Saturday, June 26, 2004
12:17 p.m.
Hmmm...huimei tag my tagboard...i tink i sound sarcastic to her...SORRY HUIMEI... but u stil haf to let me n ira noe ur blog address haaaaaaa!!! I'm stil evil.
Auntie chong just cant get the idea of why i cannot sleep without my air con. I told her ALMOST a thousand times that my neighbours, left right top bottom all using air con, n if i didnt on air con, my room will be sum sort like a heater. And she doesnt get it, she keep repeating to me that " u wont be recovered like that ! you wont be recovered like dat!" and i was like " aiyo! auntie, i told u lots of times alreadi!" She been very sociable nowadays...wondering wads happening to her..
Since the day my brother bought the harry potter vcds...he has been hogging the television all day and all night. Just harry potter. And now i m sooooo bored! Sch's starting... soooo sianz!!
Finally saw megha's house last night - her house look like a church. But still, its landed property...hmm wondering when its my turn to stay in those houses...but nowadays, the new houses that the government built is soo damm small! Ahhh...the condo that i m moving in in the near future isnt big either - its damm SMALL...like everything squeeze in one unit like that. But orchid park jus sux! Sux like hell!
Hm...working night shift today...kinda bored wif the work over there...too sianzzzzzzz [ fallen for an angel *]
Thursday, June 24, 2004
11:23 p.m.
Oh please! I can be soo ever childish at some areas -I'd rather that i wldnt grow up. Whats so good abt growing up anyway? - tell me about it - all u ever gain throughout the years, the most as i wanna say, is those worrying-about-things.
I hate it. I detest it. All she ever want is to shoot her mouth off. Not only she nags, she also talk very sarcastically - tell me the reason of why i should stay at home? And if she really accept of who i am, she'd be happy abt the way i am, wad for calling me to learnt things frm others? - I wldnt bother doing that, if i learn all the good points abt others, wldnt i become a copyright of others? Why cant i just be myself? Nobody is perfect. The most perfect person is the world has the most flaws.
Wads so great abt money? One day, the guy will go bankrupt. Whats so good abt the guy being tall if the guy is timid? Whats so great about having good results for exams if his/her character isnt good? What for? Why cant she just bloody well accept me? Keep wanting me to change change change. I think shes the one who needs to change. Change her point of view. Or rather be other ppl's mother - hey she DID said b4 that she wanna be, but she dun haf the fu fen, the choice (sumthing called liddat). Fuck!
If i had the choice, perharps i wldnt be here! I'd be in africa? died of hunger? hmm.....
Oh yes, she's also another one who cant accept that she's sarcastic.
Gz's luohan is dying - that's great - and we almost go into a disagreement, of him saying dat i'm evil when i commented great when his luohan is dying. Of cos! Why shldnt i say that? After all, he's the one whose been asking me to throw my turtle into the reservoir, and i didnt follow that idea. So whose the evil one?
Oh yes, she doesnt share so much jokes with me as she does wif my dad n brother. Except that she share so many naggings and sarcastic remarks - SOME FAMILY i am having. And to her, my brother is forever good. Plus i hate the points that she taught my brother - my bro is damm selfish n damm bossy n damm qian da. Actually, i really hope that one day he'll be beaten up by sumbody - i'll be damm happy - since both of the adults arent ren xin to beat him up.
Working night shift tmr - so sianz! And gz has gone to slp. Thats great. I still didnt feel like slping, or rather, i am not tired now... Jeez!
Life's stressful. [ fallen for an angel *]
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
11:45 p.m.
Okayy....jus finish scanning my timetable...actually not bad - friday off ( but i dun think they'll let us go that easily though), mon n tues start at 10 and 1+ respectively - hmm...been thinking of working 7-11? - If my brain allows - otherwise perharps i'll go into the kitchen - ahhhh!!! Sad. Ahhh...stil wondering hows jings n yun's shift..
Went to JB today. So glad that zhi hao took my shift. So glad! Ate a lot today, feeling sorry for ira when she said she was hungry jus now, and she havent eat yet, but actuali, kinda pity the ogls, wake up soooo early but i guessed its quite an experience for them. Went to City sqaure, was hoping that i could find the neutrogena lip balm or the lemon lipice, instead i found a blackcurrant lipice - haven has the chance to see it in singapore yet, or perharps singapore dun haf it? Anyway, bought lots of gum, wanted to buy the sour spray and sum gum imported frm Canada, but its soooo DAMM expensive! Trying to find earring too...but none of them suited my taste - everything i saw is either too ugly or too common... Just as we are on the way home, we went to eat again, and my dad is driving in circles while waiting for th stalls at the roadside to open...was kinda surprise that my dad actualy bought hot dessert to eat - my dad NEVER, can say NEVER touch sweet things, like sweets, ice-cream, gum blah~
Gz posted my pic, specifically, my UGLY pics at cc.com and i was wondering how did that meanie pig ah meng got it...sumore he posted a lot..not one. Aaargh!! Will personally kill him tmr if he's coming dwn to ifnd me after work FULLSTOP.
