In a fit of caffienated love and remembrance!! My favorite part of Kiminotamenidekirukoto by Gackt ^_^ (the part right after the bridge)

Te ni shita egao no kazu yori
Namida wa ooi kamo shirenai kedo
~Soba ni iru~
Sore ga bokuno, kimi no tame ni dekiru koto

Perhaps the number of tears have been greater than the number of smiles, but ~Stay close by~ That is what I can do for you

note: it just sounds so awesome in japanese... and with gackt's voice!!! *melts*

But my favorite part.. I could just play it over and over and over again~ *___* The best 18 seconds LOL

Entire lyrics can be found here. Does it not just make you want to melt and listen to it over and over again? XD

JUKEbox says? "Secret Base ~kimi ga kuretamono~" - ZONE
12:20 p.m.

*___* I'm never on the computer anymooreee~~ Fuuu :P But yesterday was so fun! (saturday) the lines were disgustingly long though. 10-25 minute wait. They went back to the veryyy back of the store!! And it didn't get any shorter till 7:20pm =_= That's one LONG line @_@ But during the day, besides being awesome with Matt, I had lunch break with Mirae so I dragged my darling to Kino's and bought.... a lot of stuff... NOT all of it was mine *_* But I bought a lot including the L'arc REALIVE video (finally!) and Kusatta Kyoushi no Houteishiki #9 and a nice sparkly smelly blue pen :) Either way I blew about $140 even after the 10% off sale ^^; Meimi-channn was there from around 12, but I didn't get off for lunch till about 2 @__@ But after I did all my shopping I got to see her and Ali and I got my lunch (which was WAYY too big.. I ended up eating the other half for dinner) but it was reallly good.... And Meimi doesn't like takoyaki?? *DIES* But that's okay ^_^ 'cause I dun like sashimi =_= Anyhow, during the day Phi popped up to tell me she got my gift *dies and SU-chan appeared for some reason during my day too *_* Strange. But everyone was working today so it was soooo fun XDD Even Tammie was there for a bit (and I have this odd feeling it's spelled Tammy, but umm.. gomen? ^^;) And Kenji came to pick me up and saw the inside of Mitsu :) I lost a credit card slip but it was okay ^_^ And I bought HELLA junk food *_* I owe you $1 Kenji ^^;

But KOMARU!! I dunno what to get peoples for Xmas *_* I only know what I could/might get Kathy and Kenji... I can't believe I have no idea what to get Phi XPPPPP I should've bought TWO posters at JE so I could save one for Xmas =_= Too bad I never think ahead lol. But now problemmss~ Phi has like everything I think she wants except those $$$$ things, but I'll find something by Xmas I'm sure ^_^;; I'm so dead 'cause I have like $100 or less and this year WAY TOO MANY FRIENDS *_* Wehhh~ Can't we all just get along without the presents??? Well.. probably not =/ But Even Mirae I'm worrying about what to get her... But at least her taste range is about 500% more than Phi's ^_~ Nyeh hehehehe

Anyhow, last night :) Why I wasn't online when I said I could be? Got cell phone :) Read over that stuff. Ate dinner and watched Matrix with daddy (and Keanu Reeves is like..... yah! XD I probably spelled his name wrong too *sigh*) Then I watched my L'arc video and Saturday Night Live XD Of course it was 1 by then so I just read all my manga till 3 =/ Sooo unproductive! Now today I have to cram in the kamishibai, clean up room, eat food (i guess?), and do myth homework... and somehow get enough time to study for the NEA report and read ficcies while applying to scholarships for college :)))))) I lub my life!!

JUKEbox says? "I Wish" - Morning Musume
11:56 p.m.

Holiday Movies are just X_____x I lub them and have to always watch them, but I just watched some Disney TV special and now I'm all like guilty!! I bet it's the PMSing too, but I was all sniffling and weeping over the whole "Wow~ He finally got what he wanted 'cause he saved Santa etc etc" okay whatever thing @_@ And I was all...... *guilt* I felt bad 'cause I called the last food drive for Thanksgiving "retarded".... And I couldn't get it off the mind that I called a food drive that wasn't "retarded", "retarded"!! It was just a little unorganized and I started to panic thinking everyone would think I was a freak for making fun of the food drive and maybe they had friends who were part of that food drive and how I could've said it better like "We'll make the winter food drive more speshul!" not "It was retarded" =_= But yah.. PMS I think? And the whole holiday thingy ^^;;;

Anyhow, december is TOTALLY awesome!!!! Matt's totally awesome too ^_^ And he let me play with this neato price detector thingy at work ^_^ Fuuu and I drank two cans of coffee (one kindly donated by Tom @ work). He also got me some interesting peanut frosting chocolate pastry thingy ^_^ I feel so bad 'cause he paid for it any EVERYTHING *____* And then there's that whole freakish "OMG am I using him to get free coffee and pastries?????" thing =_= Fuuu, PMS kinda makes me insane and the caffiene isn't helping? Whatever :) I love the holidays! And I can live "psuedo-japanese" now! From work everyone got free bags of Nishiki rice and cartons of Sapporo Ichiban ramen LOL Yay to unhealthiness? j/k I almost slapped myself for eating Mocha ice cream XPPP Never again! I have this urge to only eat vanilla right now :|

