The Dark Cow Of Mystery

Stupid Day.
What a creative title, eh? It's my birthday. Two remembered. All others forgot. yeah.

My parents made me work today. Clean your room, mow the lawn. I mowed the lawn, but didn't clean my room because my mother can keep her room a mess. She overheard my plans for shag cut. She told me that i can't get a mohawk. why? A: because she doesn't like the "conotation"(my wording).What connotation? A: Outsider, revolutionary. Have you seen your son? Have you not met his friends? Lisa and Caroline look normal. THEY WHAT? Lisa isn't, and Carline is a german, how normal is that in america?

Stupid day.
ChaCha now Yall.

I'm leaving tommorrow to go camping in the uintas till saturday. Yeah. I'll miss most of you, and i'll remember those who made efforts. See ya' on the flipside.

God Is a Meanie!
Sonday. Yeah.

Blackadder Died!. Long Live Black Adder!. Last Night was the Final Chapter of the first balCk aDDER StorY.(throwing capitilisations in randomly). Yeah, now for the Queen!

Saturday i went to the airshow(at HillAFB). