Soaring for a dream

I just got back from the Christmas Party which was really cool! ^^ tho' I think some of the MC's didn't do such a good job... there is no better MC than my ruggs!!! ^^ sexy, sexy Ruggs! LOL I think he'd kill me if he read this... LOL I don't care He knows he's sexy so =P anyways... as usual I didn't get no prize... I don't know why I even bother to put my hopes up in trying to get a "door prize" or even winning one for no reason... --vv but yeah it sux... I guess I have bad luck in that sort of thing... *sigh* anyway... for some really weird reason, when the party was over and the dance part was begining, everyone dissapeared... it was like someone declared a stink bomb exploded or something... really weird... so some of us "dorm dweler" stuck back to dance (cuz the DJ was one of the "crew") LOL so I got to dance a bit.. LOL i just love this... they were like "go sukkie! go sukkie! go sukkie!" LOL... you know I gotta work on the "drop" cuz I can't really do it and well... I guess I should do more squats cuz my legs are really strong enough to do them damned things.... lol me an tori were dancing together it was fun but then i guess everyone wanted to go clubbing or whatever so ofcourse I couldn't go... we went back to them thin walled dorms and well... i got ready to come to work... my neck is killing me right now... --vv oh wellz... i didn't even wash the make-up off my face.... blah! im gonna look like crap when 7am rolls around i just know it... okie new subject.... KIWI!!!! inca unnie you want to know what kiwi looks like? well I went to solid07 and to my dismay it acctually let me go on and check my pm box! *^^* so she gave me a Kiwi approved picture to put on here... (even though she say it looks "retarded") lol it looks nice! *^^* so without further adeo.... here is the one and only KIWI_JTL_HOT: what do you think of the all knowing KIWI??? *^^* don't worrie gurlie! if and when kiwi teaches me i'll be more than happy to teach you too!! *^^* well... I think I might take a nap... lol even though I know that I shouldn't... gee this umak is SUPER LOUD!!! but I know at this point I could prolly sleep with a mistle lanching! LOL that is pretty sad isn't it? you know word around the CO forum is junnie oppa is gonna open his own entertainment company called Ps... hm... interesting thought really I mean this way things can be done his way and he won't have to take crap from anyone... ya know what I mean? also there is gonna be a concert in January i think... I don't remember i'll have to go to the CO to find out... I just skimmed through it and made a comment that for a concert ticket isn't as bad as some people think it is. The concert will be his third concert and it's his "independant" concert not solo so um... I'm not all to sure what that is all about... i don't think that he's signed up with anyone to help him with this concert and that's why it's labled as "independant" instead of "solo" *shrugs* "na mola suh~" lol that is one of my all time favorit quotes... (that is if you didn't know) oh and inca unnie... Don't go stealing my kiwi now!! LOL... She still has much to teach the great Sukyong!! keke... I wonder how many JunTon key chains i can find in korea.... hm... lol i said I would give her a million if i can find that many.... hm.... i wonder if lote world still has that poster i was looking at in 1999.... you wouldn't believe all the OLD Choti stuff there is in Korea!!! but for some weird ass reason JUNNIE IS THE HARDEST TO FIND IN MERCHINDISE!!!! example... I have a pair of junnie socks (which now that i think about it i should've bought one of each member but oh well too late now...) okie but get this... the box I was looking at didn't have any heejun in them, BUT the sales man was nice enough to open a whole new box just for me so I could get a heejun pair... *sigh* there was two pairs of EVERYONE BUT HEEJUN!!! what kind of marketing stratagy is this? only ONE pair with heejun on it and it was on the BOTTOM OF THE BOX!!!!!!!!!--vvvv is it me or is there something wrong, weird, strange about that??????????????? I tell you it is SUPER EASY TO FIND KANGTA STUFFS!!! (well I don't know about now it might run into 50 bazillion Bi and seVen stuffs).... but I do Love a good scavenger hunt! LOL oh and my sponcer said that I can go to concerts as long as i'm back before midnight (which is the current curfew thinggie) LOL I'm pretty sure junnie's concert won't be THAT long (will it???) too bad I can't just take leave and vamoose to Korea just to go to his concert!! *^^* that would be SOOOO COOL!!!! kekeke.... people here would think I'm super nuts or something! WAHHH why can't they let heejun come to this shitty place to give us a "moral" concert!!!!! *sob* they send all these people here that I could care less about... "New England Patriots' Cheerleaders are comming to vist check you local news paper for date..." pshhhh!!! I don't need to see some anerexic looking girls in super skimpy out fits sporting the red, white, and blue at me!!! I could care less about that!! I might as well go to a BOA and HYOLEE CONCERT!! *snort* i'm so NOT their fans but at least I know they wouldn't wear no patriotic colors or anything corny like that... gee some off the wall country folks are also gonna be there... *gag* I so HATE country music!!!!!!! unless it's someone like shanaya twain or lean ryms.... cus I can acctually talerate their music.... *rolls eyes* these people have a very POOR sence of how to "boost moral" it's pathetic.... they only think of the "dogs" but what about the gurls? what are we just some non existing thing? what the hell makes you think we wanna see some pencil thin person jump on the stage in some "hoe" outfit and flaunt her skinnyness to us? NO I don't think so! and WHY is it that only people who sing "country" music come here? WHY??? Do you hounestly think that EVERYONE like that type of music????? HECK NO!!! *sigh* I'm just one voice that NEVER gets listened to... let's see... I can deffinantly say that with this new schedual, I've DEFFINANTLY been screwed over...--vv I hate this... Why is it that around the "holidays" I ALWAYS get screwed? WHY WHY WHY????? Is it because I'm ASIAN? Is that it? you know how unfair that is? I mean I have to do PT forever and a day but HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET MY ASS TO THE DAMN GYM WHEN I'M EATHER 1 AT WORK or 2 SLEEPING AND TOO FRIKIN' TIRED TO GO IN THE FIRST PLACE?????? I mean yeah you guys are oh so busy but I really don't care... you think that I don't have problems too? I'm so Frikin Sick of this shit i could seriously puk! --vv how much you wanna bet that my eye is gonna start twiching again? last year my eye was do a damn twiching marathon and I couldn't figure out why....*sigh* it was a combination of stress and fatigue... Please dear Lord, help me to get past this obstical that is in my path... Please help me to pass my PT test and to have the strangth to be pactiant with all these people who don't have a clue what is going on with me. Please, please, please help me to stay a kind and understanding person and not lose my temper with anyone no matter how much they may aggrovate me... please help me to pass this PT test so that these people will leave me alone... Please help me get to Korea... please watch over all of whom I care about and protect them with your love. In Jesus' name I pray Amen.

