Friday, May 16, 2003
07:17 p.m.
Eeeep!! I guess I better start bloggin' again, huh? I'm afraid of bein' killed by ppl if I dun get back on here soon..

Gomen minnasan!! I promise to update more often now that my comp *works* again.. sorta... ehe... Anyway I'd blog more now but i'm honest to god about to head out! I was jus' checkin' my tagboard while I sat around waiting for supper an' I saw Nikki's post an' was like uhoh...

So ya. I'll be back an' bloggin' more often.. later :P

Monday, April 28, 2003
06:22 p.m.

Holy shit it's been a while since I updated this! Stupid exams. I haven't been on my computer much since they started! Goddamnit. I failed Greek and Psychology for sure (walking out without even finishing the exam with time left is never a good sign).

Before I forget:

Elvish

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Ya. Snatched that from Dana's blog. Of course I'm an elf! I know I'm better than all you stupid mortals running around like pansies (hey, I'm God, what can you expect?) and I totally kick anybody's ass who tries to make an enemy of me. 'Course, elves tend to be a bit pansy at times...

Ya so Li was just here earlier and we were studying for japanese... of 5 exams, it's never a good sign when you REALLY only care about one of them.. that one not even being your major! Stupid Greek. I need a new word. I'm beginning to think that I'm slightly overusing stupid, and dumb doesn't cut it. Grrr.

But anyway. Life has been generally good here... moved out last Tuesday, took everything home, then came back to write my last 3 exams and movin' back home tomorrow where I WILL FINALLY BE REUNITED WITH MY COMPUTER!!! WHEEEE! Seriously. Laptops suck ass. Bloody keyboard. (ha! A new word!) Not that it will matter much once I'm home though. I have to reformat my comp and I don't know if my dad got a chance to do it while I was gone... it mihgt be another week before I can post again at this rate. Bloody hell. All I want to do is play some bloody games on my bloody stupid computer and watch some goddamn anime. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK????

*pant* So uh ya. I'm not bitter. Not at all. I mean, it's not like most of my friends are at home already and finished their exams while I'm sitting here still writing my exams at 9 am and wakign up at 7 am to get there on time while my housemates are keeping me awake until like 3 am every night and getting no studying done because their bloody goddamn stupid music is blaring at all hours until i can't even think while I'm in this house anymore and damnitall to hell if the bloody St. Catharines busses would run on a weekend!!!!!!!! ARGH!

*remembers to breathe* Ehe. But I am not bitter. Nope. Not at all. After all, I jus have to remind myself that Chi-kun goes until May 5 w/ his exams an' I feel much better already :D (at least I think it's may 5... it IS may 5 right?) Stupid bloody laptop...

Wednesday, April 16, 2003
04:06 p.m.

WHEEEEEEEEEE! I'M MOVING!!!!!

and about fuckin' time too. Last night Delynn and Crystal came home at like 3 am and made enough noise (with the guys they brought home) that I swear to god I thought that all 6 of my housemates were awake and partying.. despite the fact that I knew that 3 were already gone. Seriously... stupid bass on the stupid huge ass cd player that they moved upstairs had all my walls vibrating all night. They even woke Lindsay up, and she's a very heavy sleeper...

Anyway, jus' waiting for Li now cuz she's gonna come help me move all my furniture and Charlie's on his way too so they'll both be here to help me soon :D Wai!!!

Saturday, April 12, 2003
11:05 p.m.

Ehe. in that whole big schpiel thingie I just put out I totally forgot to mention what all happened with the housemates. Hehehe.. and I know that some of you are prolly wondering what ended up happening so..

Delynn went home last weekend, so she and Kristen didn't even see each other after last Thursday until Sunday. Funny as hell though. By Sunday, Kristen was basically avoiding Delynn like the plague, but Delynn didn't do anything about it so she kinda ignored her too. They weren't talking at all and it was like Delynn lost any nerve she *MIGHT* have had to yell and scream or "kick Kristen's ass" as she so said, so nothing happened. By Tuesday, they were talking and they went out together on Tuesday night and Delynn was practically Kristen's best friend again (BULLSHIT!) and Kristen was angry as hell with Delynn but didn't want to start anything so she just kept her mouth shut from what I understand.

I have barely been home all week, since I've been avoiding this house as much as possible on account of that I can't sleep here and it's way to loud to do any work or even think here, so everything I say here is just my interpretation of what's gone on. Kristen and Tiffer have both left for the week now and won't be back until Easter Monday, and I don't think there's any problems between the other girls, so the whole thing was pretty much anti-climatic. I was, to be honest, a little dissappointed with it all. But m'eh. I'm goin' home on Tuesday so I don't really give a shit anymore.

Oh, and Li: Don't name the bloody spirit elephant!!!!!!

Saturday, April 12, 2003
10:40 p.m.

Wow, I really suck at this blogging thing... I really need to do it more often.

My housemates had a party last night - Not that I really cared much, since I wasn't here (nor was I actually invited which was fair cuz even if I was I prolly woulda left anyways). But that's kinda getting way ahead of myself.. see, this week has been.. well, interesting to say the least.

So my week basically started on Tuesday, when I had my Japanese oral exam. Of course, I had like no sleep the night before (not because I was at Dana's place, but because I'm a bloody insomniac), so I was really in an odd mood. First, I freaked out at around noonish and called Charlie, because I realized that, hey, we have a skit to do in 5 hours worth 10% of our mark and WE HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED WRITING IT YET. Maybe I overreacted a *little* when I woke him up and forced him to run down to the cafeteria and proceeded to scream and rave and rant at him for an hour before we did any work at all... but I blamed it on the lack of sleep.

