You are 18% geek

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Lazy Days...
Sunday, December 22, 2002

Yup i was back from camp from about 4 days ago.I will update about the camp now.

Day One,15.12.2002
Arrived at Kuo Chuan Prebsyterian School.Arranged the tables in the turtle formation so we can put the mattress on to sleep on.Played three team games where i led and lost honorably...hahaha.Message by Elisha at night.
My team leader got William,Janice,Chinhao,Suan,Stephanie Chua,Margaret and Kimchuan.Also while playing Captain's Ball during siesta,the boys got into a frenzy and i was rolled upon the mud and unfortunately ate some too.Bleah!

Day Two,16.12.2002
Found out the War Game is cancelled altogether,Sad ar!Wake up to a PT where i don't think it kept us awake.Got Two sermons in the afternoon.After that is workshop where we are to act out a scenario in the family.My "family" the best actors....The Stephanie Chua kept asking me do things for her,was very pissed at this time because it was not the first and not gonna be the last.But i guess i checked myself in time.I don't know why but i guess it wouldn't be good if i just flare up in front of everybody.

Day Three,17.12.2002
Pt in the morning as usual.But the sermon today spoke to me.Because morning Qt i was reading Nehemiah about the repairs of the Jerusaleum walls.So when Elisha spoke about coming to business with God i knew it just had to be me.Went to Elisha and talk about it after the service.Yup the defects in my heart has to be repaired.At night got mock court.I was the first defendant.Abel the second......We came out of it floured and egged.One of my charges was threatening the camp sarge,Likai.What i said was,"I'm gonna make you scream like a girl!"hahahah.After that couldn't sleep so i just sat around talking and looking at stoned Abel and Winston do stupid and funny things.They even went to the extent of being so stoned that they were patrolling the grounds......i slept at about 4:30am.

Day Four,18.12.2002
Nothing really special just that Weichun drew some cat whiskers on my face while i was sleeping.Mun Kit,Jiamin's cousin was very ON.He was ready to be challenged anytime and anywhere.We,namely,Jason,Alywin and me made him do stupid stunts.HAhahaha.At 2pm,we left the school and i went home after helping with the logistics.At night ,i went to sports club.

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Haiz........
Friday, December 20, 2002

Collin Raye - Love Me
I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you Love me

Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

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Rainy Day.Boring Day.Loveless Day?
Friday, December 13, 2002

It's rainning heavily outside.A boring day as well.Just got the info i am supposed to think of a team ID for tomorrow for you see,i'm a team leader.Please don't faint.

I was thinking,from the so many journals i have read of my friends.I have most of them pinning for love from thier respective crushes.Some will get the door slammed on them,some will find the door opened for them.Some guys just don't quit or don't get enough.Which tells me alot about thier character.They are loyal and true.But they can be ridculously biased and unstable in thier emotions.And from what i see,they neglect those around them who still cares for them.Then they fall away and go thier separate ways only to find it difficult to rejoin thier fellowships with those that cared for them.Haiz,i cannot understand some people's emotions but the least they could do is to get on with thier life to show to thier crushes that they are the stable and mature type and maybe there's still an inkling of hope.Just some random thoughts on a random day.

Hey,it's friday the 13th.

Are you so cruel as to continue to ignore me and to wait in this hopeless situation?

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The Boring Holidays
Wednesday, December 11, 2002

Hi again,sorry for the lack of entries.But then again it's my journal so you ain't got much to say anyway.HAHA.

Alot of things have been happening lately.Things better left unsaid.Things that have gone out of control and yup,i don't want to talk about it.All these have drained alot out of me.

I'm not the humble type,this i can admit.But i guess it ain't that hard to put one's pride down?IT doesn't feel good but i guess it is a measure of one's upbringing and character.

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SLeepy.........
Monday, December 2, 2002

Today tried to be early for service but failed anyway.haha.After service went to play CS(the old ways coming back)ahaha.Found i still retained my skills.heh.Then,me,being very free and will continue to be so,went to Liangjie's house to let him change clothes before heading to Recruit Qiang's house to watch soccer match between Manchester United and Liverpool.Liverpool lost much to my disapointtment.However,i was there playing games anyway.Never liked English matches.Went home on Bus no.61 which took about 2 hours for me to get home.Long and peaceful period of time allowing me to think about my problems and tasks on hand.

I think maybe pride is the thing obstructing me from being myself.My pride has brought me good things and also bad things.But i found the stakes for the bad things are much too high for me to continue on.Haiz,things need to be clarified and forgiveness needs to be asked.I'm not gonna care if it was my fault or not,because who's responsible is nothing compared to the friendship i will lose.Yup,better get strength from God.

