montag,den.april.28.2K3
I heart Spiderman! + 9:16pm

well i had this neet o dream right? so i get up and hop on the comp and NEED to download all the Amazing Spiderman episodes that i can find. so far i got a lot of scattered ones, but i got to watch the first (with germanish subtitles) and the second eps. other than that i cleaned Dusty and Benji's cages, wrote my last (YAY!) think paper for english, and contemplated my research paper. i also finally found out how much my plane ticket is gonna be. like 214 so i got about 160 now, and with my next paycheck or so i should be good to go ;) so i'm pretty much set on things. though i'm sad cause my hair faded out so fast, so whenever i get another bottle of colour i think i'll use it. after the first 2 washes it still looks fine colourwise and doesn't run much. so hopefully i'll last. that's it for now, got class tomorrow *ack* and some other crap. Mike onlines so i off here. spat!

this is a song i was working on on the way to PetsMart the other day. i haven't changed it since i wrote it in the truck. so yea.

you come over everyday
i will work so you can play
voice mails i have saved
it's like you're here when you're away

we're like two in a pod
you're the punk and i'm the mod
spike your hair to the air
ride my vespa everywhere

you can bitch about your hair
or the weather i don't care
you're a pea just a pea
and i'll let you be with me
cause i still love you just the same

smudged ink on my hands
from love letters i began
your eyeliner in the rain
turns to black tears
on my shirt to stain

keeps the feel of you with me
sweet and smooth like summer breeze
but still you bitch at me
and i'll let you because to me
to me you're my sweet pea

sonntag,den.april.27.2K3
I'm going to buy meself a little farm on Fiji. And I'm going to get a sheep and a cow, and breed horses + 1:10pm

so my bro gets yet another mouse! hehe, it's pretty damn kewl. got a new and bigger cage for the same price as the smaller one he got from Andy's Pet Shop. even though it's good to support small pet shops if they're charging you double for a 20 dollar cage i think that's when a line should be drawn. so the new mouse is cow coloured black and white and her (yes HER) name is Listie. the name came about from the short, cuter version of Lister from Red Dwarf (obviously). Rimsey and Krytie just didn't have the same affect we decided. i started to write a song on the way to PetsMart, it's pretty kewl so far and i'll probably be posting it up somewhere sort of soon. most of the VariousEm songs can now be put to a demo since all the parts needing to be recorded have been finally done. and i got a 51 on that test i barely studied for (damn oceanology). i'm not taking the re-test but i'm gonna do a whole bunch of work on the review questions for the last test. not so i can only get extra credit points, but so i can get a better grade like i did on the first test. even though i did cram a lot of that work into a few short days and my brain expired, it was worth it. so that's all the stuff that happened yesterday other than me havin a nice chat with Alex before bedtime (thanx luv!). i'll probably post stuff about today later or somethin, dunno.

freitag,den.april.25.2K3
Anthem it up! + 12:40pm

Okay, I’m hella gonna sum up everything that’s gone on since I woke up today cause so far things have been pretty damn awesome considering all I’ve been at home this whole time. Aight, so first I think I watched a whole movie in my sleep. I dunno it was just like the weirdest thing ever, cuz like there no was no tv or anything ya know, just what I was dreaming and it was just like one long movie. So when I woke up it wasn’t done so I went back to sleep so I could finish it which actually worked! A few days ago I had a strange dream with Dex from Offspring, so yea, this dream was nice to have to get my mind off umm…things…hahaha. So after that I hop outta bed, say g’mornin to my miceies, and get on the comp. Only person up is Nathaniel so I talk to him while I figure out what I gotta do today. I had dloaded some GC videos the other day so I watch all those to check em out. Some of them were kinda not so good quality but still awesome I got this one that’s a acoustic vid of “lifestyles of the rich and famous” which was only Benji and Joel. My geod their voices sounded soooo good, and the sound from Benji’s acoustic MY GEOD! Just gorgeous!!!!! i then read this essay so I can write a response essay to it for my English class. Take a shower, come back and write this essay that just seemed to finish itself. I think it’s a really bad essay though, I wasn’t too on topic I don’t think, but I didn’t listen to musik so I didn’t change from thing to thing like I usually do. After I finish I decide I need to “Anthem it up” as a reward for my hard work and dedication. So I finds my GC cd, pop it in and have a mad concert by myself during the Anthem and all is fine and good. Now I’m just kinda out of breath sort of tired like, and I’m writing a letter to Mikey. I think that’s about all that’s been going on as of late. I’m gonna try and do all the other assignments I have due except for my research paper (cuz I hate writing those, 8 pages dude! Ack!) and then I dunno what’s up after that. I know my bro has hw to do today so I don’t think anything is gonna actually be going on. Oh well.

