listening to: new age ~ tori amos

Amelia-neesama's coming home for Thanksgiving~! ^_^ I haven't seen her in ages, it seems, but it's really only been a few months. These months have dragged, haven't they? Or is it me? It sure feels like a hugely long time ago that I was doing Cabaret, but that was only in August. Ahh, fishnets how I miss thee.

I'm trying very hard not to think about/read/write Harry Potter fanfiction until I finish GoF (which, I may add, is in my possession and has been read nearly 1/7th of the way through o_o) but it's truly tempting ^^;;; I need to figure out who I'm shipping here, coz Harry Potter's too damn easy to ship. [FYI my results for HP couple selector were Draco/Harry, Sirius/Lupin and Harry/Ron, not too surprisingly] So many possibilities~ But I really don't know the series well enough to be ficcing it; I think I'll read the books again sometime soon when I don't have so much homework and such. And let's not forget the promise I made to myself not to start anymore fics until Over the Bridge was done ^^;;; Which I've broken a couple times, but for good reason. I actually started Batsu Game (AKA Erin's Fucked Up IcchanxOgata fic to 0wn all other Angelic Layer fics for all time) fic, but I don't really know how funny/smutty/stupid it's going to turn out~nyoro. And Shiori-saaan I would gleefully participate in an Angelic Layer fanfic competition, even if IxO fic isn't exactly looking to get Twain out of his grave to tack it up on the wall and proclaimed it literature, but that just gives me an excuse to write the Tamayo/Kotarou ficbunny that's been eating away at my soul since AL12, and continue my pattern of screwing canon. Okay, I really do need a ficblog coz this is hardly interesting.

God damn, it's late. XD; I need to stop blogging at night, because nothing ever makes sense. I'll try and post something coherant tomorrow

erin got her love at 2:48AM 11.18.01

You know, tracker needs to stop screwing me over because it's really pissing me off. I guess I didn't realize that I was really its whore until it stopped working, the bastard.

Oh yeah, it's pretty late. I stayed up reading the rest of Azkaban, and am going to shamelessly beg otousan to take me to San Rafael, because, you know, Novato doesn't have any bookstores, which is pathetic on many levels, but expected. Gonna try to write s'more of ExT smutfic tonight before I get to bed, because Eriol and I are back on speaking terms again (though when we stopped is still up for debate). Nakuru thinks she should make a cameo. o_O On the plus side, I think that thoroughly weirds Eriol out, so the balls back in my court, bitch XD

Eriol: .... You know, Erin-san, it's possible you could benefit from re-watching the series, because I don't think you really understand the cha--
Me: You know, I think I liked it better when you were ignoring me. Go bother Jae.

Yeah, I think I need to go to sleep, too.

erin got her love at 4:35AM 11.17.01

listening to: hitotsu dake ~ tange sakura

Does.. my layout look screwed up to anyone else? o_o

I am, tentitively, going to be seeing Harry Potter on Monday at 1:50PM, but I'm still jealous of all of you seeing it this weekend. Er, I think it's very funny that 'kaasan is reading Sorcerer's Stone now, too ^^ Now I've got Meagan-neechan and Okaasan addicted. ph33r me XD

Shiori~ How cute would Ogata-kun look in a pink maid outfit with a big frilly skirt? XD; And yes, as far as I can tell, Icchan rolls his Rs all the time, but you can just hear it better when he yells/sings. And it, if I may say, is incredibly cute XD~ <3 ::glomps Icchan::

Ogata: Ano.. eto.. Erin-chan.. o_o; Frilly skirt..?
Me: XDDD Don't look so uke-ish and I wouldn't have to do it XD XD
Icchan: ::leer:: XD And people call /me/ weird XD

Okay okay, I've got to do homework, as tempting as ficcing Ogata in Sakura's Purachina outfit is. Yep, I've got issues ^^

erin got her love at 4:08PM 11.16.01

listening to: batsu game charaya ~ onosaka masaya (<3), seki tomokazu

I'm officially going to hate this English course. My mom suggested I change, but I'm going to stick it out, because life sucks and I might as well get used to it. Math completely baffles me, too, but that's no big surprise. I told my mom I never wanted to go school again, but ask me again in ten years when I'm still in graduate school. Sigh~!

