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I dunno what's up with me and making sites...like I told li-chan...I guess I just want to do so many things while school doesnt start...but when it does...i'll never be able to touch them ^^;;;;
But thats just how I am I guess ^^;
I went to the the post office and sent the money order for the dokidoki dj guy...I cant wait for it _-_ I'll scan each and every page!!! *-*
It'd be so much easier if I was like...a GW fan _-_;;
And today Ive talked to my oriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ^^ we always miss each other it aint funny -.-
I'm seriouly getting frustrated tryin to do TB screencaps...I dunno what else to do...I try a program...they give me a black square..I try the old way...it gives me a black screen -.- aiai
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Yesterday was fun...but also very tiring...my friends wanted me to strip as a new year's present O.o; really...sometimes I wonder what kind of people do I hang around with...~.~
Mirella's dad is now working for Brazil's new president. How cool is that? She called here and was all excitated because he was on tv right next to the president ^^;
The only fact that I dont like is that Lula is friends with Castro...but then again...it has nothing to do with anything...
Time flies so fast doesnt it...I cant belive I'll be 20 in a month...o.o I still remember my 15 bday as if it was yesterday...O.o
WooHOO!! only bad thing about watching Queer as Folk is that I have to wait till everyone sleeps ~.~; heh but still....I wonder why I always like the bastards...damn brian he's so hot x.x
Color quiz
Your Existing Situation
Seeks to express the need for identification in a sensitive and intimate atmosphere where esthetic or emotional delicacy can be protected and nurtured.
Your Stress Sources
The tenacity and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties has become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground. She feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to her and from which she wants to escape, but she feels unable to make the necessary decision.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship. <--this is not true....I get too involved -.-
Circumstances are restrictive and hampering, forcing her to forgo all joys and pleasures for the time being.
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Your Desired Objective
In despair and needs relief of some sort. Wants physical ease, a problem free security, and the chance to recover.
Your Actual Problem
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She reacts by seeking outside confirmation of her ability and value in order to bolster her self-esteem. Anxiously searching for solutions and prone to compulsive inhibitions and compulsive desires.
Tuesday, December 31, 2002 03:53 p.m.
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Updated ItM with more fics ^o^
I'll have to work tonight too...how sucky is that ;-;
Sabrina was imitating gollum just now XD it was the funniest thing XD Baby's younger sister gave me a Ring with a bookmark thing with frodo on it awwwww...it was really cute ^^ then sabrina started going like "my precious....." O.o;;;;
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There's a channel on dalnet (which i'm gonna start to visit very frequently XD) servin QaF episodes!! hell yeah! even the UK version....*-* *bliss*
I updated the Skins section of KmS....^-^
My first pitaten skin *^0^* It actually didn't come out that bad ^-^;
download here
Monday, December 30, 2002 11:28 a.m.
---------------Listening to Witch Hunter Robin OST----------------
And after 3 days of work (and some breaks in between ^^;;;;;)....here it is:
Ok ok I confess...its not even 50% of everything ^^;; But I thought I might as well upload what I had done and change little by little...
The server is a little slow...but it was either that or pop ups...and I hate pop-ups >.<
yui-chan...I put your fanarts too O.o *hides* A while back you said I could so I just got the ones you had on the ml...yui not kill adri? ^-^
I finally decided that i'm not gonna participate on the Met RPG ;-;...its just...next semester I'll be going to Miami 5 days a week...I wont have time to keep up with it and will end up getting banned XD yeah....its a pity...it sounded really cool...:x
Scientists say just three per cent of cloned animals are born alive and many of those that have survived have had serious defects and deformities.
um....I wonder...if they can't even do it right with other animals why do it with humans....
LUCIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!
Speaking of lucifer....they disbanded....and Makoto will go solo...O.o he's my favorite so I dont really care ^^;;;
I watched the drama A Beautiful Life...first I didn't want to....cuz they're all ugly (I swear I'm not as shallow as I sound......yeah right -.-) but anyway....I started watching and I fell in love with it! even tho my Takki is not there and there arent any hotties *yet* Doramas are addictive I tell ya XD
*off to see the Two Towers again* heehe
Sunday, December 29, 2002 07:43 p.m.
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I just realized that I havent eaten anything for almost two days O.o this is what my computer does to me -.-
poor sis...heh
adri: I'm hungry
sa: why dont you go eat
adri: I already bushed my teeth
sa: you dont wanan eat because you brushed your teeth
adri: i'd rather wait for subaru >:P
sa: ...?
adri: you're so naive
sa: what about him?
adri: he's gonna bring me food ^o^
sa: O.o..oh...you're gonna eat a little hot dog
adri: a big one :D :D :D
XD! *blushes* and we were having this conversation while her boyfriend was on her bed *tsk tsk*
anyway...I wonder what im doing awake at this hour and watching the Rocky Picture Show o.o gotta sleep *nods*
Sunday, December 29, 2002 01:56 a.m.
