Name: Kayla Turner
Fave Color: Green, Blue/Yellow (hmm thats pretty funny cuz blue and yellow make GREEN!)
Area: Seattle, WA, USA
My Site: The Shadows
Pet Peeves: slow servers, people trying to be cool, copycats, mary kate and ashley olsen, can't think right now...
Likes:Dir En Grey, Malice Mizer, ANY NINTENDO system, Cowboy Bebop, Sailor Moon, Weiss Kreuz, Farfie, Yohji, drawing, being stupid, hangin out with friends.
Dislikes:THE SUN! I HATE THE SUN....it should be night all the time! Esp. since I'm a 'vampire'. I also hate Justin Timberlake and people who have the name Bob (except for Bob the Flying Caterpillar of course!) I also DETEST riding on the Metro bus system in the Seattle area, and driving behind school buses.
Secret Wish:To become an ASSASSIN or a SECRET AGENT. Or maybe even a cartoonist.
NICKNAMES: KayKay, Kit Kat, Kat, AJ, KAJT, AC, Bone(r), James, Jei Satsugai, Stripper Tits, Kelso, Yohji, Farfie, Zonzer the Darn, Fartknocker, Baby K, mister, Turn, Gordonini, Frogwoman, Maid of Nothing, Prumella Burrows, "the secret weapon", Haruka, Ruka-poo, Bum, Zing, Zoopa...
**wanna talk?
AIM: thekurvygrrl
MSN: z0nzer
Yahoo: ive_got_eyes_2_see
My E-Mail: z0nzer@hotmail.com
Neopets: zell_dincht69
.:ARCHIVES:.
Jan - Early March '03
March - April '03
May '03
.:FRIENDS:.
>>Sara
>> Kat
>> Maria
>> K. Maki
>> Alison
.:Layout:.
Hey! Its a layout featuring TOSHIYA FURLONG! Yay! with some lyrics clipped from the song Wild One by Billy Idol. Great times. Just in time for school starting, too...>ugh<
.:Joinage:.
Die is Orgasmic!
.:. Đ GLOMP Đ Miyavi .:.
I love Toshiya Furlong!
JFuck >> Die
.:Lovely Links:.
Neopets!
Pitas
Dizzy Cafe
Real Japan
Tattered Cloth: A DEG Shrine
Sawasdee Gackt
Flowers For the Dead
Arcana
Pogo games
sorry for the long absence. I was here and gone and again. I was also trying out livejournal. i don't really know if its for me. I like my pitas better. i'm gonna make a new layout in the next couple of days, and i already made a new layout for sara. woot. i just need to set up her thingie.
HEY! I GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENSE! w00t! >suck it< >suck it< yeah!
GRARR! My JAW is fucking HURTing. the funny thing is. . . its in the place where I didn't have a wisdom tooth at...its like...melding from the bottom to the top...i can't tell where its coming from. it could be from my really messed up one that spurts a bloody rotten banana tasting mixture...
ANYWAY, i'm watching a show on MTV where they are rating each other >hotness rating< and its reminding me of when i went to like an outdoor party one night with my host sister and there was a bunch of drunk guys and she made me rate them from 1 to 10. haha there were really scary guys that were like putting their shoulders around me and asking me to drink shit and talking shit in spanish that i didn't understand. its really funny to look back on it now, but i was scared shitless at the time.
yeah so, i'm gonna go to bed and run up the stairs SUPER FAST so i don't see any of those giganiticus spiders. check ya later.
meow
Jude Law: you like them romantic and British with
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Which guy are you destined to have sex with?
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oh by the way, aaron carter was on the new tom green show tonight and i TAPED IT. there was this one part that was hilarious. it involves AC running into shit with a VAN.

You are Shigure.
Fruits Basket Anime Quix
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black eyes.
wHaT iS yOUr tRuE aNiMe eYe cOlOr?
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Good stuff, you are "Wedding? I love
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life of the party and nothing gets you down,
not even certain death at the hands of your
zombie nemesis or the Navy. Come to think of
it, realism isn't your strong suit...
Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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FUCK THERE IS FUCKING HUGE ASS SPIDER! AHHH! JUST HE LEGS ARE LIKE |||| this thick. uhhh...where'd it go? fuck! dude. I hate spiders. i think it went into the Nintendo room. oh my fucking biznatch that was huge. thats like the biggest one i've seen. that must have been a wolf spider. dude... i just saw it in my peripheral vision and yeah...it was crawling up the wall. it was just going at a slow pace it it cleared the room. I don't even wanna know how fast it could have ran...AGH. >kayla is freaked out and doesn't want to go upstairs now< AHHHHHH!!!! if only i had some drugs and didn't care!!!!

Raver Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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dude that thing was heinous.

You are Wolverine!
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love.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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I hope that spider doesn't come back to kill me... cuz it could. totally.
Your a Goth/Punk catgirl
What Anime Cat-girl are you?
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my jaw hurts. still.
hmm. interesting. I looked at everyone's journals, but there are no new entries. how sad. i think I'm gonna try makin a new layout. just to let people know, Lida gave herself a black eye trying to get her bayonet off of her rifle. she stabbed herself in the eyelid. now I think thats a classic stupid Turner move. haha.
>1.What is your name? Kayla
>.2. Do you like it? yeah sure
>.3. Are you named after anyone? nah
>.5. Your screenname: thekurvygrrl
>.6. Would you name a child of yours after you? no
>.7. Then what would you name your children? I like Malechi and uh other crazy Bible names
>.8. If you were a boy, what would your name be? Michael or James
>.9. If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? none of them...eh heh.
>.10. Are there any typos that people do with your name? maybe. some people who can't spell put Kala.
>.11. Would you drop your last name if you became famous? no way. Turner is a great last name that I really want to keep and pass on.
>....................................
>BASICS
>....................................
>.12. Your gender: female
>.13. Straight/gay/bi? who knows.
>.15. Want to be gay? nah.
