*cry* Don't wanna go to college! Don't wanna decide what I'm gonna do with the rest of my life! Wanna hide under my bed for the next few years!

... now that that's taken care of...

First of all, thank you for getting me out of my awful writers-block-induced bad mood last night. Yay, I'm psychic! XD I am still thinking about the fishtank fic. ^_^ But... Daisuke is not allowed to borrow his uncle's tie if he's going to use it for those purposes. XD *cough*

Really? I should get seiichirou.net hehehe... I actually wanted kasumi.net but it's taken. *poutpout* It'd be a pretty domain name, and it has to do with Karen... oh well, moonramen.net is always an option, right you guys? ^_~

Haha, "sweetu lubber" amused me to no end, actually. I have a sound clip of it, thanks to the link Danae put up. *listens to it and snickers* Um, hooray for Subby's happy trail? o.o;;; Seishirou does look high, actually. haha and, okay, your comment about Kamui's "little girly face" really amused me as well XD XD I don't know RK, heh heh *looks at the OAVs she still hasn't watched and tries to act innocent*, but that pairing sounds pretty OOC and bleh. I'm all for weird pairings, but they should at least sorta make sense *hides Yuuto/Sora fic behind back* ^^;;; Oooh, and I hope your tummy stops feeling icky soon :_:

Hmm, in an hour and a half I am off to perform in ye olde Christmas concert. Yay, I get to run around in pajamas and slippers and hug my teddy bear. Choralaires rehearsal today was fun, we had a ten minute conversation involving an extended metaphor about a pencil, and I don't think I'll get into it any more than that. *snicker*

filling the space with time on Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 04:29 p.m.




Yeah, yeah, I know, She Who Has No Life hasn't blogged in several days, the fabric of the universe may just fall apart. ... Or maybe I'll just have a ton of social blogging to catch up on. *shrugs* Whatever works.

First of all... to all my friends, if you want to give me a nice, (fairly) simple, and free Christmas present, write me a damn A/K fic. Because dammit, it's been ages, and I may as well have my fun with them while I can, because after they get whacked, everyone's going to completely forget they exist (as opposed to just mostly forgetting -_-). I don't care what it is-- angst, sap, humor, hell you can even kill 'em in the end if you have to. Just get them together at some point in the fic, and I'll be happy. Oh, and if anyone has fic requests, tell me and I'll give you a literary present. Because I have no idea what I'd buy for most of you, and getting to the post office without being asked 50 million questions by the Paranoid Ones is not an easy task anyway. Yet I still want to do something nice for y'all. Because I love you. *snuggles* Honestly, take me up on this. I'll write anything in the fandoms I'm familiar with (X, Weiss Kreuz, maybe Harry Potter)... well, except Karen/Yuuto, but I don't think I know anyone who really favors that pairing above all others, so I think we're good. ^_^ E-mail me, social blog it back at me, IM me, whatever floats your boat.

You sound like you had a fun day yesterday... o.o *huggles* hehe and you just now realized that Keiichi, Fuuma and Kamui would be a fun threesome? Everyone knows Keiichi and Kamui are Fuuma's wives. This will only be divulged in the Happy X Edition, however. Where everyone goes and has wild sex. XD ahhh, phone conversations are fun. ^_~ And I know this is late, but it's so cool that you get to go to NYC. ^___^

As for Deep Fanfic Thoughts, umm, the one about Hambone and Flippy, and Flippy being the uke, amused me way more than it was intended to. Hehe. Damn you, Kim, now I'm having Seishirou/Aoki thoughts again. Get to steppin' on the chibis, huh? XD (Um... not literally. Stepping on chibis is bad and could probably get you reported to some government agency somewhere.)

So, this Fire and Hemlock thing is a Diana Wynne-Jones book? Or not? I'm confused. Either way, I want to read it if it has an Aoki-like character XD I'm such a fangirl. ^^;;; I'm feeling particularly fangirlish today. I saw Asuka scans last night (here)... goodness, he is cute. I want to have many of his children. You already knew that, but damn, I thought it merited saying again. *_* (And if it were physiologically possible, I'd probably have many of Karen's children as well... XD)

Anyway. Where was I. Oh yeah. Your talk about the CLAMP guy matchmaker test reminds me of the very interesting fact I found out about it... in order to get Aoki (uh, not that I tried to cheat or anything ^^;;;) you have to answer no to the question about "people call me cute rather than beautiful", and yes to the one about "have you ever seduced anyone". ... I have absolutely nothing to say about that. Nothing. ^^;;;

*huggles Maria*I hope you're all right, and that you get better soon. *crosses fingers*

Just realized something disturbing. Terada-sensei is an older Keiichi with his hair dyed brown. Yeah, don't give me that look, just look at the pic. Same haircut, even. o.o;;;;

Off to go update my blog links. Because I've been lazy, and I need to add people I've just started reading, and fix a few things. ^^;;;

filling the space with time on Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 05:13 p.m.




