np: Glaring Dream by Kotani Kinya

Woo-hoo~ Finally I can manage my insomnia. Well... a bit... (sleep: 12 AM, wake up: 8 AM) Not bad, right? ^___^

See what I found today. This one came from google, straight to my log... -_-;; 
1024 768 wallpapers with new 2001 Subaru
Miraculously, this is the umpth one search result relating to Subaru Sumeragi that came to my log... *huge sweatdrops* Did I mention about Subaru that much in my log...? *shakes head*
Speaking of search engine queries... I think the weirdest one is this... "hate josephine" *more sweatdrops* And, yes... that also came from google, and well... yeah... my first name is Josephine... -_-;;; Who hates me that much anyway??

For some people who might not realized, Lost Trait of Insanity now has its own guestbook. And I think I can guess who's the first signer. And yeah... the X epilogue (the very first fanfic I published) actually had been revised. Anyone care to read and review it for me? XD XD

Thanks for the compliment, Kiara ^__^ That coverboy is Kai Kudou from EsperS (E'S). Thanks to Anne for telling XD He's cute, don't you think? XD XD I think I've found another bishounen worth drooling. About X anime... I heard that it will be published some time in October. And yes, it's a TV-series anime. *turns away* Hey.. am I right about this?? @_@

Shiori, I'm taking ESL, Indonesian, Maths 3U, (I'm not sure) Maths 4U, Chemistry, and Physics. *reads over* Geeze... I think I'm killing myself... XP What about you? What are you taking for that HSC?

More poison from you...? Probably someday... ^^;; And yeah... My bro knows that Kamui is a guy... (euh... y.a.o.i sign...?) And what's this suppose to mean? "Glad to hear that you're 'poisoned' the right way"? Thanks for the good luck, anyway ^__^
Speaking of your mail to Animanga (about web stuff and such), you can see mine here, right? *points "Active sites" at left side*

Talking about Otouto... do you know what he said last night? He said that these two *points below* are look alike.

*huge sweatdrops* Are they..? Tell me... What have I done to my otouto... -_-;;;

I really want to change my layout now... I know I've said that I adore this layout... but it's PINK!! But then... my otouto will definitely kill me if I change this layout... -_-;; Especially to that Seishirou one... XP But I want to... I want to... *whimpers* I guess I have to deal with it a little longer...

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 01:07 p.m. on Thursday, June 28, 2001.

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np: On My Own by Lea Salonga

IT'S UP!!!!!
*Realized that people are watching over* Euh... *blushed*

Anyway... yeah... I have a new site. No, this is not my special project... Rather to be a sudden project (and miraculously, it's all done in one day together with this) And yeah... I'm having a new profession (yeah, you know what).

That's the point, Elwen ^__^ I love to hear those scream-sob things *listening to Kamui's character file over and over again* Yeah... I am sick.

Waii!! It's Saiyuuki layout!! *looks at my layout* Yeah... pink is sickening, but I really adore this layout. I don't know why... -_-;;

congrats to Leareth who've finished her exam *throws confetti*

Talking about poison... I'm also a poison, you know ^^;; One prove... is my bro, who's (I don't know why) addicted to X now. *huge sweatdrops* What have I done... -_-;;; Believe it or not, minna... he always screams hysterically every time I make a X wallpaper/layout... Worst of all, he loves Kamui... -_-;;;; (hey... I'm not wrong if I mentioned Kamui as "she", right?) *runs away*
By the way, if you need a beta viewer, I think I can do that... ^__^
And about the therapy... thank you, but no. *imagining the outcome* I don't want to be poisoned again... not more than this... *hides*

Woo-hoo~ I'm blogging five times today, marking how bored I am with my holiday ^__^;;
And yeah... the second chapter of FWY should be finished soon XD XD

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 10:02 p.m. on Wednesday, June 27, 2001.

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Wah!! Forgot this one..
Happy birthday, Leash!! ^__^

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 02:23 p.m. on Wednesday, June 27, 2001.

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np: I don't know... just listening to WinAmp shuffling over my MP3s anyway =/

Okay... I need to take a break... >_< I've finished the second chapter, but it's very messy!! I wanted to make a new one but... but... +_+ *looking around* I want to find a beta reader... but... but... but...

Mom: *looking at my log's layout* You wrote that short poem?
Me: Uh-huh... *nodded*
Mom: *frowned* Don't you think that it is not related to the image? (FYI, she knows nothing about X)
Me: Not really...
Mom: *shakes head* Weirdo...