In other less whiny news, I've got a pretty clear idea of how Over the Bridge is going to progress and end, which is exciting. I lost a lot of the details from not working on it in a while (my memory is terrible ^^;;) but it's all for the best, anyway. What I can say for sure is it's going to end fluffy and happy (for once) ^^ I think I've got /one/ real fluff fic, and that's some Satoshi/Kasumi randomness I came up with a long time ago. Makes my teeth rot, it does. I should write some more angsty ShigeKasu, coz egoshipping needs more fanfiction. Had a weird discussion with er, this guy from my old "hangout" YTC about Americans writing Harry Potter fanfiction and the differences between the styles. I don't even remember if that's what we were really debating, but I was able to squick him with the idea of Snape/Draco ^^ I like corrupting Harry Potter fans, I do. No HP pairing has managed to squick me too bad, and although I have no pet pairings yet, I must say that Harry/Hermione is b-o-r-i-n-g. I also feel a little weird putting characters together in my head since seeing all the kids from the movie in interviews and such, because then it becomes /them/ I'm shippin' and that's just bizarre. Did that make sense? I also saw a small clip from the movie with Ginny in it, and I can't say I'm very satisfied. Erin!Ginny looks much different. What else, what else... Can I just say that I don't think my Kaho resembles canon Kaho at all? I just make her up as I go along ^^;; She gets weirdly clingy about Eriol because I feel like it, and comes up with weird Eriol theories (i.e. the one that won't leave me alone about Eriol's eyesight). I should probably fix that, shouldn't I? I'm writing the prequel to smutfic in her POV, so I'm triyng to figure out what she'd think of EriolxTomoyo, and er, it's not working out very well ^^; Of course, I could use the excuse that we don't get a lot of insight into who she is during the series, but that's the easy way out. Damn you Kaho~! I don't even like you that much, so why do you always seem to edge your way into all of my fics? (I know why~! Because all my fics are ExT and all ExT fics need the obligatory mention of Kaho.) Err, maybe I need a ficblog.

Lastly, before I head out to create fictional journal entries for my English assignment, thanks to Shiori for the link ^^ I've tentitively titled IxO fic as the predictable "Batsu Game" which means it will be an attempt at really dirty humor (the best kind of humor, if you ask me). Now I've just got to get around to actually writing the thing, and having Ogata hate me forever and ever XD He just /screams/ uke, though, so it's really his fault Oh, and if it helps, Icchan rolls his R's either all the time or most of the time. You can hear it when he says "ore" and Cerberus, if I'm not on crack, rolls his R's on Sakura. kaaaaa XD Onosaka Masaya-samaa~ daisuki yo! XD ::sl0res Sakura, and the Pair's Real Pinch::

Okay, I'm done. I've got 11 chapters more of Azkaban to read, and aforementioned English assignments to work on. Er, and trying to figure out when I'm going to see Harry Potter, coz none of my friends like the series (the bastards), and I'm pretty sure it's sold out around here. Perhaps homeschooling will come in handy, and I'll check it out sometime during the schoolday. Ja~!

erin got her love at 4:24PM 11.15.01

Booyah. I always get such fun search engine hits, even though I'm still not entirely sure how I ended up number 1 for that. (I hope you're not too jealous ^^) Anyway, you won't find any of that here. With the exception of EriolxSyaoran and IcchanxOgata, I don't really have any plans to write yaoi. No, no, don't act too disappointed. Writing smut is reserved for whoring around Eriol, and that's the way we both like it ^^

erin got her love at 1:17AM 11.15.01

listening to: tomo e ~ iwao junko

For everyone who keeps getting my site looking for Fruits Basket episodes, you can probably find them here.

