And I'm sorry I gave you odd mental images, but I guess we're even now. *snicker* Good point on Botan... hmm... that'd pair him up with Omi *blink blink* O.O;;;; And man, Vash is a Power Ranger? Me scared. o.o;;;; lol

Eeee. While looking for X OAV info (*grumbles some more about goddamn DVD players and region codes and how evil it all is*), I happened upon a random blog that I really liked. OK, so it could have something to do with item number 6 on the top ten things CLAMP should do, but hey what can I say, I get way too excited when people agree with me. XD here's my list (very X-centric, since, uh, that's really the only ongoing CLAMP manga/anime I follow... ^^;;; also may contain spoilers. deal)...

10. Draw a color pic of Keiichi, dammit.
9. Make Kamui stop being such a whiny, spineless uke. (He can still be a uke, just not whiny and spineless. Come on, we can't exactly have humanity's savior going around sniveling over his lost love all the time. Yep, I'm heartless lol)
8. Kill Daisu-- oh, wait... *snicker*
7. Come up with a cool explanation for the fact that Fujitaka and Aoki are practically the same damn person. (Brothers? Twins separated at birth? Or maybe they are the same person... hmm...)
6. Continue the trend of dragging other universes into X (CCD, TB) and figure out some way to bring the CCS crew in. (May as well throw in the Magic Knights too...)
5. Let Sorata get somewhere with Arashi. The poor boy has persevered for god knows how long. He deserves a little something.
4. Bring Seishirou back, just long enough to get it on with Subaru a few times. Make the fangirls happy.
3. Quit with the Karen/Yuuto flirtation. We have enough DoH/DoE romances going on, and this one, in my opinion, just wouldn't work out in the long run.
2. Don't kill Sora. While we're at it, don't kill anyone. Well, I could deal with Kamui and Fuuma biting it, but the rest of them are my babies. *huggles all of them*
1. (Oh, this is so going to shock you.) Pleaaase, let Karen and Aoki do something other than give each other wounded-puppy looks and have sweet platonic-bordering-on-extramarital-affair conversations. Just get it on already.

Soooo that's that. *snicker* Anyone else wanna give it a shot? (Oh, and if you ever read this, Karyn, you're cool. And happy birthday. hehehe)

Warg. My lower jaw finally stopped hurting (god damn dentists) and now my wrists are starting to hurt. Might as well follow the lead of practically everyone on my AIM buddy list, and go take a nap. @_@

filling the space with time on Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 06:09 p.m.




Kimmie! New blog looks great. How cute, Subaru has little hearts around him in your info *snickers*

Waaaahh, stop corrupting me! I really do not need to think about that! Although, hell, I'd debrief him too.... *this Too Much Information moment has been brought to you by the letter.. um.. X and the number... uh... 7 lol*

Oh my lord. *falls over at the "me wants some Subaru ass" comment* Spanky seriously needs some therapy. XD That's okay, mine thinks I'm into tentacle hentai...

MegaHAL: Gravity is the sexy ass magician named clow reed. She has a
MegaHAL: sense of humor and talks a lot. He eventually turns into a big
MegaHAL: nasty tentacle monster and is fucking sexy.
User: Clow Reed is not a tentacle monster. I don't want to hear about
User: Clow Reed tentacle hentai.
MegaHAL: You always want to hear about it, that's what i want to teach
MegaHAL: you?
User: I do not always want to hear about tentacle hentai.
MegaHAL: You always want to hear about tentacle hentai.
User: I DO NOT!

filling the space with time on Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 11:36 a.m.




