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[Saige said these words on][Monday, December 9, 2002][12:29 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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Talk to me on aim . . . ?

[Saige said these words on][Sunday, December 8, 2002][10:46 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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I'm just not in the mood for doing much and I'm already been slacking on stuff (I'm just really lacking in motivation for ANYTHING lately). I can't stand it, I guess that I am at a crossroad in my life and I'm so upset that nothing I truely want is happening that it's making me slump in everything. I just don't know what I want in life anymore, I thought I did, but I was wrong. Makes me wish I had someone to help me guide myself (besides moms, councelers, those kind of people). lol, ok, listen to me beathing around the bush I need a girlfriend. I hate admiting that, I really do. Especially considering that I don't have a chance at getting one.

[Saige said these words on][Sunday, December 8, 2002][10:07 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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I'm not in the mood . . .

[Saige said these words on][Tuesday, November 26, 2002][07:16 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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Ok, so I borrowed Shenmue from Brent, a friend of mine and well, I finished the first disk (out of three) and when I try to load the second one, it wont! I've been trying for three days and it will never load. I even started a new game, did the first cd all over again and still, nothing.

I think I'm gonna go mad. >:|

[Saige said these words on][Monday, November 25, 2002][12:13 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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My face hurts so damn much, I think it's because of the Retina - A stuff that I put on my face (doctor perscribed). It's suppose to peel off layers of skin so new, healthy layers can grow but I think it's taken too much off to the point where it's so sensative even air hurts. :(

[Saige said these words on][Thursday, November 21, 2002][09:33 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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Hmm, so school is so damn boring, my health is kinda crummy, my face is a oogly mess, my dog Tasha has cancer and my mom had surgery today, things are lookin' up, eh?

I got a haircut yesterday, finally. My head feels so much lighter and stuff. Oh, and while getting it cut, I was talking to the lady doing my hair and we somehow got into a talk about what I would do after high school. I said I'd like to go to Australia for a little celebration. Now in my mind, I thought about a month, 6 weeks, something like that, enough time (ok, never is there enough time but enough to last me a bit) to see Alana, but she thought I meant longer and started talking about how I should spend a year there, find a job, see what's out there and it got me thinking. . . She was saying "Just stay at your friends house, get a job and see where things take you, you never know what might happen."

To be honest, I really like that idea but I don't think Alana (or her parents for that matter) would. :-

More later, I promise I'll update more.

[Saige said these words on][Wednesday, November 20, 2002][11:42 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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I slept in until about 2 pm today, mainly because I was tired, my stomach hurt and I had no reason to get up.

And I wish I could talk to Alana, I want to tell her something but I'd much rather do it in actual conversation, that way it comes out how it should, from the heart. Not pre written and crap (like an email).

[Saige said these words on][Sunday, November 10, 2002][09:17 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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Well this day has hit the shitter, an argument with my mom, having to work tomorrow, and a bombshell dropped by Alana.

This isn't how my life is suppose to go, I'm gonna have to take some time to think.

[Saige said these words on][Saturday, November 9, 2002][12:00 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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This is going to be a very messed up entry; I can't sleep so I'm up right now, bored out of my mind so I figured I'd make an entry and let whatever comes out, come out. Lets see. . . wow, I guess my boredom is really showing. *just sneezed* Talking to Mary right now which is the only thing keeping me from complete breakdown from this boredom. :( Thank you Mary, just wish you'd share the blue thong. :P o.O

Now on my Winamp playlist:

Aerials - System Of A Down
Come On Down - DJ Escape (feat. Crystal Method)

Ba ba bab baaaa, ba ba baaaa

Oh, so we're doing this project in ACE, we're making a website for the Tumwater branch of the Rotary club. Ugh! I hate doing things I have no motivation for. Makes me wonder whether I could ever do this for a living (not saying that I want to or plan to, probably won't).
I wish I could go to Sydney, no wait, I wish I could live in Sydney.

