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~January 15, 2004- yay, almost friday!!!~
tomorrow's a half-day!!! YAY!!! so i get out at 10:39am...bit of a weird time, eh? only 2 classes tomorrow, and in each one, we have finals *shudders* once again, wish me luck!

guess who came back today? Kelly. holy frig, does that girl know how to LEAVE??!! honestly! so i let her stand on my doorstep, knocking on my door for about 10 minutes in the cold. i'm gonna do it again tomorrow, and then keep doing it until she (might) stop coming...~.~...

i went to one of those Improv shows again, it was so funny XD it was the last one for those actors, but there's going to be more throughout the year with different ones. can't wait ^^

alrighty then, i'm gonna go now. ja ne, minna-san! *waves*

~January 14, 2003- .....YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!~
*jumps in the air* GYM is officially OVER!!!! today was my last class ^___________________^ all i had to do was 15 pushups the whole time, then i listened to music. t'was great. very, VERY great! (too bad i have to go to pool soon...ack...)

something not so great: i took too finals today *twiddles thumbs* i hope i did alright...i can't afford bad grades right now. the algebra one...i probably got a B or a C...not too bad...the world geography one...i really hope i did well on that one...oh, yeah, that reminds me...no more world geography! WOOT! actually, i liked the teacher a lot, he was really funny.

tomorrow's gonna be more finals...i hope i do okay and don't die in the process of it all. wish me luck, minna!!!

one thing i'm getting sick of: my dad's been going to sleep later and later...i just wanna get online earlier than 9:30, y'know? whatever...not that big of a deal.

OH YEAH!!! you know Kelly? (erm...of course you do...i kinda complain about her a lot...^^;) well, i had to go over to her house to get my skirt back *lightning flashes in background, and crappy haunted house music is heard playing* yes, yes, oh, the torture. now...i go there, right? she asks her mom for the skirt, and her mom yells at ME. "WHY did you LEND OUT YOUR CLOTHES??!!" like it was my fault. i mean, she doesn't even know the truth. it was her psycho daughter who took it FROM ME!!! so my mom went over to kelly's house (after i argued w/ her a bit...my mom kinda wigs out a lot ~.~;;;;;;;;;;) and talked with her mom, and her mom turned out okay and embarrased the frig outta kelly. i wish i could have been there XD XD XD and i have a plan now (so simple! my stupid brain didn't think of this til now...laura no baka!!) just ignore her when she comes! let her freeze out there, she ain't coming in here anymore. nut-uh. maybe she'll get it through her thick skull and leave me alone! *eyes sparkle at the though of her being gone forever* oh, the bliss! okay, laura's done ranting for tonight *bows* Oyasumi Nasai! (hope i spelled that right ^^;)

~January 13, 2003- meep~
nothing really happened today. a bit chaotic at my house, but that's to be expeted, ne? had to yell at my dad a bit, glad i didn't get in trouble. thats all for today, gotta go finish talking to Jonathan, JA! *waves*

~January 12, 2003- hmmm...i think i'm hyper XD~
today i wasn't tired at all, which is a change. my mom yelled at kelly today XD i was trying soooooooo hard not to laugh... i wish she'd just go *poof* and be gone. but whatever. she'd better give me my schoolgirl skirt back soon, my mom's really pissed about it.

i don't know why, but i was really hyper today. maybe it's because of MEL-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNN!!! (um...hehe...long story...^^;;;;;;;;;;;) because she's hilarious, or maybe it's because i got a lot of sleep...i dunno... whatever, i'm just a little TOO energetic right now *fwaps self to lose a little more energy* okies, i'm a little better now XD.

one bad thing today: Gym. we had to run 3 long laps as fast as we could go w/ out stopping...i thought i was going to pass out, i couldn't see or walk. i just sat down and waited until i could see again. and seeing another girl getting sick didn't help much, considering how i felt last night. there's one good thing about this whole thing: i only have 1 more class left!!! *cheers* but then i'll have to go to pool *stops cheering and sighs, burying face in hands* wish me luck next semester minna!

i feel kinda bad...i kicked Johnathan off his game 3 times already...*fwaps her alert* gomenasai ;.; anyhoo...i'm gonna get going now. ja ne minna-san!!! *Waves*

~January 11, 2003- *grins* good day~
i saw Return of the King today ^__________________^ it was a really good movie, but i was disappointed that they didn't show the journey home. and it seemed to end about 20 times ~.~ but i really liked it. i hope i get the extended version when it comes out, maybe it'll be even better! (oh, hey, Traci, if you wanna see it, i think my aunt's taking me this week, i'll ask her if you can come...can't make any promises though) you know...i think i may be getting sick...or something, because my stomach feels really bad... the popcorn tasted really sick too...eeyuck...i hope i don't get sick from that x.x that'd suck majorly... *gags* it tasted...like...well, it tasted like how a plastic bag would taste, a salty plastic bag. okies...that's all for now. ja ne.

~January 10, 2003- finished series ^_________^~
i finished AYA today ^______________^ very, VERY kawaii series!!! i'm surprised i finished it so quickly too... but i loved it!!! nothing really happened today, my dad didn't come home until after 8, so my saturday was very nice w/out him to nag. anyhoo, that's all for now, me go talk to jonathan now ^________________^

~january 10, 2003- kind of scary~
well...lesse...what happened yesterday...i can't really remember, i was sooooooooo tired. *fwaps self for losing so much sleep* but i'm up to ep. 20 in AYA now, i can't wait to finish it!!! ^____________^ anyways, onto today since my brain was all frigged up yesterday. today i went to school, did basically nothing, got into a tiny little fight w/ jaz (dun worry, nothing big) and i found out that that weird guy in art got beat up...i feel kinda bad for him, but he kinda deserved it. when i got home, i didn't do much except at 5 o'clock, i went to my grandpa's, the drive home took really long. it's only supposed to be a 20-minute drive, but it took us 40. it had started to snow pretty badly, my dad couldn't really see the road--- and he had too much to drink anyways--- and we swerved a lot on the way home. i was shaking so badly, holding onto the door handle as a form of protection besides the seatbelt. i put on my j-pop and closed my eyes, trying to block it all out...i seriously thought we were going to fly off the road. my mom was all like "do you want me to drive" but he said no and kept going faster. i was so happy to get home in one piece... liquor...what a foul drink, i'm never going to drink it, what's the point? it makes you all stupid and slow... anyways, that's all for tonight... ja ne, minna-san!

~january 7, 2003- better make this fast...~
yeah, or else my dad'll wake up again. i'm up to ep. 14 of AYA ^^ today was pretty boring, except for art. yeager actually came to me, asking if she could enter one of the major projects in a show! that made me happy. ok, that's all for now, me goes to finish talking to Jonathan now, ja!

~January 6, 2003- owchness...but i'm passing algebra!~
yeah, braces hurt a lot, but i'm trying to ignore it. Mel-chan ended up stealing my pizza after laughing at me XD but here's some news: i'm passing algebra with a C ^^ i shouldn't be too proud about a C, but it's better (LOTS BETTER!!!) than an F. so i was really happy when i saw that. anyways, talking to Jonathan right now, and i'm tired tonight, Ja! *waves*

~January 5, 2004- this had BETTER be worth it...~
i had forgotten that i had an ortho appointment today... so that was my nice, wonderful surprise when i came home from school today. i went to the ortho. they did a bunch of junk to my mouth, so i'm in PAIN now!!! YAY!!! *laura jumps in the air* but that's not all, my dad was a frigup to me again today. luckily he didn't hit me... he drank as usual though...*sighs* baka... anyways, i'm tired, and i gotta go finish talking...MWAHAHA--er...yeah, Ja...

~January 4, 2004- *grumbles* hewwo~
well...if anyone has been wondering where i've been for the past 23 days, it's because my compy monitor broke. the reason it took so long for me to get one? one word: parents. they've been horrible. "oh, this is GOOD for you! now you can spend TIME with us!!!" GAH, don't they KNOW that i DON'T WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH THEM??!! then my dad was all "hey laura...do you want another computer monitor?" he sounded completely serious, so i perk up and say "YEAH!!!" and he's like "Well TOO BAD!!! when you change your ATTITUDE, then you can start saving up!" and i just gawped at him. . . we got into a few major fights, one of them causing me to leave the house for an hour and a half w/ out a coat. i didn't care either. oh yeah, did everyone have a good Christmas and New Years? mine were okay, especially New Years, i had a lot of fun w/ Traci and a few of her friends. we watched a lot of this series called "Wolf's Rain" it's a really good series, i can't wait to see the rest of it ^_________^ hmmm...oh yeah, i missed my WHOLE ENTIRE CHRISTMAS BREAK. THANKS PARENTS!!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!! *glares* but anyways, today was good, i installed my monitor, watched Ai Yori Aoshi 1-4 ^^, went to softball practice, came home, and waited to get back online. i ended up going on for a few minutes, but a weird guy IM'ed me ~.~ "are you single, i want another g/f, but my g/f can't find out" blah blah blah, he made me sick. evil evil evil. *glares at him for being so low and nasty* anyways, i should be getting to bed soon. i have school tomorrow, and i'm talking to Jonathan...so Ja!!!

~December 12, 2003- meehhh~
that guy in art...he's starting to freak me out. . . he comes down and sits next to me, doesn't stop poking me, he was all playing with my hair saying 'ooooooooooh, soft!!!" or "Myyyyyyyyyyyy preeeeeeeeciousssss!!!!" and jaz says 'laura, you're skinny' he comes up behind me, squeezes my waist, and says 'yup, she is.' i mean COME ON!!!!!!! HE'S SCARING ME!!!!!!!! and jaz didn't make it any better, because later on, she says 'i need a hug' and he's like 'i'm a huggy person' and hugs me. i don't know him at all, and one day, he just does this? frig... i can't exactly avoid him or anything...and i'm too "nice" to ignore him or tell him to go away...but i have to do something...

on a happier note, i went to a party today, a lot of my friends were there. we watched pirates of the carribean ^_____________________^ hehe, i love that movie!!! it was a fun party ^^ anyways, i'm going to wait for jon to get back home, and talk to some of my friends. seeya later!!!

~December 11, 2003- ugh...not so good of a day~
Well...lessee...it started out alright...then i went to gym. i was expecting it to be the same hell as last time. was it? Oh, of course not! it was 10x worse! *cheers* we had to do all that crap TWICE, then we did sprints the rest of the time. my legs...they broke. there's no way that they'll be fixed... i hate that class, i really really really hate it...

you know what else? me and my dad got into another fight today. he is so mean to me...i'm the only person in the family who he yells at and smacks as bad as he does. (he didn't hit me this time, luckily...) i'm seriously getting sick of his crap... he thinks he's a good dad? yeah, okay. whatever. someone who drives me insane doesn't really qualify for the "Best Dad Award". . .

on a happier note, jaz got a b/f today. . . and *gasps* this one's IRL!!! WOOT! his name is John, and he's really nice. i hope this relationship actually lasts! anyhoo... i'm going to go now. Ja ne, minna-san!!! *waves*

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~December 10, 2003- MORE PAIN!!!~
yeah, i thought yesterday was bad. yesterday is PARADISE to what i have gone through today! even though i don't have the class today, my muscles are on FIRE! i have the class tomorrow, and we'll have to do the same crap. so if i'm in a bad mood tomorrow...don't take it personally.
i got another hug today o.O from that same guy in art. strange guy...but he seems pretty nice though, so whatever. alright, i'm going to talk a little more with jon and then go to bed so i can put my muscles at ease. ja ne, minna-san!