>.16. Your birthdate: January 1
>.17. Your age: 16
>.18. Age you act: 12 and 25
>.19. Age you wish you were: 22
>.20. Your height: 5' 5''
>.21. The color of your eyes: hazel
>.22. Happy with it? well I really wanna buy crazy ass purple and yellow and white contacts
>.23. The color of your hair: caramel with highlights
>.24. Happy with it? sure. it looks snaxy.
>.25. Left/right/ambidextrous? right handed. i try to use the other one a lot though.
>.26. Your living arrangement? a fatty yellowish colored house with my mom and dad right now. My sister Neysa is moving back in, and Lida is at the Naval Academy.
>.27. Your family: Parents Marlis and James, sisters Lida, Neysa, and Stasia
>.28. Have any pets? not really. i got stuck with my sister's fish when she left. its not really mine though. its not fun either. I want a dog or a fuzzy kitty. >KITTY!<
>.29. What's your job: Unemployed, yo. I should start trying to get one though.
>.31. Tattoos? no but I will have one...as soon as I turn 18...eh heh heh. Along with many, many knives.
>.33. Addictions? PEPSI AND NEOPETS!
>.35. Do you speak another language? Spanish, some Japanese phrases, some German phrases.
>.36. Have a favourite quote? i don't like damn quotes. I make up my own shit.
>.37. Do you have a webpage? of course. but I hate not having any money and using a free webspace provider and it being hell.
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>DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
>-------------------------------------------------
>.38. Do you live in the moment? sure.
>.39. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? not really...
>.40. Do you have any secrets? too many to say...
>.41. Do you hate yourself? yeah sometimes.
>42. Do you like your handwriting? it never looks the same. it looks like 5 people's handwritings put together.
>.43. Do you have any bad habits? uhm, i don't think so. maybe wasting most of my time on computers...
>.44. What is the compliment you get most from people? Smart, cool, weird, strange, hot, MYSTERIOUS. heh heh.
>.46. What's your biggest fear? i don't really know. Being alone, but also not being alone.
>.47. Can you sing? I can impersonate a lot of singers, and I can semi sing my own way.
>.48. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? I do it to have FUN, not to be COOL. Where the hell are these questions coming from...?
>.49. Are you a loner? Most of the time. Like at school. I just sorta drift and talk to a lot of people.
>.53. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? I do a lot of things on impulse and i don't think about it.
>.58. 3 cups: love, beauty and creativity. u can only drink out of 1. Which 1 would u drink of? where's the strength/power or courage?
>.60. Do you think you are emotionally strong? I'm ok when shit happens to me, but I get fucked up when shit happens to my friends and family.
>.61.Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? not really...
>.62. Do you think life has been good so far? yeah it was until high school...
>.66. Do you think you are good looking? sure why not. I can be when i try to be.
>.67. Are you confident? "He's not cocky, he's just ...confident..." I JUST READ MARS AT SARA's! >chuckles<
>-----------------------------------
>WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
>-----------------------------------
>.84.Been out of the country? yeah
>.86. Had sex? no
>.87. Been unfaithful? no
>.88.Been in love? yeah
>.89. Done drugs? nah
>.90. Gone skinny dipping? yeah
>.91. Had a medical emergency? no.
>.92. Had surgery? yeah
>.94. Played strip poker? no...why do you need a game?
>.95. Gotten beaten up? sorta...
>.96. Beaten someone up? not really, but I have punched a couple of people. I'm waiting for someone to set me off so I can really beat someone up...
>.98. Been on stage? haha hell yah biznatch.
>.100. Slept outdoors? yeah
>.102. Pulled an all-nighter? you mean like... stay up all night and not go to bed? I do it all the time.
>.104. Gone one day without food? when i was sick with pneumonia when i was like 3...3 days without food.
>.117. Met a famous person? uh huh.
>.120. Have you ever killed an animal by accident? I dunno. I forget.
>.121. On purpose? I've sizzled a couple of ants...
>.148. Been in a mosh-pit? i haven't gone to a rock concert. I would if Japanese bands came over here...or if I went over there...
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>CLOTHES and other fashion shit
>-------------------------------------------
>.154. Shoe brand? Dr. Martens.
>.155. Brand of clothing? I wear a lot of different shit.
>.156. Cologne/perfume? dum. I don't have any...
>.159. Wear hats? yeah. I love hats.
>.161. Wear makeup? yeah. Just for fun.
>.162. Favourite place to shop? Hot Topic, Nordstroms
>.163. Favourite article of clothing? arm, hand, and neck accessories
>.165. Would you rather wear a uniform to school? not really. I like my pajama pants and sweatshirts.
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>AMIGOS
>---------------------------------------
>.187. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Maybe.
>.188. Who is your best friend? The Fab Five.
>.190. Best advice - Ya know...I haven't ever really been given advice. I can't think of anything right now, but I usually give other people advice on whats happening in there lives.
>.192. Thing you're picked on most about? acting like a guy or my hair, ass, or boobs being so big.
>.193. Who's your longest known friend? I don't really know that either...
>.196. Funniest? I sorta play off everyone to make things funny...
>.199. Weirdest? I'm the weirdest person I know...
>.201. Ditziest? Sara. Def-def-definately.
>.202. Friends you miss being close to the most? the rest of the Fab Five cuz yeah. I don't get to see them for like...most of the school year. and Rachel...I never see so yeah. SHOUT OUT TO YOu, SISTAH.
>.203. Last person you talked to online? Josh. ick. I need to stop socializing with those type of people...
>.204. Who do you talk to most online? Mostly Maria and uhh Kat and Sam and Margaux. Occasionally Sara when she decides to pop up.
>.205. Who's the most spoiled? Sara and maybe Maria...She's got soo much shit its not even funny...
>.207. Who listens to your problems? I don't usually tell my problems to certain people...
>.208. Who do you fight most with? Margaux.....?
>.209. Who's the nicest? Maria.
>.210. Who's the most outgoing? I still don't totally understand what that word means...
