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dienstag,den.mai.27.2K3
a reflection on yesterday is, looking through Playboy is nothing. looking through too many of them IS something. result of the night. no more looking through Playboys for a while. slowly they do distort my brain even more so than it already is. as entertaining as it is to look through the articles in like Playboy and Maxim, and point out hot chicks and say how others are dumb, not for a while.
funny thing of night was Gabe saying i could help "hump" stuff. referring to carrying shite around and he used his back as the example. he cleared it up before i could answer and say "oh, i thought you meant cause the boxers were just SOOOO hot, Oh Baby!" funny funny.
montag,den.mai.26.2K3
My close friends all live too far, too Far
sonntag,den.mai.25.2K3
i still have some things floating around in my head. now i finally know when i should be going to MO though, and i'm okayed to stay at Jon's or it was asked and it's okay, i dunno, but it's all good now. so now i just need to get exact dates so i can figure out how my summer is gonna be working out. next week i need to think of something to do to take up all my time. i might just end up getting "fit" or something. it's crappy stuff, but something to do ya ken?
last night at Chili's we got a hella kewl waiter. not only was he hot, but he was damn funny and hella nice, so loved it. i think that most of the Chili's waiters i've had have all had this same sort of template that they all fit into. all were hot, white, slightly baggy pants, with gorgeous eyes, nice hair, and would all look awesome with an eyebrow piercing heh. i also thought how kewl it would be to write a song about my "Chili's Guy" hee hee :) anyway, i don't wanna write anymore right now. i'll continue this all later.
samstag,den.mai.24.2K3
today started off bad when i wanted to go home and sleep at like 1 and ended up staying up till 4 cause my bro was being an ass. finally did get to bed, which was nice, woke up at 10:30 and called Alex. i got an answer this time but like, i could only hear bits and pieces and then the call was lost. so i called on the normal phone, heard nothing when it was answered. so i went on the comp to chat. found out my 6gig drive didn't want to work, so i've lost 6gigs worth of musik for the third time ever...so i'm depressed as fuck, and now i have to figure out what the hell i had so i can try and get it all back again. not that i have the room for it anyway, which fucking sucks. so i'm down to 10gigs of space, no one can function on that much fucking space...i hate today so far, hopefully it'll start being better soon. i might go see how the pool is and jump in there before anything else happens. been listening to Tragedy Andy(who sound a lot like Midtown), got Sean to buy me the cd at the free ToNavigate show yesterday. it was pretty damn kewl. but out of all the bands only 3 were good, the rest were stupid high skool shit bands.
mittwoch,den.mai.21.2K3
i guess nothing has really been going on that much as of late. it's mostly since skool is finally over for me. though i'm pretty pshyched that stuff is finally sort of going right for once. now if things start fitting together better i'll be happy. i've been downloading Scrubs episodes lately to help me pass time. plus it's a damn good show with a geeky hot guy. but yea, passing time however i can is how things have been working here.
i also went so Sean and Nathaniel's film class again last night. i hella saw a hot guy on campus how hecka stared, and firemen who were going to the Jamba Juice there hahaha. that was pretty funnie. but yea, we watched Farewell My Concubine, it was rather interesting. a lot of the actual play parts reminded me of the play we saw in China. if we had subtitles then things would've made a lot more sense. so China memories have been coming back to us ever so slowly. the 3 or 4 REAL meals that were yummie, the place that had the good stew and bowl of snot. it was kewl.
things being weird still continuing.
dienstag,den.mai.20.2K3
i would have to say the most embarrassing thing EVER is stalling when you're drivin about. especially when you don't know that you're in gear and try to start it still and after a few times THEN my dad says "you're already in gear, that's what that noise is." to which i reply "why didn't you tell me that before i tried to start it again 5 million times!?" the need to go as fast as other cars is a bad feeling to have as well, and ends up making me rush...god damn those stupid ass other cars. they also suck for being dicks (hah, suck dick. suck.) and cutting me off for no reason at all and not letting me move over. my advice to them is get fucked you pricks. besides that today has barely gotten started. went bike riding with my dad and i must say it's not like how it used to be, nor do i have enough stamina to stay out that long anymore. once i start swimming again hopefully that'll change.
