Raven
by Do As Infinity (D.A.I)
translated by Kix

The you I saw in a dream was very small
and walking in a thin empty street.
When the gloomy darkness began to cover
You looked and when you "found your treasure" . . .

The many seasons come and pass.
In order for this body to drag and spin
The tattered watch rewinds.
Won't the pain of sadness soften?

The shouting voice is like an echo
An echo that goes across ah ah
Remembering the place that has dissappeared
You come crying ah ah ah

Again tommorow, if you're walking the same street
Nearby, I shall accompany you.
Idly, there won't even be useless things to do.
And it'll be okay to love oneself that stands and heads forth.

The familiar, scattered red memories
Disappear in the sky ah ah
A spilling, falling voice is also now
Being captured by the wind ah ah ah

The shouting voice is like an echo
An echo that goes across ah ah
Remembering the place that has dissappeared
You come crying ah ah ah

The familiar, scattered red memories
Disappear in the sky ah ah
A spilling, falling voice is also now
Being captured by the wind ah ah ah

XXXX -- Archives


Kix-chan deee~su!!
x seventeen
x female
x northern cali
x oceanlily@aol.com
x mouchichan
X i ish sekushay!!

(UP 10.3.2001)
Anime: Fruit's Basket
Show: Fighting Girl
Manga: Koi Ochita Oujisama -(i own...)
Singer: DAI -(i own...)
Song: Raven - DAI
CD: Break of Dawn - DAI
Bishie: Squall (FF8)
Activity: Sleeping
Food: onaka ga ippai...

happy places:
anime expo
AGSMA Cosplay
AC Paradise
fanfiction.net
quoteland.com

i do? work@mitsu, class of 2002, drawing, cosplay, goobers of fun!
quote? "phi's my boyfriend perso-con, my sister in law, and my son in law *niko*"
wants? cell phone-ness T_T
cosplay? final fantasy X lulu
piccies? jed shama, yowwie, rpg chara, yue/touya
fangirl? genri plushie

translations?
Lagoon Engine Issue 1
Lagoon Engine Issue 2
old cosplay
Winter Tomoyo
Summer Tomoyo
Nakoruru 3
reports?
fanime 2001
anime expo 2001
akgstudios.net?
AKG Cosplay
Sugisaki-Net
Syaoran Shrine v 3.14
Kix no Corny & Scary A to Z List
Bishie List


Duckie-tachi:
pensieve
doushita no?
sasayaku
tegretol dreams
kyoko
ZOO station
the pillow book

AKG:
Ø g.r.a.v.i.t.y
kiraku na akuma

Others:
that damn duck
bishounen diaries
bishoujo diaries
spicy marmalade
Ragabash: viva HATE
Shi-chan: convent girl
Kenji Woman *g*: eien no yume
Jack Jack: makurayami

Kaijuu ga Iru @ Pitas.Com

      np: "The Peace" - Morning Musume
      02:30 a.m. + Tuesday, October 23, 2001

      Ha! I just had to record my stupidity tonight even though I haven't made a new layout yet. Stupidity? Mainly that it's 2:30 now and I JUST finished retyping my essay for Myth.. Yep, retyping meaning that I didn't even edit it or anything just had to type it up.. and took 3 hours :9 Which is cool 'cept I still have a japanese script to write and to sort... well I'll just bring purse again tommorow 'cause I'm too lazy to bring backpack.... wait, I have to return Mirae's manga =_= I guess I have to stay up later to go transfer everything over to backpack then... Hmm.. I'm already running out of food =( I guess I just bring tea and some bread tommorow for lunch.. fuuu.. Anime Club ish tommorow :) KareKano.. but I dunno.. I kinda wanna sleep, but I still have work to do XP Oh whatever.. I go read more fics and start at 3am =/

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Aisha loan de" - Morning Musume
      02:11 p.m. + Sunday, October 21, 2001