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Yeah It's Over.
Thursday, November 28, 2002

The O's are finally over and with it have gone four years of work in school.My results are entirely at God's disposal i guess.May have to take one more year.Just as well,more time to serve my cg and YF.

Brought my friends to sports club yesterday,all five of them,my classmates.It's funny how they had told me how they would thrash those adults in soccer because it seems things turned the other way round instead!LOL.

Just came to me that i have no plans for the future.Now that's not very good for someone like me.I'm a slacker and i need plans to get me going.Perhaps my future is with the Army.But no one knows what the future might hold for me.Since i don't qualify for three months JC course anyway,might as well use this few months to serve the YF and if possible,get away from technology.Just me and a few friends,sitting around talking and having fun for an entire night.Fishing might be the answer.

How i have been away from God these months!Work and play.They choke me.Need to find my way back to Him somehow.I definitely need to settle some misunderstandings with a sister.Things look bleak.But God would make a way somehow.It's funny how people can painstakingly build a friendship for a few months and even years only to be ruined 'cause you said or do someting you shouldn't and that friendship is all over in just a few days,even seconds.If i could reverse time,i would not have made things turned out this way.Alas,i can't so the only alternative is to painstakingly repeat the above-mentioned procedure to rebuild that friendship.But it won't be the same again i guess.

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Relief of Stress
Tuesday, November 19, 2002

Well,finally a sigh of relief for me.Why?Well,the O's are almost over!!!!Yeah!Of course my relief doesn't come from this.But i shall not go into details.It has been bothering me but i guess there's nothing i can do about it....So to hell with it!

There's a friend of mine,don't know whether to admire his bravery or laugh at his stupidity,he quarrelled with his mom and now he doesn't want to come for the remainnin papers!Well,he has skipped his history paper.He can't afford to skip the science paper tomorrow also.I wonder how does people think at times.Feeling it's worth it now only to regret it later.

To all the good brothers and sisters who have been worrying for me.....If you did,thanks i am fine and yup things are gonna be better.I never get unhappy for long periods of time anyway...hahaha.

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The Early Bird Catches the Worm......
Sunday, November 17, 2002

Well,how good it is to start the morning by being early for service!No guilt or whatsoever and just a joyful heart.

Today was also my first try at being a Cgl.Thought i didn't do too bad i guess.But it was hard to gather my members.hahah.Besides that,i felt kinda weird talking to such a small and personal group.Don't really like this kind of attention.Heh.

Yesterday,the group of us went to the playground near my house to play catching.Quite fun.Realised i am quite fit sia.....caught some people.Honestly,i prefer to do this than play computer games in the Lan shops.Because when we go to Lan shops,conflicts might happen and the girls can't fellowship with us.

Oh yah Tammy,just to let you know that Likai and i enjoyed our jostling that day over icq.heh.So i don't think you need to worry about Likai can't take my nonsense and all.In fact he can be as lame as i am.Hahaha

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Okay, so i'm mistaken.
Tuesday, November 12, 2002

Well,a lot of things have not really turned out well.Don't really feel good about anything else.Yup.I really think i can be so childish at times.Haiz.

Well,actually wasn't expecting any response from you.Knew in my mind i probably won't get any response anyway.Anyway,Maybe i have been expecting you to update.So smart.Oh well,maybe i was over-reacting.Honestly,don't know what to say to you also.So i understand how you feel.About your sixth sense,i guess i have experienced that from sharon before....hahaha.That sixth sense that never fails a girl.In a sense,thanks for not making that disapearring act or whatever you call that.It sorta makes my mind at rest now that things have been clarified and all that.One more thing i'd like to add,never thought of spoiling things between You and Geek.And as you would have known from what i had said to you regarding geek,i think you would know i wish you all the best and that mentality haven't change in me.So,Good luck with him.:)
Haiz,tomorrow is physics.Finally a sigh of relief from me.Things have been sorta out and i'm happy.

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Maths.......
Tuesday, November 12, 2002

Right,did the paper 1 today.Don't feel too good about it.Can't say i pass or fail.It's hanging in balance.Don't feel good about the whole paper actually.Am i fated to take the O's a second time?Met Alywin and August at Spc by the way.Man,they look so happy after the exams.Wish i could look like that when i take Paper 2 on Friday.

Alright,three days have gone by.......nothing from her.Yup,i've had this before.It's avoiding me alright.Sian 1/2.Never mind........like real.

Did a little thinking just now.By now,Jiamin,Cherrie,Benedict and maybe a few of the younger YF girls should have known about this liao.Thank God Jiamin ,Cherrie and Benedict haven't really talked to me about it....YET.Jiamin was very understanding this past few days.Lucky got establish diplomatic ties with her....hahahah.

