
4. A shelf full of books and video tapes
5. My bed…that is unmade right now
6. A closet full of haphardzardly arranged clothes
7. A TV and a VCR
7 things to do before I die:
1. To graduate from college with a masters
2. To become a successful big shot somewhere, probably in some business venture.
3. To travel to Japan
4. Hell, to travel to anywhere I want to in the world
5. Get married to some cutie and have a kid or two
6. To seek complete and total independence.
7. To get published as an author!
7 things I can do:
1. Creative writing
2. Dance – like a maniac
3. Sing off key most of the time, but I am getting there people ^^
4. Multi-task like crazy
5. Creating web pages
6. Paint and create stuff – in other words…crafts
7. Cooking real food
7 things I can’t do:
1. Design my own web pages
2. I can’t draw for the life of me…well, not good enough
3. I cannot stay in a store – shopping – for more than thirty minutes at a time.
4. I can’t swim
5. Cannot drive past a book store without stopping
6. Cannot live without music
7. Cannot do without writing.
7 things that attract me to the opposite sex:
1. A winning smile
2. Good sense of humor
3. Smart and intelligent
4. Athletic
5. Ability to be open-minded
6. Should appreciate good food
7. A metrosexual * lol*
7 favorite movies:
1. Spinal Tap
2. Titanic
3. Romeo and Juliet
4. The Lost Boys
5. Lord of The Rings
6. Nightmare on Elm Street –series
7 things I say the most:
1. Hmmm…
2. Oi.
3. Blah, blah, blah
4. Gosh.
5. You are kidding!
6. Shut the f*** up
7. Damn
7 favorite songs:
1. Coldplay – Clocks
2. Evanescence – Going Under
3. Linkin Park – Numb
4. Match Box 20 – Unwell
5. Frankie J – Don’t wanna try no more
6. Tyrese – Why you gonna act like that
7. Madonna – Father
Friday, August 29, 2003
Loving you@ 10:00 p.m.
Friday, August 29, 2003
Loving you@ 04:14 p.m.
Every thing's cool now. At least it looks like it is on the surface. I can't keep moping around forever, so I might as well make the most of what I have right now, ne?
I really should be studying for a quiz right now, but can't seem to get my mind into it. Luckily, it's an online thing and I have till eleven tomorrow night to get it done. *sighs* Gah, my mind is so unfocused today.
But despite that, I did manage to get another chapter of The Tutor done. I feel so proud of myself. But right now, I am not really sure if I will be able to post up the entire thing on ff.net. Rumor has it that even simple lemons are no longer allowed. *shrugs* in that case, the reading public is just going to get only the first half of the story and then have to rush over to my website to finish it up. Not such a bad deal, ne? I don't want my story taken off because of some dumbass rule.
I got to watch the first two episodes of Full Metal Panic today. It's a new season or so, and needless to say, it was pretty funny. Sousuke is growing to be a bish with each passing episode. *evil hentai grin here* Ah, to be a clueless soldier in high school.
Okay, I have to go study seriously now. Aaargh!! MUST.CONCENTRATE.MUST.CONCENTRATE.
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
Loving you@ 09:42 p.m.
I got yelled at again tonight and it was because of the car...again. I got the usual lecture of how irresponsible I am and how I tend to ignore things and focus ooooooonly on my computer and on nothing else. Needless to say, those words hurt and I felt miserable. It wasn't in as much as the words that really affected me, but it was my situation in general. I really have to learn how to stop feeling sorry for myself and to remember that I am having it good all things considered, but still...I can't help thinking that to them...I am just like a teenager or something. For crying out loud, I am adult, but I still feel like a kid with his/her hands caught in a cookie jar with guilt written all over my face. But I have no crime to be ashamed of. I haven't stolen anything. I don't do drugs. I don't sleep around with anyone. No, my only crime is because I spend too much time around my online life and not enough on real life. If that's the case, then I am more than guilty and will face the consequences.
But, I am a writer and my life revolves around this little machine or device called a PC. I don't even want to imagine my life without a computer in it, but I know that a day will come when such a simple luxury will be taken away from me...