      Fuuuu I WILL make a new pitas layout someday~! But for now? IT'S SOOO COLD! I was all okay in the morning when it was 57 degrees, but then I had a cold drink and my hands won't warm up @_@ Makes it hard to type and draw. But yah, I woke up early (10 hee.. early.. yah...) and went with daddy to church.. Only, he took a wrong turn and we ended up at Mitsuwa... where we decided he'd drop me off and pick me up after church! YATTA! So I returned tapes and talked with Heidi, Tom, TomTom, Anna, and Roy ^___^ It was funnn~ I also bought $45 worth of food @_@ But it'll last me two weeks so all ish good :O

      I also found the timed section of Mr. Driller and it's fuunnnn~ Only I decided it'd be useless to play 15 minutes only so now I'm all happy but cold on the computer and uhhh randomly working with HTML. Wahhh ice skating next weekend @_@ And work.. hee! There's this festival fair thingy and we get free samples XDDDD Yayy! Nothing much is happening 'cept I'm losing money quick and I need to nap or do homework.. and clean my room @_@ It's like.. all dirty laundry and papers now XPP Blehh........ after nap... nap good.. ZZZZZZ

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "The Peace" - Morning Musume
      06:29 p.m. + Saturday, October 20, 2001

      *booooooooo to shiteru* @_@ I haven't really done anything recently... I haven't opened AIM for like.. 48 hours... scary @_@ But let's see... My day? Hee.. I'm not getting anything done. I've done 2 out of 11 things I listed to do today... and the sad thing is that one of them was eat lunch (which I really haven't eaten. I got jamba juice and some beef noodles.. but I'm saving the noodles for dinner....)

      Umm.. I went to work yesterday and when I got home (yay I spent $50 and bought cloth etc) I watched TV until 12:30. Then I went and read half a yaoi manga ('cause I was too tired to read the rest... lol) and slept. I woke up around 9:00 'cause daddy wanted me to clean house since Auntie was coming over for the day and so I did that and went back to sleep until 1:00. I was planning to sleep till 2:00 but mommy bought Jamba Juice and I didn't want it to melt @_@ So I woke up and played Mr. Driller for a few hours and then sat at the computer doing pretty much nothing (no HTML, no AIM, no fics, etc) and uhh.. Now it's 6:30pm. I'm still supposed to study and uhhh work on pitas design, draw, take a shower, clean my room, eat dinner, do homework, etc. etc... butuuututtt I dunno.. I kinda wanna put it off more :D

      ::goes off to eat dinner and watch whatever's on TV::

      Hahahaha! I need like peoples to talk too only I'm too lazy to call anyone or turn on AIM XDD I amm sooooo depressing XD

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Morning Coffee" - Morning Musume
      02:43 a.m. + Wednesday, October 17, 2001

      lol, I'm a cereal XDDD

      Okay, I'm mainly typing in the middle of the night 'cause all my PMS posts were making this page look all sad =OOOO So now I have to type about how cool my days have been XDDD

      Sun: My daddy bought me Jamba Juice and sent me off to Golfland around 2:30 so I got there and *kyaaaaa* met SU-chan at 3 XDDD She had soo many peoples there and AUGH! It was soooo fun XDDDDD We played golf forever in 90 degree humid gross heat, but afterwards we went into the arcade which had air conditioning on XD I found out how to play Project Justice (which imho is a VERY cool game ^_~) and stuck with Tetris. I played a few other games and even gave DDR a try for a bit... but WAH! I wanna learn Para Para XDDDD Later we went over to Starbucks where I got a Choco Brownie Frap and we got bread and spinach dip at Safeway XD While we sat at the picnic tables (which were covered in crumbs when we left) we alllll gushed about Ags-ma and all the cons we had gone to. It was sooo fun XDD Waii~ And hopefully we can all go ice skating on the 27th XD Waii! Aitai!! Although I really want to finish the Tifa outfit too.. by halloween? :OOOO I soo want a Halloween party, but daddy said I couldn't have it at my house ;_;

