Butter-fly by Wada Kouji

Gokigen na chou ni natte kirameku kaze ni notte
Ima sugu kimi ni ai ni yukou
Yokei na koto nante wasureta hou ga mashi sa
Kore ijou shareteru jikan wa nai

Nani ga wow wow wow wow wow kono sora ni todoku no darou
Dakedo wow wow wow wow wow ashita no yotei mo wakaranai

Mugendai na yume no ato no nanimo nai yo no naka ja
Sou sa itoshii omoi mo makesou ni naru kedo
Stay shigachi na imeeji darake no tayorinai tsubasa demo
Kitto toberu sa on my love

Ukareta chou ni natte ichizu na kaze ni notte
Doko mademo kimi ni ai ni yukou
Aimai na kotoba tte igai ni benri datte
Sakenderu hitto songu kikinagara

Nani ga wow wow wow wow wow kono machi ni hibiku no darou
Dakedo wow wow wow wow wow kitai shitetemo shikata nai

Mugendai na yume no ato no yarusenai yo no naka ja
Sou sa joushiki hazure mo waruku wa nai ka na
Stay shisou na imeeji wo someta gikochinai tsubasa demo
Kitto toberu sa on my love

Mugendai no yume no ato no nanimo nai yo no naka ja
Sou sa itoshii omoi mo makesou ni naru kedo
Stay shigachi na imeeji darake no tayorinai tsubasa demo
Kitto toberu sa oh yeah

Mugendai na yume no ato no yarusenai yo no naka ja
Sou sa joushiki hazure mo waruku wa nai ka na
Stay shisou na imeeji wo someta gikochinai tsubasa demo
Kitto toberu sa on my love

~~romanji courtesy of Megchan's Digimon Sekai (yaa~aaay!!! wada kou~uji~~!!! if you really want the mp3 contact me and i'll try to get the thing to you somehow. I wanna spread the joy. ^_^0

karura's current mood is: The current mood of Lisa at www.imood.com

e-mail: sunlit_atelier@yahoo.com

old entries: archives

karura's website: sunlit atelier

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friends' diaries

kenji: eien no yume
inji: Ø gravity
kix: kaijuu ga iru

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fun links that i have yet to notify the web master/mistress about because i'm lazy

ryuuzaki~i!!: dragon blossoms
hikago scanslations: toriyama world
digimon: meg's digimon sekai
err....i'll put my other happy links up later...

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the "basic" stats:

name: lisa

nickname: karura from CLAMP's RG Veda

age: 17

keirsey personality type: INFJ: Counselor

ethnicity: mutt. seriously. the polite way to say it is "mixed." ^_^

height: 5'8"

weight: a little below middle of the range for my height

want list: hikaru no go (manga and anime), fool's errand by robin hobb (october 15 in engla~and!!!), a new cd player, sleep

"hanyaan" list (in no particular order):
1. ken from digimon 02
2. seilan from angelique
3. akira from hikaru no go
4. watari from yami no matsuei
5. soujiro from rurouni kenshin
6. nash from suikogaiden

favorite subjects: art, literature, math, chemistry, physics

least favorite subjects: history, biology, foreign language

favorite food: teateateateatea (especially pearl milk tea...heehee...)

favorite things: my alpaca rug, my art supplies, my books, my laptop, and my teddy bear

pet peeves: multi-part questions (you know, you start a question and discover it has a part a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i, and j? ARRRGHHHHH!!!), people who eat and sleep unhealthily, and people who pick on my little sister.

color: blue

music: anything by yoko kanno; savage garden; enya; light classical music; maaya sakamoto; wada kouji

songs: adesso o fortuna by sherry; butter-fly by wada kouji from digimon 01; currents (suikogaiden op) by ?

favorite anime: digimon, berserk, ccs (card captor sakura), trigun

favorite manga: hikaru no go, ccs

favorite manga artists: takeshi obata (of hikaru no go and ayatsuri sakon), CLAMP (duh), yukiru sugisaki (dnangel and candidate for goddess)

favorite anime characters: ken and davis from digimon; judeau from berserk; karura, ten-oh, and that sweet general friend of karura's from rg veda; touya, kero, and eriol from ccs; vash from trigun; seilan, luva, and randy from angelique, watari from yami no matsuei, others

favorite book: ender's game by orson scott card

favorite authors: robin hobb, joan d vinge, orson scott card, tad williams, mercedes lackey, john steinbeck, charles dickens

favorite book characters: jon snow and arya stark from george r r martin's song of ice and fire series; ender from ender's game; fitzChivalry, the fool, patience, and burrich from hobb's farseer trilogy; amber, wintrow, kennit, post-reyn malta, and paragon from hobb's liveship trilogy; cat from vinge's cat series; vanyel, stefan, elspeth, an'desha, and kerowyn from lackey's valdemar books; caleb, samuel, and lee from steinbeck's east of eden; sydney from dicken's tale of two cities

favorite video games: the zelda 64 games, both ocarina and majora's mask; the final fantasy series (the entire bunch)

favorite video game characters: squall, quistis, selphie, laguna, and zell from ff8; vivi, freya, steiner, and zidane from ff9; link, sheik, kafei, anju, and tinkle (^^;;) from the zelda 64 games



space provided by pitas (yummy :p)


np: anti-nostalgic (mwahahaha!! kotani kinya! gravitation! waa~aiii!!! finally found this song. ^_^ love it love it! i'm gonna have to get his album. I haven't heard a song of Kotani Kinya's I haven't liked yet. O.o that's really, really rare... only other exception being wada kouji. ^_~ Only problem being Wada Kouji doesn't have an album dedicated to him that I know of. >_<)

wooohooo~ooo!!! Lisa is in the process of D/Ling the second Gravitation OVA!! :3 Lisa is very happy. (OVA 1 had such a frickin' cliff-hanger of an ending. >_< evil...) Yeah, anyways, it's late, and I should probably sleep... but I haven't pitaed for a long time so I guess I'll pita more. Pitaing seems to have become a weekly thing for me instead of a daily thing like it should be. >_< grrr! damn my busy schedule! and damn that whole situation with robotics team! >_< Why do I have to be involved with that? Essentially it's a personal issue, and the whole thing has been blown into a big political issue involving all the Robotics officers, factions and all. And me getting sick, too. And yes, no one knows what the heck I'm talking about, and it should really stay that way, but it is seriously BUGGING me. It's probably half the reason I'm starting to get sick lately. (no, I'm not paranoid enough to blame my cold on anthrax. :p no respiratory symptoms.) oh well... I'll ignore it for now and gloat over getting OVA 2. ^O^ woohoo~ooo!! oh... and phi, kix? I'm afraid your cd's will have to wait a day or two. I was doing physics and robotics meetings all afternoon and into the evening, so I didn't have time to organize the stuff. >_< oh well. That way I can burn the second OVA for you too, kix! ^O^ funfun! do you want the Fruit Basket episodes, too? only have two of them as of yet, and i haven't watched 'em yet... but yeah. anyways. i think i'd better go sleepy now.

(and I did wear my corset thing on Friday last week and scared the heck out of a few people, especially in my bio class, who were like 'O_o uh, Lisa, what's with all the black? and the lace up thing? and the...hmm... are you not telling us something, Lisa?' I was, like, heeeheee! I'm goth girl! And then I ran around in circles giggling, totally ruining my image. But it was fun. ^_^ I love throwing people off... I like to think of it as sociology exercise. How do people react to the abruptly changed behaviors and dress-habits of their fellows? Of course, that's just me rationalizing myself, but hey, as long as you enjoy yourself without hurting other people, it's cool. ^_^)

And yeah. I'd better go to bed now. Otherwise I'll, like, fall asleep during my physics test tomorrow. >_< ooohoooh!! I have to rant about my physics grade!! I got a 98% on my last test (SCORE, baby!!) so I now have a 92% in the class. ^O^ OO~oohhh yeah!! And I thought I had totally screwed up that test. O.o Just goes to show how accurate my judgement is... And now, I sleep. For reals. ^_^ 'Night moon! 'Night stars! 'Night chair! 'Night purple sheep!

.................purple sheep?

gotta lay off on the cold medicine...

-karura got ahold of some crack on [Thursday, October 25, 2001, 12:46 a.m.]





np: some random song from the second CCS movie. dunno what it's called or who sang it. but she's singing it in english. and she's at least partially intelligible. O.o and the grammar's not absolutely horrible either. wow. and she said "espresso"!! i definitely heard "espresso"! ohohohohohoo~ooo!!! ah, the caffeine addict. see the craziness. ^_~

La~aalihooo~oooooo!!!! ^O^ heyheyhey! i haven't posted in so long and soo~ooo much as happened since i last posted, it'll be impossible to catch up. O.o oh well. For one thing, I've become absolutely, incorrigibly, raving-fangirlishly obsessed with Gravitation. ^O^ WAA~AIII!!! Shuuichi! Ryuuichi! Kaa~aawaaiiii!!! The two of them make me want to run around in an Energizer bunny suit. ^_~ Andand I took one of those personality test thingies for which Gravitation character I'm most like, and I got Suguru first (no surprise there) and Ryuuichi second!! WAHAHAHA!! Shuuichi was way down on the list, but that was probably because I answered "no" to the question about whether or not I like nibbling on peoples' ears or not. XDXDXD *howls in fangirlish laughter* goo~ooo Shuuichi!!

