Come here sweetie.......*licks* hehe...............:Kill ing Me Sof tly:.....you're my obsession......:....

Poison ..my heart....

---------------back to school-----------------
So school started today...and guess who is my class? Greg XD
The class was so freaking boring I almost fell asleep....man...
Math can be very boring....even more when you have to spend 2 hours in a class...listening to a teacher that doesnt even speak english vey well :/
And he was really weird too...."Math is like kissing""You have to take all the steps...first hold the girl s hand blah blha nlha...you cant jsut go and kiss..thats not polite"
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD he IS crazy and obsessed with kisssing... cuz he said that about 20 times XD
And then hes like..."dang..I shoulnt drink before coming to class" O.o;; wtf?? XD

Monday, May 13, 2002 07:33 p.m.

----------------------O.o----------------------------

I'm Shinya!
You are the cute, quiet type. You don't like telling strangers much about yourself, and you appear very mysterious and very cool with that. You like looking very feminine, even if you may not really be without your makeup, but many people (including me) envy your looks. ^_~ You are also very stubborn and tend to take things too seriously, and usually get picked on by other people, and you like being alone.

Monday, May 13, 2002 07:32 p.m.

----------------------Waii--------------------------
I received a letter from my friend Sara...gosh I miss her...Actually...She was the only IRL freind I had who liked anime....so...u can imagine how much fun we had together...XD <--read...financial nightmare
Poor thing...she used to live with her aunt and grandma...but her aunt died probably last month or something...:/ she was really sad...When I called her...her grandma told me that she was really glad I called when I did cuz Sara was still really depressed because of what happened...
And when we talked on phone...she didnt sound so sad...
I was glad ^^
And then she said that I was her only true friend...and that she'd never forget me....
awwwwwwww...and she called me Juliet XD (cuz we did a play for the school and I was Juliet XD so that was one of my many many many nicknames)

Oh well...at least she's well now...they got the insurance money and they'll live near the beach ^^
I guess I'll send her some Sailor Moon stuff...cuz I know she loves it ^-^

Monday, May 13, 2002 05:24 p.m.

-----------Ferrari.....what the hell was that?------------
What the hell happened in Austria (Formula 1).....even tho I kinda understand why Rubens and Ferrari did what they did...it doesnt change the fact that what Ferrari did was just WRONG!!
At least Schumacher was nice enough to let him in the podium (for #1) and handed him the trophy....
which doesnt really mean much cuz what counts is who won....

Sunday, May 12, 2002 09:44 p.m.

------------------Wahahaha--------------------

Take the ICQuiz!

Sunday, May 12, 2002 04:39 p.m.

----------------- ^^;;--------------

How Gay Are YOU? [?]

Btw ae....dou know the url for that quiz 'whats your fetish?' I wanna take it *^-^*

Saturday, May 11, 2002 07:16 p.m.

--Ae always finds the cute quizes XD----

Which Kiss Are You?

Saturday, May 11, 2002 07:08 p.m.

--------------------Alright--------------------------
Im thinking of maybe taking down the episodes....because I need the space to host the scans of the manga....I'll see how it goes and if everything goes fine then maybe i'll put the eps back ok?? ^o^
^-^ So after next Tuesday the ep will be down and the scans will be up ^^

Saturday, May 11, 2002 05:08 p.m.

----------------------^-^----------------------------
You know....Im glad there are people like Binx in this world....*-* thanks for so much for what you're doing *glomps*
So because of Binx ^o^ track 5 will be done much faster ^^ and I already started to scan track 6 ^-^

For some reason I'm feeling really happy ^-^

Friday, May 10, 2002 10:10 p.m.

-----------------Wahhhhhh----------------------
Joken
ep 9 is up *-* I cant believe it
I just LOVEEEEEEEEE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE that dorama...*-* I love it and I want moreeeeee

Ochiba-sama is so damn lucky *sighs* I wanna go to Japan tooooooooo....

Friday, May 10, 2002 06:17 p.m.

---------------X site update-----------------
Updated my X site ....with lots and lots of fanarts....and beautiful ones at that ^-~

also...fixed some broken links from 'In the Moonlight' and finished scanning track 4 *^^* I just need to edit and it'll be available for dl :P

Thursday, May 9, 2002 02:55 p.m.

------------------haha so true -----------------
"Female characters in series upon which yaoi is based have a tendency to be removed, or rendered unattainable in some way, by realizing that they don't love the male character, marriage to someone else, etc. Death is also a favourite."