hehe, this is hella a nooner. or was earlier ne way.

sonntag,den.april.20.2K3
i'm a dork huh... + 08:54pm

it seems like i've left out a few days here and there. so the things that i feel are important i'll spat out fastly here and then hopefully i'll be caught up enough to feel good. but first i'll talk about today since that was more recent. i just got off the phone with Alex. geod, i haven't talked to him in soooooo long that i forget how much i missed it. he still has that same comfort factor to his voice that makes it so nice to talk to him cause' it's just so relaxing ya know? i could listen to some people talk forever because of that. kinda like how i love talking to Mike and Pat because of the same reason. it's very very kewl. it was awesome to catch up with him though. it was funnie that after the first hellos were out of the way we were kinda at a loss for words, it was like we didn't have much to say though we kind of did, i dunno.

earlier today i went to my g'mas and g'pas and they got to see my pink hair yet again. it was so funnie to see my auntie Judy go "oh my god, it's so pink!" it was hilarious, she actually tugged on it to make sure it was real at one point. the cousins i don't like showed up and i tolerated them rather well i thought. one complained that i was making fun of her when i laughed to my auntie Di (the kewlest aunt ever) and she just told her "she's not making fun of you, she just laughs at everything." go auntie Di :) i talked to my cousin Jess for a long ass time, man...she has so much fucking drama in her life i swear! but i'm glad that her home skooling is kinda dilluding it a bit. after easter bussiness i went home and watched a movie that just happened to be on tv, cleaned mice cages, danced around to some AFI and then took a shower. ya know, i've never seen so much colour come out of my hair.and i haven't used a hair drier in like i don't know how long, it's been so long i don't know if i actually used one or if i just dont' remember. but yea, i didn't wanna colour my GC sweater so i didn't have much choice. it's hard to have patience for such things.

ok, on friday i got my hair dyed like hot bright fushia. it was fucking kick ass! and still is. there's still some bits that aren't quite all that pink but that's cause the red i had before didn't all come out when i bleached it. oh well. that nite i went out to some parks with my bro and Nathaniel, that was hella fun. the original objective was to find this one park that my g'ma Yamaji used to take me and my bro to when we were little. all we remembered was Sunnyvale, a fort, and a boat. we found a few parks around the same area in Sunnyvale so we just went park by park to find it. i think we went to 2 before we actually found out which one it was, and i don't remember the name of it still. it was the kewlest park ever though. like it had the boat still, the fort was gone sadly, but there was a neet thingie build over where it used to be, there was 2 teeter totters, and some swings and things. the best stuff ever. so we played on the teeter totter which was basically the thing that never had lost interest. it was the funnest thing ever. and then like the swings were all too low so it was hard to use em and we hit our feet on the ground a lot. then there was one of those zippy things that you hold on to and slide across to the other side and i saw it right so i was like "OOOOO!" and ran over, didn't see the platform that was like 2 inches high off the ground, tripped on it, and hit my head on the lower part of a supporting pole. basically i layed there laughing my ass off going "ooowwwie" with my bro and Nathaniel going "dude, are you ok?" it was hella funnie. minor injuries though, no hurt to the head and only bruises on the knees. Nathaniel hella got it good from the teeter totter though, damn that must've hurt. the funniest thing that was said about it was in the reply on "how are your nizzies?" which was "my nizzies are bizzy" and well, that's all there is to it. there was nice long coversations all in "izzy" format, and live105 is still doing it's awesome ressurection weekend. i SO love it. all good musik that's hella old. like the Cure, Depeche Mode, David Bowie, and other stuff that's neet.

