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Monday, August 25, 2003
Loving you@ 09:17 p.m.
Ooooooooowwww! My butt is asleep. No, it's dead. Damn it! It hurts! ;_; Try sitting down on a hard stool for almost an hour listening to some boring safety video (which we watched last year for our first chem Lab) and see how much fun it is. NOT! I have never heard so much shifting and whining from students before in my life. It was AWFUL!
What's this? I haven't had the chance to give my reviews on the latest episodes of some of the shows that I have watched recently, so here goes:
Naruto 45-46: Hmmm...what's to say about this one? Well, we finally get to see Naruto kick Kiba's ass big time, but we could have done without all the talking before hand. And since the manga is always ten times better than the anime, you can be sure that some things were nicked out and some were left in. Episode 46 was kinda cool. We got to see Neji and Hinata fight. (Speaking of which, I think Naruto/Hinata is beginning to grow up me. She is just such a sweet girl *sniffles*) Neji...aaaaaaargh! Someone please spank that kid for me! He is such a pessimist and has the power to man someone feel so depreessed, it's not even funny. But that's what makes him different, ne? I can't wait to see what happens in the next episode though...well, I already know what will happen, but still. ^^
Happy Lesson Advance 7: Don't really think I have ever talked about this show before, but this is a really funny and sweet show. It's about this kid called, Chitose, who has six moms? or was it seven? Anyways, they all live in this big old house and all the moms are teachers in his school, but no one knows that they live together, so they try to hide their relationship from the other students. (Whew! That was a mouthful). As, I said, it's pretty funny and cute. And there is a possible yuri hint between this Chinese girl and the Kaichoo of the student council. *smirks* It's kinda funny and yet cute at the same time. Love the show! ^^
Get Backers 42-45: Man! Did I forget to mention that Makubex was back on again?! *squeals* Not that he gets plenty of air time right now *pouts* But DAMN! The series is becoming hotter and hotter with each passing episode! There are more bishies being introduced and I can't remember their names right now. But one seems to have some kind of fixation on Kazuki....O_O;; Oh?? Could it be that he had a crush on Kazuki and he and Jubei are duking it out for his affections??? Oh, the angst! But seriously, this Cruz Masaki guy is freaking me out!! *shudders* He looks like Ginji...ten years older and he is pretty strong. I hope he dosen't hurt my Ginji-kun or he is toast! Anyways, the show is getting more action oriented and guess who decided to drop in the party? Yeah, you guessed it, AKABANE, THAT PSYCHO!! LOL!
Onegai Twins 5: I LOVE THIS SHOW!! Can I bellow that out again?! I absolutely LOVE THIS SHOW!! There is yaoi implications, there is incest, there is het...you name it! And it's all done in such a funny and sweet way that you can't help not falling in love with all of these guys. If you haven't started watching it, I suggest you do, right now!(Seriously, I should get paid for all the plugging I do here. -_-;;)
Well, that's all for now. I am still waiting for the influx of E's Otherwise and Dear Boys that is bound to happen soon. These fansubbers have the tendency to send everything out at a whoosh!
And speaking of things that are whooshy...where is my Naruto Chapter 182?!!
Monday, August 25, 2003
Loving you@ 09:17 p.m.
Ooooooooowwww! My butt is asleep. No, it's dead. Damn it! It hurts! ;_; Try sitting down on a hard stool for almost an hour listening to some boring safety video (which we watched last year for our first chem Lab) and see how much fun it is. NOT! I have never heard so much shifting and whining from students before in my life. It was AWFUL!