      Mon: Te he, I mooshed most of the day. Oh! I went over to Phi's house for about 30 minutes to help plan cloth shopping and we went to bank where I cashed paychecks. Then over to cell phone shop, where I decided to get mine offline 'cause "they didn't have all the pretty colors" *laugh* I'm so picky? Either way, suddenly I was supposed to go with them to BUY the cloth.. EH??? Since when? Luckily my dad gave me an hour extension even though he was pretty pissed... but at least I got shaved ice and (after driving phi around to get her food "i'm hungry!") went to go buy cloth XD And Kevin! You're right :O It is black... oh well, I dun care ^_^ I'm making it dark brown *laugh* When I went home I just studied 4 hours and like.. totalllly fell asleep studying for econ. First time I slept sitting up and second time with lights on and I started drooling @_@ That's BAD! But... ah well ^_^;;;

      Tue: Ack! I was sooo tired this morning, I could barely get my clothes and pack Mirae's manga.. Btw, Mirae, because you didn't claim your manga I'm keeping it for at least another week if not a month. I wanna draw KKJ fanart so I'm using it as reference. :O :O :O And so I went to school and crammed in econ study (1st and 3rd were boring anyhow). Homeroom was really fun though XD I got to talk to all my friends that I don't usually have classes in and WOW I have an A in japanese. After this year and how Yuasa-sensei's gone anal it's kinda amazing... But I do have a B in EconAp... which is okay since it's better than a B-? *laug* Whatever. Today's econ test seemed easier than the one last time (amazinger!) and uhhh... Yah, went home to play on computer (after waiting till 4:05 to get picked up... =_=) and then took a nap from 7-12:30.. which is why I'm up now XDD I am sooo well rested! Going back to sleep later though to wake up at 8 XD Yay! I get to wake up an hour later today! er.. tommorow? I dunno XD

      As an afterthought? Go to Kenji's pitas and spam his little message thingy! It's fun! I promise!!!! :DDDDD

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Memory Seishun no Hikari" - Morning Musume
      05:06 p.m. + Saturday, October 13, 2001

      breathe in.. breathe out...

      Kix's schedule to feeling better :P

      Tonight:
      - mooch on tv
      - mooch on computer
      - chat with fun peoples?....
      - read ficcies
      - drink tea
      - eat yams
      - play video games
      - doodle on computer

      Ashita:
      - SU CHAN TO AU!!
      - make daddy buy my jamba juice. his headache better be "gone" by then!
      - be allowed to stay out till 9 and iron pants so can wear themm....
      - be allowed to go to the bank to deposit paycheck
      - buy cell phone

      Monday?
      - cram economics
      - cosplay cramming
      - plushie!!

      Yah.. but that's what I wanna do :) Fun?

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: XPPPPPPP
      04:33 p.m. + Saturday, October 13, 2001

      *PMS alert PMS alert PMS alert PMS alert

      AUGHHH! Today I was all having a good day until 4pm.... And it's all because of one person!!! XPPP

      First I was all waiting at the library for my parents which was cool and I saw my dad in the car with my mom which was cool. Then, it doesn't help that I'm PMSing, but my dad laughs at me, disses me for not studying and 1) says I'm stupid (a Kix pet peeve.. don't do it.. just don't); 2) is late by like 15 minutes; 3) Doesn't come with me to get Jamba Juice thus having my mom drive away with me in the car; 4) Laugh at my face because it's getting ugly... YAH That's supposed to make me feel better after I was all happy about my good judgment on the SATs? Not to mention sitting 2 hours in a library doing a report or taking SATs for 3 hours makes me feel any better.. YAH, okay. So my day officially sucks until my dad makes it up to me.. and that's only going to happen if he gives me $20, buys me Jamba Juice, stops lecturing me, lets me go to whatever college I want, and let me go out tommorow. I swear if daddy doesn't let me go out tommorow I'm going to chew him out and be pissed at him for a week (or however long PMS lasts) because YAH! I've been planning this for a MONTH! *growls*

      Anyhow, good stuff? I woke up at 7 (on time), got ready, took SAT, saw friends, ate lunch at Miyake.

      Yah that's it ^_^ I'm going to sleep now!

