Boredom

Wednesday, February 22, 2006 at 08:13 p.m.

Wow. I haven't had too much homework on this week. Just my math homework and working on my English essay, which is not too difficult.

Other than that, there's nothing to say. Things have just been boring lately. Plus, since I've been hanging out a lone more, I guess that means I have less to say, right? Yeah. I dunno what I'm gonna do when Jeff leaves. Yes, I've got Monique, but it'll be weird with just the two of us. Maybe not, we'll prolly try it for a while. But then we'll prolly go hang out with Yaeren and NEssa and that big table. Actually, not WE. It wouldn't be fair if I went. So I'd just go there for the first few minutes, until the teachers got their lunches, then I'd go into the pod or wait right outside or something.

I'm not sad or anything, if that's how it seems. It's just that nothing's going on right now. Ok, that's not entirely true, but the things that are happening, I can't share. Only with my mom and Mr. Rod. But that's it.

Sorry. Not very enthusiastic right now, but I don't know why. It just seems like there isn't a lot to do, a lot to care about. I just...I'm bored of the same thing every day. I can't wait until summer. I can't wait to go to Japan. I can't wait for that something to happen...if it ever does. I don't really care about my birthday this year. I'm just gonna be home with my mom and my brother. My dad's gonna work. Hopefully I'll get calls. I better get at least four: one from Omar, Wes, Alba, and Tony. At least.

Ohkay. I'm just gonna see what I can write for my essay. So...more later? Ja ne!

Mood: bored
Listening to: Some Japanese show on TV

Uninteresting Stuff

Thursday, February 16, 2006 at 08:57 p.m.

Not a lot has happened. How exciting, huh?

Well, we gave our book presentations for Mrs. Bristow on Monday. I think mine was horrible. I could tell she was behind me. When I knew, I froze up and I couldn't talk. It was bad. Yeah. But whatever. Not too big a deal, right?

Then. Valentine's day. Woohoo. Not really. I got roses from Tony, which I thought was super sweet. And I got candy from Melissa! And Jorge. And Octavio. And Yaeren. And Monique. And Diego. Yeah. And I got a call from Wes.

Wow. I guess I'm not feeling too good right now. And I have a field trip tomorrow. Depending on how I feel, I'll go. I forgot to get a certain teacher's signature...so another teacher signed in place of that signature. Oooh...that person's in trouble...Lol.

Guess I'm going to bed now. Too tired. Ja ne.

Mood: sleepy. sick. awful.
Listening to: Silence.

...Hard to Deal With...

Monday, February 6, 2006 at 06:15 p.m.

Omg. I...have no idea what's going on. He wants to go out wif me...but I don't think I want to. He's a really sweet guy, but I don't like him that way. I think I like someone else. And it wouldn't feel right being with him. I'd be uncomfortable, and he'd be feeling false joy...and I don't wanna do that to him, becuase he really IS a great person.

I'm really close to being done with Mrs. Bristow's project. I don't really like the way my journal turned out, though, and I might make a new one or add more to this one. And I worked so hard on it -_- Oh well. It still looks nice. I think it does.

I'm so super sleepy right now. I wanna go to bed, I wanna sleep. But I can't. Becuase of stupid homework T_T Gotta bring plant cuttings in, gotta look up prices for different items, gotta prepare for an exam on Friday, gotta finish the book project, gotta catch up with all my geometry homework, and I gotta plan my gymnastics routine. That's way too much for me to handle. There's no way I can do it all. It's too much stress on me.

I dunno why, sometimes I just sorta go into these...depression...periods. Not all the time. Just some of the time. Sometimes I'll feel overwhelmed with all the work I'm given, and then put that together with all my problems at home and then at school...well, yeah. Some people can deal with these things better than others.

I've learned I can always talk to Weston and he'll make everything better. Unless he's sad. Then we're sad together. Since that's happened, we've learned to help each other cope! I tell him things I can't tell anyone else. And he trusts me to be there for him, as well. That makes me feel like I'm actually worth something xD Yeah. I love hearing things from him. And I hope he knows I would never tell a soul. I miss him >_<

Mood: overwhelmed
Listening to: The annoying sound of Yuuki's voice

Randomness. Seriously. Just Random Stuff...