~December 9, 2003- kinda bad day...~
well, it started out okay...then i went to gym. UGH, friggin boot camp!!! i never wanna do the stupid "squat, lunge, and JUMP!!!" crap ever again!!! so i'm in pain right now!!! YAY!!!!!!!! *runs around, throwing confetti* and that's not the best part! after that, we had to run 5 laps! that's half a mile! YAY again! *does a dance* what is he, Richard Simmons?! then we did some JUMP ROPE!!!! TWO AND A HALF MINUTES OF ABSOLUTE AGONY!!!!! OH, the wonderfullness of it all! *cries waterfalls* anyways, then on the busride home, i decided to sit in the back of the bus for a change. boy, was that a mistake! there was this guy back there...and he started to talk to me. here's the conversation:
him: hi, are you a freshman?
me: ...yeah...why?
him: how do you like high school?
me: boring.
him: do you smoke pot? do you do drugs?
me: ...no...
him: why not? it's F*cking tight!
me: why would i even wanna do that? i don't want to depend on a stupid plant to keep me happy.
him: i think you do smoke it. you're lying to me, aren't you?
me: i don't lie.
him: i think you are, i think you are!
me: *rolls eyes*

then i got to get off the bus. man, that's the last time i'm sitting back there. stupid pothead. >.< evil, evil, evil. anyways, that's my wonderful day! isn't it so? oh, i have a few quizes ^_________^ ja ne!

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~December 8, 2003- pretty boring day...~
yeah, it was boring. english was reeeeeally boring >.< atr was...interesting. at the end of class, i was talking with my friend and this one guy i've never talked to, and he's talking about stuff, and then outta nowhere, he says 'i need a hug' and hugs us both. it was weird. anyways, that's my day. must go now, i'm talking to jon and watching pirates of the carribean. ja ne, minna-san! *waves*

~December 7, 2003- my weekend~
Yesterday i went to a party with Jaz. i had a lot of fun ^^ the music sucked, so me, jaz, and a guy named Justin stayed outside the whole time. it was freezing, but after a while we got used to it. i didn't sleep a lot last night. i had maybe 3 hours of sleep. i drank too much pop ~.~ so me and jaz got home at midnight, stayed up for a bit talking, then i put in Pirates of the Carribean. i watched the first hour and a half, fell asleep, woke up right at the end of the movie, got mad because i missed it, so i went back to the part where i fell asleep, watched the rest of it, when that was over i sat there, awake. jaz woke up then (it was almost 5 by then) so we had some orange juice and she went back to bed, i watched the first hour of X-men 2, fell asleep (around 6-ish) and woke up at 7:22. i was really tired, and the only reason i woke up was because jaz woke me up ~.~ and i was in the middle of a really good dream too! *sniffles* anyways, i'm gonna go finish talking to Jon ^^ so seeya later minna-san!!!!!!!!!!!!

~December 5, 2003- boring, boring day...~
It was boring, jaz made me really mad today, but i tried to calm her down...that girl has really gotta get over jay, and stop making these "i'm going to kill myself" threats. they're annoying and she KNOWS it pisses me off, but she keeps telling me "i've got 30 pills...i'll use them if i need them..." and asking me "Laura, how would you feel if i died?" why does she do that? it really upsets me. i HATE it when people are like that to me... if she does ANYTHING like this, i'll never forgive her. . . i almost cried, but then i had to go to my grandpa's house, so i couldn't let my family see me cry ~.~ anyways, i got to talk to jon a little while my mom was gone, and now i'm offline updating, because my mom got pissed off with me again. i hate to say this, but i HATE my dad working nights. he could call at any time...so, i'd rather have him sleeping ~.~ man, i hate it here...i wish i was able to get out of here. no bitchy parents, no abusive dads...*sighs* well, i'm going to try to get back online now so i can talk to Jon...ja ne, minna-san...

~December 4, 2003- bleargh...~
today was blah, exept for a few parts. art was okay, i actually got a compliment from Yeager! i showed her some value that i was doing on this project, and she's like "that's very nice! very advanced for your grade!" so that made me semi-happy. i got freaked out on the bus today *shudders* there's this guy, nobody likes him, and he's friends with Kelly. well, i was talking to sam on the bus today and he just butts into our conversation! he goes into this long conversation about nuclear bombs and UPS guys...i really wanted to talk to sam too. then he puts his hand on my head, and pokes sam (she got the better of the deal ~.~;;;) but he seriously scared me, because i never talked to him before and there he is, just sitting there, talking about NOTHING that we care about. luckily i am the 3rd stop, so i got to bolt outta the bus. anyways, i'm going to go talk to jon now, the best part of my day ^_________^ ja ne, minna-san!!!

~December 3, 2003- hehe...okay-ish day~
well, i got kind of beat up in gym today. no, bot from the stupid things we have to do in there, this one girl wouldn't stop punching my back. it hurt a lot, but whatever. i don't like that girl at all, she thinks we're friends, and while we're walking, she just kept punching. it had to have been at least thirty times before i told her to stop. ~.~;;; i really need to learn how to blow up at people...the only person i'm an expert on blowing up with is my dad.

got a scary email from jay today. he said he was going to kill himself. ~.~ i knew he wouldn't, but whenever i hear that, i think 'oh, crap...' and i start to get worried. i worry WAY too easily... i gotta start learning how to not worry as much. anyways, i called him per jaz's request, and he said he was ok...i think he might be avoiding jaz... not sure, i'll get back to you on that.

anyways, talking to jon, the one i love very (x5) much, so i must go talk some more. ja ne, minna-san!!!!

~December 2, 2003- not sick anymore ^_____^~
well, that's the good news. the bad news? i'm the only one jaz has to talk to about jay and stuff. she really hadn't told a lot of people about him, so she told me everything. now i'm the only one she can cry to. and believe me, she cried. i heard her cry so much today. . .the hardest i've heard her cry. i felt so bad for her. i wanted to cry too, but i couldn't.

Mehhhhhh...i just remembered...today was kelly's b-day. she was all like "well, i'm 17 today." when i didn't reply, she said "today is my birthday. i'm 17." i nodded. she didn't look to happy, but i could care less. she's the least of my problems.

i got to talk to jon a lot today... *smiles* he made everything better, as always. i'm going to go talk to him some more, ja ne minna-san! ^___________^

~December 1, 2003- Sick today...~
i stayed home from school today. i woke up feeling like i was gonna puke, and my dad was as unpleasent as usual. first, he told me i had to go to school, he thought i was faking (note: i never fake sick. ever.) so he's like "you're going to school!!!" and i said "yeah, right, and i'd hurl on the bus and they'd have to turn around and drive me back!" but my mom came and said for me to lay down. then later on, i woke back up, and my dad's like "Go clean the basement. if you're well enough to walk, then go clean the basement." i just stared at him, luckily my mom came to the rescue again and told me to lay back down, and she yelled at my dad XD it was great. he needs to learn that when you're sick, you don't go down into cold basements, let alone clean them. anyways, i'm glad he went to work...if he hadn't, i would have gone crazy. i feel better now, which is good because if i wasn't, i'd have to spend another day with him and that would suck majorly.
i'm also worried about traci...i really hope things went well for her last night. . .
i talked to jaz a lot today, she couldn't stop crying...i tried making her feel better, but i guess i didn't do too good of a job ;.;
talked to jon a bit today, after my dad left *smiles* and i'm talking to him now, i'll go back to that now, seeya later! *waves*

~November 30, 2003- pretty boring...~
got to talk to Jon in the morning and afternoon... my dad din't get home from work til 7, so i had my day all nice and dad-free ^_________________^ i took a nap from maybe 2:30-5, it felt nice. but even though my dad didn't get home 'til 7, he didn't go to bed 'til around 10 ;.; i hate it when he's still awake after 8:30...cuts into my computer time XD i also kind of fixed my problem from yesterday... *sighs* still kind of shocked...but whatever. anyways, school tomorrow!!! woohoo...ok, i'm going to go talk to jon some more, seeya later minna-san! *Waves*

~November 29, 2003- ^_^ cheered up~
well, the day itself wasn't too great. got some really REALLY shockingly sick news, but i'm not going to talk about it... not supposed to, anyways... but i'm really sickened right now. don't wanna talk about it now. . .

well, today i spent from the morning to about 5:00pm cleaning my house ~.~;;; then my aunt, uncle, and grandma came over for another Thanksgiving party. i'm already bored, so i'm online talking to jonasan ^_^ he made me cheer up a LOT, and traci-chan gave me some REALLY good advice. sankyuu!!! *smiles* alright, going to talk to them some more, seeya later!

~November 28, 2003- day off ^^~
i love fridays, especially when there's no school ^_^ alright, now about my day. i found out that jaz and jay broke up ;.; so i helped jaz feel better today, i dunno what effect i had, but i hope i helped a little.

i got to talk to jon a lot today *smiles* so today was a pretty good day! my mom wasn't too happy about me being online so much, and she keeps threatening to cancel my internet *shudders* so i'll have to lie low for a while. . . until she forgets, that is.

i looked at my old site (the crappiest site to walk the planet) and got very scared XD anyone who ever comes across it, don't laugh!!! anyways, i'm going to talk to jon some more, ja ne minna-san!

~November 28, 2003- Happy Thanksgiving minna-san!!!~
Did you all eat turkey? i ate a little... i don't like turkey much...it's kinda dry...anyways, i went to my grandpas' house today, hung out with this girl named Brittany (not my sister, but the same name) and it was pretty fun. my brother was hyper too XD and it was funny. then my grandpa said something very...erm...stupid to me. "Laura, when i look at you, i see your father." and i was like "WHAT?! how do you see that?!" and he's like "you're both exactly alike with your attitudes..." grrrrrrrrr... whatever... >.<;;; anyways, we stayed there for a long time, 'til about 11:30-ish. then my dad watched TV and wouldn't go to bed, so i got on at almost 1:00. Jon came on, so i got to talk to him ^___________^ ok, going to go finish talking now, seeya later minna-san!

~November 26, 2003- WOOHOO!!!~
Roseanne...DEATH TO ROSEANNE!!!! the STUPIDEST show to walk this planet. and, of course, my family watches it. every night i hear her evil cackle.

anyways, this update is taking forever to do. lots of people talking today...which also means it's going to be pretty short. i'm having a little trouble keeping my anger contained at the GS chat... it's gone crazy...i'm sick of people thinking they have so much power, so they cut the other members down for sticking up for themselves. now i know that even the internet has immature things like that.

anyways, this has taken me forever to update, i must go talk to jonasan now. ^_^ OH!!! 4-day weekend!!! and happy thanksgiving, minna-san!!!

~November 25, 2003- Sorry... forgot ^^;~
i forgot to update yesterday... gomenasai! well, nothing really happened yesterday, i drew a pretty nice pic of Chi and Sumomo, it's on GS for anyone who wants to see it ^_^

today i went to school and found out some sad news about jaz: her mom's in the hospital ;.; i hope she gets better soon!!! after school, i went online for a bit, then went to an improv show. it was really funny XD then my mom took me and my sisters shopping ~.~ i finally got home around 9:45 or something, and went online again. now i'm going to go talk some more ^_^ ja ne, minna-san!!!

~November 23, 2003- getting a cold, woot. . .~
well, i knew i was going to get it. i felt it coming. . . i've had about 5 bloody noses so far. funny thing is, i've never really had one before. and all of a sudden, every time i blow my nose, it's a stupid flood. anyways, onto the better part of my weekend ^_________________^

i called jon last night ^_^ i was probably boring because i was getting sick and was kind of nervous...but he's got a nice voice, a LOT better than mine ~.~;;; but it was very nice ^_^
i worked yesterday as well, it was cool i guess. it would have been better if i wasn't sick and tired. but her mom has a nice store ^_^ i spent the night at jaz's house last night as well, and today we went to the mall. i got a Chobits poster ^___________________^ it's pretty! now i just need a place to put it! lol, stupid walls have no space on them. anyways, i'm going to go now, since my dad made me miss a whole hour of online time. g'night, minna-san!