But anyhow Work tommorow will be fun fun fun! Everyone will be working there (mainly matt, tomtom, roy, huy, heidi i think?, and uhhh i dunno who else?) I'm also buying lots of snacks and stuff 'cause O_O 20% off Mitsu! and 10% off Kinos!! *dies* Thank the lord I'm working so I can buy things ^_^ I already put the L'arc video on hold and a manga ^_~ I also kinda wanna buy pens and stuff. I'm more stressed on what to buy for Xmas gifts thoughhh!! I only have like.. less than $100 and uhh *_* Doushiyooo?? And Mirae already got me something and Phi KNOWS what she wants to get (and of course both of them aren't saying anything as to what it is... 'cept I know Phi said it was on Mirae's pitas and from a mall.. so...):
= x ova ost
= x 17
= accessories (getting in touch w/ my fem side >_<)
= clothes
= manga
= yaoi shtuffs! XD

And I have no idea *_* I'm not the type for X17, you probably can't get x ova from stores, I THINK she said it wasn't clothes, so.... accessories, manga, yaoi shtuffs? That's like... 65% of anything in the world already =_= Bleh. Fuuu... hmmm sugar high *_* I dun think I can keep surviving off this stuff... anything recent? New projects in ROP and Art ^_^ Montage and a Repetitive Drawing. I plan to do Fukada Kyoko for montage and just some girl for the drawing :) Whatever, ppls will never see them anyhow lol

I did get new cell phone though :) Ppls can call me and find me now when I'm lost! I'm so happy XD And ordered hyde's single (FINALLY), DEG calender, and Fukada Kyoko calender. I totally need to buy all the January issues of magazines to get free calenders *_* But... most recommended calender? AFROKEN! It's sooo cute XD It makes me want to make time pass by so I can flip through them all lol!! Okay.. whatever.. I can't stand writing so much and making this page look cluttered =_= Big projects coming up.. speech, term project, two website layouts, presentation, two art projects, etc etc... should go sleep :)

JUKEbox says? "Never Forget" - Morning Musume
09:14 p.m.

Waiii Life ish sooo good~ I dun care if I'm sick 'cause as Heidi says, it's not like I'm eating healthy or trying to get better ^^;;; But lessee.. the good stuff that's happened to me recently?

- cleaned my room :D
- got my UC application reciept XD
- got put at $7.50 instead of $7.00 finally @ work~
- had a good day at work XD
- bought the gackt & afroken calenders
- took a nice hot shower
- it's december!!!! *hearts*
- matt's awesome XDXDXD
- coffeeeee *___*
- we're allowed to turn the heater onnnn!! XDXD

And bad stuff? I had one thing to list, but I forgot it already ^^;;; I forgot like half the good stuff too, but that's okay :D:D 'cause life is good even though it's rainy and cold (heater!) and i've learned to wear like 4 layers at a time ^^;;;

Other good news? I told my dad 3 things I was having trouble choosing between... and after we talked about it, he says he'll let me think about it and get whatever one I want @_@ The choices were a digital camera (for japan trip and fanime mostly...), cell phone (... yah!!), or a computer set (for college etc...). I really kinda want the computer *__* So I'll finally have my new computer and I can put it in my room and everything! I did kinda want a cell phone though.. and I know I can get a computer later.. but I kinda want one now XPPPP Doushiyo??? Digital camera I can buy myself by April so that's cool.. and I dun really use.... cell phone... But I also have this old computer here.. and like I use it THAT... okay... maybe I should get the computer.... =/

JUKEbox says? "not an angel" - Tsuneo Imahori
07:18 p.m.

Fuu~ My parents love meeh! They really doo~ After buying really $$ dinner (Katsudon, Yakitori, Kappa maki & Futo maki) they bought me nice cold medicine :) And it was the expensive kind too~ Contact Day and Night $6.69~ I've never gotten $$$ medicine before @_@ Always the Safeway brand or Longs brand or something lol. Anyhow, so I hope in the next week my cold goes away 'cause flegm is nasty and I feel totally lethargic even with so many projects to do @_@

Ehhh.. I was going to say more but I totally forgot @_@ Classes today were boring and it was cold and windy and blah :P But I guess we were planning out Xmas break stuff, and I'm not sure what I'm doing, but I realllly wanna go to Dland T_T I really dun think my parents will let me though.. and my brother gets a 1 month break, so I still have to figure out when he's visiting us... (I still wanna go to LAA~~~ n visit ppls~)

Oh~ I also ate a whole tin of cookies in the last two days :) My chin is getting bigger from eating so much.. and I look sickly 'cause I'm sick... plus, I have some pimples 'cause I don't wash my face as much 'cause I'm tired and lahzee and too lahzee to excersize too, but I still eat a lot 'cause I feel like it @_@ Augh! This is like full time PMS @_@ Only I don't scream at people lol.... I just freak out? :/

JUKEbox says? Samurai Spirits 2 Drama CD
09:58 p.m.

