to all the nice pple dat sent me christmas cards, such as [in no order of preference!]grace, xswei, dswei, amanda, vic and valen: so sorry i am not sending anything back! :( bud i tink i will be sending a cyn cards. yepps. so sorry k! dun have dis habit of sending christmas cards and prob wont pick it up! so thanks for ur lovely cards which i am damn sure u guys spent hell-lota time doing!
anw..back to my boring life. i shld relle stop going out altog..yest while out to collect my lotr postcards and stamp..i bot a mango tube. shit me. and it's not damn nice. just so-so. doesnt make me look damn good or wad. norm. yet i bot it. AND I AM SO DAMN BROKE OREADI. tdy went out with sis and frens..den met mom for dinner and a little window shopping...dat turned out to be real shopping. damnation. mother bot a pair of shoes [she's supp broke too. HAH] and i bot a bag. [cos i dint have a bag!] i tink i am just itching to buy wadeva i dun and i dun have ALOTA stuff. so hahaha... mre broke den eva.
09:22 p.m.
back. ugh.
e caves were horrible. swear not to go on such trips again. ate yucky food, slept in lousy hotels, complained of boredom and got my father upset. wtf. and worst of all, i have gained wt. shitsters. on e briter note, singapore mint has confirmed my order for lotr stamps! YEAHHH! gonna collect em tdy. sooo damn happy! :)
feel so sian tinking dat i have to pack up for some backpack trip. gosh. i am a weakling..sure cant survive. cambodia was ok..cos i didnt need to carry a heavy pack on my back! and we are visiting caves. ah. caves. pleases my father..so wad can i do bud tag along. and e best thing is.. i have no comfortable sports shoes with good grip. so i mite just slip and fall on e slippery steps to e caves.CHOY!! aiyer! so troublesome. gotta borrow shoes frm sister. pathetic.
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gonna get some mre tim tam and eight days featuring lotr on e cover! hahahha. so happy. and hopefully mummy comes back in time so we can go to e tailor!! :(
lotr was amazing.cried when e king of rohan died..anw..feeling a sense of loss now. e trilogy's ended..and dere is no mre lotr onscreen liao. no mre yearlong waits for e next movie. dis is it. sighh. bud at least...e last show was e best. mebbe cos it resembled e book very much and i liked e wae they ended..just e wae tolkien wanted. lotr..i will miss u! guess dis is how e cast members felt on e last dae of shooting..anw..on e briter side..dere was dis scene in which legolas looked so shuai. mre shuai den usual. heh.
lotr was amazing.cried when e king of rohan died..anw..feeling a sense of loss now. e trilogy's ended..and dere is no mre lotr onscreen liao. no mre yearlong waits for e next movie. dis is it. sighh. bud at least...e last show was e best. mebbe cos it resembled e book very much and i liked e wae they ended..just e wae tolkien wanted. lotr..i will miss u! guess dis is how e cast members felt on e last dae of shooting..anw..on e briter side..dere was dis scene in which legolas looked so shuai. mre shuai den usual. heh.
omg. watching lotr in half hr's time. gosh... so excited!! WEE! I LOVE LOTR!! LOTR ROCKS!! valen says e ending is great! of cos it's great! haha. actch i noe e ending la. i just wanna feel e impact peter jackson creates in e movie. alrite. off now! WEEEEEE!!!! -chants 'lotr rocks' over and over again-
hmm. my windows are a lil screwed up. oh. which reminds me! sandra won!! yay!! not lil. lil is sooo two faced. sandra is so loyal! she's cool! :)
went for training. and i have decided to take over yixi's role as slacker. haha. and grace has taken over yixi's den. so now it's grace's den. HAH. yixi i hope u are reading dis! yays! toms got throwers outing..everyone has diff dress code. who noes..grace mite come and a black flowing evening gown. swei le? in a revealing midrift. hahha. i hope i spelled dat rite.
after training..went to amk town central with swei..she bot her stuff at popular den we walked ard to find my cobber. and found him rite under e stairs at best! yepps. den swei had to leave. walked ard..bot curry puff for myself and mom. later bot cheese ball. yum. have not eaten them in years. miss e flavour. den tried to find ankle socks and a black choker! found em. :) collected my shoes and went hme. now cobber's down. where's my tailor!!
later at 9.10pm..gonna catch The Lord Of The Rings: The Return Of The King! sooo excited. read e movies review and lotr scored 5 stars! and dat's e max! GO GO LOTR! oh. i have an extra ticket..anybody wants!?!
i am happy even if it's my hallucination :)
hahaha! happy. went to JB. broke my promise to myself. bot skool shoes! :) white converse with silver star. wee! and also bot a red adiddas zip up sweater. gosh! soo happy! i gave up e idea of nice skool shoes and red adiddas sweater cos i cldnt find em. bud now! heh. now i relle need a cobber and a tailor!
in e making things mood now. ;) going to jb toms. yeps. again. for other mre impt stuff den shopping la. plus i said i wont shop anm rite? yar. still keeping to my word now. now i am just making things. hurr.
went suntanning with xiaolin tdy. ponned trng. e sun was playin pee-ka-boo with us till we got frustrated and washed up. just as we were walking outta toilet..e sun became strong. quickly went to change. by time i finished changing..e stupid sun went hiding agn. xl and i were laughing and saying dat e sun was teaching me a lesson for ponning so we almost gave up and went back to change when..TATA! e sun came out agn! like IDIOT LA! so quickly ran out and suntan. bud she had to leave early so we dint tan much. just got burnt.
decided to make hotcake when i got hme. was greedy and impatient, so i just emptied e whole batter into e pan. and gosh..e pancake was so thick it cldnt cook. so i got impatient agn and decided to stir e pancake. this is when all goes rite dwn e drain. pancake turned out as some scrambled-egg-look-alike. tasted like shit. so dere..wasted pancake mix, syrup, gas, butter, time, money. BLAHHH. finalle got my maid who never, i repeat, never cooked pancake in her whole life to make me a pancake. and five mins later, she dished up two nice small brwn pancakes. damn. i am such a failure.
it rained but still went swimming. was damn cold. practically jumping in e water when we got in. stupid bro got his wish to eat ice cream just cos he was sick? wadeva lo. den he spread his germs ard by tasting all our ice cream. yuckk. bot hotcake mix and maple syrup for breakfast toms. hehe.
i love my sis to bits! haha!! she bot for me..tim tam!! yes yes! and two boxes!! YEAH! love her mans. althou we do annoy each other alot..bud there was still love! wad e..anw..going swimming later! yeah yeah..papa suddenly feels like swimming after yest bbq..oh yarh. yest had bbq at uncle's hse..so cldnt go for vonn's bbq..his bbq was SUPERB! e food's like damn good. good fire[tick], well marinated[tick] good cheft[tick] good comany[tick]...conclusion good bbq?[tick tick tick tick..] ok. little hyper here.
siqi!! where are u.. feeling ultra miserable now. hate maths. cant luff at stupid ng's not-funny-at-all maths jokes. gosh. i relle hate it. and now i cant go for vonn's bbq party..stupid uncle has his own bbq too and parents wants us to go cos they said if we dun go..he will tink we look down on him..gosh..who is so free to look down on him!
it's late at nite and sis aint hme. :(
anw..steph!sq! if u guys are reading dis..pls tell when will u stop nuaing at hme and go out with me!!! :(
a rubble in my tummy
gosh. i tink my stomach's kinda weak tdy. after eating breadtalk, my stomach kinda ached. after eating dinner, it got worse. mann.
found nth much at mango. dere was dis maddd rush dere and pple were lining up everywhere, to get into e shop, e changing rooms and even to pay for their clothes. e guess skirt had 30% discount..bud by time i reached dere..it was sold out. so no regrets i guess. :) same goes for mango skirt. bot wai's prez and hongpei left. oh yeah..she came to tell us wad wai wanted. hurr. bot a beige spag top frm zara. also bot flats frm u.r.s. like..xiaolin and i went all e wae to marina square to get it? ..mom's paying for it cos she is taking over my bdae shoes. too high for me. relle hurts e foot after a 2hrs of walking. finalle decided to eat kfc and we went hme cos dere was nth much to see.
i have decided not to shop anymre. i have relle shopped enuff. now gotta find a wae to fill e hole in my bank account. only gonna go beach or smth..wont be seeing me in town no mre. been to zara, topshop, guess, ms selfringe, warehse soo many times..i can almost rem all e stocks dere. terrible. oh yarh. not to mention flash&splash, roxy, ripcurl and stuff. had enuff of shopping. yes yes yes. ought to begin some hmewrk. ought to be getting ready for a tough yr ahead.
had camp on wed. turned out to be unexpectedly fun. bbq-ed quite alot. sui and i bcame e fanshu sisters..and da.shuwei and grace were e fanshu pengyou. hah. so lame can.
yest went out with sui. bot earrings. :) bot a black halter, sis says it looks ahlian. to hell with her. :| and found my guess skirt so damn happy i bot it. bud guess wad..tdy got guess sale. damn. feeling a little heart ache. gosh. i relle hope e skirt's not on sale. or i can just kill myself rite awae. HAH.
going out with mother for e mango sale later. will be meeting xl after e mango trip and tog we will ahem. ahem as in not dat ahem u are tinking abt. bud ahem as in ahem. yeah. wad e fuck am i tokkin abt. okies. damn tired. feel like slping..zzzz
Foolish Games
you took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You were always crazy like that,
I watched from my window,
always felt I was outside looking in on you
You were always the mysterious one
with dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees
These foolish games are tearing me apart
your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You were always brilliant in the morning
Smoking your cigarettes, and talking over coffee
Of philosophies on art, Baroque moved you,
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of you loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself
And these foolish games are tearing me, you're tearing me,
you're tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You took your coat off and stood in the rain
you were always like that
love dat song. sounds so tragic. gosh. goin on my first outing with sui! :)
good thing e dae turned ard. got lucky. watched some mtv. and finalle managed to d.l full versions of chris a's e voice within and blue's guilty.
just feel awfully bored. and lonely. gosh.
vulgar bloggin
yest pitas was being crap. cldnt log in. was in my bro's hostel..and i still cant find tim tam. pissed liao lo.
tdy's a relle bad dae. i cant sun tan cos my relatives are in e hse and i hate em. i dun speak hokkien cos i cant..if i cld ur names wld be so fuckin easy to rem. damn. ok. just plain pissed and upset.
my sis always does e most irritating things. like every morning she will make me wake up prematurely by off-ing e aircon, winding e binds up, switching on e lights and blasting e radio as she is damn bloody fucking deaf. so i wake up sweating, hot, irritated and mainly pissed.
so here is childish me taking my sweet revenge, now she goddamn tired and i am off-ing e aircon, winding e binds up, switching on e lights and blasting e radio as loud as i can so she cant fucking hell slp. HAH.
just now when i went thru her grad pics..i realised she deleted my bdae pics. thanks very much dear. so i am goin to play a trick on her and make her frantic. OH DEAR..WHERE ARE MY GRAD PICS?!?! in ur ass dear. :)
just den mom has gotta disturb me while i am tryin to cool down, telling me i gotta clean up e mess i made. and after tryin so hard..she tells me..it's ok it can dry up. so why e fuck do u ask me to clean it up? dun b such a bitch or u realised u have a bitch for a daughter.
and now i just found out my bro has changed my msn nick to "i am a pig". not dat pissed bud i just wanna get back at him. kerjyn u better stop being a jerk and dun forget to see wad message i have left for u.
shoppin list cont..
