Boredom

Spring break is almost over...which really sucks. I'm done with all my work and everything, but that's what I spent most of spring break DOING. I think that's really stupid. What's the point of even GIVING us a vacation if we're just gonna have twice as much homework anyway? Okay, yeah, we DO get to sleep in, and we're at home, or we get to go places. But why give us so much homework? That isn't much of a vacation, and I think that honors teachers should consider that. Just because we're honors students doesn't mean we don't need a break.

I actually spent all of Friday and yesterday doing something for another class...I had completely forgotten about the assignment. So. I've got ONE full day to myself. ONE. TODAY. That's IT. Oh well, right? School's gonna be over in eight weeks (or is it nine?) anyway. After that, I'll have all summer to myself! Or at least a couple of weeks...hopefully I won't get another summer assignment...but chances are I will, huh? Whatever.

So BORED xD I'm gonna go play. On the PS2. Becuase I have time ^-^ Ja ne!

Mood: tired
Listening to: ...My dad's yelling...

Shinigami faded away on Sunday, March 26, 2006 at 08:28 a.m.


Total Randomness. Seriously.

Woo! I can't wait until April! I made a super awesome Duo layout! I love him!! He's for April. Kurama's for May. I dunno what I'm doing for June, yet...but anyway!

Nothing new, nothing exciting. Just...here. Jeff's gone. That sucks. I finished all my homework, so I've got three full days to myself. How awesome is that? Yeah. Err...Got my Hiei plushie! Woohoo! And I got my Hiei and Kurama keychains. Wish I had the G-boys, though. That'd be super cool. Ohkay, yeah, I'm over-obsessing, but I can't help it. I haven't had time to obsess. So I'm starting over!

Oh. My cousin. Yeah. He did something but I don't remember.

Okay, there really ISN'T anything to talk about, so more later! Ja ne!

Mood: content
Listening to: Waiting - Trapt

Shinigami faded away on Thursday, March 23, 2006 at 05:45 p.m.


Snow Day!

Oh. My. Gosh. Wow. It's been SNOWING. ALL DAY. SINCE MORNING. Well, it's only about 3:00, right? But still. It's piled up only a little, though, so that's too bad. But it looks so AWESOME. I wish it had been like this in December. But I'm super glad we don't have school tomorrow! Yeah. SNOW!

Err...nothing new. I've got English homework, so that seriously makes me mad. I hate that. We shouldn't have spring break homework. Geeze. But whatever. We have to read Animal Farm and keep a reading journal. But it can't be a summary. We have to compare it to the Russian Revolution, since the book is an allagory. Grr. The book isn't that long. I think it's only about 100 pages and 10 chapters. It's a cute book, but I've only read through chapter three. It's super easy. But I don't wanna read during break, ya know? Oh well. I can't wait until summer. Then I'll have a break from homework...for at least a couple of weeks.

My dad's back from Japan. As it turns out, we wouldn't be able to go this year ANYWAY. Even if we wanted to. School starts on August 8th, but my dad has to leave again on August 12th for the O-bon Ceremony. So in a way, things worked out in everyone's favor regarding that trip. My family at California wanted me to spend my fifteenth birthday over there. (Yeah, a girl's quince, it's a big deal...). So we're all going to Japan next summer, instead. For my sixteenth birthday.

And I'm getting my braces off! Next month! Hopefully! Lol. I'm not so sure I want them off, though. I like my braces, and I know I don't look bad in braces. I probably will once I get them off.... Oh. And Yuuki got his =D So I'm happy! But he got these new ones...and they're kinda cute. But mine are better. I can actually choose COLORS! I'm such a dork xD

OH! Weston called me today! Woohoo! But he called just to give me his new cell phone number...yeah. Anyway, he called, and I was super super super happy! And Jeff called last week, too! Woohoo! I really want the three of us to hang out again sometime. They're some of the funnest people I know! (Is funnest a word? Cause you know, funiest isn't really a word...). So yeah. More later! Ja!