So anyway, Charlie and I practiced and when we got to japanese I TOTALLY spazzed.. heh.. actually spaz is putting it lightly... But aside from that we actually did very well and afterwards Charlie and Chase stopped me from turning around and kicking some old guy's ass (Steve's) because he was being a total dickhead and a fucking asshole to all the presenters. YOU DON'T CRITICIZE PEOPLE'S ACCENTS WHO HAVE JUST STARTED TO LEARN JAPANESE AND HAVE PROBABLY NEVER HEARD THE LANGUAGE SPOKEN BEFORE!!! FOR FUCK'S SAKE STEVE! IT IS NOT EASY TO PRONOUNCE JAPANESE LIKE A FLUENT SPEAKER AND YOU AREN'T THAT GOOD YOURSELF SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF! IT IS NOT ANYONE'S FAULT IF SOME GIRL PRONOUNCES "KAWAII" "KOWAII"!!!!

*gasp* OK I feel better. But seriously. I walked out during his presentation cuz I couldn't refrain from making comments back to him otherwise. Thinking back, I shoulda stayed. Fucking stupid conscience. Anyway, that took place on Tuesday and Thursday so I was pretty stressed during that time. Then there was Greek.. god I hate greek.. I should really just fail and get it over with. Oh wait, I am. *sigh*

So right. Back to last night. By Thursday afternoon I was sufficiently underslept and stressed out that when my housemates mentioned having a party on Friday night I was just like: **::sigh::... let me call Dana.. I'm sure I can stay at her place and get more sleep than I would here..** So Li let me crash at her place for the 2nd time this week *glomps Li* an' I think I had almost 10 hours of sleep cuz we went to bed at like 3 and fell asleep at about 5 and got up at like 2 ^___^

Hoorah for lack of insomnia last night! I am SO happy ^__^ Doubly happy because I came home and my house wasn't completely trashed and my housemates had cleaned up most of the mess from last night :D Wheeeee! Triply happy because I watched eps 1 and 2 of QAF (thanks to Li's encouragement) and was like mmmmmm... not as bad as I thought it would be.. might have to watch more..

Heh... Bought Terminator 2 and The Crow last night... two of my all time favourite movies :D YAY! Refusing to buy any anime dvds until the con in May. Can't wait for Anime North ^___^ WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ *Hugs Billy* I get to go to TORONTO an' see Chi-kun.. WHEEEEEEEEE~^___________^

Will blog more often. Writing up a week's worth of shit in one day is not as fun as it seems and actually my thoughts keep jumping and i keep remembering things an' I know i'm forgetting other things so uh ya... should really blog more...

Tuesday, April 8, 2003
12:58 a.m.

Ready to die. Or was. Dana and Danielle made me feel better. *glomps Li an' Dani* ^__^ At Dana's now for the night.. have given up entirely on sleeping in my house for the night. I doubt there's any way in hell I could do it even IF my housemates were quiet for once.

So anyways, I think I slept a total of maybe 10 hours last week. OR at least, from Thursday to now. Went to bed at 9 am on uhh.. was it Saturday? Sunday? Can't even remember now. I've been losing track of time a lot more than usual lately. Can't tell day from night anymore, and days seem to slip by without me sleeping at all. Am I an insomniac? I don't know if I qualify yet, but i'm definately en-route. I wonder if this has anything to do with me leaving my watch at my parent's place last time I went home? Oh well. Too late to worry about it now. At least I won't be lonely in my insomnia. Keeping Dana company while she does her history work is more than enough consolation for me.

Going to watch Emperor's new Groove now. Had quite the interesting conversation just before now though. Interesting how it started... but I think I'm not going to share that here... Maybe Dana will put it up. Or maybe not...

Sunday, April 6, 2003
06:07 a.m.

*sigh* Ah'm fuckin' bored. I think I can officially label myself as an insomniac too. Three consecutive nights at 6 am and i STILL can't sleep after lying in bed for over 4 hours. Jesus Fucking Christ. The worst part is, tonight I'm not even tired anymore. I've actually been awake so long that I can't even remember what it's like to feel tired anymore. I know I went to bed at like midnight feeling something, but I can't be sure if it was boredom or tirednes... Point being, by two I realized I hadn't fallen asleep, and I definately hadn't done anything productive, so I got up, walked around for 2 hours, went back to bed for 2 hours, and here I am now at 6 am and I still haven't slept. Goddamnit. I'm blaming this on daylight savings. Stupid one hour ahead...

So the question is, now what do I do? If I were a productive person (and I'm not), I would work on something like Greek or Classics in the hopes of it putting me to sleep out of boredom. Again, I'm not. So what the hell am I supposed to do? *sigh*

Interesting thing happened yesterday though. Delynn went home for the weekend, but left a note taped to her door. it looked something like this:

I almost laughed my ass off. Too bad it was a short cure from my boredom. It woulda almost been better if she'd stayed this weekend after all.

Ah. And I've suddenly figured out what I'm going to do with my time now until around 8 am or so when I might attempt sleeping again. I think I shall go write the rest of that lemon I've been promising Li for ages. Huzzah?

Saturday, April 5, 2003
06:19 p.m.

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Wow. Who woulda thought? I mean, what with my bounciness and my... uhh.. ya. I'm really not surprised.