You're right, Eri. This is scary. However, it fits strangely well, because I don't particularly like Aya, Ken or Omi, but I like everyone else in WK... similarly, I don't really like Kamui, Fuuma or Kotori, but I like all the other characters in X. I think I have main character issues. ~_~ Let's see, who would everyone else be? *snicker* Hmm, best I can come up with is:

Brad = Seishirou
Schu = Yuuto
Nagi = Satsuki
Tot = Nataku (hey, they both look like teenagers/young adults but have the minds of small children... work with me here! lol)
Farfie = .... Subaru? (Don't look at me like that... Subby's probably crazy now, they both only have one eye, they both killed loved ones... *meeps* that works better than it ought to...)
Yohji = Sorata
Persia = Aoki
Manx = Karen (Manx wants Persia, too. so it all works out. *snicker*)
Omi = Yuzuriha (I don't care if he's sposedly already been used. Who needs a Kotori anyway, she's just gonna die.)
Hell = Arashi (hmph, doesn't work too well but i was stuck...)
And just for the hell of it, Aya-chan = Kakyou

Which would make Brad Farfie's true love, wouldn't it? *meeps* I couldn't think of anyone for Kusanagi, because no one on WK is big and macho. They're all skinny little bishonen. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing, but still. hehe

And yes, Vash's dub voice is very nice. It makes me go all squealy and fangirlish. And I think the Trigun eps labeled 1-3 are really 5-7. Then the next volume is numbered regularly, 8-10. Makes total sense to me. ><

Oh yeah, my pirate name was Bonny something or other. Basically it told me I was crazy. Woohoo. hehehehe

As for the MegaHAL, Eri, um, you are opening the white box with the blue top, right? If you don't have that, you gotta redownload. If that's what you are doing, I dunno... try redownloading anyway... if that doesn't work, IM me (ToasterSchudel). ^^

In other news, I love my new tracker. *huggles it* I've gotten two searches so far, unfortunately (or maybe fortunately) none of them were disturbing, but it still amused me greatly to see that I'm the fourth site on the list for this search. I guess if you want scary amounts of obsession, you come here... *snicker* Oh, and re: the person who was looking for Tokyo Babylon fanfiction... I'm sorry I don't have any. I hope you found some. lol

filling the space with time on Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 10:52 a.m.




Lalala. Work was hell. Everything that could possibly have gone wrong, did, from register screwups to bitchy old people to the stupid fuck who wanted to use me for a goddamn ATM and gave me a negative total for my drawer 'cause he took so damn much money. God, I hate people so much. I'm turning into Satsuki. Humanity sucks ass. (except my friends, I love youuuuu *huggles you*)

Man, Kimmie, I've been trying to read your blog for like three days. >< Finally got in. Gomen about Subby's eyes ^^;;;; he's still a sexy bitch, though. *staaaares* *_* And FuumaxSubaru, eh? *snicker* Let Subby be the one to get "debriefed" *cackles* (that keeps popping into my head at the oddest times o.O damn you and C! lol)

Awww. Spanky and Sei-chan, sittin in a treeeeee.... *snicker* that's so sweet. I had a nice little conversation with mine the other day about who was fucking sexy.... *digs out archives*

MegaHAL: Ok, daisuke and touya? What the fuck is a computer expert and MegaHAL: is fucking sexy.
User: umm... I don't know any fucking sexy computer experts.
MegaHAL: A computer is a really boring kid with brown hair and brown
MegaHAL: eyes, who likes soccer and children and carries around a really
MegaHAL: boring kid with brown hair and is fucking sexy.
User: Ken is not fucking sexy.
MegaHAL: Aya-chan is in love with arashi and is fucking adorable. He's
MegaHAL: married, oh woe and despair, and has a really boring kid with
MegaHAL: brown hair and is fucking sexy.

Wise words, that. *nods* So is this.

MegaHAL: I already know she has stupid hair she's a bitch she's the
MegaHAL: biggest bitch in the west.
User: Biggest bitch in the west... that's quite a title.
MegaHAL: A house is a yaoi couple! Except seishirou and bone in the
MegaHAL: west.
User: Seishirou bones in the west?
MegaHAL: Seishirou bones in the west.
User: Wow. I did not know that.