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Saturday, December 4, 2004 @ 02:28 a.m.*]

Sigh.....
mood: kinda annoyed...
song: puppy and "come back home" by Seo Taji boys

part 35

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Tuesday, November 30, 2004 @ 08:45 p.m.*]

Straite From the Kiwi
mood: eh... can't complaine
song: puppy and "blue sky" (by tony^^)

part 34

OOO Inca great news!! this is staite from the Great and Knowledgable Kiwi's mouth....

Hi, i hope no one would doubt my creditability in solid07. So let me slap some confidence in.

Seems like that the topic brought up by 'kangtagreen27' was somewhat doubtful because the translated article is not 'professional' enough to make-believe.

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This is what I say, and is offical:
Hee Jun's contract ended last week with Sm Town. He is planning to leave Sm Town, breaking many years of hardships, racing and competitions among the 'family'. Now Hee Jun holds no contracts with all entertainment companies; he decided to take a short rest before he makes another decision. I doubt if he's going to be in SM TOWN 04' WINTER album.
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I've collected a whole bunch of *recent news of all the former members (in my limited brain-storage system), hopefully you will be catching up :

WOO HYUK- PLANS TO GO TO USA. Woohyuk decided to take a rest from his 'busy' life of making a new album. (Tony said woohyuk is still in the process of "thinking' about his new album [not even producing one song yet], while Jae won is already in progress). ah.
Anyways, Woohyuk already looked at alot of traveling guides to Europe and such, but he still planned on going to USA. Location unknown, so dont ask me. lol. I would have stalked him before you did if i knew this already.
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TONY- HE IS IN USA. Tony lost about 50 kg* while making his solo album still hasn't plan to take rests after his first debut and many performances. However, he is now in USA visiting his brother for few days then comes back to korea and continues his music life.
*notes: i do not know how this could be possible. lossing 110 pounds. but that's what i read from korean news. it's prolly 50 lbs instead of kg. korean typo i guess.
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TONY- CEO of a School Uniform Company - 'Skoolook'. Tony decided to make School Uniforms look neat, and that students could actually throw in opinions to make better school uniforms. Tony already held many 'Skoolook' fashion shows during these past 2 months.