Mood: delighted!
Listening to: My brother...talking about cell phones

Shinigami faded away on Sunday, March 19, 2006 at 02:49 p.m.


Fearless

Grr. This one kid in my first period. What a doofus.

Anyway. He and I don't get along. At all. He picks on people. And I stand up to him becuase everyone else is too afraid or whatever. I guess they're smart, cause they're not butting into his business. But I can't stand it when he's so mean and looks for trouble. So, after first period, he waited for me. My second class is like 30 seconds away from my first, so I can afford to stay four minutes after the bell. He can't. But he did. And he stayed just to tell me, "You know what, Jenny? You're making enemies with the wrong people. I'm not a good person to mess with." Or something like that. My ears pretty much shut him and his stupidity out. Excuse me for helping people and showing you you're wrong.

So after school. We had an interesting conversation. I can't say what it was word for word (especially since I have to translate from Spanish to English), but I can get pretty close. It's pretty stupid, now that I think about it.

Ben: I told you before, and I'll tell you again. Don't get into trouble with the wrong people.
Me: I'm _not_ afraid of you, if that's what you think.
Ben: Yeah, right. Trust me, you don't know me.
Me: I know enough to know you're weak. YOU don't know ME.
Ben: Do I care? I don't WANT to know you.
Me: Did I say I wanted to know YOU?
Ben: Look, Jenny, you're crawling right into the mouth of a wolf.
Me: I love wolves. (Here, we were speaking figuritavely of course. We referred to danger, in a way.)
Ben: I love vengance, alright? And you are no exception. So watch your back.
Me: I'm not AFRAID of you. You don't scare me, Benjamin. I'm stronger than you.
Ben: Is that a challenge? You wanna try and prove that?
Me: Let's see.

So. He walked even closer to me. And put his hand up (prolly to slap me, or that's what it looked like, but I'm not entirely sure). But. Everyone around us kinda held him back. So nothing happened. Which is really too bad.

I called Weston! Since Weston always knows what to do. I already knew what he was gonna tell me. He was gonna tell me to ignore Ben. First, he called Ben a retard. THEN he told me to ignore him and stay as far away from him as possible. If that doesn't work, I'm gonna call him again. I wonder what he'll say after that. He knows I won't report anything.

I'm aware that I'm telling MY side of the story. If he told you his, he'd say I'm a nosy and annoying brat who always gets into his business and his fun. He'll claim that he's just messing around with other students (which is bull, just to let you know, and I've got witnesses). I've heard his side of the story, the same lie, one million times. I guess it depends on your outlook. Maybe you WILL think Ben's right and I AM just being a nosy and obnoxious brat. Or maybe you'll think I'm right and Ben's a mean person who deserves to be put in his place. I dunno.

But I'm aware that there's two sides to every story. I hope to hear his. I doubt he's got a decent excuse for being so cruel.

But anyway! More later~&heart; Ja ne, minna-san!

Mood: mixed...happy and sad!
Listening to: American Idiot - Green Day

Shinigami faded away on Tuesday, March 14, 2006 at 07:19 p.m.


Randomness

Wow. I actually got around to chaging the layout! It's an awesome layout. I haven't had time to make my own, which is too bad. I like my layouts. Okay, MOST of them. Like the Kai and Tala one for July? My FAVORITE layout. But it could just be that the picture itself is so beautiful. And the colors I chose go too well with it.

Well. Nothing interesting. Going back to school tomorrow. I'm three days behind in my schoolwork. Hopefully it's not too bad. I just really don't want to present for Mr. Rodriquez. I don't feel like getting up in front of the class. Other than that, I don't think there's anything else. Oh, I gotta grab a book right now, I forgot. I'm done with my book, so I've got nothing else to read. I'll probably finish A Door Near Here since Mrs. Bristow's English project interrupted that.

Erm. Not really looking forward to tomorrow. But this Friday is the last day of school, then we're on spring break. Woohoo!

Weston was thinking that we might be able to get together during break, but I doubt it. I would love to see him, but I don't think I'll have time...or a ride xD So yeah.

