['dis blog] belongs to Kiko. She was born on a tuesday, August 3rd and was not born full of grace. x.O That does however, make her a leo. Kiko's a ka-razy mix of english, irish, french, cherokee american indian, czech, german, italian and probably the rest of the western world. n.n She stands at 5'8", has blue eyes and blonde hair.

Kiko's got some strange and ka-razy interests. Vampire movies, cosplay & costume design, femme fatales, '80's music [A-HA! 8D], drawing/painting, ah-knee-may/mahn-gah/american comics, Led Zeppelin & Elton John & Huey Lewis, all things Tolkien, guns and gun shows, the Final Fantasy series, Newsies, clothes, World War II. Just to name a few..u.u

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! |Audrie Owens, sporting an angry look 8D

! |Eowyn, movie style

! |Orc, prosthetic makeup project watercoloring o.x

! |Adalgisa, original White Wolf RP character

! | Adalgisa, preliminary sketches

! |Senoritas de X-men! Jean, Ororo and half of Rogue

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MIstah Pottah...::glide:: o.x Hoot! Han and Leia! dark side here I come 8D I have a condition; it's muppetphilia +_+ I just want to lick those British teeth!! e____EEE! My hero, Eowyn o.o Spanktacular ongaku desu 8D Because bank robbin' lovers are always cool in my book Yay, bloodsuckers! The Hobbit, the 70s, the cartoon! (I almost stole all the buttons e.e) Sugah, these comics rock I don't wanna go in the sewers, they smell like poo gas!!
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Friday, October 1, 2004

Well, what's new.

I'm learning how to weld. That's right I'm a welding student! (But not a dancer. I am a maniac though?) No, really. I sing that song to myself whenever I weld. "Just a steel town girl on a saturday night..." e.R Oh. I've discovered my mutant power. See, I knew I musta developed some type of mutation since my finger that I ran through a sewing machine started twitching, aching, and pulsating a while back. Well, the aches and pains subsided and no muties came to take me to a school. But now, I've figured it out! My power must be...that...I have...Great welding vision!! No, seriously. It has to be my mutant power. I have such horrible "real world" vision that my great welding vision must be attributed to a mutation. For this, I am sure. Plus the grad student who has been teaching me, says I have "great welding vision." So there.

I also added another skill to my bag of tricks. I can pull my pants off without unzipping them. No, I'm not a contortionist. Ha! Such folly..No, I don't wear velcro pants. I lost weight. :P I'm at 129 now as opposed to 132. Yea, big gap I know.

Someone. sent. me. an. Avon. package. Not an order. Like...an information package on how to SELL avon. The horror.

It's the weekend. And I'm awfully glad. I think I'll start it out by reading Labyrinth fanfiction. There was this GREAT one I ran across last night. Wanna hear it?!@??@ OKKKK!!!>!> ^______^8DDD. It was lame. Jareth's brother, JARED, was getting married... Its that not funny? I love it when writers add family members. It's a common fanfiction device. But this one is priceless writing about JARETH's BRO...apptly named JARED. His parents were either hippies or easily amused.

Ohyea. I began taking a new, lower estrogen dose of BC. Which led (zeppelin) to the theory that I did not possess any estrogen prior to taking BC. Think about it. I like SW, guns, video games, 1970s drug-induced rock, and now I have a job working in a scenic shop with power tools. (I'm such a politician, notice how I left out my strange attraction to david bowie! And my affinity for dressing up and clothes in general! Clearly girl related items!) Again, this is just theory. In all seriousness, I feel much better on this new medication. There are fewer physical side effects and the mental effects, i.e. PMS, which I've never suffered from, are eliminated. So all is well.

R.M.S. I'm so happy it's October. I <3 Fall.

Thursday, September 16, 2004

I had to view Goya's Chronos Devouring One of His Children four times today. And three of those times occured on a video which played pyscho-esque music everytime it flew onscreen, and everytime the image was blown up. I nearly wet myself. That painting is so goddamned scary.