3. dat black shoe. [argh!why didnt i get it dat dae! :( ]
4. black addidas shoe.
bored.
decided to make a shopping list..at least i can pass time liddat.
1. dangling earrings.
2. nice long skirt [dat wont make me look fat&short or like shit]
3. ....
erms. ran outta ideas. dang!
i'm acceptin e shit.
dat's a lie.ops i did it again
shopped again! dis time at JB. bot shoes dat were oreadi half price in m'sia compared to sing with a 50% discount!!! so it ended up being only 12 bucks. -smirks- okaes..and bot a kimono looking dark green top..so happy! bot some bubble gum too. almost bot some striped pants..bud my legs too fat. so to hell with it. bot some kiddy nail polish at guardians bcos it was cheap and e bottle was star-shaped!!den watched master and commander or wadeva..dat russel crowe show la with my papa at bugis. so boring. story's not bad..still feel irritable watching it..so long. den found my precious muee file! ahaha. so happy. bot it too! yesh yesh yesh. soo happy. and now my toe nail's purple!!
hehehe.
bot cny clothes liao. a beige skirt , a black off-shoulder top and another black toga with crystals! hahahaha. showed my sis..and she said.."wow..so nice!sure look good on me!" diao. bud she says i am mad..wear black for cyn. bud at least e skirt's beige O-K. so happy. and also bot lotr e two towers liao! hahhaa.. so shuang man..gonna watch like crazy.
HAHAHHA. I AM SO HAPPY! i just bot magical sims! after daes tortured by siqi's superstar dat cant dwnload..i have decided to buy making magic!! SOOO HAPPY even thou i have to pay dat 39.90 myself. oh! and i just bot new sports bra. so nice. HAHA. and i just got myself a pouch for my fone, coin purse etc..i tink/hope shuwei hasnt bot it! -crosses fingers- i am just so freaking happy! gonna dwnload my making magic now! btw! dun watch wishing stairs..unless u wanna waste ur money..even if u wanna waste..i suggest u watch it on a weekday.
16F Victor Street
Pasay City
Phillippines
thanks wend, sq and steph for e bdae celebration. :) thanks kor-jyn and minyun for e interesting goodie hamper. haha. yepps. dat's all!
wanna thank all those for their present! let me list out..
steph & sq: u two are e craziest pple i have eva seen!! spent like soo much on e present. thanks ALOT! -hugs- i relle love u guys soo muchie and althou i have not seen e present bud i am sure i will like it very much and all ur efforts will b paid off! :)
wai, xl, vonn, mel, lei, wend, ting [sorry if i left anyone out]: thanks for e bikini! haha...i relle relle like it!:)
siqi, nic, mel, yy: thanks for e bag! e mre i look at it..e nicer it is!i like it and thanks for ur effort! :)
gracie macie: thanks for e photo album. love it like so muchie muchie muchie. have placed all my pics in it liao! rest assured i will get ur bottle tdy! :)
shuwei: thanks for e pouch!!!
throwers: u guys have come up with e wackiest idea. going to ktv. whoever's idea was dat?!?! i am sure i will enjoy it!! haha. just hope my ear drums dun break!
jie-liang: i noe ur studying hard for ur As so i will graciously received ur ******...thanks!
last bud not least...
mummy: thanks for e heels! hehhee. love it. i noe u love it too. hehe.
haiis. cldnt wake up for lessons tdy. anw..went out with my mother for a while..den went out with xiaolin. haben been out with her for damn long. walked till our legs were pain. found out dat e far east bikini sold out. bud decided on another bikini! hehehe. so happy. and found a nice pouch for my fone, coin purse and card holder. hehe. sooo happy. finalle found a nice dark green toga. got it at a great price of 14 dollars.woohoo! so happy. :)
a big shoutout to siqi, melanie, yingyi and nic! thanks for e present! thanku thanku thanku!
so tired. had chem lessons in e morning..followed by a little suntannning at sentosa and great fun with my much loved babessteph, sq, wend and weiting! yepps. now damn red. later went shoppin with them..but weiting went hme much earlier. shopped like nobody's business. damn slpy, tired and all bud plodded on. cldnt find anything nice. even if it was nice, it was ex and..yepps. e word expensive seems to say it all. heh.
shopping window shopping with xiaolin toms! haha. gna make my own bag. yesh. my bdae present to mieself. hehe. just case in u dint noe..my bdae's on e 15 of nov yarh? hehe. like anyone wld bother. alrities..damn tired. byebye! :)
terribly sorry to all those who were expecting me at skool. erm..cldnt wake up so cldnt pass u all e pics and e test-tubes! sorry k!
have to go for stewpid chua later..haiii..boring..now my wt's sucha ass. like i can put on 2 kgs after one meal..like HUH..and lose 4kg e next morning. is dere smth wrong with me or my weighing machine! OOHHHH. my mummy just bot me a pair of heels for mua bdae..ahahha. so happy! i am in sucha gd mood dat i wrote soooo many testimonials! haha. :)
now relle feels like e hols. hehe. been going shoppin with my mummy. bot her a hipster belt for her bdae. hehe. and i mite plan to get a bikini, top or heels. er yarh. hints for bdae present? actch all damn ex so er..wai, siqi..i buy first or wad..den share with u all? msg me k! thanks. byebye!
peach_angelz@hotmail.com
okae. i just got a friendstar account with e help of my sis. hur hur. thanks dearest sis. okies. dat's my user account above. yeps. erm link me k? dun wanna b friendless in friendstar. heh. and u noe wad??? my sis tot my email add was peach_bitchy@hotmail.com. was er..shocked and may i add..sad?
so tired. chi Os just ended. so happy. bud braindead now. thanks to thumping headache. anw..shopped for 3 pple's bdae present! haha. so happy. settled so many at once.
tdy and toms means so many things to diff pple.etc..
sec4s..another one/two sub dwn
special sec3s...another 2 mre daes to get everything in
sec1s and sec2s..just another dae of fun.
boooo. why with every passin yr it just gets worse?
dis doesnt feel like e big Os. even if it's only only sub. like..no sense of urgency. how~! bah.
raining.
it's raining like mad outside. and e thunder and lightnings seem damn angry. not e normal kind of rumbling. okies. wad am i tokkin abt.
yest was hallo-ween, day! [private joke] went shoppin for e witch hat and costume with siqi at bugis. after two hours of walking, still cldnt find e place. like..so pek chek. den went down to taka to buy e hat. siqi and i were so cheapskate k..bot a 4 bucks hat..children size. our heads were too big. haha. went hme to bathe and change. mother helped to put on my witchy-makeup. heh. den picked siqi up. steph and sq late once again! horrible rite.
haunted hill was so boring. we were e only few ones dat dressed up and we felt so out of place cos everyone was staring. somemore i had to help siqi put on makeup. not very well done..bud she looked like a seductress! haha. steph's and sq's makeup was damn nice! bud damn ex too.
dere was dis 'i noe wad u did last summer' executioner walking abt and she scared e hell outta all of em, except me. :) haha. she damn idiotic le. squeezed my hand until numb. bud at least she said sorry and she's qt sweet lookin in person! in e haunted hse..was qt cool xcept e last part..jiang si..i relle damn scared of em. prob cos when i was young..always watch those jiang si show..den very scary..must paste e yellow paper on e forehead den will stop moving. bud dat jiang si dint. kept hopping towards us lo. screamed and fell dwn. :| tink e other pple in e grp was qt cheesed off. wad to do. den went to shangrilla to eat dinner. my salad was fine..bud e rest paid so much for yucky food. poorthings. took many many pics at shangrilla. den sq had to leave. so we went dwn to e lobby to listen to pple sing. den headed back to e haunted hill. went for e nature's trail with a bunch of nice pple. heh. was freaked out by e person walking from e green light. tot he was a ghost..turned out he was just making sure we went e correct wae. collected our free drinks and left. e place was soo boring. just standing ard and being stared at. i mean those ghouls walking abt. after tryin to scare us bud to no avail..cos we were all too bored..they left. yepps. and thanks to last nite..i only woke up at 1.30 tdy. like..totally missed my tuition with siqi~! so sorry!
:) halloween. :[ aRGHH!
hehe. so happy. cleared e air. smells so much better! hahaha. tokkin crap here..dun mind ah. toms is halloween! weehee! gonna wear my ex-bud-dun-look-ex black tube dress and black heels! heh! so happy! just a little worried abt e makeup. nv put make up..morever goth makeup. shall go do my research now. BYES!
tdy had real bad cramps. sweating like a pig lo. went hme and slept till 7.45. missed more den half of my holland v! so irritated! now still feeling weird at e tummy. anw..i have decided dat i was just pmsing all these while and i take back my last entry!
i have just found a loophole in ur web of intricate lies and my view of u changes
dint go to skool tdy. bud went for my first training. hell tiring.
just found out smth. hah. oh my my. e more i tink of u..e more i find dat everything falls into place. all ur stories..weaved to make me believe..all ur amazing intelligence..how did i eva believe u! u mus have tot i was so foolish..believing every word u said.. bet dat person nv expected me to noe.
it cld just b u i'm tokkin abt. den again..u're too haughty to tink i wld find out.
The name ofMin makes you very idealistic, sensitive, and inspirational. If these qualities are not understood and properly directed through music, art, or other creative expression, you could become jealous and possessive of those close to you. Your feelings are so strong that you are inclined to build your life around certain individuals and become wrapped up in personal love rather than seeking into the deeper truths of life; thus you could suffer losses in your affections and shattered ideals. You are generous and people are drawn to you because of your friendly and sympathetic nature. You lack system and order in your life and will often leave your own duties if someone calls upon you for assistance. When you are inspired and feel happy, life seems so wonderful; but you can be just as depressed and unhappy as well, feeling as if everyone is against you. The weakness of this name could create nervous breakdowns, or disorders related to the nervous system.
wow. finalle e damn comp/website let me in.
got back goddamned results. like shit lo. somemore i mugged? yeaps. hah. now gotta start preparation for Os. dun wanna let in end up like my HCL finals. okies. nth to say la. everything i had e inspiration to write..cldnt log in. now lost e feeling den can log in. like wtf.
wad's wrong with my comp and aircon? e comp is pretty screwed up. cant access steph's and siqi's blog. weird. and my aircon leakin like mad. and yes. onto my bed. once i woke up with a corner of my blanket soakin wet. and it was so fuckin cold. brr. wad e hell is wrong.
hols.coming.to.an.end
yepps. so soon and it's sat. spent my whole hols playin mahjong solitare on yahoo. so chim cham. :| got so desperate to blade. heh. wthell. so went to blade just now. alone. sad case. and as i was blading..suddenly tot of clare. cos last time she wld go bladin with me during e hols. bud kinda lost contact with her. so damn long. and dat other dae..saw nina at east coast. still looks pretty as eva. :) kinda miss p6 and all e tchers. bleh.
exams are relle near rite?
s-c-a-r-y
boO. sooo frikkin scared now. been blog-hoppin and everyone's sworn off e internet and oreadi started muggin for e up and coming exams. hurr..relle v scared leh. so shitified can. !!!
so frikkin pissed. wont b bloggin or messenging for long. miss ya guys.
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories
hmm. so sticky now. back frm track. heh. havent bathe yet. tdy got back PPR. okae la. feel a little comforted. :) anw..eh. actch nth much la.
hell pissed.
dat toopid fucking sister of mine. had enuff of her. she goes ard ruining everything for me. like..a few weeks ago when i bot a tube..she totally ruined it lo. so pissed. like 23 bucks. and she denies. like..e elastic band to hold e tube up..she totally messed it up. ARGH. so angry i cant even type properly. like..she was soo rough with e tube..she stretched e elastic band til it was NO LONGER elastic. like wtf? i dint even wear it out before. and needless to say..i cldnt wear it out bcus e tube will DROP! asshole. relle hate her. worst thing is dat she denies it. she said e tube was liddat before she wore it. like wft. if it was so loose..how come when i tried it was ok? and dat she..being flatter den i..can wear e tube w/o it saggin dwn? joker. very funnie. i relle believe eh. bitch.
woah. and i sound like some retard with a limited vocab of "like". bRR.
and now. tdy went to steph's hse..den play with my fringe. gel it up. and relle wanted to take a pic to remember how it turned out. BUT NO..dat bitch face deleted my pic and claimed dat she dint noe. like hah! again..like i will believe u. she is soo blardee unconvincing. if u delete e pic..obv u will see it and u wont just delete it w/o askin e person whether e photo has been developed or uploaded. argh. soo fucking angry.
hehehe. tdy while havin tuition..saw a huge advertisement on ice cream mooncakes in e papers. hehe. just bot it. not dat nice la. bud i still like... -sheepish smile- anw..oso watched pirates of e carribean sea. gosh. e storyline is damn gd. lotsa twists and turns. :) johnny depp[my prev idol] and orlando bloom[my current idol] looked damn gd in e show. -gushes- heh. relle. OOOH~ oso saw a nice black tube dress! whahaha. wanna try it man. hehe. oooooooooooH. later have sleepy hollow. wahahhahahahhaa...-goes mad with laughter-
thanks for dropping TWO entries in my gbk ! hahaha. anyway, okiedoks ! edited. and tried hiding the scrollbar. ((: done ! yay. but i think ur background color should be a lighter blue. i dno. hurr. tt's wad steph thinks too ! but it's up to u la ! hmms. so bored now. don't wna study ! argg. think i'll go to the playground ! heh. tell me if u need anymore changes to ur blog kkae ! loveya !
hehe. i decided not to change tuition. too troublesome and cldnt find a time when it doesnt clash with other stuff. :| plus dat new girl is qt cute la. not pai at all. tot all ijtp girls are annoying..well..at least those at chua are ok. and are SUPA irritating. hmm. wad shall i do tdy. oh ya..actch wanted to rollerblade hme frm siqi's hse tdy..bud my parents objected. den later found out they were mistaken dat i was havin chinese tuition at holland v and wanted to rollerblade hme from dere. yepps. so toopid rite..i will rollerblade myself to death if i were havin tuition dere. hur. anw..my father just caught glimpse of my hair tdy. said i look like some little chinese boy..those kind with only e short fringe in front. :| dat bad ah.
hallo pple. just to keep everyone[huh? -looks ard..nobody-] updated..went to bleu or wadeva to trim e fringe. now it's not so sticking out bud it looks so short. cant even pass off as cute liao. gotta relle face up to e world come wed. anw..dat toopid saloon relle sucks. esp e woman who cut steph's and my hair. sigh. steph was relle upset. hope she will cool dwn quick. hmm. and thanks phyl for ur msg. er..now not cute liao lo. bud thanks anw..and for ur help on e tuition thing. yepps. planning to change maths tutor..not as if he is damn gd..bud feel so sorry for siqi! sorry for leaving u in e lurch k! den u join mel+i? yar? den he oso cannot use ur hse as a tuition center..e nerve of dat ass. ARGH!
tchers.dae
just cut my hair yest. was pretty upset.even cried? hah. bud now it's ok la. hmm. now having english lessons..in comp lab..siqi..thanks for helping me edit my pic k! thanks!!
heyy kermin !! i'm done with ur layout ! promised it after my piano exam right ?! hehs. so there ! ((: think it's kinda plain. extremely blue. but qt nice la ! hurr. okayy ! u tkcare ! i'll cya in sch ! -huggs
dis wil be my last blog..gettin my sis to change e internet password. tdy got back 2 test papers. like..totally disappointed..as in i dint study much or relle study..so dis kinda results is sure get one lo. buttt.. haii. ya lor. anw..siqi..when u helping me change e layout..tell me..den i will give u my passwrd.
tdy was qt boring. sup to watch homerun with my family. bud e tix for j8 was sold out..so we just slept e afternoon awae. boO. dun thnk i will eva get to watch it la. had tuition..was sooo late. like half an hr. hee. yepps. haii. bored. i hafta study one chapt of ss tonite. so shit lo. e chapts tested are e ones i am most unfamiliar with. during e toopid elearning lo.
finalle.
weee!!! i finalle got my thing! i noe i shldnt be announcing it here..cus dere mite b some tchers readin it. HAHA. heck it la. soo sick and tired of e bloatedness..e puting on wt..heh..hopefully i am lighter now! haha..and of cus e pimples. mostly gone now. i hope. bud had a price to pay. had real bad cramps in e morn..my father caught me lying on e grd..yepps. got hell of a shock. hahaa. was so pain dat one pt of time i tot i was gna die of pain. or bleeding. or wadeva.
anw! yest went out! heee. so happy. went hme to change first cus steph wanted to try her new top..yepps. so waited for em for 45 mins. wahh. long sia. oh. not hinting anything. me not angry! :) den found out dat homerun was kinda sold out. e woman asked us to choose e light coloured seats..den we were staring at e screen cus they were all placed like north south east west of e cinema. not one in a same row...or beside each other. so dint catch hmerun. :|
went shopping..bought my tube top! sooo happy. see me smiling? plus it's only 23 bucks. hehe. well cus steph bot dis 40+ top..dat looks 15bucks in sq's eye. heh. at least i said 25 k. steph and sq tried tube dresses. and their reaction was so funnie..like sq was upset cus she looked too ___ and steph was frustrated with lookin too ___. they went "hmp!" at e same time..and closed e changing room door at e same time too. cute. bud e dresses were relle nice. shld buy it steph.
later went mad. was tryin on rubbish lo. like a blue mini biker skirt and some hUge top. den sq tried on e brite red mini bike shirt with a white top. horrible! e woman was pissed with us. HECK HER. yepps. found steph's jacket.
by time i got hme..it was 10.30 and my feet was hurting. well..erm. dat's all! :)
havin maths lessons. like..tryin to hide our screens frm mr tan..yet tryin to play comp game at e same time. hmm. ER. nth to say le.
buns craze
heehee. i am havin a bun craze now lo. a few daes ago..it was e pork floss bun frm e bakery near my sister's sch. damnit nice. bud dis morning..after eating it..i had throat probs. hee. so switched to char siew bun. HAHHA. sooo yummy.
hopeless. screwed. messed up. wadeva
ok. here's a outlined of wad happened:
i ponned skool to study physics yest..bud apparently..due to some ruler..and my stupidity..and i am gonna get a c5 e most.-exhales-
AND...my shoppin plan was ruined by my mother's goddamned course. blah. it's qt okie! i am still ok! until i packed in such a hurry cus i am such an IDIOT..i dint pack my chinese textbk..so tell me HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE CHINESE TUITION WITHOUT A BOOK!-sighs-
here u go..my stupidity cus me soooooo much frustration! dun tryta comfort me la! i am .... so ... with myself.
hmm. it must be recess now. at hme. cus tdy decided to stay at hme. and my nice nice sister tole my mum i had headache..though i had none. yepps.
oh no. wad am i doin to my life???
i screwed up my saving scheme, cus i am like broke now.
exercise routine, cus i just put on 2kg
my face, cus it's like a pimple plantation now
GOD!! HELP ME! i noe i havent been prayin..sigh. and now i am gonna screw up my sci..cus i am online when i am supposed to be studyin. ALELUYA! i cant even spell dat rite. :(
booooooO. i am so sad now. just looked and squeezed my fats. feel so fat. tried on some clothing and my tummy was bulging out like nobody's business! toopid arms are thick and flabby! now even if i say i am fat..no one's gonna tell me dat i am not. cus it's e fact!!! WAHHHH! wad's all dat exercising for!!! now i am still so fat. last time tummy still got abit of shape..now e only shape i see is from e side view!!! boo booo.
weird.