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KANG TA- NEW ALBUM RELEASES AT EARLY NEXT YEAR. ( hopefully)
Normally I am lack of Kang ta news, but anyways.
Kang Ta's new album will include one or more Chinese songs <3 I remember that there were few downloads in the 'media section'. Unlike Tony, he didn't lock himself in a room to produce new songs. Due to fact that Kang Ta has been acting with chinese/taiwanese actors in a recent drama, he now knows how to say different kinds of chinese food in chinese. ahaha. Also, I remember him saying "I am hungry" in perfect chinese too. lmao.
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JAE WON- In the progress of making new album
Other than the title, i do not know much more. Korean composers (or just mainly H.O.T members) usually segregate themself from the outside world when making an album.
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that's it guys <3 Creditx: Kiwi_JTL_HOT

isn't that just the coolest??? this is why i like my kiwi! *^^* hehe... I really do hope that this means that I can get into his fanclub and drag you guys into it too!! *^^* oh by the way... I think Tony's album is great! ^^ I'm listening to it on my CD player cuz this computer has an uncanny way of making people sound like they swallowed some party baloons... --;;; I tried to fix it, but now they sound HALFWAY normal and i do mean HALF you can hear HALF of the real voice and the other half sounds all high...--vVv it's weird cuz when my friend Ruggs is on this computer they sound all normal (except for VCD's and some burned CDs...) mola... oh well... that is all i gotta say for now! <3 Jal-ga~!

~mooneyes23/junnie23~

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Sunday, November 28, 2004 @ 02:32 p.m.*]

Kiwi &Inca
mood: jalmoroogenundae somewhere between cheery and annoyed and stressed...
song: puppy and "Speed" (it's by kim gunmo if ya didn't know)