Just for the record, I think Hiro's hot. And I find Tohma oddly...disturbing. O.o And K's absolutely hilarious!! I lu~uved the evil laugh thing he did after he set up Yuki and Shuuichi for the amusement park thing. XDXD Now THAT'S the evil laughter I want to develop for myself! But my voice is a little bit too high for that. :/ And then there's all the other interesting people in Gravi... Well, I'll rant about them later. Only so much time...

What really makes me very very sad is that the episode 11 that I downloaded was messed up in the middle. >_< And I promised myself I wouldn't skip around. Gravi's not a series you can do that with. So I'll have to wait until they come at with the Divx thingy and D/L episode 11 then. Until then, I'm stuck. >_< I wish I knew Japanese... Then I could go to Kunokuniya and ~rent~ Gravi like a happy Japanese speaker. >_< Gah, curse me slow foreign-language impaired brain! I'm sure I could understand some of the jokes better then too... And the humor is part of the reason I lu~uv Gravi!! ^_^ The humor is just off-beat enough to amuse me, and just universal enough that I'm not totally confused! It's perfect, I tell you! PERFECT!!

Um, yeah. I'll stop ranting about Gravitation now. Now I'll rant about my happy grades!! ^O^ I got a 77/80 on my physics lab!! That's, like, a 96%! Considering I got a 80% last time, and I got the highest score in my entire lab group, that's pretty damn good. O.o Oh, ye~eahh, dude. My 87% in that class won't stay that way for long (says I. Overconfidence? Of course not. Overly optimistic, maybe...) And then I got a 94% on my calculus test! That's sure to have brought my grade up. ^_^ So, if I have an 88%, and I add 100 points to the total, and then I add 94 points to the points I have.... ............ .......... Dammit. How the heck am I in calculus? I can't even do arithmetic. >_<

A~anyways... Sunday was fun. I put on my evil-goth-girl outfit (black leather mini-shirt, black tank top, black transparent jacket thing, big black clompy shoes, black choker, and a streaked hair extension) and went to the mall. ^_~ On a normal person, the outfit would probably look somewhat normal. But not on me. I'm too pale to wear so much black. >_< So I went around with my friends (who were all also dressed in black) being weird, and getting makeovers at Victoria's Secrets' make-up store, (and the guy, yes ~guy~, who did my makeover was actually wearing makeup. and he didn't look all that bad, either. O.o scariness.) And then we went to the teddy bear factory and picked out teddy bears for the birthday girls. ^_^ Imagine this scene: band of evil looking teenage girls dressed in black cooing over the kyute widdle outfits for da kyute widdle teddy weddys. ^_~ It was soo~ooo much fun!!

(in case you're wondering, no, I'm not a goth, I just play one on tv. could someone with a layout as gauche as this one possibly be goth? no, right? see? I just like to think I look good in black. Only problem is I don't tend to tan. At all. >_<)

I also bought this fun corset thing at Rampage. It's very... non-Lisa. O.o It's red and black, it laces up the front, and it dips rea~ally low. It looks like it belongs on a barmaid or something. O.O Oh well. If I don't wear it someday my friends will yell at me. They were there with me when I bought, so I can't pretend I never got it. >_< oh well...

Anyways, I better sleep. G'night! I'm going to dream about Energizer bunnies. How about you? :P

-karura got ahold of some crack on [Wednesday, October 17, 2001, 11:57 p.m.]





np: sleepless beauty ~sacred beauty air mix~ (ohmigosh! a gravitation song that doesn't have a deeply ingrained rhythm! O.o it sounds more like...enya, or something. o.O hey, lisa's not complaining. lisa likes enya. ^_~)

Wow. I haven't written an entry since... Friday. Wow. Lots has happened since then. Like, I lost my purse today. That...is very bad. I had it before 2nd period...I didn't have it at lunch. And I didn't ~realize~ I didn't have it until after school. O_o I'm hoping I left it in my 2nd period classroom, because that's the only place I wasn't able to check. And if it's not...I'm in some really deep shit. >_< It's not really the money in there... $10 at the most. I'll miss the pictures I had in there of my friends... That's more of a personal thing than a real emergency though. I also had my CD player in there, but that thing was old anyways. It wouldn't even have been worth someone stealing it. However, what was really important in my purse was my credit card and my driver's license. >_< GAH. I mean, we called the credit card people and put my card on hold so that no one can charge anything to it until/if I find it... And I actually made a copy of my driver's license, so I can use that one until I get another one from the DMV... But crap, it's so ~annoying~. o_<;; I hope this doesn't mess up my credit rating...