" Pro yaoi manga"?
I always thought that was called June

"Already in the English-language yaoi fandom we've got critics saying that women are 'using' gay male men for their fantasies, that yaoi doesn't reflect gay male reality and should, that it's just gay porn by another name and women should stop pretending it isn't."
Oh pliz...of course it doesnt reflect reality...And we're not pretending...it's jsut a fantasy (guys do the same...so why not us?)and we do what turn us on XD...so...why should we change it?

Thursday, May 9, 2002 09:48 a.m.

----------------------Yummyyy------------------
Wanna know what's the first thing Im gonna buy when THIS site opens?
POCKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~

You know...I think I can never get enough of TxY...cuz...they're just..too damn CUTE!

Wednesday, May 8, 2002 11:28 p.m.

---------------------Waiiiiiiiiiiii------------------
I finally saw my grades today *^^* *pika pika* I can't believe I actually got a B in English XD I mean...my teacher was a $*&#*$ <--yeah, THAT XD
I mean...like...Only ONE person in the class had an A...and like more than half had Cs and the rest Ds/Fs ^^;;;;;
So yeah...when I saw my poor little B I was happy ^-^
Romeo gave me an A and Alissa too.....and my adorable XD Psy Prof gave me an A as well ^-^...
So now my dpa is high enough for me to get into the Honors Program thingy...which I dont really want...but...I need the scholarship :P

Summer school starts on the 13th *sighs* I really dont have to go....but...I want the credits...^^

Wednesday, May 8, 2002 10:48 p.m.

--------You know......----------
Even tho SxS will always be my favorite couple from X...I DO think that SxK is really sweet ^-^
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8

Wednesday, May 8, 2002 10:43 p.m.

---------------*-*------------------
BOA in NY, BOA in NY, BOA in NYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
excuse me while I go kill myself...

Wednesday, May 8, 2002 05:37 p.m.

--------------Um....--------------
Since I'm so nice I think Im gonna write a Level C summary for those who are curious...
Main characters: Mizuki and Kazomi Summary:
They meet, they do it, they talk, they do it, they do it , they do it, they talk, they do it, they 'come' together and probably do it some more...
~fin~

I still think I forgot some 'they do it' in my summary but...I think u get the picture :P
Still...I love Mizuki...he's the prefect uke :P~

Wednesday, May 8, 2002 11:47 a.m.

-------------hehe----------------
MA-chan....I KNEW you'd get an A n your ORAL test
If you know what I mean XD ^-~

Hell YEAH! this is gooooooooodddd :P~ *goes off to dl Chobits manga*

You know....I think I'm kinda tired of MLs....I mean...its always the same....and instead of getting into a 'reading mode'...and I get in to a deleting one :P
and then I delete and delete and dont read....and then I delet stuff I'm not suppose to....which is...kinda bad...^^;

Man....I cant believe Todd is going to Yaoi-con again this year buhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I wanna go I wanna go....why did I have to be born poorrrrrr....>.<
I guess I'll really have to go to England and marry Prince Willians :P

Wednesday, May 8, 2002 09:16 a.m.

-------------hehe----------------
Gotta love your new layout *^^* Tachiiiiiiiiii *^^*
You're really gonna be in a commercial? Thats so cool *-*

Ae-chan my sweetie ^^ I forgive u :P did u miss your seme yesterday? >:P
You know....things like that happen in the US too :/...They show what they want and whats gonna give higher ratings...like...people cussing at each other or videos of people having affairs and stuff :P *looks at the gossip magazines* There IS no privacy....especially if you're well known...

Um...about Gackt...I understand if you dont like his music...cuz I dont either :P (well...I like some), but...man...HE IS SO HOT! he has humor AND he gives a lot of fan-service....Cmon man....thats enough reason to have millions of his MVs >:P~~ LOL

Neh mayu....have u gone to another doctor again??? I dont want my uke sick...

Tuesday, May 7, 2002 11:09 a.m.

----------Furuba 26------------
OMG ;_;
;_;
I cant believe I actually cried XDDD
That doesnt happen very often...

Monday, May 6, 2002 03:54 p.m.

-------------O.o-------------------
Don't ask...I was bored out of my mind....so i decided to color it XD
Actually I drew this after I saw her new layout :P I guess I'll give it to her ^o^ cuz I dont know what I'd do without her site ^^;; and she seems pretty nice ^-^

Monday, May 6, 2002 03:43 p.m.