Isnt it hard
Standing in the rain
Yeah you're on the verge of going crazy
And your heart's in pain
No one can hear
But you're screaming so loud
You feel like you're all alone
In a faceless crowd
Isnt it strange
How we all
Get a little bit weird sometimes
Sittin' on the side
Waiting for a sign
Hoping that my luck will change
Reaching for a hand that will understand
Someone who feels the same
When you live in a cookie cutter world
Being different is a sin
So you don't stand out, but you don't fit in
Weird
Sittin' on the side
Waiting for a sign
Hoping that my luck will change
Reaching for a hand
That will understands
Someone who feels the same
When you live in a cookie cutter world
If you're different you can't win
So you don't stand out
But you don't fit in
Weird
Oh, isnt it strange
How we all, get a little bit weird
Strange
How we all, get a little bit
Strange
How we all get a little bit weird sometimes
Oh, Just a little bit weird sometimes
later had tuition..den watch e league of gentleman. i like e story! ok ok..gtg! byebye!
hee! charmed in starting in 15mins time! kinda finished studyin liao la. taking a break. OOooH..just now i bought alot of snacks..and unlike steph..i am gonna bring to skool toms and share with everyone! she ah..whole dae take all the chocolates for herself..and gobbles em up
hi hi. slacker min reporting. supposed to be studyin chi now..but taking a break..finalle had my first training since nationals..was abit crazy lah training. not used to it. hope i wont build up muscles where i have enuff. i put on wt leh. sucky sucky. er...dis is total crap. just typing on and on to entertain myself...and which wadeva bored soul readin dis. yarh. pathetic.
ps. relinked many pple! erm. actch not as if anyone uses e links
so exhausted. back frm tuition. ate a delicious meal. hee. bud my mouth's damn hot! ate curry chicken with toasted bread. and my mother jus got her new fone. e black cam fone. qt cool la. gonna bathe later. hmm.
happy!
soooo happy! hahaha. bought my racer back top. it's plain and black. OOOH! even my mother agrees it's nice. my sis just grunted and said it's common. okies. still happie! and yest! yest ponned maths tuition to go JB shoppin. boughta shoe. it's those kinda skater boy shoes. big and hard. bud i like it. cant seem to carry it off well. BUT...i getta keep it. cus if i dun like..my father's gonna use it as his walkin shoe. fits him snugly and it's blardee hell comfortable! HEE. so happy. it's kinda sad dat sq dint get to come with us cus she quarelled with her parents. bud nvm..we will get to watch e movie some other dae k girl? YEPPS. happie happie happie~!
PON- e evil word.
YES. pon. i ponned 2 training, POP preparation, skool[tdy] and e actual POP. hah. so i shld b grateful i dint waste my time doin POP preparation cus i cldnt even make in e end. sucky. gotta start keepin my life in check man.
anw..on a lighter side..i did e fabric of the nation tdy. hee..it's s'pore nite life theme. my brother hates me. cus he said mine made his look ugly. btw..he made one resembling a patchwork blanket with a big heart in e center. e heart is designed like our national flag. not bad eh..just dat e colour combi sucks..and his gf has to sew it tog for him. [...] yepps. eh..wad else..i went lunch with mummy..back frm joggin in macritchie with mummy and jie-liang. yeps. gna pray later and bathe. HEE. bye! OOOH..watched like..10 episodes of simspons tdy. so funie!
heaty.
tdy ponned training and went swimming with steph and serene. so horrible k. tanning was unsucessful thou e sun was out. den swimming was...like allowing urself to be goggled at by those lao ah pek. feel so ...molested..visually. yepps.
yest went to steph's hse to slack. watched wad a girl wants for 15 mins den started watchin tv and pigging out. had a bad headache. tink i am too heaty. must go drink cooling stuff..somemore i still eating chocolates..AH! stop eating now! hmm..mus start exercising again le..gettin fatter and slacker..so shit. kk...must!
sleepy.weather
ahhh. just woke up. tdy's weather is relle so nice to sleep. anyhow..still have tuition and have chi test toms. so mus study. now take a break and laze ard..weehee..elit test postpone to next wk..so nice. can revise abit more. yeah rite. i mean..not so stressful now.
hee. so happy. singing to happy music of vengaboys. hee. anw..tdy's tuition was pretty much full of crap. he got so excited and tokked so much rubbish. so happy. grace is in my sci class! :) e guys tink she is damn chio. heee. she doesnt blief me lo. nvm. humble mah pple. later got friends! bud i haben bathe! hahaha. -scoots off to e toilet-
removed e legolas pic..wanna change my layout..bud lazy to search for one..so started by takin e pic awae. bud my html skills relle suck now. haben practised it for ...a few mths. anw..tdy was real borin..stayed in class e whole time. listened to perfect 10..slept..played bingo..took many silly pics..had recess with siqi and bought e mooncake festival biscuit..norm shaped as a pig..bud we bought a huge fish. heh. yepps. guess it was so boring dun relle appreciate slackin dat much liao. wonder how fluid fusion will turn out. heh. cus i dint buy tix. cheapo me.
cus ilu too damn much to eva say gdbye. -*
waah. so tired. bud happy. went shoppin with steph, sq and kerr. hee. took cab dwn to far east. ate at ya kun. damn nice. :) walked ard..and den bot my jersey dress/top. HEE! so happy! bot black..den went to lips to buy steph's shoelace..den bot my chinese black flats. so happy again! den..they bot/koped ear sticks. went to m(phosis..bud dis time confirmed my top sold out liao. like..so sad. yepps. den..go heerens. bot tube for e jersey top. looked ard..later decided to go bugis. bud go see steph's top. nice la. bud not dat great or wad. so ex somemore. den finalle go bugis. soo tired lo. took neoprints at new machine. den said byebye to kerr. wenta try topshop and ms selfridge clothes. all 3 of us squeezed into a cubicle. yepps. took mrt hme..forgotten to drop off at city hall..went all e wae to tiong baru..and sq or issit steph misheard as TOA PAYOAH. like wad!?! hahaha. so cute lo. den took back la. finished my ss hmewrk..so shagged like gna drop dead liddat.
hah! smth's wrong with me. now my life is very good. so good i cant blief it. i mean..i am finalle goin shoppin toms..training's stopped for one more week..and i jus completed my movie review..it's like..hmm..i even got time to study ting xie. so weird. unbelievable. tot i sure cldnt finish. like WOW. ok ok..just hope dis keeps up. HEE.
fucks lo. instead of losin wt, i am gaining more calve muscles! i dun want! damnit lo. AHHHH. so angry can! so pist! why am i so dumb!!!! ARGH!!!!!!! FUCK IT LA!
forget it. wanna say things out. yet cant becus of complications. dun wanna say i --------- cus i dun want to. haiya. suddenly i have dis relle crazy idea. dat ...dat i am not gna say it out here. dere goes again. :| TOOPID! i haate feelings bein bottled up. i needa confess! YET NOT HERE! waolao! argh. goin cyclin now!
beep.
hey. my life isnt bad. in fact.. it's just gotten better. i passed my maths test..i am exercisin..prayin..starting to get motivated. but i jus dun feel gd inside. and i noe it.
bee busters
did badly for geog test tdy. maths test was much better. den we were tryin to kill e annoying bee dat was attracted to kerrie. sucha tough job that was not accomplished. :( yeps. later lao chen was so pissed with us. made us do finish all e hmewk we owe her..have to hand in ALL if not cannot go hme. she damn shit lo. quarrelled with her until damn miffed..even felt violent. den jus took my bag and left. yepps. bet on mondae she come talk to me. den went out with mummy. ate at e jap restaurant in cine. forgotten e name. den went in search of my top. cldnt find it. so sad lo. i tink no more liao lehs. .... okies...now i am gonna sign gbk. byes.
Why do birds suddenly appear,
every time you are near?
Just like me,they long to be
close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky,every time you walk by?
Just like me,they long to be close to you.
On the day that you were born, the angels got together and decided to
create a dream come true.
So, they sprinkled moon dust in your hair, with gold and starlight
in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the boys in town follow you all around;
Just like me, they long to be close to you.
man. i just did smth relle stupid. cus we placed e funeral stones outside our hse, beneath e tree. and some pple were stealin em. den i was in e kitchen and brainless, loudmouth me went to shout at em. called em thieves and asked em to get lost. den after a while..seeing no one comin from e hse..they shouted back..sayin call e police la! den i was pissed...so said..get a life. den they asked me to get a life back. ER. yep. den my sis was damn pissed with me. cus she said it's funeral stones dat they are stealing..and let em taking it awae..bring bad luck to emselves..liddat shout..later they start throwing e stone into e hse and break smth. plus e stones are outside..so theoreotically speakin..they are not relle stealin..who ask us to put it dere. and e funeral stones have no use at all. let em take lo. den i got relle scared. so hope they have taken their fill and will nv come back again. so scared! later anything happen it's my fault. prayed liao. i decided i wanna be a taoist. and i must pray every morning and evenning. yeps.