~November 21, 2003- tired, but today was fun~
school was pretty boring. i ended up falling asleep during another video in World Geography, i was soooo tired. but i'm better now. i went to Chris's today (it was me, jaz, angie, and joe there), we watched some FLCL (not the best anime i've seen, but hey, it's anime) and played some videogames. Joe doesn't like anime at all really, and it was hilarious because me, jaz, angie, and chris were all laughing at the anime, and he's like "how do you find this funny?! it's insane!!!" he just doesn't get it... but we aren't going to give up, we WILL make him like anime XD anyways, i'm going to go continue talking to Jon, so ja ne minna-san! *waves*

~November 20, 2003- another not so good day~
not too great of a day. . . i met some more otakus in art today, and i went to jaz's house. i also got a phone card, but out of accident. anyways...this week has basically sucked, with all the crap that's been happening. i'm hoping for it to all be better SOON. anyways, i'm going to go talk to jon now, one of the last really good things at the moment. ja ne minna-san.

~November 19, 2003- some sad news ;.;~
heather's leaving GS...i'm really sad about this, because she doesn't know how many people are really going to miss her. she makes GS. . . and now she'll be gone. . . i wish she would stay, but i guess it's her choice... *sigh*

my eyes have been burning all day x.x it's probably all the dry, cold weather we've been having. don't worry, i'll live XD well, today wasn't really the best. kind of boring really. so, i'll go finish talking to jon and trying to get heather to reconsider her choice. . . ja ne, minna-san!

~November 18, 2003- grargh.~
my head's hurting still, from 2 days ago ~.~;;; but anyways, onto my day. it wasn't exactly the best. it was mostly boring. i slept during a video during science (we had a sub, and the video was boring...so what would you have done?! exactly XD) anyways, i'm just going to go talk to jon some more, so ja ne minna-san!

~November 17, 2003- 'twas an ok day ^.^~
had a headache today ~.~;;; prolly from last night. . . let's not talk about that again. . . anyways, today has been okay. we had a fog delay ^____________^ it was soooo nice ^_^ lunch was hilarious again XD and me and jaz plotted ways of hurting my dad (we aren't serious...*sweatdrop*) after school i went online for about an hour, talked to jon, took a few quizzes. . . and i cooked dinner today XD my dad wasn't too bad today either. okay, i'm going to go now, ja ne minna-san! *waves*

~November 17, 2003- quizzes!!!~
i think this one's pretty accurate...


! You are most like An Emerald ! Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the
person people turn to with a problem. You worry about
everybody, and genuinely want to help - a little too much
sometimes. As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to
the other gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those
who take the time to get to know you. Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem
everybody needs as a friend.

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the rest aren't so accurate...


"It's Tricky" (by Run DMC) It's Tricky to rock a rhyme to rock a rhyme that's
right on time It's Tricky...it's Tricky (Tricky) Tricky (Tricky) It's Tricky to rock a rhyme to rock a rhyme that's
right on time It's Tricky...Tr tr tr tricky (Tricky)
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You won't die. God will take you up to Heaven
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You represent... anger. Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

What feeling do you represent?
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Your element is Fire. Wild and free. Your emotions
lead you everywhere. You are a very passionate
person, though sometimes forceful and
destructive you have a goal in life, even if
that goal is just to make it another day. Fire
consumes and purifys, it also protects. There
is always caution with fire because once it is
started on something there is no telling how
much it can destroy. Fire people have the same
tendency when mad you could be a candle burning
but if someone tips you over...

What's your element
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying. "And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again." Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian). The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire. Her sign is the eclipsed moon. As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
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~November 16, 2003- here we go again...~
very bad day today. i wanted to go to jaz's house, but even though i had everything done, like my homework and room, so i asked him if i could go. he said "no, we're going to eat soon." so i'm like "i'll eat there." and he's like "no, we'll eat as a family tonight." like tonight's going to be any different from any other night. so i thought that was a little unfair, because that was supposed to be the highlight of my weekend. so i go downstairs and lay down, while listening to music. then i guess he had little too much to drink, so he comes down to my room and opens my closet and gives me this weird look. "this isn't clean" and he starts throwing my stuff around the room. "clean this up" he says, and i say "well, you're the one who screwed it up." and he shoves me into the frame of my door, and it hurt a lot, and i'm just like "let go!" and he does, but then whacked my arm on the muscle. it hurt like hell. and i cried >< i completely, totally, without a doubt HATE CRYING!!! okay, i'm done for tonight. i'm going to talk to Jon, the single thing that made my day worth it. night everyone.

~November 16, 2003- just a quiz, i got bored. . .~
i'll update later, i just took a quiz. ja ne, minna-san!


You're Most Like The Season Winter ... You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is. Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)

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~November 15, 2003- oh, well, it WAS a good day...~
yeah, it was a perfectly good saturday, until i find out that SOMEONE decided to talk to jon. it just so happens to be the girl i hate. she was talking a lot of crap about me, calling me ugly and stuff. ONLY I MAY CALL MYSELF UGLY!!!!! GOT THAT, "MANDY"?! "she's like, 4'11 and has f*cked up teeth* well, sorry, but i'm taller than her, so she can just go remeasure, because i've advanced to 5'4"!!!!!!!! (okay, i'm really, REALLY mad right now) and she was all calling me gay... first of all, that's impossible. second, she smokes. she's mean to everyone, especially jaz. so you know, i'll just ignore her, after talking to her on tuesday. . . i don't need THAT from HER!!!

i sang today o.O;;; it was weird, because... well, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. i went to my grandpa's today. it was pretty boring, hate to say it. i didn't even get to use his internet. cable internet, that is ~.~; oh, and my mom was crabby on the way there and back, and there was traffic. y'know, i'm just going to go talk to jon some more, one of the few good things of today. ja ne, minna-san *Waves*

~November 14 ,2003- *grins* happy, happy ^_____________^~
well, it's true. i'm happy. . . very very happy ^_^ i woke up today early (around 5:30-ish) i didn't get to talk to Jon in the morning, but that's okay, because i'm talking to him now ^_______________^ that was all i could think about all day. . . and my face seemed to have a permanent smile... i think my mouth broke XD but after school, i went to jaz's house, but we didn't get to work ;.; her mom couldn't drive us or something. oh well, maybe i'll start on monday. . . but nothing could bring me down today, not even my dad being. . . well, himself. . .because i'm too happy to care. okay, i must return to talking to Jon, so ja ne, minna-san!

~November 13, 2003- *grins* good day!~
well, school was boring, except for lunch (and when i was thinking about Jon), which was great!!! XD Melissa is great, i'm glad i at least have lunch with her. of course, everyone else at my table is great as well. . .anyways, besides lunch, school was boring and gym was torture. after school, i went to traci's house, we watched some more Saiyuki ^_^ i love that anime!!! after that, i talked to jaz for a little bit, and then went to this choir concert for my sister, it was boring ~.~ it was about reading and stuff. . .very VERY boring. luckily, one of my friends was there, so i sat with her. okay, this next part... it's the best part of the day, and i'm still shaking like the leaves outside yesterday (the most windiest day i've witnessed in a long time)but jon said he loved me today. . . and, well, i feel the same way about him...i'm sure of that... *blushes to the maximum* and, i'm sooooo happy right now... i can't remember being this happy. . if anyone wants to ask me anything. . . ask, okay? but today...i'll never forget it. *smiles, still shaking* i'm going to go talk to Jon some more now so ja ne, minna-san ^_________________^

~November 12, 2003- kind of a boring day. . .with pain. . .meeehhhhh....~
well, sorta. i talked to jon in the morning, and then went to school. art was interesting, not because i learned anything, it's just because jaz is in that class, and we talk a lot during it, and for some reason, we were kinda hyper. . . XD. . . anyways, that hyperness wore off by next class, and after school, i went to the ortho x.x and got my braces tightened. so, tomorrow, i'll be in pain!!! WOOHOO!!! ~.~;;; anyways, after that, my grandpa and aunt came over for a little bit. and now i'm online talking, so i'll get back to that now, ja ne! *Waves*

~November 11, 2003- nap time~
school was boring today. . . nothing really happened at all. i had a weird dream today too, about a former teacher and stuff. . . yeesh. . . very scary, even though it was like, 5 seconds long. anyways, after school i went online, jon wasn't there so i talked to some people and joined another forum. talked to jaz for a little bit, and then took a nap. i missed dinner and homework time, so i'm busy doing my art homework at the moment. . . man, i suck. . . *erases whole thing* stupid realistic drawings >.< okay, well, before i go to bed i'm going to go talk some more, so g'night, minna-san!!! *waves*

~November 10, 2003- pretty good day ^_^ ~
school went okay, it was actually faster than usual! when i got home, i talked to jon a lot, ^_^ and then i had to get off, but i'm on again now. i guess i'm starting my job on Friday, i'm kind of excited, since it's with jaz and her mom and all. . . okay, that's all for today, i'm going to go talk some more ^_^ ja ne!

~November 9, 2003- my weekend, and some good news~
well, on friday i spent the night at traci's. it was fun ^_^ we watched Sayuki 1-6 (7?) and ep. 4 of Fruits Baskets. i really like both of them, they're awesome ^_^ anyways, when i got home, i basically did nothing, went online for a few minutes i think. i went to jaz's house yesterday, and we hung out for a while, and went online. i got to talk to jon a little bit, which was cool. today, i helped rake leaves, and i'm a little achey from that. i got just for doing that though... so, that adds to the whole box set thing. oh, yeah, the good news! well, there's two things actually:

1) i'm getting a job! it's with jaz at her mom's store, we're going to work 3-4 times a week, a day, except on Sat, which is . so, i'll get my kare kano sooner than i thought!!! WOOT!
2) Jon finished burning Ai Yori Aoshi, so i'll be getting that soon ^_^ arigatou!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, that's my weekend. . . i'm going to try to cheer up jon now, so ja ne minna-san!

~November 6, 2003- WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!~
sorry about last night...i was kinda mad. . . (that's the understatement of the year ~.~;) but anyways, my grades came in today!!! and *ahem* drum roll please? *drum roll* okay, here they are:
Art 1: A-
English: B+
Spanish II: C+
Wld. Geog.: B
Algebra: B
PE Gym: B
Int. Ch/Ph: B+

hehe, i got for that ^_^ so, i'm about 1/5 of the way there for getting my kare kano series ^_^ mwahahah ^_^ anyways, i went to traci's today and watched Fruit Baskets (finally) and i really like the series!!! i reccomend it to anyone who hasn't seen it, it's cute ^_^ alright, i'm gonna go keep talking now, night everyone!!!