Tsumaranai desu. Been translating japanese for the past 3 hours. Wish Masayo or Tsuyoshi were here to help me, but I really feel bad depending on them all the time. I wanted to go to Rita's party on Thursday, but then all that crap at the house came up and, well, let's just say I feel bad for missing it but I prolly woulda done it again if I had the chance. I mean, how often does one really get a chance to cut down half a tree at 4 in the morning? With a kitchen knife no less? There is a story there, but it is not for here.

Have decided to officially lable this my "ranting and raving" blog cuz all I ever seem to do is complain here since I rarely blog when I'm in a good mood. Should really rectify that. Ah well. At least I know that only a few people actually care enough to read about my tangents... right.. right?

Thursday, April 3, 2003
10:49 p.m.

And Lez thinks she shouldn't be armed. Fuck. It's a damn good thing I can pull of a perfectly calm exterior whenever I want because I seriously have wanted to kick the shit out of people all day. I have no idea how I got through Japanese w/ my fucking smile in place the whole fucking time.. Probably only because I was smiling at the mental image of torturing Steve for months.. of course, his tongue woulda been gone the first day, but that's another story..

Fuck. I swear that if I were armed right now there'd be a bloody trail of bodies all over the fuckin' campus and blood trails throughout my whole fucking house (no bodies though, oh HELL no they'd still be alive I ASSURE you). Actually, let me ammend that... I only really feel like hurting one of them very badly *breathes* (you have no idea what control that took to word it like that..) and 3 of them i *might* let off with a few knife wounds at worst.. I don't think I'd kill them cuz i'm not mad *at* them they'd just be there to stab or something... Anyway, Tiff would get off entirely and if I could I'd probably spare her from seeing everyone else bru..

Um, enough of that train of thought. Sorry, I was distracted there. Ok here's the story. Tension is huge in a house of 7 girls (well, duh) but since I'm not really "friends" with any of them (meaning I don't hang out with them, but I don't go out of my way to avoid them.. or make friends with them for that matter) I'm usually left out of everything. But the real problem is that there are a few in this house that are kind of at odds with each other. Actually, replace "a few in this house" with "Kristen and Delynn" (sometimes Crystal) and "kind of at odds" with "at each other's throats"..

So we've been having minor problems since this year started, but most of them were what you'd expect from a house of girls, and most of the time we get on surprisingly well. Problem is that tonight Kristen took HER ID from Delynn's wallet without telling her that she was taking it. Best way to describe this is from both points of view so here's a summary:

Kristen's POV:
I turned 19 way back in November so I don't need the id anymore, and I leant the id to Delynn because she was still 18 and couldn't go anywhere with us without it. Later, my little sister (who I don't really like all the time but she's still my sister so I want to do whatever I can for her, though I'd never let her know that) asked me for the id, so I asked Delynn if I could have it back. I never gave it to her permenantly anyway. I kept asking but she never gave it back and so I finally got fed up and just took it. There's some other shit between us (namely a guy who I like but she's friends with and therefore she feels that she is automatically the coordinator of any relationship we MIGHT have, and sticks her nose where it doesn't belong) so this ID was the last straw. I'm so pissed off at her and I feel like I'm being ganged up on by the rest of the house and being kicked prematurely out, but there's nothing I can do other than take this action.

Delynn's POV
So Kristen turned 19 and didn't need her ID anymore and gave it to me. Then she turns around and asks for it back. I'm a little peeved, but i'll get over it. I keep telling her I'll give it to her if she just asks (and I claim to anyone else that I will too). But she's all bitchy about it and never just asks, is always like "I'm getting my id back on Sunday, so enjoy it for the weekend" or some shit like that. THEN the fucking bitch goes in my wallet and takes it! You do NOT go into someone else's room, through their purse, and into their wallet without telling or asking them first! Not to mention the fact that she probably did it last week, cuz I haven't used it since then! The Bitch! I'm going to kick her fucking ass if she comes in here tonight...//at this point she rambles on for about 2 hours in a pissy fit and i'll cut all that out for now//... And after she's been acting like my best friend all week too! //I have no idea where that came from// //More rambling about things that I can't hear anymore, mostly complaining to anybody who will listen about the ID//

Tiff's POV
I like everyone. Just want to explain that first. But right now Delynn, Lindsay, Crystal, and especially Amanda are angry with me. This is mostly due to 2 reasons: Because I was really worried about Kristen last night so I talked to her while they were ostracizing her and then they thought that because I was talking to her I must be siding with her. After I told them that if they wanted to know what she said they could talk to her themselves, they really got angry and decided that I was obviously on her side. Of course, it didn't help that they were also angry because I was AGAINST getting into a car with a drunk driver //I should mention here that I have INCREDIBLY stupid housemates when they're drunk.. Tiff is the most sensible though// so they were all pretty pissed off at me. So I know a lot about what's going on, but mostly I think Delynn is being VERY hypocritical and all the girls are quite "conveniently forgetting" all the times Delynn has done much worse to them, only because they don't like Kristen.

My POV
This is stupid. Delynn is ranting about people stealing from her when she's stolen more from us than anybody else in the whole house. She enters people's rooms without asking, uses their stuff, barely contributes to things like ketchup and shit like that but uses all of ours, then gets pissed off whenever we so much as TOUCH her stuff. More importantly, she acts like ALL of our best friends (even mine) when it's convenient, then treats us like shit as soon as someone else looks at us funny. Kristen, on the other hand, may be justified in feeling shafted and pissed off, but maybe not in going into her room and getting the ID (though to be honest it's probably what I'd have done). She probably should have ASKED for it NICELY instead of avoiding it like the plague and only asking her for it whenever she knew Delynn didn't have a chance to talk it out w/ her or demand it just before going home or going out or as Delynn was leaving. They're both at fault. I don't like getting involved in anything in this house. I just want to finish my time here and get the fuck out of a place where there is constant bickering, gossiping, and backstabing. Hell, I'm no better. I need to hear what's goin on, and the only way to do that is to get each of them alone (so it's BASICALLY gossiping) the only difference being that I don't have anything to contribute, and when I do, I keep my mouth shut about all but the most important things that need to be said. But I do feel sorry for Tiff. Tiffer, if you read this, I'm seriously sorry you're caught in all of it. Door's always open ya know.