-------------O.o;------------------
FB 25....man..thats what Im talking about ^o^ I much prefer ep25 over the 'cute eps' hell yeah! Now I MUST see ep 26 or else I'm gonna go nuts :P

And u know..funny thing is...I hated the beginning of FB..cuz it wasnt goin nowhere....but I liked ep 25 lots and lots...

if only Ayame was in it :P
but I like Kyo-kun a lot too :P

Just finished reading hikago latest chapter...And is it jsut me or is Touya gettin cuter?(if THAT's possible :P~)

Sunday, May 5, 2002 11:36 p.m.

-----ae-cahn dokoo???-----
dark_chii_adri> man..i swear....if u have some time left....and dl chobits ep4 u'll love it ...I swear...if u dont laugh ur ass off...u can come here and beat me up
dark_chii_adri> XD
Mayu-Kawaii> lol
Mayu-Kawaii> u really want me to touch ur ass dont u hhaha dark_chii_adri> of course ^-~
dark_chii_adri> lol
Mayu-Kawaii> XDDDDDD

Man...I wanna hear u guys singing again XDD

Sunday, May 5, 2002 09:55 p.m.

---------Gackttttt :P~~---------

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Two words normally come to mind when dealing with the Wild Card Alpha Male--good luck. Generally seen as the 'self absorbed', 'eccentric', and 'highly sexual', this Alpha Male usually isn't associated with monogamy. However, once he does settle on someone they should consider themselves either blessed or cursed. His behavior can often be unpredictable, irrational, and quite bizarre in nature, and as the object of his affection, you will soon find it impossible to escape. And yet, underneath the egoism and the absentmindedness, it is very apparent that it won't do to have you taken away from him, or leave for that matter. Provided you have the patience and endurance to put up with his attitude and appetite, you'll eventually come to find you wouldn't want to anyways.
Which Alpha Male is right for you?
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Saturday, May 4, 2002 05:50 p.m.

-----Aeris-channnnnnnn----
Wahhhhhhh I love your new layout *-*
You and your Korean guys XD

Btw ...what time did u finish?? It was pretty late....

Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever have a serious conversation...

adri_chii> fuck u mayu >.<
adri_chii> i think i slept with adri last night. <--did we?? :P~~~~~
adri_chii> do dreams count? :P
Aeris-chan> XDDDDDD you still dun say hi
so i also suppose i woke up next to you :P
Mayu-Kawaii> hahahahhahaha
Mayu-Kawaii> fuck me?
Mayu-Kawaii> *v* honto?
Mayu-Kawaii> XDDDDDDD
* Mayu-Kawaii goes to get an auto fuck
* Aeris-chan is confused
adri_chii> O.o;
* Aeris-chan goes back to working on her layout
adri_chii> LOL
* Aeris-chan is proud of how it's going
Aeris-chan> and i'm making it with only psp and notepad
* Aeris-chan dances around
adri_chii> hehe
adri_chii> what pics ur using?
Aeris-chan> more korean guys^~
adri_chii> hehe :P~
adri_chii> ok...brb :P gonna buy icecream >:P~~
Mayu-Kawaii> yeah and then...buaaaaa Im so fat
Mayu-Kawaii> Ź.Ź
Aeris-chan> BWAHAHAHA
adri_chii> cant help it
Mayu-Kawaii> XDDDDD
adri_chii> somethings are too good to just ignore :P
Mayu-Kawaii> ok go eat and be happy
Mayu-Kawaii> I know
adri_chii> :P okee :P