~November 5, 2003- WOOT! I told you i wouldn't give up!!! *grins*~
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!! i got my scanner thingamajig up ^_________________^ woo, i am a temporary genious! lol. i took the little cord thing from the printer and hooked it up to the thing, and it worked ^_________^ teehee. . .

i think we're getting report cards tomorrow, not sure. . . but i'll post my grades as soon as i get 'em. *crosses fingers* i hope it's good! i get money if it is, and i need it for my kare kano box set i'm saving up for! today was alright, jaz is grounded for 4 1/2 weeks from talking to jay on the phone, and since he doesn't have aim, jaz isn't too happy ~.~ and she has to pay for the long distance bill on her mom's phone, because she jacked it up to about dollars. . . so she'll be writing me emails during class, i'll type them and send 'em to him, he'll write back, and i'll read 'em to jaz. . . yup, i'm playing messenger. but i don't mind or anything. . . anyways, i'll go back to talking now... *gets kicked off* [i wouldn't read past here... not very safe...] well, that can't happen because SOMEBODY had to call *glares at grandma* and SOMEONE ELSE won't get off the FRIGGIN PHONE!!! *glares at mom* honestly, she HAS A CELL PHONE, she has FREE NIGHTS AND WEEKENDS, but she INSISTS ON USING THE STUPID HOME PHONE!!! (great. . . i'm ranting now. . .) *sighs loudly, hoping that mom will get the picture* *mom fails* OH GREAT, they're talking about oprah again!!! BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA!!!! *whacks head agains computer screen* BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sighs even louder, hoping that it'll make some effect* CANT SHE TALK DURING THE DAY, WHEN NOBODY IS HOME??????????!!!!!!!! IT WOULD MAKE EVERYONES DAYS EASIER!!!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT, GET OFF!!! (it's been about 10 minutes now) *taps fingers on desk* *looks at watch* *taps foot* *goes insane* DAUGH!!! MAN!!!!!! *runs around the house, screaming* Dang, i am MAD!!! wait, no, i'm FURIOUS!!!!!!!!.....who the hell talks this late at night?! My grandma's old, she works better during the day!!!!! .....now my cat's puking all over the house........ *puts some ranting music on* *turns it up, annoying mom* *turns it back down and sulks* okay, it's beed TWENTY FRIGGIN MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies from insanity* OK, GET THIS! SHE WENT OVER TO MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE EARLIER!!! YOU'D THINK THEY'D BE DONE TALKING, BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, THEY HAVE TO TALK MORE!!! HERE'S A CLUE: GET A LIFE!!!! (gomenesai to those who are annoyed by me. . .) i need to go to BED SOON, so LET ME GET ONLINE!!!!!!!!!!! *rips hair out* okay, i'm just going to sit here, til they're done talking about their stupid soap operas or whatever they're talking about....... now they're talking about AMVETS. . . BBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she just yelled at me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.............now that it's been almost a half hour........ dammit.......... ja ne.

~November 4, 2003- bad and good day...~
well, school was okay, i slept in a little too late today, but school itself was okay. it's sooooo nice to be able to see again! But today had its ups and downs. as i said, school was okay, but when i got home, i go to have some of my candy, and my dog decided to have his own little "celebration" i was on the phone with jaz at the time, and she couldn't stop laughing. . . meeeehhh. . . but then my grandpa comes over, and gives me a Fax machine/scanner! i go to hook it up, everything goes fine, until i reach into the box for the last cord. . .and it's not there. so, i have a cord-missing thing sitting next to me.. meeehhhh. . . jaz laughed about that one too, hehe. well, i'm not giving up yet! i'll get it up, i'm in need of a scanner! okay, i'm going to use the little time i have left talking to Jon and others, so seeya later minna-san!

~November 3, 2003- still tired. . . but i can SEE!!!~
it feels soooo nice to be able to see. . . MWAHAHAHAH!!! lol. sorry, i just got a little sick of squinting and looking like a moron. i'm still really tired from that party, i overslept a little today, i didn't miss the bus but i did miss talking to jon...
today was pretty boring as well... i didn't do much today except make jaz laugh so hard that pepsi came out her nose. . . XD it was hilarious!!! *ducks as jasmine throws a blunt object at her* aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!! *runs* gotta go finish talking to jon, seeya!!! *ducks again*

~November 2, 2003- I need sleep -.-; ~
I went to a B-day party yesterday, and i barely got 4 hours of sleep, on and off. it was pretty fun i guess, but there's this girl who's always depressed... and she got me in a depressed mood for a while as well. but allison put me out of the bad mood ^_^ so it was fun again.

since i'm having problems d/l-ing Ai Yori Aoshi, i guess it's being mailed to me now, since my STUPID COMPUTER *fwap* is slow!!! *rips out hair*

i went to jaz's today as well, we called some people, and i even talked to josh, per jaz's request. ^_^ it was a good day, even if jaz's family was singing Karaoke all night (they. . . aren't very good. . . x.x) and tip of advice: never EVER drink 3 24-oz bottles of Mt. Dew, m'kay? it'll make you overly hyper. . . meehhh. . . lol. well, i'm tired, and i need to get to bed. seeya all later! *waves*

~October 31, 2003- Happy Halloween, minna-san!~
today was boring in the beginning, i slept in too long ~.~ so i missed talking in the morning, during the day i was lazy again. . . i went 'trick-or-treating' with a bunch of my friends today as well. it was hilarious XD there were a few older morons driving around, and they're like "nice costumes" really stupidly and sarcastically, so when they almost missed the turn, i yelled "learn how to drive WOOOO!!!!" because morons are so much fun to yell at. there were a few more morons there too, but i just spoke some japanese to them, they shut up pretty quickly. afterwards, we went back to sam's house. . . i think i'm turning her into an otaku ^_^ MWAHAHAH!!! lol, okay, that's all for now. . . i hope everyone else's Halloween was fun as well! Ja ne!

~October 30, 2003- day off ^_^~
i love it when there's no school ^_^ it's so nice. . . anyways, i woke up today, started to get ready for school, and as i was putting my shoes on, i realized there was no school so i went to bed, feeling like a complete idiot. anyways, jaz called really early and woke me up and i talked to her for a few hours.

i got online tonight, and my mom was watching Roseanne x.x i don't like that show. . . ewwww. . . and there's a stupid marathon that my mom and sisters are watching. . . gah!!! okay, i'm gonna go now, gotta finish talking to Jon and then i'll go to bed. Oyasumi Nasai, minna-san! (i really hope i said that right. . .~.~;)

~October 29, 2003- anime party thing~
today after school i went to chris's house for an anime party thing. jaz and angie were there as well. we watched some .hack//sign and yami no matsuei. it was fun ^_^
I'm off from school tomorrow and friday. . . it's so nice having breaks ^_^
well, i'm talking to jon and watching conan, plus i'm getting pretty tired now. so i'll seeya all tomorrow!

~October 28, 2003- good day~
hey everyone. . . today was a pretty good day. i went to another improv show with my friends, and i dressed up as yukino Miyazawa. people kept mistakening me for a school-girl though, which is partially true. i got a few compliments on it, which was nice. i'm also going to an anime-party thingamajig at chris's house tomorrow, they all wanna see what i have of .hack//sign, so i'll bring that.

i talked to jon in the morning, a little after school, and i'm talking to him now. . . my compy did something weird today: it uploaded at 22kbs. . . it was awesome! . . . and then, i was like 'oh, maybe it'll download like that too!" but noooooo, it won't ~.~

well, i'd better get going. seeya all later!


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~October 27, 2003- pumkins. . .mehhh. . .~
well, i missed talking to Jon in the morning, but i'm talking to him now, and i talked to him after school as well. Today me and my family went to get pumkins ~.~ i hate doing it. . .but whatever. my grandpa met us there, and we wen tback to his house. then my aunt and uncle came over out of the blue, and i guess it was fun. not a lot happened today though. Jaz talked my ear off during lunch and art though. . . *points at last post* that's why. . . *cough* OBSESSED *cough* well, that's about all for today. . . gotta talk some more, and then bed!

~October 26, 2003- shopping and fighting~
i got part of my costume today. i've decided on being Miyazawa from His and Her Circumstances. i got a nifty looking skirt today, and shoes that look a little like hers. i just need the socks, shirt, and maybe that jacket thing that goes over the shirt. can't wait 'til i got the whole thing!

my parents got into about the worst fight ever. they were both crying and everything. . . i seriously thought that the worst was going to happen tonight. . . it scared the crap out of me. . . but since i was on the phone with Jaz the whole time, she made me feel so much better. oh, speaking of Jaz: she got a b/f today. You know "Jay" (i talked about him a few weeks ago) well, they're 'going out' now. i'm happy for them ^_^ well, i'm tired now and i'm talking to Jon, so seeya later!

~October 25, 2003- long, long day. . .~
it just seemed that way to me. . . i dunno why. i talked to Jon today in the morning and night again. i also talked to jaz a lot today. then i took a nap until i got another phone call from jennifer... *sighs*

i talked to traci too (wow, my day consisted of TALKING! WOOT!) but i DID go to Sam's house. it was fun, she's so funny. me, angie, melissa, and joe were there, along with sam and her sisters. i got home around 11:30, and went online. okay, i'm tired now, so seeya later minna-san!

~October 24, 2003- Rude awakening~
Yep. Very, very stupid thing i did today. . . My friend Jennifer made a new screen name, talked to me on it (i had no clue who she was) she gave me a fake name, a fake state that she lived in, and talked to me about anime. i was like "oh, cool, new friend!" and she said she liked Escaflowne and Kare Kano. so i'm like "cool!' and she asked me where i lived, i told her the town i lived in and stuff. i told her my age and stuff too. . . and then she said "you really don't know who you're talking to, do you?" and i'm like "well, not really." and she's like "i know you. you know me. we're close friends" and she's like "this is jennifer. you should be more careful when you talk, you never know who it could be." and my mouth just dropped open, and i proved, once again, just how stupid i really am.

on a happier note, i talked to Jon some more today. it made me feel better after another day of being unable to see. ~.~;;; well, since i know people are going to yell at me after reading this post. . . so Ja ne!

~October 23, 2003- *bumps into a wall* ~
man, i am blind ~.~ my glasses broke, so the next week or so, i'll be squinting a lot XD all my friends were laughing at me today ~.~;;; *shakes fist at them all* lol.
well, today i was tired again during school, but i slept through some stupid video we were watching in science, so it was all good. i got to talk to Jon in the morning too ^_^ okay, i'm going to talk to him a bit longer, and then go to bed. hope you liked reading about my slightly boring day XD JA!

~October 22, 2003- water fights and sickness. . .glug. . .~
i stayed home from school today. i was late for school anyways, but then i felt like i was going to throw up, so my mom said i could stay home. so i did. i talked to Jon a few times during the day, which was cool. then i gave traci her pocky (drat, i forgot to tell you all about my weekend!!! well, i hung out with jaz and my sister's friend alex, we went to chicago, we got lots of pocky and we got traci some too. if you want me to go into details, talk to me about it XD) and traci was happy ^_^
i guess we had "skills tests" in gym today, which SUCKS, because i'm gonna have to make them up when i go back to school.
me and my dad got into a waterfight today. it was disturbing. . .very, very disturbing. . . okay, i don't wanna think of the disturbingness of that incident, time to go talk to Jon...

~October 21, 2003- double posting, i know. . .~
okay, i am really sick of this phrase: "maybe i should just die. . ." it makes me SO mad, because it's overused for the stupidest reasons. my friends (well, most of them) use it a lot. i really hate that phrase >.< just wanted to say it, because it makes me mad every time i hear it ~.~

~October 21, 2003- meeehhhh. . . . ~
*attacks pitas* man!!! it deleted the past 13 days or so, and a lot's been happening since then! i suppose it could be worse, Jon's account got totally wiped out. . .*grabs pitas and throws it out the nearest window* and then today, there was a netsplit on mIRC, and i have a feeling there's going to be another one coming up *chucks mIRC out the window as well* *rubs hands together* there we go! ^_^

i'm hoping on making the layout nicer, since it's well. . .extremely boring right now XD and i'll make the text actually READABLE XD. . .

something weird happened today: one of my teachers called me SMART! (that hasn't happened to me in like, three and a half years, at least by a teacher) just because i got a really good grade on an autobiography we had to do. she had to say it in front of the class today too. . . meeehh. . . *blushes* it was luck, i tell you! i hate being in the center of attention, i'm shy! but does Mrs. Wrona care if i'm shy? no! grrrrrrrrrrrr..........

i also went to this improv show today. it was hilarious! i had a lot of fun there, a lot of my friends went and stuff. there's another one in a few weeks, i'll go to that one too ^_^

well, i suppose that's all for today.