and that's about all that's happened as of late. there was also the whole Jeremy bringing stuff us setting up, going to guitar center, saving ducks from dying in the street, and all of us musiking together. but that's a lot more stuff to write up. so i'll leave you to think of this quote, and you better laugh if you get it. "taco flavored kisses"

montag,den.april.14.2K3
i'd be happy with sweet nothings + 10:32pm

got to talk to the most awesome Mikey again. i really miss talking to him as much as i used to. but i think that what matters is that we still never cease to amaze each other. he was his sweet self as always. i really wish i knew more about the trip in May so i could talk to him about it. but Sarah needs to find out the specs for me. so i guess i'll just end up sitting on my ass for this one. as far as what else i did today well, i watched tv a lot. i sat on my ass being bored and listening to musik endlessly. i also attempted to make a scenario for Star Wars Galactic Battle Grounds. i kinda got it all worked out, just need to make the nerfs not visible. or maybe it's good the way i have them. i'm not sure. anyways, i fucked up and deleted all the pix on my site, then put them all back up again. i decided that i'm going to re-organize the whole bloody thing so it's got a generic page up for now. that's about it and i'm gonna sleep while i still have thoughts of my sweet Mikey. nite!

samstag,den.april.12.2K3
A very happy un-birthday to you + 11:03pm

well i was supposed to go to class but Sarah hasn't shown up. i wouldn't be surprised if she over slept. class has been going for about an hour now, Dad offered to take me but i declined rather goodly. Mom thought i had work not class, so she was kinda pissed off that i wasn't going. but it wasn't worth going to a review class if they don't help all that much for me. if i'd watched all the videos for this section that would've helped a lot...but i never got around to it. kinda wish i had. but i have all this coming week to go over the material, get all the hw for my other classes done. just buckle down and get some work done for once.

meanwhile, Sarah is going camping on the beach or something. i'm not sure if that's such a good idea since it's raining, and is supposed to continue doing so. she's going to see Jon in MO too. hopefully that'll go well, and i really hope she doesn't have to scramble to get work done. i wouldn't wanna wish that upon anyone cause' i know how much that sucks.

besides that not much is going on. it's Nathaniel's birthday though. i'm not supposed to like him anymore cause' he's 23 hahaha. but anyway i'll come back to this later. ja.

mmm...squid + 10:25pm

for breakfast we went to the Korean BBQ place. much yummifullness. it was kewl to cook our food at the table and stuff. and there was A LOT of good tasting stuffz. i had squid too. it so wasn't as good at Nathaniel and Sean make it out to be. sure it's fun to play with, and looks pretty in soup, but it's not that tasty. when we were done eating i made a boat out of 2 orange peels and a chopstick hee hee. it was hella kewl, and i put it in my drink, then Sean put a piece of "giant squid" in the cup which was followed by the dreaded "sea chicken." funnie stuff it was.

i got to hear my bro's new song. it was very blink. like a cross between the wrapping presents song and the other song that says "why do girls wanna pierce their nose walk around in torn panty hose oh yea" from Take Off Your Pants And Jacket. good though. we spent the whole day at the Birdhouse really. just hanging out and stuff like that, Jeremy came over and while Sean and him talked about garage ideas me and Nathaniel made up our own language out of clicks and ppffts. it was awesome. it's at least a 10 word language. doesn't need to much more than that. and there's only 4 types of well "letters." after we did that stuff i went home and the boys went out bar hopping. even though it was only to 2 bars hahaha. they went to an irish pub i think. and my bro was havin fun cause' he hella ordered something green. silly buggar. anyway i'll leave you all with these everlasting words "what's that gobshite doing on the tele!?"

