samstag,den.juni.28.2K3
the Avenger sexies once again + 7:46pm
jeebus, i haven't said things here for a good couple a days. or at least nothing that in depth. i guess i should sum up how things have been going for the past week or so not that too much really went on. the drama has gone away for the time being and i hope that it stays that way. the day Tom left i got to hang out with him more than i usually get to, by myself anyway. i went with him to his friend's court wedding and then we went to this place that wasn't there anymore apparently, which kinda sucked. so instead we went to the Tied House and i hella sat up at the bar had foods n such, wasn't carded, and just had a good ol' time :) when we got back to the Birdhouse that day Caleb and Tom left for Canadia and i've been missing them ever since. but i'm glad that they're having fun and that they'll be back eventually.

i'd also like to take a moment and say how awesome my close friends have been recently. you don't know how much i really did need you guys around. you would not believe how incredibly paranoid (about things...)i've been lately and i'm glad i had some shoulders to lean on and cry if i needed to. so thanx to all of you, you know who you are. mad love guys.

now i'm just chilling at home a lot. doing the same bit for the summer as usual. i attempted getting a job but so far that hasn't worked out. my goal for the next year or so i guess is to earn enough money for me to buy me a car (like Tom's cause i so fell in love with it. and i started it first try, HA HA Nathanal!) and put good sounds and exhaust on it. Joey was here for the weekend and is leaving Monday, so far we've hung out with him a good deal which was kewl. i got to talk to him about things that're going on with me (some very vaigely) and so i got his input on it which is important to me. i think the main thing of my thoughts is that sometime i need to take a driving test, i comepletely adore what can never get anywhere (probably and sadly), and am just in a rather strange part in life.

today i got to play musiks with the boys, i'm heavily considering just becoming their full time bassist. i'm sure that if i did i would know what the hell i'm doing, and when i do it i really do have a lot of fun. so it seems like a good gig. i hella bassed and sang today, it was totally awesome and ya know what, i decided i like it. i also washed, cleaned out, polished, and waxed the Avenger to it's full gorgeousness (at this time). i'm rather proud of myself. can't wait till Tom can see :) other than that i sense more bumming around at home, doing more swimmage to be in shapeness, more playing Zebrahead a lot, more being lazy, and more just wondering what to do with my crazy fucked up life. i'm out.

montag,den.juni.23.2K3
EEP + 12:31pm
oh my geod there's been so much stuff going on for the past 4 days. just soooooooooooooo so much stuff. but as for the things i will say now hanging out with Tom was awesome (as always ^_^ ) and getting to meet Caleb is hella kewl. and i still reign as the resident massage goddess. i happy that way. watching Anthony play hockey was hella kewl, i so love just being there to see things like that. and i hella talked to Evan, he works the rink at Eastridge where we were. so we caught up a bit, that was neetly. some guys just look so hot in their gear. and dude, if Evan hadn't told me stuff i wouldn't have gotten food outta the mall. out of 2 days the only thing i ate was like some Burger King and a lot of root beer. and now there's drama, drama drama drama drama. so i'm done here.

samstag,den.juni.14.2K3
Tom is back! Weeee! + 1:50am
i don't care what any of you people say, but Brian IS hot and he IS kewl (for the most part). so =P anyways, tonight was awesome, missed having Tom around so much. there's just something about having him here that brings everyone together which is pretty damn kewl. though it sucked that everyone got tired out and that made it so I had to go home...if i were driving it could've waited longer, dammit. maybe next time i can con Sean into taking my truck instead of his for once. finally get a lil more drive time in. and i still owe Brian a massage, i'm so sorry i hit you behind the ear with my cue, i'm so so sorry! i'll make it up though, you can count on that ^_~ so now i think i'm headin off tae bed. don't really want to, but there isn't anything to do right now so i might as well.

on another note, the kewlest thing about tonight was going to a bar that i never would've gone into if Tom wasn't here AND having beer and playing pool. just awesome.

mittwoch,den.juni.11.2K3
kill em all + 11:59pm
well today started out really really band and sucky. i talked to my mom about going to MN and got a whole mess of shit. really sucky stuff. i'd go in depth but i've said it so many times i'm tired of it now. my only option now is to get Pat's mom to talk to my mom. hopefully it'll do me some good. i went to Aubrey's after grad party. it was pretty kewl and had some fun hanging out with friends i don't get to see that often. made fun of my bro, poked Sarah, hugged Aubrey goodbye. yea it was neet. been talking to my babe Alex since i got home. i've been in a rather good mood since the party, i needed the human contact. seeing Aubrey with James really made me with i had a guy to share my time with *sigh* oh well...i bought me a puppy when i drove me to Target today. he made me a little happier when i was in a really bad mood. and i drove the truck in the garage today, almost forgot to let my dad out. killed it twice, then it clicked "oooooh." success!