~october 7, 2003- YAY!!! wait. . . nothing happened. . .~
well, today was it's usual boring day, i actually learned something in art today too. i can actually do value now! WOOT! okay, enough about art. . . stupid turkey!!! [note: Turkey is what i call my art teacher, she looks like a turkey and i hate her. . . so yeah] anyways, i talked to jaz today, and she told me some bad stuff about her past. . . it scared me a lot, to know that one of my best friends would try to hurt herself the the extent that she did. . . it scared me. i don't want ANY of my friends to get to that level of depression. . . if they did, i'd try to stop them any way i could, even though i'm useless in most things. . . ah whatever. . . okay, bedtime for me, seeya!

~October 6, 2003- eh, today was ok~
yeah, it was alright, nothing really happened. Gym was it's usual, exhausting self, i had to run and play basketball. 'twas not fun. i'm usually okay at sports, but basketball is my weak point. i don't really have too much more to say. i'm kind of tired from gym, so seeya later!

.......and you know, you CAN post in my tagboard. . . . . .

~October 5, 2003- great day!~
i went o my friend jaz's house today, it was so much fun! we hung out for a bit, and then she called one of her online friends. it was hilarious talking to him, he's one of jaz's best friends and stuff, it was a lotta fun talking to him. i'm going to jaz's again next weekend, and we'll go to Chicago (we couldn't go today >.<) but i'm sure we'll have a great time. i even found a nice trench coat to wear ^______________^ MWAHAHAH!!! it's gonna be so fun! okay, i'm gonna go. seeya later!

~October 5, 2003- family parties are evil~
my bro's family b-day party was today. . . oi, all everyone did was make fun of me and my new smile, they didn't mean it, but it got annoying after a while y'know? then my dog ate some bread, and my retarded dad beat him up! i'm like "dad, he's a DOG, you don't train a dog by HITTING him, you moron!" and my dog gave me this sad look and i just felt really bad for him. i mean, my dog's a moron, but i still love him in some weird way. so i went in my room so i wouldn't blow up in front of my family (i told you a few posts before, i don't want anyone to see me when i'm really mad. . .) and in the middle of all this, traci called and gave me a whole hour of peace!!! ^_^ it was nice to get away from it for a while. then everyone left and i had freedom! but not for long, because jaz was all depressed and i had to try to make her feel better, but for the effect i had, i might as well have tried to make my dad less of a moron. i feel really bad for her and what she has to go through all the time. . . it makes me feel spoiled in some ways. . . okay, i'm tired once again, so g'night!

~October 3, 2003- meeeehhhh. . .~
Well, as you can see on the top of the page, i got a tagboard. so. . . um. . . if you want to talk to me. . . um. . . post on it! yeah!

i'm really tired right now @.@ but i dun wanna go to bed yet. . . anyways, not a lot happened today, except that i pretty much broke jaz-chan's back today in art *sweatdrop* i'm so stupid. . . *kicks self* stupid, stupid, STUPID! (okay, jaz is gonna kill me when she sees this. . . she already forgave me. . .) and my braces still hurt too, but i think they're actually doing something to my teeth! (well. . .duh. . . that's what they're supposed to do. . .) oh, me and my dad got into another fight today. he was going to try to make me chew steak, and i can't chew ANYTHING, so i pulled out some soup, and he just got all retarded and blew up at me! i don't even know why. . . he's so stupid! so my mom yelled at him, while i went in my room and sulked. i seriously can't take too much of him any more. . . it's either i leave or he leaves. i'm not gonna take this abuse anymore. okay, i'm probably depressing you all, and i should just go. . .

~October 1, 2003- PAINNESS!!!~
got my braces on today, they're um. . . well, NOT FUN AT ALL!!!!! i was like, crying at the ortho when she took my spacers off and tried to push these bands on my teeth! AUGH they hurt so bad! X.X i had to swallow my dinner tonight, because i can't chew at all. ever try to swallow chicken that hasn't been chewed? not particularly fun.

i had some trouble getting online again, but i finally fixed it by switching phone jacks. it's all good now, lol. okay, i'm off to catch some Z's, seeya later everyone!

~September 30, 2003- owch. . .~
GAAHHH!!! i can't take this!!! the pain!!! ooohhhh. . . i got spacers in my mouth yesterday (little rubber bands in between my teeth) and they're KILLING ME!!! what's worse, i get braces tomorrow (wow, that came quick x.x) yeah, so i'll be crabby and in pain for a while.

yesterday i went to house of kobe, an awesome japanese cuisine restaurant near my house, with traci. we had rice noodle soup, which is the best soup ever, no matter how hard it is to eat *sweatdrop* i am SO going there for my birthday, and traci's already invited ^_^

today was hell, since i was going through all the pain of the spacers and stuff. . . so i'm just going to leave. . . and i hope my braces don't hurt as much as these damn spacers do. (they probably hurt worse ~.~;) Ja!

~September 28, 2003- weekend was busy!~
yep, that it was. Chris's party was fun, we played videogames and stuff, it was fun! after the pary was over, jaz and angie came back, and traci was over and we FINALLY had the anime fest!!! we watched Yami no Matsuei, DNAngel, and some other stuff. we went on a few walks too, which was nice ^_^ i had sone great soup from this japanise cuisine restaurant called House of Kobe. i wanna go back there sooo bad! okay, i'm getting tired. night all!

Which Rurouni Kenshin Character Are You?

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~September 25, 2003- excited!!!~
tomorrow and saturday are going to be really busy, i'm really excited. tomorrow, i'm going to Chris's party, and after that, i'm going to bring jaz and angie back over here, traci will come over, they'll all spend the night and we'll have the anime fest FINALLY!!! i've been waiting for almost five months now, and i'm glad it's not next weekend, because i'll have braces my then and i'll be in pain. what makes it better is that my dad's not going to be here!!! *parade comes through, everyone celebrates* so he can't come down and cut down anime and make me blow up in front of my friends. . . i really don't want to ever let them see me get pissed off. . . jaz has seen me pissed off, she said i'm scary. i guess i am, but whatever. i don't want to ever let them see me that way. but anyways, i burned myself a few new CD's today, and GET THIS! here's my grades so far:
english: 90% A-
art: A Science: 87% B

those are my grades so far, i'll get the rest of them tomorrow *crosses fingers* i hope my good streak keeps up! if i get the good grades, i get money, and that means i get anime! ^__________^ and NOW my dad can't say any crap about my grades, because he'd be LYING! MWAHAHAH!!! (i'm hyper, i'm sorry!) I ignored my dad today, it was nice. OH!!! GUESS WHAT?! KELLY didn't come today!!! she'll probably be here tomorrow though *cries* but i can't wait until i yell at her for real, it's going to be great! Alright, i'm going to go before i get too hyper XD seeya!

~September 23, 2003- *cries* ... oh and quizzes~
the reason i'm crying, is because my dad treated me like crap again. my sisters came home today with their interim reports (kind of like report cards, only not) and my sister Brittany's was really bad. she had almost straight C's and D's. Now you're wondering what that had to do with me. well, it has everything to do with me! My dad looked at it, and he's like "oh, this looks a lot like how LAURA'S grades are!" And he looked at me. When i didn't reply, he was like "Brittany, you'd better stop spending time with LAURA, her stupidness is rubing off on you." (mind you, stupidness is not a word, making him sound even more like a moron.) when i still didn't reply, he's like "It must be all that G**-Damned ANIME Sh** you keep watching!" and that's what got me going. i screamed "YOU ARE A MORON, JUST SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!" and ran down to my room and cried. i didn't cry for long, because my dad stormed into my room, grabbed my arm (tightly) and held me 6 inches away from his stupid, red, ugly face of his, and screamed "WHAT THE F*** DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?!" and he whacked my other arm and shoved me on my floor and left, muttering about him being a good father (lies and bull crap is what that is). i seriously wanna get outta here, i don't care what anyone says, it's what i want more than anything (well, besides cable internet). anyways, i don't wanna say much more about this, it makes me sound stupid (with grades and such) but i'm doing a lot better this year! i think my lowest grade is a B+, so he can just shove his head up his butt and realize how much of a moron he is. anyways, that's all for today. i was going to say something good that happened, but with all the sh**, i forgot what it was. before i go, here's a few quizzes.

You have a HAPPY heart

What Kind of Heart do You Have?
brought to you by Quizilla woohoo. . . doesn't this one fit my day?

What .hack//SIGN Character Are You? yeah, too bad my dad doesn't realize this.

What Gundam Wing Character Are You? awwww ^_^ this made me happy ^_^

What Anime Legend Are You? woo hoo.

~September 22, 2003- pain-ness!!!~
i'm in pain right now ~.~' since i got all beat up from the swings, but today, i had to run the whole hour and a half in that class. my legs are killing me now, i can't even walk up the stairs ~.~ and then Mr. Emerick (the teacher) was making fun of me because my face was kind of pink after running, and then i had to dribble the ball around the gym. luckily, i'm almost good at that.
i watched a bit of Cowboy Bebop today, i really like that series so far, even though it's a bit depressing ~.~ but it's funny too. I also FINALLY got to finish Spirited Away! i really liked the movie, it was so good ^_^ okay, i have to go to bed soon, evil school tomorrow!

~September 21, 2003- my weekend~
this was one of the best weekends i've had in a while. first of all, on friday, jaz spent the night, and we went over to traci's til about 11:30 pm, jaz caused a power surge throughout their basement by whacking her head on traci's brother's fan XD it was hilarious! we watched kare kano and a bit of yami no matsuei (i'm beginning to really love that show)and then we went home, stayed up until 4 am, and in the morning, i introduced jaz to DNAngel. she loved it ^_^ i'm happy 'bout that, and after those episodes were over, traci came over and we watched series escaflowne, and then i had to go to a softball thing, and i slid and i ripped up my elbow *winces* it killed. after that was over, i hung out with traci for a while, and that night i watched Final Fantasy: the spirits within,it was awesome, i really liked the movie ^_^ also that night, i was mad, because i fell asleep at 9:30 pm, and didn't get to go online! it pissed me off when i opened my eyes at 5:48 am, and i was curled up at the bottom of my bed, still holding a pencil. but despite that, i had a lot of fun today!!! i went to a party with jaz, and there were a bunch of people, and this one guy named justin came and since he's our age and he likes anime (oh, he likes tsunami bomb, an awesome punk rock band!) we had something to talk about. he's really nice, too bad he didn't go to my school, i'd have another otaku to talk to. anyways, me, jaz, justin, and this girl named dorthy went to the park and went on the swings, and i jumped off the swings multiple times, but after a while, it started to hurt because i wiped out a lot. so i went over to a street light to see what was wrong, and my left side was all ripped up. *cries and winces* it hurt ~.~' but i guess it was my fault... whatever. then the party was over and me and jaz went home, and here i am now, sitting at my computer, about ready to go to bed. so seeya!

note: i kind of yelled at kelly the other day, but um. . . i think she might still come back, so if she does, i'll yell at her again. she's really hard to get rid of, she's like a virus: it doesn't leave and it's annoying, and makes you SICK!!! *kicks kelly* LEAVE ME!!! *sweatdrop* i'm done...