Thursday, September 2, 2004

OMG! OMG OMG!!! OMGOMGOMOGIOBOMOMO AFK BRBR WTF OMG OMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!111111111111111. e.e; I found an emulator and a copy online of...the...1986 Apple Labyrinth game. ::spasm:: OMG. This is getting ripped from that site RIGHT NOW. I will own it. And when David Bowie, at the climax of the game asks me if I want him to be my slave. I will type "COMMAND: YES YES YES YES YESSSS!!" And then my computer will probably crash. Along with my dreams. BUT FOR NOW IMA DOWNLOAD. 8D

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

I wasn't aware hormones could be 'dysfunctional.' But apparently they can, and according to my doctor, mine are just that. I'm the proud owner of dusfunctional hormones.

About a week and a half ago I went to my doctor's because my period was 8 days late. Yea, I'm gonna get personal so sod off if you don't want to read it. Yea, I got 'sod off' from Harry Potter. Anywhom. Irregular periods have never been my thing, but the month prior to my last period it came a complete week early. And the most recent one came 8 days late. That's never happened to me. So, I'm flipping out. Reading crap online about irregular, missed, and generally mischievious period cycles. I'm thinking "Oh my god. I have ovarian cancer....Oh my god! I have cysts forming...I have a mucus buildup! HOLY @#$*&!" So I made an appointment to see my doctor and am...not excited. That's very poor choice of words. Anxious, to find out what the hell's going on. And wouldn't you know it. The period comes the night before. Not even 12 hours before my appt. S.O.B. So, I can't get poked and prodded. On a sidenote, I have to make seperate appointments for that fun. So, I give the doc my life story and he does the unthinkable. Oh yea. He puts me...on....

The pill.

So, Hi. My name is Kiko and I have dysfunctional hormones. And I get put on low-estrogen birth control pills to curb this unexplicable phenomenom, which according to my doc, is common in young women. To just randomly, for no reason have their hormones turn against them. I like my doctor. He's just doing his job. But it's kinda fishy to me.

So with all the praise for birth control for elimating worrying about possible pregnancy in sexually active 15 year olds or married couples or something, I've determined it generally sucks. It sucks big time. You get to feel better about gettin' it on, but that isn't my concern (or reason for taking it if you've been reading) but you also get bigger boobs, weight gain and possible acne. My side effects also include loess intense but ever present stomach cramps and severe mood swings. Well, severe to me. I almost cried after watching 50 First Dates. For me, that's a red flag. I have't cried at a movie since...years. Let alone a(n) (entertaining) chick flick. It's seriously disturbing knowing that a little white circle can alter my mood on a whim. It's really disturbing. I hope this regulates my dysfunctional body 'cause if not, it is so gone.

I may be overreacting (or is it the pills making me think Im overreacting to a situation I wouldn't normally?...), but it's just an odd situation to be in. And for it to happen suddenly. But hey, it's "common." We'll see.

In other news. I had my 22nd birthday. Oh yea. In related news I felt totally blah for the days prior to and after thanks to LO'OVRAL. I went to the Queen Mary on my bday and nearly was assaulted by ghosts in the first class swimming pool's changing rooms! Where the ghost vortex is so says Peter James! No, but really. I felt like I was going to pass out when the tour guide told us to put our hands over where the "vortex" is. I also had only eaten a donut the whole day. You be the judge. Ghost vortex claiming my soul or food depreivation?