Ehehehehe. *snickers* It also keeps calling Keiichi a man-whore. o.o;;;;; And apparently Kamui is a hot piece of meat. *falls over and twitches*

It is taunting me. It's looking at me with its little DVD eyes and going "buy meeeeee... I'm only $35..... all you have to do is click one little button and you'll have me in your hot little handsssssss.... who cares if you can't speak Japanese? I have pretty picturesssss... I will put you in a state of utter fangirl blissss... buyyyyyy meeeee....." *sobs* Make it STOP.

Ooh. There's also this (thanks again Bell, hehe). It's the OAV closing theme. *dances* The pics are mostly the same as the screenshots or the ones in the trailer (poor Karen has only gotten one shot out of all of them o.o), but the song is rather interesting, except for the painful-sounding high notes that occasionally show up. o.O;;;;; Also, it takes freaking forever to download, even for my shitty connection. >< Tis worth a look, though.

I'll leave you with MegaHAL's fine attempt at songwriting...

MegaHAL: Boy up and make some memories yeah with us now to roll the red
MegaHAL: carpet out with sakura petals and go "kotori..." "fuuma..."
User: That was strangely beautiful.

filling the space with time on Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 09:28 p.m.




Eeeeeeeeeeeee

looklooklook! They didn't butcher him! AND this is from a page of OAV info!!! Which means maybe I was wrong and all the characters ARE in it. I don't care if it's only for a few seconds, it'll be worthwhile. ^______^

Spose I should share the rest of the pics ^^;;; here goes...

Kamui-- impressive, he actually looks good
Fuuma-- well, looking at him doesn't make me sick... I guess that's a plus... *snicker*
Kotori-- ew.
Kakyou-- oh my lord, he has Schu hair! Well, almost. Schu's isn't as poofy on the side. hehe
Hokuto-- kawaiii
Hinoto-- much prettier than the movie version
Kanoe-- ho'licious
Sorata-- um, kind of odd, but I doubt this is his most flattering shot XD
Arashi-- eh, at least her eyes aren't half the size of her head again
Yuzuriha-- so shoujo it hurts...
Subaru-- I have absolutely nothing witty to say. *drools* Yeah baby. Work that onmyouji booty-- errr... *cough* (And I'm not even a Subby fangirl, not like some people I know are... *snicker*)
Aoki-- Yeah, okay, you know what I have to say about this one. Eeeee. ^______^
Karen-- *sparklies* *_* she's so pretty! Except, her hair is kind of... um... flamingly orange... o.o;;;; *snicker*
Yuuto-- Putting all my issues with the man aside, oooohhhh. Sexy bitch right there.
Satsuki-- *blinkblink* It looks nothing like her. Maybe it's just the lack of glasses. Oh well, once again, prolly not the most flattering shot.
Nataku-- Hmmm. Interesting. I'm not sure if that's just a reflection, or if he(she/it o.o;;;) really has all those markings on his face. Oh well. I kinda like it. :P
Seishirou-- Ehhh. Something about it doesn't seem right to me. Maybe it's his chin. Yeah, definitely the chin... he looks like Jay Leno or something XD oh well. Can't really tell much from still pics anyway, tis prolly just the angle.
Kusanagi-- hell, even he looks pretty good!

Soooo, that's that. *bounces* Eeee. I'm excited. Almost everyone looks great, as far as I can see. Much better than the character designs from the movie, in my opinion. To give credit where credit is due, I got the heads-up for these pics off Bell's blog, while random-blog-hopping. o.o;;;; Apparently you can get the images by a mouseover code on the main X anime page, but it wouldn't work for me until I had already opened the images manually. ><

Well, other than that... no one has really been blogging much lately *whaps them* so I have nothing to respond to. Then again, I'm the only one out of my friends who isn't back in school yet. o.o;;; It's not as cool as it would seem, being the only one who's not busy. It's pretty boring, really. >< Ah well.