Oh well. All I can do is hope I can find it tomorrow. In other news, I LOVE the pitas people. <3<3<3 ^_^ They fixed my entries so they show up!! So the two weeks of my life that I thought had been lost to me have been RESTORED!! ^O^ Ah, the wonders of emailing the help email address...

What else? Oh, I had a ~very~ productive weekend (if a little depressing). My new lab group and I finished our physics lab on SATURDAY thank you very much (I love not procrastinating! <3<3<3) and I ~still~ managed to fit in my robotics team competition Saturday morning! ^O^ Ah, productivity... I also beat Matt to the college the competition was at...BECAUSE HE GOT LOST THE EXACT SAME WAY ~I~ DID LAST TIME!!! XDXDXD WAHAHAHA!! He can never laugh at me AGAIN! Not without me being able to laugh at him. ^_~

And Sunday. Finished all my #&$*ing recommendation letter stuff. O.o Finally. It's so neat and tidy and happy though! ^_^ Of course, I still need to do all the other sections of the applications... But oh well. I feel productive anyway. ^O^

Hmm... what else? OH! Thank you PHI~III!!!! XDXDXD The Hikaru no Go anime!! It's coming so soo~ooon!! And it looks so pree~eetyyyy!!!! ^O^ (no, i'm not a fangirl. what made you thing that?) If only I could read Japanese so I could read all the stuff on the site though. >.< Oh well. At least I can look at the pwetty pictures. ^_^

As for today... I got a frickin' 87% on my Biology AP exam. >_< No thanks to my dismal performance on the Lab Practical. Just to give you some perspective, the exam was worth 120 points. The practical was worth 10 points. I royally screwed up the practical. Got it? Yes. Damn my slow brain! >_< I can take tests, but I can't do labs. I'm destined to live out my life in a cubicle. ^^;;

Actually, if we're talking grades... I'm a little on the unsteady side. Chinese, Economics AP, and Art are all definite A's. Physics Honors is a maybe; last time I checked I had a 92%. Calculus, I know I have an 88% (no thanks to that 84% on the first test >_< darn those careless mistakes...they're going to kill me one day...literally...), now I know I have a high B in Biology AP too, because that exam was basically your grade in the class at this point ^^;; and... What other class is there? Oh yeah. Literature AP. I have ~absolutely~ no clue what I have in that class. O.o What have we gotten back so far? An in-class essay or two? Great, that's just wonderful. >_< Damn senior year... I ~so~ want to slack off, but I can't. And my club commitments sure aren't helping. Robotics and the literary magazine take up so much time... And they're, like, the only clubs I'm in this year. ^^;; So much for slacking off senior year...

On a random note, I'm liking my layout more and more the more I see it. O.o Maybe I'm just becoming more and more colorblind. Heehee! Maybe I'll blind someone with strange combinations of green and blue someday! :3 Yeah, I know, I'm messed up. Sorry, it's late, I'm finished with my homework, I should sleep. Yes. Good idea, Lisa! We sleep now. zzzzzzzzz..................

-karura got ahold of some crack on [Monday, October 8, 2001, 11:07 p.m.]





np: ai no fugue (nazca techno-opera :P)

NNOOO~~OOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

;_;

Crap, this is traumatizing. My archive didn't go right. Meaning all the entries I made since, like, September 15th are GONE. KAPUT. dunno where they went. No note, no ransom. It's like loosing two weeks of my LIFE. ;_; All right, that's it. From now on, all of my entries go ONTO MY OWN HARDDRIVE. Where they'll be relatively safe from the vicissitudes of the internet. >_< Relatively. Duuu~~~uddee... this is so sad.... *sniffle*

on a very random note: BIG BOARD!! LOOK!! teeheeehee!! ^_^

i'm still very traumatized, by the way. I'm going to have to start up my picture diary thing agin, f00. ph34r!!

-karura got ahold of some crack on [Friday, October 5, 2001, 11:19 p.m.]





np: cursum perficio (enya)

this looks plenty weird. this new layout, i mean. what's with the space at the top? I didn't put it there. O.o oh well. and AFTER the crack wore off I remembered that some of the time I can't differentiate certain shades of green and blue. Which explains the greeness and blueness of this thing. O.o

not much to say. I think I did pretty well on my Calculus test and my bio ap test; that's good, because I was hecka stressing over them last night. I actually had around eight minutes to spare for my bio test and enough time to check 3/4 of my problems on the calculus test. O.o wow. Actually, I did kinda like this calc chapter... Can't imagine why, though. Literally. It's derivatives, and linear approximations, and word problems about a trough filling up with water and at a certain point of time what is the change in the water level in the trough? >_< But it was okay.

Anyways, i needa work on my physics lab before i go to sleep. tomorrow's gonna be a long day...

-karura got ahold of some crack on [Friday, October 5, 2001, 11:09 p.m.]