HAHAH. so happie. finalle finished my mother's present! it's soooo nice. ok..i am not tryin to blow my own horn..bud everyone else [mummy, jie-liang and my maid] oso says so! u noe wad my maid told my mum? she said although she has to help me sew e bag together..bud wad i sewn myself..[like e embroidery and cutting e shape of e bag..makin e handle..] is veh good and so she doesnt mind cus it's veh pretty bag and it's a good effort! HAHAH. sooo happy now. cant wait to see my mother use e bag man. HEEEE.
eww. chewing on one of e worst bubblegum eva. but it's free. from my brother's fren. anw..ponned skool on fridae and ponned training tdy. ha. been making e bag for my mother's mother's dae present. hur. save money. jus shifted e furniture ard in my room cus of some feng shui stuff. yeps. room doesnt look dat gd. bud wad to do. mus go read thru san guo yan yi mans. test on mondae.
wah. tdy finished orals. haha. such a relief. i was e last to be tested. hmm. den went to orchard to find steph's bag. she bot a army sling bag. me and sq tot it was nice. bud apparently steph's mom doesnt. heck la. bot liao. took neoprints. took soo horrid in all. :| relle wadeva la. went hme by 54. wah. e bus ride so long..had motion sickness and wanted to alight lo. sis fetched me frm bishan. e moment i got hme..helped to cut e coconut tree in front of our hse. qt tiring. somemore all i did was cut e branches off e tree..and push e tree down. my bro did e hard work lo. den had to clear e pebbles in our hse..cus it supposedly brings us bad luck. by time we were done rite..it's rite...over 20 buckets of stone. we had to dump e pebbles and refill. so much leh. crazy lo. not gonna do toopid tan shuwei's hmewk. she is such bitch..and a pain in e ass too. :(
where is my chocolate balls and blades?!?!?! i want em! i need em! where are they!?! BOOHOOOOOO. MY CHOCOLATE BALLS! :((((((( super unhappy now.
it's a never-ending hols mood. horrible. k la..thou i am enjoyin it. bud. i relle feel like i am wasting my life. like rotting awae. slp late. wake up late. have headache. blah blah blah. and now i realise i got tuition at 4. haii. how irritating.
woke up from sleep jus now. came home from skool earlier cus i had fever. hmm. goin off now. comp's haywire.
k. on wed i mus shop for my parents' father and mother's day present. heh. owe big time. my mom wants some black bag. and my dad...wine opener. hehe. so can still afford. :) dun care. althou i will have to withdraw money..i mus still buy it! and i shall go collect all my debts. -winks at steph-
thoroughly done with geog. completed it. :) bud not gonna touch elit poem. cus i realised w/o the blue bk..it's darn diff to do it. so anw.. veh happie now. feel accomplished. gna play typer shark later. it's a fun game. it tests ur typing skills. u can play it on popcap.com. yepps. heh. off to sign gbks now! byyyyyyeee! -skips awae-
been watching vcds non-stop yest and tdy. watched [e wedding singer], [e bachelor], [big fat liar] and [gone in sixty seconds].
anw..yest was fun. had throwers bbq after training. soooooo fun! bladed and cycled. bladed with joycelyn..she's not bad k. jus dat she took e better blade..so i was panting awae. and cycled with yixi, sui, amanda and tasha. sing and cycle. veh fun. :) left grace, valen and swei [who else? not sure] to cook. den e sec 2s were sooo maluating. formed their own band lo. someone it's a sing and dance. valen and i dint get our chance to perform. after valen, joycelyn and swei left tog..we sort of packed up and went to e beach to pick up tiny seashells. bud ms elaine lim had to go becus of her sissy guy fren. so we decided to pick e shells specially for her. i found quite a few..bud so did everyone. leeyi found e most and most exquisite ones. veh beautiful..considering she found em in small island singapore. later we were sort of conferencing whether to go hme or stay overnite in east coast. bud leeyi's parents drove their space wagon and gave us a lift. they were soooooo nice! they sent me all e wae hme. rite to e doorstep. thanks! i was the first one to reach hme..and it was oreadi 1.30..so i guess for e rest..it's even later. alrites. gtg. bye.
thanks all for e nice msges u left. :) much better now!! :) okies..preparing to go for training..after dat is bbq~! haha. bud i am wondering wad else can we do other den eat..hmmm. den i cannot bring blades cus i left it at xl's place. can only get back when skool reopens i guess. and how am i gonna get hme?! so mafun. hmm. did geog jus now.. it's kinda halfwae completed cus i wrote smth veh short. dun relle noe how to do. bleh. :|
time
haii. i dunno if i like dis hols. it's like..makin me sad cus i realise one thing. not gna mention wad it is. dis month has healed some things and left bigger gaps in others. feel so melancholic. haii. it's jus a occurrance of one thing dat made me realise. i dun enjoy myself no more. i dun luff so heartily anymore. i feel like i am stoning more often. mebbe it's jus a period where things change..bud i have dis feeling dat tells me..becus of dis hols..things mite nv b e same again.
still got half of twelfth nite undone..and 2 stupid poems dat i dun understand...geog also awaiting me. SOOOOOOOO IRRITATIGN! i dun wanna do!!!! argh. steph and sq happily shoppin and playin overseas. m stuck at hme..gotta go for trainin and tuition. i guess e only comfort is wed, thur and fridae. bud it wont b a comfort if i dun finish my hmewk. booo. how!!!! i mus finish it in like 2 daes?! ok la. not dat impossible. bud i..dun trust myself. ferget it. enuff nonsense. gna sign gbk.
had cramps tdy so dint go training. mother brought me to robinson go buy bikini. i was so sure i die oso wont find anything nice dere. was wrong. hehe. found my dream bikini! plain black. so happie. bud hafta pay half of it. and it's 80 bucks. :| k. nth much happened la. boring life.
farn dae. :)
tdy had an outing with with xiaolin, wai and von. miss u guys sooo much. :)
woke up late so took a cab with a pesky driver.[y do i keep bumpin into em?] dat alone wasted 10 bucks. den we tanned till 1.30. had a fun time playin e slide and swimming. thou we kept screamin cus of e seaweed. poor wai cldnt go in..bcus of u noe wad. yepps. she damn silly le. try to tan usin sun block. sigh.
later we went cycling and blading. i brought my own blades while lin borrowed. wai and von shared a double bike[!?]. yarh. was tryin to teach lin how to go faster. bud later she jus hitched a ride from von and wai. damn funnie lo. toopid von keep riding into grass[lin had to run for her life]..cycling over HUGE logs of wood[lin had to jump like a crazy girl]. YARH. so jialat can. so anw..xl gave up and bladed slowly. so toopid lo. before dat..due to my ingenious idea..we tried a challenge route. omg. it's uphill. stopped half-wae.
rest and ate at 7 eleven. after dat..aheaded for orchard. took neoprints..[i almost typed neopets] at heerens. walked dwn to taka and ate at starbucks. heh. duno wad got into me and xl can. bought 10 bucks worth of drinks and food. ate until so bloated. felt so queasy. later we two got mad again and wanted to swim.
finalle bought a cheap black goggles. den said bye to wai.[rythmes] and took mrt. dropped off at aljunied[said bye to von] and go xl's grandparent's hse take stuff.
wore xl's small small tight-fitting shorts. feel so ashamed and fat can. took a damnit long bus ride. jogged den breeze-walked to e swimming complex.
swam only 4 laps. can die lor. xl oreadi swimming slowly for me,bud i was outta breath and wanted to give up! :| den e pool closed and we packed up. walked to e bus stop and talked alot. :) was talkin abt smth..den e bus arrived. said bye. e rest dun need to say liao. ok. it's darn late. byebye!
fulfilled dae.
hee. did some homework tdy. bud dere is still alot waiting to b done. played sims moderately. went for tuition. learned new stuff? hahhaa. now d.l an old song. it's sitting down here by lene marlin. used to b qt popular.
balanced life. :)
so glad everything is ok now. :) -hugs wend and steph tite tite-
tdy was gd. cus i went for tuition...lta went to bugis eat jap food. father's dae celebration. bud my father dint even noe. :| dint get any present oso. hee. shopped with mother for a while. bought a shorts dat cld b reversible. qt cool. :)
played sims for a while. den went out with parents. dey arh..qt idiotic lo. go hse sighting..den i had to tack along in e car for 1 hr. so blardee sian. only after dat..cld go east coast.
tdy bladed soo much. i was "chasing" dis guy la..cus i like his speed..so jus follow behind him. relle was outta breathe ..by time i decided to stop and turn back..my leg was lumbering. duno how i made it back to e car in time.
ate roasted chestnut whilst playin sims. bathed. now online. not gna stay for long. now off to sign gbk!
list of things to do:
1. san guo yan yi
2. check for hmework on epebbles
3. do chem hmework. [qns 17-20 on mole concept]due by 23/6
waeh.
sorrie to those who tole me not to pon! i ponned again! hahhaa. it's damn wadeva la. toopid less only for one hr?!..waste my time. den dun want. yest was horrible..was tryin to do ANYTHING..except anything to do with looking at computer screens..cldnt watch tv too k. felt so sick and headache-y. so tried blading. tried cycling. tried packin up my room. tried bathing. ended up tired to tryin everything. so called steph and started chatting. tdy met up and went swimming at her club. hmm. had sooo much fun eating..hur hur and playin in e pool. tried to swim closin my eyes..no goggles..and i swam haywire..steph and i cldnt contain our luffers lo. toopid me. den played e water plaegrd. bud veh soon..steph got all quiet. [hmm?] later ok liao..did handstands in e pool. and plaed a game: see who cld find steph's rubber band in e water. she so lan. i kept winning. hehe. washed up..and ate at e nearby ..nearby...food court? food center? hawker? dunnoe wad issit. heh. den rushed for tuition. toopid cab driver was irritating e hell outta me lo. den had tuition. tok sooo much. was updating my tutor on my life. hur hur. abt sims addiction..oh! i quitted liao! hahaha. nv..i mean nv play ur first sims game. will get u damn addicted. ok. i sound like i am doin a no-smokin advertisement. yarh. no smokin too...kk...later i tole my tutor i was goin to e shoppin center opposite her hse. den she asked if i dun mind goin orchard..and we went tog! hahha. qt "hip!" to shop with ur tutor. we were tryin to find clothes for her twenty-smth daughter. she made her daughter sound soooo picky and fussy lo. died shoppin for her. and dint get anything lo. bleh. anw..darn happie. bought a white roxy shirt and pink slippers! yeppers. ok. enuff. veh tired. nite nite and take care.
bah. now i am gettin too lazy. been ponning trainings and lessons. so irritated with myself. and wad do i do? play sims. gawd. den i got sick playin it cus my bod needed a rest. now my maid's cleaning up my room..i am here in my parents room online..better den playin sims. haii. i am so not constructive mans. pple use their hols to catch up on their studies and i play like nobody's business. feel so pig..and qt sick. argh! wad's sup with me!?!!