What's this? I haven't had the chance to give my reviews on the latest episodes of some of the shows that I have watched recently, so here goes:
Naruto 45-46: Hmmm...what's to say about this one? Well, we finally get to see Naruto kick Kiba's ass big time, but we could have done without all the talking before hand. And since the manga is always ten times better than the anime, you can be sure that some things were nicked out and some were left in. Episode 46 was kinda cool. We got to see Neji and Hinata fight. (Speaking of which, I think Naruto/Hinata is beginning to grow up me. She is just such a sweet girl *sniffles*) Neji...aaaaaaargh! Someone please spank that kid for me! He is such a pessimist and has the power to man someone feel so depreessed, it's not even funny. But that's what makes him different, ne? I can't wait to see what happens in the next episode though...well, I already know what will happen, but still. ^^
Happy Lesson Advance 7: Don't really think I have ever talked about this show before, but this is a really funny and sweet show. It's about this kid called, Chitose, who has six moms? or was it seven? Anyways, they all live in this big old house and all the moms are teachers in his school, but no one knows that they live together, so they try to hide their relationship from the other students. (Whew! That was a mouthful). As, I said, it's pretty funny and cute. And there is a possible yuri hint between this Chinese girl and the Kaichoo of the student council. *smirks* It's kinda funny and yet cute at the same time. Love the show! ^^
Get Backers 42-45: Man! Did I forget to mention that Makubex was back on again?! *squeals* Not that he gets plenty of air time right now *pouts* But DAMN! The series is becoming hotter and hotter with each passing episode! There are more bishies being introduced and I can't remember their names right now. But one seems to have some kind of fixation on Kazuki....O_O;; Oh?? Could it be that he had a crush on Kazuki and he and Jubei are duking it out for his affections??? Oh, the angst! But seriously, this Cruz Masaki guy is freaking me out!! *shudders* He looks like Ginji...ten years older and he is pretty strong. I hope he dosen't hurt my Ginji-kun or he is toast! Anyways, the show is getting more action oriented and guess who decided to drop in the party? Yeah, you guessed it, AKABANE, THAT PSYCHO!! LOL!
Onegai Twins 5: I LOVE THIS SHOW!! Can I bellow that out again?! I absolutely LOVE THIS SHOW!! There is yaoi implications, there is incest, there is het...you name it! And it's all done in such a funny and sweet way that you can't help not falling in love with all of these guys. If you haven't started watching it, I suggest you do, right now!(Seriously, I should get paid for all the plugging I do here. -_-;;)
Well, that's all for now. I am still waiting for the influx of E's Otherwise and Dear Boys that is bound to happen soon. These fansubbers have the tendency to send everything out at a whoosh!
And speaking of things that are whooshy...where is my Naruto Chapter 182?!!
Monday, August 25, 2003
Loving you@ 08:21 a.m.
Well, that didn't last very long *lol* Yeah, I guess I am a layout whore after all. I just can't seem to keep one for more than a few weeks at a time. I think I get bored too easily. -_-;;
Anyhoo, it's Monday morning and I really shouldn't be sitting here on my butt doing nothing. I have to go buy my Lab Text book, which I am now kicking myself over since I had returned it last two semesters, only to realize that we were going to need it again! But we have our first lab class tonight and I am guessing we are going to have to go through watching the Safety video all over again. No, duh! We already know the steps. Why do we have to do it all over again? Waste of time and energy if you ask me.
I got myself a book called Writer's Market and it's basically like a directory of all the publishers that are willing to accept writers. I am still a bit nervous and scared about it, but I have got nothing to lose, ne? I have had some solid support from my good buddies *coughs* Zan *coughs* and now all I have to do is polish up some old stories and see what happens from there. I can't wait for the reject...eh...results that will come out from it. ^^
The brother-in-law left for Houston this morning (thank goodness) but don't tell him I said that. He creeps me out and needless to say, the house seems so much brighter without him around.
Enough bitching for today, I have to run off now and take care of some business. Ja!
Friday, August 22, 2003
Loving you@ 06:49 p.m.
Seems like it's been a year and then some since I wrote in here, but anyways a LOT of things have happened to me lately. Nonsensical mundane things, but things all the same.
My grandpa came back from the hospital last night and as usual we had to run around again trying to find decent meals that were diabetic-tolerant. According to the doctor, he has to cut down on the salt, meaning NO SALT AT ALL. And then he has to begin eating sweet stuff. Not too much sugar of course, but just things that are sweet and lots of oily foods to gain back some weight. Man...I wish I was on that kind of a diet.
