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chew chew
shengrong
amos
tinky
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on a book
i'm reading an excellent book called "oxygen". it was really hot on last (or is it last last?) years bestsellers list so i guess i'm really slow to be reading it now :) no matter. it touches on camus quite alot, and briefly mentions sartre and de beauvoir... stuff i wouldnt have otherwise known abt if not for ACJC Lit Symp. it sounds awfully geeky, but i really like doing lit papers. it affects how you read bks in subtle ways.
song of the moment: big yellow taxi! and george harrison's got my mind set on you (yes hc ppl.. it's tt mass dance song)
Saturday, March 29, 2003 01:24 p.m.
the silence between us amounts to more than just words
yes, i must agree with what amos said abt silence. when youre with someone u love, you can spend whole hours just sitting there enjoying the other's presence.. without having to say a single word, you can feel amazingly at peace with the world.
went to the esplanade today to stone. it was raining ever so slightly and i was really quite drowsy. but i was happy :) nothing beats having him around.
i wonder when we'll be able to get our uniforms. they ran out of blouses can u believe it? i know hc has more girls than guys, but thats hardly a very gd reason... :p silly uniform suppliers.
"jo with the flow on the fuzz track" - that's our slogan for council campaign. quite cute though it means nothing when you break it down.. like most things :)i think im blabbering nonsense.. better stop before i really embarrass myself.
Friday, March 28, 2003 04:12 p.m.
no school
yay. but its gonna eat into june hols and our block tests will surely suffer... ah well. hope 15 is not serious abt staying at home all the time.. that would really suck.. would miss everyone to bits.
hmm XYZ is coming back to hc humans. A14. shes indecisive to say the least but i'll hold my peace and refrain from bitching online. (since i do it so much in school yes)
oh the new comp is here. my brother has it in his room. so we can finally stop fighting over it every night.. oh joy...
Wednesday, March 26, 2003 10:36 p.m.
everyones back
yay, my class is intact. :) best thing to happen today was seeing weixiang and alex in the morning line-up at assembly. could nvr have imagined a 15 without them..
guess what? i got my i/c and ezlink back in the mail today in this note-less envelope. cant decide if i should be damn irritated that i didnt get the wallet (And the fifty bucks.. but im not so naive i think) back, or if i should jus be thankful tt i dun hafta pay $100 to make a new i/c. gah. stupid ass of a person-who-picked-up-my-wallet.
accompanied fuzzy and crashed rj for a short short while...nadia is going to meridien. i was so shocked. will nvr ever complain tt i've got a challenging jc life.. seeing old classmates and friends was good as usual. made me wonder for the zillionth time why i gave this up for hc.. but oh well. no regrets :)
campaigning starts nxt wk. what have i done so far? nothing. the council teacher talked to the humans ppl running.. basically shoving all the incentives of a good CCA record and PEARLS and uni admissions and blah blah blah up our noses... to prevent us from withdrawing cos there r too few ppl running. talk abt desperate...
Tuesday, March 25, 2003 10:26 p.m.
am so not a porn star
dammit! even tok has taken to calling me a porn star! :( being bullied in sch sucks.
Stupid Serene Said:
2.) "what is an eclipse?"- asked in math lecture. incidentally we were doing ellipses, not eclipses. but i guess its all the same to chewy. :)
anyway, chew chew made me get a livejournal acct jus so i can have a commenting thing (did i mention she pushed a door and somehow managed to whack her forehead on it simultaneously.. it was like damn smooth rotfl)... but im too damn lazy to fix it up. so spastic. so i got my own message board. u can start using it.. its on the left. sorry for the trouble, chew... but i really like pitas, its damn easy to use. plus you owe me major for the entire porn star fiasco... :)
have been feeling lifeless and apathetic all day. somehow theres nothing to look forward to in life anymore. i hope i change my mind.
appeals are still pending.. all the best folks.
Monday, March 24, 2003 06:11 p.m.
you must be wondering why i update so frequently
i think it's cos im too damn free at home. :)
i don't feel like reading abt the convention, the terror or the directory (hope i at least got that in chronological order :p)... and induction is simply too boring. but on acct of jerry chai, i might jus do a few questions. later.
there are rumours that barny will reshuffle our classes to foster better humans relations. don't know how true that is, but i guess we'll find out tmr. think i speak on behalf of all 15ers when i say "nooo....." sigh. sentimentality is irksome but i love my class too much..
fuzzy, if you ever read this, don't lose yourself to The Dark Side! icky brown beats gruesome green anytime!! (i suck at persuading ppl)
Sunday, March 23, 2003 05:59 p.m.
you know who you are
talking to you was great as usual. im still amazed (yes, after like 5/6 yrs of friendship) by how we can complete each other's sentences. how do we do it? who knows. but having a true friend like you... someone who completely accepts every facade of my confused personality, it's truly wonderful. we can talk everyday, or we can talk once every 6 months. in the end, it doesn't matter because there is never any distance between us.
and you! you're another one. your house is my 2nd home. and no, im not jus referring to the freeloading i so love to indulge in. :)i mean it in more ways than one. i know this sounds so corny, but ive grown to love your family members too. that jus shows you how close we are, yes? laughing together... at the end of the day, that's how i always remember us.
last but not least, you. (yes im talking to three different ppl here...)we've got a rather "unorthodox" ( i quote sr) relationship. i know i always lose my head towards that time of the month, and i know most of my madness is directed at you... so i guess i'll jus say: thanks, i really appreciate it. and i love you.