adri_chii> ehhhhh u guys love to talk behind my back
adri_chii> XD
Aeris-chan> XDDDDD
adri_chii> oh yeah..ur probably doing your layout thingie
Aeris-chan> you're the one that dies!!!
adri_chii> oh ur there :P
Aeris-chan> leaving me sexually frustrated XD
adri_chii> XD
Mayu-Kawaii> what the hell
Mayu-Kawaii> i lost the fuc** pic again
Aeris-chan> awwww i'm sorry mayu!
Mayu-Kawaii> yeah -.-* Mayu-Kawaii at looks her pencil
Mayu-Kawaii> *her pencil looks at her*
Aeris-chan> O.o;
* Mayu-Kawaii and her pencils are looking each other
* Aeris-chan stares at the beautiful couple
* Mayu-Kawaii nods
Mayu-Kawaii> *her pencil nods*
Aeris-chan> o.o
* Mayu-Kawaii says:ok man lets go to draw something really perverted 'k?
*** Mayu-Kawaii is now known as pencil
* pencil says 'k
*** pencil is now known as Mayu-Kawaii
adri_chii> mayu what have u been drinking?
Aeris-chan> HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
adri_chii> O.o;
adri_chii> lol
adri_chii> and tell ur scanner to help too :P
Aeris-chan> BWAHAHAH
Mayu-Kawaii> to hell with the manga
Mayu-Kawaii> ill do just pics and thats all
adri_chii> mayuuuuuuu dont!!!!!
Mayu-Kawaii> *final word*
* adri_chii goes to the corner
* adri_chii cries
* adri_chii wants to see shota manga
Mayu-Kawaii> then cry man,'cause Im not gonna do it
Aeris-chan> WHAT?!
Mayu-Kawaii> *sighs*
adri_chii> O.o;
* Mayu-Kawaii 's cranky
adri_chii> ...Uke...is being so mean to me ;_;
adri_chii> have I not fucked u the right way ?
adri_chii> ;_;
Mayu-Kawaii> XDD
Mayu-Kawaii> im really cranky man sorry
Mayu-Kawaii> I WANNA JUMP
Mayu-Kawaii> FROM A BRIDGE RIGHT NOW
adri_chii> O.o;
adri_chii> ae I need you ...shes scaring me!
adri_chii> dont......>.<
* Aeris-chan shakes mayumayu
Aeris-chan> DON'T YOU DARE
Mayu-Kawaii> *sighs*
adri_chii> exactly....we havent done IT today.....XD
Mayu-Kawaii> er what?
Mayu-Kawaii> XD
Mayu-Kawaii> and then I remember the video and its like >]
adri_chii> does it turn u on? XDDDDDD
Mayu-Kawaii> funny very funny
adri_chii> it doesnt? XD
adri_chii> I can make u feel better >:P

Saturday, May 4, 2002 03:56 p.m.

--------------Oh ae...------------
I dont even wanna KNOW how many mvs u have XDDD

Actually I do....if u have some Gackt ones and are willing to send me some :P

Saturday, May 4, 2002 12:47 p.m.

-----------------So yeah minna....-------------------
The reason why u guys cant dl anything anymore (besides ep 10) its cause of Todds bandwidth....A lot of people were dling the eps at the same time so the whole network went boom!

And now Im feeling really bad....even tho I already apologized to him and told Lu to tell Im sorry about 2385778923684578245 times ^^;;;I still feel bad....
So he sent me a email...and we're gonna do like...a rotating kinda thing...
So there will be a different schedule for each day/week....

So ....for now....no new eps....gotta wait a litle longer...

So that way if your missing one...you can get it in a certain day of the week....A lotta people were requesting different episodes....And I couldn't put all of htem up to please everyone...so I guess this a good solution and I hope everyone will be happy ^-^

*hugs Todd for being so nice * :P

Saturday, May 4, 2002 12:42 p.m.

----Innocent?? *coughs*---

Saturday, May 4, 2002 12:41 p.m.

-------Oh my God!-------------
*Eiri* *drools*

This. girl. is. AMAZING *-* *worships* *drools some more*

Friday, May 3, 2002 05:29 p.m.

---listening to Ogata Megumi---
*looks aroung hte room* wah this room is a messss ....my sister hasnt been doing her job lately >:P

You know....after school ended I realized taht I havent done anything besides dl anime O.o;....and then because of that I realized how much I love KODOCHA *-* Its so much better than Marmalade Boy....first because I hate Miki and love Sana and second because I love Hayama...*-* and third...its so much funnier(and stupid? ^^;)....so there :P

*looks at her keyboard* *looks at the pieces of cookie between hte keys* ^^;;;;;;;;
Alright...thats too much....I gotta do somethign about this :P

Btw minna....I couldn't go to #yaoirulez again :/ I was online but I had to babysit again >.< whats up with those people...they think they can call anytime they want and I'll be available?? >.<
Joe wouldnt stop talking and made me watch that stupid rabbit taht I hate (bugs bunnie>.<) --;; man...

Friday, May 3, 2002 12:56 p.m.

---anou...I dont know about this...XD-----

which member of nittle-grasper from gravitation are you? click here!

Weird thing is....I actually sleep with my bunny ^^;;;;;;;
Oh god I did NOT say that XD

Thursday, May 2, 2002 04:42 p.m.