Maybe i am slipping into lethargy again......

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Confused.
Sunday, November 10, 2002

Have i done the right thing or not?I can't answer this myself.For surely the avoiding has started and i can't do anything about it.Not that i have any right on it anyway.I had thought that her behaviour yesterday meant we were still friends.But i didn't think that it would still happen.Had expected this to happen but who will feel good about this?But alright,no use brooding over it.I guess just have to carry on with my duties in church and school anyway.God must be my priority even in times like this.

Today is Food-loose!A program organised by church.Did not go though.No mood to go anyway and anywhere.Guess i will tend to that problem after the O's where i will have the time and energy.

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First Time
Saturday, November 9, 2002

Alright,yesterday at about this time i finally told a girl i like her .Okie maybe it's nothing big.Yup,she's the girl you have been reading about in my recent journals.Yup,she reads this journal too.But never mind lah,it's still my journal.

Though it's quite obvious she won't respond to that message i sent her,i still decided to tell her.Maybe it's because i just want to let it out and get it over with?Whatever the reason,i just hope she would be fine.

Though it would have been better she never knew anyway,i think if i tell her,maybe i won't wallow in misery at this one sided affair.hahaha.Don't worry though,i'll be fine.

Okie,to that girl,first of all,i am really very sorry to tell you this despite the current circumstance you are in.I really do wish you won't start avoiding me.Of course it's only natural you avoid me.Whatever consequence that happens because of this,i am willing to shoulder it.Sorry to cause that embarrassment too.Please do tell me,are we still brother and sisters?

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Bored like some Nerd .............
Thursday, November 7, 2002

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It's Started
Tuesday, November 5, 2002

Well, the O's started .What a drain out for me.Social Studies paper started at 8am.And lasted 1 and a 1/2 hour.English paper 1 only starts at 2pm.Sianz.......Went home at about 7pm.Luckily tomorrow's history paper starts at 2pm.Then the rest of the week i am Free!!!!!!

Truly,i am really sinking.And yet somehow always managed to grab on to a lifeboat.Must thank all the people who have been and still are my lifeboat.But the current is still going strong.And unless i settle it within myself,i'll always struggle in the waters because of her.

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Tomorrow is the big day
Monday, November 4, 2002

'O's are starting tomorrow.Don't feel very good about it.Because exams are full of surprises and i don't like this kinda surprises.

Oh yah,it's Tammy's birthday last Thursday.OOPS!Happy belated birthday anyway.hahahahaha.Guess i must have scared her too much.She was hiding in the toilet after YF cos of the fear that we will teh her.In the end she didn't get teh.hahahahah.

I am still feeling messed up over her.Guess i'll use the Youth camp as a good retreat to recollect my thoughts.Not a high chance that i will let it go.Well,Jianming's gonna come back in January.That's something to look forward to.

Meanwhile i accept any prayers and blessings......hahahahah

"Father,Husband,Brother.No man is just a soldier."

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It's coming...........SIANZ!
Sunday, November 3, 2002

I'm exceptionally artistic! Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

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Am i really that deep in love?
Tuesday, October 29, 2002

which song describes you the best?

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What's in my name?
Thursday, October 24, 2002

Reynard -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your first name of Reynard has given you a practical, logical, analytical approach to life and a great deal of patience. You enjoy working at anything of a mechanical or technical nature, and believe that what is worth doing is worth doing well. When you are interested in a project, you concentrate all your thoughts on it and do not appreciate being interrupted. This name creates a deliberate and methodical way of thinking and speaking; it takes you time to learn but, once you have mastered a subject, you do not forget it. You are very systematic in all you do and do not like to see things out of order; however, there is a tendency for you to be too fussy. There is a seriousness to your nature which could cause you to worry over your responsibilities, especially when confronted with change and uncertainty. You are overly fond of heavy foods such as meat, potatoes, breads and pastries and could suffer with stomach and intestinal disorders, constipation or boils.

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Intraverted, Sensing, Thinking, Perceiving.
Wednesday, October 23, 2002

That's my personality....i mean the title of the blog.

I still feel i still got a lot to be expressed even after my previous entry.She's the only gal ever to have such an effect on me.And i hate it,but yet i still like it.Basically i understand i'm gonna make myself very miserable.But i guess that's how i'm going to feel for the next few.......weeks?months?or even years??I don't know and i don't want to know.Why can't i be like other people???They love because they love,and hate because they hate.Why am i keeping myself from loving??At least if she knows,i won't feel so suffocated.

I'm cracking up.