"Life is a waterfall, we drink from the river then turn around and put up a wall."
I could read through Clitical but I just don't feel like it. That's normally what I do to cure really bad boredom but I just don't feel like it right now. It makes me think of Alana for some reason. o.O Maybe because she finds the site absolutely hysterical. :P

So I'm trying to really learn Spiral (MVC2) just to shut everyone up at the mall that she sucks, her and Cable. I'm refining them. I've got Sentinel down a little better now, which is a definite plus. :shrug:

Ok, I'm done.

[Saige said these words on][Friday, November 8, 2002][02:03 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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http://barachan.meirse.nu/ Some great stuff there, check it out.

[Saige said these words on][Thursday, November 7, 2002][12:16 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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Kaonine Online Store

[Saige said these words on][Wednesday, November 6, 2002][11:15 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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AH! I just read Alana's weblog and she won't be online for a week! ;_; (Although I am proud of her for standing up for herself). I don't know what I'm gonna do. >.< I want to know if she got my email, speaking of which, I think I'll share it.
It was some pictures of my room, and here they are. By the way, it's a bit cleaner now. :D

Shot of my bed as you enter my room

The other side of my room as you enter

What's above the previous shot

My DVD's/Videos

A painting done with spraypaint that was bought in Cancun by my mum for me

[Saige said these words on][Monday, November 4, 2002][08:49 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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Well, the tourney was absolutely fantastic, I enjoyed every bit of it, even though I didn't place, I really don't care. I met some awesome people, awesome players and I even shocked some people with my skill, probably having the biggest upset of the day. :D One of the guys, named Rattana (Rat) was absolutely the coolest guy. He was modest, nice, and my goodness, could he kick some major ass. He ended up winnning, to no one's suprise. What made it even better was that he had nothing bad to say about me when I played him. He was saying that I had no flaws in my game basically (even though he won everytime, but hey, I came close a few times). So nice, awesome personality and just an overall awesome guy. Hopefully I can go up to South Center and maybe run into him again, possibly see how I do on his turf.

And last but not least, school is boring. *Listens to DJ Escape (Feat. Crystal Method) - Come On Down*

[Saige said these words on][Monday, November 4, 2002][08:38 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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The tourney is tomorrow, wish me luck.

I'll need it.

[Saige said these words on][Friday, November 1, 2002][11:54 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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Oh, and of course, happy Dia de Los Muertos.

Goodnigt, Kaonine. Until next time.

[Saige said these words on][Thursday, October 31, 2002][01:28 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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First off, I added an iMood thing in the Sweet Poison section. Now you may have noticed that it says I'm annoyed. Why am I annoyed? Let me inform you on why.

First off, this Australia report is just awful, I procrastinated WAY to much and now it's biting me in the ass (again). I'll have to type it up at New Market and hope I can whip out a decent paper in less than 24 hours. I've also got a massive headache, which sucks, my face itches, my stomach is bothering me (again), early this morning (yesterday morning if you want to get technical) we had to shut off our water because it was leaking so I couldn't brush my teeth, my shower time was cut in half (and I get cranky if I don't get a full shower, it's what wakes me up). Because of the water, I was cranky all day, about to burst out at anything that truely pissed me off, luckily, nothing did.
I really don't want to type it all out, that's just too much. Anyways, I talked to Mary tonight while doing my Aussie project in hopes that it would ease my tension, which it did. Thank you, Mary.

Nina got suspended today for three days, now Sociology is going to be hella boring without her, oh well, that's how it goes. :(

Anyways, time for bed, Radical Dreamers (from the Crono Cross soundtrack) is making me tired, oh, and Alana, don't work too hard. :)

Goodnight, Kaonine.

[Saige said these words on][Thursday, October 31, 2002][01:20 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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My head hurts, my project is due tomorrow and I'm not done with it, it's gonna be a long night.

This day has sucked, I'd like to share but I need to get back to work, maybe when I'm done, I'll share.