>.214. Who's your second family? right now....sara man. I've been over there like everyday this week....
>.216. Who's the loudest friend? Me and Sara....
>.217. Do you trust others easily? hey, if someone actually likes my tastes and opinions, and tells me stuff about themself, I can trust them...
>221. Friend that lives farthest away: Rachel...all the way in WISCAN SIN.
>---------------------------------------------
>WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
>---------------------------------------------
>.255. You wanted to kill? Every guy in my class at sea lu....
>.259. You went shopping with? My MOTHER! thats the best person to shop with, ya know.
>.263. To make you cry? Neysa...she was crying cuz she just got in a car accident...and her car is most likely totaled...and she doesn't have any money to get a new car.
>.267. You saw a movie with? My parents...we went and saw PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!
>.269. You talked to through IM/ICQ? Josh and Sara
>.270. You saw? Sara, my mom....those guys we hung out with last night...what did they say their names were...Maverick, Trumper, and Easy. haha.
>.272. You went head over heels for? Orlando Bloom in that GOOD MOVIE.
>.275. You told to fuck off? no one. i don't tell anyone to fuck off. I usually just leave myself.
>.276. You trusted? SARA and those GUYS.
>.277. You turned down? i don't even remember the last time i turned something or someone down...
>-----------------------------------------------
>WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
>-----------------------------------------------
>.280. Cried? a few minutes ago
>.281. Bought something? friday at the nordstrom sale.
>.282. Danced? a few minutes ago.
>.283. Were sarcastic? a few minutes ago. haha. can that answer get annoying? Not as annoying as people who use the word NEW as every other word in a sentence.
>.286. Watched your fave movie? I can't even choose which is my fave movie...
>.287. Had a nightmare? I don't know. I don't really have nightmares...even the ones I get killed in aren't really nightmares cuz they are parts of interesting plots that could make some damn good movies.
>.288. Talked on the phone? an hour ago
>.289. Listened to the radio? in the car coming home from sara's...an hour and half ago about...
>.290. Watched TV? I don't really watch tv that much, i just use it for my nintendo.
>.291. Went out? haha. last night was great fun....
>.293. Were mean? I'm not really mean to people.
>.294. Sang? haha. over at sara's.
>.298. Fought with a family member? Uhm...not since Lida left. which was about a month ago.
>.299. Fought with a friend? I have no idea.
>.301. Smoked weed? i haven't ever done that...
>.302. Got drunk? haven't done that either...
>.303. Had sex? and not that either. wow am I a party animal.
>--------------------------------------
>A LAST TIME for everything...
>--------------------------------------
>.304. Last book you read: dum. . . Dragonriders of Pern novels.
>.305. Last movie you saw: Pirates of the Caribbean
>.306. Last song you heard: Marlyn Manson - You Spin me Round. HAHAHA. lots of inside jokes.
>.307. Last thing you had to drink: Well i'm gonna have a Pepsi in a second...so...thirsty...
>.308. Last time you showered: this afternoon.
>.309. Last thing you ate: Mexi Fries.
>----------------------------------------------------
>RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
>----------------------------------------------------
>.315. What are you wearing right now? shorts and tank
>.317. What are you worried about right now? my sister neysa and her car.
>.318. What book are you reading? THE WHITE DRAGON.
>.319. What's on your mousepad? X-FILES!
>.321. Are you bored? not really. I'm having fun doing this shit, man.
>.322. Are you tired? not really.
>.323. Are you talking to anyone online? No. No one is on!!!! MEH
>.324. Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no way in hell.
>.325. Are you lonely or content? i am CONTENT.
>.326. Are you listening to music? yeah. David Bowie.
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>NUMBERS
>-------------------------------------------------
>.329. Do you actually know your social securit number? Yeah I think i do...
>.330. Do you actually know your IP address? no
>.331. Do you know what an IP address is? yes.
>.332. Do you know the four-character extension on your zip-code? yeah. 1504.
>.333. You eva think there were 2 many numbers n our lives? not really.
>.334. Does your head hurt when you think of infinity, irrational numbers, etc? Hell yeah man. Especially since the human mind can't even comprehend one million.
>.335. What do you think of pi? its hella gay. why couldn't they just make it a number that stops?
>.336. Have you got a fave number? 76, 3, 9, 69.
>.337. How many rings before you take the phone? however many it takes for me to get to it...but I usually don't answer the damned thing anyway.
>.338. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? yup.
>.339. How many CD's do you have? less then most people.
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>COMPUTERS
>-------------------------------------------
>.342. Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversations? yeah except in person
>.343. Are you different talking through IMs than face-to-face or telephone? sorta. not really.
>.345. How much time do you spend online each week? dude its my life. stop yelling at me. haha.
>.346. Is the internet one of the modern things you could never live without? yeah.
>.347. Do you even receive snailmail letters anymore? yeah
>.348. Send any? yeah. to DIDA!
>.349. What's your fave smiley? uh... :P
>.351.Who is your idol? I like that guy in MARS. I wanna be like him. haha.
>
>. Kissed your cousin?: haha. lets not go there.
>2. Ran away?: yeah. I used to go live in the shed when i got pissed off at Lida.
>3. Pictured your crush naked? dude...who doesn't?
>4. Actually seen your crush naked? no. >sigh< haha.
>5. Broken someone's heart? dude. i don't think so.
>6. Been in love?: yeah
>7. Cried when someone died? no.
>8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have? no i don't...well yeah, that guy at Uwajimaya who works at the fish counter.
>9. Broken a bone?: no. >bones, you're killin me here...<
>10. Drank alcohol?: ya.
>11. Lied? who hasn't?
>12. Cried in school? yeah.
>Which is Better
>13. Coke or Pepsi?: PEPSI!!!! PEPSI!!!!
>14. Sprite or 7UP?: 7 up.
>15. Girls or guys? Thats a tough one.
>16. Flowers or candy? Flowers.