~September 18, 2003- testing is over!~
yes, i am free!!! woo hoo!!! They were so hard too, i hope i did well on them so indiana doesn't think i'm stupid (wait. . . i AM stupid. . . so i guess it would be better if they knew the truth???) ah whatever. . . i sort of want tomorrow to come, because i'm going to tell kelly to not come over anymore (she STILL comes over, it's SO annoying!!!) because she's getting beyond my nerves. here's a nice little conversation we had:
me: i'm getting on the bus first today.
kelly: no, i am.
me: why? you always sit by my friend, she doesn't even like you.
kelly: well i'm still getting on first, because i'm a junior. respect your upperclassmen!
me: that's the stupidest thing i've ever heard in my life.
kelly: well, sorry FRESHMAN, but i know more than you do.
me: i might be stupid, but at least i'm not a moron. *cough* KELLY *cough*
kelly: i heard that.
me: *cough*who cares *cough*
(bus comes, she gets on first and steals my seat, i had to sit in the back next to some moron)
that's how she is every day. i hate her so much. i wanna smack her so bad, so tomorrow i'll be all happy and tell you what happens! if she comes back, i'll put my sword to good use! *evil grin* alright, that's all for tonight, seeya later! *waves and leaves*

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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~September 16, 2003- meeehhh. . .~
we have testing all this week. stupid ISTEPS! Not to mention, my computer's been crapping out on me, some of my downloads have been deleted by some "unknown thing" so now, i'm missing InuYasha- 43, kare kano- 26, escaflowne- 24 & 26, and whatever else i haven't noticed yet. they were all at at 95% or more, and i've been downloading them since the middle of summer, and now they're gone. so that pissed me off to no extent. and there's also some problems at a forum i belong to, but i won't get into that ~.~' i finally got to see LOTR- the Two Towers yesterday! i loved it, it's one of my favorite movies now. okay, you know what, i'm going to bed. seeya later!

~September 12, 2003- Grrrr. . . wait, part of these two days were cool...~
okay: i'll start with the cool part first! yesterday, i was showing my friend my Kare Kano DVD, and this teacher i didn't even know, just walked up behind us and said "is that like Spirited Away?" wait, i'll just say our whole conversation:

him: is that like Spirited Away?
me: um. . . sorta, it's by a different person
him: have you seen other movies by the maker of Spirited Away?
me: yeah!
him: have you read the graphic novels?
me: Yeah!
him: cool
me: *is late for bus* crap. . . i gotta go!

i thought that was awesome, what teacher comes up to you, actually interested in anime? i guess i was in the right place at the right time for once. but all days have some sort of crappy thing to them. you know that internet problem i had a week ago? the one where it couldn't find my modem? well. . . it happened again. it pissed me off so bad, i live my night ON the internet! so i need to figure out what's wrong SOON!!! okay, since nothing really happened today, i'm gonna stop this post. . .now! seeya!

~September 10, 2003- meeeehhhh. . .~
today i had an ortho appointment. x.x i had to do impressions and all that crap. it wasn't too bad actually, i'm just not looking forward to the pain that's to come. i have 19 days of eating freedom x.x actually, i have to have spacers in my back teeth for four days before i get them on, so technically i have 14 or 15 days left of eating freedom ;.; waaaahhhhh. . .
oh well, at least i don't hate gym anymore! it's actually almost "fun" for me now, because i'm good a the game we're playing. goalie is my best position, so that's where i play and stuff. . . dang this post is incredibly boring!!! okay, i'll put you out of your misery and leave! bye!

~September 8, 2003- this makes me mad~
okay, on sunday, i wanted to get online because a few of my online friends are going through problems and stuff, but my dad WOULD NOT GO TO BED!!! so i finally had to go to bed, and i missed out on a full night of downloading. but the whole entire sunday sucked! my mom and dad got into a fight, and then my dad started to say racist comments, and said the word "nigger" about 50 times! I really hate that word, it should die. . . along with racism. so im screaming at him to shut up, and he's like "you'll understand someday" and i'm like "um, dad, no, i understand now, you racist moron!" and he slapped my arm really hard, because i had to block my face ;.; so sunday sucked.

today wasn't as bad, i actually almost enjoyed gym today, because i guess i'm getting better at it. and spanish was pretty fun too, i understood it! *cheers* lunch was hilarious, because melissa, jaz, and the rest of the gang were there, and melissa was saying all kinds of jokes. jaz laughed so hard, and spat on melissa, which was even more hilarious. . . so i got to laugh a little bit. when i got home, i got onto the second disc on FF8 *cheers again* i really like the game so far. . . i even almost like Rinoa. . . *dodges as traci throws rocks at her* *runs as jaz runs after her, wanting a hug* yeesh. . .it's just a game character. but i really haite seifer. he needs to die!!! anyways, i have to go to bed now, so seeya!

~September 6, 2003- did some stuff today~
i had to go over to a friend's house to finish a project, that took a while, and then i went with jaz-chan to a party for her family. it was fun, i actually kicked everyone's butts at super smash bro's, it was great ^_^ then we got slap happy and chugged pop and um. . . burped *sweatdrop* don't ask!!! we were slap happy!!! lol... oh, did i mention that one of the kids spit GUM in my HAIR?! so some other girls spent a while tugging at my head (it hurt by the way, i was screaming o.o) and finally got the wad of gum out. owch. . . it still hurts. okay, that's all for now, i hope you had fun with the quizzes i took earlier!

~September 6, 2003- quizzes!!!. . .and. . .QUIZZES!!!
yup. that's pretty much what this post is going to be about. i'll post later at the end of the day, it's morning right now. so here's the quizzes!

Your Inuyasha! You are a punk, you like to pick
fights and hate being in school, your grades
are slipping but you don't care, you are having
to much fun to actually do anything about it!

What Inuyasha Character are you?
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WOOT! lol

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Power Rangers Movie!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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ahem. . .AAAAAUUUUGGGGGHHHH!!!! NOOOOO!!!! *runs away*

You represent... anger. Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

What feeling do you represent?
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ANGER??! i REPRESENT ANGER??!! *smashes something* I DO NOT!!!

Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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^_^ pretty

You're too tired to be bothered with smiling,but
you're too nice to be really mean when people
are annoying you.You look tired,but you at
least try to seem happy.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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~September 6, 2003- WOO, today wasn't cool!!!~
well, if you're referring to weather, then yes, it was cool. but i had to go to a stupid sox game, when i wanted to go to my friend's house and hang out, but NOOOOOOOO, i just HAD TO GO TO THE GAME!!! okay, since we all know that i didn't have too much fun, i'll tell you why.
actually, it wasn't that bad. my cousin angela was there, so she made me laugh a lot, and my aunt, and two other cousins were there. that was one of the few fun parts about it. one of the many UNFUN parts was that my dad was there. he was the one driving, and since we got stuck in traffic, he yelled at almost everyone on the street. it was horrible, but i was laughing so hard at his stupididty. another UNFUN part was that he was so overprotective of me!!! i'd say "dad, can i have money to get some food?" and he's like "you're not going alone!!!" and the stupid stand was across the path thing. i'm like, "um. . . if i can walk alone in Great America, i think i can walk ten frikkin feet to get some food." honestly, he treats me younger than my brother! so i had to wait 'til the stupid inning was over before i could get food. luckily, they won, because if they didn't i would have been pissed off for coming all the way there to see them lose. anyways, on the way home, my dad yelled at people again, even the crossing guard people! again, it was horrible, but i laughed (again) at his stupididty. one the way home i listened to .hack//sign music, and then when i was home, i went online and fell asleep. that was my day. so interesting, eh?

AAAAAUUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sighs with relief* AUGH, I am so HAPPY!!!!!!!!! My internet’s working again!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!! Oh yeah. . . I should explain what happened! *takes breath* okay, last night, I say to myself “oh, I should go online now!” so I go over to my compy, try to go online, and then this message pops up. “aol could not connect, due the the fact we could not detect a modem” so I’m like “ah, okay, aol’s being retarded again!” so I tried juno’s web. It said the same thing. So then I restarted my compy again, and tired again. I got the same message! Only the second time, I got the EVIL BLUE SCREEN OF DOOM and I started to panic. I restarted my compy, tried again, got the same thing over and over and over again. I thought it could have been a virus, so I was all upset, on the verge of tears, because my whole entire life is the internet and talking to my online friends. it even acted up this morning, so i had another panic attack. but FINALLY, after school, i decided to see if it worked, and i was expecting the worst, but it actually DID work!!! i literally screamed "YESSS!!!!" since nobody was home. it was great ^_^ anyways, today was incredibly boring. my friend came over earlier today to do a project, but that was about it. but gosh, i am so relieved that it's working now!!! *grins* anyways, school tomorrow, gotta go! *waves*

~September 2, 2003- annoying!!!~
You wanna know what's annoying?! There's this one chick named Kelly (not the little girl down the street that's annoying too) well, she comes to my house every day before school, at around 6:20AM, RINGS MY DOORBELL, and just starts talking. at 6:20AM, i don't like to talk. i like to walk around, trying to wake up. but NOOOOOO, she just HAS TO COME OVER EVERY DAY DESPITE THE FACT THAT SHE HAS HER OWN BUS STOP AFTER MINE!!! *takes breath* and it annoys the CRAP out of me, because i HATE her!!! and my friend, who comes to my bus stop because she was INVITED, doesn't like her either. but Kelly will just keep talking. . . and talking. . .and talking, until your ear would be more than happy to be chopped off, so it can be FREE from having to hear her!!! *rants on and on* I don't think she has any friends because why would a junior want to hang out with a freshman? she barely remembered my name too. she called me "lauren" x.x i'm going to tell her to stop coming over, it annoys me to no extent!!!

and today i had GYM, so that made my day even more lovely!!! *sarcastic cheer* well, it wasn't as bad today, except for that in soccer, this guy pretty much tackled me to the ground, so i'm all sore ;.; stupid guys and their stupid sports and their stupid competitiveness. . . but the rest of my day was fine though. my parents didn't even give me crap, and i didn't have any homework, so i hung out and made myself a CD and made crappy attempts at drawing. okay, bedtime for me, seeya later!

~September 1, 2003- labor day~
i literally meant the labor part. my dad woke me up early today, it was MY DAY OFF, and told me to start cleaning. i asked him if he was out of his mind. so i cleaned my room until about 8:00 am, wishing i was still asleep, and when that was done, i ate breakfast, watched 2 episodes of IY, and then he sent me to the basement. it was cold down there *cries* but i didn't get that done at all, so i had to do the TV room, and AUGH it was not fun.

AND that girl i wanted to do the project with totally DITCHED me this weekend, when i could have been w/ traci at her cottage, so her weekend wouldn't suck either, but NO, both of our weekends had to suck. *glares at friend* grrrrrrr. . . anyways, that was my day. interesting, ne? ~.~ seeya

~August 31, 2003- boredom starts~
today was a little better than yesterday, no fighting. but i was really bored. i finished downloading two episodes of inu yasha, episodes 53 and 60. episode 53 was a big disappointment. he only turned into a youkai at the very end of the episode, and all he did was open his eyes and say "kagome" before the episode ended. and i'm just like "zuwaah?! b-but it's not supposed to end yet!!!" so now i wanna kill those episode summaries, because now i have to d/l the next one (addicted? i say yes) and wait another friggin month for it to finish. episode 60 was another disappointment!!! it didn't get to the good part, it just cut itself off and was like 'stay tuned for the next one!!!" and i just sit there, saying "i'm going to kill you." so yeah, i've got two disappointments to watch over and over again, i'm telling ya, the other episodes had better not crap out on me like that. >.< anyways, i'm really bored, a lot of my friends are away this weekend. *yawns* okay, just wanted to rant about stuff, so seeya! *goes to bed*

~August 30, 2003- weekend already sucks~
that it does. here's my day:

i wake up, was lazy until about three, did some stuff, then my dad came home and started nagging. . . and nagging. . . and it pissed me off to no extent. so when i told him to shut up, he AND my mom blew up at me, and when i walked out of the kitchen, my dad called me back and said "don't STOMP out of here!!!" He must be retarded, because i didn't stomp, i didn't even pick up my feet. so i told him to shut up, and they both blew up at me again, and i'm like "since you're PARENTS i'm not really going to expect you to UNDERSTAND anyone below the age of 25" and my mom threw a SPOON at me!!! it hit my shoulder ;.; ow... ;.; and then my dad, he's like "well, we WERE kids at one time" and im like "yeah and then you lost all sense and became a boring adult" and i made sure i stomped really loudly out of the room. then i went downstairs and cried while listening to Linkin Park: Meteora. . . i hate crying. it sucks. so basically, i hate my parents now, i wish i could just fly away, y'know, be FREE for once. but no, i have to be stuck in this hell my parents call home. the only thing that keeps me sane is my friends, without them, i don't know how i'd live. so thanks to anyone reading this, because chances are, you're my friend ^__________^ i gotta go to bed now, seeya!

more school today, but hey, today's friday!!! woohoo! and now i have a three day weekend to look forward to, but i have to do that project sometime too. anyways, today was an overall good day, and i didn't have gym ^_^ hehe! but i have it on tuesday, so life will suck then. anyways, i'll get to stay up late every night ^_^ yay! ok, i have to get offline, so here's a nice quiz!

Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.

What type of eyes do you have?
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~August 28, 2003- Gym=EVIL!!!~
i HATE that class now. i really REALLY hate it. it's like hell there, and that's with temperature included. after our "exercises" we had to go outside and play my worst sprot: soccer. AUGH it was horrible, and i got a heat headache too... in fact, i STILL have it!!! *whimpers* i have it until the end of the semester, i'm just glad i have block schedule. so i don't have to deal with it every day. and i have a world geography project i have to do this weekend which made me unable to go to my friend's cottage >.< darned projects. . . anyways, no quizzes today, but i have to go to bed. seeya!!!

~August 27, 2003- school, school, school. . .~
yeah, it was pretty boring. same old stuff, had some homework. art was pretty fun too, jasmine's hilarious! and i can actually draw semi-good stuff *gets all proud of self for stupid reason* anyways, after school was out, my grandpa came over for dinner, that was okay since he's fun. after he left, i went online, and now i'm tired so g'nite! oh, here's some quizzes!

You are Haku. Tough and enthusiastic, you stand up
for what you believe but can be a big time
loner at times. You will stand up for those
that matter to you and use any means to make
sure things turn out ok. Your a little bit
over zealous at times but nothing wrong with
enthusiasm.

(Anime) Which Spirited Away Character Are You??
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You're an ANNOYING AIM-ER! Shut up already!

What kind of AIM-er are you?
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~August 26, 2003- more school~
hey, i actually updated again! woohoo! *unenthusiastic cheer* anyways, today was just school. and you know that thing i said about having "no bad teachers" and stuff? well today i discovered i hate my gym teacher. he's a *bleep* and going to his class is like a mini-boot camp. and he's mean and crabby and tries to be funny. it's horrible. but i had mr. hilyard to make up for that class, that class was good. and tomorrow i have art ^_^ woot! anyways, i'm going to bed. g'night! *waves*

~August 25, 2003- pisses me off!!!~
*looks at date of last entry* *slaps self* okay, i was RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF UPDATING LAST NIGHT when a frikkin PHONE CALL (my grandma. . . i'm beginning to dislike her!) interrupted the loading, so NOW i have to do it all OVER again!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr. . . . . .

anyways, on thursday, the first day of school, i woke up early and all, got onto the bus, and went to my first day of HS. i actually enjoyed it, a lot of my teachers are really cool, especially my world geography teacher. he's awesome! and the other teachers that aren't cool and awesome, they're just ok. i don't have any "bad teachers" though, which is good. it was a half day so i got to go home and hang out.
on the second day of school, friday, i got up early and wasn't late for the bus at all. i had the first four classes, since we have block scheduling, and i actually almost enjoyed that day, despite the fact that it's school.
on saturday, i went to indiana beach with traci. it was so much fun! we went on roller coasters and water rides, and on the coasters, traci screamed on every one! i only screamed a little on the last one. but, traci got to laugh at me when i lost my voice, so it was all good. oh! we also met 2 other anime fans while in line for something, me and traci were talking about it, and this girl taps her shoulder and she's like "do you guys like anime?!" and we're like "Yes!!!" so that was pretty cool. they like trigun and cowboy bebop though, i haven't seen them yet. after indiana beach, we went back to her house and i spent the night there.
on sunday, we went to church. i like traci's church, it seems more friendly, like they care more about the individual people than just everyone as a group. it's hard to explain. i also learned a bit there, and it wasn't nearly as boring as some churches. but i did like it.
and today, i was ALMOST late for the bus. luckily i ran outside just in time. the day was good too, i had art and i actually drew some decent stuff. it was fun too, because i met some new friends there, and jaz-chan is there too. it's all good. anyways, i'm gonna let you go, but here's a quiz! bye! *waves*

Dragon Wings

What Kind of Wings are You?
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~August 20, 2003- Last precious minutes~
i have to go to bed in a few minutes, and it's only 9:15. . . why must life be so cruel to me?! and it's a good night on mIRC, everyone's talking!!! i dun wanna go to bed. . . but i have to. . . DARN IT!!! *sighs*

i'd better have some classes w/ people i know, or else this year will suck. . . okay, that's it. i have to go to bed. Fun time is over. this is probably the shortest post. *fake yawn* i'm not even tired. . . i'll have to force myself. . . okay, seeya. . .

~August 19, 2003- My last night~
my last stay-up-late night has come. tomorrow i'll have to go to bed at 9:30pm. i'm going to feel all pathetic, telling everyone i'm going to bed that early. oi... i'm already starting to hate school, and i haven't even started it yet.
today i hung out and played a bit of FF8, and then i went to this HS thing for the freshman. it was pretty boring, but i learned a little tonight.
i'm kinda mad, because tomorrow's gonna be wasted because i have to get my hair cut (*gags*) and then shop for more stuff. then, as i said, i have to get to bed early. in fact, i'd better get to bed now. seeya!

~August 18, 2003- an actual good day!~
first i woke up (wow, like i've never done that before!!!) and then i went w/ traci to her mom's school and we helped set up her classroom. after that, we went to pizza hut and ate lunch. it was a lot of fun, and then we went back to her house and hung out while watching AMV's, Inu Yasha, and went to the park. and when i got home, my dad was actually BEARABLE!!! WOW!!! so i just hung out the whole day, it was one of my better days.

i have two short days left of my freedom, and then i have to start HS. i'm excited in some ways, and dreading it in other ways. but hey, life sucks, so i guess i'll have to live with it. anyways, today was a lot better than the last few days, as you can see. i'm going to bed so i can torture myself by waking up early tomorrow. g'night!

~August 17, 2003- an interesting/crazy/scary/slightly fun day~
well, i'll start with yesterday.
it was my normal day, me being lazy and such, and then my friend invites me to her house to spend the night. i asked my parents, they said i could go. then later on at dinner, my dad started to get all pissed off at the stupidest things. i just sat down and he's like "well, you aren't going to your friend's house." for no reason at all. i jsut looked at him like he was crazy. then he started to nag about everything, so my mom got all mad too, and then after a while, it got to screaming and physical stuff. my mom threw stuff at him, which was funny in a scary sort of way, and then she yells, "LAURA, I'M TAKING YOU TO YOUR FRIENDS HOUSE!!!" so i got to go, it was great. my dad's yelling, and he's like "NO SHE ISNT" and i walk over to my front door, gave him a salute, slammed the door, and got into the car. that felt really great ^_^
so i went to my friend Dana's house, and my friend Allison was there, we hung out and stuff, it was fun.

and today, i went to my uncle's house. it was fun for a while, but then my aunt and uncle got into a fight, and then my mom started complaining about my dad really loudly and used a lot of bad language... it was scary, because she was talking about divorce and stuff, saying how much she hated my dad, and it just scared me. and my aunt and uncle were pretty bad too. my uncle, i love him and all, but he can be a real jerk sometimes. he was almost as bad as my dad, only my dad's a jerk at heart. so my aunt went into her room and cried and said she was sick of it, and i had to comfort her. i hate it when people cry. i hate it even more when i cry. sometimes it feels really good to cry though. . . just let those tears fall. . . okay, i'm done with the crying thing. but after the fighting was over, it was fun again. on the way home, i slept. sleeping feels good after a day like that. anyways, nothing new happened with the site, and i'm tired again so nite! oh, and here's a quiz.



what's your cowboy bebop theme song?

~August 16, 2003- fears gone!!!~
i went back to my HS today, and you know what? The school is really easy to get around, it's just big. so i figured everything out, and i even showed my friend around! so now my fears are gone (at least on that topic). now i'm kind of excited to go back. i'll get to see a lot of my friends then ^_^

i went to my aunt and uncle's house today, that was kinda fun. i always like seeing them. they're a lot of fun. and they took my sisters for the weekend, so i'm sister-free for the weekend *does a dance* now i don't have to hear them doing their cheerleading crap for a whole two days!!! W00T! okay, i'm going into a conversation about nothing, probably because i'm tired. anyways, i'm going to bed. Ja ne!

~August 14, 2003- later on...~
well, all i did was sit home for a while, then i went to traci's house and watched some Yami no Matsuei. it was funny ^_^ i really like that series now, it's cool. anyways, sorry for the crappiest update of all time, but hey, i'm tired! seeya!

~august 14, 2003 (early afternoon)- W00T!!!~
*grins* *points at background* MWAHAHAHAH!!!! i got a background up ^_^ so now it doesn't look as crappy! yeah, i might change it, but for now, it's okay. i'm all happy now that i got one up. oh, and i added a few links: LalaRu's Weblog so check that out; and RPG-Temple, a brand new forum that i belong to. check both of them out!!!

okay, i'll write more later about what i did today, so seeya!

~August 13, 2003- pretty boring day~
yup. i went back to my HS today and walked through my schedule. the school is huge, i'm either going to get lost or be late to my classes. i just know it. maybe i'm just over reacting or something. it's just school. . . and i know i'll suck at it all because i'm not smart. *sigh* oh well, it all can't be helped.

my dad has been driving me nuts lately. he's all ticked off because my grandpa is getting married, and he's taking his anger out on us, particularly me. he's actually going out of his way to make my life miserable. is he just miserable with himself that he wants to make others feel his pain? i don't know but i'm getting really sick of it. he thinks i'm stupid and stuff, which is (in some cases) true, but i'm just joking when i say i'm stupid, he's not. i don't know what to do, i have no power to stand up against him and win, but i can't take it here. i'd rant more, but it'd get really boring to read. . . so i'll stop. . .

i got a videogame called the Legend of Dragoon today. it's pretty fun, i'll have to play more of it when i get the time. anyways, that's all for today, pretty boring eh? while i leave, here's a quiz! alright, seeya!


You are a fairy. You're very wise and fair, and are very cautious
when it comes to meeting new people. But if
you feel they're worthy, you'll keep and
respect them forever. Fairies are known for their hard outsides and soft,
warm insides.

Mythical Creatures
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~August 12, 2003- School is coming, NOOOOO!!!~
yup. it's happening next week. i'm going to high school. i had my registration today, and i found out i have a lot of bad teachers. i hate school, and it doesn't help to have bad teachers. oh well, i guess i'll have to try my best and not get on their bad sides. *sigh*

a few of my friends are having compy problems. i feel bad, because i can't do much to help them except for searching for some stuff to fix it. i wish i knew more about computers. it would help me and others a lot. *shrugs* but what can i say, i'm stupid.

anyways, about today. my highschool is huge. i'm a little worried about getting lost any stuff, but i guess i'll get used to it. . . or, rather, i'll HAVE to get used to it. whatever.

anyways, i'll talk more tomorrow, i'm getting a bit tired now. and, for your quizzing pleasure, i added another quiz!!! bye!