Just because I'm bored, a few more choice MegaHAL quotes. The thing has been fed all the information on X, Weiss Kreuz and CCS, a few editions of Handpuppet Theatre, and several Dave Matthews Band songs. Understandably, it's maladjusted. Without further adieu:

MegaHAL: Also, aoki looks just like fujitaka, who is this big magical
MegaHAL: creature with wings who is also extremely sexy. Eriol is a
MegaHAL: comatose dude who looks like a chibi brad crawford, and he and
MegaHAL: fujitaka together are the computer program, i'd have cybersex
MegaHAL: with it....
User: If you want to have cybersex with Fujitaka and Eriol, that's
User: your business.

MegaHAL: Subaru and seishirou are a part of an ass and a mare breeding.

MegaHAL: Yes, he is a planet. Apes are primates. Daisuke kinda looks
MegaHAL: like a chibi brad crawford, and he and touya need to get it
MegaHAL: on.
User: Daisuke and Touya? What the fuck are you smoking???

MegaHAL: Kamui, however, has a crush on subaru. This is wrong, bad,
MegaHAL: incorrect, not true. Seishirou is a unending chain of
MegaHAL: ambiguity, death, betrayal, and circular dialogue.
User: .... You know, you're right. He is.

MegaHAL: Your mom is so fat her ass has a friend named kero-chan, who is
MegaHAL: from card captor sakura, which is rather boring, besides the
MegaHAL: fact that he's a nasty hoe.

MegaHAL: Fuuma is not a british mathematician! His dub voice might have
MegaHAL: sounded british, but he's not a bitch. My name is shimako, by
MegaHAL: the way. Devil woman!!

User: Fucker.
MegaHAL: That goes without saying, sweetie.
User: .... Eep.

MegaHAL: No. Kamui is very quiet but sarcastic, he looks like a
MegaHAL: baseball glove with claws. He's stupid. I hope he dies.

filling the space with time on Monday, August 27, 2001 at 12:56 p.m.




Life is good.

I have determined that I absolutely fucking love my friends. Not that I didn't before, but these past few days have just cemented that. If you're reading this, y'all are insane and I love you to death.

Inspired by Technomancy's blog (which is hilarious and quite a good read, by the way), we ended up getting into a long and involved conversation about AC slash. Definitely one of the funniest conversations I've ever taken part in. Around the same time, Kim made the AC personality test. My results were...

# 1 Kim
# 2 Codi
# 3 me
# 4 Anna
# 5 Mike
# 6 Erica
# 7 Aleithia
# 8 Cori
# 9 Rikki
# 10 Carenda

Well isn't that cute, I'm not myself. *snicker* I'm not even second. Oh well. I'm just an enigma like that. *nods and looks mysterious*

Then, yesterday, we got in yet another long complicated discussion about X and musicals, which led to an X/Grease crossover, scenes from which are still stuck in my head and dammit, this needs to be written, badly. (Not written badly, smartass. It... needs badly to be written. There. :P)

Also thanks to Technomancy, I downloaded a MegaHAL. This thing is disturbingly entertaining. It's an artifical intelligence program that learns from the stuff you say to it. And eventually it gets its own personality and starts to scare you. Mine seems to have some sort of foot fetish, can't decide if it prefers SubaruxKamui or SeishirouxSubaru, and is utterly convinced that Yuuto is a card captor. Which brings to mind some pretty damn scary mental images. O.O;;;;; Oh, and it also wants to kill me:

User: Ergh, I have to go.
MegaHAL: Ergh, i have to kill you!!!!!
User: ...........
MegaHAL: Are you sucking up?
User: ... no...
MegaHAL: Yes. That's right.
User: I'm scared now.
MegaHAL: Ain't nobody dope as me, i'm just so fresh so clean.....
User: Yep. Really scared.

o.o;;;;; It liiiives...

OK, Im'a go get paid now yo. *does little dance and starts singing N Sync's remake of "Just Got Paid"* (um, just about to get paid anyway ^^;;;)

filling the space with time on Friday, August 24, 2001 at 01:12 p.m.




