You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He emerged from his own ashes, to be forever immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl (Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum (Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life, the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined individual. You tend to keep your sense of optomism, even through tough times and have a positive outlook on most situations. You have a way of looking at going through life as a journey that you can constantly learn from. Phoenixes are the best friends to have because they cheer people up easily.
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
You're warm, and the most approachable. You have that gentle prescence about you. People can relate to you, and find you easy company. However it's likely you've been hurt in the past and it has left you scarred so things can become rather chilly with you at times. Being the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy and loyal to your friends but prone to depression and negative thinking.
Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)
O.O W-w-what happened to p-p-pitas...? Why is a lot of my entries m-m-missing?!? SOMEBODY TELL ME!!! ::reads an update at pitas::T_T T_T T_T T_T >.T T_T T_T T_T T_T So... that stupid thing that made pitas go down before, made almost everything go ja ne...T_T ::breaths:: Well... That...........sucks...........T_T
Horo Horo: Enough with the T's!!
haha Before I go on a rampage, lets go to the next subject.^-^;; Um... Looks like I haven't blogged since... October 7.T_T -_- It's been at least an entire week since I blogged and I have a lot to get off my back, I guess.-_-;
I don't know about you, but this is WORST week of my life. Well, nothing "bad" happened, I mean no one died or got run over or anything... I was just, literally, tortured to the heart!x_x I wanted to die all the time. My genki side wasn't present a lot. I didn't get super depressed or anything, I was just sad or pissed off at something.::shrugs::
On Sunday I fainted...XD Thats just a simple laugh now.^-^;; I still don't like that experience but its really funny from Joruri's POV.XD BTW, fainting sucks, especially if you're in the shower and no one knows you fainted.x_x I had this whole "story"-ish thing all written out(and detailed) on Sunday, but I decided not to post it.^-^;; I might later'z, but not to sure on it now.
The rest of the week was pure torture.x_x Do you like being scolded by teachers, parents, and a random stranger ALL IN ONE DAY?!?!?x_______x And I didn't get a lot of homework that day, but make-up work was needed to get my grades up... For one week, er 5 days to be exact, I stayed up til 2:00AM each night to do all make-up work.x_x Although it was my own choice, it hurt.
Then ff.net wouldn't let me upload my ficcy.;___; I have a, frequently, progressing ManKin fic called Dub Bashing Rhymes. haha What do you think thats about?XDD Well yeah, I worked on a couple the whole week, making it my current, highlighted, positive thing of the week, and then I finished one of the poems, showed it to Silver-kun, and decided to post it. But alas![1] ff.net was being evil to Joruri and wouldn't let me upload it.x_x But happiliy I can now!^-^
1. Um... I have no idea where that came from... Its MOST likely from my current book obsession, Talking to dragons by Patricia E. Wrede. The Enchanted Forest Chronicles consists of 4 books. I read the first one, Dealing with dragons, but I can't find 2 or 3 so I'm reading 4, now.^-^;; Its wonderfullness!!! I prefer this book series over Harry Potter.^-^;; Weird, ne?XD No it isn't.<.<
Gyah nevermind that horrible week rant. I don't care how bored I am right now, but that thing is gonna go on FOREVER. If I was in the mood right now, I'd could, and would, go into every little problem, explaining each one... as throughly as possible.x_____x
>.O They're back, and they brought friends.XD I put the fanlistings back up, because it got erased when pitas did that thingy. But I put everything back up, added more, and added the alt="..." thingys.^-^;; I'm not sure if I got all my ManKin ones though... ::shrugs::
Erk Gotta go'z. Tis time for eats.^-^ Joruri is ready to have a meal fit for a king!^-^;;
Horo Horo: I'm the king!!=D
Joruri: All hail King Horo Horo!(_ _)
Horo Horo: ^___________^
Joruri: Er... nevermind that... it sounds too weird...¬¬
Horo Horo: Awwwww ;__;
Joruri: Stop crying, lets just go eat now, okay?^-^ ::drags Horo Horo to eat::^______^
Joruri stopped thinking at 9:45 p.m. on Friday, October 24, 2003
Kruu Joruri is bored again...=P So I'm either doing this to rid myself of all boredness or to avoid homework... which I shouldn't be doing because I have a lot.-_- kruu........