Anyway. Super sleepy right now. Going to bed. Oyasumi!

Mood: sleepy
Listening to: My cousin on the phone

Shinigami faded away on Sunday, March 12, 2006 at 08:59 p.m.


Boredom

Okay. So. I've been sick. For like three days. Okay, two and a half. Super sick on Wednesday. Better on Thursday. Headache and dizzy and stuff on Friday. Better today. But I can't read without getting dizzy xD Lol.

Erm. Haven't done much. Haven't gone to school. Jeff left. People prolly don't miss me. Except Nikki! And Yahoo! I think. But I was super super happy when Ben and David called me since I was gone. Yeah.

There is no way I got straight A's this quarter. I missed way too much at the end of the quarter, so I can't make anything up. Which sucks. Especially for P.E. Stupid counselors. I hate what's-her-name. She's ugly and mean. But now I'M being mean.

Well. I've got a book to go read. March is NOT a very exciting month, is it? Well, yeah. Hopefully I'll change the layout. But why bother? Prolly only a few entries for March. More later then, I hope. Ja ne!

Mood: tired
Listening to: Headstrong - Trapt

Shinigami faded away on Saturday, March 11, 2006 at 02:55 p.m.


I wish...

I'm not feeling self pity. Just depression. And they're two totally different things. If you say I'm feeling self pity and I'm a pathetic whatever you wanna call me, keep it to yourself and don't read my blog. I'm not in the mood for anyone else to bring me down. DON'T test my temper by asking what I'll do because you DON'T wanna have to deal with me. But if you're a nice person who believes me and will offer kind words...thanks. Loads. I could definitely use them. I've been on enough sites to know that there's both kinds of people out there. And again, I'm not in the mood to put up with idiots. -Sigh-

My friend is moving. This is the last week I'll see him at school.

Things at home are not improving. And I don't think they will.

Too much is expected at school. It's hard to handle.

I'm tired of everything right now. Tired of so much stress, so many problems, so much sorrow.

I wish that for one day...my parents would shut up and stop arguing about EVERY STUPID LITTLE INSIGNIFICANT THING. I wish that for one day...I could relax and know I don't have school to worry about. I wish that for one day...nothing would be upsetting. I wish that for one day...I could be happy. But. It's been over three years. Way over three years. And none of those wishes have come true.

I remember. Elementary school was so easy. Young kids are so oblivious. They have no idea what goes on around them. There was little homework. Which meant no stress. Everything was a game. LIFE was a game. There weren't very many ups and downs. You threw a crayon at someone and got sent to time out. Someone stole your chocolate bar. You got an F on an assignment. But it didn't matter; it didn't count. You and your friend got in a fight one day. By the next, it was completely forgotten. Problems didn't get much bigger. Middle school was different for me.

And high school. Well...I expected it to be better. Most adults I know have told me that their high school years were the best of their life. Of course, I'm only a freshman, right? No one cares about freshmen. They're new. They don't know anything. So maybe things will get better. Then again...some things are great. I didn't get stuck with any teacher that's despised by every student. In fact, all my teachers are awesome.

I'm lucky that way. In fact. If one teacher wasn't there for me...if he hadn't told me I was strong....

I wish...I wish my dad cared about us enough to know he's hurting us. I love him and all...he's a good dad...but...I wish he could change some things about himself. Actually. TWO things. But it won't happen.

Nothing I want can happen right now. Unless.... But it won't happen. Not soon, I think. I'll probably move out before it happens. In fact. My brother will probably move out before it happens.

What if it never happens?

Mood: extremely depressed
Listening to: Wait and Bleed - Slipknot

Shinigami faded away on Sunday, March 5, 2006 at 08:52 a.m.


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Name : Jenny
Alias : Shinigami
Age : 14
Eyes : Mahogany
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Birthday : June 27
Star sign : Cancer
Nationality : Japanese, Mexican
Bishounen : *Duo Maxwell, Rei Kon, Max Tate, Kurama, Hiei, and a BUNCH more!
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Hates : Liars, pessimism, sorrow (or any negative emotion)

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