Maria! Lemon? With Karen in it? *ponders* You know, depending on who the other partner is, this could either make me incredibly happy, or... violent. XD so which is it gonna be? I'm on the edge of my seat! And you have a lot of good points about lemons. Much of the reason why I have a really hard time writing them is because I feel unqualified. ^^;;; But hey, fantasizing for over half of my waking day has to count for something... anou... you all didn't want to know that, did you? Gomen ne XD

Mmm, so since Kamui can't make a kekkai, is that a metaphor for his sexual impotence? *snerk*

CLAMP in Hogwarts would amuse me to no end. Maybe that should be their next music video, as a sequel to CLAMP in Wonderland, hehe. As for Ron/Hermione/Harry/Cho/etc... hn. I could take or leave all of it. Love the characters, but I don't really think I even want romance in there mucking things up. The books are all about friendship, and while I would be the first to admit that friendship can certainly turn into love, I just don't see that happening with them, nor do I really want it to. The adult characters, however, are fair game. ^_^

Waiii, I've been plugged! And also called a "wonderful person"... o.o *waves* Glad you liked the fic! And yes, SiriusxRemus is a wonderful thing. ^____^

filling the space with time on Saturday, December 8, 2001 at 06:31 p.m.




I was put in a very genki mood this morning by two lovely occurrences...

1. Got to see half of X 8 before I left for school. ... Um, mostly just Karen's bit, actually. ^^;;; As Sorata said, quite an outfit. *nosebleeds* XD And man, the expression on his face when he realized exactly what Karen's "shrine" was has to be my favorite Sora moment in the whole series so far. He just looked so adorably dorky... *pinches his cheeks* XD Had to leave before I had a chance to see Sei, though. I'll go watch it after I finish this entry.

2. HMC! Is! Being! Animated! WHEEEE! ^_____^ Thank you so much for the heads-up, Ammie! That is utter craziness, but so cool. Japanese-made, besides. Who would've thought it... o.o;;; Oh well! I don't care! *squeals like a big dumb fangirly dork* XD He better be hot!

Unfortunately, the impending end of my lovely four days without work is kind of throwing a wet blanket on my genki power. *poutpout* Ah well, I suppose I might live ~~;;;

Mouuu. You should change the name of that clique to "Not everyone is doing it-- yet". It'd apply to a lot more couples that way *snicker* As for HP fanfiction, I've only been to a few sites so far... FictionAlley seems to have quite a bit of stuff, although I must admit that the format confuses me a little. o.o;;; Happy Valley Puppy Farm has a lot of lovely Sirius/Remus fics (my personal preferred HP pairing, as most of you can probably tell ^^;;;). Other than those two, the only place I've really gone for fics is FF.net. Yes, much of it is very, very bad, but some of it is bad in the guilty-pleasure kind of way. And there is some good stuff to be found. If you look really, really hard. o.o;;;

Hehe! So, let's see if I got this straight... Sexers is S/S, Suckers is S/K and Fuckers is F/K? Wheee, I'm a sexer! *bounces* XD I like that. Nice little Fuuma/Sei scene, too. You two have way too much free time. lmao

You know, Cori, it's just a little too coincidental that I'm suddenly getting hits for "Daniel Radcliffe shirtless", isn't it? *smirk* Person only found two results, and I was the top (and the other one didn't apply at all). Number one, baby. We'll just ignore the fact that I don't have pictures of Daniel shirtless, and if I did, I probably wouldn't share them-- um, I mean, that's sick, I wouldn't even want anything like that! XD (honestly though. he's cute, but... 12. o.o;;; I'm not a total shotacon like some people *whistles* ^_^)

Speaking of referrals, I'm apparently the 8th most relevant result for "spongebob squarepants fanfiction". Which is ironic, because Me + "Spongebob Squarepants" = VIOLENT RAGE. God, that laugh. It destroys me. In the bad way. *cries*

filling the space with time on Friday, December 7, 2001 at 02:43 p.m.




Ladies and gentlemen, we are gathered here tonight to mourn the passing of Kerianne's brain. The Utena movie broke it.