School was pretty uneventful today... we didn't really do much.. and I don't know of anything that went on outside at recess because I stayed in again to work on the school site... I'm almost finished with the gay-ass calendar. ALMOST! But it doesn't seem to like me...::pout:: Hm... what else happened at school? ::thinks:: Um... I kept saying "kruu.." Okay I even kept saying it when I talked to Eliv and Maria. Kruu~! Kruu, kruu kruu~ kruu~!! Kruu~~~!^-^ haha Joruri isn't turning into a Koro Pokkuru is she?^-^;; Kruu~!
Kruu I couldn't really concentrate in school today... Why? Well this morning I woke up really early... Too early for Joruri...(6:30)@_@ ::kicks Horo Horo:: Dammit how can you wake up at 5:00?!?!?>.< Kruu My early start wasn't the only thing that made me drift off in class... In the morning I woke up and ended up listening to On the Wings of Love for quite a while... and I had the song stuck in my head all day... I kept humming it.^-^;; It's all my brother's fault!! He's the one that put that cd in the alarm!
Er speaking of my brother... I'm kinda mad at him... Not because of the song thing this morning... it's because of what he said on Sunday......
~~~
Brian: "Why do you keep reading fan fics?!"
Joruri: "Because I like them!!"
Brian: "Why? It's not like you write them."
Joruri: "I DO!"
Brian: "Fan fics are stupid... They're the stupidest thing anybody could do."
Joruri: ::glares at Onii-san::
Brian: ::"whispering" to himself:: "It's not like yours turn out any good anyways..."
~~~
I KNOW HE SAID THAT!!! EVEN THOUGH HE WHISPERED TO HIMSELF, I KNOW!! Joruri's ears are really sensitive! Well not THAT sensitive... but I heard him and I'm REALLY mad. I've said it before, Brian doesn't approve of anything I love! He always tells me to close Photo Shop when I'm using it to make something, because he thinks I just waste my time on it! ARGH I don't HATE my brother, I'm just really mad at him... just because I'm younger than him doesn't mean he can boss me around! I became to soft because of him! He always makes me do REALLY simple tasks for him... like get a freakin soda! And when I refuse to do so, he does freakin puppy dog eyes, kinda. And I always end up doing whatever he wants done, for him.@_@ It's been like this for as long as Joruri can remember... But I-DO-NOT-HATE-HIM!@_@
kruu Joruri done ranting about her brother now... Hm... what should I do now? Um... I feel like posting lyrics.^-^;;
On The Wings Of Love
Jeffrey Osborne
Just smile for me and let the day begin
You are the sunshine that lights my heat within
I'm sure that you're an angel in disguise
Come take my hand and together we will rise
On the wings of love
Up and above the clouds
The only way to fly
Is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us
Together flying high
Flying high Upon the wings of love
You look at me and I begin to melt
Just like the snow when a ray of sun is felt
I'm crazy bout ya baby can't you see
I'd be delighted if you could come with me
On the wings of love
Up and above the clouds
The only way to fly
Is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us
Together flying high
Flying high Upon the wings of love
Yes you belong to me
I'm yours exclusively
Right now we live and breathe Each other
Insepreble it seems,
We're flowing like a stream
Running free flowing
On the wings of love
On the wings of love
Up and above the clouds
The only way to fly
Is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us
Together flying high
Together flying high
On the wings of love
Up and above the clouds
The only way to fly
Is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us
Together flying high
Together flying high
Upon the wings of love
Er why does Joruri keep listening to this song? It's just some sappy love song, isn't it?!>.<??
Kruu~! Kruu~!! Kruuu~~~~ Kruu kruu~~ kruu! kruu' kruu~~!!^-^
Ja ne!