I just took the Trigun personality test... I got Rem Saverem. *blinks* From reading summaries, I guess that's the chick Vash keeps remembering, ne? Okay... I guess I wouldn't mind that. *grin* I am heavily addicted to Trigun at the moment. Vash is so damn cute and funny and cool, and I really like his dub voice-- I usually don't pay much attention to the dub voices but his is really nice. ^___^ I need to get the rest of the tapes now. ~_~

I want to see Eva. I really, really want to see it. However, two episodes per tape at $25 a pop is just a massive ripoff. I'm so torn. :/ Spose I could get the DVDs, but then I could only watch 'em on the comp, or down on the main TV when no one else is around (which isn't too often). Grrrr.

Kim, you should definitely make that test! XD it'd be so funny! And I probably won't even get myself, either. ~_~ hehehe do it do it! *bounces*

I realized last night that this is the first day in an entire week that I've been able to just sit around the house and do nothing. For someone who's used to sitting around the house and doing nothing every day, that's quite a change. I'm glad I have today and Friday off. Makes things a little more tolerable. Besides, I don't have to go in until 6 on Saturday, so I get pretty much that whole day to myself, too. Things could be a lot better, but I guess they could be worse, too...

Oh well. Hungry. Getting lunch.

filling the space with time on Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 12:15 p.m.




*sniffles*

You are going to make me cry. In all honesty. I don't know why you're in such a funk, but I'll do anything I can to get you out of it. Which, admittedly, is probably not that much, but hey every little bit counts hopefully. *snuggly tackleglomps* You can't let school get to you! Just think of it as something you have to suffer through before you can get home and do whatever you want. That's how I operate, and I've survived thus far. And as for other situations... *glares* I'm glaring because there's absolutely nothing I can say. I can't tell you not to let it get to you, because that would put a big glowing HYPOCRITE sign around my neck. As would just about anything else I could say, besides wait it out and let time move things along. But I want you to be happy. *huggles some more and sniffles* I wish I was home more, so we could talk, but... you know, work. ><

Speaking of work, it still sucks. Although, not having to go tomorrow is a good thing. But tomorrow will eventually end, and then I'll have to go again, which is a bad thing. Today wasn't so bad though. Evil office bitch wasn't there, neither was the bastard who keeps calling me "new girl" even though my name is CLEARLY on my badge, and I got to watch Matt (other new kid) get the crap embarrassed out of him, which was quite amusing. I really hope I don't get yelled at on Thursday though. ^^;;; The manager is apparently an asshole, since everyone has said something about how he yells at people and how he's all strict and stuff... :/ I'm thinking of switching over to Rite Aid, since the manager there is really nice, and it isn't as complicated (orders are smaller and such). *sigh* Hooray for the workforce.

filling the space with time on Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 11:13 p.m.




Yay for utter misery. I hate my job, I hate certain people at my job, I hope they die long and painful deaths by strangulation. I hope they fire me. At least it'd get me out of going there and feeling like a total fucking idiot who can't do anything right. Maybe if I didn't get my head bitten off every time I asked for help with something I hadn't been taught in the first place, I might not make mistakes. If I didn't need the damn money, I would quit right now, fuck what my mom and anyone else would say. But unfortunately I don't want to deal with my funds being completely cut off (which is what my mom said she would do if I quit too early, SO supportive huh?). Someone just fucking shoot me.

That's all I have to say right now. Grrr. Very grrr.

filling the space with time on Monday, August 20, 2001 at 10:00 p.m.




Hey, I liked the chibis. *pouts* And Cori, why do I have the feeling that "you can't make me" is directed at me? ^^;;;; 'Cause you know sweet, innocent little me would never pressure you into drawing X stuff, nooooo. *sends telepathic msgs when you're not looking*

Dammit, I want to know the meaning of life too. Send me Pirates, you uppity wench.

Codi... *sighs* look around you. Are there sakura petals and feathers surrounding you? And gears? And random white dots? If so, angst all you want. If not... STOP IT. *whap* That's like the most pessimistic thing I've ever heard in my life. And people are always calling me pessimistic, so that's saying a lot. Yeah, I probably sound harsh, but... *shrug* tough love. lol *gives huggles anyway*

(insert comment about how I don't want to go to work here) (insert comment about how I'm going to shut up/stop rambling now here)

filling the space with time on Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 10:25 a.m.