>17. Scruffy or clean shaven? scruffy.
>18. Quiet or loud? I like being quiet and loud at the same time.
>19. Blondes or brunettes? brunettes.
>20. Nice or players? Nice.
>21. Tall or short? Dude. TALL.
>22. Pants or shorts? Pantalones, por favor.
>With the Opposite Sex
>23. What do you notice first? eyes and voice
>24. Last person you slow danced with? uh...i have no idea.
>25. Worst question to ask? I don't know.
>26. Last person you showered with? never showered with anyone, besides Lida in the sink when she was like 3.
>27. Had a great time with the oppostie sex? yeah.
>>What is...
>28. Your good luck charm? my horseshoe necklace
>29. The person you hate the most? Justin Timberlake. He is gross.
>30. The best thing that happened to you today? Went to Edmonds in the wee hours of the morning.
>Favorite
>31. Color(s)?: dark green, black, dark blue, dark purple, dark brown.
>32. Movie(s)? haha. thats way too hard.
>33. Book(s)?: Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs.
>34. Subject in school?: English. When I actually learn something new.
>35. Ice cream?: Fortunate Cookie Dreamery Ice Cream
>36. Holiday(s)?: Christmas and my b-day (new years)
>37. Season(s)?: winter and fall.
>38. Breakfast food?: eggs. poached.
>39. Place to go on your honeymoon?: uhh. anywhere but here.
>Who
>40. Makes you laugh the most? Neysa.
>41. Makes you smile? My mom.
>42. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them? funny feeling? what is this funny feeling you speak of? Me, the dark one, has feelings?
>43. Has a crush on you? duhm. I don't think anyone does or has recently (recently meaning in the last 2 years.)
>44. Do you have a crush on? no one. not for a while.
>45. Can make you feel better no matter what? the Fab Five! woo hoo!
>46. Is easier to talk to, guys or girls? It depends one what I'm talking about. Mostly guys cuz...I like guy stuff.
>Do You Ever
>47. Sit by the phone waiting for a call all night? no. KILL IT! KILL IT! THROW IT OUT THE WINDOW!
>48. Save AOL conversations? no. I have printed one off before...
>50. Wish you were someone else? yeah. all the time.
>
>51. Wish you were a member of the oppostie sex? DUDE. YES. ALL THE TIME. I just want a damn penis.
>52. Cried because of someone's mean words? no. well maybe.
>Best
>54. Perfume? dunno.
>56. Romantic memory? haha. i ain't puttin that in here.
>57. Most recent advice given to you? i haven't gotten any advice recently, except for driving.
>58. Fallen for your best friend? haha, thats funny.
>Have You Ever
>61. Been in love? yes
>62. Been in lust? yes
>63. Used someone? nah
>64. Been used? i don't think so...
>65. Been cheated on? no.
>66. Been kissed? yeah.
>67. Done something you regret? no.
>68. What is it? ...what did I just say, bitch?!
>.x.My mother thinks I am: very smart and kind
>.x.My father thinks I am: a freak yet prodigy
>.x.My siblings think I am: me. i guess...
>.x.You get embarrassed when? when people talk about me and guys.
>.x.What upsets you? When I make people sad.
>Yes or No
>.x.Keep a journal/diary?: oh yeah. online journal...
>.x.Like to cook?: haha sure.
>.x.Have a secret you have not shared with anyone? yeah
>.x.Fold your underwear? no.
>.x.Talk in your sleep? yes, a lot.
>.x.Set your watch a few minutes ahead? i have the clock in my room set 19 minutes ahead.
>.x.Bite your fingernails? no dude, i have long ass fingernails and i use them as weapons.
>.x.Believe in love? yeah
>Last
>.x.Movie you rented? Terminator and T2: Judgement Day.
>.x.Movie you bought? Spirited Away
>.x.Movie you watched? dum...i watched something on tv but I forgot what it was...
>.x.Song that was stuck in your head?: You spin me right round baby right round like a record baby, right round, round round...
>.x.Song you've downloaded? see above.
>.x.CD you bought: Nick Carter now or never hahaha.
>.x.CD you listened to?: DIR EN GREY : kisou
>.x.Person you've called? my mutha.
>.x.Person that's called you? there's a problem here...
>.x.TV show you've watched? X-Men Evolution
>.x.Person you were thinking of? Maria
>Do
>.x.You wish you could live somewhere else?: yeah. JAPAN.
>.x.You believe in online dating?: nah.
>.x.You want more piercings?: i don't have any...
>.x.You want more tattoos?: well yeah...
>.x.You drink?: not really.
>.x.You do drugs?: nope.
>.x.You smoke?: no way in hell.
>.x.You like cleaning?: sometimes its fun
>.x.You like roller coasters?: dude. I love roller coasters. I wish I could go to Sandusky, Ohio.
>.x.You write in cursive or print?: PRINT.
>Have You
>.x.Ever cried over a boy/girl?: Yeah
>.x.Ever lied to someone?: Yeah
>.x.Ever been in a fist fight?: sorta.
>.x.Ever been arrested?: nope.
>What
>.x.Shampoo do you use?: Dove
>.x.Perfume/cologne do you use?: n/a
>.x.Shoes do you wear?: i want fatty platforms. but I wear different kinds of weird shoes.
>.x.Are you scared of?: spiders i guess.
>Number
>.x.Of times I have been in love?: 1 or 2
>.x.Of times I have had my heart broken? 0
>.x.Of hearts I have broken? 0
>.x.Of guyz I have kissed? 2
>
>.x.Of people I consider my enemies?: 20 or more.
>.x.Of CDs' that I own?: no clue.
>.x.Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: maybe 10 (sports and what not)
>.x.Of things in my past that I regret?: 0
>LAST TIME YOU-
>Really Smiled : today
>Were sarcastic : today
>Kissed someone : too long ago.
>Talked to an ex : don't remember
>Had a nightmare : don't remember
>Were lulled to sleep by the thought of someone : heh heh. I do that every night, man.