I finished Chamber of Secrets last night o_o Better by far than Socerer's Stone, in my opinion, and I'm really looking forward to this movie. I'm hopelessly, shamelessly obsessed. Er, at least I don't have any plans to fic HP, yet. ^^;;; I've still got Over the Bridge [and weird ExT soon-to-be smutfic & prequel for that matter] to finish before I start anything else, regardless (and I'm finally working on OtB again~!) Meagan-neechan's actually reading Sorcerer's Stone as I type, which is amusing on so many levels.

I'm in the mood for some good Angelic Layer fanfiction, but I've only ever seen a Spawn-chanxMisaki (I think?) fic, which doesn't really suit me. Where's the IcchanxOgata, hm!? Maybe I'll have to write one, after all.

Icchan: XD ~nyoro
Ogata: O_O;
Nakuru: ::snickers::

But, as it seems, my plans for today are starting Azkaban and avoiding the things I should be doing (i.e. history essays) ^^

erin got her love at 2:42PM 11.14.01

listening to: bombastic love ~ britney spears

I hate all of you. I now have Harry Potter two and three. And through my impatience, I bought Chamber of Secrets in hardcover. I hate me, too.

Am feeling much better. I watched GALS! 3 and X 5, both of which were very entertaining ^^ Disappointed that Yuzuriha didn't get to make fun of Miss Bitchy's height; happi~ because Sora-chan and koinu-Inuki are super cute (and for the record, I like Sorata's voice) and sakura blossoms are plentiful. Still haven't done half the things I should have done, but I have Harry Potter, therefore an excuse not to do aforementioned things ^^ Harry Potter cures all. (....) Let's see.. I know I said I'd do some social blogging but I'm really tired, and I'm not really a social bloggin' type of gal. I /would/ like to say congrats to the winners of the CFA CCS contest ^^ but Chamber of Secrets is begging to be read, so I'm gonna cut this entry short.

erin got her love at 7:21PM 11.13.01

listening to: aitsu ~ dicot

GALS is finally downloading. It'll probably screw me over at like 97% but at least it's consistant.

I'm up and it's 8AM, and I'm not sure why. I actually got up an hour ago after groggily waking to CNN and seeing all this about a plane crash. Sigh. I don't have anything to say about it, as usual, because I'm awfully good at sounding both uninterested, unsympathetic and inarticulate while I try. Suffice to say that it really doesn't help my fear of flying, which is mostly just a paranoia about plane crashes. Nothing to do with terrorists, really. In any case, it's gotten me up and I can't get back to sleep.

For ramblings sake, I was flipping through my cousins CDs, looking for something to entertain myself with, and since I'm always in the mood for Onosaka Masaya and I've been sort of curious about the series, I pulled out raw Mahou Tsukaitai! Well, any series that starts out with Onosaka Masaya moaning is good enough for me XDD Now it's added on to the list of anime that Erin needs to see for Onosaka Masaya-sama related reasons XD <3 Otherwise last night was filled with inari sushi, cursing myself for forgetting Curb Your Enthusiasm, and watching a little Cowboy Bebop.

As far as ficcing goes, I haven't really done much lately. I'm feeling uncreative. Over the Bridge has gotten really stuck, and I'm thinking of just scrapping a whole lot and starting over, but combining my flippant attitude toward my own writing and my laziness, I probably won't. Weird ExT fic is either going to get really smutty or really (even moreso) depressing... or both. Who knows. I don't know where it's going, and I didn't get any of that done last night, either. Rather I wrote a little, and found that Eriol-- the loveable bastard-- was being melodramatic, and stopped. Oh well.

