I was thinking and thinking last night about my insanity o_O;; I wanted to stop but it won't..stupid head *bonks head* I'm still losing strands of hair, gah! O yeah, I was wonderng if I should change my site's name..it sounds awful..haha!
I almost finished re-constructing my Ibuki shrine! yey. -.- I've been focusing on completing my sites..aheheh! (yeah right, instead of studying!) anyways, I hafta go now..bye-bye. (I dun wanna play ff8 anymore! wah! I just feel like not playing it. =P)
EDIT: I'm gonna change this site's name and layout very soon! yeheyy! Even though I love this layout to death cause it has Ibuki-chan ;_;
PLUG! I updated Denno Gumi Logs' layout! xD click
here! I was bored so..ahahah, at least I updated it. (please join if you like Akihabara Denno Gumi/Cyber Team in Akihabara and have a blog/livejournal ^.^) Anyways, I've nothing much to say, I also updated
ADG Place's message in the index page, that's all..bye-bye!
EDIT:
I suck.I hate me.I hate this world.I hate all. Nobody said that I totally suck at everything I do, they all lied to me, why can't everyone just give me an honest answer!
Nobody understands..*sob* ;_; I've gone insane..I need to go to a psychologist-or something called like that, but I'm afraid to ask my mom, and if my relatives knew about it, they might stay away from me and tell everyone that I'm insane, also if my dad were to know this, he'll banish me and hate me, but I don't care about him much.
I feel so anxious..I never told anybody but this blog about everything I feel.
Anybody care? c'mon! drop me a mail at my yahoo account(cause pinoymail won't let me have new messages! *kicks*) so I know that someone still cares...x_X
AAAAAAAHHH!! *faints*
Monday, April 7, 2003
I'm losing lots of strands of my hair!! everytime I brush it w/ my fingers(or brush)lots of hair loosens on my head!! *faints* my cousin (Cat) said it's stress, not sleeping early and always thinking too much and stuff..am I thinking too much? not sleeping early? yes! maybe that's it...my mom ranted that I should eat veggies.. -.-;; maybe I should, but veggies suck..I don't like eating them. blech! the only vegetable I like is potato. lol!
I was able to play FF8, well it was......hard for me. -__-; Especially when you have to fight GFs in order to acquire them..(esp. Diablos!! graaahh!!!) but it's an okay game. =)
GRRRRRAAAAGHHH!! *KICKS!!*
Sunday, April 6, 2003
Yeah, yeah, it sucks to be me..my pc won't let me use the net, so I was stuck offline..¬_¬;;;; ngghhhh!! I'm so mad!! and my pinoymail account won't work..I wonder why...!!?? I just registered on the new philanime board..but my mail (pinoymail) won't still have any new messages.. *is sooo mad* well anyways, my cousin installed an arcade emulator..I tried it..but my cousin forgot to config the difficulty, I dunno how to do it though..I guess it's set on hard or somethin' cause I can't beat even stage 2 when I play a fighting game >__<;;; the only difficulty I can do is normal diff...*faints*
My cousin's dreamcast was fixed, well that's why Maan won't come here in our house for a while (yey!), but I wish I can go there and play CvS2! >.<;; (or sf3rd strike and kof99) o yeah, I'm gonna scan another stupid artwork next time, cause the last one's ain't good..I've been practicing on drawing lately *sigh* I guess holy week's already here..good, I'm gonna sacrifice not to eat. heheh, just kiddin' hafta go now! bye-bye!
*kicks*
Wednesday, April 2, 2003
Darn..I wish I was rich..>_<;;
So when my cousins arrive here, I can play videogames...grah and also, buy myself my OWN pc..and also, I can buy anything I want..and also I wish I have a normal *complete* family. wah, sometimes I really wanna know why I was born w/ a life like this..they say I shouldn't think about it, but I really can't help it...My mom was almost going desperate, cause she almost had a winning lottery ticket but the company that made those lottery tickets are damn idiotially smart..they say peeps'll win millions of cash, but the people doesn't care that they're just making that company richer..psh..whatever.