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recently so many things happened. and it started becus of me. wished it dint happened..yet glad it happened. cus at least it helped to start e ball rollin. bud in e wrong direction. hah.
anw..ponned skool tdy. cant believe myself. cld wake myself up to climb down e bed..walk to e table..take my fone and msg steph[dat i wasnt comin to skool]. yet cldnt not go to skool. so lazy. i mite wanna pon again. heee. where got fever only one dae? must b more realistic. heh. mite wanna pon again. plus tingx oso ponned tdy.
spent e whole dae playin sims..hahhaa. my family is e xan family. ok..it's qt crap..bud sounds cool rite! jus cant deny it mans
just now went out with my sister to eat cheng teng. i was so firm on cycling to amk central. bud one of e bikes were outta air. cldnt pump it back. so ended up taking turns to "long bang" each other dere. went to ntuc..finalle got e instant pasta. i relle hope i got e correct ones. if not i wld b wasting my time and effort. kk..gtg hurry go bathe. i'm a smelly girl.
weehee.
watched finding nemo! thou didnt buy anything and had to wait with sq for steph for one hour!
past.present.future.
cancelled my tuition yest. was totally into hols mood. :) ate lunch with my grandmother and made new specs!!! hahaha. so cool. er. ok. so happy rather. it's a black stainless steel frame and e blardee lens are coated with anti-stratch and blah blah blah. actch it's nth much.jus so happie i am ranting on and on. everybody says i look nice in em..hehehe. yarh. den later sister and i went to clarke quay's flea market. nth much new la..jus a better sight of everything..den almost wanted to buy some lotr thing when we realised it's fake lo. almost fainted. e guy printed out his own pics and lamenated it?!?! den his printer chao lan la. so faded lookin and stuff. as usual..sis was lookin at astroboy. got dis astroboy..looks damn cheapskate..bud guess wad? it costs 150 bucks. HAHA. so astonishing. went home and slept. woke up to e aroma of grandmother and mother's cooking. so lame lo. my parents were bringin my grandmother and i to east coast. so waD? to bring cooked food, tog with china plates, metal fork and spoons and sit dere and eat. it's like eating in public. relle exposed. pple dere are bbqing..and we jus bring in our cooked food and starting eating? dis week was bee hoon..dere was one particular week..it was RICE. image e horror. ya. after e scrumptious [did i spell dat correct?] meal..went blading. almost had to 2 accidents. always liddat. siggh. den come home..smsed..watched tv. finalle sister and i decided to look through e stack of pirated vcds..courtsey of my previous maid..watched "serendipity".so sweeeeet. heh. yarh. so dat's it. waiting to eat out with my mummy..later meeting steph and sq to watch "findin nemo". yepps. so happie!
hello.
hehhehe. it felt so gd tdy. woke up and felt so relieved and relaxed. like i got all e time in e world and can finalle take a gd long awaited rest. hee.
yest went swimming with steph, sq and kerr. bud kerr dint swim. cus she was having... yepps. and i kept offering her my bro's swimming trunks. haha. she mus have felt harressed. dey were tryin to get tan..and i was tryin to hide in e pool. hehhe. still got red anw. den tried to use e sauna..bud hell.. e thing was spoilt. so shit eh.
so we left for orchard and walked ard far east little. dint get anything at all. den met wend..walked to shaw..bud dun have what a girl wants..so we aheaded for cine..after buyin e tix..we "bumped"..ok fine. only i dint noe we were gonna meet so early la. oh. bumped into yuanlong. had dinner at marche. so corny lo. sq and i tot we lost her card..went ard in search of it. cldnt find it. got so stressed until i puked..and her eyes kept tearing. got back to our seats..and dey had a surprise for us. it was at our table all e time. jus dat no one told us. HEH. so toopid lo. den we realised it was 7.25. had to rush for our 7.30 show..or was it 7.20 show. hecck. so went our separate waes..said bye to wend..and watched e movie.
e show was so damnit perfect and obv e plot cld be guess. etc etc..i said "slap him! no box him!"..later..henry boxed e idiot. yepps. walked to wisma. got nth..den walked to cine. tried hailing cabs. bud all were either call on or hired. no choice took mrt back. then bus.
soooooo fatigued dat i totally dozed off when i lay on my bed. yepps. dat's it. btw..
kerr: cldnt sign ur gbk..so i shall post my entry here. hope u will read it. if not it defeats my purpose. had such a fun time with u k! bud e taxi trips were...erhm..dangerous. :) anw..we shld go out more often..or go swimming when u can make it. hahaa. dis time..i wanna lose wt..u noe..e girl in wad a girl wants..her figure is sooo damn good. inspired me. hahhaa. kk. dat's all. love u!
weee. exams are over!
hahhaa. was so happy when i handed in my lit paper. felt like..finalle everything is over. phew. time to rest. time to rest. no time to stress! hahahaha. yepps. bud my mood was kinda immediately spoilt when lao chen announced she was returning our PPR..hahaha. ya lo. so shite. my ave marks dropped. bud my L1R5 remained e same. sometimes i relle tink my whole life will jus b constant. no big change. no sudden luck. piggs man. den jus tokked and luffed alot. den dunnoe go hall..was deciding with kerr, steph and sq whether to pon anot. was goin crazy askin pple black[pon] or whitep[dun pon]. turns out..3 blacks..2 whites. was so happie lo. felt dat even luck was with us. dennn....low li eng said it's compulsory to return e signed PPR toms. so nice huh. all e ponnin plans ruined. bleagh. den dat bitch rite..kept saying..go home! go HOME! made sq, steph and i whine lo. we were sooooo wanting to go home lo! make it sound so simple..bud we jus cant pon. me afraid of ah lim. they afraid of ah wong. so we jus sat down..shared stories abt our pri skool daes and tokked abt e sec2 truth daes. hahhaa. kinda memorable. den had to go for training..and changed shirts with sq. heheh. thanks girl. bud she damn poorthing. cus my blouse is waaaae too BiG for small sq. hahaha. she looked like...neh minds. :) had a conversation-filled training. caught up alot with valen. yepps. den luffed like made cus valen and grace were like 2 mad pairs. so malu lo. when valen toks abt crude stuff..her voice is like booming lo! den when she toks serious..cant even hear her. horrible. was so shagged after training..got my mummy to fetch me hme. ate, bathed and slp for a while...anw..everyone have a great..i mean GREAT time during e hols k! HAPPY HOLS! :)
exhausted.
mentally and physically exhausted. 2 daes into e exam schedule..english and chinese paper 1, social studies and amaths down. now left with 4 more days of exams. 2 days and i feel extremely tired. i dunnoe abt 4. :| anw..tdy went for a little break. ok..mebbe not little..we went to orchard to buy wend's fone..bud tingx had to go..poor gal..came all e wae with us to orchard and had to turn back. anw..ate at taka square..finalle got to eat my beard papa. heh. den wend got her card..we were tinkin of places dat mite sell 6510 at a discounted rate..so ended up goin to ps..from dere to starhub..den back to square one. hahaa. qt tiring. bud neh minds. later sat at cine leisure and tokked and luffed abt alorta stuff. like nitemares..dreams...our past..k1 and stuff. damn fun time with u guys. love u loads. :) anw..everyone take care and we hafta continue muggin. hehe. like muggles. hhehee. mad liao. bye bye!
heat.stroke
dunnoe wad's supp with nic, siqi, yingyi and i. we have relle gone mad for e past 2 daes. hee. like..tdy we were e polar bear clan[!?] and siqi made a optical testing card..while we were singing e alphabets out in e abc tune. madness. ya. had sickenin maths tuition after skool. btw..failed tdy's maths test. hahhaa. so shit. anw..had my mens during chua lo. felt so sick. anw..goin to sign gbk. oh. qt disappointing dat clay did not win.
tasteless.
ponned trainin todae despite grace's and amanda's pleas. was simply too disappointed in my studies and had no mood at all. yepps. dis terms results results sucks. i bet my average marks would drop..and L1R5? dun need tink liao. failed e whole term 2 of amaths. so fucked up. siggh. so shitified now. feel very stewpid rite now. :( arghs. lazed ard at home..somehow i was eating and watchin some retarded iron chef show. den my bod started aching and i felt sick. had a little temperature i tink. so i slept. den my mother woke me up. now i am ok. damns. it's sweltering in here. :\ haiis. i dun feel like studyin. i tink i am gonna flunk mid-years. damn e mid-years la.
good old daes. :)
mie sis and i was goin throu all e old pics. relle funnie and sweet. made us both feel so happie. bud now mie heart aches a little..cus e past will nv b back and all those happiness? is far far back in e past..pics can make u momentarily happy..bud after a while.. e memory of e past tug at ur heart. it can relle make pple happy and sad with jus a snap of e fingers. sighh. and i used to b so cute. HAH. ok..dat's not relle e pt..and i used to b skinny. OK! dat's relle not e pt. hahhaa. wad crap lo. anw..those pics reminded me when my sister started bcumin crooked and all e stuff..kinda distant now. siggh.