It really did. Dear God, I want some of the crack the scriptwriters were smoking. "Hey, you know what would be cool here? If people randomly turned into cars!" Oi. o.o;;; I really did like it though. I think, when it comes right down to it, it was really all about the hair. Whole movie looked like a damn Pantene commercial. And... um... Saionji scares me. A lot. (Anou... I think I have to take back my earlier Juri-disparaging, though, 'cause... damn. That's all I have to say about that. ^^;;;) But, hey, any movie that can go from abstract symbolism involving rose petals and butterfly wings to a cow getting things stuck up its nose has my vote. XD XD

In other news, wahhh, I want X 8, preferably yesterday. Karennnn-samaaaa *_* (look at me not drooling over shirtless Subaru! *snerk*) I wanna see her kicking ass :_: oh well, I must be patient I guess *pout*

Damn, what are the odds of that happening? o.o;;; That's damn cool though. And hey, judging from the screenshots of TV Sei, I'm siding with your hormones. *_*

"Nothing says Christmas like a bunch of gay men"... that has to be the deepest thing I've heard all day. XD XD ... Y'know, it'd be cool if you did have a brother... you'd set me up with him, right? lol

Awww, I'm sorry you have to work with bitches. I know the feeling. ~~;;; And, um... I think BatmanEvilGuy!Fuuma would be right on target actually. *snicker* I wanna read, wahh! I'll ignore Fuuma! (I usually do! *runs*)

I don't think you are boring either, and I think learning Japanese for the sake of reading manga is a fine reason. ^^ I'd do it, but... I'm really lazy, and it looks hard. o.o;;; Too bad there's nothing French that I'm really anxious to read, 'cause I'm fairly good at that... ><

You know, there are some referrals that just make you feel really, really... unclean. "katie couric smut" has to be one of them. SQUICK.

filling the space with time on Thursday, December 6, 2001 at 07:08 p.m.




I have "Last Christmas" by Wham stuck in my head. Specifically the part that goes "A face on a lover with a fire in his heart, a man undercover but you tore me apart..." Just running around in my head. *groans*

Hehe, and there's nothing wrong with being a rabid S/S fan. If I were one, I'd do the same. (I'd also be a lot less bored, 'cause damn there are a lot more S/S fics out there than there are fics about my favored pairings... ^^;;;) I have no room to talk about that anyway, considering I have been known to go squealy over a single paragraph out of a 16-chapter fic that mentions my favorite pairing. (It was... really, really cute though XD) Hehe... Seishirou/Subaru smut... wait till you see the next bit of my fic. It'll be original, at least... *chuckles evilly* Umm... isn't "problem with escapism" an oxymoron? Escapism makes the world go round, my dear friends. ^___^ But yes, indeed, that song is one of the most disturbing things I've ever come in contact with. Although it's not as bad as the MKR English opening. At least the person singing that song can kind of... um... sing. o.o;;;

Yes, I did watch some MKR, don't pass out. I was bored. ~~;;; I dunno... it didn't impress me all that much. It's a little... boring, I guess... The dub's kinda cheesy, too. Enough with the stereotypical evil laughter, it's not scary anymore. But I guess the show would be worth watching just to look at Umi's hair. ^^;;;

Hmmm... I could actually see Oliver/Harry, you know. He certainly appreciates Harry's Quidditch skills... *snicker* I've seen some Oliver/Percy fics. Not sure where that comes from (maybe just because they're both older), but they were cute. And yeah, Snape/Quirrell would be amusing, what with the shoving up against the wall and all that. Quirrell was actually kind of good looking, in a whiny sort of way. o.o;;; You sure were having fun with Google, weren't you? XD Well, there may not be a Seiichirou shrine yet, but there will be one. Very soon. I feel... almost inspired to work on it ~~;;;

*twitch* You know, I got a search request yesterday for "Yuuto x Karen fanfics". And the worst part is, when you follow that link... the first referral on the list is one of my fics. *cries* That is wrong on so many levels. I'm ashamed. Oh, yeah, and I know nothing about the connection between JC Chasez and heroin, so don't come here looking for info. Dendrophiliac pictures... no. (Sheesh, can't a girl make rude comments about Seishirou without getting DSRs? XD) As for sexypants... *points to Seishirou* he's right over there. Also, do I even want to know what "tux xp suck we harder wallpaper" means? o.O;;;;

filling the space with time on Wednesday, December 5, 2001 at 01:46 p.m.





Which Evil Criminal are You?
Hehe. I bathe in virgin blood. Cool. *snerk*

Today pretty much sucked. You'd think I'd be happy about this whole Honor Society thing, but instead it's really bugging me. I feel like such an afterthought... I just keep thinking about how I wasn't good enough to get in last year... *sigh* And then my French teacher pissed me off by bringing up stuff about my past and then laughed at me when I said it wasn't fair that I should be criticized for going through a difficult period in my life. Jesus Christ, you'd think they'd never come in contact with teenage angst before. Granted, I was rather whiny in my early high school years, but now that I've somewhat matured, I don't want to be constantly reminded about it. People go around talking about how horrible it is to bottle up your emotions and keep them inside so they can drive you nuts, and then they turn right around and criticize people who don't hide their emotions. I will never understand this world.