Goshdamn pc..won't let me play games whenever it's in a cd..argh..I don't feel like doing much today..have to go now, bye-bye..
graaaaahhh!!!
Wednesday, April 2, 2003
need to sleeeeeep...but I can't use my OWN pc..argh..my 3 cousins always go here at the house and use the pc all day long. Maan slept over at ours yesterday, but when she wokes up, she opens the pc, then played (stupid) arkanoid for 8:00 a.m to 11:30 a.m! >__<;; I said 'You won't get any ending there, maybe it'll just say 'Congratulations!' and poof!' blehh..it didn't work -__- then, when I got to the p.c, her other bro arrived, then Cat called us for lunch then my cousin(maan's bro)used the pc and played wc3 for HOURS, then I said 'Can I play?' then he got off the chair, I played some games (just guess what it is) then, maan asked 'Are you finished yet?' and 'I wanna play, after you're finished' then when I say that I'm not yet finished she mumbles and whine, then I got angry, but I hid it and told maan that she can play...¬____¬ aaaand, if their other bro arrives, they go home very, very late..*dies*
Man, they're getting on my nerves already..that's why I always got the little time whenever they go away..buuuuut, when I get to use the pc after they go, the pc would be suuuuper hot that I need to shut it down..it sucks to be me..wah!
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Friday, March 28, 2003
My older cousins hogged my pc yesterday, and I didn't even had an hour to use it ¬_¬ they played and played WC3 all day long, they didn't even cared about the time, and Cat said that they went home at 3:00 in the morning..I slept at 1:30 in the morning..I just wish they go at my place at 8:00 or something in the evening so I can spend more time w/ my pc..*hugs and kicks*
I was drawing and drawing for a while and I realized that I suck at it..>_>;; I can't even draw a cat or a dog..what the heck...-__-;;
GRRRRR!!!
Wednesday, March 26, 2003
*kicks internet provider*
My internet is going insane!! aaaahh!! it always displays: 'Tcp error, blah, blah, blah'!! and I have to refresh the page every time!! >___<;;;; it's so annoying!!
I can't post at SFO..I read about the problem, but I still can't post *kicks* but it worked now..I dunno if it'll work again later..*kicks*
Haha..I'm always kicking things even if they aren't kick-able..haha.
*sings* me and my cousin watched thumbelina on our vcd player last night, we love that cartoon movie..(heh, I forgot to put that in my list, cause I forgot it haha)and we're gonna watch it again..mwehihihihi!
I'm gonna re-launch ADG place ver, very soon! at last! umm bye-bye
The stupidity of people today >_<;;
Friday, March 21, 2003
Alright, this post is about this useless war thing..I can't stand it anymore! *WARNING* Bad words ahead!!
to those stupid warfreaks: WHY DO YOU WANT WAR SO BADLY YOU BRAINLESS OLDIES!!??? WHY DON'T YOU GO DUKE IT OUT BY PLAYING A GAME OR DO A WRESTLING MATCH!! STUPID, STUPID, STUPIIIIIIIIID!!! >=O grrrr....but I don't care anymore!! We'll all die if we really are gonna die, so why bother making stupid people realize that war is not good??!! heh..that's what my opinion is..be offended if you are...
yoooowwww!!
Thursday, March 20, 2003
O, I'm having this terrible stomach pain!! I think it's because I didn't walk for 30 min. when I ate a sandwich!! I can't move freely!!! eaaaaaaaahhh!! I'm gonna go insane!!
@_____@!!!! my mom said that I should drink tea, I did and the pain goes away..when I woke up the pain is back!!
aaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!! I already drank tea again but won't go away still! grrrrrrrrr...!! I'll never eat something before bedtime ever again!! ;__; but the pain's slowly fading away..but..I still feel the pain!! grrraaagghh!!! *faints*
I think I'll go to sleep again after using the pc
P.S: yeeeheeeyyy!! I finished designing ADG Place's new layout! hooray for meh!