good old daes. :)
mie sis and i was goin throu all e old pics. relle funnie and sweet. made us both feel so happie. bud now mie heart aches a little..cus e past will nv b back and all those happiness? is far far back in e past..pics can make u momentarily happy..bud after a while.. e memory of e past tug at ur heart. it can relle make pple happy and sad with jus a snap of e fingers. sighh. and i used to b so cute. HAH. ok..dat's not relle e pt..and i used to b skinny. OK! dat's relle not e pt. hahhaa. wad crap lo. anw..those pics reminded me when my sister started bcumin crooked and all e stuff..kinda distant now. siggh.
very scared leh. suddenly only have one more week to e damn review test. so SCARED. haii. anw..i tink i am tanner la..bud my face is peelin..my grandma's here..cookin up a storm..lotsa peranakang food smell now. hmmm. so bored.
wehehehhehe. got into top 8 for javelin!!! ranked 6th. threw 22.69m. better savour wad i have earned bcus i mite not perform like dis again next time. :) yepps. joycelyn got 3rd for javelin! woo~! and xswei got 2nd for discus!! veh good! yepps. so dat's all. hee. tired and sleepy now.
chao ta
so burnt and red lookin now lo. so kns. worst thing..my skin near e bikini line is damn red and pain. pwoar. have to apply moisturing cream. anw..jus back from chinese oral. so suckky. at first e readin was fine..until e last part..i read e last part only once. so sucks. den e conversation was ok. bud lin fan ting said i said alot of like like like. hahha. so dead??? heckks la. over. oh. e listenin oso qt kns. i tink got alot of wrong liao. DAMNS. later hafta go for jav competition. swei said she's sick. hope she's ok..she has to b lo. HAII. now yixi says she's sick and her ma wont let her out. now now. wad is happening!?!?!
sentosa tanning dae
WHOOOH!!!! I AM TAN so omg lor! darling poor sq and wend missed out. like big time? real sorry for u hons. steph and i went tanning at sentoas palawan beach. heee. was a success thou we kept goin to buy drinks and stuff. bud dint get to tan my back. wanted to make sure dat e tan wld show. heee :) okies..i am so excited. gonna sign gbks.
had chinese test todae. was like..huh..wad is dis lor..anw..it's ova...feel relieved. bud somehow it means that mid term review tests are nearing. so sick of studyin?? yest i was like stuffin myself with ice cream and chocs..so i cld concentrate on chinese. and i was totally exhausted and cranky. haha. which reminds me..ran 5 rds yest..5 rds only lor. den i was like..cannot take it. napfa sure die liao. so sucky lor. haii. den went to amk central to take passport pic. it was okkaay la. bud my sunscreen forehead is damn obvious..and i well..heck. so drove to lavender..posted my passport thing..next week gotta go back and do again. so sian. den collected fotographs at esplanade. den bought my lotr bookmark at orchard. went to robinson to buy some bedsheet and makeup[my mother la]. now home. feel like tired. wanna lie on e bed now. yarh. bye bye la. oh..e lyrics below..i tink it's damn meaningful..like dun mess up ur life..dun forgo ur chances in life cus of one wrong step dat mite lead u to destruction.
I know I can (I know I can)
Be what I wanna be (be what I wanna be)
If I work hard at it (If I work hard it)
I'll be where I wanna be (I'll be where I wanna be)
Be, B-Boys and girls, listen up
You can be anything in the world, in God we trust
An architect, doctor, maybe an actress
But nothing comes easy it takes much practice
Like, I met a woman who's becoming a star
She was very beautiful, leaving people in awe
Singing songs, Lina Horn, but the younger version
Hung with the wrong person
Gotta astrung when I heard when
Cocaine, sniffing up drugs, all in her nose
Coulda died, so young, no, looks ugly and old
No fun cause when she reaches for hugs people hold their breath
Cause she smells of corrosion and death
Watch the company you keep and the crowd you bring
Cause they came to do drugs and you came to sing
So if you gonna be the best, I'ma tell you how
[Chorus]
I know I can (I know I can)
Be what I wanna be (be what I wanna be)
If I work hard at it (If I work hard it)
I'll be where I wanna be (I'll be where I wanna be)
Be, B-Boys and girls, listen again
This is for grown looking girls who's only ten
The ones who watch videos and do what they see
As cute as can be, up in the club with fake ID
Careful, 'fore you meet a man with HIV
You can host the TV like Oprah Winfrey
Whatever you decide, be careful, some men be
Rapists, so act your age, don't pretend to be
Older than you are, give yourself time to grow
You thinking he can give you wealth, but so
Young boys, you can use a lot of help, you know
You thinkin life's all about smokin weed and ice
You don't wanna be my age and can't read and right
Begging different women for a place to sleep at night
Smart boys turn to men and do whatever they wish
If you believe you can achieve, then say it like this
[Chorus]
Save the music y'all, save the music y'all [2x]
Save the music
Be, be, 'fore we came to this country
We were kings and queens, never porch monkeys
It was empires in Africa called Kush
Timbuktu, where every race came to get books
To learn from black teachers who taught Greeks and Romans
Asian Arabs and gave them gold when
Gold was converted to money it all changed
Money then became empowerment for Europeans
The Persian military invaded
They learned about the gold, the teachings and everything sacred
Africa was almost robbed naked
Slavery was money, so they began making slave ships
Egypt was the place that Alexander the Great went
He was so shocked at the mountains with black faces
Shot up they nose to impose what basically
Still goes on today, you see?
If the truth is told, the youth can grow
They learn to survive until they gain control
Nobody says you have to be gangstas, hoes
Read more learn more, change the globe
Ghetto children, do your thing
Hold your head up, little man, you're a king
Young Prince thats when you get your wedding ring
Your man is saying "She's my queen"
[Chorus]
kerliang- bitch of the dae.
okies. so here goes. e moment i got on e toopid car..i was greeted by a relle stinky black face. ahaha. u guessed rite. e fuckin bitch of a sister i have. she rite..wah laos.. damn ass la. acting like a spoilt brat. first she was throwin her tantum abt smth..den later she was like..screamin at me for a takin a lift in my dad's car in e morning. like. HELLO? who is e idiot who woke up late and still had e cheek to bathe???? makin me so fuckin late dat i left home at 7.25am and had to take a lift if not i will be so god damned late and hafta face susan? wah lao. go eat shit la bitch. den rite..she started bitchin abt how much she hates my maid..dat my maid is retarted. like..HELLO?! WAKE UP CALL! if a maid were so smart..wld she still wanna work as a maid? get a brain PLUSEESH. wad e hell lor. den she was jus ranting on and on. shakin e car like nobody's business. den later she was tellin me off for takin such a long time to walk to ntuc and dat i ignored her calls and prefered tokkin to steph. LIKE DUH RITE. who wants to tok to a bitch like u lo??? fucks la she. dis is relle a simpified version of e whole bitch act. it's was worst trust me. u noe if i had a dagger..i jus i wlnt tink twice of stabbing her repeatedly juz to ensure her death. HAH. okie. so i am gettin sadistic. hmm. wad to do. make me angry la. so pissed lor. heck. now she bitch is acting like a complete ass and like nth happened. so irritating. i jus wished she wld get a life and stop throwin her tantum like nobody's business. even if she stressed up, she shldnt b such a spoilt brat-nope cant even call her a princess dis time.
todae toopidly forgotten to put in money into my wallet. so i was as good as broke. hahaha. so lame lor. i owe...
wend- $0.50
steph- $1.80
yingyi- $4.20
totals up to $6.50..hmm. had tummyache and headache in e morning. den had tuition. dunnoe whies leh..chua ask steph, yingyi and e rg girl to seat at another table. den right.. nobody was seating opposite me lilin and e nanyang girl. and e acs guys were clearly luffin at something/somebody at e table. mus b me man. my eyebrows. eeks. so malu. anw..was msging steph all e wae home..den i ran in e train jus in time. leavin yingyi behind. eeps. feel so bad. den e pple in e train was bitchin abt me..cus i accidentally bumped into em. hmm. marks e begining of a bad dae. den e toopid bus took like..15 mins to come. when it finalle came..and i was gonna board..my mother tole me she is fetchin me...so i dint go up and lost my trip of peace to a stupid msg dat came in at e wrong time.
:) happie mother's dae to all e mothers out dere! dint get my mother anything...unlike grace who got her mother a necklace. anw..mummy dint say she wanted anything xcept for..1. brewerkz carrot cake ...2. a heart shaped pillow. i ate carrot cake with her last nite and my sis is makin e pillow for her. so yupps. dun relle hafta get anything. hee. mother jus helped me plucked my eyebrows. relle painful lo. admire those pple dat pluck their brows by themselves. so brave..dare to inflict pain on themselves. hee. wad crap lo. later gonna celebrate mother's dae with my grandmother...and my sickenin aunties. so gotta bathe soon. k la. i tink i will go now!
weee! finalle cut hair todae! at reds..had 15% discount card. thanks dears..wenx, steph and sq for e belated bdae haircut dat relle saved me! hahahhaa. had 2 tuitions todae. and maths sucked totally. oh. den i was showin my chinese tutor e neoprints. den she said i am photogenic. hur. me? photogenic? HMM. den she said sq was pretty bud shld wear braces[is dat how u spell it?]..wend is cute and steph is not bad. has nice teeth. she said kerrie shld wear braces too. yarh. anw..was sittin in e car..stonin awae..den daniel ong suddenly said it's mothers' dae dis sundae. so dead lor.
hie! todae was e first dae steph moved awae. yarh. we were all sad. bud todae was farn..had practically no lessons at all..only after recess. so anw..we were playin flyin plane compeition. see whose plane cld fly further. my first plane...strike eagles was not bad at e start. bud it only got worst until at last i was last in rankin. boohoo. made a total of 3 planes- strike eagles 01, strike eagles 02 and lady deathstrike. ahhaha. we tried aimin at e pond with e turtles and only kerrie got near. steph's PI[pure and innocent] aheaded for e "marshes"..HAHHAA. it's abit childish la. den we tried makin boats and see whose cld stay afloat e longest. kerrie and i won. den marker dart board. which is relle pathetic mans. like crazy pple tryin to throw their markers at e board. heehee. yupps. after recess..we tried readin out dis poem made for a bitch who tinks she is damn chio in different lang. like canto, hokkien, french, english and chinese. so mad lor. nai read it in canto. waahh. her canto damnit fluent mans! everyone was bendin over with luffer lo. trainin was ...okie..bud shot put was unsuccessful as usual. den susan lim did smth unxpected- she indirectly praised e throwers. like. WOW. ate at macs and now back home. jus remembered got speech to prepare for. plus..needa dl lyrics! hehhee. den can sing tomoloo!