Umm... me want to join this... sounds cool XD XD (and yeah... I don't really like Kamui, since he's too... pretty (?) ^^;;) But, hey! I regarded him as "she" sometimes *LOL* "She's" so pretty, don't you agree? *runs from Kamui's fans*

*worried* I'm sorry for what happen to your grandma, Jen... I hope she's getting better...
Speaking of grandparents... I remembered the time before my grandfather passed away... -_-;; Probably he's the closest relative I've ever had. Too bad I was too young that time. I couldn't even visit him when he was hospitalized... +_+

Okay.. back to the fiction... No... I want to make some fun for a while ^___^

Subaru: Anoo... you're not thinking of me doing something stupid, aren't you?
Me: Who knows... *ignoring and continued to type*
Seishirou: Listen you d**n author... You're making me out of character right now!
Me: Well... that's my purpose anyway... *still typing*
S/S: *furious* WHAT?!?
Me: Yeah... I'm making an out of character fanfic anyway...
Seishirou: You... *furious*!!
*light appeared from nowhere*
Kamui: *pops out* Hey~ Why don't you mention me at all?!?
Fuuma: *pops out as well* And me too!!
Other Seals and Angels: *following the first two* And us!!
Me: Because...
All: *silent*
Me: *continued typing*
Kamui: Because of what?
Me: Because... that's it. Because.
All: *sweatdrops* You...
Me: Any problem with that?
All: I swear I'm going to kill you... *deathstare*
Me: *sweatdrops* *reading the fic over again* Okay... this does sound boring... Who wanted to be included in chapter **?
All: Me! Me!! ME!!!
Me: *sweatdrops* How impatient...
S/S: And what about us...?
Me: Don't worry too much about your roles...
S/S: *sweatdrops*
CLAMP: *glare* I think you're making enough fun with our character...
Me: *runs away* No~ don't sue me... don't kill me... don't blame me... XP

I think I need a therapy now... -_-;;;
I'm going to re-write that chapter ^^;;

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 01:59 p.m. on Wednesday, June 27, 2001.

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np: Alone by Shimokawa Mikuni

*yawns* I only have good four hours of sleeping today... -_-;; I wish I can get rid this nasty insomnia...

I want to cancel all my projects... *ignoring death stare from otouto* I think I'm going to delay it until next year... -_-;; I have to concentrate on my study first, at least... And I believe someone understand how I feel... *gloomy look*

At least I've found another reader of my fic ^__^ Thanks for the compliment, Kiara, and yes... this one is sad. I cried when I wrote that +_+ (yes, that's very embarassing) I wish I could write longer =/ As for this one, *evil grin* do expect something totally insane, minna XD XD

All fanfic writers are insane? Yeah... you say it... -_-;; And yes, you ARE poison... ^___^

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 11:13 a.m. on Wednesday, June 27, 2001.

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np: Mysterious Eyes by Garnet Crow

*yawns* Still working on the second chapter... And yeah... please visit it (it's a frame page, mind you) ^__^ I think I've gone crazy again. Yes, I'm making a site for this fanfic... -_-;; And now I'm taking another break... I'm so~ tired...

To all my *silly* fanfic reader, the first chapter is actually had been revised. Please visit this site to access it (the old one is not updated =P)

Thanks for the compliment, Elwen ^__^ Mind you... I never had an intention to make a fanfic before... -_-;; *glares at someone*

Mind you, Shiori... I'm not that cool. I doubt that I will take that one though... -_-;; That 4 Unit stuff are getting out of hand each day...

Yes, I want to choke you *evil grin* Talking about series... I'm not sure myself how should I end this one... Don't be surprised if it's ended on Chapter 100 or so *laughs* And yeah... I'm sure you agreed that I am insane XD XD
Talking about bishounen... Well... You can call Subaru pretty in Tokyo Babylon though ^__^ I admit that one XD XD but surely... those... those guys on your layout... they're definitely too pretty 8/
And about scans... *hugs* Thank you~ ^__^

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 01:28 a.m. on Wednesday, June 27, 2001.