part 33

awww my loyal subjects... goomgoomhae inca unnie? Kiwi dongseng noogoondae? LOL Kiwinun nayi dokdokhan dongseng! LOL *^^* Thanksgiving moehessuh? jaemesuh? nanun? eum... jasuh... telebi bwasuh... appa wa halmoni junhwa haessuh... dass all... keke... inca! my box dose work I don know what you are talking about it not working... kiwi is my dongseng on solid07.... kiwi is VERY knowledgeable on K-pop stuffs and specially junnie! *^^* hm... when I can get on solid again imma ask if i can use kiwi's profile picture to post on here so you can see what kiwi looks like *^^* hehe... hm... my turkey day was kinda screwed up... y? this is why... I hadn't been to work since sunday cuz I hand to pull the ENTIRE weekend shift... (Friday, saterday AND SUNDAY) okie... so as far as i knew I worked on Thursday... well it seems on Wensday the thought it would be better if they got rid of the 3 shifts on the weekend and narrow it down to just two... so weekends is now 12-12... BUT yesterday they were on stand-by and i didn't have to come into work.... hehe my wonderful super forgot to tell me... she called me this morning at about 10:30 to tell me that I had to go to work and not forget and i had to go pick up a work related item at the main warehouse before i came... I told her that I found out about not having to come to work AFTER I showed up and checked my email...--vv humph you wanna know what her pingae to this was? she said "oh minahae, I thought Ms.K (the boss on my shift) nuh malhaessuh" then i was like well she's on vacation. "oh mianhae gampak haessuh!" *annoyed look* okie whatever I forgive you... *sigh* I really DO understand that you are a "busy" person and that you "have a lot on your plate" so I forgive you again. oh by the way... I know who ratted on me and I knew who it was before it was confirmed by my friend. Michin blondie and her "boy toy" can I just say it was JAESHI FURINSU and AEDAN XUMAI?? do those names sound formiliar inca shi? yiyagi (hint, hint) ;3 hehehe yep the one and the same two peoples! I know she don't know about this site or how to get to it so I'm fine with posting it on here anyway *Merong gijibaetul* hahahaha... don't ever cross the mighty SUKYONG!!!!! heheh anyway... she got yelled at by my other chingoo byul (yes that is her eerum its short for something)... anyway it was cool cuz basically it was none of JASHI's business what I eelguhsuh ya know? so Byul was like "So noogoo eemaeil haessuh?" she was like "DA AEDAN daemoonae!!!" (*shakes head* always pointing the finger) then Byul was like "y u shyo it 2 him den?" LOL then she basically told her to it was none of her business in the first place and it was her fault for being nosey. ha! serves her right!! yuhgi chingoo manhee itda! LOL goodae nanun chakhansaram... nanun eepdapchyo right? hajiman nayi chingoo manta... nayi chingoo kuneep eesuh! JAESHI miss gossip Queen i say this to you *ehem* EEP DAPCHYO NAPUN GIJIBAE YA!!!!!!!!!!! LOL like she'd understand what I just wrote.... kekeke you see that is ONE addvantage I have... that and i'm a gernerally a nice person ^^ i tell you she SOOOO imature it's reduculas! *side note* Sowie kiwi! I don't know how well you can read and understand Konglish.... --vv I'll teach you if you like! *^^* You know what else i find so stupid about this situation? I haven't bothered her in about a year (if not more) so explain to me this.... WHY IS SHE IN MY BUSINESS WHEN I MAKE IT A POINT TO STAY AWAY FROM HER AND HE NEVER EVEN APPOLOGIZED NEITHER!!!! I don't like to be around napun saram ya know? my umma tought me better than that! You know what I mean? she is such a gajak saram! *sigh* I can't wait till she gets her goondaenggi off this base! her and her "toy" *^^* Jal-ga minchin gijibae!! haha... anyway... I boughted to harry potter 3! *^^* I just love that movie!! I can't wait till the next book comes out! *^^* haha... oh and before i forget.... JUNNIE OPPA IS FINNALLY LEAVING SM CUZ SM IS NOTHING BUT A BUNCH OF OLD FART BASTARDS!!! *^^* I hope junnie oppa's new company (whom ever they may be) will be good to junnie and treat him with the respect that he deserves!! "WE SUPPORT YOU NO MATTER WHAT MOON HEEJUN OPPA!!!!!!!" *^^* I hope that this means that I can get into his fan club! *^^* that would be like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo cool!!! gee if i get my foot in the door then i'll try to get you guys in too!! hehe all we really need now is for Kangta oppa to leave... though for some reason I don't see that happening... you know after the 2nd SMTOWN winter album I stopped buying them? I mean yeah I have tht summer one with that hotmail song on it but i didn't buy it. it was a freebie from annyoung.com for buying like 0 worth of stuffs from there. (heheh I really wanted them CD's and DVD's lol) but yeah... ish weird tho' with this batch of CD's i bought... I got this um... i think DBSG CD... WTF am I apposed to do with that??? I don't like them... i dude these are little KIDS compared to me!!!!! (i think the oldest one is like 18 or something... which in the american age system makes them about 17 years old!!!!!) --vvvvv the things that come with age... you'd think that there would be some newbies out there that were good and MY AGE!!! --vv so depressing really okie let's not think about that anymore! *^^* I gotta go listen to Tony's Album! the only bad thing is, this computer dose him NO justice (or anyother singer for that matter). Why? you ask? well it's simple... this stupid pooter spins 'em CD's TOO FAST SO EVERYONE SOUNDS LIKE CHIMPMONKS!!! --vvv and I can't fix it neither... oh well... na ganda! Jal-GA!!

~junnie23/mooneyes23~

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Friday, November 26, 2004 @ 01:50 p.m.*]

Pingae Joojima!
mood: not sure somewhere between frustrated and annoyed
song: Puppy

part 32

*sigh* I posted this long entry the other day and the pooter wanted to be an ass and not post it...--vv oh wells... Is it me or are there some peoples out there that have absolutly nothing to do but make my life a living Heck?? humph Inca you think you got "spies" well there are some there as well... _{Fricking peoples just want to get my ass in trouble that's all. I posted this one entry bout someone i work with on my myspace cuz I was SuperDuper pissed at them!! (that was like almost a MONTH AGO!) then this certain michinnom had the nerve to email it! WTF? thanks you gehseki! Iishibal!!! Anyway Whatever! Obviously the person who sent it to you didn't show you the DATE of that entry!} *sigh* whatever I've put it behind me already!! anyway... I've got to Figure out a plan to pass this PT thing... humph PINGAE JOOJIMARAYA!!! hm... moosunmal halga?? Sowie Inca unnie I don't have to hankuk font thinggie... I got it from Solid07 so i guess you should go over there to ask them for it... hm... Oh yeah.... I can't belive that this one gurl wan fo charge my Kiwi for an offical H.I.T jacket. Why charge that much? is there something super special about it or something? that seriously sux I tell you! Imma try find one for Kiwi... *^^* my cute litto kiwi... gee if i can get into heejunnie's fan club then i'll try to get my kiwi and Inca in it too! *^^* I'll do my best! Da sarang hae! *^^* numoo numoo sarang hae... *sigh* I got to find some stuffs to do besides go on this thing and I gotta make an inventory of all the stuff i have so like JAl-Ga!!!