Fuck. There's so much more than just that but i'd spend far too long typing it out tonight. And it's all so childish and stupid that I honestly don't believe I care at all. Oh wait, I don't. I just don't want to live in a fucking warzone for the next month.

Monday, March 31, 2003
08:29 p.m.

your asshole.

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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
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probably just don't give a damn,but it's
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you're too awesome to have any real faults.

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Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
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You're A Villian! You evil person, you. You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Just so long as those pesky heros stay out of
your way.

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You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you're
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Happy-Go-Lucky. You are a happy person and you
don't let your emotions get to you. You see
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... What can I say? I was bored, ok?

Monday, March 31, 2003
01:48 a.m.

I cannot believe he kept this....

Uchuujin s4n: hahahaha.....
Meow Darling: remind me to never have your children...
Uchuujin s4n: ::sighs::
Uchuujin s4n: ::>_<::
Uchuujin s4n: NO AYA FOR YOU!!!~ ::>_<::
Uchuujin s4n: hahahahaa
Uchuujin s4n: AK did AYA up to 22 btw
Uchuujin s4n: heehee
Meow Darling: ...
Uchuujin s4n: what?
Meow Darling: alright I'll have your children.. but i ain't raisin' em ya hear??!!!
Uchuujin s4n: HAHAHA

Chi-kun no baka. *KAPOW!* ::hushishly hits billy across the room for hushing her::.

Monday, March 31, 2003
12:32 a.m.

Gyaaah. I'm an idiot. A HUGE idiot. Like the biggest idiot that ever was an idiot bigger than the biggest idiot that walked the face of the planet. I cannot believe I just did that. >_< I'm not even technically involved with someone and I just blew off Chad by actually TELLING him that I'm not technically involved with anyone but I don't think dating him will help me be less involved with the person I AM involved with even though we're not involved and oh fuck I don't even know what I'm saying anymore!!!

*sigh* So long story short, I very much have no fucking clue as to what's going on in the world of men and me. I have 2 guys who apparently like me (though whether or not they just want to use me like any other guy who's ever shown interest in me has yet to be seen), and I just blew off one because I...

Fuck it. Why am I even bothering to write this? It's not like it'll help the situation. What I need to do is sleep. Sleep and concentrate on school and not think about it. That and talk to..

*breathes*

Am calm now. Have talked to Chi-kun. Love my Chi-kun. So understanding. I love him.. *huggles*

Sunday, March 30, 2003
10:01 p.m.

Which are you?
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mmmmmmmmmm.... though a little plain for my usual tastes :( M'eh :D

Nothin' to blog about. boring weekend. Just wanted to do the quiz. ARGH MY HOUSEMATE IS PLAYING GODDAMN COUNTRY MUSIC AGAIN!! MAKE IT STOP!!! *throws all the country music into a pile around Delynn and launches a nuke in that general direction..*

Friday, March 28, 2003
02:48 p.m.

WHEEEEEEEEE! I'm going home!!!!! ::^__________^:: *glomps Li* Thanks for the ride!!!!

So yesterday sucked arse for the most part. Woke up late, didn't go to my classics seminar, found out at like 4 that Li was coughing up blood and wasn't coming to Japanese, and Chase skipped out, so it was jus' me, Charlie, Dani, an' Bill, but that was cool cuz I basically spent the whole class harassing Charlie (his head feels like a fuzzy chia pet ^________^). When did Japanese become boring? Oh right... when we actually started DOING stuff... ya...

Wow... it's really sad when you can't remember what you did for the past two days... no, seriously.. aside from the whole missing class thing and the lack of ppl in Japanese, I seriously don't remember what I did yesterday or this morning... >_< Oh, right. I missed all my classes this morning and a Greek quiz cuz I just didn't feel like going. Gah. I am SO going to fail Greek. Oh well. There's always latin... :P

So... um.. ya... I'm bored... *browses around in another window* ooh lookie! Lez got a cool thingie..

Snatched from Lez's blog:

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow?
Religion? Fuck religion. *flips off God* I'm all about spirituality. I believe what I believe. Got a problem with that?
2. What religion were you raised as?
Some sort of Christian... United or some shit like that
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property?
Human property
4. Do you believe in magic?
Holds up her witche's bible. *smirk* Wanna find out?
5. What was the last promise you broke?
I don't make promises I won't keep. Of course, I might not have kept them YET, but believe me, I will.
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?
I don't pray <--- What she said.
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?
No.

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season?
Hell no.
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?
I don't know. To see my friends happy I guess.
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?
Why bother?
4. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?
Do those little Bingo ones count?
6. Do you gamble?
Only if you count the bingo tickets..
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?
Hehehe. Yes, many times. Happened last weekend, atually...