Anyhoo, as if the days couldn't get any more exciting *rolls eyes* in comes the grandpa's second son from Houston to pay us a visit....................................HELLO?! Did anyone tell us that he was arriving?! Oh yeah, I forgot, I am always the last to know these things around here. Sheesh.
Took the neice for Band try-outs today. Turns out that she could be in either the Orchestra or the Band. I think she wants to be in the band more, because honestly, she sucked at playing the cello and the violin. It sounded like someone was trying to scratch their way out of a really bad musical. *winces*
On the school front, I swear this online class thing is really disconcerting. If you do not check the class for at least an HOUR, you end up missing so much information and stuff. Like today, I discovered that we are going to have a quiz on the 30th which should last for only 20 minutes and we were to have no interruptions, blah, blah, blah. Well, I would be lucky if I can figure out how that thing works. But damn it! This is my final class and I have to work extra hard for it! >=(
On the anime front, we have tried to keep up with as much as we can. Nawlins introduced me to Tenshi no Narumon which is supposed to have a sweet shounen ai moment between two angels later on in the show. Well, all first 8 episodes worked just fine, but then...opening up the other episodes is proving to be a MAJOR problem! *cries* Damn it! I want to see Mikael and Rapheal!! Oh, and let's not forget Yuusuke. He's a cutie as well. :D
Finally, got to downloading LessonXX which is yaoi, but despite the name, it's not that explicit at all. *grins* It's a sweet story about two boys...wait a second, what story isn't like that? *lol*
Eeek! Gotta get off now. I've got company. ^_____^
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
Loving you@ 11:14 a.m.
Whoa! I don't BELIEVE IT! I am actually going to be writing a Harry Potter Fic! And it's not going to be yaoi!! Someone call the Yaoi Police!! *LOL*
Seriously though, besides Sirius and Lupin or James Potter or Wormtail, I don't think I can myself into actually reading another Harry/Draco thing. *makes face* Maybe it's because of my new love...HARRY/LUNA. And that's what the fic's going to be about. Those two lovely lovebirds. ^_^
School began yesterday and you wouldn't believe what happened. The ENTIRE SCHOOL INTERNET NETWORK WENT OFF. How disastrous is that? It was like no one in school could function and things were a bit awry last night. This morning...at least we are able to log on, but it is Veeeeeeeeeeeeeery slow. *shakes head* At least it's better than nothing.
My new Chem class will involve us having to take Online classes. It sounds pretty cool, but believe me, it's not as easy as it looks. You don't get the one on one teacher thing going on and that sucks big time. But hopefully, I can get through this with no problems whatsoever.
To Martine if you do get to read this. I seem to be having problems with my tagboard and can't reply to your messages and to anyone else's at the moment, so thanks for the wellwishes! *hugs* And I still think you are lucky to have gotten some cool new manga to read. :D
Speaking of which, as I stopped by to apply at 'Books-A-Million' for a job, I happened to stumble across GTO Vol.13 and Clamp Detectives, Vol 3 (and sadly the last *sniffles*). It was cool to read and see Anko and Noboru finally hook up in GTO. Geez, I must be in a romantic het mood lately. *shakes head* Ah well, off to continue with my other...eh...stuff.
Sunday, August 17, 2003
Loving you@ 09:40 p.m.
*sighs* School begins for me tomorrow. Time for me to trudge back to class for another long semester of Organic Chemistry. Man...I really should start thinking positively. I cannot continue to let this weigh me down. Probably because of all the stuff I have to deal with by the side.
On a brighter note, today was the grandmother's birthday. She is 70 years old and energetic enough to kick my ass. I hope I can be like her when I grow older. Just without all the drugs and medication she has to take. Do you know that she has to give herself insulin shots every morning?? I am not sure I could handle that...which in turn means that I have to watch the amount of sweets and stuff I eat now. I mean, my father has diabetes, so the chances of me getting it is pretty high as well. Great. Just what I needed. More depressing thoughts.
I am currently watching Nerfertiti's Ressurection on the Discovery Channel and it's pretty riveting stuff. I always admired her, but it seems as if her own people hated her guts. *shudders* Her mummy is pretty...gruesome. Anyhoo, I am off to finish writing the next chapter of my story and hopefully, tomorrow wouldn't look so bad in the end. ^_^
Friday, August 15, 2003
Loving you@ 05:16 p.m.
