Prism Dream // what you see is what you get

PRiSM DREAM aka,
--Kerochan's Crapped-up Blog--

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name. Caroline
nicknames. Caro, Cluey, Lina, Linea, Caro-chan, lima bean, various variations such as the obvious states in the US [honestly ppl, get more creative!], Carolina, and the always hideous "Carolyn" [no offense to ppl of the same name out there... o.o;]
age. sixteen point five human yrs
gender. kinda obvious?
bday. jun 28 1985
wzodiac. cancer [crabby crabby]
ezodiac. ox [el m0o.]
height. 5'5"
weight. well, lessay 20 oranges = 1 pound..
eyecolor. brown
nationality. chineze-american
stat. ichi. un. yet. uno. ee. [i need to learn more languages...]
likes. celestial stuff; freaking people out; bishies; weirdness; shounen-ai; musik; cold clear nights; weekends; days off; breaks;
dislikes. ignorance; school; waking up early; alarm clocks; spiders; bugs; blood; annoying people; stubble; needles; aol cutting her off; muddy fields; evil cats; loud ppl;
aim. twilytestar628//anemostar
email. pyokochan@hotmail.com

favorite...
colors. bloo; silver
aminal. dolphin; dragonfly
hobbies. sleeping; lazing; nibbling; anime; manga; doodling; musik; hanging out; molesting bishies; gawking at expensive manga artbooks and/or j-cds; video games
actor-actress. kevin spacey; josh hartnett; jensen ackles; jessica alba; jenna elfman
tvshow. dark angel; alias; whose line is it anyway; buffy; angel; the simpsons; dharma + greg
anime. weiß kreuz; gravitation; star ocean ex; angel sanctuary; tenkuu no escaflowne; kamikaze kaitou jannu; eden's bowy; furuba aka fruits basket
manga. atashi wa bambi; gals!; full moon o sagashite; yami no matsuei; good morning call; weiß:an assassin + a white shaman; star ocean 2nd story; dnangel; angel sanctuary; dragon knights; alice19th; ayashi no ceres; time stranger kyoko
musiK. jpop; cpop; kpop; jr&b; jrock; r&b; hip hop; rap; classical; dance; techno; trance; house; jungle; etc
artists. ayumi hamasaki; hikaru utada; malice mizer; w-inds.; flame; dir en grey; tm revolution; kinya kotani; v6; smap; gackt; pierrot; hyde; laruku aka l'arc-en-ciel; rina aiuchi; yuki kimura; ses; brown eyes; shinhwa; kelly chen; sammi cheng; boa; michelle branch; linkin park; m2m; s club 7; brandy; monica; christina milian; 112

current stuff, as of o1/19/2oo2
desktop wp.

winamp skin.

bishie. ken hidaka [weiß] and yaezou [atashi wa bambi]
food. ramen noodles
wants. 4.o gpa; a better year than the last one...
obsession. winamp skins
song.
Every Little Thing//fragile
Star Ocean EX//hearts
w-inds.//Endless Moment
Brandy//What About Us
Kaikan Phrase//Dakishimeru Hoka ni Nani ga de
Gravitation//
Glaring Dream [a Light in the Black mix]
--Glaring Dream [Secret Dream Air Mix]
--Sleepless Beauty [Snake bite mix]
--Sleepless Beauty [Sacred Air Mix]
--Super Drive [Pure Silence Mix]
--Super Drive [Silent Beat Mix]
--Super Drive [Zero Basement Mix]
--The Rage Beat [Zoom Mix]
GLAY//Yuuwaku
GLOBE//Genesis of NEXT
Mr.Children//Youthful Days
Mika Nakashima//Stars

Wanna see the rarely updated..Playlist?

blog-o.
personal...
fighting soul
Save Tonight
l e a f y v e g g i e s
Innocent Masquerade
group...
No Style
Gravitation
The Bishounen Diaries

sites...
EMode
Anipike
Colorgenics
Anima Fioret
livelyMOTION
anTi nostaLgic
FanFiction.net
Desktop Candy
Victoi's Realm
House of Blues
Silent Water Ripples
Flowerboys + Kittens with Swords

link meh~!

Thanx much~!! ^^

Tuesday, January 29, 2002
brown eyes~!