Saturday, March 22, 2003 11:49 p.m.
cheenafied
hmm posting results are out. my class is disintegrating!!!! i am soo upset!! weixiang is posted to nj, alex to ac, fuzz to rj!! how can!!! shit. they happen to be the ppl im closest to in class...noooo...theyre in school right now, getting barnard to pull a few strings like he did for esther chew last yr. im so damn scared...can only hope for them. :(
i like liang jing ru. jus d/l her latest album. it's really nice and soothing... her voice doesn't grate on my nerves, which is quite rare for female singers really. (like celine and mariah and other assorted divas who yell their blardy lungs out track after track)
besides her, there are the staples like yanzi and jay chou (no, not gay chou dear zh) they rock lah.. i can't seem to get enough of them. have i become more cheenafied since stepping into hwaCHONG jc? (sorry tts the way they say it.. hwaCHONG) i dunno. but i do know that i love it when they occasionally blast jay from the inner plaza. then da ge and i will call each other out of the classroom to stand at the balcony thing jus outside. and ppl like pet pet will sing with me. gah, i miss school.
Saturday, March 22, 2003 11:58 a.m.
mmph.
bad luck bad luck! i lost my wallet today. along with i/c, ez link card, $50 note. i'm so damn depressed... really hope it gets returned to me: can u imagine replacing all that stuff? so damn inconvenient.
but the day wasn't all that bad. worked out with fuzzy and also met lots of friends along the way. let's see... there was xuanyou, crystal, liwei, yingheng and des :) how nice. i love bumping into nice people.
this year i've been guilty of many things... one of which is neglecting my parents. i'm not sure if this goes for everyone, but it's quite sad when you only see your parents just before you leave for school and just before you go to sleep. i haven't realised it til now, but the best way to appease my mummy is just to spend a day out with her... sometimes that's all she wants, and as a daughter, that's the least i can do.
another thing i've been guilty of... bitching. see the previous entry haha... *weak laughter* should i be less hypocritical or even less critical of others? i guess the answer is obvious... but it's gonna take me time to change.
Friday, March 21, 2003 09:03 p.m.
bitchin
ok. i've received orders to bitch about ppl here. here goes.
i can't stand XYZ and her propensity to self-indulge. she keeps the whole class in suspense regarding where she's transfering to and simultaneously slams the girls in 15 on her blog. well, two can play the game. she openly implied that we were heartless beings totally unconcerned with her welfare.. which may be true for some of us, but certainly not for the majority. oh whatever.
Thursday, March 20, 2003 10:29 p.m.
aching
backache, neckache, headache, heartache.
i'm sick. so i spent the entire day rooted to the sofa, watching inane shows like oprah, waiting for someone to call me when he finally gets home.
just received a call from my mother: "i'm out buying a hi-fi for you now. " how nice of her! except... why can't she get me stuff that i actually ask for? like... an increased allowance, extended curfews, stuff like that.
where's that guy?? :/
oh yes, i forgot to mention my lovely comm service experience on tuesday. went to this family service centre at bukit batok to play with kids for 3 hours... this two little primary 1 fellas were so cute, they climbed into my lap and fought for space and attention. after which they dragged me around the place. it's tough being dragged around by kids who're shorter than you. they run much faster than me too. :)on the downside, there was this 12 year old girl who didn't act her age and basically pestered me about my lovelife. and used me as a human pillow. but oh those little boys just made my day...
Thursday, March 20, 2003 08:24 p.m.
you damn guo fen loh
that Serene chew chew is too much! defaming me on her little livejournal in her free time...
to get back, i hereby announce my new list "Stupid Serene Said". check it for frequent updates (i'm sure there'll be many) :)
Stupid Serene Said:
1. too many musics
2. (cant remember for now)
Wednesday, March 19, 2003 09:28 p.m.
tinkering
i really can't make it. something has happened to all that html i used to know (kinda) in sec2. chew chew and i valiantly grapple with [those annoying codes]. alas, she has given up too easily and is now typing her history notes.
the lit fellas are coming over, oh i dunno, around now. i think we're watching emperors club later. before that, i'll have to magically make money appear in my wallet.
i've got this curious feeling that i'm wasting my time! i wonder why.
Wednesday, March 19, 2003 11:57 a.m.
first words
hello... my gosh. the first damn server that actually works! this calls for a drink!
fuzz... zh... chris are in the process of packing up and leaving my house. it has been a long day. i will sleep. still gotta work tmr. this lit thing is really draining us mentally.
Tuesday, March 18, 2003 11:06 p.m.
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