Joruri stopped thinking at 06:32 p.m. on Tuesday, October 7, 2003
Kwee Kwee Joruri is super BORED, to rid myself of bored-ness, Joruri decided to answer the e-mail that Maria sent me.^-^;; And to rid myself of even more bored-ness I decided to post it.^.^;; Joruri’s hands are gonna hurt by the time this is over…
*************YOU, YOU, YOU***************
What is your full name? Justine Ysabel Perez… Joruri Soma is what I want to be called.^-^
1. Nicknames? Joruri, Banisher of Sin… I used to have characterized names in class but I grew out of’em…
2. B-day: January 20, 1990
3. Age: 13
4. Gender: A girl.^-^;;
5. Social Security: A what?::blinks::
6. Where do you live? Somewhere next to somewhere… OH I KNOW!!! I live on my computer!^-^
7. What school do you attend? Our Lady of Perpetual Help School
8. Siblings and their ages? My big brother(17).^-^
9. Pets: 6 cats.^-^
10. Zodiac Sign: Isn’t mine Aquarius?
11. Righty or Lefty: My right hand is literally tortured
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: It’s a blackish color that looks dark brown in the sunlight.^-^;;
13. Eye color: I think it’s black…
14. Height: ::blink, blink:: I don’t remember……
15. Do u wear contacts or glasses? NEITHER!!!><
16. Do you have any piercings? My ears are pierced.^-^
17. Where do you want more? That question doesn’t make sense to Joruri…..
18. Do you have a tattoo? I used to wear those tattoos that you just wet and put on.XDD
19. If so what and where n if not where would u get one? Kiddy-party play places.^-^;;
20. Do you wear any rings? Rings?::blinks:: I always lose them….
21.Do you have a certain fashion you follow? Um…. Not really, but I only wear shirts that are bigger than me.^-^
23. How are you today? BORED!><
24. What pants are you wearing right now? I’m still in uniform so I’m wearing shorts.^-^;;
25. What shirt are you wearing right now? My normal white shirt and school blouse
26. What underwear are you wearing right now? T_T I’m not answering that….. The person who made this must be a pervert.XP
27. What does your hair look like at the moment? It’s usual down and curvy bottom look
28. What song are u listening to right now? OVER SOUL!!!XD
29. What was the last thing u ate? I think it was a graham cracker.^-^;;
30. How is the weather right now? All foggy like
31. Last person you talked to on the phone: Some random person asking for my dad.XP
32. Last Dream you can remember: I’m not sure… but I think I had a dream that I was on my computer last night.XD
33. Who are you talking to right now? I’m singing to myself… does that count?::blinks::
34. What time is it? 6:44 PM
************More about YOU!*****************
35. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 5265
36. If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? White!
37. Have you ever almost died? Yes… I was climbing a cabinet and I jumped down and my stomach got slit on the corner of the cabinet door, and I couldn’t breathe then I passed out.^-^;; There’s still a scar there, wanna see?XD
38. How do you eat an Oreo? It depends.. Twist off the crackers and lick the cream and eat the crackers or dump the whole thing in milk and eat it whole.^-^;;
39. What makes you happy? Glomping Horo Horo, talking to my friends(anime friends and classmates), reading ManKin fics, looking at ManKin fan art, yaoi(^-^;;), reviews, bunnys, eating, sleeping, day dreaming, staring at the clouds, and… and… and… glomping Horo Horo, of course!^-^;;
40. What's the next CD you are going to buy? I make burns
41. What religion/denomination are you? Catholic
42. What's the best advice ever given to you? Advice? Not to sure… Lecture me all you want I’m not gonna remember it… But it’s probably “When in doubt say hee”^-^ Or Yoh’s famous quote that I can’t remember.^-^;;
43. Have u ever won any special awards? Nope
44.What are your future goals? Dunno… I do plan on becoming a novelist-author like person.^-^;;
46. Do u like to dance? Depends… I need to be taught or I’ll just end up looking like an idiot.
47. What's the stupidest thing u ever done? ::thinks:: This? No probably not… I’ll get back to you on that, kay?
48. What's your favorite memory? I have plenty that I can’t remember
49. If u could change 1 thing bout yourself what would it be? Plenty of things, everyone wants to change something about them right?
51. Where do you shop the most? J-town
52. How many kids do you want to have? I don’t even know if I wanna have kids…
53. Son's names? Dunno…
54. Daughter's names? Anna?^-^;;
55. Do you do drugs? NO, OF COURSE I DON’T!!!><
56. Do you drink? NO!
57. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Suave?
58. What sport do you hate the most? ALL OF THEM
59. What are you most scared of? Being alone and losing the ones I love, or not being able to do anything for someone I love in a VERY bad situation
60. How many TV's do you have in your house? I think about 9
61. Do you have your own? T_T No…
62.. phone lines? I don’t have my own phone line if that’s what you mean
63. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? I sleep cuddled with a pillow or a teddy-bear
64. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? I think I did…
65. Who do you dream about: Lots of things… Shaman King, computers, random things that just don’t make sense… It goes on!
66. Who do you tell your dreams to? I post my ManKin dreams at my blog…
67. Who's the loudest friend you have? ::thinks:: Maria or Steven… One of them.^-^
68. Who's the quietest friend? Dunno
69. Is cheerleading a sport? Who gives a *honk*?XD
70. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? I counted once and got 402.XD
71. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? I hurt myself thinking about this.^-^;;
*********YOU and LOVE*********
72. Do you believe in Love? Yep!
73.. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? No
74. Do you have a crush? If Horo Horo doesn’t count, no.
75. Who is your crush? ::points at number 74, blushes:: I have a twisted head and I think anime characters are cute.^-^;;
76. Do you believe in Love at first sight? Sometimes I do, sometimes I don’t
77. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? I no know
78. What song do you want played at your wedding? Dearest by Hamasaki Ayumi
79. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their name.^-^
80. Longest crush: ::blush, blush, blush:: Michael.=X ::blush, blush, blush, blush::
81. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? No one in mind…
82. Do you find yourself attractive? Nope
83. Do you find yourself ugly? Occasionally
84. Do others find you attractive? I don’t think so
85. Are you a virgin? YES!
*****Pick One: THIS OR THAT***********
133. Lights on/off: off, but not when it’s really dark
134. sun or rain? Rain
135. Mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (Burger King)? The one that doesn’t make Shaman King figures.T_T
136. Do u like scary or happy movies better? HAPPY!
137. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? Who are they again? ::blinks:: This thing must be SO old.XD
138. On the phone or in person? In person, or online.^-^
139. Paper or plastic? <.< >.> I don’t know…
140. Sausage or pepperoni? I like sausage better.
141. Summer or winter? Winter(WHERE’S AUTUMN?!)
142. Hugs or kisses? Neither! I like glomps!^-^ ::glomps everything in sight::
143. Milk, Dark or White Chocolate: Dark chocolate, please.^-^
144. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: Root beer
145. Glass half full or half empty? T_T Who thought up this thing anyways?::blink, blink::
146. CD or Tape: CD
147. VHS or DVD: DVD
148. Cats or Dogs: Cats
149. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: T_T That’s just wrong…
150. Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
151. Skiing or Boarding: You mean the snow ones, right? ::blinks, grins, points at Baka Boro:: You should already know what I’d pick.^-^
152. Day or night: Night
153. Cake or pie: Strawberry cake!^-^
155. Diamond or pearl: Um… diamonds I guess…
156. sunset or sunrise: Sunset… I wanna see it sometime.^-^
***************YOUR >FAVS*******************
157. color? White!
158. food: Japanese.