So anyway, that got me started on my usual "not good enough" track, and I started angsting about other stuff, and... yeah. I feel better now, though, so I won't rant too much. I honestly hope the ceremony tomorrow doesn't suck, though. The new advisor for NHS seems rather incompetent, none of the people in the skit know their lines, and we don't even know if there's going to be a reception afterward 'cause no one bothered to find out. Everything was really nice last year... I think I'm gonna miss out. *sigh* I shouldn't get all stressed about it, but it's just the idea of it...

Oh well. Something creepy occurred to me a few minutes ago. I was just lying in bed looking at the wall where all my CLAMP pics are, specifically looking at the official pic where Aoki's on the edge of a building... A building that happens to be a clock tower. And what's the main landmark in Ginza, where they happen to be going, and will most likely play out their final scenes (:_:)? A clock tower. o.o Maybe it's just a coincidence, but it's kinda weird anyway. Especially since in the movie, his death scene involved falling off a building... ~~;;;;

I think the baby Jesus would be honored to be part of such a touching family moment. I know I would be. XD Screw social disorders, anyway. I would be an animal person, but animals have a tendency to seriously dislike me. So do most living things, actually. Including people. But that's really besides the point. ^_^ Angela, however, should be made to realize that one does not make a hairball on PoA. One worships PoA, and offers to have J.K. Rowling's children for writing such lovely characters into PoA, but a hairball is simply not a sufficient sacrifice, I'm afraid. *snickers*

Awww, you're right. And yes, repetitive fics are baaaaaddd. Although I am an S/S supporter, I burned out on fics about them pretty quickly. There are a few standout pieces, but most of it is pretty derivative. I like Sakurazukamori Subaru, though. Very much so. *grin* Don't really support pairing him with anyone (in canon, anyway), I just wanna see him stand around being insane and looking pretty. XD Umm, I think you meant Yoda on the Star Wars reference... 'cause the only Yodi I know of is Kimmie's dog. hehehe, the SW movies aren't bad, but I've seen better. Mostly just worth watching 'cause Harrison Ford was highly jumpable in his younger days. Oh, and in my ever so humble opinion, the only redeeming quality of Episode One is the cool landspeeder scene.

Glad you liked the fic too. Smooth save on the Shimako issue, oh yeah. XD I was actually kinda worried that that would seem shameless. I'm certainly not going to go and get A&K together in the next chapter, or for quite a while, for that matter. That'd be unrealistic and... well... shameless. The real reason I did it was because I knew something bad had to happen at Ginza, but I couldn't bring myself to kill off either of them... *sniffle* so I settled for causing a whole load of angst and leaving a window of hope open. ^_^

Nope, I don't seePsycho Subaru having a change of heart, at least not in my version. hehe, I can't promise any lemon scenes, though. I've begun to feel kind of guilty for trying to write lemons... considering I'm, uh, not writing what I know, if you know what I mean. ^^;;; I dunno, I just feel too unqualified. I'll work on getting past that little block, though. Glad you're enjoying the fic *hugs* hey, what ever happened to that fic you were going to send me with the really depressing A/K scene in it? hehe

Awww, no hentai pics? *pout* lmao oh well, I already got my present anyway ^^;;;

Oh, right. I forgot to whine about my illness. Yes, my loyal readers, your intrepid blog mistress has a cold. Sore throat, sniffly nose, the works. And yes, of course I plan to be a baby about it. I also plan to murder my brother so that he can no longer taint me with the uncleanliness and germs he picks up in that cesspool known as an elementary school classroom. Hehe, I should go take some of those cold pills that make me feel like the guy on the commercial whose head turns into a balloon and floats off. Fun fun.

filling the space with time on Tuesday, December 4, 2001 at 02:53 p.m.




Today was boring. I don't have much to say about it. Meh. Wednesday's gonna be fun though. I get to laugh at all my friends making fools out of themselves in the Honor Society skit *snicker* None of them know their lines, it's gonna be a fiasco. Woohoo. Their pain amuses me. XD

I'm glad you like the fic! You being the most Subby-addicted person out of my friends, I was hoping you'd like the characterization ^^;;; Insane Subaru is surprisingly easy to write for, though. I thought it'd be a lot more difficult. Yes, there will be Kamui pain (gomen nasai, S/K peeps, you're prolly not going to like this fic much ^^;;; but hey there are other pairings in there so that might make up for it, ne? I hope so hehe). You are tough to buy for. I don't really know what you like other than anime, and you have an awful lot of that so I wouldn't know what to get. ~~;;; Oh well, I shall think of something, hehe. Are you still getting those Kenshin figures from somebody? Oh, yeah, and I agree on the issue of waviness (o_O). I angsted about that for a total of like two days and then went "Hey, that's cool, 'cause no one's really all that straight when you think about it." XD I swear, everyone else is just in denial. *nod*