Well, its 12.11am now...dont feel like sleeping though... my nose is blocking forever..cant breathe, n my ear is affected by it...Aaarghhhh!!! Well, i found a webby called pets.com.sg , quite a useful webbie, except that i cant seem to log into it - having BIG MAJOR GIGANTIC problems. Oh yah, just thought that mabbe i'll name yien shan as "da shoppholic" , still doesnt noe wad to name cath n elieen yet...so they r still stuck at those names..it isnt very nice...my aplogies...haa~~~~ [ fallen for an angel *]
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
11:59 a.m.
Went to pasta cafe yesterday to eat. Ate the spicy marinna, damm spicy but soooo nice. The portion is big but isnt as big as the portion at hardrock cafe. Saw huifang, another yishun-towner, whose working there, was hoping that she'd recognise me...but she doesnt...sadded...mu be my hair...haiz... wondering how much is she earning there though....
Ming hwa been sick...and i guess i wont be going out wif him and wenxin anymore...by then, my $ will be gone..
*snort* Is not that i hated grace to the core. But when she insutlted that my guy that he isnt a man jus becos he doesnt wan to join her business as an entrepeurner. I hated her for that for that time being. I invited her to eat my cake, since she doesnt wan it - dun 1 dun 1 loh. However, she's joining us later at marina south - do wonder how it will turn out. Said that she wasnt feeling well, but will still meeting us at marina south - isnt that contradicting?
Gz gave me an addias pullover wif my name n "21" printed on it - not bad lah...haa~ But i like it a lot though.
Given my 8 hrs of work to zhihao..luckily that he agreed..else i dun think i'll get to eat my cake today... dad going to bring us to malaysia, i guess to eat again, doing that since i was born? haa~ but jus hoping that i can find sum nice earrings over there...
Listening to my mum's conversation wif our neighbour.. dun quite understand by what she's saying abt the shopping centre... but it seems that hmm...my dad seems to noe quite a lot of ppl...hmmmm....nvm... this is not eavesdropping ok? - thy r talking SOOOO LOUDLY!
By the way, i bought the empress orchid at borders. Times didnt haf the book, and i finish reading it after 2 days...haa~ - my eyes was being glued to the book.
My mum gave me the chocolate "guylian" (is that how it is spelled?), wondering if i shld open and eat...cos once i open, i'm sure the next min will be gone... [ fallen for an angel *]
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
11:59 a.m.
Went to pasta cafe yesterday to eat. Ate the spicy marinna, damm spicy but soooo nice. The portion is big but isnt as big as the portion at hardrock cafe. Saw huifang, another yishun-towner, whose working there, was hoping that she'd recognise me...but she doesnt...sadded...mu be my hair...haiz... wondering how much is she earning there though....
Ming hwa been sick...and i guess i wont be going out wif him and wenxin anymore...by then, my $ will be gone..
*snort* Is not that i hated grace to the core. But when she insutlted that my guy that he isnt a man jus becos he doesnt wan to join her business as an entrepeurner. I hated her for that for that time being. I invited her to eat my cake, since she doesnt wan it - dun 1 dun 1 loh. However, she's joining us later at marina south - do wonder how it will turn out. Said that she wasnt feeling well, but will still meeting us at marina south - isnt that contradicting?
Gz gave me an addias pullover wif my name n "21" printed on it - not bad lah...haa~ But i like it a lot though.
Given my 8 hrs of work to zhihao..luckily that he agreed..else i dun think i'll get to eat my cake today... dad going to bring us to malaysia, i guess to eat again, doing that since i was born? haa~ but jus hoping that i can find sum nice earrings over there...
Listening to my mum's conversation wif our neighbour.. dun quite understand by what she's saying abt the shopping centre... but it seems that hmm...my dad seems to noe quite a lot of ppl...hmmmm....nvm... this is not eavesdropping ok? - thy r talking SOOOO LOUDLY!
By the way, i bought the empress orchid at borders. Times didnt haf the book, and i finish reading it after 2 days...haa~ - my eyes was being glued to the book.
My mum gave me the chocolate "guylian" (is that how it is spelled?), wondering if i shld open and eat...cos once i open, i'm sure the next min will be gone... [ fallen for an angel *]
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
09:57 p.m.