"Kiero" (Disappear) "Yowai" (Weak) "Taosu" (Defeat) "Nigero" (Run Away) "Onna no Ko" (Girl) ...... Asura reallllly has a lot of personality yep yep @_@ But arigatou Pekkle~ It's all the voices from the SS OVA2 XD Makes me happy~ And Rimururu's adorable~ "Nanika tabeyou?"

But fuuu~ I'm finally back from LA @_@ So much happened and I'm supposed to make a report, but here's quick summary? WEN: Drove down in... 8 hours (realllly bad traffic on 152); THU: Thanksgiving dinner @ cousin's new house in Pasadena + saw Tomb Raider and Cats&Dogs on tape~; FRI: Disneyland for 14 hours with brother, cousin, and cousin's girlfriend~; SAT: USJapan Expo and dinner and 15 minutes of karaoke lol; SUN: Went to movie with 7yo cousin and watched Monsters Inc. + Spy Game. MON: Got back home in 4.5 hours ^_~ Nyeh hehehehehe!

Not so cool things happening? "Lawnmower Juice"! Drinking that was like... augh @_@ Plus, my cousin losing my camera at Disneyland, but hopefully his saying "Have faith" over and over again actually means something... Not being able to see Xmas version "small world" ride @ Dland 'cause the line was disgustingly long... Ayako-chama not being able to go to JE T_T Wehh~ Too bad I couldn't go back down for the Anime Jungle opening (they have good shopping too!) or even a MM gathering :P Tickets to LA are so cheap now, but it's all about time *sniffles* Fanime ish so far awayyy~ But I do get a break in February... I wonder if they'll be a reason to go to LA then! Lastly, getting sick T_T It's all cool, but my throat's always itchy and it being like 38 degrees here at night in NorCal doesn't help *cough* Brrr.. so cold all the time ;_; I think I need a shopping spree for warmer clothes ^_~

Welp.. I also got hella projects, but... I'll survive I think :P I haven't really worked on anything for the last week and am going to die in about a week.. *dies* Anyhow, back to working on something or other? :O Maybe I should eat more ramen.. I'm becoming a bit unhealthy (right before I need my blood tested again!) eating lots of ramen and macaroni and cheese... Tommorow I want to eat lasagna.. but it's probably really bad for my cholestrol... However, because I'm sick I dun care XD lolll

secret base ~kimi ga kureta mono~ (~the thing you gave~)
by: ZONE

Kimi to natsu no owari Shourai no yume ookina kibou wasurenai 10nenato no 8gatsu mata deaerunowo shinjite Saikou no omoide wo... Deai wa Futtoshita shukan kaeri michi no kousaten de koe wo kaketekuretane "issho ni kaerou" boku wa terekusasouni KABAN de kao wo kakushinagara hontou wa totemo totemo ureshikatta yo aa hanabi ga yozora kirei ni saite chotto SETSUNAKU aa kaze ga jikan totomoni nagareru Ureshikutte Tanoshikutte himitsu mo iroiroshitane futari no himitsu no kichi no naka Kimi to natsu no owari Shourai no yume ookina kibou wasurenai 10nenato no 8gatsu mata deaerunowo shinjite kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara "arigatou" sakendeitakoto shitteita yo namida wo koraete egao de sayounara setsunai yo ne saikou no omoide wo.... aa natsuyasumi ato sukoshi de owacchau kara aa taiyou to tsuki nakayokushite Kanashikutte Samishikutte Kenkamo iroiroshitane futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

Kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara "arigatou" sakendeitakoto shitteita yo namida wo koraete egao de sayounara setsunai yo ne saikou no omoi de wo... totsuzen no tenkou de doushiyou mo naku tegami kaku yo denwa mo suruyo wasurenai de ne boku no koto wo itsumademo futari no kichi no naka Kimi to natsu no owari zuttohanashite yuuhi mitekara hoshi wo nagame kimi no hohowo nagareta namida wa zutto wasurenai kimi ga saigomade ookikute wo futtekuretakoto kitto wasurenai dakara koushite yume no naka zutto eien ni... kimi to natsu no owari shourai no yume ookina kibou wasurenai 10nenato no 8gatsu mata deaeru no wo shinjite kimi ga saigomade kokoro kara "arigatou" sakendeitakoto shitteita yo namida wo koraete egao de sayounara setsunai yo ne saikou no omoide wo... saikou no omoide wo...