Song - Brown City//Brown Eyes
Mood - nervous, yet somewhat mellow-ish? o.O

Brown Eyes rocks the monkee's arse.

This song just BLOWS all those slow songs away. Even Usher's 'U Got it Bad'. I think. XD IMO anyhoo.

*bows down to the god, brown eyes*
hahaha... pun get it?! XD Kpop groups! Wooooah!! Shoot me now~ XD it's the biology! I blame the biology! Wooooahahahah!! ._.

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 10:28 p.m.--

Friday, January 25, 2002
wow!

Song - What About Us//Brandy
Mood - okay

I nearly got a nosebleed watching Hiiro and Shuuichi in the first episode of 'Gravitation'. The part where Hiiro tells Shuuichi to go admit to Yuki Eiri that he likes him.

XD I honestly really love shounen-ai. *has nummy hentai thoughts*

Squeek. X9 ...I need more Gravi.

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 10:37 p.m.--

Monday, January 21, 2002
Oh holy mofo...

Song - Tobira wo Akete//Cardcaptor Sakura
Mood - anxious, nervous O_o

Omg, I really don't wanna go to the MLK Hoopfest. I dunno why. I'd rather be at my comfy warm home than out there with the crazies and the psychos and bright lights, and that annoying announcer voice at Key Arena... Plus it totally SUX that I hafta be there by 530 pm, when the damn game starts at SEVEN dammit!! Oh jeebus...

And I'm still procrastinating on my "Bio" project. I really dunno what to do. I'm plannin on doing the atomic bomb thinger, but I donno now. Oh hell, maybe I'll actually pick up my damned fingers like I'm doing now and actually type some stuff into stupid google and save the #@$% links.

On another completely unrelated note, I heard the news commercial, the guy said "Snow in Western Washington" which sounds like absolute heaven, but you know he's prolly talking about the hills and mountain ranges *curses the mountain ranges*.

I wonder what I got from the Bio test I took before winter break. O_o; Ew, I remember that day, when I started crying during lunch o_O; and later I didn't understand why ppl in Roux's class who're also in bio, went up to me and said that the test was hard toO and to not worry about it. O_o? Turned out Carmen told them I cried cuz of the test ... I bet everyone thought I was psycho o_O;;; Really, I don't cry over no fuckin test ... if I did bad, I deserved it.. and I try to do better next time. Twas just matters of the heart.. and I skipped the rest of the day, 5th + 6th period, that was nice, and skipped 5th the next day toO.

*curses "love' also* I hate "love". It makes you do stupid things. Grrr.

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 03:54 p.m.--

Sunday, January 20, 2002
blargle argle

Song - the rage beat//gravitation
Mood - lazy as heeeeee-llll

Jensen Ackles is one fiiiiine sonouva mofo. *drools*

I wanna make a new layout, but 1. i'm lazy and 2. my html skills sux.

Dammit, I really should research for Bio. Kurse my laziness!! X____X

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 02:50 p.m.--

Sunday, January 20, 2002
@_@;;

Song - Remain~heart's bell~//Yuki Koyanagi
Mood - cold, tired

Aloha all. Would you believe I spent a freakin 2-3 hours editing the side of this thinger?! And adding banners, stuff! Waaaah.. well at least it look a tiny bit better ... if only I knew how to make borders, my html still sux like hell..

Woo man I can't feel my feet and I am sick of typing html!! $@%&*%^%!!!

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 01:00 a.m.--

Wednesday, January 16, 2002
*yawn*

Song - Requiem//FFTactics
Mood - BoRED.

Alloz. Two tests have been postponed, Math and Bio. XD Great JOY!

I've slacked off for an hour already ... I should do some bio preppin ~_~

And I still donno what topic to do for the BioTech fair. O.o;

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 07:49 p.m.--

Saturday, January 12, 2002
not a happy camper..

Song - PINK graduation//yuki kimura
Mood - @#$%^&*!!

roar!! hiss scream kick GRRR!!!
Bitter!! I am VERY bitter!!
*stomps off and sulks*

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 12:06 p.m.--

Wednesday, January 9, 2002
finally!!

