So. I just got done watching Transformers. Oh my goodness. Best movie ever!! And I am officially in love with a robot xD But you just have to love Bumblebee <3

Well, On Saturday I went to watch National Treasure: Book of Secrects with Jey. That movie is super cool :D And there was stuff I actually knew about. Sorta kinda. Like Lincoln's assassination cause we kinda learned it in depth sorta kinda not really but I knew enough about it to be excited during the movie xD

But yeah. Transformers is the best :)

Hrm. I've got two hours until 2008. Then I'm staying up abnother hour for my cousin's 2008 cause he's in Vegas right now xD Then I'm staying up probably watching movies with Yuuki or reading or doing stuff to stay awake. Then I'll wake up tomorrow to see the sunrise. And Probably go back to sleep for another few hours. My night tonight will be spent worrying about JJ while he's out driving. On the night of the new year. When it's dangerous. He'll be ok :)

I feel like writing. Or drawing right now. Oh, but my laptop kinda died on me. It won't turn on. Well, actually, it does, but the screen is too dark to see anything, it doesn't go past the screen with the Gateway logo, and it kinda feelsl ike it wants to turn off as soon as I turn it on. And I'm very, very attatched to my laptop. It's my first one, it's like my diary (with hundreds of text files in which I freewrite my feelings and stories and stuff becuase I'm just lame and corny like that), and it's got my schoolwork on it (which I stupidly did not back up on a disk). More importantly...it was pretty much from my grandfather. He left his most important things to my cousins Kisho and Chiaki in Japan. My dad didn't want to risk anything getting lost, but Jii-chan wanted us to have something from him. So they figured I could use a laptop for school. Long story short, I love my laptop from my grandpa and I want it fixed xD

I have mixed feelings about the year ending. I don't want it to just because I know that it means time isn't stopping. It means that everyone is still moving forward. But at the same time...that's why I want the year to end. I'm that much closer to graduating. And getting away from home. I'm that much closer to living on my own. My way. Making my own decisions. And proving that I know right from wrong (as far as I'm concerned, I already have; last summer, I could have done some pretty bad things, and I chose not to). Not only that, but...I'm just excited for the future. Because I know at least more or less what I want and what I'm waiting for. Of course I don't know what lies ahead and what challenges I'll be faced with. But I dave a general idea of what I want and where I'm going. That's what I'm excited for.

Alrighty, then. 2007 (I just broke a journalism rule xDD). I'm grateful that my friends stood by me always. I'm grateful for the friends and relationships I made. And I'm grateful because so many people have shown me that I'm really not completely worthless :) For 2008. I just wanna try harder than I did this year.

Needed to get that out of the way. Although, I have to admit, it felt kinda awkward to say. I dunno why. I don't like reflecting. It makes me sad.

Hrm. Guess I'm gonna go read. Or play games. Or do who knows what xD The new year will be...interesting, to say the least. There are thigns I'm looking forward to. And others that I'm not excited for. But I'll face everything that comes my way. And I know that a lot will. It always does. It's like Ben told me: what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?

Hmm. I'm gonna go read now :) I wanna finish that book. So, more later then. Not sure if that means this year or not xD but...more later. Ja matta ne!

Mood: tired
Listening to: An annual Japanese concert on TV

I'm hungry xD Well. It's New Year's Eve. And honestly, it's too bad that I really didn't make as much time to blog this year as I have in the past. It's fun to keep an online journal and look back at everything that happens.

What's worse is that this year has been so full of drama and amazing moments. And I haven't written anything down. Everything that I wrote...it's been torn or burned. And my blog...it's for me. It's for me to vent and say everything that I feel when no one's around to listen.

But the night before last. Oh my goodness. It was so amazing. Because I was in tears. But it was different because...Jey was with me. And I mean...he was holding me. I wasn't crying by myself in my room. I know I can always call up my friends and they'll listen. But it just can't compare to how I felt two nights ago. I felt so safe. I felt like everything would really be alright.

Yuuki and I are gonna watch Transformers now. So I'll blog once the movie's over. More later :)

Mood: tired
Listening to: Transformers menu screen xD

Lmao. I found this comic hilarious.

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Mood: tired
Listening to: The printer...printing xD