my song of the moment is still the same as yesterday

freitag,den.april.11.2K3
"i'm learning Italian, Gratzi!" + 04:35pm

i got tired of the Green Day backround after only half a month. i guess i'll be changing this thing more than i had planned on. right now it's all Benji-afied if you hadn't guessed. umm...other than that i moved my desk and shite so that things work a lil better in my room. it kinda seems like i have more space when actually i don't. and now i can't get into half my closet even if i wanted to. but whatever, it's not like i use that side a lot anyway. the only time i go in there is to get a sweater. so meh.

i've also been listening to musik a lot and things like that. i'm getting better aquanted with the Unsung Zeros, Starting Line, Taking Back Sunday, and The Cure. fun stuff huh? i've moved all my mp3s to my smaller drive so i'll try and burn some soonish so i can have it more mobilized. i have a butt load of homework that i should do during spring break. yea, i know it's retarded i didn't get spring break until now, but i'm gonna use it the best i can to get shite done. Sarah is going off to MO to see Jon, so i'll be here doing whatever. hopefully i can talk to her about our trip some more so i actually know when we'll leave and shite like that. for now ima head off. there isn't anything to do but work, so maybe i'll just chill. yesterday's pounding of the tele has left my fists rather hurt, and my arms are sore here and there from hugging my engine, so i get chill time. late. (Mike...i miss you babe. listen to Starting Line - Falling For You)

song of the moment : Superdrag - Feeling Like I Do

donnerstag,den.april.10.2K3
weeeeeee i changed my own oil! + 03:53pm

alright i know it's like hours and hours later. but i changed the oil in my truck today! weeeee! it's the first time i did it on MY truck by myself. i've helped change oil like a million times, but doing it on something that's like yours, makes it different somehow ya know? other than that i discovered a lot more sand in my shoe than i counted on so i emptied those and found some holes, one which'll go through the sole soon. so i might wanna consider getting new shoes sometime. i got it down to a pair of Adios or Etnies. other than that i just hot paid and so i'm gonna get my hair coloured again soonly (i'm hoping). besides that not much goin on.OH! almost forgot, got a random email from Mike, it was awesome. i love you babe! *hugz* late!

montag,den.april.07.2K3
just some more GC quizzes + 10:43pm

I'm The Scar Tattoo!
Which of Benji's Tattoos Are You?

Trucker
You want to fuck trucker Benji! Smelly, dirty, and
scruffy. Ew. You want to be abused too, you are
submissive to white trash-esque Benj. And the
hair? I'm SO not about to go there...

What's your Good Charlotte fetish?
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emotionless
you are...."Emotionless"...you're
extremely deep and you see things in a
different way than most people

what good charlotte song are you?
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You are Benj's Miniature Vest
You Are Benj's Mini Vest Someone like Tim a little too much

Which Random GC Item Are You?
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BENJIFUL!
BENJIFUL: BENJI

what gc adjective would best describe you?
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freitag,den.april.04.2K3
wow, i rock + 08:44pm

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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i need it i need it i NEED IT!

song of the moment : Mest - Richard Marxism


donnerstag,den.april.03.2K3
i love the things that bands i like say + 01:56pm

alright so i'm sitting on the comp doing random things. i found something i desperately need on ebay (but i'm not showing you people or else you'll take it before i can get it *shakes fist* ) and then i find this awesome quote by Joel of GC:

"That skater with an 8, and boy with an oi! like, totally!"