CHARITY
1. What causes do you support?
You know, I should really just skip this one...
2. What causes have you given time or money to?
Cuz all it's gonna do is make me look bad...
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless?
......
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group?
No... but I have my reasons...
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street?
Actually, If I'm in a REALLY good mood... no. I'm afraid they'd figure out where I keep my money and attempt to mug me for the rest.
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food?
Yes. I'd do anything for my friends...
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need?
I slapped her. Twice. Hahaha, jk.. sorry 'bout that Kbaby.. but you REALLY did deserve it.. at least once. Seriously? I couldn't say... I've loaned out up to $100 before and given away close to $50 at any one time...

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of?
None of your damn business.
2. What did you do today that was really brave?
I cleaned my room :D
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why?
Damn.. favorite? Um... American, British, Japanese, Canadian.. Comic, Anime, Cartoon...? Be a little more specific here!
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?
Depends who it is. If it were a certain someone in our japanese class, I'd probably be more likely to help kill him in the most brutal and drawn out fashion available at the time...
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?
Fuck that. I AM the Wizard. I see all! I know all! Fuckit I RULE all!
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright?
Yes. But if you ever ask me again I'll deny it. I love the attention ;)
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower?
I'll lead when it's needed, but I have no problem following at times.

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? Were you chosen?
Jury...Duty?
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it?
I might go for training, but I'd be gone by the time they actually wanted me to fight. I fight for none but my friends.
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)?
Uhh... probably not. Though there are some people I would like to see dead... mostly by my hand tho.
4. Should drugs and prostitution be legalised?
I don't really give a shit one way or the other.
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA?
Uh....
6. What was your favorite media circus trial?
HUH?
7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?
Yup. But not for the reasons you might think...

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on?
I'd have to agree w/ Lez on the Anger and Sleep thing...
2. Do you collect anything?
YESH!!!! WHITE TIGERS! ANY TIGERS! TIGERS TIGERS TIGERS! Oh, and some other random shit..
3. Are you addicted to anything?
Nope.
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan?
Again I say, HUH???
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things?
Cash. I have my reasons.
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do:
Get drunk in the summer of Gr. 9.
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things?
Not really. Only REALLY bad grudges make me obsess over them...

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know?
Me XD
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil?
Nope.
3. Do you take advice when it's given?
I'll take it.. if I agree with it ;)
4. In what area are you wisest?
I'm more of a jack-of-all-trades type wise person...
5. Do you drive defensively?
Well.. if I drove.. maybe?
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage?
For those that DIDN'T already know, I'm a virgin...
7. What did you learn today?
That quizzes like this take a LOT longer than you'd expect..

Damn! I'm gonna miss my bus!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 26, 2003
09:11 p.m.

Went on a grand adventure monday night (as I said earlier) with Chase, Charlie, Dani, and Sev. It was quite fun.. though I think Sev was a little unnerved by the attention we brought to ourselves the closer we got to the mall.. the blatent pointing and the barking probably didn't help that much.. But what can ya do?

Anyway the point of bringing that up was that I went on another adventure with Sev today. Actually today was in itself quite the adventure. Started out with the WORST cramps I've ever had - ok, so yesterday's were worse.. I mean, I skipped JAPANESE for god's sake - but I got up anyway and was at the school by 11:00 (mostly cuz I felt bad that I told Sev on monday that I'd meet her in Myth w/ the Greek hw that was due at noon, but I missed Myth at 10 so I tried to catch her afterwards but I wasn't done Greek anyway so that didn't go too well..). Needless to say, I ended up phoning Sev, who wasn't there, and was like "umm.. I'm here... on the roof.. or in the basement... have fun looking for me.." And sat down on the roof to do some Greek work. Got done like 1 question before she found me (by that time I was in the Tower) and we were both like 'well, we COULD go to Greek at 12, OR we could sit here procrastinating and hand it in at 4...'

Turned out for the best anyway. Sev didn't have her hw on her, cuz she was going to run home after Greek to get it (apparently figured I wouldn't show up, the brat. :P) so we ended up jus' hanging out for a few hours before she caught a bus and went back home while I finished the rest of my half of the hw. She wasn't gonna come back for a few hours, so I took a nap on the roof (what can I say? It was a beautiful day today..) and woke up and wrote for a bit (no, Li, I did NOT finish the lemon yet...) and then I found Masayo and we hung out for a bit before Sev came back and found me. Ended up deciding that I wanted to do something today instead of just coming home and sitting on my ass, so we did one of the only 3 things available to students in St. Kit's... Bowling, Mini-golf, or Bar hopping. Since I don't drink, and Sev refused to go mini-golfing until her eyes readjusted to REGULAR light (it's a glow-in-the-dark place), we ended up going to the bowling ally and did some 5 pin bowling. Who knew Masayo's amazing? Not fair. She made me look like uhh.. I dunno.. but it was something that sucked a LOT.

Oh well. I think they had fun and that's all that matters. They even put up w/ me eating a sub before bowling and mcdonalds afterwards before I went shoe shopping (which, as per my usual standards, took me a grand total of MAYBE 20 minutes). Came home to more random people in my house and really loud annoying country music downstairs and "American Idol" upstairs. You'd think I'd be used to the crappiness of this lifestyle by now. But no. Nobody EVER gets used to pop culture 24/7, especially when it's pop COUNTRY culture mixed in with beauty queen whoreville. To be fair, I don't really think my housemates are whores. Just extremely girly flirts.

Forgot what else I had intended to say. Oh ya... MASAYO GOT HER VISA! SHE CAN STAY UNTIL OCTOBER! YAY!!!!!!!!!!