>
>[Fashion ]
>1. Do you wear a watch : sometimes when I need to know what time it is.
>2. How many coats and jackets do you own : 3 or so.
>3. Most expensive item of clothing : my brown leather fluffy coat
>
>[ Friends ]
>1. Do your friends 'know' you : yeah.
>2. What do they tend to be like : fun. truthful. real.
>3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked: my cracked out humor and weirdness
>4. are there people that you tell everything to: the Fab Five
>[Other ]
>1. Favorite band ever: Backa-streeet boys.
>2. Most listened to bands: Dir En Grey, other J-Rock
>3. Do you find any musicians good-looking: haha. ALL THOSE JAPANESE GUYS.
>4. Can you play an instrument : yeah. ...on the gui-tar.
>5. Type of music listened to : whatever.
>6. Type never listened to : i don't know.
>[ Religion ]
>1. Do you detest religion : nah
>2. How do you think this universe was formed : God.
>3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant: yeah sorta, like the muslims who think everyone else are infidels. those high and mighty fuckers.
>[ Homosexuality ]
>1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands : i don't think anything
>2. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children : whatever. its ok.
>[ General Questions ]
>1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment: uhhh. no one? haha.
>2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day : rainy day
>3.do you consider yourself lucky : definately.
>4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide : yeah.
>5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often : enstranged.
>[Stuff ]
>1. Do you own any plaid clothing : hell yeah. button up thingies and skirts.
>2. Do you own Converse shoes : yeah.
>3. Do you own Saucony shoes : no
>4. Do you own old school Nikes : no. my sister does.
>5. Do you wear tight pants : when i feel like it, yo.
>6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants : i want some with more than one...
>7. Do you own a messenger bag : no
>8. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest : dum...
>9. Do you own braces : used to...
>10. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth : no....
>11. Do you have short, shaggy hair : sorta...hahaha. some people say I walk like Shaggy...
>12. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches : no. well... maybe...in some areas...
>13. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon : YES. When POINTED.
>14. Do you think mohawks are "neat" : YES! they are kick ass.
>15. Is your hair black or red : i wish...
>16. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye : sorta...for my bleach...
>17. Do you own a bandana : i think so...
>18. Do you wear plugs in your ears : no.
>19. Are you amused by safety pins : yes! I like to put them everywhere.
>20. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute : yes, i have.
>21. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them : yes.
>22. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London : nope.
>23. Do you enjoy leopard print: yes, i do.
>[Habits/Beliefs ]
>25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything): sometimes.
>26. Are you an anarchist : sometimes...haha.
>27. Does the American flag anger you : maybe...it just makes me feel stupid thinking that I live in the United States. I wish more people were better educated.
>28. Are you "working class": uh no.
>29. Do you dislike "preps": yes.
>30. Do you dislike Hot Topic : no. thats a fun store.
>31. Do you smoke cigarettes : ick.
>32. Do you smoke cloves : uhh...no?
>33. Are you a thin waif : nope. I've got muscle, yo.
>1. [Spell your name backwards]: renrut semaj nna alyak
>2. [Where do you live?]: west seattle
>3. [Describe yourself in three words]: odd, fierce, kind
>4. [Who is your worst enemy?]: i don't really know.
>5. [If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?]: DRAGON or a TIGER or an EAGLE.
>6. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up?]: dum...3 days maybe.
>7. [Ever been to Belgium?]: nope
>8. [What's your favorite coin?]: 50 cent piece.
>DESCRIBE YOUR
>9. [Wallet]: blue yellow fox racing
>10. [Brush]: NONE.
>11. [Toothbrush]: blue. big.
>12. [Jewelry worn daily]: none.
>13. [Pillow cover]: always changing
>14. [Blanket]: well my comforter is SPIDEY...
>15. [Coffee cup]: n/a
>16. [Sunglasses]: oaklies. silver. blue. awesome.
>17. [Underwear]: all vickies. all different.
>18. [Shoes]: blue black reaction shoes.
>19. [Handbag]: none
>20. [Favorite top]: my Nintendo shirt...that says ROOTS.
>21. [Favorite pants]: my homie-g pants.
>22. [Cologne/Perfume]: how many times have i said no...
>23. [CD in stereo right now]: dir en grey - kisou
>24. [Tattoos]: none
>25. [Piercings]: none
>26. [Wearing]: a tank top and shorts
>27. [Hair]: short, caramel with highlights, very fuzzy and fluffy. looks like billowing wheat in the wind.
>28. [Makeup]: i forget...oh wait. light green eyeshadow cuz it matches my tank top.
>WHAT/WHO (is/are)
>29. [In my mouth]: pepsi.
>30. [In my head]: the VOICES.
>31. [Wishing]: I could have my own computer. in my room.
>32. [After this]: play my GBA.
>33. [Talking to]: sara.
>34. [Eating]: PEPSI.
>35. [Do you like candles]: of course. so warm and mellow.
>36. [Do you like hot wax]: yeah. i play with it.
>37. [Do you like incense]: mmm. makes things smell good.
>38. [Do you like the taste of blood]: yeah actually. it pumps me up.
>39. [Fetishes]: ah hah hah hah... too many to say...
>40. [If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason]: the president, cuz he's fucking up everything and not helping anyone.
>41. [Person you wish you could be with right now] Rachel
>42. [What/Who is next to you]: Hannibal, most likely.
>43. [What do you want done with your body when you die]: cremated and spread over....i have no idea.
>44. [Do you believe in love]: yeah dude
>45. [Do you believe in soulmates]: uh huh!
>46. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: sure.
>47. [Do you believe in Heaven]: def-def-definately.
>48. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: yup
>49. [Do you believe in God]: of course!
>50. [What's something that you wish people would understand]: everything is interpreted differently by different people.
>51. [What's something you wish you could understand better]: i don't know.