this i just so love. i mean Joel making fun of Avril...yeeeeessssssss! other than that i'm so happy with my re-made pants, they fit awesomely and i put 2 patches on em. got my Alkaline Trio on it and my "support your local punk band" patch. it awesomes. and last night on the way home my hot sexy Mikey called me up just tae say hi :) that was the kewlest thing ever (it really was babe!) i hadn't heard from him in so long i was extatic. and like when the phone rang i was like "dammit stupid bag open open OPEN!" it funnied. last night was also just a lot of watching tv. watched the Monty Python Bicycle Tour episode and a few South Parks. very kewl. i also listened to my whole cd sampler from Drive-Thru records that i got with my interpunk order. pretty sweet, and i filled out the survey for it (cuz i'm a good lil kid hahaha.) for my next trick...

song of the moment : Desaparecidos- Man and Wife, the former (Financial Planning)


so i was lookin at angela's site... + 02:20pm

surprise
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

What kind of kiss are you?
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i thought this seemed about right. i was happy it wasn't one of those that's completely off. and it was kewl that it asked what's touched your lips last when it's usually a safety pin for me haha. good times.

mittwoch,den.april.02.2K3
I made me a new crotch today :) + 06:45pm

funnie thing of the day was when I went to Rod to Togo's and the guy helping us was Shan. If anyone at all remembers (which they probably won't) that was the guy that was supposed to take me to Senior Prom but flaked out towards the last minute. It was really funnie just for the fact that he didn't recognize me, and when he'd turned I told Rod and we both thought it to be super funnie.

other than that I didn't do too much all day. I got up, showered, Rod came and picked me up and we spent the day movie-ing. He hella saw Trainspotting the first time and I hella saw Me, Myself, and Irene for the first time. I really loved the movie and I couldn't believe that was Jim Carrey. But either way it was awesome. Makes me wish I can find someone just as crazy as a skitzo. Oh wait! Mike is pretty spazzy, that works good enough for me :) besides that we saw random tv and we watched this one long Red Hot Chilli Pepper song. It was hella kewl and the singer guy had a mohawk that was to die for! Friggin gorgeous! And I sewed an Ataris patch on a shirt for Rod, and he gave me a pair of pants that I spent a good part of the day working on. Had to cut apart the thing and sewed everything back up. It's pretty damn kewl. That's it for now. Late.

dienstag,den.april.01.2K3
securing building with Starburst lightsabres + 10:05pm

the beggining of the was kinda drab and boring. started just like any other Tuesday, it was grey, oh so grey (hee hee) and i got up, listened to my ever changing wake up musik (today it was AFI) and went to skool. Sarah and i didn't want to go to class, but then we didn't have any alternatives, so we went to class anyways. we only watched a video and talked about shite a bit, so it wasn't too bad. pretty shortish for that class anyway. after that we went to the library and rented out some videos that we have to watch for our T.V. classes. i got the Oceanography ones and she got her Archeology ones. after that we went to the gullo and Misty and Elliot were there. so we hung with them a while, John (Mr.H hahaha) showed up and so Sarah wanted to head out. one quick call to my bro and we had our ride out of hell.

so he took us to the Birdhouse where we hung out for another part of the day. firstly we didn't do much at all, then we walked to Wallgreens, got some munchies and came back. we were bugging the boys so we played Mario 3 on her laptop a while and looked through an old Playmate of the Year Playboy, which also contained one picture of Ewan McGregor looking pretty nice :) after a while of switching between the two we decided we were tired of the game and watched the visualzations on windows media player while listenin to some musik a while. then de boyz wanted to read again so we had to be quiet. we wrote to each other on the laptop a while till we decided to go downstairs where we played guitar some (and i broke the high E on Alisha, sorry Sean! gomenasai...) after that we walked to Jack in the Crack and got us some mad foods. this is where i did my good deed of the day and held the door open for a random guy all nice like. we walked back and ate. then it was off to SJSU for Sean and Nathaniel's film class.

we got into the classroom and Sarah and i decide "we don't need to be here" so we leave our stuff and just go exploring. exploring consisted of wandering around campus and downtown. while downtown we passed a business that had a rock wall that people were climbing and there was one or two hot guys which we saw, and they saw us. so i vowed to do something as we passed on the way back. we travel down that street more and basically it's "where should we go?" and "i dunno...umm...OOO lets go there!" and off we went. a few times we broke into song. but the main things we did were go to 2 hotels. it was the Marriot and another one i think. the first time we didn't go in one cuz there were so many people and just stuff. so we went into the other one like we were really going in for a reason haha. it was kewl, we went straight to the elevator and some guy went in and Sarah was like "what floor?" and he was like "4" and she did the dealie for him. that was her good deed of the day. we wandered on the 6th floor, looked out a window "wooooooow...." and then we went to a ballroom and some other places i think, which = "wooooooow" and we tried to go out to a pool but that didn't work. at the other hotel we tried to find room 1138 but it didn't exist. 20 freakin floors and we went to the top, not a window to look out at all :( but we did find some interesting rooms and things. and we used a few stairs here and there. there's this statue outside the san jose modern art museum dealie, and it's this huge human figure holding something high above it's head right, and there's a stop light right by it. so when we got to it we waited till the light was green and we stood on either side of the statue with our arms way up in the air. the people in the cars looked rather confused hehe. fucking awesome. the rest of it was just going out like we were coming back or something. we passed by the rock wall place again and went into the bookstore across. when we came out there was a bunch a people watching the people in the rock place and i was like "dude look! there's hella people watching the people in there!" which i said really loud yet no one noticed haha.

this brings us back on campus. there was much just wandering about, seeing hot guys, looking at this one builiding and how it looked creepy and awesome like that in the dark night. we went into the skool store, went on a vending machine hunt. which was funnie cuz there was one in the building we started in but we didn't know it. so many places later we have a blue and green Starburst. so we go into a few other buildings slowly going down the halls securing the buildings with our lightsabres in hand. one place there were guys and one said "hey how ya doin" to me that was all big and scary and getting out of like a karate class. and then his friends are like "don't worry he doesn't bite...much" it was funnie cuz it's so over used and old. but neet i guess. we went on to secure other buildings, making sure to clear all levels and not be seen by common on-lookers. it was a long tedius job, but someone had to do it.

there was a post it note we found in the doorway of the building the film class was in too. it was purple and on the floor, rather small, and said "O'Mally." so i wrote "the alley cat. yeah!" after it. it was hella funnie. at the end of our journey we were sitting outside the science building over looking the building where the film class was. when we saw people coming out we figured the class was over so we started walking in. as i got in the door my phone rings, Final Fantasy ring, of course it's Sean. so i answer and say "yes, i know your class is out. i'm on my way. over and out." and hang up. go up a few stairs and i'm there. he's like "you didn't even give me time to say 10-4" it was hella funnie. that was basically the end of the adventure. the whole time me and Sarah commented on how we needed our guys around and how kewl it'll be to hang out all together in summer.

saying hi to my mice! + 10:07pm

i swear one of the kewlest things ever just happened. i got home and Dusty was there to greet me, hangin on the side of his cage and all (Dusty my mouse). so i go over and say "DUSTY!" in that special tone i have for him and pick him up. he sits with me a bit and i put him on my shoulder and for the first time ever he did this hella uber thing. he was runnin on my shoulder and he went to my ear and whispered something to me, and made lil squeakie noises (which is so out of his character, i do know mice do this) and it was SO CUTE! i swear at the moment i knew what he'd said too! but after he was done i forgot what it was and just went to make me a lemonade then tell my bro on the way back who was watching Chester (his mouse) cuz he'd just put new food in. he was like "look look, there's new food and he's gonna take a pumpkin seed. wait...wait...HA!" and Chester took a pumpkin seed. yes, he does know his mouse. i said hi to Benji some time later in the "hey Benjiiiiiii" voice. rather kewl it twas. i heart my scruffy lil mouse.



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