Song - Yubiwa//Escaflowne: a Girl in Gaea
Mood - Tired, sleeply

Hello~! Wow I finally got in this little mofo. ^_^ Well.. school wasn't too bad, the only crappy part is having to wake up early, that's all. X_X
-So far, mee, Cynthia, Willin, and maybe some others are gonna watch the school play, Romeo & Juliet!! I wasn't originally gonna go, but I apparently 'promised' my friends in drama, soooo... yea. Oh well, that's okay, I didn't really have anything planned that day XP.
-I think this weekend I'm gonna screw around with the side profile.. tis too short, and my blogging is getting loooong. I don't wanna archive so much, perhaps every month or so, -_-;
-I am seriously thinking about transferring to the Humanities program. Honors is okie, but ... the only juniors' Honors class is Language Arts, and my LA teacher is PSYCHO! I swear!! He's nice, but ... *shakes head*. There IS no Honors History, so I am forced to be in the regular program. No offense, but I don't particularly enjoy being in a group containing mostly of slackers. *ugh* I dunno, but I'm leaning towards it..
-This sounds silly, but I really need a school crush. ;_; Cynthia was right, life *is* boring without a crush. But there are no decent guys in my school! *curses* I sound really shallow and I know I have no right to complain, but ... still -_-;; I don't crush a lot, gosh maybe in my whole sixteen years I've only had one person I liked seriously, but I can only guess that we grew apart during summer vacation, because this year is very different. That's okay ... people make mistakes and learn, cuz I sure have -___-;; There's the type of ppl that dunt crush a lot, and some ppl who crush waaay too much, like one of my friends. How many guys has she liked in 2001?! Prolly more than I've ever liked in my lifetime!! ><;; She always gets her hopes too far up and ends up getting hurt when things don't go out the way she expected em to. Internet guys are bad... she's resorted to them -_-;; That's so sad.. I wish she wouldn't do that..
-O.o Oh dear, hope she doesn't remember the url to this...
-Signing out ~

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 10:21 p.m.--

Monday, January 7, 2002
aaHHHHHH----~~!!

*meant for 1/6*

Holy MOFO! Freakin shiet!! I can't believe my wonderful 14 days are over!! *sob* This SUCKS! I do NOT wanna go back to that hell known as 'school' SCREW EDUCATION SCREW HOMEWORK SCREW BIOTECH FAIR!!
*gulps* I am so screwed. I think I'm gonna go listen to my Yuki Kimura CD now ... then practice my piccolo... oh God help me tomorrow *sob sob* ...

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 09:59 p.m.--

Thursday, January 3, 2002
YOOOOOOOSH XD

Song - Epitaph / Weiß Kreuz [Omi]
Mood - HAPPY! happihappie-HAPPY!
::Edited 1/4/2k2, Okei, because of my crappy coding issues, and I DO NOT want to stare at html this early in the morning, my results have been taken down:: blehbleh!
I'm so happy!! *jumps around*
LooooK!
*insert the 'I am Ken' thingy' Wanna see? Goo to mai LJ ;P*

-I rock. XD I *so* wanna screw him. XD XD XD Seriously. If I saw him on the streets, I'd 1. Scream in happiness, 2. Pinch myself (to make sure I wasn't dreaming), then 3. Jump him. X9 God he's HOTT. Wish he was real ... *snif sniff*
-But um, moving on before I disturb you all ... I got bored and got Aya and Omi. I couldn't get Youji cuz his pic wouldn't show up O_o; Besides I don't like Youji anyways. >:P I'm gonna stick those in my LJ cuz I don't really wanna take up space in this here blog -___o;.
-Aya would make such a koooooooL big bro. If I had one, I'd want one like him. Ya know he loves ya and he wouldn't be one of those annoying mean selfish-like ones, like Cynthia's bro >. Awwww. And wouldn't Omi be the perfect best friend? : I really need to get a grip on reality here lol. I suppose that's why I incorporate this into a couple of my [so] unfinished fanfics. And that's why they suck lol. Woooo anyways... that's all, see ya. ^_~