e taste of freedom is sweet
yepps. done with all e tests! hehehhee. watched "bring it on" at steph's hse den later when to playgrd. rushed hme with sq..den realised i actually had tuition when i was at e bus stop. my tutor called me. so paiseh lo. haii. forgotten all abt it. haiya. nth to do. nth to type. so end of dis entry liao. oh my. my sis cut my hair last nite. no comments pls. i noe it looks like a bottle tail.
poem of e [yester]dae
as her soulful eyes
reflect her vulnerability,
warmth envelopes her heart.
she smiles once again,
through e hardships and sorrows
sending rays of light and love
across and afar,
right into e deepest corners of my cold heart.
eh. dis hopelessly pathetic piece of work is meant for steph. i kinda amended some words to make it sound better. yepps. hope ya like it darl.
here to pitas! supp to study for physics now. bud i am sorta resting. had trainin todae. paul filmed down everyone's throw. and mine..was sorta...hilarious. hehee. so embaressing lo. after dat..relle improved! hahhaa. mebbe cus i dun wanna paiseh myself liao. plus after seein how major wrong i am..i wanna correct it! yepps. todae's chem test was relle.. act okie one lor. bud i am toopid. fall for trick questions, plus i dint relle use all e hints and answers pple tole me. feelin like an idiot now. heckk. now mus give it all i got so i will do well for at least physics. oh ya. did i tell u i failed amaths completely? YARH. i did. sucks man. shall not brood over it! gtg! byebye!
L.O.S.T
floating in dreams in magic,
weaved by sorcerers of fictions.
eyes like those of glass balls,
staring out at the horizons.
enchanted, bewitched,
lost in virtuality
never to be found again,
lest the end of eternity.
shld be muggin awae now mans. bud jus back from tuition. dirty, smelly and tired. argh. relle feel like...resting..ah~..so nice if i can jus lie down on bed and snooze awae...as if. got chem test tom lo. SIGH.
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HMM. havin a break now. went to e clarke quay after tuition. sister was lookin for astroboy. and i was lookin for lotr. hmm. bought some postcard. it's nth much la. jus wanted it. and sis spent her entire week allowance on astroboy. and dat's well..alot. mite b goin dere next weekend. pretty cool. cus dey got all e old toys dere. and i act hopin to sell off my christmas jack dere. YARH. relle want to lor. wad else huh. i am qt bored now la. jus feel like slackin.
relle tired now. my eyes are droopin. am half awake. hmmm. did managed to finish e hp book, however, it was in 2 hrs [not 1 hr]time after i declared to finish it. hmm. did study abit. den watched anger management. e first part of e show makes u feel like rollin ur eyes and stangling e idotic flight attendant, judge and of cus dat buddy. den e last part was relle nice. okies. so here i am. pitasing awae...half dead. was flippin thru e channels. saw dis relle dumb show where 3 adult men cant even outrun a woman craddlin a baby. DUMB.
WAKE UP TIME
okie. i relle dunnoe wad's up with me. been addicted to readin and wastin LOTS and LOTS of time. even my father commented. i dun care. i gotta finish dat book in 1 hr's time and i am gonna start work. mans. e pile for notes waiting for me is enuff to scare me mans. i noe i will do badly for geog. cus my ans are relle toopid. i was relyin too much on prompting. toopid me. relle gotta wake up lo. ARGH. plus. i jus ponned a whole week of trainin. DAMN. plus i am gonna pon another tuesdae. or rather..mite b forced to cus i wont hav enuff time to study. brillant me. i am feelin like an complete idiot man. wad e hell am i doin with my life!
lookin*ahead*pondering*in*the*present
heys! was readin harry potter e fourth book. hur. dunnoe wad has gotten into me lately..been readin non-stop and mostly princess diaries + hp. hmm. anw..came here to..er. relax? and remind myself: dere is two science tests next week. so sucky. things to study for chem:
-peridic table
-ionic equations
-experimenting techniques
-particulate nature of matter
physics:
-chapt 1,2,4
argh. and all dese tests are like..on tuesdae and wednesdae. meanin no relaxin weekend. argh. thanks. okies..i gotta. rushin to e toilet!
labour.dae
yays. hols now. was sleepin..den suddenly jus woke up and i panicked. cus i was thinking..shit! i ponned skool arh!? how come so late den wake up. den i calmed down abit and recalled. hehehe. so toopid lor. anw..cldnt go sun-tannin tdy cus sq, wen and steph's parents dun allow. hecck. den mebbe revise some maths yarh. relle wanna pass. oh..nv come online for many many dae.. let alone sit in front of e comp. let's see...had geog and elit test. went swimmin with my darls. went to eat pizza mania yest. yepps. jus finished e third hp book. waah. okies. i tink dis story is relle good. so i cant wait for e fourth book. swei..rem bring k.
procrastination is the thief of time
yepps. i am procrastinating. wastin my time. baaaad. is like...dun feel like studyin at all. got back maths test paper. passed. duh. it's supp to b e easiest. alot of pple did well. hmm. todae managed to get back my money. heee. and went to kino and far east, simply toys. yepps. qt happie. cus i finalle can go window shoppin for a while. with deary steph. :) den had a veh unwillingly tuition. kaaes. i gotta admit..my physics relle suck la. die liao lo. anw..tdy lao chen dint come. jus realised and had elit test. was okie la. i jus hope i wont get a b4 or below. kkkk. now. and i gonna......nope..not study...do wad i want. hahaa. bye!
hahaha. bought e 10 buck lotr game. even my dad was like..dun buy so wasted! anw..not i pay one. later mite be goin to watch johnny english[like finalle!]..hopefully will go lor. later parents say i gotta study and stuff. todae 3 of em[my sis, father, mother] neh neh-ing me for my maths. cus chua tole my sis dat i need more practice and stuff. den everyone was goin..yarh.maths is impt and stuff. and i am so sick of dat topic, i practically hate it. and hate maths. and yes, i am a coward..not goin to face up to my fears/ hate. wadeva. aiyarh. tokkin abt maths always get me damn black face. even now i jus spoiled my own moood. hahha. toopid. anw..i found out wad's wrong with my comp liao. happpie!
pissed.
okies. i am relle miffed. first thing...i am havin tuition in 1/2 hrs' time and my parents not even back to fetch me back. when i called..my mother screamed at me. CRAZY. good thing my brother is willing to fetch me dere. second thing. dis toopid pitas/comp is relle drivin me nuts. i have done sooooo many things yet nth helps. HECK. fine. i tink i shld be preparin to leave now.
In Santa Monica, in the winter time
The lazy streets so undemanding
I walk into the crowd
In Santa Monica, you get your coffee from
The coolest places on the promenade
Where people dress just so
Beauty so unavoidable,
everywhere you turn
It's there
I sit and wonder what am I doing here?
But on the telephone line I am anyone
I am anything I want to be
I could be a supermodel or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?
In Santa Monica, all the people got
modern names
Like Jake or Mandy
And modern bodies too
In Santa Monica, on the boulevard,
You'll have to dodge those in-line skaters
Or they'll knock you down
I never felt so lonely,
Never felt so out of place
I never wanted something more than this
But on the telephone line I am anyone
I am anything I want to be
I could be a supermodel or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
On the telephone line, I am any height
I am any age I want to be
I could be a caped crusader, or
space invader
And you would know the difference
Or would you?
suay.bladin.dae
woah. confirm liao. my comp is goin bonkers. keep showin e same old page..no matter how many times i click e refresh button..it will keep d.ling e same old page. irritating ah. okies. todae had trainin. was..okie..i tink i sang and tokked alot. den after trainin ate with swei, grace, xwei and miss lim[e pretty one la]...we had katong laska..recommended by miss lim. after dat tokked alot abt e past 3 years. alot of jokes and fun. waah. e good old daes. seems so golden and long ago. siggh. k..later i went to popular alone to find my princess diary book..den suddenly grace popped out from nowhere and scare me. so we found e book tog..and she bought her stuff too. den grace pointed to me dis lotr stuff...some game..10 bucks only. hahaha..from 39 to 10 bucks leh. den grace said nobody wants. haha. even me? mite consider la. bud muz TINK. i mean buy den dun play...for wad! waste my preciousssss money. den i headed to j8 and finalle bought my tea tree oil. i dun trust my buggin skills. cus my mother dint buy for me my facial wash..swei dint buy e lotr and hp book...amanda is almost likely not to return my money.[boo] only my dad was kind enuff to buy me my stuff. mother and sis fetched me home. ehh. lazed ard den go east coast to blade. first thing..my blade were stuck. 1 blade is okie..e other has e wheel dat is stuck. yah. i almost tripped cus 1 was goin fast and e other was not movin. so anw..after much hassle..and i finalle got it movin. [came home and washed it cus i tink my blades are too dirty]. neh minds. later rite..i was goin down dis real gentle slope..and i ran over a puddle of water. guess wad? yepps. almost fell again. bud thanks to my good balancin skills i dint fall. NEH MIND. got worst ones. i was bladin qt fast in e centre[u noe e place where got alot of shops?]..yarh. cus dere was no one. suddenly dis assholic indian boy ran out from nowhere. den i cldnt stop. e ground was too wet..den e boy..instead of pausing..tried to outrun me..kaoz. duh cannot rite? unless u are uk sham with real fast reaction. so we collided and as i was manoevouring towards e bushes..we fell dere. i on top. hahaha. serves him rite. tell u. everyone was starin at dat toopid boy. thank goodness not me. den i quickly siam. so unpleasant. okies. gtg!