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np: Internal by Sakamoto Miu

I'm taking a break... -_-;;; I'm so tired... My ideas just gone *puff* That's all XP I hate that... Now I don't know what to write... ;-;

14 pages...? There's only 14 pages of X in August ASUKA...? Give me a break, CLAMP, you're really mice!! >_< And the seiyuu for X OVA are different from the Movie... +_+ Too bad... I can't hear Seki's voice again -_-;;

*taps pencil on the notebook* Let's see... I guess I've got another inspiration... But that would lead the fanfic I'm working on to a disaster... -_-;;; We'll see... we'll see... *turns back to MSWord*

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 04:06 p.m. on Tuesday, June 26, 2001.

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*press "shuffle" on WinAmp*
Euh... Uptown Girl by Westlife...? XP
*press "next" several times*

np: Only Time by Enya

*looks around* Looks like no one ever read this... Or perhaps no one ever care about it =P And yeah... (for someone who may be waiting for part 2) I'm working on it ^^;; I think I'm going to make another angst one instead of a witty one XP
inner voice: yeah... as if someone care...
me: umm... yeah... *huge sweatdrops*
But comparing to this one... I like this one better XD I really enjoyed my time ^__^

Glad to hear you're better, Audrey-chan.

Good luck for your last exam, Leareth ^__^ And also to everyone who have their exam. (now you see that I'm the most ignorant person in this world -_-;;)

Waii~ Nice new layout, Hikaru-chan ^__^ And, you want to make a clique for Squall/Rinoa hater? Tell me and I definitely will join it XD I really hate them. ¬¬ They ruined my mood in playing RPG... Worst of all, my bro starts to play it again. (FYI, his playstation-playing site is right next to my computer)

Someone is camping on Anne's blog... *huge sweatdrops*
*looks at the picture carefully and closely* Don't you think those guys are too pretty for a bishounen? I hate that kind of guy actually *runs away from Kaikan Phrase fans*

O_o;; Looks like I'm not the only person who's taking HSC in this blogging community... And 4 Unit English?! That reminds me... I haven't touch my 4 Unit Mathematics stuff at all... -_-;; On top of that, the Trial is coming this August +_+ Oh gawd... -_-;;
By the way... good luck for the assessment, Shiori ^__^

inner voice: do you really believe that she read this?
me: either yes or no, I don't really care either... =P But hey! She puts my log on her daily read list anyway ^__^
inner voice: oh yeah... *shrugs*
me: mwahahahaha... finally I beat you ^__^
mind you... I began to have a split-personality here... -_-;;

*reads Anne's suggestion* I should've know... -_-;; *evil grin* How about sharing me some of your picture? Some scans from your artbooks, perhaps? XD XD And yeah.. this perhaps will indicate another new reason for me to go to Terminal again...

Kiara linked my blog XD (FYI, she is the founder of aXis) *waves* Hi there! I luv your site XD XD And while I have a Seishirou-ized desktop, she has a Kamui-ized desktop XD *looks around* Wait... what am I doing here... Speaking of aXis... Do you think I can join too? *grin*
*shakes head hard* Wait! What the heck am I talking about here... -_-;; And mind you, please ignore me... I'm having a bit error these days... -_-;;

Okay... I've gone too hyper today... -_-;;; and yeah... I'm rambling here... XP
*reads over* This is quite long... ^^;;; *turns back to MSWord*

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 02:16 p.m. on Tuesday, June 26, 2001.

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np: Driver's High by L`Arc~en~Ciel

You know... ever since our meeting last Saturday, every time I hear to L`Arc's songs, I always remembered how you and Mia "scream hysterically" and drools over Hyde... ^^;;

Yes... I realized that this is dawn... But (again), due to my insomnia, I can't sleep... -_-;; Anyway... see what I did this night ^__^ This and this became one prove that I'm totally sick XD XD NOTE: read the first one... that's the prologue. Note that this take place after that part of X 16. I'm sure this give you the idea that this fic is a spoiler to all TB and X 16. And yeah... it's a S/S fanfic and there _might_ be a shonen ai part (and mostly impossible, unless I've gone totally insane, yaoi -- yup, you read me right). But in this two chapter... Nope, I think there's no that kind of part _yet_ *evil grin* (yes... it's an ongoing series) And yeah... as usual, C & C are welcomed.

*glares at someone* I think I'm going to choke you one day... ¬_¬

And yeah... that one is supposed to be a parody... (the idea drives me crazy with laughter, actually) But when I re-read it... I dunno what should I say. As my fanfic before, this one is also very messy and done clumsily XP Enjoy, minna ^__^

I think I'm going to change my profession... *faint*
Now I'm going to try to sleep!