I don't mean to sound cynical. On my actual birthday I had lots of fun. :DDDd Mary couldn't come to dinner because she had summer school but we made it up. Tonight in fact. We still held up our dinner at benihana's tradition. Just 6 days later. Oh and my top five birthday presents? 1) My Vlad the Impaler action figure. WITH IMPALING ACTION AND SEVERED HEADS! It's the coolest and most unexpected thing ever 8D IT RULES ALL. And my mom rules for finding it! 8DD 2) My George Lucas book. 3) My David Bowie neon yellow and pink shirt 8DD (Thanks Sammer! 8DD) 4) My LOEG volume 2! alien milking stools! o_X! and 5) "The Complete Costume History from Ancient Times to the 18th Century." It weighs 15 pounds. I kid you not. Oh yea. And my Queen DVDs!...e.e And my cards were great. "Instant Karma's going to get you!" "Me o_O?" XD! I just had fun...in a different way this birthday. Like appreciated just simply being with people I love. -cheese- But it's true. That's what old people do. Mayn. I am getting old. I didn't even ask for anything. Well, I persistantly asked for a baby goat. But that didn't really work out. I also asked for a new tooth brush. That didn't work out either. But I'm going to Walmart tomorrow, so fear not. Oh wait! I'm not old! I'm practical! Cause I'm going on vacation from august 13-18! So I was saving money! That's why I didn't ask for presents! HA! I am redeemed! I'm youuuuuung! 8D

And then I start school August 23rd. Bah. But I have a job working in the scene shop this year. I get paid now to wield power tools with men. Nehahaha. Now I'm going to go watch more Jem cartoons on my new DVD set. And download cartoon themes. I must complete my care bear movie song collection. "Care-a-lot! We care-a-lot!" 8D My sister and I used to have with the giant star that narrated the end of the movie, cause we'd pause it and he'd make such extreme facial expressions, we would pause it and he'd look constipated. I should make screen caps. It was awesome. She went away with her cross country team. >_e Left me here. She'll be back wednesday though and I'll pretend like I didn't miss her. XD;

Sunday, July 18, 2004

I discovered a band named Badfinger. From the 70s I'm guessing? o_O Anyway, I enjoy this song called "Day after Day," which I always though sounded remarkably Beatles-ish. Well internet research provided the following proof:

1. George Harrison (former Beatle and a man with really good bone structure for those culture recluses out there) produced the song and did guitar on it.
2. They were one of the first bands to sign onto the Beatles label, Apple Records.
and 3. They were actually marketed/intended to BE the new Beatles as John, Paul, George, and Ringo began to cultivate solo careers.

So, there we go. The moral of teh story is. Trust my instincts and maybe next spring register for the "Music of the Beatles" class at school so I could use more music savvy lingo to describe the Beatles sound other than "beatles-ish." e.R;

In other news, I went antiquiing last week and purchased 3 David Bowie records! 8D I bought David Live (I wish e.e), Heroes, and Young Americans. And those can be added to my already established collection including Station to Station, Diamond Dogs, Pinups, and yes. The one. The only. Ziggy Stardust. <3. The records were 2$! Except for David Live, which was 3$ because, pssha it's got TWO records. I splurged, what can I say.

I also bought Led Zeppelin IV, which has Stairway to Heaven. I figured if I was going to be a true 70s rock fan then I needed the poster child-song of drug induced and just...drug...use....ness...of the 1970s.

Ok, it's late. Sleep. u.u

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

This is just for easy reference. I'm not trying to brag, I swear. e.R

cosplay.com

for Dan

californiacosplaytimes

cosplaylite.net

Thursday, July 8, 2004

I hate it when you're in the middle of an entry and your computer crashes. Now I have to try and remember what it was I was typing. And I type in this blog to remember events and whatnot. SO HOW, AOL, CAN I REMEMBER THOSE GOLDEN MEMORIES IF YOU KEEP CRASHING INTERNET EXPLORER AND LOSING MY ENTRIES.

Anyway. Recap of the summer, thus far!

July 2-5 was Anime Expo. Our costumes rocked this year. We finally got posted online in costume, yay! It was my first time making armor, and I think it turned out well. Oh, who did we go as you ask? Ever see a little DVD titled The Animatrix? Recall that anime called Program? Oh, you have? Well we went as Cis, the Samurai chick. I had black armor and my sister had red armor. Here's the first online sighting of us on Friday:

Cis & Cis

Here's one our dad took:

At the end of the day, when our feets were killin'

We ran into Kent, like always. And then we lost Kent. Like always.

My sister and I went Friday and Saturday. Friday we almost passed outfrom heat exhaustion and had to stand in line for five hours to register. Cause I failed to pre-register us. Even though that line was only two and a half hours shorter. Oh well.