>52. [What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow]: i wanna talk to a lot of people before I can't do anything for a little while (wisdom teeth)
so yeah. i'm gonna start on a few layout ideas and see what comes of them.
dude. I can't tell you how much I hate that gay ass commercial for the Star Wars: Shadows of the Old Empire. The guy in it is super fagadelic.
Anyway, today I woke up at 6 and went to the Nordstrom sale at 7 and yeah. I didn't find much. It was quite saddening. I went on a picnic with Hannah and Gina and it was fun. Except for the fact that it was really windy. I'm hungry. I need to find something to eat.
I'm in the process of downloading and watching the gluhen weiss episodes and it pretty sad so far.
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aw man, I love how Cartoon Network plays X-Men Evolution right after Samurai Jack. It's great. I think I'm gonna find some cliques or sprites dedicated to that type of stuff...
Yeah so... I took my driving test today. It was ok...EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT I HAD A REAL BITCH FOR MY PERSON...I would have passed with an 86%, but I got 2 DA's (dangerous actions). One of them was on a left turn, and I was too far to the right and some guy pulled up next to me and took a left turn. The second was the lady "had to tell me to stop" when I was parallel parking. I knew where I was. I was going to stop right when she told me to. Stupid whore. Then she said I needed a lot more practice. Well thats GREAT, except for the fact that I have been driving everyday for like 16 days and i'm getting sick of it. I'm gonna reschedule on a Friday so I have a chance at getting the nice old guy thats funny.
SO YEAH, after THAT, my dad took me and my mom to PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN...and that movie...is just good. Good stuff. And Orlando Bloom and Johnny Depp were hot. super hot. esp. Johnny Depp. He reminded me of AJ sorta mixed with myself. haha. great stuff. man, I wanna be a swashbuckling pirate... especially cuz of those clothes... I want big shirts and hats like that. and boots...eh heh heh. Well MAINLY, I JUST WANT TO HAVE A PENIS.
Anyway, I called over to Sara's house, but she wasn't home. Apparently, she didn't even finish her driving test. She did a rolling stop at the first stop sign and the lady told her to turn around and go back. Sounds like the same bitch I had. She needs to be killed. I told her dad to have her call me when she got home, so she still isn't home, I guess. I'm really bored. I think I need to play somethin on the 'Cube or maybe play all the donkey kong games through right after each other. Or I could just beat A Link to the Past and finish it at like 3 in the morning. hmm. I didn't sleep that well last night. oh well. I got out of soccer practice cuz my quad hurts and I can't wait for the Nordstrom sale on Friday.
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Holy SHITBALLS! I just added a lot of stuff to the joined section. lets just hope I'm GOOD ENOUGH to make it into some of those cliques. I had to put a Toshiya one on there so I could put Toshiya Furlong somewhere on this new fangled thing. My dad is snoring hella loud and I need to pee really bad, so I'm gonna head up to bed. and the fact that its 1 and there's no one on AIM is depressing. I think I might draw again tonight. I've been drawing pretty good lookin people.
:gets up out of chair and starts dancing to music:
:forgets she has headphones on and pulls them out and falls over:
haha. oh yeah. YOKAN! >jams out< I've been acting like a spaz for the last couple of days. Well, even more than normal I mean. I've had more energy for some reason. I like it.
YAY! I'm in the middle of GROWING! THATS WHY I'VE BEEN EATING SO MUCH! AH HA HA!! I've only grown like this much:
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shit balls. I need to go take a shower.
yeah. okay. So I woke up today thinking mine and sara's plans were gonna happen and yeah. I took a shower, got ready, and even called sara and she was like yeah ok and I said I'd come over and yeah. So I finish up, then I get a call back from her and she said that her mom told her I couldn't come over and that she couldn't leave the house. okay then... I got all dressed up and now there is no reason to go to the street fair. I only like it to hang out with someone. So I take it I either pissed Sara's mom off in some way when I was over or I did something to Sara that she didn't like, OR Sara doesn't wanna hang out with me. grr. i didn't do shit. And i did my makeup super cool today! agh. I'm about to just go up there by myself and see if I can find anyone. i'm sick of staying in my house and doing shit.
hey guess what? I had sara spend the night and we watched the first two Terminator movies. Haha it was hilarious how bad the special FX were for the first one. My fave is still the 2nd one, even after seeing the 3rd one. I also had a tought time practicing my parallel parking yesterday . . . I get to practice even more today. I also get to go to the mall, though, so thats good.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THE STREET FAIR IS THIS WEEKEND!
I just read some letters from Lida and yeah. I wouldn't be able to survive over there. Lida is one strong woman. We got a 2 minute call from her this morning at 6:25 i guess she isn't having a HORRIBLE time. She says the place reminds her of Harry Potter and there's a detailer that looks and acts like Biff.
I'm starting to get a headache. so you like my new layout? I don't think its very good. I'll make another one really soon so I don't have to look at it anymore.
-damaru....DA MA RUUU. heh. sorry. just miyavi-ing out. >cough cough< I hope i'm not getting sick again. that would blow ass. ANYWAY, YESTERDAY I WENT AND SAW TERMINATOR 3! woo hoo. it was better than I thought it was gonna be. and the guy who played john conner was HOT. heh. I'm glad Eddie Furlong didn't do this one. haha, >TOSHIYA FURLONG<. anyway, I thought they could have made it cooler. Especially the T-X. I wish she would have kicked more ass. And I didn't like the ending either. Oh well, I already knew that it was gonna happen. they left it open for another one. grr. I wish they would have just ended it. oh well.
Well the day before yesterday I saw Bruce Almighty and that wasn't very good. the first half was really funny, then it just sucked. German rented a ninja movie and it was great. I wanna do ninjitsu now. zoob.
Yeah, my parents are gone...and i want to go over to sara's house but SHE'S NOT THERE! AHHHHHH! I haven't been over there in a long ass time. Well, not like a year but still a while. My stomach hurts. i think i ate too much bacon. oh, how I love bacon.