Nooo! XD there are no evil present thieves lurking outside the window. But I'm glad you like it, anyway ^_^ And hey, I saw Watership Down at Blockbuster the other day-- worth renting? I almost got it, but I was too busy pouting over the fact that I couldn't find Angel Sanctuary. I saw it there once but didn't get it, and then every time I've tried to go back and rent it, it hasn't been there. *growl* Good point on the whole fanfic thing. I try to write for myself, but sometimes it's difficult, when I'm writing something I know people might not like or be interested in... Keep writing those Karen fics though, 'cause you have a loyal reader right here who will be willing to read them until you run out of ideas. ^____^

Uhm... I'm going to guess Touya? Just 'cause you seem to favor the stoic, protective types (i.e. Daisuke... not sure how Keiichi fits into that though o.O;;;). ^_^ I'm prolly way off though XD

Haha, the referral was something about Daniel Radcliffe porn, wasn't it? ... Hmm, I don't know anyone who would be looking for that... *sidelong look at Cori* XD (if that wasn't it, sorry, but the wisecrack still stands lmao) Oh well. My mom gave me a weird look when we were in the calendar store at the mall and I squealed about how cute he is. Mouuu, no respect :_: And hey, Gothic Tragedy was something I said, that gave them the idea... mwahahaha

Glad you liked the fic, too. ^____^ I will definitely be continuing it soon-- after all, I only have two months before it'll become redundant, and then I'll have to call it an AU... *pout* CLAMP should just use my ideas. Yeah, that sounds good. XD

You know, I just got a referral for "Harry Potter commodity fetish". And then I clicked on the link and saw that the phrase had been used in several mainstream news articles, so apparently it's not dirty. Dammit, I was disappointed. XD I was wondering what kind of weirdo was getting off on HP merchandise... o.O;;; (although that Snape figure's pretty sexy you know XD just kidding, it's funny looking o.o;;;)

filling the space with time on Monday, December 3, 2001 at 04:09 p.m.




Mouu, so that's what happens when you try to play God-- er, CLAMP, that is. You end up depressing the hell out of yourself and all of your characters. Wahoo.

Untitled fic, chapter one

... I wish I could say it's going to get better, but, 'fraid not. ^^;;;; Hope you like it, anyway. Give me feedback and no one gets hurt (except the characters, that is -_-).

filling the space with time on Sunday, December 2, 2001 at 05:38 p.m.




Went Christmas shopping yesterday. Bought presents for about half the people on my list. Also bought a bunch of clothes, but that's beside the point (actually it was a Christmas present, 'cause my mom says she can't buy clothes for me... gotta try 'em on and see if they fit my fat ass, you know... ~~;;;). You. I need ideas, 'cause I can't figure out what to get you... ^^;;; After that nice big package of animeness, I owe you big time, but unfortunately Miss 56K Modem doesn't have anywhere near as much cool stuff as you. So that's out of the question. And I'm so not creative. Helllllpppp -_-

I also happened to catch X episode 7 a few days ago. Without being too spoileriffic (but if you're paranoid stop reading), Satsuki was a cute little kid, and damn, I want a JudoChopAction!Yuuto of my very own. XD There are sure a lot of yuri hints in that ep, too. Oooh, lookit the pretty Kanoe/Satsuki-ness. And the scene with Satsuki and Yuzuriha could be slashy, if you have a weird twisted mind (and have read that one fic where they have a big UST-ful conversation). Mouuu, oh well. I'm sure you're all just waiting for ep 9 so you can look at shirtless Subaru :P personally, I'm waiting for A&K's meeting scene, 'cause man, it's going to be just too cute to watch him blush and fluster in live action (well, not live action but you know what I mean). And when they get to the stuff in X 13 and 14, I may have to die. (With my luck, they'll probably cut 80% of it out and just go straight to the fighting-with-Nataku scene... -_-)

I am glad you didn't get your internet connection taken away. (Man, for me, that'd be like hell on earth... what would I do with myself? XD yes, I am a dork) ^_^

Ohhh, I see. Well, reading so much slash and yaoi has warped my mind so that I don't think anyone is completely straight anymore XD but yes, he is pretty cute, although I wish he'd shape up with the whole drug thing. Tis pretty sad, he's gonna end up completely ruining his career. ><

Kawaii layout! And you were right about Kenneth Branaugh as Lockhart. I was reading Entertainment Magazine yesterday and it said the casting had been confirmed. I guess he'll do an okay job... although I still liked Hugh Grant (guess I was about the only one who did hehe).

