sonntag,den.marz.30.2K3
new adventures are always sweet + 03:07am

today was just all out pretty damn awesome, or well not today but yesterday. started out with going to pick up Sarah so we could head off to work. there was a health faire thing going on there so after an hour or so of watching horrid kids inside we all went outside to the faire dealie. it was kinda nice cuz it kinda kept them in the same area and we didn't have to keep an eye on them as much. half the time the kids were in the jumpy dino thing or were in line to get more face painting from the scary clown. me and Sarah walked around a lot just talking and stuff which was rad, and we got balloon swords from the clown and used em as lightsabres. the most interesting thing that happened at work was when we had to go inside to eat and Anahi (one of the little girls) refused to go inside cause' she was having too much fun at the jumpy thing. so i grabbed her, Sarah got the shoes, and we went off. we stopped near the face painting cuz we had other kids to get inside too. so there on the ground we attemped to get Anahi's shoes on. i had the kid and one of the legs down, Sarah was trying to get the shoe on, and the kid was wiggling about going "NO NO NO" and i'd have her down good and would be like "do it! do it now!" it was hella funnie. it must've taken at least 10-15 minutes just to get her damn shoes on. but it was worth it in the long run i guess. after that we went in got food. went back out (again!) and had hardly any kids to watch. the parents got out of their class early so we got off work early. though Sarah's parents didn't realize that they had to pick us up. so we had to sit around till the normal time we get picked up for them to finally get their asses there after we called. in the time we waiting we made up a new hand game, or a song for it anyway. this is how it goes.

there was a little dino,
his name was billy joe,
he liked to eat them jelly beans
and that is all i know.

then there came a wildcat,
with jelly beans galore,
he left a trail behind him,
that billy joe explored.

that's all we have for it so far. but we're planning on a 3rd verse as far as i know. so i get home and me and Sarah chill there a while. eat some lunch, watch some Monty Python and say "I would like to buy some cheese!" like John Cleese in the cheese shoppe sketch (that funnies immensely.) soon after we put on our ears and tails and ran around the house being silly. Sean and Nathaniel showed up and we then went off to a beach party. but we had to go to SJSU and meet up with ppl first. so we get there and stand around a bit. there's a bunch of people we don't know so we don't speak to em much. Me and Sarah spent most of the time picking on Nathaniel (cuz hey, it's just too much fun) and taking pix on her digital cam. when everyone finally decided where they were going we started a caravan off to the beach. it was friggin awesome being on the freeway and seeing like a 10 car line doing hazard lights to signal who we were following and such. when we got on 17 there was some schmuk that didn't realize he was in our line and the car in front of us passed him, but didn't cut him off, the bastard flashes his brights. then we do the same thing cuz we need to stay in the caravan right? the fucker not only puts on the brights, but leaves them on! i understand why it was done, but no matter how pissed off the fucker was it's not smart to put your brights on when driving 17!!!!!! you would think he'd be smart enough to realize that, but i guess not. bastard.

so we get to the beach and start on the way down. the whole time i hear ppl talking about steepness and it being hard. it wasn't that hard, and there was only one steep part, and as long as you slid on your ass all was fine and good. the guy i bumped into "hey, don't push me off the edge, at least not yet ^_~ " was very awesome, and the one that stopped and waited for people was kewl too. even though he didn't have a flashlight he was willing to lead which was awesome. but i went up and lead instead since i had a torch. and i was hella the first one to say "mind the gap" which was sweet cuz there were actually Brits in the group that i beat to it. part of it there was scares where we had to turn off lights and be quiet for some reason. that was interesting. another part was someone saying "what's that sound? dogs?" and i got "OH! that's just me" and it was funnie cuz i was wearing my doggie collar and all. Sarah had gotten a cat collar earlier too, so she had a noisy kittie bell. we finally make it down to the beach and we explore some. me and Sarah go off on our own a while and have a good ol' time. we meet back up with the group, stand around a bit, and then go wandering off with Sean and Nathaniel. me and Nathaniel do our normal pushing each other down game which is always fun. we find a hershey bar that someone dropped and ketchup. so we all eat the hershey bar before we get back to the group and give them ketchup :) we notice that the beach patrol ppl are getting closer as we see the headlights get nearer and nearer our fire. not wanthing confrontation and not like authorities our small group leaves the party and tries to find a way off the beach. this is where the adventure started.

it was damn dark and we were walking along the cliffs and trying to find a way off the beach. we find one and start going up but the bushes and things become way too thick to be walking through. so that route was aborted. we find the train tracks we crossed over earlier, so we follow the cliffs that way and see a path. go down the path, which goes to a house, one way there was a generator with a light which went on when we got too close. immediately all of us turn around and go the other way. this goes to a house , past that we went down an awesome dirt road with tall trees on either side. it was a gorgeous thing. but that just went to roads and things we couldn't get down. so we went back to try to find a way to the train tracks. we go around the generator with that light again but there wasn't a way to the tracks there. so go further back and find the bottom of the tracks and climb up the cliff/hill to the top where we could walk on the tracks. we followed those back, thinking we were hearing things the whole time but we're just paranoid. we find the main road where we'd parked and took a pic under a street light. it was pretty damn kewl.