[Saige said these words on][Wednesday, October 30, 2002][10:55 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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So I got my Arcade stick for my Dreamcast today, works fairly well, a little odd to get used to, the joystick could be a bit better and more like the arcade but to get something like that you have to pay a couple hundred dollars, which I don't have. Now I'm just worried about how I'm going to go to the tourney, it's on a Saturday meaning I have to get off of work (that could be difficult).

So I borrowed a friends pair of shades and I wanted to take a picture of me but my digital cameras battery hadn't been charged so I couldn't take one, that's not why I mentioned this though . . . for some reason I got to thinking why I actually wanted to take my picture. Was it because I thought I looked good? Then that led to the thought of the possibility that I'm getting over my self confidence problem. I don't know, it just kind of hit me. THEN, yes, another then, then I got to thinking for some odd reason about my shyness and maybe I'm getting over that, very slowly. I don't know, I just don't seem as shy as I used to be, it's odd. It feels good, but odd, like I'm not being myself. I can't decide whether I'm not being myself or if it's just the fact that I've changed.

NP: Bother - Stone Sour

Math test tomorrow, worried about that. It's sad though, I used to be such an outstanding math student, now I suck. I shouldn't have taken the year off of it because now I can't remember how to do a damn thing and everything is confusing. That and I just don't have the motivation, I don't have it for a lot of things now, mainly because my schedule is so damn boring I just can't concentrate on anything. Speaking of school, fuck, I need to get my Australia thing taken care of, that's due Thursday and I barely have anything. Sounds like some late nights will be coming up.

God damn, I need to ask for help in math but I just don't want to, I'm too 'proud' to ask, which I can't stand. :(

Grr, I wish I kept singing after middle school, I love to sing but I just don't have the refined voice I used to, it's not bad, just not how I want it. *sings to Stone Sour*

[Saige said these words on][Monday, October 28, 2002][10:24 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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Anyways, now for a real entry; Yesterday I went over to Colin's house, brought my Dreamcast and kicked his ass in MvC2 19 times in a row. He killed a character or two of mine, rarely though. :P (I need to find some smilies to use on here) Then his dad needed some stuff and Colin had to go get it so I decided to go with him. So we went and did that and then went to the mall/arcade for a bit, a little longer than we should have. >.<
So we went back to his house, he made dinner, good stuff and around 11:30 I went back home because I had to work today. Unfortunately, after I got home my stomach began to act up and it was so awful and then my toilet plugged up ;_; I felt so awful, so I had to sneak into my moms room without waking her up just so I could use her bathroom. Gawd, then I couldn't sleep because my stomach hurt, it was just hideous.

So this morning rolled around, I had barely any sleep, my stomach hurt and my mom is of course jumping on me saying I need to get ready to work and shit. >:( Well I decided to make up a lie saying I had to leave at noon so that I could go home and get some rest. Let me tell you, I needed the rest. I feel a lot better, my stomach is still bothering me now but it's better than it was.

I think I'll just stay home tonight and watch Comedy Central, wait for Alana to get online and tell her how much I loved the letter she gave me. XD And of course, a little MvC2.

[Saige said these words on][Saturday, October 26, 2002][08:52 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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" Please spam this site around... tell your friends or something... I'm hardly getting any hits. *Cries* "

From Alana

[Saige said these words on][Saturday, October 26, 2002][07:49 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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Well, I got all the characters and stages in MVC2, just need the colours for all of them.

Not much else to say, just tired right now, that's all.

[Saige said these words on][Thursday, October 24, 2002][11:00 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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10 hours straight, 10 hours!

[Saige said these words on][Tuesday, October 22, 2002][08:11 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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I got my Dreamcast and Marvel vs. Capcom 2 today and let me say

W0000000000T!

[Saige said these words on][Monday, October 21, 2002][06:27 p.m.][Hate Mail]

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It's done. :D Well, kinda, gotta do all the stuff on the side, but hell, it's better than it was by far. Thank you Kimi, Kam, I owe ya.

[Saige said these words on][Monday, October 21, 2002][08:12 a.m.][Hate Mail]

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