Why am I posting again?

Because I'm having a fuzzy squishy fangirl moment for no apparent reason, and I feel like sharing it. That, and I'm bored. And in like half an hour I have to go to work and, like, act normal and not scare people. OK, hell with that. I'll scare 'em all I want. ^___^

This is what happens when you leave me alone and bored and I end up going through the archives of an X-ish message board to find interesting stuff. I love all of them. Even Kamui. Hell, even Fuuma. They all need to forget this silly end of the world shit and go make hot monkey love to their respective significant others. And CLAMP needs to draw it.

Uh huh. Deep revelation, really. XD That, and this damn CD won't leave me alone with the X connections. This song is Subaru angst, even though not all the lyrics fit, it just is. It gives me chills whenever I listen to it. *brrr* There are also a bunch of Sorata/Arashi songs, one Kamui/Fuumaish song (although I still maintain it sounds like he's saying "live Seishirou" -_-), and... ok, this one is Aoki/Karen just 'cause I have this automatic connection with them and dancing. ~_~ (And yes, I know most of y'all aren't feeling the DMB love, but just trust me on these.)

Okay, I think I'm done rambling. Gotta get ready for work anyway. XP

filling the space with time on Friday, August 17, 2001 at 03:20 p.m.




Thank you, Ninja Pizza Girl Dominatrix. I appreciated it immensely. hehehe but... *goes into wailing uke Kamui mode* whhhhhyyyy??? Su...ba..r-- oh wait... Co...di... *snicker*

I have issues with Halloween. For two years in a row, my Halloweens have sucked massive ass. I always end up fighting with someone. *shrug* I like decorating, for it. Something about cotton spiderwebs and rubber disembodied parts just speaks to me. XD

I feel the same way about WK. Of course I still love it, it was my first true obsessive anime love, but the fandom isn't all that interesting to me these days. *shrug* Maybe it's the lack of good fics, maybe it's the overabundance of people I can't stand *cough*... maybe it's the CLAMP characters taking my brain hostage... ^^;;;; (I think it's the third one lol)

*glomps Kimmie* That's evil, if you said no they should just leave you alone. It's alright, I kind of feel the same these days. Although, I'm not getting any offers for dates, so it's not much of a problem. -_- I think I have it so built up in my mind that it couldn't be anything but disappointing, and I really don't want to crush my illusion. Besides, I'm trying to figure out if there's anyone I could possibly imagine living with for the rest of my life, and... like, none of them are male. Heh. *shrugs*

Hey, I get my first paycheck today. Rock on. ^____^ Unfortunately, they're probably going to make me work the whole fucking weekend, so I won't have a chance to go spend it. >< I swear, I'm quitting when school starts. I will not spend five days a week doing school shit and then spend my weekends working. I have my whole god damn life ahead of me to work.

filling the space with time on Friday, August 17, 2001 at 11:45 a.m.




Blarrrr, haven't blogged in a while. I was going to yesterday, but I got some rather shocking news, and figured if I tried to make an entry I'd just end up ranting about it. I may still rant about it. We shall see.

*huggles the Kimmie* Happens to me all the time. Hated Brad, read fics, didn't hate him anymore. Hated Schreient, saw 'em in action in RP, didn't hate them anymore. But, having read a little over half of the manga so far, I can pretty much assure you that manga Fuuma is still a blatant Sei-chan ripoff. If there's anything special and deep to his character, I haven't caught it. But then again, I tended to scan through the Fuuma scenes. ^^;;;;