One other thing to celibrate this day... Jessie, happy b-day ^__^ Sorry I can't be there to celibrate w/ ya.. but I'd jus' be sober anyway so I suppose u won't miss me :P JK. Love ya lots. Dun worry, I'll be down to give you your present this weekend ;) Happy birthday again ^__^

You are Amon! Prone to silence and not one to
smile easily, you never the less get the job
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You're an angel! Okay, so maybe a really pissed off
fallen angel, but at one point you were right
up there with the Big Guy Himself! Now that
you've fallen out of his favor you're bitter,
snappy, sarcastic, devilish and maybe even a
little sad at times. I mean comon, who WOULDN'T
miss heaven? You either like to kill mortals
and such to show your contempt for being
trapped on Earth or you like to save them in a
feeble attempt to regain God's favor, Oh comon!
You know you're stuck here forever, get over it
and get on with the slaughter already!

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Ok.. I'm ALMOST starting to scare myself. I mean, it's not like the happy go bouncy exterier I put on almost all the time is a mask to hide all the pain and loneliness and suffering... is it? :P NAH!!! ^___________^

Monday, March 24, 2003
11:36 p.m.

God, I am so bored. Seriously bored. So bored that I even spent the last 5 minutes looking through a thesaurus for synnonyms of the word "bored". Of course, "bored" wasn't in the thesaurus.. but I did find "bore" (tire, weary), "boredom" (ennui, doldrums, weariness, dullness, tedium), and "boring" (monotonous, dull, dead, flat, tedious, wearisome, trite, prosaic, humdrum). WTF is a "HUMDRUM"? gah. The english language kills me.

But seriously I'm bored. And tired. Last weekend was deadly for me... I ended up goin' home expecting to sleep all weekend an' relax, an' instead finding myself babysitting my 8 year old cousin on Sat, goin' horseback riding on a just recently broken Arabian mare (western style, which I DO NOT RIDE, down a highway, during the spring, right after a winter where she's been cooped up since Sept..). The riding was fun.. I love to ride.. but the horse was really skittish an' it took every trick I knew to keep her from bolting on me cuz she jus' wanted to canter or gallop like the world was ending or something. Anyway, I ended up having to dismount after about 30 mins and walk her back to the paddock cuz she was bein' a bitch an' my cousin's horse started bucking so I had to grab her reins as well. Gyah >_<

But it was still cool.. 'till my allergies started acting up an' my eyes started goin' all dry an' puffy and then I just wanted to die again cuz I couldn't stop sneezing and wheezing an' it felt like I was dying >_<. Stupid dust allergies.

Saw Chad on Sat. night. That was unexpected.. to say the least. Kinda felt bad for ignoring him for the past 2 months... though I DID send him one email about 3 weeks ago in response to an email he sent about 4 weeks before that... But what the hell was I supposed to do??? Be like, "Sorry Chad. There's somebody else who I've liked for a long time that I wasn't actually dating or anything when I met you, an' I probably shouldn't have gone out then cuz it wasn't fair to you an' cuz I don't really like you like that anyway..." no. Gyah. I hate guys. I don't know why I bother. Either they're too dense to get it, or they're too far away for anything to happen, or they're just jerks.

On a happier note... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANI!!!! 20 huh? Hope ya like your present ;) Oh, and speaking of the Brock mates... Jesus isn't Jesus anymore! Goddamnit Charlie looks ENTIRELY different with a shaved head! Like a whole different person! But on the other hand.. it looks damn cool. so I dun mind ;) Though Sev didn't know it was him the other day... which was REALLY funny. I almost pissed my pants.. an' then she passed Chase an' didn't know it was Chase w/ the cowboy hat (I mean, REALLY! The hat is like his trademark!) Ya so.. It was fun ;) Just to let y'all know, today certainly was an adventure, an' I enjoyed it thoroughly ;) Thanks guys!

I kept Aragorn. Who will you keep?

Interesting how my sacrifices went: Sam (family), Pippen (happiness), Frodo (knowledge), Merry (Love), which left me with Aragorn (honour). Does that say something about where my family lies on my value scale and where my friends lie? I think it does...

Thursday, March 20, 2003
12:18 a.m.

I learned how to link today!!! Wheeeee! Try this out and tell me if it works ^__^

A super huge hug and thanks to Nikki for making my layout for me ^___^ She's the bestest most fabulous artist ever! *glomps Nikki* Check out her blog HERE.

OOOOH! She also got me a tagboard so everybody check it out (2nd link at the bottom.. I think.)!

Anyway... Failed my astro test. Didn't do my greek hw. Should be working on my myth essay. Not doin' that either. Gyah. Going to do something semi-useful (aka finish NWN again) for the next little while. BLAH.

Wednesday, March 19, 2003
11:38 a.m.

They jump each other. They both have mad energy.
Dom said that Orlando is a "beautiful
looking boy". They fit!

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Can we say "WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"? Why yes we can...

Tuesday, March 18, 2003
10:49 p.m.

Peter went home :( *sniff* I'm all alone here again... well, by alone I mean that Li an' Chase an' Sev an' Dani an' Jesus are here w/ me, but Peter an' my old HS friends aren't :'(. Worst part was that I didn't even say bye to him this morning really.. I jus' jumped on the bus before he even left an' was like "bye!" an' that was it! Gyah I feel like a horrible person! No hug, no "it was great having you here, come again!" no nothin'. Damn. M'eh. I guess you can't really expect more from me anyway.

Got SOOO much work to do and I'm running on so little sleep it's not even funny. Goddamnit. Astro test tomorrow, Greek hw due tomorrow, Japanese hw due Thursday, Essay due Friday, Greek test Friday, Japanese Lab friday... stupid Greek. My life would be great w/o it. Damnit I hate Greek.