Ooooh, speaking of HP casting, I found (well, heard about on the SBRL list anyway ^^;;;) someone who I think would do a really good job as Lupin... Linus Roache. Just look at that first pic-- wouldn't he have been perfect for young Remus? He's even got the haircut I picture Remus having back then... *pout* if only we could go back in time... but he's not too bad looking as an adult either ^_^

filling the space with time on Sunday, December 2, 2001 at 09:54 a.m.




*has a moment of silence for George Harrison* It's really sad. I found out about it today in economics. Strange, 'cause we were just talking about him last night. *sniffle* I know what you mean about idiots, though. The only thing the guys in the class had to say about it was to then go into a dissertation about how Paul McCartney is supposedly gay, although "his girlfriend is hot". *sighs* I really am surrounded by fuckwits. But then my chorus teacher was talking about it and started playing "Dear Prudence" and it made me think of you and you. So I had a moment of warm fuzziness, anyway. ^^;;;

You're right, screw elitists. (Edited because I re-read this and realized it looked like I was saying Kimmie was the elitist, not just replying to one of her posts, which is what I had intended. ... Oops. ^^;;;) *blinks* It's all silliness, in my ever-so-humble-and-probably-uninformed opinion. Funny how people can throw a fit over their little "secret" being revealed to the unwashed masses, and then go back and say it's not elitism. *shakes head* And I really don't see how the word "materialism" can be applied to that situation, at least not to those it is being used against. After all, materialism is directly connected to greed, which is directly connected to hoarding things for yourself.... *raises eyebrows*

And while I'm on the rant warpath... I hate people who are too good for everyone else's fanfiction/fanart/blogs/etc, and take every opportunity they can to point out that fact. Because, yes, it makes me paranoid. I don't like the idea that someone could be coming here, reading this, and coming to the conclusion that I'm some shallow, stupid person not worth their time, just because I don't make arcane literary references and *gasp* I might actually take pleasure in acting like a goofy fangirly dork every once in a while (or, ok, more often than that ^^;;;). It ought not to matter, but I always flinch and get a little uncomfortable when I read a comment like that when perusing blogs (usually ones I don't read on a regular basis... none of the people on my links list ^^). Yes, I use cutesy little anime-fan emoticons and the occasional Japanese word, just for the sake of using it. Yes, I write fanfiction, and no, I don't pretend that my writing style is on a level with Tolstoy or Shakespeare or even John Grisham, for crying out loud. Yes, sometimes I like to write about things (and pairings) that would never, ever happen in canon, just because I think it's fun. Yes, I draw fanart, and yes, it usually sucks, and yes, I still feel the need to share it sometimes. You know what? I've even written a few Mary Sue fics. And I enjoyed writing them. So there. *sticks tongue out* (I'm pretty immature, too. XD) I don't feel the need to be pretentious and put myself above everyone else. I am not an airhead, I am not shallow, and I can debate the serious issues just as well as any other intelligent, rational person can. I can also squeal, swoon, and ramble on about my bishonen of choice just as well as any 12-year-old girl at a Backstreet Boys concert. I believe these two facts can easily reconcile with each other, and I am not ashamed.

... Er, gomen ne. Didn't mean to write the great american novel on that particular topic... what can I say, I'm a bitch today. hehe. Ooh, but an epic X fic is currently spinning itself out in my head. Since we're all going to have to wait two months to find out the continuation of the current plotline, and since I have a lot of ideas about what might happen with the various plotlines (or what I would like to have happen ^_^), I thought I might as well write up my version of the events to come. You will probably like it, as it will most likely contain Fuuma/Subaru. Expect the first part of that fairly soon.

Kenneth Branagh for Lockhart? Hmm, it seems like they're really skewing the ages a bit older than they are in the books... considering I always put Snape somewhere in his thirties (if he's the same age as Remus and Sirius, and they were described as "young"), and Rickman is fifty-something. But still perfect for the part. ^___^ Anyway, I heard that Hugh Grant was being considered for Lockhart. I kind of like that idea-- he's got the flustered-pretty-boy thing down pat. XD That is one of the things that makes Snape cool, though... the fact that he's a bad good guy. He's a cold, nasty, unfair, grudge-holding bastard, but he's not evil. I can't think of many other characters like that-- usually the lines between good and evil are more clearly drawn.

Thanks! Yes indeed, I love my cover boys *snuggles them* XD and I think the X OAV is annoying because just when things are getting good, it switches to another scene. At first I was just so happy to have something that I didn't really notice, but now that I've seen a bit of the series, I'm definitely craving expansion on some of those bits.

filling the space with time on Friday, November 30, 2001 at 02:48 p.m.




La la, hurrah for utter apathy. I think it's about time for the old monthly depression to go away now, ne? *sigh* I hate being in a bad mood but having nothing to be in a bad mood about. Oh well, I won't dwell on it.

Anne... yes, I do believe you have lost your mind. XD honestly, I hope you don't hate the job as much as I do. Hopefully you'll have nice co-workers and not too many bitchy customers. Good luck. ^_^ And what was that about Robert Downey Jr. being gay? hehe

Adorable. Yep, it's me in chibi form with humongous eyes, a little blue sailor suit, and a dangly cow headband. How cool is that. XD XD Just call me Sparkle Beef from now on... ^___^

I have not had any chocolate frogs yet-- are they good? Glad you liked the movie ^_^ Mmm... confusion... I thought Lee Jordan (the commentator) was supposed to be a guy, but the person in the movie sure looked and sounded like a girl. Someone clarifyyy~~! And don't ask me about OrgnlLovahLovah, ask her. XD I should get around to posting the other chatfic we did. Yuzu learns what "cyber" means. Ehehehe. ^_^

Good point. Rickman does have a certain, ah, appeal, that I didn't really associate with Snape before. ... I still don't want to see him naked though. lol I don't think it's Percy's following of the rules that makes him shunned, though, it's the fact that he's so sickeningly holier-than-thou about it. I still like him though. He entertains me. XD

If I had a band, I think I'd call it Carnivorous Baby Rabbit. Or maybe Duck of Appropriate Sex. If all else fails, there's always God Smokes Crack... XD

filling the space with time on Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 08:57 p.m.




Yup. New layout, Christmasy this time. It's so cute. Give these two love if you like it, not me, 'cause my involvement in this was basically copying and pasting some code. XD Well, and coming up with the title up there. I'm kind of proud of that. I think it's cute and it fits well. ^^ And *huggles Anne* Thank you again for the wonderful layout, I enjoyed it very much. ^___^

I had a quiz bowl thingy tonight. We lost... but apparently we came the closest to winning that we've come in four years (off by three points)... which probably means the other team wasn't that smart XD Sad part was that we were all seniors, and they were mostly sophomores and freshmen... and they still beat us... ^^;;; Oh well, the ride up and back was a lot of fun. The four of us had a conversation that covered religion, music, college, Stephen King, what an asshole our unfortunate acquaintance Tom is, teachers at our school that we wish would retire, one night stands, Spongebob Squarepants, how they show a lot more boobs than penises in movies, sheep, and why men in Scotland wear kilts (you don't want to know, trust me). And yes, this was all with a teacher in the front of the van... but Mr. B rocks, so he didn't care. I love having perverted/random/weird conversations with smart people. XD I wish they were into anime... or HP for that matter... they would be fun to discuss things with... hehe. Although I found out today that this girl I really hate has read all four of the books, and she's like the only person besides me in the school that I know of who has. *sigh*

Oh, yeah, and I got into Honor Society this year. *shrug* Still feels like I just jumped through the right hoops this time around, but it'll still be kind of cool to be up on stage and get my name called and feel all special. Besides, I get out of about half my classes, because there's a parent breakfast after the assembly. ^_^

Already told you, but the banners rock. Still waiting for a Yuuto/Sora one *looks cute* Speaking of Yuuto/Sora, I wrote more lemony sequelness last night. They're still not doing much as far as smut goes (and yeah, I'm five pages into it... leave me and my beating around the bush alone ^^;;;), but the smut was actually just about to start when I quit writing last night. (Nope, I still haven't done either the essay or the journal entries. The essay I have to do tonight, but the entries I'm giving up on because tomorrow is our AP English teacher's last day here anyway, so who cares if I do work for him. :P) I need to get back into the practice of writing, so I can maybe finish one of the five million fics I have started, and start one of the new ones floating around in my mind. Speaking of that, I got a couple of search engine referrall hits for "harry potter plot bunnies". Well, I only have one, but you can have it... Sirius POV, angsty, late-night conversation with everyone's favorite cute werewolf boy about love and suchlike, fluffy ambiguous ending. No, actually, don't take it, 'cause I'm going to write it eventually. Really. I swear. ^^;;;

(I also got a referrall hit for "DMB elite". *blinks* I listen to DMB... does that make me elite? Cool... lol)

Pretty layout. Although I'll admit to not being the biggest Gackt fan ever born (or fan of j-rock/j-pop in general, for that matter ^^;;;), it's clean and simple and I like the colors. ^^

Hey, Kamui-cat's got a blog. *snerk* You can start saving the world annnnyyy time now, kitty. I got your back, oh yeah. I'm gonna be a Seal, woohoo! XD

You. Make sprites before I hurt you. XD I'm just kidding, take your time. I'll just stare at my layout and squeal. Yep. ^____^

Awww! I’m glad you liked the chatfic! Although, I shouldn’t feel special, ‘cause I didn’t do shit. Ghetto Booty Onmyouji and OrignlLovahLovah were both the inventions of Cori. I shouldn’t even have that on my page, I did so little of it. Mostly I just made Karen make lots of hentai comments to Aoki. -_- I’m such a sycophant. (Maybe not, but that’s a cool word XD) I’m also glad I don’t have to smack you. ‘Cause Remus and Sirius are mah boys. And I’ve already had to put up with my brother telling me he always pictured Remus as looking like Kurt from Pokemon, who happens to be a very short, bald, gray-haired ugly old thing. *sniffle*

filling the space with time on Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 10:25 p.m.




