|5|15|2001 5:23pm
I should change my layout this weekend. ^_^
I said my speech on people being fat today. Even though my throat hurts a lot and I'm constantly blowing my stupid, incessantly dripping nose, which, by the way, started leaking in the middle of my speech, my day is pretty much okay.
^_^ I know for sure I'm gonna get the Angel Sanctuary OAV soundtrack. [hai Ka-chan... its that tape about the incest and shounen-ai and weird drugs that induce tentacles...] And perhaps also the first Utena CD. They say the battle songs are really cool.
...
.. But Steve's hair still looked fluffier yesterday =3
|5|13|2001 8:25pm
Two years ago, I wrote a review for a Princess Mononoke CD and submitted it to Anime Castle. I never thought about it again.
Two years later... ^^; I recieve an E-mail that says tersely:
Congratulations, you have been picked as the winner for Anime Castle's weekly review contest. Please send us your shipping address for your 25 dollar gift certificate.
o_o; *silence*
NAAAAAAAAAAAA??
^^;; This was waaayyy back when I called myself SilverWolf and used my mother's account on AOL. *laughs* ^_^ ah well. [yeah... I know its strange, but wolves are cool. XD]
Money is money. ^_^
|5|12|2001 2:00pm
Arigatou Phi-chan
!
^_^; me and my stupid bizarre strange life problems...
|5|9|2001 4:24pm
my mom says some really hurtful things. Note: Stupid, needless, trash drivel in the next paragraph. If you don't wanna read it, you can just click on that 'x' in the right hand corner of your screen.
I came home from school and on the way I realized how I truly sucked at running and track and how I seemed like such an idiot for even thinking I was remotely good. Then I come home and I get a snack. I decided to clean the floor, but obviously my mom disagrees with that and yells at me. Not only yells at me, but really really hurts me. Usually I go "uh-huh" or "okay" in a "I'm-listening-but-i'm-gonna-do-it-later" genre of voice, but I really didn't feel up to it today, so when I'm taking out my homework to finish, instead of lowering the books to the ground-- I just drop them. She got mad and started throwing things around and mimicking me in this really nasty way. She told me to go live with my dad and she was going to send my puppy away and abandon her. She said she was sick of me and if I didn't change my attitude, I was going to come home one day and not find anyone. I supposedly ruined her life and I supposedly am the burden to her retirement. However I have had a tiring, stressful day, in which I learned I absolutely suck at anything I attempt do, I'm probably going to be a failure when I grow up, people can abuse me and kick me around and order me to do anything then lecture me about anything and I'll still kiss their feet. Then she comes along and puts stress on me.. saying how I should sleep more, commencing a curfew on when I should have my homework done. 10:00pm. So I have to rush and rush and finish everything by 10:00pm. I have to study in the dark for God sake. She claims I need more sleep because I look so stressed, BUT SHE'S NOT HELPING!
excuse me while I cry.
|5|7|2001 7:04pm
Am I a failure? ;_; *thinks about track and contacts incident*
>_< ooohhh yeah.
|5|6|2001 3:29pm
my head is pounding with ideas. slender splinters sliding beneath the surface of my skin. I just can't seem to sort them.
can it be? solitary miasmic thoughts interloping with the crowd of determination.
that hint of love is my shadowed destiny at seaside. galloping away on the contours of my face.
I need of a life. >_<
|5|2|2001 7:21pm
if the saying that "people are stupid in big numbers" is true...
our world is screwed.
Not only that... I can't tell the difference between the Backstreet Boys and N'Sync.
pity me. >_O;
[readies herself for grueling track meet... am i really... slightly okay at 200 meters Ka-chan?]
|4|30|2001 7:21pm
sleep is your friend.
to me its a soulmate.
Oh yeah... that's right...
I don't have one because the devil took it.
Note: this is not true, i shouldn't really do this, for the reason that it not only looks pathetic and entirely ruins the effect of a strange and terse statement, but my soul has been bugging me... yes i do have one.
so you can burn in hell Satan... or something like that.
|4|27|2001 7:18pm
NANDE? DOUSHITE? MINA-SAN... NAZE?! *wails*
-_- Yes, I was studying frantically... Datte.
datte datte.
something bizzare. occurred.
I got a 'B'. FUKEKKAAA!! KYAA~!! *pounds head* >_< noooo~
Hai Ka-chan, hontou watashi wa imaimashii. [translation: I'm annoying... so kill me.]
|4|26|2001 7:48pm
O_O;; studystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudieeeeeeeee~
;_; ::tasukete::
|4|25|2001 11:25pm
The meet was unbelievably fun, an abberation to our previous, dead-down-to-earth-please-kill-me types. I'm at my dad's house in Rockford, after a long, tedious 1.5 hour drive here. >_< All for the cause of "Career Shadowing Day". X3 I get to sleep late and help fat people get skinny...
Oh joy~ ^_^;
I have to start studying more. I'm slacking off. Not good. X3
|4|24|2001 8:22pm
I realized I've been taking advantage of the well-being of my life. I was getting contemplative in Spanish, when the teacher was droning about predicates [you taught it for a month... get new material X3] and I thought how I always felt sorry for myself. I try to deny it, but its true, though an ugly, hideous fact at that.
I hate myself a lot.
I suppose that is normal, but I've had a loving and supportive family, despite the varying sizes, and no matter how much they might hurt me at times, or how much I might swear with such vehemence that I despise them...
Its like a cut. It wells dark blood and for a fraction of eternity, it pains.
But I know such things are superficial. And I'll always remain thankful I've had a family at the very least.
.....
ITS HAPPENING AGAIN!!! *screams* >_<
*wails* make it stop~ X3
|4|23|2001 8:05pm
I was finishing my homework, when suddenly I thought of this:
One day, I saw a HOLY COW[!] and it was taking a HOLY CRAP[!] and then I absentmindedly stepped in it and screamed 'HOLY *bleep*[!]'...
And people think me sane... XP
|4|23|2001 6:40pm
"Everybody shake your body dance dance dance..." XD Track was fun and we supposedly moved 'up a notch' in the level of practice difficulty, but I did fairly well. I got a stupid B on my test, but I know I deserved it, considering I didn't have a calculator... it makes me feel more secure. [see drivel and beration from oh-so-long ago] Yeahaa.. I'll just ace everything else and provide idemnity. XD
Oh yeah, I also helped some of my friends hack on neopets. ^_^ It was strangely thrilling.
*whistles to song* Time to go work my butt off, naa? ^_~
|4|21|2001 3:37pm
I think I'm spending a large amount of my life on the net.
.... Oh joy. >_<
Yesterday, one of my friends was being strange and weird. Love struck I suppose, but then again it is spring... o_o it makes me feel obligated to be in love or some sap like that...
I haven't really liked anyone since the "Cheese guy"[moo and oink XD] and now, after being shaken awake to concieve that he is a jerk, I really don't have an infatuation with any guy.
A human guy, that is.
So my crushes on anime bishounen have made me immaculate to the human society...
O_O;
HOLY CRAP! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!