Can't wait to go home. I need to not be in this house for a little while. Oh ya, my housemates told Pete that I dun like htem and I was like "huh?" and then I wondered what ELSE they told him, like if they didn't like me or something (which I wouldn't be surprised about). *sigh* Oh well. I won't be here next year and that's all that matters.

Had a random thought today during a conversation w/ Lez (author of 36 moons which is absolutely SWEET an' if you dun know what that is then ask me cuz I dun know how to link yet...). ANYWAY! Random thought was something along the lines of how many of my friends do I really know? And how many have I hurt in the past cuz I was so bent on helping them that I didn't realize that my "help" was hurting them even more? Anyway, to those of you who I've hurt in the past (and you know who you are) I'm sorry. Most specifically, to the two who I was closest to, I never EVER meant to be anything but helpful, even if I didn't exactly act like it.

Enough of this shit. I'm gonna go write somethin' for Li.

Monday, March 17, 2003
01:24 a.m.

Gyah! I can't believe Peter came by today! WHEEEEE! Though, I know St. Kits sucks ass and there's really not much to do, but still I'm REALLY happy cuz he came just to keep me entertained and company cuz I've been really bored lately ^___^ Yay Peter!

Of course, today had to be the absolutely most perfect day ever too, since it was like 10 degrees outside (practically t-shirt weather, but Pete had to convince me of it bfore I actually went outside cuz there was still snow on the ground >_<) and the sun was really bright and sunny and tonight was a full moon so YAY! Pete and I walked from my place to the mall (down the HUGE ass hill) which took like 30 mins, then spent all day at the mall, watched a movie there (Old School was sooo funny) an' ate supper at the London Arms, where Chase an' Li joined us an afterwards we played glow-in-the-dark mini-golf (which was basically like a really bad acid trip).

So ya... I hope it doesn't suck completely for him here cuz there's not exactly a lot to do, but i DID get a lot of news that I hadn't heard before (WHY THE HELL WAS I NOT TOLD ABOUT THE DIAGRAGM?????), an' I heard a lot about ppl back home (KBABY IF YOU DON'T CALL ME SOON I'M GONNA FLIP), so it was definately fun for me so far ;) Don't know what we're gonna do tomorrow. You can only spend so much time in malls after all, and aside from shopping and movies, there isn't a helluva lot of shit around here to do. >_< Oh well. I'll think of something. It IS St. Patrick's day after all.

HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY EVERYONE!

I think I might've just been lucky enough to skip over the cold that has been haunting me for the last few days *knock on wood*, but I'm not entirely sure yet. Damnit, hopefully I won't come down really sick tomorrow, cuz that'd REALLY suck for Pete, especially after he came all this way to see me. Damnitall, my body's timing sucks ass. Goddamnit. Oh well. I'll be fine in the morning.

Saturday, March 15, 2003
09:45 p.m.

Wow. Talk about the most amazing boring day of doing nothing ever. I haven't left the house all day and somehow i've ended up with a horse and a job at a ranch for the summer. Go me! Ya, for once I guess I'll actually have to thank my mom for her ability to meet the oddest people and land me jobs without me even sending in a resume. Blah.

Anyway! So my mom and my aunt decided to buy a horse, and, being the only one in the family even REMOTELY capable of doing something so time-consuming as riding it and taking care of it, I'm claiming it as mine ;) w00t! Free horse!

Have I mentioned that I love Nikki yet? Cuz I do. *glomps Nikki* She's the bestest, greatest, most talented artist in the whole wide world and I luv her cuz she's makin' me a layout that DOESN'T look like it's a failed attempt at a gay pride flag. And even saying that is an insult to gay pride flags everywhere. Point being, we all love Nikki, and so everyone should say a giant SANKYUU to Nikki for givin' me a kickass layout.

So now I'm bored again though. Still haven't left my house today. Most movement has been between my bedroom and the laundry machine and the kitchen, but the kitchen trip only happened once. Maybe i'll go cook myself some dinner. Mmm. Dinner.

Peter's coming tomorrow! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *runs off to clean some more*

Friday, March 14, 2003
08:09 p.m.

This amused me.

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Spent all day trying to figure out html. I think I'm worse off than when I started. fuckit.

On another note, I have just come to the realization that I hate this layout. Am now going off in search of a more fun layout. And food. Food and a Layout. Yes.

Friday, March 14, 2003
04:29 p.m.

OW!!! BLOODY HELL! STUPID DISHES! DAMNIT! TIFFER!!!!!!! GRRRRR.... I just dropped a glass on my foot. It hurts like hell and I think I broke a toe. GODDAMNIT. ::>_<::

Friday, March 14, 2003
03:42 p.m.

Ok so my mouse decided to work again after I smashed in on the desk a bunch of times (who sais violence doesn't solve anything?) and I'm now sitting at my OWN computer finally able to do something useful with my time (that doesn't involve letting my lvl. 17 monk in NWN kill reviving druids in a snow globe).

Delynn dyed my hair yesterday. It's kinda cool actually.. so I'll take back what I said about her being a total bitch earlier. She's only MOSTLY a bitch. I mean, she still pisses the hell outta me, but I guess you could say we had a kinda girly bonding moment last night while she highlighted my hair red and now we're on semi-decent terms.

Also watched Mulan and made chocolate chip cookies last night. mmm. Fell asleep before midnight with one helluva migraine tho. Damn chocolate. Why must it taste so good??!! Chocolate is evil.