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 11:16 p.m.--

Thursday, January 3, 2002
oops, hehe

Song- evergreen-english ensemble//hyde
Mood- worried + lazy x___o

-errr hey. ^^* Haven't blogged for a while. :P
-*whines* Vacation is winding dooown, that sucks! I have to start my stupid history essay [although it isn't hard] and seriously think about what to do for the BioTech fair, something my APBio teacher is forcing all his AP students to do. o___-; It's worth a MAJOR portion of your grade. *kisses that 4.0 goodbye* Sigh.
-Plus I really should practice my piccolo, because I suck on it and the damn concert is Jan 24 or something. AHHH DAMN what do YOU expect, I just started playing picc May 2001, and I'm the only piccolo in my band, therefore I have many solos, HIGH solos cuz I play on a very high octave. *sniffs* Sometimes I choke up, and that is no good ... Pitzer gets mad at me -___- I feel like I'm disappointing both him AND me. Agh.
-Um, today wasn't all that interesting. Went to Southcenter Mall w/Amy + Diana cuz Ames needed a dress for Winterball. o___-; Wish *I* was going to Winterball with a date.
-...I need a guy. -____-
-Speaking of which, I saw two kyuuute guys at Bellevue Square Christmas Eve at the Bon. They were shopping with their parents *awws* and gosh, they were so kyute!! XD Wish I wasn't with my parents, but then again even if I wasn't, all I would've done was gawk. And they looked like they were in their early 20's toO, so uh, that's basically illegal in this country. *sigh*
-Man, but they were hoTT... x9

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 08:46 p.m.--

Tuesday, January 1, 2002
o_o;;

Song - Vanilla / Gackt
Mood - slightly disturbed...

Darn it, LJ is down again. o_x;
...So, happy 2002!! This is all happening way too fast for me. @.@; Next year is 2003, and I graduate in '03 if things go as planned lol. Oo creepy!!

This song scares me. o.O I never imagined Gackt to sound like *that*. I kinda expected a.. depressed song kinda guy. *shrug* Shows you how wrong I always am.

There's a creepy looking yellow thing on the AOL welcome screen. O_o;; AOL Mascot bowling?! What the hell?!

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 01:41 p.m.--

Monday, December 31, 2001
manilyn's party

Song - fragile - elt XD
Mood - really really COLD!

-Freestyle rappin O_o;
-Semi-rave again.. O_O;

Wish I was there to HEAR the rap rofl. I just can't imagine it. xD

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 09:58 p.m.--

Monday, December 31, 2001
*-*

Song -fragile / every little thing
Mood -happy!!

Every Little Thing's 'fragile' is such a beautiful song.

Had to d/l it again cuz I stupidly deleted it the last time I d/led. KaZaA is evil!! ><;

Victoi, I see that you have an Every Little Thing CD. *wink wink hint hint* ;D

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 09:17 p.m.--

Monday, December 31, 2001
argH~!

...I reeaaallly wanna join a group blog.
I found a Weiss Kreuz blog. Ooh! But it's on temporary hiatus. -_-;; Also found a Gravi one, am considering joining that, even though I haven't seen *any* of the series *cry cry*. I'll play..Yuki?! -_-;; And a bishoujo diaries one, but they haven't updated since .. a long time.
Considered the Bishonen Diaries group blog.. but their last update was in September. I think that's a bad sign, no?
So far, searching the net isn't doing any good.
Sigh. ><;

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 09:04 p.m.--

Monday, December 31, 2001
Owwwieeee~

Holy freakin crap! Look at what I did! LOOK AT WHAT I DID!!
*ahem* Sorry xD Too excited! Well, wow, look it's my brand-new revamped pita, which had been inactive since.. August. xD Oops. Well I have learned the glories of coding tables [although not off the top of my head of course --;] and we get this product. It's still not great, but heck, it'll do!
Ugh ugh, cramps are no fun. ;_; Yes, it's *that* time of month, maybe it's a good thing that I didn't go to Manilyn's party x_o;. The cleaning is done, I feel tired, but here I am online.
There's nothing much to say, cept 'OW THEY'RE KILLING ME I HATE BEING A GIRL' and Happy 2002! So quick, eh? ^^;

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 05:27 p.m.--

Monday, December 31, 2001

I'm bored. I wonder what the people at Manilyn's party are doing right now. O_o; Maybe I don't wanna know... MAN I WISH I WENT!!! Blah. Cleaning up is no fun. -_-; Plus, I'm supposed to go out driving.. but I'm lazy X_X Curse my lazyness!! Gaaahhh...

--Kerochan slapped a bishie's ass @ 04:08 p.m.--