fritag,den.marz.28.2K3
this goes out to my baby + 09:14pm

Mike, if you ever get to see this at all, or even hear the musik that's supposed to play, stupid thing probably won't even work after the first few times. it's of course "Just Like Heaven." This ones just for you babe, i heart you luv. *hugz*

woo! X-Files! + 06:05pm

so i was watching X-Files on tv right. and i was like "hey, i remember this ep." it was all fine and good and Mulder was there. Mulder in Skinner go into forest "omg! this is the one where Mulder disappears!" this of course goes on and i see cigarette smoking man in a window (wheelchair taboot) and Krychek behind him. i think to myself "wouldn't it be funnie if it were the one where he pushes him down the stairs." And it was! then i see Scully in the hospital and i'm like "dude! this is where she tells Skinner she's pregnant!" that whole episode was like full of important stuff happening all over the place and i didn't realize it until the 2nd time i saw it. funny eh?

yet another day sitting at home. + 01:08pm

okay, so i was sittin here like listening to the Cure right? and so i decide "oh i'll play this song" little do i realize it was "Friday I'm In Love." pretty kewl eh? i heart the Cure.


i don't care if monday's blue
tuesday's grey and wednesday too
thursday i don't care about you
it's friday i'm in love

monday you can fall apart
tuesday wednesday break my heart
thursday doesn't even start
it's friday i'm in love

saturday wait
and sunday always comes too late
but friday never hesitate...

i don't care if monday's black
tuesday wednesday heart attack
thursday never looking back
it's friday i'm in love

monday you can hold your head
tuesday wednesday stay in bed
or thursday watch the walls instead
it's friday i'm in love

saturday wait
and sunday always comes too late
but friday never hesitate...

dressed up to the eyes
it's a wonderful surprise
to see your shoes and your spirits rise
throwing out your frown
and just smiling at the sound
and as sleek as a shriek
spinning round and round
always take a big bite
it's such a gorgeous sight
to see you in the middle of the night
you can never get enough
enough of this stuff
it's friday
i'm in love

song of the moment : The Cure - Friday I'm In Love

donnerstag,den.marz.27.2K3
stop or i will SCREECH! + 11:03am

i'm doin alright today. i woke up in a very good mood for some strange reason. i also had the weirdest dream ever. the only parts i remember are twarting off evil with a mop, wandering into a cave that had a gigantic "be our guest" scene from Beauty and the Beast, and meeting Bing Crosby. but the weird part was that i talked to him like i already knew him! then he asked me about skool for some reason and i was like "ermm...." it funnied. though it's kinda sad that skool has seeped it's way into my subconscious. though i like this dream better than the last, that one just gives me problems. it's not like people don't have problems though, so i'm not as insane as i make myself out to be sometimes.

if my stupid game would stop spazzing out i might actually get somewhere with my zoo, but oh well. i'll just listen to Unsung Zeros some more and everything with be alright. though i really did love the full our or so of Stunt Monkey that KSCU was doing. just another thing that proves that they kick that much ass. heard from hot Mikey today, glad to know what he's been up to. little does he know that i've been writing a letter that's gonna be all colourful and nice and long covered in Care Bears, GWAHAHAH! or wait....he'll know now. dammit! *smacks forehead* oh well.

and before i forget i'm gonna put a super fast funnie story here:so me and Sarah are sitting in the front of skool where dad was gonna pick me up right...so we're sitting there mindin out own business, and potty John shows up. first thing he does is try to kick me, and i'm like "what did i do to deserve that!?" and shite, cuz dude, i am not tolerable of abuse from those i won't take crap from. so me and Sarah are going on about something and i tell him "if you don't stop it i'll screech!" then i proceeded to a nice loud "SCREEEECH!!! SCREEECH SCREECH!" and he stopped :) i also went on to do a few other catch phrases by the same parrot i took the first from which were "does it say if it works on parrots!?" and "and remember any chicken you find is MY chicken, but not with that mustard stuff!" and the always popular "OoO, CHicken!" it funned muchly.

mittwoch,den.marz.26.2K3
i so did nothing + 11:27pm

i accomplished exactly nothing today. i had a bunch of reading i should have done for class, but i didn't ever even start, i have a think paper to write on it that's due tomorrow that i won't have, and i got other crap to worry about. i didn't do that much at all besides watch Fierce Creatures. that then promped me to download Zoo Tycoon (i've been wanting to do that a long ass time but i could never remember.) i think the game is even more addicting than The Sims ever was. i had to restart the game 3 or 4 times beacuse it crashed for no reason, but once i found a way around that i started a pretty nice zoo. it's hard to keep the money coming in, but i got a few nice exhibits. so far it's just Polar Bears (which i smartly named Klondike and Snow. their keeper is Ursam going off of Ursa Major), a Grizzly bear (named Ben, the keeper is Best Friend Ben hee hee), Sea Lions (named Slip, Slap, and Slop. the keeper is Wanda), and some Penguins (one named Slide, the keeper is Weezy.) it's a lot of fun to play, and i'm glad i finally have it. it's kept me occupied a rather long ass time. i also had a lot of quality time with my mice, though i really wish i could go get them some bedding cuz they need their cages changed cuz they wreak.