montag,den.mai.19.2K3
saw Matrix Reloaded last night and it was pretty much what i expected it to be. i really didn't care for the scene where Neo fought all the Agent Smiths when it got all cartoonish. i didn't like the fact that you know there's no real actors at that moment. i'm not saying i didn't like the whole scene, just that one aspect of it. it was good to know what the hell is going on though, the truth about everything, and how Zion actually came to be and so forth. it was really kewl. Agent Smith was hot as ever and i loved his conceidedness, it was rather cute. and for those of you who don't know there's a girl who made a UFO doll of Agent Smith that is totally awesome. she also made a dollie of the guy he was in Lord of the Rings. guess someone has a thing for him, but that's understandable.
lately everything has really been going on fast. lots of things finally falling into place and working right, and i don't have to worry about skool anymore thankfully. so now i have nothing to do but sit and home and await departure. got the Civic Tour and then off to MO and MN. i really don't know how that'll work out, but hopefully it'll all be for the best. maybe then the feeling of being nothing to anyone anymore, thoughts off in another place, all that will go away. when i forget to do things like lock my brother's truck something is definentally wrong. i didn't wake up till a few mins before 11, so i'm well rested for today. not that i have anything to do. so i'll go play some SW Galactic Battlegrounds or something. spat.
freitag,den.mai.16.2K3
saw Down With Love after my english final today, my geod i so love Ewan :) it was an awesome movie and everyone NEEDS to see it. the plot twists and turns so many times by the time you find out what really happens you're just sitting there like "wow" and "well, i guess that does make sense" it was fucking awesome. Ewan sang at the end, so don't leave when the credits start! or you'll be some very very sad person, very sad, sad indeed. i don't wanna try and think of longer smart things to say. but Ewan dancing around in a towel is always sexy! so check out the movie, it's worth it.
deinstag,den.mai.13.2K3
i almost forgot that this was still the same day. actually, for a while i thought today was Thursday for some perverse reason. i dunno, maybe i really need to be "with your feet in the air and your head on the ground" heh. i really like how this place plays Juliana Theory now, i haven't heard them goodly for a long while now, so it's good to hear em after such a long break. today was just pretty fucking awesome. i'm not sure how it was for my bro considering it was his bday, but he bugged me briefly just now to say danke danke for the geburstag (present in german goes here). so at least he happies it seems. as for me well my day started being kewl from when i got to drive (of course). so i drive to Sarah's my Dad leaves, normal shite.
Sarah and i set off to die Schule and the i get the idea to call in to KSCU cause we'd been listening to em for a good part of the morning and i wanted to hear Robot Factory (Jimmy Eat World). so i call in and am like "HEY! would you happen to have Robot Facotry? it's a Jimmy Eat World song." and the dude (who is hot by the way) goes "well i'm not sure, but i'll make my helper monkey go find it" and i'm like "awesome! but if you can't find it could you play some Alkaline Trio?" er sagt "what song?" mir sagen "umm...Clavicle :)" and all is fine and good. he's all "alright i'll try to do that for ya" and i'm like "kewl thanks!" and he's like "oh hey, what's your name" so i give it of course, and he's like "well i'll try to get those for you Karen." and i was like DUDE! he said my name weeeeeeeeeeeee, hot guy is so awesome. so we listen for a while and what happens is that they don't have the Jimmy, and they had the cd with Clavicle on it but some bastard stole it from the station! so it was just an empty case :( so hot guy's monkey and hot guy are like "hey Karen, if you're listening still call back and i'll try and play something else that you request. sorry we didn't have what you wanted" and so on. and i was like DUDE! and Sarah is like "DUDE! they want you to call back!" and then they say "and since i kinda finally figured it out i could put you on air" and so we're having an uber dudefest here. i call back and am like "hey it's Karen" and they're kewl "oh good, hold on" and try to get me on air. except i can't hear them on my phone, and if i have the radio up it fucks up shite. so i talk to them for a bit which was uber kewl. and like i request some AFI in place of everything else. and they're like "what song?" and i'm like "do you have the new album" er sagt "umm...i'm not sure. is there any other song by them you'd wanna hear?" mir sagen "umm... OH! Days of the Pheonix!" and they find the new album in the meantime and they're like "hey we do have it! what song off it did you wanna hear?" and i said "i don't wanna hear that anymore, i wanna hear Days of the Pheonix" and it was funny. so a lil time later i'm off air. they talk and talk and talk about AFI and it was awesome, and say they're playing one for me :) and they didn't play Girl's Not Grey cause they figured i wouldn't wanna hear the mainstream song. so it was another track that i'm not sure which, i have to check. but still, that was my awesome radio debut! so fucking rad.