Went to Borders todae to check up the harry potter book - i thought that the latest 7th edition has come out - as i thought so - wanted to buy it - until i called fiona and realise its the order of the phoenix...Jeez... i had that - a long time ago... So SADDED! But anyway, was so sad that i begin to browse thru the shevles...saw this book - empress orchid - wanted to buy it... BUT! it is soooo ex! Its $31+ ! Anyway, I saw tis book - Shui (water). Well, i was reading halfway and the book dropped like as if sumbody knocked onto it - is that an omen? - Duhz! Well, i got him to buy it anyway. Still on my way to my thoughts of whether i shld buy the empress orchid..*scratch head*
I am still feeling guilty abt nt rememebering my childhood best fren - shun qi - i tink dats her name ... and another ger call yan qiu whose really pretty and appear on the tv b4 - well all i remember was that i'm always with these 2 gers which now i'm kind of sure is both of them. So touch that she actuali remembered me and my surname - haa~ - and so glad that she work in n.y.d.c b4 - else prob i'll not know what cake is nice hee~
Am very surprise and happy when gz told me that ade & gang is going to celebrate my birthday for me - never had frens who celebrated for me b4 - except for my parents. Yeah yeah i know wad u gonna say - the grass is always greener on another side... but anyway, i'm just glad, its the 1st time~
Just burn my pocket todae to the doctor...Sadded case... 50 bucks for just A FEW medication. Cant tahan the pain alreadi...nid to get sum drugs to kill the pain... i kinda pity ppl who work wif me todae, amir who had to see my very moody + black face in the wee hours of the morning, auntie and eunice had to repeat wad they r talking abt... SORRY PEOPLE!! Even gz say i m starting to sound like one old + deaf grandma - keep saying " huh?!!! " + " what???". Sorry lah people!!! Just realise that i lost boon chuan's blog addy..so if u r here reading this, tag me at my tagboard of ur blog addy k? Thanks.
I guess i cant go out wif shi hui alreadi... the money has gone to the doctor my my lenses n to all the things i needed... AARGH!! [ fallen for an angel *]
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
02:33 p.m.
So bored. If only i worked today..hoping that win will gif me morning shift again cos once the sch reopen, its back to working night shift again...
Wanted to go out alone today actuali...but feeling damm bored to go out alone when i'm still right ear deaf..an ear infection - the least thing that i needed now...
Well...jus i was thinking wad to do today - perharps lazing ard the house, watch tv programmes and eating junk food - he called - he said he wasnt goin wif asri anymore -so that he can accompany me - sooooo damm sweet of him ! Thought that he had forgotten me...
Finally, my turtle - she has a larger tank today...Perharps she'll feel better in a larger tank.. she's sick...and the mean fren hasnt been online - jus wondering if the vet at serangoon north do look at my turtle... [ fallen for an angel *]
Monday, June 14, 2004
08:37 p.m.
Saturday, June 12, 2004
09:31 p.m.
My mum doesnt understand. My dad doent understand either. They want me to join. But am i happy when i joined? It seems that there's no topics to talk between me and my cousins. It has been like that since young. And i've been different. Very different compared to them, is that why i cant get along wif them? Is that the reason? Mark's mother seems to understand it. I wish sumbody will really understand it. There's this online fren, he's almost having the same problem as me - he can only get along wif certain ppl n he cant really blend in wif his relatives. But we havent talk for a long time.
Ahh...now came this bugger *joking lah* whose name is called denise...stil wondering who is she...i tink i'm going old soon... but she still remembered me as a horny tall ger! lol! *pulling all my hairs out* Ahhh.... [ fallen for an angel *]
Saturday, June 12, 2004
07:44 p.m.
By the way, i hated people for threatening me. Dun ever dare to threaten me. If u want to revenge or anything, jus go ahead and do it. U dun haf to share or even tell me about it. Because i'm not afraid of anyone. What comes round goes round. If i got the kick frm u, one day u'll get it back too. Well, nobody ever believe me of wad i said until they got it the taste of it. So beware. U'll get it frm me, and later frm Travis. Hmpf!
Anyway, the plastic bag with the oil burst today. And the kitchen is flooded wif oil - Shah was scooping up the oil frm the stove n yun was busily cleaningup the oil wif the newspapers. Luckily Auntie went to the toilet, else she sure kana the oil. Anyway, Yun change to her shorts after that - she look so cute wif her shorts - look like the sailormoon - mei shao nu zhan shi - very cute *grinz*
Business was quiet todae in the morning. It was damm bored until yun arrived at the cafe. She bought a packet of bee hoon n its soooo oily - auntie, eunice n me were disturbing her after that abt the oillll - she's the most health-conscious ger i've ever known - if i ever become something like her...hmmm... - that will never happen in a 1000 years...
Turtle is sick. Planning to bring her to the vet at seragoon north when i get my pay... hope its not ex haa~ Watching father of the bride now - the bathroom is soooo big! - I love it! Haa~
Heard dat bel sprained his ankle, poor thing... hope he's alright...haven write his testi right...n hes been remindin me ever since haa~
I hope Shi Hui will like wad i bought for her...I hope!!! If she doesnt, i tink i'll faint in front of her...lol~~ [ fallen for an angel *]
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