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Hard to Breathe
Wednesday, October 23, 2002

So i'm in love.Normally this would have called for a celebration on my part,dance around like a madmen and do some foolish things.But no,i'm not going to do all that.On the contrary,i'm in a lot of pain.....emotionally.Because you see,the gal i like has a guy in mind and of course i would not have taken it too hard if not for some things which had better be left unsaid.In short,i am very sad and heartbroken.Yup,that makes me a very sad and pathetic guy.

Well,people who knows me would be surprised that i cried because of this gal.Yeah,the very first time in my life.I've had crushes but this is the worse.She just have this effect on me.And i hate to feel this way but i don't know how to release myself from it.Telling myself to give up would be a very big lie.Besides,it's easier said than done.

Yeah i love her.But she doesn't and i haven't even got the balls to tell her.Call me wallowing in my sorrow or whatever,i'm just so deep in it.It's getting harder to breathe each time i think of her.Flashes of her would overwhelm my mind.Sigh,how i long to take her in my arms and tell her that she's safe with me.Maybe it won't happen and never will.

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Sick Man.....
Monday, October 14, 2002

Am a very sick man now.Don't know why also.My limbs are numb and i can't seem to concentrate to think about stuff.Longing for that someone to take care of me when i'm down.HAHAHAHA.Was feeling delirious yesterday(Dunnoe what that word means anyway)feeling hot and cold.Must be down with a flu or something.No strength to go to the Doc's also.HELP!!!!!!!Someone get me to the doctor please!!!!!aright my head beginning to ache liao.Going off soon

TATA!

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Food for Thought
Friday, October 11, 2002

I'm back.Been very busy.

Yesterday was looking at a sister's blog.I found the questions she ask very good for meditating or whatever you call that.Among them was a question about who is God.Well,beats me.If i know i would have been sitting with Him drinking tea liao loh!But then who created Him?I think He was there right from the start.Sometimes ouy little human minds just can't imagine something that is just there and not created.It's time we acknowledge maybe God was just there.I guess we can't explain the existence of God with our feeble little minds.

One more thing that really got me thinking was that God doesn't care about results,so is it good for us to care about them?I guess this is really up to the individual.True,God does not care about how many A's we can score.However,i think it is alright for a person to want to excel in his or her studies.Afterall,when you really seek God and is under His influence,you will want to present yourself as an example and sometimes just want to do things well.So next time while comforting people,don't just comfort them with God doesn't care whether you do this or that.Instead,add on with something like,"but it's not wrong to go after result,God loves you regardless of the result."Because i think God may not mind about results,but i dun think he minds if we really wanted to get results as long as our heart is in the right place.I mean,it's not wrong to go after good results be it from work or school.Another question was how could God knew all the people in the world.Again we must view it from a spiritual point.Afterall God is something like the supernatural so i guess what we cannot imagine he can do it also.

Perhaps the best thing we can do is,"Don't think so much" I guess that would be good if we kept things simple and believe by faith.

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My Worth
Saturday, September 21, 2002

You are worth exactly: $1,547,826.00.

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Quizzes(Think it's the new trend among us bloggers.)
Thursday, September 12, 2002

Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

I take mindpower to a new level. There are those who think and those who act. I am a rare combination of both. I make that which I think into that which you see. Mind over matter and then some. I am not quick tempered, but crossing my line is far from wise. I am known to be lazy, but who wouldn't be? I can move things with my mind. Don't cross me - or you might find something flying your way. What's your superpower?

Alright, so I don't normally go putting up reads that I didn't write, but this one is just so funny I had to post it. In case you didn't know, ebonics is the technical term for "ghetto talk." 1. I be God. Don' be dissing me.

2. Don' be makin hood ornaments outa me or nothin in my crib.

3. Don' be callin me for no reason - homey don' play that.

4. Y'all betta be in church on Sundee.

5. Don' dis ya mama ... an if ya know who ya daddy is, don' dis him neither.

6. Don' ice ya bros.

7. Stick to ya own woman.

8. Don' be liftin no goods.

9. Don' be frontin like you all that an no snitchin on ya homies.

10. Don' be eyein' ya homie's crib, ride, or nothin.

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Majority Report
Friday, September 6, 2002

Guess it's been long since i updated.For my fans out there........?I'M BACK!Last Saturday,Majority Report was put up by us,the outreach team.Must say the success was considerable.Some screw ups at the last moments though.However eveything is over and i must say it was quite an experience.

The school holidays are here.Last week was suppose to meet up with simon but ended up not seeing him at all.Now he's back in KL.Well,next week will be the start of my prelims.I really want to do well.And i probably will.hahahah.

I have probably got over Sharon and Vanessa.Now i have no distractions.Got to confess something.A new distraction is coming up,but i will not do anything cos i want to build up my own character first.Anyway,thier loss is someone else's gain...hahahahaha.

BYE!

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