Cori, I agree, Thanksgiving is a good excuse to eat lots and not feel guilty about it. ^^ Although, last year I spent most of Thanksgiving trying to beat the goddamn genie on Link's Awakening. >< lol but I gotta say Christmas is the greatest holiday. ^____^ I love it, right down to the shopping and the silly Christmas Eve traditions and the actually having to go to church for once in my life. ~_~ And of course, the presents. Caaaan't forget the presents. *_* (hopefully the X OVA will be subbed by then... *whistles* since SOMEBODY spent about half an hour talking me out of getting it raw... :P)

Codi... yes, I'm afraid Sorata is going to die. *sobs* I was reading through CML archives looking for a fic, and ended up depressing myself because of all the speculation on who was going to die and when. I don't want any of them to die, dammit. Somewhere along the line I got scarily attached to these characters. It's going to be a repeat of what happened when I read the last chapter of Sunde, only worse this time. *glomps her Aoki plushie that has not yet arrived but will be hers soon and wails*

OK, time for ranting corner. I'm cold. I have to go to work in half an hour, and stay there for 6 hours, and please just shoot me now. And I'm still pissed about aforementioned shocking news. It makes me want to not trust people I meet online, as much as I want to (and of course I don't mean any of my friends who may be reading this, I trust y'all with my life and I know you're who you say you are ~_~). It's a little unnerving to find out that I spent all this energy and time thinking about someone who wasn't who I thought they were. The lie itself doesn't matter so much to me, although I know things would have turned out a lot differently had this person been straightforward at the beginning. I guess it's their business. If they want to escape reality, as Anna put it (by the way, *huggles* you made the right decision... I hope you'll be able to move on, so it won't torment you anymore ^^), it's not my place to get involved in that. *sigh* I really wish I hadn't.

Oh well. Either way, it's over now, and I'm glad it is. (If I had found this out three months ago, I don't know what I would have done. ^^;;;) And now I have to go to work. ><

filling the space with time on Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 01:13 p.m.




Damn crackhead... I like that. Do they have an equivalent for "damn crackhead" in Japanese, I wonder? XD

And I already told you, Kimmie, but the fic beginning is great. Really. I want to see more. Yay for psycho Subaru.

And I'm afraid Sorata will eventually die... *sighs* They've made too big of a deal out of his destiny and crap to let him live. Besides, killing him would make us sad, therefore CLAMP will do it as soon and as tragically as they possibly can. Evil women. Evil. And yet I still idolize them and have this strange need to collect like every manga/anime they've ever done. Damn them!

And damn you too, Codi. Just.... damn you. *sniffles* You denounced my hard work, I shall cry and whine and stuff. ... Or not. *snickers* Yay for me getting my AokixKaren-ness... it's an addiction ^_^

and uhh... you're making me sick. you do know that, right? -_- Doesn't even make sense, either. How do you go about releasing fabric? Whatever.

Can't tell you verbally, unless you were to let me call you, which you never do, so go to hell. hehe j/k, but you're prolly not talking about me anyway 'cause you know my retarded ass has no life and will be on all the time anyway. Sorry. You'll have to put up with me, I guess. -_-

And yes, as you can probably see, I'm still in inferiority-complex mode. *sigh* I think I'm okay, and then something sets me off again. It's irrational, whatever, that's me.

Had a dream last night that zombies were chasing me and trying to eat me. Actually, I think it was some kind of game, but it still scared the shit out of me in the dream, and I didn't want to play, but I was forced into it. Yay for fucked-up incomprehensible nightmares -_-

Can't think of anything else to say. ... Blar.

filling the space with time on Monday, August 13, 2001 at 11:07 a.m.