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Wednesday, March 19, 2003
Meeeh! I'm waking up early again! ^_^ I really don't like it much when I wake up in the afternoon (12:00 p.m-3:00 P.M!!)O yeah, I forgot to tell that my aunt bought two lovebirds(??) last Saturday..the yellow one (I think it's the boy)is a total coward o.O;; while the girl, the green one is so..so..snobby..¬__¬;
Few more days 'til Maan's summer vacation!(she also said that she might go on extra classes bec. she failed a subject) =D Speaking of summer..it's so damn hot here in my house!!! grrrrrrrr!! and this stupid old electric fan keeps on making loud noises and it stops gradually!! AAAAAARGHHH!! *faints*
I think I'm gonna remove the comment box..no one comments anyways, heh.
haaaaate! haaaaaaaaaaate!!
Monday, March 17, 2003
[RANTS]
Ehh..I was kinda wondering why almost EVERYONE hates ff9..
=( some says that it's boring, pointless, the characters aren't good, the villain wear thongs and looks like a girl, the story sucks, the graphics sucks, the gameplay sucks, bla, bla, bla, etc..etc..etc..IMO, it's very fun to play and the story wasn't that bad at all, maybe it's because them people thought that it's very like 7 and 8(no, I'm not hating 7 and 8, in fact I really wanna play those games)
HE-LLO!! if you can't stand the game then don't play it! or go play it again and don't put any cheats like game-whateveryoucallthat to pass through it! also, they think that 'wtf??! it's a fairy tale! it's so kiddy!' why don't they go read a fairy tale book and compare it to the game! maaaahh!! but it's their opinion! what the f****** heck am I complaining! >.<
Mou..my mom gets mad at me for being lazy and not doing my work >_>;; but I don't like to study..I VERY, VERY, LOVINGLY, HATE, HATE, HATE IT! ESPECIALLY THIS SUBJECT YOU CALL 'MATHEMATICS'!!!(I'm exaggerating, mwehihihihih) I hate math! I really do! and also, my dad wants me to take those super boring chinese classes again! waahh!! for crying out loud, I didn't even understand what the teacher says! the only chinese I know is chinese food and my name (I have another chinese name and I like it but my mom doesn't like it that much) meeeh! I think I feel more better now that I bursted out everything I wanna say!
[/RANTS]
P.S: On the local t.v station, there's this game show..and under the 'sosyal' category, the picture was Chun Li(Street fighter)!!! O____O;;;;;;
meh..can't sleeeeeeeep....
Monday, March 17, 2003
Eh..I can't sleep, I can't sleep! it's already 4:30 a.m!! my mom's gonna kill meeeee!!! aaaaaaahhhhh!! *sniff* and I got this little cold too..*shivers* maybe I need sleeping medicine??? anyone wanna give me some? meh, I need to see a doctor or a psychologist/psychiatrist/whatever you call it x.O;;;
meeeeeh!!
Monday, March 17, 2003
Ehh..New layout at last!!! =O I was really lazy when I made this new layout, but I think this layout's my fave, cause it's Ibuki-chan~!! XDD weeeeelll..I'm feeling....happy today, it's never happened before in the past weeks, maybe it's because I finally uploaded a new layout ^_^;;
O yeah, I also added a comment box x_X;;
abs-cbn(a local t.v channel here) is showing a new anime, I think it's called 'Final Fantasy unlimited' ehhh??? I wonder if it's a good one...but, they've never shown Inu yasha again! =(
Well, since I'm feeling happy I've been starting to re-construct all the lost files of my sites again, I'm also thinking about making new ones =D here's some of the ones I'm thinking of:
-Elyon shrine (Disney's W.I.T.C.H. comics)
-Personal site
That's all for now! Sooo..bye-bye!
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Ehh..just a random blog of a girl who thinks she isn't normal.
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Clarisse a.k.a Claire-chan, behj and bejah
is 14 and lives at her little house in the Philippines.
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(Sharp eyes is the title of Ibuki's theme. I think)
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