More job hunting the last few days. I actually got an interview with Borders and that's the place that I really want to work at. *sighs* To be surrounded by books and to get to read them first before anyone else...ah, bliss. But I am still waiting for my second interview. Hopefully, that goes well.
Can't believe my next round of classes begin next Monday. I barely know where the heck this week went to. Running around preparing for Houston and then having to look for this job thing has worn me out, to be honest.
Chris is so lucky. He got to travel to New York (upstate) to spend some time with his friends over there. Well, I guess things aren't going to be so much fun for him now with the power outages and the such last night. I haven't heard from him today though and Lily has been talking her head off to me all day. Which is a goddamn surprise because she barely talks for more than half an hour at a time. *lol* I think she misses her boyfriend and doesn't want to really say it.
Yay! Finally found the time to catch up to most of the shows that I missed this past week. Episode 43 of Get Backers was pretty good. Looks like my darling MAKUBEX has been kidnapped. And so the old VOLTS are going back to rescue him. Sweet! And then I got to watch Episodes 18 and 19 of E's Otherwise. We learn some very interesting things about Asuka, not that one wouldn't have figured out what she really is at this time. I have only watched Episode 13 of Dear Boys I have 14, 15 and 16 to watch. Man...
And my gosh, but Onegai Twins was not released this week. I am so disappointed! But hopefully, Naruto should be coming out soon and should feed my comedy rush for the day. ^^
Hmmm...I wonder if I should go watch Freddy vs. Jason tonight.
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
Loving you@ 11:35 p.m.
Whew! I am back home! And whoever said that line 'There is no place like home' was exactly right. I have never been in a more traumatizing flight in my life and considering all the trips I have been in the past few years, that's saying something. Let's see...I usually travel at night because then I don't have to spend too much time in that crappy place. So usually, I travel at night. Get there by around ten or so at my hotel, check in. Get up by six. Check out and do whatever it is that I have to do and then I am hurling ass to the airport. Well, this time around, I thought to myself that perhaps it would be best if I went during the day. (What possessed me to say that, I will never know.) But there I was happily moving during the day and I somehow knew that I was going to regret that little action because guess what? I could not sleep A WINK! My neck and back are killing me right now and I could barely get myself to eat a single thing that was offered. Oh yeah, that would be a packet of pretzels and some soda. Yay. Like who eats those stuff and actually ENJOYS it?? I don't. I almost always feel like gagging after eating through all of that stuff. *shudders* And then on my way back today, our flight was delayed and to top it off, it was *CHILLY* in the plane. They couldn't even offer us a pillow or a blanket to keep ourselves warm! I mean during the night flights, I always, ALWAYS get pillows and a blanket. What was so different about this one? Because it was in the daytime?? Makes absolutely no sense to me whatsoever.
Anyhoo, what did I accomplish on this trip. Oh yeah, I did manage to finish reading that Harry Potter and the Order of The Phoenix. My take on it...I am totally a Harry/Luna shipper at this point. I am soooooo glad he got over Cho (who was practically a nuisance in this book) and that he was beginning to have some kind of feelings for Luna, even though it was just pity. He was angry a lot in this and I think he grew up pretty nicely as well. And poor, poor Sirius. He was one of my favorite characters and it's a pity he had to die like that. But Luna's words at the end of the book made everything seem just fine for Harry. *gives evil grin* Oooooh! The urge to just write myself a little story about those two overwhelmed me to the point that I almost began to write a story on the plane on a piece of paper napkin. O_O;;
Besides Harry...I also got to reread Harlem Beat all over again. *squeals* MASAHIRO SAKAMURA IS A GOD!! Gah! I must find a good picture of him to show up here! That manga is awesome. Much better than Dear Boys if you ask me. Was it ever animated? Pity. I don't think it was. *sighs*
Speaking of anime...I do have sooooo much to catch up with, it's not even funny. I had better make a list so I don't forget what to download.
Dear Boys - 14-16
Get Backers - 43
I have E's Otherwise 18. And 19 is downloading right now. Man...it's taking forever! *groans* I need to watch as much as possible before Onegai Twins comes out tomorrow. *cries* Why are all the fansubbers deciding to bring all the episodes out in such a rush? This is so not fair. =(
That's enough yapping for today. I am going to go get some much deserved sleep. Oh yeah...I have to wake up early again to get the neices ready for school. Why me?????
Sunday, August 10, 2003
Loving you@ 11:39 p.m.
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | High |
| Schizoid: | High |
| Schizotypal: | High |
| Antisocial: | Low |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Low |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | Low |
| Dependent: | Low |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Low |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
Sunday, August 10, 2003
Loving you@ 04:48 p.m.
Sunday, August 10, 2003
Loving you@ 12:52 a.m.
Oi, I think I have outdone myself today. Not only did I manage to finish the sequel to a Hikago fic for Hikagoyaoi, I also revamped an existing short story on ff.net, received and affixed my award on my fanfiction site for dedication by Hamha Graphics. Shameless plugging and also got to upload all four parts to the Hikaru/Akira chronicles reminscent of the Duo/Heero Chronicles I was attempting to do some time ago. All in all, not bad for a day's work, ne?
I got a surprising letter in my email today. A letter from a childhood friend who I am still surprised, remembers me. O_O;; Well, there really is no need for him to forget me. After all, we were neighbors in my old neigborhood for about ten years before they moved away. He is the sweetest guy and I think I am being mean or evil by not really showing any 'interest' in him. Not that he doesn't warrant it.
Aargh, what am I saying? I am still pissed off at him for stealing my first kiss without even asking me! ><;; *sighs* He wrote me again...after eons and I thought I had completely forgotten about him, but after thinking of my crush and then getting his email...things are kinda going all weird for me right now. I don't know why I am beginning to think of the past so much these days.
Saturday, August 9, 2003
Loving you@ 02:51 a.m.
A funny thing happened to me today as I found myself staring at the ceiling of the hospital room wondering what had gone wrong. I found myself thinking of my junior and high school years all over again. Not that there is anything strange with that, I guess. See, I tend to dream about my high school years, especially considering the fact that I spent them in a boarding school. I usually have dreams or nightmares about always getting to school with no luggage and then having to spend the semester with nothing. And anyone who has ever spent time away from home like that, knows how depressing and empty that feeling is.
Why am I lying here in the hospital, you might ask? Well, something went horribly wrong with one of the shots I had the other day. My left arm was rendered numb and I could barely lift it. The doctor says it's because I did not give the fluids enough leeway to flow down my body. Uh huh. Not that it matters now anyway. I guess the one thing that kept bugging me was that I wouldn't be able to type again or write if my arm was rendered useless. But then again, I do tend to run away with my vivid imaginations.
Anyway, I found myself thinking of those days in junior high, when I was the geeky, tall, skinny girl with the glasses who was totally and completely head over heels with this one guy (who concidentally was a family friend) at the time. I did tell you that I am naturally shy and would rather talk to a brick wall than with people I am not familiar with, right? Well, you can only imagination my aggravation as I realized with dawning horror that I was having the 'hots' for one of the most popular guys in school. *sighs softly* I think the worst thing about crushing on a family friend is that they only see you as that. Just a family friend. You automatically become a 'sister' like person and not really someone worth 'noticing'. I used to go over to his house and spend time with his sisters and if I was lucky and he was home, he would usually spare a few words with me before running out to go play with one of his 'buddies' or perhaps one particular girl I couldn't stand. Let's just call her Amy for now, shall we?
Amy was stinking rich and popular as well. Wow, dare I say cliche? But that's the truth of it. She was filthy rich and they lived pretty close to each other, so it was only natural that they would be friendly with one another. I don't know which hurt worse. The fact that she was always clinging to him or the fact that he was just a first class jerk. I never knew what he saw in her to be honest. She was just a loud mouth with too much time and money at her disposal.
Hn, I sound jealous, don't I? But I would have killed to be as popular as she was. We all went to the same school together and the torture of having to sit there in class watching them flirt was more than I could bear.
Silly me and my daydreams, which usually consisted of me doodling notes on my notebook about possible scenarios between he and I. I had wished that for just one day, he would not see me as 'Kiya' the girl that I grew up with, but 'Kiya' the _girl_. Doesn't make sense much, but that's how I felt.
I really don't know why he came to my mind again today, but he did. And I felt something stir within me again at the thought of his face. I haven't seen him in five years. I don't even know what he looks like now. But I know that he will definitely be surprised by the way I am now. *smiles softly* I sometimes wonder if he will still be as handsome? Would he still have that cute smile that seemed to make my heart melt? Would he still be as atheletic? Would he still be as smart and funny? Perhaps he has even gotten married and has kids! Well, highly unlikely, but you never know, ne?
His mom had died before they moved away, so communication between our families kinda just...died as well. I remember the last time I saw his face. He never spoke to me. He just gave me a small sad smile and that was the last I ever heard from him or his family again.
I thought I would be over him by now. I really did. I thought I had outgrown my crush, but then as I lay there staring at the hospital ceiling, I couldn't help thinking...
Perhaps there was something else there. Something that will never go away. I won't say that I am in love with him, because well...I just can't. I have met someone else who makes my heart beat even faster, but then again, what makes me think that if my crush walked into this room, this very minute...that I wouldn't become a shy teenager all over again?
Thursday, August 7, 2003
Loving you@ 11:59 p.m.
Yay! 10,000 hits and counting!
Oh, and I also added some more Hikago sketches to the gallery page :D
HIKARU NO GO!
Again, all of this was made possible by the good folks at Hikagoyaoi. Thanks a lot, guys! ^_^
Thursday, August 7, 2003
Loving you@ 03:49 p.m.
WHOO HOO!! I AM ALL DONE FOR THE SEMESTER!! AND I PASSED THAT LOUSY CHEM CLASS AFTER ALL!! *does the happy-happy dance* I am so HAPPY it's not even funny. Ah, but then my happiness had to be squashed because I had to go to the doctor today. *groans and eyes arms filled with bandages* I got an MMR and a Tetanus and tested for HIV. *nods looking all serious* You have to do that as early as you can, because you never know, ne? Whoa! Don't get me wrong! I haven't been going around sleeping with anyone. This here female is still a Virgin and loving it too, I might add. :D. The day I do decide to give myself away...I will probably be drunk or something. ><;;
No, seriously, I will get my special someone someday. Hopefully, it will be with someone who I don't end up regretting my actions with in the long run. *winces*
In honor of my freedom for at least two weeks, I got myself a new layout. I think it's okay and much as I wish the couple above to be two bishies, I am afraid I will just have to manage with them for now? Isn't it just peaceful like? I love the picture and kudos to Jazzy who made this layout.
Hmm...what else? Oh yeah, got to watch Get Backers 40 which was just as hilarious as the previous episode. But I think we are about to get into the serious stuff soon. Enough with the filler episodes -_-;; As much as we loved them, we need to get into some serious stuff soon, ne?
Also got to see Onegai Twins-4. I tell you, if you have NOT watched this show yet, you are probably missing the most funniest anime this summer! I hear it's only going to be about 13 episodes *sighs* Gah! I wish it were more though.
And good news! E's Otherwise is finally out! *hugs her downloads* I can't wait to watch them and see how Yuki finally cajoles Kai into bed...eh...sorry, wrong storyline. *grins*
I am almost done with the Order of the Phoenix - that neverending book about some boy named Harry Potter. I am really not sure of what to make of it yet. It has it's funny moments, but it's pretty bleak and filled with an angry teenage boy with personal issues and a girl problem. DIE CHO!! DIE, I SAY!! *coughs* Ehem...as I was saying, I think Harry should hook up with Luna Lovegood. Maybe I am just crazy, but I like that girl and her kookiness. :D
Aargh! Gotta go take a breather now. My tummy is aching like hell. *whines and glares at Zan-Louise for having some remedial tea* You owe me one big time, girlie. :P