deinstag,den.juni.10.2K3
fugu me! + 5:56pm
i've been staying at Sarah's the past few days. really kewl and stuff like that. i've been here to help clean things and get stuff done before leaving for MO. i still need to talk to my mum about going there. i'm just not sure if she'll let me, and if i can't go to MN there's no point in flying to MO really. so that's what's going on with that. erm...well we've done a lot really. the first day i got a tunic and over dealie done, cleaned one side of a room. and then the next day cleaned a little, did a lot of running around in the car, it was an awesome Green Day day and Foo Fighter night, and i finished another tunic and over dealie that night. stayed up till like 4 the first day, last night i was up until Sarah's dad left for work in the morning around 5 or so. i was watching the Lost Boys that night but i fell asleep :( i really wanted to finish it. today we didn't really get up until 1 hahaha. that was pretty kewl. we went to Matt's and gave him his bag (which he forgot in Sarah's truck a while ago) and patterns + material to make tunics. saw Aubrey and Crystal at the mall cause we had to do something for Charlotte and had to meet there, umm....other than that we cleaned a lil more in Sarah's room and that's about all. so that's my quick little update. i'll be here again when i find out if i can go on trip.............i really hope i can. i need to.

donnerstag,den.juni.5.2K3
i got 4 words runnin through my mind all the time, cause i wanna hold you that's all i really wanna do + 11:47am
i told Mikey how i might not be able to go there in a few weeks. it really blows. but then if it ends up being that it really blows for Sarah more. i really hope things work out for the better. hopefully i'll get to speak at her some today and see how things are going. i didn't bug her last night when Jon got on so i wouldn't annoy/get in the way. *sigh* other than that i half cleaned my room. all the clothes on my floor are now on my bed, the dirty ones made it to the hamper. i altered my Canadia shirt too :) i really like this shirt now. not just cause it's awesome and stuff now, but because of what it reminds me of. i think i'll scan some of the pix i took on the trip and post em on my site.should be neet. nothing else is going on here for now,and it's kinda nice to just chill. though too much of it and i think i might go insane. Scrubs is on tonight at 8:30! don't you guys miss it! 36A. ne ways, i'm outtie for now. spat.

mittwoch,den.juni.4.2K3
just some crazy shite + 11:13pm
well it looks like i've left out a few days of stuff that happened. i also neglected to update on the GC concert. i swear i'll get around to it sometime soon, honest! but anyway, not much has really been going on other than moving people in and out of the Birdhouse. i've been around helping for most of that. it's so weird that Gabe only started really hanging out when he had to leave. though it was a bit after him and his girlie split. so i guess it makes some sort of sense. and no matter what anyone says (Nathaniel) Brian is HOT! so =P hee hee.

on another note it's kinda neet to have Jeremy around. not that i knew him that super well to begin with, but i know him better than i used to which is kewl. other than that nothing has been going on here. i spent the whole day stuck at home today. solved website problems, got better aquianted with my micies, and found out there's travel drama. i still don't know what's going to happen with this. but if i don't get to go to MO and MN that will bite big time. i really don't wanna have to end up doing that though, i was so psyhced about that. i'll bug Sarah sometime tomorrow and see how things work out. hopefully for the better (for all of us). other than that it's basically naptime in a little while depending. and YAY, Sean gave me a new speaker for my phone. no more sand janking it up. wee! nite all.

montag,den.juni.2.2K3
neeeeroooooom! + 1:31pm
okay, so i needed mousie stuff so i sprech mit meinen vater und er sagt "you have money right? cause i don't." i reply promptly in the affirmative and we're off. i hella drove to the mall for some reason. i meant to go to McCarthy Ranch for PetsMart. i guess i forgot. but yea, i went to the mall, then to the pet shop. and dad let me drive back :) (unlike Sean who didn't) i must say i'm a lot better than i was. which is rad. but since i hadn't drove anywhere in like a week i was slightly jittery. but still okay. the funnest thing i did on accident was when i was stopped on a hill. had never done it so i wasn't sure on how much gas to give it. there was this small sports car next to me, and he hella reved a bit and went when we started. and since i hadn't started on a hill i super reved him out and went. so classicly awesome.drove the long way back to get some more drive time in. now i'm chillin at home, ready to go swimming since i cleaned mousie cages. talking to the most awesome and sexy Mikey, and yea. that's about it for now. spat.
fuck + 10:52pm
how does my mum always succeed in pissing me off in less than 30 seconds when i get home. cause shit. "i mean cum oen."