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 04:51 a.m. on Tuesday, June 26, 2001.

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np: Walking Away by Craig David

*yawns* Gawd... I'm tired but I can't sleep... -_-;; I have a serious problem in sleeping... XP Anyways... today is so~ tiring x_x I couldn't go home until 6 pm or so +_+ But still... *banging head on the wall* I can't sleep!! (yes, I suffer a great insomnia)

Garnet is back, and so Hikaru. How're you now, Garnet? I hope you're better now ^__^

*blinks* Hey~ I'm number 13 XD Is this indicate something? ¬_¬

No... I'm not going to Puncak... -_-;; Here's some dialogue I had with my mom today.

Me: Can I...?
Mom: What?
Me: Go to Puncak?
Mom: With who?
Me: People from Animanga *explained about Animanga*
Mom: And you know no one except Anne and Shadow?
Me: Well... not exactly... I know _some_ though.
Mom: NO!
Me: *muttered* I should've know... *clear voice* How about going to Bali?
Mom: With who?
Me: With Intan, her mom, and Riri (my friends, FYI)
Mom: NO! *evil grin* After this holiday, you're going to have a long exam until November, right?
Me: *huge sweatdrops, looked down* hai.. hai...
Mom: *evil laughter, walked away*
Me: *turned away* Yeah... I should've know...
Now I become a home-prisoner until my final HSC exam is finish... -_-;;
inner voice: So... why don't you study?
Me: I'm too lazy to do so =P
inner voice: *evil grin* Even with those marks? *pointed at the report card*
Me: *huge sweatdrops, hanged head* k*soo~... >_<

My mom and my bro agreed that my current desktop is scary. Even my bro wondered if I'm bored (or too depressed) with this life and wanted to die soon -_-;; I wonder why... In fact, I use this because this is _actually_ the only Seishirou wallpaper that I have *huge sweatdrops* Besides, it reflects me as a Seishirou-obsessed fans ^__^ *points at the icons*
inner voice: Yeah... big deal...
me: *sweatdrops* Okay... I'm just kidding...

Oh yeah.. just finished a KKJ wallpaper for digiANIME. My mom and my bro _also_ agreed that this one is great ^__^ It took two days to finish this one XD And yes... I am so unproductive -_-;;; Can anyone give me the slightest idea of a wallpaper that I should make?
Speaking of digiANIME, how come all my gbook signer are all Indonesian? Well... at least until now =P On the other hand... cherryNET seemed to be rare of visitors... XP Well, it's an AIYC (As If You Care) site anyway =P

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 10:18 p.m. on Monday, June 25, 2001.

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np: Friends by Chihiro Yonekura

Since no one wants the Seishirou layout... I think I'm going to use that one someday =P But... I also have about... two or three ideas for the new layout XP I think I'm going to revamp Identity then...

*looks at time*
I'm going to my friend's birthday... Oh yeah...
Intan!! Happy Birthday!!
inner voice: Yeah... as if she'd read your log...
me: who cares? =P

My mom almost faint when I show her the square watermelons stuff... *grin* I wonder what will happen if I show her the bonsai kitten stuff... ^^;;; Yeah... it's just a hoax, but it sure gave some people a nerve ^^;; Some people in Animanga became one prove =P

Elwen is right... the latest trend for blog layout is either pink or Seishirou... -_-;; And I have two of them (one is current, one is free-offering) *shakes head* I guess I need some rest...
By the way.. thanks for helping me on that calculus problem ^__^

Aww... Lilack also have a pink layout XD

I thought you're happy with your short term class ^__^ Well... it's just three weeks anyway =P Hang on with it, right? And yeah... I'm soo~ kind XD XD
inner voice: You're actually praising yourself, don't you...?
me: *sweatdrops* well... in a way, yeah... ^^;;

Aww!! New Gravitation layout... *glomps*
Guess this one is back alive. This two is almost the same... And they're getting very interesting XD XD While this one is very interesting =D

I want to join them too... ^^;; *shakes head* I guess I become crazier each day this way... I want to go back to school... ;-;
inner voice: I thought you hate school...
me: *sweatdrops* umm... yeah... in a way...

Come to think about it... in three weeks I have to go back to school already, ONE WEEK EARLIER than the other students... *sigh* this is UNFAIR!!!

Okay! That's it... I'm leaving... *runs away*

... and I wake up from my slumber @ 10:36 a.m. on Monday, June 25, 2001.

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