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*sighs* It realy sucks to love the wrong person...the way I love is really unhealthy...why cant our hearts always agree with our minds...
That's why I'll stick to my 2d bishis forever XD~~
gotta go to work ~.~
Saturday, December 28, 2002 03:44 p.m.
well...she's not that bad ^^'
I MAKE my own style thank you very much :P
mou...i just found out that i'll be working dec 30th...and I'll miss the first day of anime Unleashed ;-; I started to update Killing me Softly...haha...it'll take a while...a loooonggg while....since i want to make the site bigger and still have to make the avatars, skins and stuff O.o; ouch....x.x
------------------------------------------------- SxS 4yui <3<3 Im so mean...look how I like to tease XD
I thought about coloring but..naw ^^; the lazyness is more powerful ;-; and I didnt want to ruin it ^^;;;;;Ive been playing with the gun I got for xmas all day w00t! ...an...air gun XD But its so FUN! It'd perfect if i cosplay Mireyu next con XD
I'm finally able to join the rpg at metropolis...I dunno if i will tho O.o it'd be my first x.x
I wonder what happened to all the money I had there (should read rules more often ^^;;)...I wanted to buy a slave >D
Holy crap o.o
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TECH TV is going to start airing Quest of the Stars, Monday at 1...together with lain and a bunch of other anime *-*
http://www.toriyamaworld.com/
Toya and Hikaru will finally play in the first round of the Meijin Tournament! I cant wait >:P~~~~~
Li-chan...can you please email me :/
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New layout ^-^ and...it was doing things it shouldnt -.-;Anyway :D
In The Moonlight has a new home ^o^ I'm 99% done with the uploading :D you guys can already visit it :D
Now hopefuly i'll update it more often ^^;;;
I didn't feel like changing the layout :x screw it...I had the other one for a year why cant this one :P
*sighs*
*and all my hopes of getting the subby plush went puff*
ORI-CHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN the chocolate jsut arrived!! *-* my sister and I are eating everything -.-
Arigatouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu *glomps*
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P-chan(thats my sister XD), baby(her bf XD), Dani and I went to swap shop yesterday. I saw some Kamui shirts last time I went there, but this time they didnt have any ;-; dang it x.x We went to the arcade afterwards and there were these two guys playign DDR...I wanted to try but i had jsut eaten two cheeseburgers so I decided not to ^o^;;
There was this black guy...omg...I think it was on the hardest level but he didn't miss ONE! I was like @.@ hoeee?
I'll only try when nobody is looking heh :P
When we decided to go home it was 5 already. I helped dani carry his boxes and now my arms hurt ^^; there were heavy x.x
So many people addicted to pot these days tsk tsk >:P
I watched the 4 first eps yesterday, but I cant find the rest...Maybe Todd has it...
Now I have this urge to play tennis XD but sis is asleep and she wont wake up anytime soon :o
hey man maybe you'll become rich now >:D legolas *-*
Peropero I'm interested in the club...i'll be going to FAU for my junior year :D
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ever wondered what happened after x1999? :P
<-thats fumma's head btw XD
Yui-chan...I'm sorry about what happened ;-; *hugs*...I know how much your fics mean to you...if a fic cant make me feel anything...its really not worth much for me...and yours do most of the time ^-^I wish I could do something ;-; *hugs again*
...fanfics writers today have to be very brave^-^;;;Oriiiiiiiiiii aww you're so sweet...now i feel so bad x.x im broke...I cant wait for it to get here ^o^ *hopes it be a hot sexy naked wrapped bishi >P** thank you so much ^-^
oooo! Selma came to my house today and asking if I wanted to go to Key West new years eve with her ju and a bunch of people...she said she wouldnt accept no as an answer ^^;; well..its not like I had anythign else to do ^-^
Saturday, December 21, 2002 02:03 p.m.
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Some idiots really should know by now that insults only hurt me if they're true... and if they come from somenoe taht I have at least a tiny bit of respect for. Im happy that i'm gone from thieves, liars and all that trash...
now I'm at bishiland >:P~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
http://www.toriyamaworld.com/
Toya and Hikaru will finally play in the first round of the Meijin Tournament! I cant wait >:P~~~~~
Li-chan...can you please email me :/
<-thats fumma's head btw XD
Yui-chan...I'm sorry about what happened ;-; *hugs*...I know how much your fics mean to you...if a fic cant make me feel anything...its really not worth much for me...and yours do most of the time ^-^I wish I could do something ;-; *hugs again*
...fanfics writers today have to be very brave^-^;;;Oriiiiiiiiiii aww you're so sweet...now i feel so bad x.x im broke...I cant wait for it to get here ^o^ *hopes it be a hot sexy naked wrapped bishi >P** thank you so much ^-^
oooo! Selma came to my house today and asking if I wanted to go to Key West new years eve with her ju and a bunch of people...she said she wouldnt accept no as an answer ^^;; well..its not like I had anythign else to do ^-^