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hahaha! Maria is a J-rock Package Master! I started doing it and then I was like... I dunno what I would say if someone asked what I was doing... heh heh. I'm at Neysa's work so yeah. bleep. lets find some more tests to take to waste time...
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hey, I'm back! I'm soooo happy to be at home. Spain sucked majorly on the most part. I'm still fucked with jetlag... but for the most part i'm on the right time schedule. when I sleep, I only can sleep for like 4 or 5 hours... like the naps i took in spain when we had free time... heh. thats why I woke up so early today...
I'm really sad at the same time, though. When I got back on Saturday at like 7:30 PM, I wanted to spend as much time as I could with lida... but that didn't work. A lot of people came over, so I couldn't really talk with her. We stayed up all night watching home movies, and yeah, that really screwed me up sleepwise because I didn't really sleep that much on the plane coming home, and I had been up for more than 24 hours when I got to the airport. the night before that I only got like 3 hours of sleep, and the night before that, 2 hours of sleep. I feel so weird, but yeah, I couldn't fall asleep after lida left at 5am sunday morning. Everyone cried so much... I don't know what I'm gonna do with out her. SO yeah, my mom, dad, and lida went to Anneopolis... My mom and dad come back the 4th of july, but lida won't. I keep on thinking she will though.
I really have mixed feelings about her going to the Military Academy... I want her to stay there for herself and her career, but I want her to come home so everything will be the same again... This weekend was just way too much stuff happening way too fast... I won't see lida til august for the family weekend thing. then after that, I won't see her until she comes home for Christmas. I'm going to feel so empty at home. Then again, Neysa is moving back in, but I don't know for how long. We'll have fun, but its not the same. I felt sorry for David... because lida "broke-up" with him, but not really. And when she left, she just said bye bye Davie, and he wasn't even looking up. I wanted to say he could come over and play nintendo or something if he wanted to, but it sorta felt too weird. I'm just pissed I missed the party that they had for lida. Everyone came over and yeah. I bet it would have been nice and fun. Unlike Spain.
I really need to make a new layout. I have a couple of ideas, all inspired by Spain and my experiences. heh heh.
I'm gonna catch up on neopets and maybe play some Sailor Moon Another Story for a while. Then I'll call Margaux and Sara and see what they're doin. Neysa is working til 10 and I don't feel like being alone in this old ass house.
DUDE! I forgot but now I remembered! Last night, me and Staj walked to the movie store, and while we were doing so, I saw this cat that was really cute, so I petted it. We kept walking, and it started following us. So yeah, I petted it a couple more times, and Stasia couldn't because she is allergic to cats. So yeah, we went in and rented Super Troopers, and when we were coming home, it came out of a bush when we passed by and started following us again. When we got home, we started watching the movie, and when I looked at the window, the cat was staring at me. The cat stayed outside of our house the whole night. it was really cute and fuzzy, and when we tried to read its tags, it spazzed out and flipped itself out of Tov's hands. With a lot of tries, we finally found out that its name was Casey. So cute. So Tov left, I went to bed and neysa finished her paper. When I woke up today, the cat was gone, which is good cuz I didn't know what to do with it. We were thinking maybe it was lida's guardian, or Tov's cat, Marilyn, reincarnated. heh. oh well. maybe they are both wrong. Maybe animals just love me (eh heh heh).
holy coW! me and dara found an internet cafe. Iīm only gonna be on here for a half an hour cuz we have to get on the metro and go to dinner with the rest of the sea lu people. this trip has sucked so much so far. The first day felt like 5 days! I didnīt sleep at all on the plane ride over, so that totally screwed me over. I still donīt feel like Íīm in Spain right now. I just feel like Iīm stuck in a ghetto area downtown with cool ass architecture and crazy people who i canīt understand what the hell they are talking about. I went to the store to buy some pringles and i couldnīt even understand the lady when she said tres. haha. i am such a retard. Iīm gonna go e-mail my parents and play some neopets to get me happy.
farewell. I'm going to go take a two hour nap. then I'm taking a shower and getting ready, then going to the airport. hmm. I don't know what to think. it hasn't hit me yet. I wonder who I will sit next to on the plane...
HEy! this is gonna be my last entry before I go to spain, and I won't be back til the 28th. thats a long ass time if you ask me.
Anyway, yesterday i had maria over cuz it was her last day of school and yeah. She let me save a ton of her music on my computer and she brought over some of her hot japanese musician magizines. heh. There's this one guy named Seek that reminds her of me. haha. I'll most likely make my next layout with him on it. But yeah, we played mario paint, too. hahaha. that was hilarious. We drew dir en grey + Gackt + Aya and we made them be on stage, and yeah it was great stuff. it was called the domestic fucker family. we wanted to make music but we ran out of time cuz we had to get ready for lida's graduation. but yeah, we went to that and it was rather long. we didn't get home until like 10. oh well. Maria and I drew a lot of stuff and it was funny. We'll have to catch back up in August. that will be lots of fun.
I guess K. Maki went to Las Vegas...stupid whore. she didn't even tell me! I learned through maria. At least she gave me a present...haha. its so cute! it's a little froggie stamp. :)
Today, Lida is getting her haircut. I'm gonna take a picture of her hair on the floor. That'd make a cool layout. heh heh. ITS ALL I'M THINKING ABOUT THESE DAYS... haha. but yeah, she's getting it all cut off for the naval academy. I wonder what it will look like? Lets hope it looks at least ok.
I also go to a consultation for my wisdom teeth today. I'll most likely get them out in July (well duh) and uhh yeah, I think it will be fun. Sara is getting her's out next week i think, and something else out at the same time. YOU'll be ok, RIGHT SARA?! eh heh heh. damn complaining to me trying to make me feel bad... that doesn't work on me! i know how to say NO ~_^!