---------------he------------------
So I'm perverted and retarded ... whats new? :P

Got pissed at my scanner for not changing the name of the files....>.< so I ended up saving/replacing a bunch of pics for the ones i had already scanned....damn...and I had almost finished scannin the whole gravi track >.<
I shoulva checked >.<

BAKAYAROOOOOOOOOOO!
I want a new pc ;_;...

Thursday, May 2, 2002 03:56 p.m.

-----------Alright!---------------
"Scanning Mode ON"

I hope I can get something accomplished by tonight ^^;;;;;;

And btw Lu....did we scare you yesterday?? XD well....u asked for it >:P~ hehe

Thursday, May 2, 2002 01:26 p.m.

----------I swear...--------------
If i dont go to Jacon I'll die..... :P

adri_chii> man...my sister said that her bf is interested in going to a convention in orlando...*-*
Mayu-Kawaii> honto?!
adri_chii> yep :P and he said that he might take a day off to go *-*
adri_chii> i wanna go so badly even tho i dont have any money
XD
but even if its only to take pics of cosplayers i wanna go XD
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

yeah...I wanna go that badly ^^;;;

Wednesday, May 1, 2002 05:23 p.m.

-------------Yataa!---------------
I wake up this morning...my mom comes up to me and say..."wake up" and Im like..."no im lazy" and then she says..."I have a present for you" I look up and she hands me a package ....YATAA!!!!!!!
My X Manga *-* wahhhhhh Im so so so so so so so happy right now *-* Subby subby subby subby subby daisukiiiiiiiiiiii

Now I dont know which one I scan first...I need to update In the Moonlight....but but....u guys understand ne?? Gimme me a little more time...:P

Btw...seems like everything in me account was deleted...I mean...everything for dl (except ep10 and the skins) is not working...;_;
I have to talk to Luke and see whats up :/

Tuesday, April 30, 2002 11:21 a.m.

--------------O.o;-----------------

Who's Your Inner Buffy Bad-Girl? Find out @ She's Crafty

Tuesday, April 30, 2002 11:20 a.m.

----HEHE...lalala ae :P-----

Morning, day, or night? quiz by maikamariel

I WANT // money
I WISH // I could go to yaoi-con
I LOVE // YAOI!! :P~~~
I HATE // cant say it --
I MISS // um...maybe Sara....
I FEAR // rejection
I SEE // with my eyes? XD hehe um...a window?
I HEAR // SES --Dreams come True (I love this song *heart*)
LAST TIME YOU SMILED? // some minutes ago...
LAUGHED? // yesterday night...mIRC rules :P
BOUGHT SOMETHING? // X manga XD
DANCED? // O.o its been a long time I dont do that...
GOT HAMMERED? // O.o;;
HUGGED SOMEONE? // I dont hug
HAD A NIGHTMARE? // Its been a long time too...yaoi dreams rule XD

LAST THING YOU READ: a YYH yaoi fic
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN: Lord of the Rings *-*
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: Billing Services XD dun remember the number O.o;
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV: MTV FEAR
LAST SONG YOU HEARD: Boa's #1 is playing now :P
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: Milk milk milk YOU ATE? bread with butter
------Do You...-------
SMOKE? nope
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?: nope
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: um...I guess...
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST girlfriend/boyfriend: never had one
STILL LOVE HIM/HER? --;
BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN/GAY FRIENDS? Hell yeah! XD

BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? um....
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? YEP
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? not really
BELIEVE IN GOD? yes
HAVE ANY SECRETS? yep, lots....>:P
HAVE ANY PETS? I wish
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? yeah ^^
WEAR HATS?: heck no ^^;
HATE YOURSELF? err...sometimes
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? yes..online tho
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? yep....I bite my nails --;
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? same as ae...i try to not to ^^
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? yeah...--; I wish I wasnt like that...
LIKE SARCASM? sometimes
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? You nuts? O.o;
KISS WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED? never kissed
SING IN THE SHOWER? Hell yeah XDD
OWN HANDCUFFS? anou....*blushes*
HAVE ANY SCARS? yep, I was a tomboy when I was a child....or maybe I still am?? :P

Tuesday, April 30, 2002 12:19 a.m.

----------Well well...------------
Seems like Media Blasters is having some interest in Gravi...I wouldn't mind if it was licensed....specially since if it came out on DVD...itd have sub/dub options :P....
I know that there are some good dubs...(I cant stand watching Ranma subs ..really...) but...its very rare...u know...actually...I hate dubs XD ...

And then people ask why I'm not catholic
Its very funny tho XD

Monday, April 29, 2002 01:29 p.m.