Saturday, February 4, 2006 at 06:22 p.m.

Yesterday was so awesome! Oh, he Jeff, guess what? Weston did call! YES! Heheh =D

Yea. We talked for a really really really long time. And there weren't any moments of silence, either. So we talked a lot. About a buncha different stuff. Stupid stuff, mostly, but we would get serious once in a while. It's nice when we talk about stupid stuff, though, becuase both of us can laugh. Like...he laughed when I laughed. It was awesome ^^ And I told him something I absolutely had to tell him, since he's one of my best friends. Yeah.

Err...right now, I'm working on my book project for Mrs. Bristow, and as I've come to realize, it's acutally FUN. So, I think I'll get my second period work done first, then Mr. Rodriquez's project, then Mrs. Bristow's book journalS with an S, and THEN I'll work on the book project! Go me! Lol.

I'm so super stressed right now...but talking to Weston sorta made me...I dunno, it's weird. It's awesome talking to him, especially when he's the one who calls.

Oh! Yuuki's getting braces! Yuuki's getting braces! Haha! But he isn't gonna go through a lot of the stuff I did. Like, he won't need spacers or rubber bands because of the new thing they got. Grr. But he'll still have them from one to two years, so that's good. I'll get mine off anywhere from four to six months. So...June. July at the latest. I hope. I really want these things off. I know I'll miss them when they're gone, and I don't look bad in braces, but it's so much easier if they're gone. I can eat popcorn and Weston won't tell me anything when we go watch POTC2! YES! But that's mean, since he prolly won't be able to eat popcorn. Pobresito...Oh well!

Now, I'll go work on my homework. How long did this entry take? Like nine minutes. I just spent nine minutes that I could have used to do homework. Yeah. More later! Ja!

Mood: delighted
Listening to: Yuuki and Omar on the phone.

Sleepover!

Thursday, February 2, 2006 at 09:44 p.m.

Firstly. Hannah's here! Yey =D We're having tons of fun, I think! We played on the trampoline...a lot...and DDR...not as much, but still a lot...and with grapes...and we had ice cream! And we went to Wal-Mart. And McDonald's. Right now, my brother is attacking Jeb with a ladder o_0

Oh. I'm super sore right now. I triend to bridge. I couldn't.

I got a call from Weston today! I was so happy! Yey! He'll call tomorrow, I hope. And something else happeend! No homework for Mrs. Bristow! Yey!

So now, I'm gonna go and hang out with hannah some more. And I don't feel like deleting the test entries. Too lazy xD Ja ne!

Mood: sore...but happy!
Listening to: That's so Raven (on TV)

Nother Quick Test

Tuesday, January 31, 2006 at 09:21 p.m.

Yeah. Blah. Same old. Just testing xD Oyasumi!

Really Quick Test...

Tuesday, January 31, 2006 at 09:09 p.m.

I'll delete this entry. I just wanna check to see how this looks. I think this is a very pretty layout! I only made some minor changes to the original, such as the headers...becuase this fits me. It's cool. I hope it looks okay. My computer shut down while I was fixing it o_0 Yeah. So. more later. I'll delete this. Since it's nothing. Ja.

Mood: tired
Listening to: The Yu Yu Hakusho Opening Theme

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About Me

Name : Jenny
Alias : Shinigami
Age : 14
Eyes : Mahogany
Hair : Black
Birthday : June 27
Star sign : Cancer
Nationality : Japanese, Mexican
Bishounen : *Duo Maxwell, Rei Kon, Max Tate, Kurama, Hiei, and a BUNCH more!
Anime : *Gundam Wing, Yu Yu Hakusho, Rurouni Kenshin, Case Closed, Beylade, Inuyasha, Sailor Moon, Cardcaptors, Yu-Gi-Oh, Megaman, Pokemon, etc.
Loves : Sweets, strawberries, Pharaoh, Maxie, bliss...and him
Hates : Liars, pessimism, sorrow (or any negative emotion)

Craving : [chocolate...and relaxation]

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