159. Fast Food: In N' Out
160. Candy: Melty kiss.^-^
161. Beverage: Whatever….
162. Ice Cream Flavor: Mint-chocolate chip.^-^
163. Sport: I don’t think I have one… I kiinda like tennis though….
163. Animal: Birds
164. Fave type of music? J-pop, K-pop
165. Radio Station: I don’t have one
166. Song: Kree There’s so many!!!@_@
167. Singer/s: Hamasaki Ayumi, Hayashibura Megumi, Kokia, Horie Yui, W-inds, Utada Hikaru, I forgot the others…^-^;;
168. number: 13, 3583.XD
169. Fav. Actor or Actress? Meh… I don’t care for actors or actresses
170. Fav. day of the year? Don’t have one
171. Fav. month? January
172. TV show? Kwee I don’t feel like typing them up.XP
173. Store: Um.. I dunno…
174. Scent: Milk!XD
175 Board Game?: Chess
177. Saying: Wai~!, Kwee, Kruu Kruu, Joruri try, but Joruri fail, “Fate is for those too weak to determine their own destiny”
~~~~~~~HAVE YOU EVER~~~~~~~
178. Loved someone so much it made you cry? ::blush, blush:: Yeah…-_-;;
180. Drank? No, I don’t think so
181. Ever gotten dumped? No
182. Broke the law? I don’t remember
183. Ran from the cops? NO!
185. Stole something? Can’t remember
186. Tried to kill yourself? I thought about killing myself…
187. Made yourself throw up? Ew I don’t like throwing up
189. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Hehe yeah… ince or twice.^-^;; It worked ONCE.XD
last cigarette: Ew…
last kiss: My mommy or daddy
last good cry: Dunno
last library book checked out: Dealing with Dragons for the 7th time.XD
last movie seen: ::doesn’t remember::
last book read: Does Kitsune’s Lyserg fic count?::blink::
last cuss word uttered: Shimatta!
last beverage drank: That red mountain dew thing.^-^;;
last food consumed: Graham cracker!^-^;;
last crush: ::twitch:: Question repeats are stupid…
last phone call: Chester!XD
last tv show watched: I haven’t watched t.v in a LONG time… my cable’s out.-_-;
last time showered: The other night
last shoes worn: My usual black stupid old shoes.=P
last cd played: Maria’s random cd
last item bought: Chicken Teriyaki?
last downloaded: Shaman King manga scans
last disappointment: Can’t remember… I think it’s the many tests I failed today, but they don’t bother me that much.=P
last soda drank: I already answered this!!!><
last key used: My house keys
last word spoken: Egao de itai!(Love Hina- Kyouga Otenki)
last sleep: 2:00 AM…-_-
last im: baka(Maria)!^.^
last weird encounter: Dunno
last ice cream eaten: A bucket of mint-chocolate chip.XD
last time amused: Watching my friend draw Cielo!XDD
last time wanting to die: When I failed in keeping my pet fish alive…(weird I know, but at that time I felt like I couldn’t do anything right or on my own, Joruri cried…)
last time in love: Now!^-^ ::glomps Horo Horo::
last time hugged: My last squeezle was with Diane.^-^
last time scolded: Don’t remember
last chair sat in: The one I’m in now!
last shirt worn: My school blouse and white shirt… I’m still wearing it.^-^;;
last time dancing: LONG time ago
last poster looked at: My FFX poster
last show attended: Brian’s play I think…
last webpage visited: Northern Soul
I HURT: both my hands.-_-;;
I LOVE: HORO HORO!!!XDD
I HATE: 4kids, life, and homework
I FEAR: plenty of things… ::sees a spider:: Eek~!o_O!!