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: .....
      12:09 a.m. + Friday, October 12, 2001

      OMG, I am for some reason very pissy.. I had a great day today but then I realized I was a bit tired since I didn't take a nap and had 3 hours of sleep.. It's all cool 'cause I got to see Charmed (which had a really stupid ending) but then yah. I got tired and did my homework and I wanted to use the computer again but then my mom was using it... So after studying business awhile, my mom's STILL on the computer 'cause she doesn't know how to read instructions and the place she works for is disgustingly stupid. So I offer to type her resumes for her to get her off the computer. Yah.. Pointless 'cause she's totally nitpicky and is staring over my shoulder the WHOLE time. So I can't chat or anything and I'm stuck dealing with stupidity. Which is okay only I'm already really tired and I was waiting to use the computer GOODNESS XP So after 50 minutes of resumes I FINALLY get it done to her "satisfaction" and I get to use the computer. Only my mom goes "I still need the computer". Yah, my mom's like the slowest typer I've seen next to Mr. Post (but that's okay 'cause he admits it) and so I'm like JUST 30 MINUTES I NEED TO DO BUSINESS... which I have to admit is a lie but it came out like "I need to do my business" which sounds like I'm just doing what suits me hehehehehe. But yah. Good thing is that I get $20 for doing it totalling $165 that she gave me and just ARGH, I think I'm PMSing or just really tired 'cause the fact that I didn't get to chat online reallllly bugs me. Sad isn't it? I depend so much on the computer and now that my brain was numb for the last hour I don't even remember what I was supposed to tell people and I just remember it was important... Whatever.. *sigh* Not cool...

      On a cool daddy note, I don't have work tommorow so I get to go to lunch with my daddy. I want Jamba Juice but I know he wants to go to chinese resteraunt so I go with him. I'll probably also go to the bank and finally deposit my paychecks etc etc. *sigh* Oh well. Today was a good day and I took a walk with my mom earlier and it was cool.. I guess... Now that I think about it at least my mom didn't yell at me for like.. growling at her and she gave me $20... but it just really bugs me that she was so picky. And that she wouldn't stop staring at the screen.. Ergiez! Whatever... I'll forget this all in the morning 'cept for the fact that I have an extra $20. Good deshou? I'm going to go do something else now besides sit with myself and think.. *sigh* XPPPP

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Reach for the Sky" (remix) - Kuraki Mai
      09:30 p.m. + Sunday, October 7, 2001

      Neee. nanka shiawase :D I ended up mooching in front of Comedy Central, eating two more dinners, gaining another pound or so... But I'm happy. Strange isn't it? While I was in my room I did end up cleaning it up a bit, and getting my japanese and ROP assignments done! Yatta! Now I just need to study for mythology and economics which shouldn't be so bad considering it's only 9:30 XD PLUS, my headache went away without advil! And I was all like "NYOOOOOOOO XP" and I just wanted to try and open my COPIC white... and it DID! Phi knows just how impossible that is (considering it wouldn't open for the last THREE months) yah, funky isn't it? But that really made me feel better. Arigatou COPIC white container? lol, either way, I dunno... I also feel like I can see my neck again *niko* Today ish nice neee?

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Another pissed off day" - HOT
      06:37 p.m. + Sunday, October 7, 2001

      Mou! Kuyashiiii! This weather is so bringing me down XP I haven't touched any paperwork (even though I have like 4 tests and an essay due) and I haven't touched my SAT book (even though it's less than a week away)! Not to forget that I gained two pounds from stuffing myself full of oreos and chips. Ha! Take that Jenny Craig! *evil cackles* But seriously, I think my neck disappeared! Augh!!! And it also doesn't help that I was watching Fighting Girl Volume 4 which ends at such a depressing part... *MUKA* Plus, no one's online to chat and I'm working on stupid things that don't even have a deadline. So I think after this I shall abandon the computer for today.. and the kitchen for today (unless for water), and if I touch either of these things I'll slap myself silly oh yesh XD I WILL clean my room and cram in my study and pretend that everything's due tommorow! And the later I sleep, the better!!

      written by Kix (who is VERY motivated)

      ((pan to shot of her snoozing in front of the TV *sigh*))

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Kimi no tame ni Dekiru Koto" - Gackt
      11:12 a.m. + Sunday, October 7, 2001