What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.
...WHAAAAAATTTTT?????!!!!!!!! GRRRR. . . .*walks away*

~August 11, 2003- the past two days~
Well, the past few days were busy!!! I went to my friend Jasmine's yesterday for her B-day party. It was me, Jasmine, Angie, Melissa, Joey, Chris, and Justin. It was a lot of fun, we watched some anime. There was InuYasha both dubbed and subbed. . . i can't stand the dubbed InuYasha, it scared me when i heard Kirby Morro's voice coming from Miroku. . .yeesh!!! yeah, and after inu yasha, we turned to a bit of my pathetic collection. i brought the escaflowne movie, because i knew the guys wouldn't want to watch 6 straight episodes of His and Her Circumstances. i was happy, because everyone watching the Escaflowne movie thought Hitomi was a moron ^_^ next time i watch that movie, i'm going to count how many times Hitomi says "Van" because it was annoying the crap out of us all. that, and how she always would say "i don't understand" or "i'm confused". . . she is, and always will be, a moron. we also played some super smash bro's on GameCube. we had a lot of fun. anyways,going on!

then after everyone went home, i spent the night there. we chugged mt. dew code red and stayed up until 3:00 AM. we watched various animes that she taped. then we got all hyper and slap-happy. . . it was scary, she said something, and i would repeat it, and she'd burst out laughing. . .and then she was saying some story, and she got to this one part about picking your nose, and the person's dad was like "diggin' for gold there, son?" and we couldn't stop laughing!!! dang, remind me never to chug mt. dew that late at night ever again.

and finally, today, we went to Six Flags Great America. it was a LOT of fun! we had to wake up at like, 7, and since we had only gone to bed 4 hours before, i was dead. on the way down, we watched some inu yasha SUBBED!!!! MWAHAHAH. . . okay, i'm done. Jasmine almost got sick in the car, but didn't. when we got there, we went on Superman. i'd gone on it before, but i still loved it. we went on the other great rides there, like Raging Bull and American Eagle. Jasmine started to call me Hitomi for some strange, demented reason. and i'm like "DIEEEE!!!" and when i went on this bungy-cord thing, she's like "yay, hitomi's FINALLY leaving!!!" gah. . .gah!!. . . GAH!!!!!!! I'm going to call her something annoying now. . . as soon as i can think of something. . . (okay, this is going absolutely, i'm just ranting. . .hmmm. . .) yeah, so when we got back to her house, my mom picked me up and that's the end. now i'm tired because i need sleep. 4 hours just doesn't cut it >.<

G'night!

~August 9, 2003- PARTY!!!! Actually, it sucked~
I miss those kids. A lot. I even miss those songs. . . . .wait, no, nevermind, forget i said that! Great. . . they're getting stuck in my head again. . . (You're everlasting love is DEEPER, DEEPER, deeper than the sea. . .GAH!!!!) great, i'm making myself go insane!!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (okay, i'm done)

Today we had a family party for my 2 sisters' Birthdays. My family all saw my blades, and my parent's are like "oh...okay..." I was expecting my dad to go all crazy about it. My uncle thought they were cool ^________^ so life is good once again. . .

OR IS IT??!!

KELLY was over today. . .In fact, she's STILL here. . . sleeping over!!! *crappy haunted house music comes on as I scream and a bolt of lightning flashes across the screen* Yeah, and she's like "let's watch SAILOR MOON!!!" and i look at the back of it. . . i almost laughed. They were the edited versions, and one of them was rated THREE AND UP!!!! and the other two were rated FIVE and up, and SEVEN and up. i'm sorry, but that's just sad. If you want anime, get the real thing, not that crappy editited crap. anyways, she's been annoying me the whole night!!! "Laura, can we do this?! Laura, c'mon, you're being BO-RING!!!" and i just stare at her, hoping she'll get the message and shut her loud, annoying mouth. anways, i'm getting ticked off just talking about her. . . so onto some more interesting topics!
as you can see, i got a profile up, but it's all messed up, i've gotta figure out how to change it a bit. okay, that's all for today! bedtime for me!!!

Ja ne!

~August 8, 2003- Last Day of Violation~
Today was the last day of VBS. . . and i miss it already. i'm really going to miss this one girl who was all clingy to me. . . she was so cute ^_^ but she gave me a big hug before she left. *sniffles* i hate good-byes!!! they're so depressing >.<;;;
i usually hate kids, but being around them all. . . they kind of grew on me, y'know? so i'll miss them all. one thing i won't miss is the songs they played x.x they're going to be stuck in my head for the next week. anyways, after i got home, i came home and did a bit of my latch hook rug. it's going to be a tiger, i can't wait until it's done! okay, i'm going to go to bed now, because i have a family party for my sisters tomorrow *gags* seeya later!!!
oh, bdw, here's a few quizzes!

Which Evangelion Child Are You?

eh. . .no, not really. i can't make up my mind at all!!!

We recommend this sexy site: shai.kokonutz.net
Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?

elmo. . . first of all, i'm not cute, second, i'm not adorable either >.< and i'm certainly not "the baby" at least i don't think i am ;.;

Footsie Roller or Unperfumed Elderflower Eye Gel
You are a simple person with simple reasoning and simple tastes. Your one purpose is to enjoy life and be inspired. Your creative energy carries you through the dull days. You are a moody but respectful and honest friend. What Body Shop Product Are You?

well. . . i guess that's okay.

~August 7, 2003- Exhaustion is evil!!!~
*sigh* you know, i'm not even gonna remind you of my site being crappy looking. i'm sure you've noticed.

anyways, we had Vacation Bible School again today. the kids seem to really like me, because i had like, three clinging to me the whole day. at least Ryan wasn't there to lick me again *shudders* but i guess this whole experience is good for me, i've been overly lazy all summer. anyways, since the rest of my day was uneventful, here's a bunch of quizzes for ya! MWAHAHAH!!! *sits in corner while watching you all clicking on the linkies*

Diffused.net would never cease to entertain you. What Kind Of Webmistress Are You?

right. . . that kind of describes me!!!

Tender & Kind
Your listen with your heart and are not afraid to ask the right questions to troubled individuals. Time and again, you have proven your compassion and selflessness when someone is in need. How Caring Are You?

awww, ain't that sweet? XD

You are a creative and free individual, who marches to the beat of a different drum. You have a bad habit of telling lies and making up excuses, but you have an amazing talent for imaginative things. What Kind Of Anime/Manga Are You?

need i say more?

What's Your Tanya Theme?

i think that's basically me... had enough quizzes? well, i have. i'm tired too, so night!

~August 6, 2003- I'm an inanimate object!!!~
site is still down (what else is new?) but i do promise to get it all nice looking.

i was violated today again! Ryan licked me x.x and then he was running around the whole place. augh, that kid needs a leash! we had to work with all 30 something four year olds, and i turned out to be a chair and a car. and then this other girl was tickling me and just being obnoxious, and this other girl was jumping on my friend. . . we're both pretty sore, but we've only got 3 more days of this.

anyways, on a happier note, i went to melissa's today! everyone there either really liked anime or was curious about it, and we all played videogames. it was a lot of fun, i'm glad i decided to go. first we went swimming, then we came home and played a few videogames, then we went upstairs and watched part of Spirited Away, the guys got kind of bored so we went downstairs and played more games. i almost beat everyone on Super Smash Bro's on GameCube, but then the other guy threw me off the side of the screen. then we had food and went online, it was a lot of fun ^_^

okay, that's all for now. i'm going to bed now, seeya! *waves*

~August 5, 2003- VIOLATED!!!~
site's still under construction as you can see. as soon as i find that hosting site, it'll finally look all purdy.

anyways, today i helped out at Vacation Bible School again. it was still fun, and we had that kid with down syndrome again. he was a handfull today!!! He was attacking me. . . and it looked like he was humping me, and he LICKED MY SISTER!!! he almost licked me too, but i dodged away from it. he IS a cute kid, but he has WAY too much energy!!! and then this little girl Christy started running around the Sanctuary, so me and traci had to catch her, and she ran again, and we caught her again. despite that, it was a lot of fun today. i'll write more tomorrow, because i'm tired and i have to go to bed.
seeya!

~Monday, August 4, 2003~
hey everyone. it's been a while since i've updated. i figured out that the background i put up shows only on MY COMPUTER!!!!! *cries* so right now, it's under construction until i can find a good host for the background. i'll find some links soon to keep y'all busy. but for right now, you'll just have to bear with the bland white thing.

Anyways, today my sister and i helped out at my friend traci's church for Vacation Bible School.It was a lot of fun! we had a baby, and a little girl that stayed for 5 seconds before screaming her lungs out. the baby left for a nap, so we had a while without any kids to watch. a four year old came in a while later, he was full of energy (a bit too much actually) and he had down syndrome. i felt really bad for him. but he made me (fake) cookies and tea, so that was nice ^_~ tomorrow me and traci get to take care of the 4 year olds, so i guess we'll be really busy then! anyways, the rest of the day we basically hung out and made bishounen collages which was fun.

all in all, it's been a good day ^_^ i'm going to bed now, seeya later!

july 27, 2003- another boring day
*grins* WOOT! i got some linkies!!! and i'm playing around with the layout, it's looking rather crappy right now, ne? but i DID learn a bit of HTML last night from a site, it's pretty easy but the whole background thing is kind of confusing!!! that's why it's all retarded looking. (it CLASHES!!! NOOOOOO!!!) oh well.
KELLY didn't come over today!!! WOOT!!! *starts cheering* it was so nice!!! and i got some manga and DNAngel anime from my friend, so i had something to watch ^_^ and my dad wasn't as moronic today!!! *does another cheer* so life is good. i played a bit of FF7 today. . . it kept pissing me off, i can't beat this one boss!!! i've tried EVERYTHING but i can't beat it!!! i know my friend would say "you need to train more" but i can't, i don't have any more potions or ethers so i need to use my magic sparingly. . . i'm stuck i think. . . grrr. . .*grumbles and rants for many hours* anyways, that's pretty much what i did today besides eat, so that's all for now!
oh, and i'll keep playing with the background too, it needs it!

later!

*looks around* AH! a new site!!!
welcome to my. . .er. . . site. . . yes, i know it looks like my dog took a dump on it, but i'll make it look better i promise!!! anyways, i'll add links. . . later, since i'm still trying to figure out how *sweatdrop*
let's see. . . what happened today. . . *thinks* AHA!!! ok, i went to a bunch of garage sales in my neighborhood, and i got myself a sword and a knife. . both of which are pretty cool, even though the sword's a little worn out. oh, and *evil grin* my parents don't know about them. not that they'd care, but i'm not exactly going to go skipping upstairs and tell them all about it, y'know? anyways, there's this little girl down the street who wants to get into anime right (how the heck can you "get into" anime?!) i honestly can't stand her, she always tries to be like me, here's an example of a convo we had:
Kelly: can i have your knife?
me: no. . . your parents would hate me if i gave it to you.
Kelly: okay. . . *fake sigh* . . . can i borrow your Inu Yasha?
me: *holds my precious InuYasha close* Er. . . it has cussing and violence in it, your parents wouldn't like that either!!!
kelly: oh. . . well, let's watch it then!
me: *wanted to watch it anyways* eh, ok.
kelly: *cheers as if christmas came early* YAY!!! *makes herself at home on MY couch*
me: *puts tape in* aaahhhh, inu yasha!!!
kelly: why is it in japanese? can't you change it to english?
me: *gasps in horror* NO, not that i'd want to, the dub sucks!!!
Kelly: *another fake sigh* well you can't understand what they're saying!
me: *points at bottom of screen* that's what subitles are for!!!
kelly: oh. . . ok. . .*fake sigh*
i hate kids. AND she stayed ALL DAY (gag me with a fork x_x)!!! i may seem like i'm in a bad mood, or that i'm a mean person, but the answer to both of those is no. i'm actually in a good mood, and i'm a nice person (i think!!!) so i'm going to attempt to make this place a little nicer looking, but since i know absolutely ZERO about HTML, it'll be a little hard. ok, i'm tired, and had a busy (and slightly annoying) day.

later!

Your surface personality is Type 4	Your overall personality is Type Omni