~junnie23/mooneyes23~

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Tuesday, November 16, 2004 @ 06:03 p.m.*]

=3
mood: cheery
song: Puppy

part 31

ehem.... HELLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! anyboody home? kekeke... Ish me the great and poweful SUKYONG!!! mwahhahahahaha!!! naw j/k ^^ how is you doing today? inca and kiwi?? you two seem to be the only people who seem too read this page! ^^ kekek... I forgot to mention somthing in my last post... It SNOWED!!! kekeke that was the First day of SNOW!! ^^ snow hasn't fallen since, but it will trust me it will. hm... what to say for today... Ah I was just informed that My friend Stacy is younger than me... gee I never new that... I always thought that I was the youngest of the group but I guess not... you see My umma has two gurl friends named Haekyoung and Haesoon. and all of them have daughters... Stacy and teresa. Teresa is the oldest and Stacy is the youngest (which makes me the one in the middle) kekeke... teresa always thought that I was older... we've known each other since the day we were born... when we were small we used to celebrate our b-days together... and well since we have the same name, it's easy to get confused on who's b-day it is right? besides we are like 1 month appart. Well i just found out that Stacy's Bday was in November... gee if i would've known that earlier... I've always thought that she was older than me... kekek... so anyways... the ironic thing is that Haesoon emo is the oldest and so is her daughter teresa; and HaeKyoung emo is the youngest and so is her daughter Stacy... hehe which make my umma and I the middle... kekek weird huh? ekekek... It seems like I'm the only one that isn't havimg major problems... Stacy is and well... teresa got married at 19 so there might be a reason there somewheres... you know like maybe she got pregnate or something like that? hehe... --vv boys are trouble i guess... cuz like Stacy is pretty much at war with both of her parents (who happen to be devorced) and well... she has a boyfriend who dose drugs and well... it isn't a very pretty sight from what I hear... --vvv ofcourse I have Heejun oppa and that is all I need as far as my Aien... ^^ lol I know I'm litto miss weirdo but I don't care I'm happy and that's all that matters to me!! ^^ hehe... I think out of the three of us, I'm the uh... "not so smart" one... and yet here I am in another country living lyph with no "major" problems.... hehe... strange how life turns out huh? I hope that they are both doing okay... I haven't seen eather of them in years (and I do mean YEARS!!!) hehe... I have no clue what they look like now... sad huh? the only person I really keep tabs on is my unnie!! ^^ she is always a ray of sunshine for me!! ^^ but yeah... hehe... Here I am flurting with Kiwi on Solid07 and kiwi is my "dong saeng" so to speak *^^* No worrie my kiwi!! I'll hunt Junnie down and bring a part of him to you!! *^^* (yeah that sounds kinda weird don't it???) hm... key chain... key chain.... maybe I can get him to give me HIS keychain... hm... something that acctually belongs to heejun............ lol maybe I can get a clip of his hair and Clon a heejun for kiwi...........*^^* okie okie... i know i know that is harder than it looks....... plus I think he might get mad if I do dat.....hm................maybe I can get him to give me something that I can give to kiwi......... hm.........*evil grin*............ gee the things that go through my mind........ it's scary sometimes..........oh! maybe I can get him to take a neoprint picture W/me so that I can put it on a keychain and send it to my kiwi......... hm.......... do you think that would work?? or maybe junnie and tony to take a picture together to make a keychain for kiwi????? naw i think that would be too hard.... that means I'd have to find BOTH monkey and gizmo... --vvvvv hehehe.... I'll figure something out....... inca..... i'll find something junnie to send you cuz it'd be much easier to find than that dude you wanted cuz well.... since he isn't well known, it'll be a pain and a half to find stuffs..... (besides, i have NO CLUE what he look like.......) =P gee if all else fails.... i could always MAKE a keychain for kiwi!!! *^^* OOOOO 5 more months till i get out of this country!!!!!!!!! I wish I was alredy done out processing cuz I just want to LEAVE!!!!!! --vv I know i know i'm getting ahead of myself but I realllllyyyyy WANNA GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!! *sigh* oh well.... Jal-ga!!