that's kewl thing number one. nummer zwei sind me getting class shite fixed! so now i have all my classes for next semester :) all i need to do now is get my licence and i'm set for whatever. i rock. went to a park and had hella fun with Sarah all day. went to film and found out i have a take home final (SCORE!) and so now i got a final on Friday for English, one on Saturday, and i can turn in my film stuff whenever to my teacher's box. so fucking rad. i love today. i even beat Sarah at the SW card game for the first time ever. that was so kewl. i caught up on my Inuyasha too, so i have to download hella eps now. but that's all that's happened really. i'm gonna stop now cause this is friggin long. nite all! ja ne.
so much Inuyasha... + 12:38am
it was kewl cause’ I got to do it at the last minute, we were backing out in my bro’s truck and then I said something about driving and he was like “do you wanna drive?” and I was like “umm….” And eventually that turned into a yes somehow heh. So finally I got to drive MY truck! It was so fucking awesome. My bro was surprised I drive as good as I do. The only thing I really need to work on is down shifting in turns, but other than that I’m not bad, not bad at all J I drove us to the bank and when I was gonna pull into the lot the whole fucking thing was coned and taped off, and I was like “shit” so I went down the road a lil more, turned down a random street, did a 3 point turn, and parked in front of the bank on the street. That was neet, specially since I hadn’t done a 3 point turn. After that I drove us to the pet shop cause we needed to get wheels and stuff for Chester (my bro’s male mouse) to chew on cause his teeth are starting to become overgrown. After that my bro didn’t let me drive home, bastard, he said it was cause he wanted to show me how to do the turns I wasn’t too good at, and cause he didn’t wanna be a passenger with my not experience anymore, specially cause he likes to drive. Meanwhile I was like “how the hell am I supposed to get experience if no one ever lets me fucking drive!?” he just said some bs and that was that. But still, I mean he says he doesn’t like being a passenger anyway cause he likes to drive, then he needs to realize that I like to drive but am almost ALWAYS the passenger cause no one lets me. Other than that nothing much has been going on. Spent some time at the Birdhouse, saw my bro’s friend Maria, talked to her a bit and watched Daria, both of us being immensely infatuated with Trent. Hung out with Gabe, the guy that currently lives at the Birdhouse with Nathaniel. He has to move out though cause Jeremy is gonna move back in June. Sat around till late, had a weird version of asian sasparilla, and went home to sleep. Today I just woke up, had some foods, and cleaned mouse cages. Benji bit me, the bastard, he’s way too possessive of his hammock. I was just putting it in too! I mean it wasn’t in there till then and he bit me when I was giving it back! Talk about biting the hand that feeds. I gave Dusty something new to play on so he’s been rather amusing. Nathaniel and Sean showed up at home a while ago and so I’ve been bugging them and telling em about what I did all day. Basically the mouse bit, and getting every AFI thing that was ever made. I swear, you need to read the lyrics to this one poem, they just read it cause’ it’s not really a song. I’ll just paste it here to save time.
We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message.
It’s just such an amazing thing to read and it was accompanied with some piano and things which just made it so sad and dreary, I loved it. it’s off the new album Sing The Sorrow. Other than that I haven’t done too much today really, playing with mice and downloading musik is all I did. OH! I made a cute desktop too, I almost forgot. It's of a super cute corgi puppy. very awesome. so other than that stuff i've watched Inuyasha eps to catch up from where i left off since about 8. so yea, i'm pretty tired of doing that for a while. i should get to bed so i can function properly in the morning too. so I guess that just about sums up everything for now. I could go into some super in depth thinking, but I don’t feel like becoming depressed just yet.ja ne.
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