I'm in a terrible mood and it's raining. Last night I was listening to it and I felt the incredible urge to go outside and get really wet, and I still might. I imagine I'll get a cold or the flu or pneunomia should I do so, but somehow it feels worth it. The idea sounds entertaining, regardless. As for my mood, it's more of a isolated feeling that comes with being more or less alone. Eh, now Eriol's making /me/ melodramatic, and weird. Everyone seems so melancholy lately o_o So I'm gonna stop now and screw around online, like usual.

erin got her love at 8:38AM 11.12.01

Oh lord. Oh jesus. Inari sushi is disgusting. Remind me never to eat anything with "tofu skin" in the description ever again.

erin got her love at 6:04PM 11.11.01

listening to: beetlejuice movie

err, when did buildpage decide to screw me over? Now I've got to be virtue.nu's bitch. Sigh.

Beetlejuice is, honestly, one of the best movies ever. You can watch it from any part. Turn it on in the middle? Sure, why not, because there's always a part to look forward to. Now I'm in the mood for more Tim Burton. hmm~ Edward Scissorhands perchance?

I finished Harry Potter yesterday morning, and the information that I may be getting the next few books has been relayed to me via man in cloak riding a horse. Which is actually a lot more romantic than what really happened. It's terrible though, and I fully blame you Harry Potter fangirls (yes, you know who you are) for getting me sucked into it.

But I've really got nothing to talk about right now. So I'll entertain you with this scary search engine query. o_O That's all I have to say. More inane ramblings later and social blogging, if I feel so inclined.

erin got her love at 3:01PM 11.11.01

listening to: get your love ~ ccs girls

Er, thought about maybe fixing some Layout Things, but then decided I was lazy. Today was incredibly boring, essentially dedicated to me screwing around online and chatting. Parents and I ate Thai food for dinner, and I succesfully avoided another night of homework ><;;;;; Actually, I might try and finish English tonight, since I'm essentially done with my short story, and that's what was bothering me. Um, I'm still poking it in attempt to get an exposition and conflict out of it, but it's pretty happy how it is. But before I do homework, I've got more Harry Potter to read~! ::cackles::

Well, I haven't really touched Over the Bridge in the past few days. My ficcing time has gotten eaten up by this evil angsty ExT thing that needs a title. I've got /plans/ for OtB, but somehow they're getting a little ahead of themselves, and Nakuru's thinks she deserves another part, in honor of my new doujinshi and her place in my layout, but otherwise she's been pretty quiet. Nakuru: ::puts Touya voodoo doll down:: Naniiii~ Erin-chaaaa~n?
Me: I don't even want to know.

Speaking of which, I was taunting myself with CCS cels on YahooJP and I started getting depressed that I never got this one cel of Nakuru hugging Eriol from Sakura, Yukito and the Disappearing Power from a while ago. It was so cute ;_; I would do mean things to find another. Not that I collect cels, yet, or need another hobby to take all my money, but there are a few cels I wouldn't mind gouging a few eyes out for.

Brief Surivivor ramblings: I haven't gotten into it, yet. It's not like the last one, where I could yell about how bitchy Jerri was, or how much I hated Colby and Lamber (tm MBTV boards), or how sad I was when Jeff, whom I was shamelessly in love with, got voted off. In any case, what the hell was Jeff doing in a cowboy hat? >< Jeff, I love you, but take the damn hat off before I change my mind. I'd talk more about it, but I don't know who anyone is ^^;

And that's my poor excuse for an interesting post. Time to read more Harry Potter~ XD It's like bad crack, it really is.

erin got her love at 12:07AM 11.10.01

listening to: child is gone ~ fiona apple

New layout~! Booyah. I got my doujinshi today, so I was inspired XD; The image is from the back of my Heart Captor Nakuru dj volume 2 from a fun circle named Akuma to Oresama. It's super cute, and the first part of the second volume has furigana~! Not that I can read Japanese, either way (and oh, how I wish I could). In any case, I'm exceedingly close to buying the other two HCN volumes and then promising myself not to spend anymore money for a while. Or not XD;

Too tired to add anything more. I'm gonna fix all the little problems and ramble more a little later, but for now it's ficcing and reading the rest of HP o_o

erin got her love at 6:10PM 11.9.01

 

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