Stupid migraine made me miss 2 classes this morning.. which is actually bad for once, cuz I missed ANOTHER greek quiz. I'm pretty sure I'm failing Greek now for sure. Damnitall. I can't afford to fail Greek. Stupid Greek. Stupid Classics. Stupid Brock. (BTW Li-kun, if you're reading this, I'm not planning on going to Japanese, so could you please fill me in on what I missed and let me copy the hw so I can hand it in later? thanks)

In better news, Peter's coming to stay with me on Sunday ^__^ YAY! *glomps Peter* I miss all my old friends from hs *sniff*. Kbaby, goddamnit you NEED TO GET A FUCKIN' EMAIL ACCOUNT AND THE F'IN INTERNET! For christ's sake. As for everyone else: Most of YOU aren't in University and I KNOW your parents will pay for a long distance phone call! Goddamnit.

I'm not bitter. Actually I'm really excited. Talked to Ryu-sama and Aezure-sama last night. Hadn't talked to them in a long time. mAd was on for a little while, but we didn't get to talk long :( What's up with your server mad? I keep getting random people asking me where it went and I keep having to be like "uhh... it'll be back eventually...". ::>_<::

Li-kun, show me how to make links on here. I dunno how and I wanna add some crap. Should really learn HTML, shouldn't I? Siefer-sama showed me to blogger last night but I dunno if I'm ready to use it cuz it looks way more complicated than this. I'll try it when I get this figured out... Speaking of Siefer-sama, I actaully caught him online last night ^_____^ YAY! We're practically NEVER online at the same time so I was like GYAAAAAAH! *glomps Siefer*

Gonna go eat somethin' then call Li again and figure out whether or not she'll be comin' over this weekend. Oh ya, and Dani, I'm sorry for not being there today for you to take me to the mall ;) not that it's any loss for you.. prolly just saved ya a fortune in gas ;) Anyway.. *glances at all the flashy thingies down at the bottom of her desktop* ehe.. apparently ppl love me today... gyah.

Thursday, March 13, 2003
12:43 p.m.

This has just not been my week. It all started when Sev asked me to go to the mall on Saturday with her to get groceries. I figure, sure, why not, it's not like it's that far and I can handle that, right? Wrong. Damnitall, we had to go to Fairview for 'em.. not that I mind, the mall is nice and it has a Chapters and a Future shop and I do like it there, but DAMN! It's halfway across the bloody town! I mean, fuck already! To make matters worse, busses here in St. Kits don't run properly on weekends. For example, the one I usually take that runs from the Pen Center (mall closest to me) to Brock (I live directly between the two, ON THAT BUS ROUTE) doesn't run at all on Sat, Sun, or after 11 pm. WTF??? So I'm like, ok... I'll just take the 30 minute number 21 bus to get to Brock, even though the 4 usually only takes me like 5 minutes >_<

Long story short, I took the bus, got to brock, met up with Sev, and hopped on ANOTHER bus to go to the Terminal downtown. Halfway downtown I'm like SHIT! I told Li that I'd go with her to Chapters today! So I whip out my cell and call up Li, who wasn't home or some shit like that (lucky for me cuz I didn't wanna haveta go all the way back to Brock again to get her anyway...) and I left her a msg sayin' that we'd meet up later and go to a movie or somethin. Ok so that was all fine and good, ended up taking ANOTHER bus from the Terminal to the mall, bought groceries, went BACK to the Terminal (met up w/ Li), caught a cab to Sev's place (we MISSED THE FUCKIN' BUS! IT COST ME TEN BUCKS!!!), stowed the Groceries, caught a bus back to the mall, saw Daredevil (which, btw, was a fuckin' amazing film even tho as usual I was pissed with some of the changes they made between the comic and the film), caught a cab home (cost me ANOTHER 20) an' had Sev stay the night at my place, where we were kept up by my fuckin' housemates until like 5 am, even though we were gettin' up at 9 the next day and I asked them to keep it down. Fucking Delynn and her fucking new computer with fucking winamp and fucking speakers that's right beside my fucking room where my fucking bed is no less! ARGH THE FUCKING SLUT DRIVES ME CRAZY~!

So. Took another 4 busses and a cab on Sunday, making the grand total for the weekend 10 busses, 3 cabs, and a 30 minute walk at 9:30 am down a fuckin' cold ass hill >__<

Monday was actually kinda nice... even though I ACTUALLY went to my Greek class *gasp* and did the hw with Sev for most of the day... but at least I got to get home and jus' relax for the rest of the night.. until I made supper and realized that I'm getting REALLY sick of Pitas every night. Tuesday was fun too, cuz Dani and Chase came over and Dani cooked me supper (Stir fry.. YAY! and おいしい！）Watched Tokyo Raiders and the Tuxedo. Tuxedo was ok, Tokyo Raiders... well it sucked ass but the main character was hot and the tango music during the kickass fight scenes was fun so it kinda balanced itself out.

Yesterday was the worst tho. Came home to find that my mouse finally died on me. Fuckin' little scrolly bally thingie won't scroll to the left anymore. Took it apart to clean it and cleaned the shit outta it but it still won't work. The rolly thingie itself doesn't get registered... >_< Buying a new one altogether I think. Optical one. Yup. I like non-rolly-bally-thingie mouses. mice. mices. mouse. fuck.

But ya... ended up spending the night at Li's place where she taught me how to blog (GO ME!) an' am now feelin' a helluva lot better after that nice long rant. hmm.. maybe this bloggy thingie won't be so bad after all..