~junnie23/mooneyes23~

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Friday, November 12, 2004 @ 07:24 p.m.*]

Theories....
mood: cheery
Song:puppy

part 30

*yawn* I have theories... dose anyone wanna hear them? No? well then go to another site cuz this is my page and my space so get lost!! =P ehem... Junnie... Moon Heejun's music... This is my theory of his music and his albums... 1jib "Alone" type of music... Rock w/ techo and a ballard... why did he choose to use this style of music? well... the way I see it, it's basically a trail album... a know get the feel of what he likes better and such... to see how much will sell what people will say about it and all that jazz... I thought it was a little bit of crazy but it was cool I mean He must've felt a bit crazy since he just lost four good friends because of a contract dispute. I mean wouldn't you? then he came out with his second jib "mesiah" (sp?) this one is one of my Most favorits cuz it shows junnie's REAL tallents and shows off his voice! ^^ For those of you tone deff retards out there who take the claim that hee jun is singing "falsetto" better put your worthless heads in a toilet and flush till you drownd cuz I tell you the truth HEEJUN DOSE NOT SING FALSETTO!!! you wanna hear REAL falsetto? go buy or download any true blue Hawaiian album and THEN you WILL KNOW the meaning of "FALSETTO". Junnie dosn't come close to falsetto! Heejun pours himself out on this album. the REAL heejun is shown here. But what happens? Retards of the "critic" world emerge and bash poor junnie oppa. Anti junnie fans (who are nothing but little children who have nothing better to do) emerge from the dark crevesis of the earth and sent HATE to junnie. So what is the outcome of all this HATE and negivite media? "Legend" 3 jib. All this negiviteness is splattered into music. just listen to it and you will see. it has a very unsettlingness to it he is unhappy you can tell if you really listen to it. but the struggling dosen't end there No ofcourse it dosn't there is more to be told. Even though he looks happy he isn't. there is sadness in his eyes for the treatment that he gets from his company. Why else would someone write such sad songs? even though all his albums have some sort of "uplifting" song on it, it is more like the only thing at the time to keep him from completly falling into the dark. like a glimore of hope in a sence. Then the "best" album came to show it's face. with 4 new song on it. the titles? "A soaring for dream", "Puppy", "Virus", and "To live is to fight". Now I asked myself why would he write songs like this? well it's simple look at the treatment he gets at SM entertainment. Gets ignored by the boss, no promotions for his albums, HE has to pay OUT OF HIS OWN POCKET to get the ball rolling and not only that buy HIS FAN CLUB PAYS FOR IS MUSIC VIDEOS! Obviously by the time he put the best album together, he is down right frustrated with everthing! I mean look at the lyrics to "Puppy" he's using the dog to simbolically represent a certain group or person (I think it's SM personally). but this is MY theory on it. As for Kang ta... --vvv he is still under the thumb of SM no matter what anyone thinks. Belive it people! Why else would OTHER people be writting song for him to sing?? I personally think Kang ta should tell SM to 'SHOVE IT' when is comes to him singing JAZZ type songs! He should stick to R&B types of songs cuz he sings them better and it suites him more. Don't you agree??? SM simply doesn't care about heejun and they laugh at the fact they make life a living heck and they squeel with excitment because they still have Kang ta under their big FAT GREEDY thumb! Why do you think they have him in China?? They see he is a big money maker and that LOTS of peoples in China like him so they sent him there PLUS the fact that he can speack the language too! I know I know you guys HATE SM and think that SM sucks but think about it. who has most of the attention? Kangta. Who is easier to perswade? Kangta. Who can already speak Chinese? Kangta. Who has more 'sex appeal'? Kangta. So ofcouse they could careless if Heejun Leaves SM they still have Kangta. Let's face it here Kangta's sexy Ass is thumb-tacked to SM's contract/trophy board! So sad but true! T^T yep yep... that is the truth and you know it weather you belive it or not is up to you but just think about it... I do LOTS of thinking and it just makes Lots of sence... you put the pieces together and see what you come up with. I am wrong then prove me wong! I dislike cridics with a passtion. Why? because MOST of those that are doing the juding can't do this shit themsevles even if their life depended on it. the only one's i'd listen to is someone who dose it themselves. example... if Kim Gunmo says Tony can't sing for shit, i'd belive him. Why? cuz Kim Gunmo is one of the Top best singers in Korea. But let's face it folks he didn't! some retard who doesn't know what it's like to preform on a huge stage infront of hundreds of people say shit like that. it makes me sick! That is why if i don't like a certain singer, i don't sit there and bash the shit out of them and sent them hate mail and form "anti" fan groups cuz it's SSOOOOOOOOO childishh and HELLO?? I'm 20 years old so yeah pointless!!! So if you like bashing heejun. Ask yourself this one simple question... Could I do what he dose every single day and do a better job or at least be as good as him? And don't be like yeah i can without giving it careful consideration cuz it isn't easy cuz i've done it before! haha like you would be foolish enough to try and toy with the great and mighty SUKYONG who is heejun's PERSONAL BODYGUARD and is trainned to use an M16 with GREAT accurcy (meaning I can hit the target without aiming!) don't beleive it? TRY ME! HA I knew you wouldn't!! ^^ okie I think this entry is long enough for today! JAL-GA!!!!!