Well, goodbye, God bless, and everyone do shit while I'm gone so you can have as much to tell me as I do to you. ~_^
yay! no more school!!!!! i had locker check out at 10 this morning and finished in like 8 minutes! heh. no more stupid crap. now is time to have fun!!!!
dude. my english final SUCKED. it wasn't hard...it was just time consuming. I was writing for more than 2 hours. it was hella gay too, cuz it had nothing to do with anything that we learned. its even gayer cuz its the test that took me the longest and all the rest of them were over stuff we learned... what a final SHOULD BE. Mrs. GUNTER is GOING TO DIE. she will... sooner or later. I will poison her food. heh heh. that'd be great. or maybe send her a bomb or something... nah. I'd love to just take a katana and >slash< >slash< >slash<. easy as pie.
Well my bio final was hella easy. and it was fun too. heh. mr. dahlke is great. now i don't know what to do with myself... i don't have to do ANYTHING! hahaha. MWAHAHAHA. well i do have to check out my locker tomorrow at 10 but hey. its already CLEAN! I never got it dirty in the first place. oh yeah, suck it.
yeep. I haven't written in here for a while. i've been so busy doin stuff for spain and finals. I went shopping so many times to get long enough shorts and a swimsuit...and i studied a lot for my history final last night... heh.
Finals were very very easy today...except for like 1 or 2 questions on my math final, but thats ok... history was easy since I studied so much. I always overstudy for history tests, damnit. Math...I didn't review before the test because the bell rang when I was in the bathroom and I had to hurry and get my shit and yeah. it was all rushed. oh well. just as long as I passed it I keep my A. i love finals days...you get to go late and get out early. one thing i don't like about it is they usually give you way too much time. I just wish I could get them all over with in one day. I could totally do that. or at least just take the 2 of them without all the extra time and have more time to do shit you need to do...heh. my mom took me to the mall and I got some nice black flip flop sandals for spain. that way I won't have to bring my 5-pound Doc Martin sandals. good stuff. I'm basically all packed for spain. I even have nummy snacks for the airplane from Target and Uwajimaya.
I'm pondering if I should make a new layout before I leave for spain or not. I think I should so as not to have Photoshop withdrawal while I'm over there...
I've been having more funky ass dreams lately. No big whoop. just some sensual ones lately >eh heh heh<. I drew Kyo while I waited for a half an hour to get out of the damn class room after I finished my history final. he looks pretty cool actually. I might give him to mr. dahlke. HAHAHA. I wonder what he'd say... I have to take the Aaron Carter stickers out of my locker tomorrow! That's the only thing in there besides my books now.
>Jams out to the RAGE BEAT!< hahahaha...
yeep. I haven't written in here for a while. i've been so busy doin stuff for spain and finals. I went shopping so many times to get long enough shorts and a swimsuit...and i studied a lot for my history final last night... heh.
Finals were very very easy today...except for like 1 or 2 questions on my math final, but thats ok... history was easy since I studied so much. I always overstudy for history tests, damnit. Math...I didn't review before the test because the bell rang when I was in the bathroom and I had to hurry and get my shit and yeah. it was all rushed. oh well. just as long as I passed it I keep my A. i love finals days...you get to go late and get out early. one thing i don't like about it is they usually give you way too much time. I just wish I could get them all over with in one day. I could totally do that. or at least just take the 2 of them without all the extra time and have more time to do shit you need to do...heh. my mom took me to the mall and I got some nice black flip flop sandals for spain. that way I won't have to bring my 5-pound Doc Martin sandals. good stuff. I'm basically all packed for spain. I even have nummy snacks for the airplane from Target and Uwajimaya.
I'm pondering if I should make a new layout before I leave for spain or not. I think I should so as not to have Photoshop withdrawal while I'm over there...
I've been having more funky ass dreams lately. No big whoop. just some sensual ones lately >eh heh heh<. I drew Kyo while I waited for a half and hour to get out of the damn class room after I finished my history final. he looks pretty cool actually. I might give him to mr. dahlke. HAHAHA. I wonder what he'd say... I have to take the Aaron Carter stickers out of my locker tomorrow! That's the only thing in there besides my books now.
>Jams out to the RAGE BEAT!< hahahaha...

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hey. i got out of school at like 1 today. it was nice. i got lots of people to write in my yearbook. I usually don't read them til school is out, but I read jeff's and he said i'm cute and have a certain hot aspect. heh heh. too bad he won't be at sea lu next year...
haha. my dad is watchin this movie and its pretty interesting. i'm tired. I think i'm gonna go take a nap while writing stupid notes and doing my PT exercises. but FIRST...I'm gonna make a cd with miyavums on it. and my other good new japanese music...heh heh heh.
aye, I don't have much to say. i want to go to someone's house but sara is at a car wash, margaux is doing a project, and maria has her grandma over. GAH! >goes insane< AND I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL TO DO ON GOLDEN SUN 2!!!! AHHHHH. i'm so lost. i think its funny though cuz you get to sail around like in wind waker. i think I should play some old games today cuz I feel like it. like DK64. heh heh. CRANKy's lab! >laughs and snorts< heh heh.
my mom wants me to make invitations to lida's going away party. i'll most likely make them on photoshop. heh. i love photoshop... you know whats sad though? I won't be here when its going on! urg. at least I will be here for neysa's graduation party. that'll be a lil fun. I love all of neysa's friends! heh. well see ya later.
hey yo. I had to archive the rest of that crap cuz it was way too long. I'm pondering if I should make a layout for sara. I'm semi bored. but I have to study for my drivers ed tests that I have tomorrow. grr. I can't wait til I get my driver's liscense. that'll be great.
today was odd. half the people were gone from school cuz of state and a lot of the seniors skipped. like 52 people were gone. heh. I got a lot of time to play golden sun though cuz we didn't do anything really important in any of my classes. gah! SPAIN! i need to get my scrap book all the way done. I need to start printing off pictures of stuff I like. well wait a second...I could make something on photoshop... heh heh. fun times. that'll cut my urge to do something on photoshop. its just so odd how this addiction just pops up out of nowhere. I think I need to explore the web for some fun first, though.