I came home with a new wallet, of teh tare panda variety, a Battle Royale "program survivor" t-shirt, and a sheet of Final Fantasy stickers. And the sheet is hilarious because they have like, 8 stickers of squall, many others from FFVII-X and then FEET stickers. I kid you not. YELLOW FEET. They didn't have much else to buy.

We saw so many non-anime costumes it was...crazy. Or some other adjective. We saw Padawan Anakin Skywalker, Shake, Frylock, Meatwad, the Mooninites, a female strider...Ohyes. It was the year of crossplay. A female strider, a man faye valentine (who got arrested for indecent exposure or something), and a man rinoa escorted by a female squall.

We got up the nerve to do the mini costume contest, but then my sister almost passed out.

I might be in a magazine and my sister and I were both asked to come run around in costume at some video game awards thing at the end of July.

Um....I...didn't...get any sleep for a whole week prior to expo.

I'm engrossed in Neverwinter Nights and .hack. Yea, I'm finally playing .hack. e.e;

I register in a couple days. Yay. School is ..all..complicated right now. Or rather the act of enrolling in school.

I feel like watching Labyrinth. Ever since I had that dream with Jareth in it last week. e.e MMMMMmmm. I forgot what happened. ....I want to say I like...made out with him and we like...made out like crazy! But I don't think that's what happened. I'll have to find my dream folder and read what I wrote about it.

Thursday, June 24, 2004

-adds an old history essay for bulk to see how an entry would look e.e-

Liberal Europe during the 1850s and 60s advocated laissez-faire and individualistic competition, parliamentary governments void of intervention, and the expansion of suffrage to property owning men, as liberalism’s suffrage rarely extended the invitation to universal manhood suffrage. During the mid nineteenth century, leading powers and parties in England, France, Russia, exhibited and promoted these liberal characteristics, but only when deemed necessary, usually to halt revolution and unrest. Stability was the objective. For example, England’s Queen Victoria “instinctively disapproved of factory reforms and increased opportunity of education for the lower classes” assuming it would ignite a desire among the lower classes for improving their station in English society. The Conservative Party’s leader Benjamin Disraeli, in an effort to oust liberals in the 1860s, embraced universal manhood suffrage in the conservative platform, manipulating the workers desires and hoped the increased voting population would join the conservative ranks. Even after the Reform Bill of 1867, which implemented household suffrage, liberals remained in power, but not for much longer. Ethnocentric sentiments regarding superiority of one’s nation over another already existed in European countries, just within a different context. England’s celebration of progress, liberal economics, and individualism at the 1851 Great Exposition, prompted the comment, “the progress of the human race…we are carrying out the will of the great and blessed God.” Middle-class reformers emerged ad servers of God’s will, as their endeavors sought to instill morals to the lower classes, usually in the form of temperance movements as one-third of England’s arrests were for drunk and disorderly conduct. As moral reform by the middle classes gained in notoriety and necessity, more Victorian middle-class liberals embraced the need for government intervention, something previously abhorred and the individual was responsible for his own fate in society, or as William Gladstone, prominent Liberal Party leader, emphasized, individual charity instead of government interjection. Altruism was not the sole motivation for English reforms however: “The middle classes know that the safety of their lives and property depends upon their having round them a peaceful, happy, and moral population.” Thus, in England, the same mentality that later prompted imperialistic endeavors to civilize and Christianize colonial natives, had already existed at home in the attempts to Christianize and reform through Parliament the lower classes as part of God’s will. (And experiments with reform ended in an expanded government role, Conservatives and liberals alike shared a fear of socialist, anarchist, and ____ uprisings, and thus with conservative tendencies already exhibited during Europe’s liberal era, conservatism was readily embraced. After the Chartist movement for universal manhood suffrage in 1840s England, liberals typically met other radicals with police force by sending thousands of troops into London and appointing 150,000 civilian “special constables” during the last unsuccessful attempts of Chartism.