      Hmmm.. I'm reading over my pitas and I'm just like.. AUGH! $100.00!! Why didn't I GO?????? But that's probably because I'm not as tired or busy anymore and wehhh, I wish my mom would ask me again today (like she's really going there twice in a weekend though...) But hmmmm... Today just started and yah.. Nothing much is going on? 'cept I've noticed Kenji swear a lot in his pitas.. BAD BOY! But yah.. okay... nothing's happening right now *laugh* I guess I'll go do more interesting things than type about nothing in here ^_^

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Kimi No Mi Ni Koishiteru" - Fukada Kyoko
      01:26 p.m. + Saturday, October 6, 2001

      Yah, I bought Fukada Kyoko's new CD XD I couldn't resist! But mmhmm song's very very cute :D And I'm sooo out of it and tired, but that's because I just ate. Schedule today consists mainly of playing video games and watching videos (I rented 3 and done with 1.5 so far). I have some room cleaning and maybe some cosplay stuffs. I dunno, I've gotten so lahzee recently. :PPPP And I actually turned down an offer to go shopping even if my mom gave me $100 O.o Yah, I'm really tired *laughs*

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "All I Need" - some commercial theme?
      09:05 p.m. + Thursday, October 4, 2001

      Wooah @_@ Although my day at school was very boring ('cause I was tired I think...), my day at home was such a Kix Day XDD Recently I've been getting home, eating as much as I can, sleep, and play until midnight when i start homwork. But today was a Kix Day! I played FFIX, at dinner, napped, showered, and am now actually WORKING on my ROP project and getting things done :D I think I'll also clean my room so I become even more Kix-like! It's almost depressing lol

      But yah, today at school wasn't exactly boring but I wasn't able to pay full attention to everything 'cause.... I was bored :P Like every class 'cept for ROP and Myth we did something and so that was fun ^^;; But for some reason it didn't feel as fun as it should? I'll just try to sleep more I thinks...

      Btw, Phi? I do mean the Sunday the 14th. The one after SATs, unless you're talking about next week is also booked? But I thought FFX was this Sat, not next 'cause we have SATs? But... ah well? ::confused::

      Oh.. and my wonderful wonderful diet today?
      - huge milk shake (*sniff* it was a medium i say!)
      - a little chicken pie thing
      - a little chicken curry thing
      Mmmmmm? I was wondering if I should eat ramen... I might at like 11.. but that's kinda late... Will I be that hungry? Whatever. I'm wondering how tommorow will be. I hope it'll be fun :D It should be! Pie toss! But we have Japanese Club... and lunch.. and work.. *sigh* Chotto yaritakunai kedo, minna aitai na? Oh! I have to go buy a lot of stuff on Friday too :D I spend my money too fast lol. I also need to deposit my paycheck :P It's like 2 weeks old and I'm already getting another one on Sunday XD (PS: I think I'll fix the text problem later hee)

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Raven" - DAI
      12:52 a.m. + Thursday, October 4, 2001

      Kix' accomplishment of the day: She finished her Business Project. It's hideous, has water damage, clashes, and she's embaressed to have her name on it, but it's done! So now it is time to go: read econ, study myth vocab, memorize japanese presentation, and perhaps sketch 4 pictures into sketchbook.. *sob* But... it's only ONE AM XD So I still have like 2 hours before I really can't get it done? And that won't take 2 hours :D

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG

      np: "Break of Dawn" _ DAI
      11:33 p.m. + Wednesday, October 3, 2001

      Yah yah yah, I know I'm a loser. I redid pitas layout AGAIN even though I have like 3 projects due and 2 homework assignments that I haven't quite started. Yay for me? I'll be staying up late all because of this layout =/ I just wanted to translate the lyrics.. So I spent forever on that. Doodled a picture and spent forever trying to get colours right (but gave up in the middle) and now yay? New layout...? Whatever. I'll probably stay up till 3 today :(

      Anyhow, yah.. Too lazy to think of raven-esque themes. Pink ish good... Now I'm going to go suffer from my procrastination. (PS: Isn't it such a nice song?) *sigh* Btw, I know it's hard to read but yay to that? Highlight if thou is currently blinded :D

      Kix ish feeling loserish, but happy right now lol ^^;

      LUBS Kix chan @ AKG