i wrote Mike a long ass email a while ago but he hasn't answered it yet. i'm not stressin over it or anything, i know he's busy, though it kinda sux i haven't talked to him in a while. eventually i will though. tomorrow i only have one class so i'm planning on going home after that and playing with my zoo some more. i don't wanna go to class since i haven't read or done any of the work recently, but i can't do much about that now can i. not unless i stay up till it's time to go to class, and i'm in no mood to pull an all nighter. as it is when i got up this morning i felt like shit, took a butt load of tylenol, and fell asleep. that was a really good nap though, i loved every minute of it.

as long as i feel better like tomorrow i'll clean up my room since it's seemed to have exploded everywhere again. i'll also try and get stuff off my comp so i actually have some more room on it again. i'd kill to have more than 16 gigs. it really restricts what i can do sometimes. like the 6 gig drive i have is filled with mp3s. well, whatever goes on i'm gonna sit here listening to the Cure some more and just bum around till i actually get to bed, and who knows when that'll be right? so till then g'nite all. take it easy mates.

song of the moment : The Cure - Just Like Heaven

montag,den.marz.24.2K3
stuff is depressing + 10:22pm

today was pretty awesome. or started off that way ne ways. went to the Birdhouse and just about everyone was there. Joey, Jeremy, Nathaniel, Sean, and me...it was kewl. i finally heard a full band play a VariousEm song. it was a lot better than one might expect. the rest of the day after that was kinda neet. we made dinner for ourselves again, Sean tended the chicken, i lit the charcoal, and then Nathaniel and me walked to Wallgreens to get some last minute things. after we ate we roasted some marshmellows and chilled outside talking to Gabe. when that was done we couldn't find anything to do. so i just figured "fuck it, let's go home." which is why i'm here. i talked to Mike for a bit and i'm really glad that i did. if i hadn't i swear i would go insane. been talking to Alex too which is kewl. and i tried to work some things out with Sarah but that failed. little does she know i'm ditching english in the morning. for all i know she's thinking the same thing. all i want to do right now is watch Empire late at night with Mike and fall asleep. it's so so simple......why can't i just be given that.

i've slumped into a state of mind where everyone is going somewhere or doing something and i'm not. it really pisses me off. i mean Sean is going to fly to Europe with Maria and is planning on going to Australia to see Kris, Mike's band is takin off (which i'm really happy about i just wish i could be there to be part of it all...), Sarah can fly whenever the fuck she wants really as long as her parents allow, and i'm still stuck here doing absolutely nothing with my gobshite life. i just can't stand for that. i know what i want but it's just out of reach...i listend to "Just Like Heaven" over and over thinking that would get me somwhere but i was wrong. Further Seems Forever soothes my sorrowful soul as i slip into the dark.

so i decided that i hate everything and should sleep it off.

song of the moment: Further Seems Forever - Snowbirds and Townies

samstag,den.marz.15.2K3
doggiz rawk! + 07:31am

this is by far my most favorite scene in any movie that lasted only a few seconds but was incredibly cute. imagine you're alone in your house, hearing things, and discover that your parents are dead. you hear something really loud, what're you gonna hug onto? Dookie the dog of course!

donnerstag,den.marz.13.2K3
damn i was bored + 09:10am

the moogle
i wish i were moogle cause i knew that if i were not a worry would i have except hunger for kupo nuts

frolic in the meadows and live in the trees moogles live simple as simple as can be

think more than a chocobo they are clever ones you know still they have trouble impressing with the girls

so why a moogle would i be? perhaps to fly or be free either way i would be happy living the easy life sleeping soundy in my tree

that is me, the moogle the moogle the moogle

(was bored and this funnies)

montag,den.marz.10.2K3
clean clean, gah. + 11:34pm

today i actually got a lot of shite done. i knew that if i left my room a disaster i'd have to clean it before i did any actual work. so i cleaned my room n stuff, cleaned mice cages, went through clothes, and put stuff away. once i got all that crap outta the way i went through the junk in my backpack, dropped my badminton class (cuz i abhor it), and did a little bit of my english work. i would've done my film stuff but i wasn't quite sure what exactly i had to do. so yea. other than that i gotta figure how to pass time tomorrow between classes. i also can't wait till i can wear the Boba Fett shirt i made. it's hella kewl. on the front right side it has the Fett insignia, and on the back it has a huge Mandalorian insignia. i'll be able to wear it by wednesday, so i should be good. other than that Aubrey wants to hang out still so i have to deal with that. i finally heard from Mikey yesterday and i'm glad that he's doing well. and i'm just about ready to nap. so that's what i'll do now. late!