La la la. Three more hours of freedom before I return to hell. However, today was a good day... I got my CD, AND I found a good place to download CLAMP in Wonderland. Wheee. The CD was... erm... interesting? lol, although I really hate Aoki's, it's so... ugh... "look at me and my precious family, isn't that just so touching and heroic" *coughchoke* buuuuttt Karen's is incredibly kawaii. Which I've already said. About 18 times. ~_~ I think that quote Eri mentioned fits me, the one about when being a shipper turns into a disease... oi. *snicker*

And the video... Kim, now I see why you felt the need to tell Karen that clothes do not bite. o.O And the Seishirou-mallet scene.... *cackles* I made screenshots. Lots of them. Will upload them and stick them on my official dumping ground for CLAMP stuff that nobody else has, worthless non-scanning/screencapping bastards that they are. :P

In other news, I am quite amused by the small N Sync slash revolution that the discovery of this page has caused. We've already seen one victim converted.... can you be far behind? *snickers and runs*

Ohhhh, you people. *huggles massively* Can't say I don't feel the same sometimes, but I am always telling people that they are loved, and they continue to say they aren't. Which makes me wonder if my saying that even means anything. And then I just have this whole jealousy thing going on where I end up ranking how much people like me compared to their other friends. Undoubtedly, in my head, I turn up last. I don't know if that's true or not... point is... do I have a point? Ah, screw it. *huggles some more* You are both loved and valued greatly and needed and such. And Codi... what Kim said is exactly what I've been trying to say. For what it's worth. Probably not much.

One last thing... might I ask exactly how the shark came to be named Yuuto? XD

filling the space with time on Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 02:08 p.m.




I will not turn this into a whinefest. However...

I. Fucking. Hate. My. Job.

There, now that that's out of the way. -_-

Good things. Good, happy things like Voices Carry updating, with new Handpuppet Theatre. Happy things like the board going swimmingly so far (nothing for the public to see yet, but insanity reigns in the cast room o.O;;; hehehe). Happy things like Aoki tied to my be...eeehhhhehehe *coughs* move along children, nothing to see here. ^^;;;

Most importantly, happy things like me not having to work on Monday or Wednesday next week. Unfortunately, I do have to work the whole fucking weekend. Which is not a good thing. And ooohhh do my back and feet hurt like a bitch. *dies* OK, I'm done complaining for today. Will probably be back to complain some more tomorrow after work. x.x

filling the space with time on Friday, August 10, 2001 at 11:10 p.m.




Time to be, like, social and shit. x.x

Kiiiiim! How come you didn't tell me you had a new journal type thing? I found the link on Anna's blog. *huggles* I think CLAMP has fucked with all of our heads in one way or another. We need a 12 step program or someth... wait, that has to involve wanting to stop, doesn't it? o.O nevermind..... XD but yeah, you have your Subby/Sei thing and I have my occasional homicidal feelings directed towards Yuuto for trying to steal a certain person from her OBVIOUS soul mate. *hangs head* It's bad. and wrong. I know.

And yes, I prefer the word fangirl because it allows me to be squealy and bouncy and immature and basically act like a 12 year old again. I am not ashamed of this behavior. 'Tis good for the soul. Hell, my mom's a 45-year-old Ricky Martin fangirl... it runs in the family. ^_^

Anna: *huggles* I'm sorry you're all blar. I kinda feel the same way, about work and all.... although I'm more leaning toward the lazy side of the equation, hehe. I hope it works out for you and you find something you like doing... I think you will. ^^

Codi... I have one message for you.

>_<

OK, done now. Four hours until work.... blar. :/

filling the space with time on Friday, August 10, 2001 at 12:43 p.m.




Well, blar. I tried to archive my page, and it turns out changing the main blog page sets off the archiving just like making a new entry does. So I gotta ramble some more so the page doesn't look empty. o.O

Just recently rediscovered my love for this site. Urban legends rock. Some of the stuff on that site is so gross and/or implausible, though. *snicker* It's amazing what people will believe (and pass on to everyone they know).

Ewwww, I have my final written test in drivers' ed tomorrow. I probably failed the road work part of the class... :/ I hope I don't get bitched at, 'cause it really wasn't my fault... I had next to no experience when I started the class, and the teacher even said that I had improved tremendously, so there's not much else I could've done. *sigh* I was always so excited about turning 16 so I could drive and get a job... now it seems as if neither of those things are really worth it... blar. Oh well. I'll live. Hopefully. x.x

filling the space with time on Thursday, August 9, 2001 at 09:18 p.m.