Version 4 of space between. Christmas layout. I want to snuggle this layout. I want to take it home and give it cake and pinch its cheeks. A sweet moment between young Sirius and young Remus... all together now, awwww. I would like to extend the deepest thanks and love to my art goddess, who created the lovely fanart, and my layout goddess, who put it all together. *snuggles* You are both unequaled.

who: kerianne
what: blog, ramblings, thoughts, weirdness
why: because my old livejournal was way too depressing
when: created on july 1st, 2001
where: western new york
how: very carefully

contact:
e-mail
AIM: ToasterSchudel
Yahoo: toasterschudel

age: 16

websites:
visions fade - personal site
cliquelove - clique collective (co-run with cori and codi)
contradic tion - schwarz and wk shrine (co-run w/c+c)
foreordained ice cream - co-run x site (really, really under construction... we are so lazy ^^;;;)
foreordained - X RPG blog
x scans - just what it says... a very simple dumping ground for stuff i haven't seen anywhere else

anime/manga: X, Tokyo Babylon, Weiss Kreuz, Gundam Wing, Escaflowne, Pokemon, Digimon, Trigun, Card Captor Sakura, Kodomo no Omocha, Magic Knight Rayearth, Gravitation

a/m i want: Mahou Tsukai Tai, the rest of Escaflowne, more Kodomo no Omocha, TB OAV 2 and manga, X TV series, CLAMP Campus Detectives, more Trigun, Idol Project, Shinesman, more MKR... umm... dubbed WK, just to laugh at it XD

music: Dave Matthews Band, Matchbox Twenty, Savage Garden, New Found Glory, Blink 182, N Sync, Semisonic, the Smiths, Lifehouse, Vertical Horizon, K's Choice, REM, Alisha's Attic, Incubus, the Calling, etc.

male: Aoki Seiichirou, Sakurazuka Seishirou, Sumeragi Subaru, Arisugawa Sorata, Kigai Yuuto, Vash the Stampede, Schuldig, Brad Crawford, Kudou Yohji, Kinomoto Fujitaka, Kinomoto Touya, Tsukishiro Yukito, Sakano, Yuki Eiri, K, Nakano Hiro, Hayama Akito, Ohki Tsuyoshi, Sagami Rei

female: Kasumi Karen, Fujimiya Aya-chan, Kinomoto Sakura, Daidouji Tomoyo, Meryl Strife, Kurata Sana, Mama

other obsessions: fanfiction (writing and reading), good music, shopping, internet

results

x: Seiichirou Aoki ^____^
weiss kreuz: Hidaka Ken (XP ick)
escaflowne: Folken
digimon: Sora *gags*
pokemon: Pikachu (o.O ???)
tokyo babylon: Subaru Sumeragi
yami no matsuei: Hisoka Kurosaki
trigun: Rem Saverem
gravitation: Sakano (... *snerk*)
clamp series: RG Veda (X was second *_*)
clamp male: Ferio (blar XP)
clamp name: Sora Kinomoto

daily blog reads

shinken - alison
castle of briars - ammie
deep silver - anna
when gods... - anne
somedays good somedays bad - bell
graphomania... - beth
kiss of steel - c
something witty - codi
prodigious - cori
sunless lands - epeeblade
ghost story - eri
mad marquise - joey
gothic tragedy - kamui-cat (aka oli)
jupiter crash - karyn
crippled with desire - kee
star scream - kim
drunkie - kim
kudaranai - kristin
under thlyali's thrall - lika
dancing mad - linh
subterfuge - maria
n-type silicon - mike
furenchikisu - murasaki
engulfed - sarah
pointless - satsuki
honey eyes - shi neko
axis
chaotic ramblings
destined to die
foreordained
release
technomancy
x island RPG

friends' websites

freesia freak - codi
orange pop - cori
mediocrity - kim
heart of madness - anna
aleithia's fan works - al
violation.nu - erica

sighted

the void
board in 99
dreams of sakura board
clamp ml
anime chaos ml
clamp fanfiction ml
crowley's angels
dylt
sbrl
x - others

other links

pitas
fanfiction.net
audiogalaxy
anipike
CLAMP Fan Fiction 6.0
amused.com
penny arcade
amiright
ebay
zany video game quotes

webrings 'n' junk

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