~junnie23/mooneyes23~

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Wednesday, November 10, 2004 @ 09:40 p.m.*]

=^---^=
mood: cheeryish
song: Puppy

part 29

gee wiz... ish another day on this slab of land call "Germany".... It's apposed to snow night and tomorrow morning... *grins* hayang noonee numoo jotta!! ^^ baleebalee nawasae yo!!!! kekeke.... I wonder how I did on my room inspection... these weirdo peoples decided to do the room inspections at 3pm... why? not only that, but everyone has to be in uniform... What are they trying to do? Are they trying to get into our locked closets or something?? cuz they aren't allowed to go in there cuz it's privet... =P hm... I think they have some interior motives for this inspection... they acctually WANT the residents to be there when they do this inspection... --vvv nanun jalmorugetda....I guess I'll find out when I get off work... I don't know... we have some stupid things going on this base... I mean yeah they have good intentions, but they are deffinantly stupid... example... on Monday there was a mandatory meeting\breifing/fitness thinggies... I didn't go why? cuz I work swing shift that's why and this stupid mandatory "event" was for all day... I now have to go to this retarded dedundent briefing tomorrow at 10 am...--vv I tell you this is stupid and very much pointless cuz I don't care and it has NOTHING to do with me!! duh! I wish I was on like leave starting tomorrow so that I won't have to do to it cuz I'll probly just fall alseep! wahh!! I don't wanna go to that retardedness!!!! Blah!! oh and Inca... I said Rectangles and squares not circles! =P kekeke... I figured you'd start writting in hangul... lalala... I guess that's all i gotta say fo today!! Jal-ga!!!!

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Tuesday, November 9, 2004 @ 08:44 p.m.*]