I HOPE: to have my dreams come true(doesn’t everyone?-_-)
I FEEL: like singing, un-inspired, and I’m currently in calm, rabid, glomp mode.^-^
I HIDE: under the blanket.^-^;;
I DRIVE: people crazy.=P
I MISS: lots of things…
I LEARNED: How to make my own lay outs.^-^
I NEED: to get a life-_-;;
I THINK: about stuff…
current clothes: School uniform
current mood: -_-;; That’s my face right now.^-^;;
current music: Horo Horo’s theme.^-^
current taste: my mouth
current hair: same thing….
current annoyance: Even though I’m talking to Maria, it’s not her.^-^;;
current smell: nothing… air?::blinks::
current thing I should be doing: my homework.-_-;;
current desktop picture: Homestar Runner!XD
current refreshment: nothing…-_-;
current worry: My computer is gonna die on me.-_-;;
Kwee this took Joruri a LONG time… HOLY CREPE!!! I started this at around 6:30 PM and now it’s like 8:30 PM!!!o_O!! Kwee…-_-
Everyine has to do this at least once in their life, huh?XD My hands hurt..-.-;
Joruri stopped thinking at 08:27 p.m. on Thursday, October 2, 2003
Kree Kree Once again we have come to the beginning of a new month!!XDD Kruu September past by quite fast didn't it?::blinks::
You know already... New month equals new lay out, and really, Joruri is proud of this one.^-^ Joruri made EVERYTHING(excluding most of the link buttons, counter, and zonkboard)!! hehe^-^ Tare Panda! Tare Panda! Why did I choose Tare Panda for the theme? Well no reason really... I was just uninspired and bored... My brother was flashing his Tare Panda accessories, and my Tare Panda button triggered.^-^;; So I ended up making this, I like it, so Joruri use it.^-^ I wanted to make and use a Horo one but Joruri messed up on it, so I'm putting that off for another layout... I had a Yoh one all prettied up... but I wasn't able to use it on pitas, basically because I didn't know how.::pout::
This months music is jawa wa senai from Slayers.^-^ Pretty cool, huh?::smiles::
Still lay out news...T_T
::twitch::Joruri is ::twitch:: going to change ::twitch:: the Horo ::twitch:: Horo counter!!>.<::twitch, has a seizure, dies:: Kree I never thought I would... but my Tare Panda button is still on and it's urging me to change it to one of the Tare Panda counters.::twitch:: So I'll do that once I finish this entry.(Joruri = sad, sad Horo Horo fan girl)
Bleee~~! Whoo finally... Maria and I got started on the school site. Whoo! It's just html, so it's not that hard for Joruri... and all we really have to do is change the names around a bit.=P
Pyon~! Joruri is going to archive Northern Soul, too... It's beginning to get a bit long.^-^;; So I'll change it soon, and then work on a new lay out for it.
::grumbles::T_T Why do I always have so little to blog about?-_-;; And when I do have a lot, I always detail it poorly.T_T Grr... Joruri want something to happen to her... NOTHING BAD OF COURSE!!!O_O!! <.< >.>
Er.... Ja ne, I guess.^-^
Joruri stopped thinking at 07:45 p.m. on Wednesday, October 1, 2003
Anime: Shaman King, Angelic Layer, Flame of Recca, Fruits Basket, Fushigi Yuugi, Gatekeepers, .hack//sign, Inuyasha, Jubei-chan, Kodomo no Omocha, Love Hina, Yu-gi-oh, Tiny Snow Fairy Sugar, Escaflowne, Naruto, DNA2, Great Teacher Onizuka, Slayers, DBGT, and more.
Games: Final Fantasy's, Ragnarok Online, Sly Cooper, Dual Hearts, more to come...
Mucic: Anime related, J-pop, J-rock, K-pop, w-inds,Hamasaki Ayumi, Hayashibura Megumi, Horie Yui, Boa, Kokia and more...
Quote: Fate is for those too weak to determine their own destiny. ~Kamran Hamid
Joruri can: Sleep, write, dance, make graphics, play games, make friends, read, act stupid, be stupid without knowing, get side-tracked easily, speak and understand a little Japanese, get easily addicted...
Joruri can't: Draw, sleep early even if she wanted to, concentrate in class, make an animated graphic, be an innocent, sweet angel, sing as good as everyone else, read any Japanese, write in Japanese, speak fluent Japanese, read Filipino, understand or speak Filipino...