New section!
mood: cheery but still sick
song: puppy

part 28

wa!! I'm happie! my sponcer is like soo cool! keke... hm... looks like my new job is issueing out chemical warfare gear! cool! It has to be a somewhat better than dealing with these nut case people!! I do need to improve on my people skills anyway! haha... I mean it's gonna be like being a clerk at a store... (sorta) hehe... I hope I learn LOTS of stuffs!! I'm very much looking forward to it!! hehe... ooo and getting to practice my hangul!! that is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO wonderful!!! hehe... I hope that I can stay there very long!! shoot the longer the better!! I don't think I'd get to post a whole lot of info at work but hey it's okay! I'll have my own computer by then right?? Imma get a Korean computer and a region 3 dvd player so that i can watch Korean movies!! hehe... my sponcer what like WOW it sounds like you excited to come to Osan! (well DUH!!) ofcourse he don't know that! hehe... hm... I asked him like 13 Q's and I guess that's why he made that comment! hehe... ^^;; das okie! I don't mind! you see peoples don't like going to Korea cuz they can't drive their car, and they don't like the dorms... well I have this question for those babos who wanna drive their stupid car.... WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU WANT TO DRIVE IN KOREA??? Have you ever heard of the term "Snake driver"? that is what my mom calls them. they lterally weave in and out of lanes like a snake. If you can't drive like them, why, WHY would you want to be on the road with them? I'm sure Junnie oppa is a very good driver, BUT for every good driver there is like 10 bad drivers sharing the same road. ^^ you see why I don't want to drive? I drive because I don't have a choice! BUT I only drive on base at work preferably at night time when there aren't as many cars on the street cuz well... the German rules of driving don't make much sence to me... *sigh* the right of way stuff is SO confusing.... plus now I'm sick so I'm doped up on cold medicine and well... medicine+driving= not a good thing... so yeah... I try my best not to have to drive if at all possible... besides... i just SUCK at parking in stalls... i do a better job at sid parking than stall parking... And Inca... YES I runned out of space... haven't you been looking at all my posts? they are all quite long aren't they? LOL j/k =3 what is wrong with your comment box thinggie? I put a message in there and nothing happend so when i refreshed it, it just erased what i just typed! *sigh* oh well... so you've decided to post everything in all rectangles and squares huh? that makes it much more difficult for em to read ya know... (i knoe i knoe it isn't really rectagles and squares, but that is what shows up on my pooter here)... hm... how to read squares and rectangles... lol I guess you just don't want me to read anymore of your entires huh? *sob* oh well... I hope my sponsor dosn't think that i'm stuck up or anything cuz I told him that I already know Korean, I'm just rusty in it and that I want to be a translator. and that my umma told me to lean Korean history to be a more efficiant translator. hehe... I don't like to rub it in but I do know it as a first language. I hope this new job isn't too hard or stressful... I want to be able to go junnie hunting when I'm done with work and go help out ophanages!! If i could I would adopt a cute Korean kid, but I'm too young for that!! (dude I'm only 20) so yeah... let's see... josh wanted some key chains... hehe no problem!(at least there better not be!) Kiwi deserves his keychains!! and Inca wanted some stuff on some guy I never even herd of before... gee... yours might be a little bit harder to find since he so unknown... then I get to meet my unnie jinhee and um... visit my brothers... then um... my cousins, and emo and samchoon and my umma when she comes to visit me!! WA!!! I'm SO excited!! I can't wait... wait yea I can... I still gots stuffs to do before I can leave this base... 5 more months bebe!! *^^* nuhmoo haengbok handa!!! *^^* but first things first, I seriously need to go to the main office place and pick up my RIP paper thinggie so I know which days to go home and visit my unnies!! *^^* dude I keep forgetting to get my ass there and do that!! --vvv hehe... I also need to know what the weight limit is so that I can ship my stuffs over there... the heavyest thing I got is my entertainment center thinggie... it is made out of basically metal polls and some sheves and dat's it but it's heavy... i think it was like 60 or so pounds (I don't remember too long ago)... then I have my stereo, t.v, dvd player, and VHS player (yes i do have one of them too). that is basically it as far as heavy stuffs... gee I really don't have a lot of stuff huh? then all i have left are... small table lamp, lava (accually blob) lamp, electro storm globe, clothes, bedding, comforters, my tigger, stuffed animals (all small ones except for tigger), rice pot, sandwich maker, posters (like 3 2 heejun and 1 tiger), photos and photo albums, some books, bowls, plates, cups, eating utensols and well... bathroom stuffs and that's about it... not much right? gee... I didn't realize how little bit of stuff I've been living off of... if you take all the goverment issued furniture out of my room, the only funiture I have is the entertainment center... lol it should make things easier when I move out right? lol well... I think I'm done rambling for today... besides I gotta use the bathroom and my head is starting to feel stuffy again... thinking too much I guess well JAL-GA!!!

~junnie23/mooneyes23~

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Friday, November 5, 2004 @ 08:57 p.m.*]

A fresh new slate....
mood: cheery though still sick
song: puppy

part 27

okie Yesterday I wrote a bunch more on my storie in here and to my dismay, it didn't show up cuz I apperently ran out of space, so I had to do some arciving... kekek... I don't think imma change the look to this page for a while... kekek... um... I think the story shows up on the arcive... I have like 13 parts to the storie now! ^^ hehe... I hope you like reading them! hehe I put up junnie's dream on it and it's like kool! kekeke... also I found out who my sponcer is! this is like SO cool cuz I never had on before!! When I got here I didn't know nothing cuz well... this base SUX! but yeah It's all cool!! I hope I don't have to work in the stupid part store again when I go there!! I've been at this particular job since the day I came to this base! I hope it isn't any type of 24hour job (meaning someone has to be at the work place and cover the place 24/7). this job is killing me and my supervisor here don't respect me at all!! what is her problem anyway? Can't you deal with someone that is the same sex as you or do you only get along with MEN?? If I was a guy, would you treat me any different or do you just like to herass your female troops? *sigh* I can't wait till I get way from Germany... I mean yeah Germany is cool and all, BUT This base ARG this base!!! These are VERY anal people! -.-vv how sad... Let's see it is now November... 5 more months till it's BYE BYE RAMSTEIN!!!! LOL very happy!! *^^* well... I gotta make sure that this thing is working properly so TTFN!!! Jal-ga!

~junnie23/mooneyes23~

[*sukyong hugged junnie on Thursday, November 4, 2004 @ 06:14 p.m.*]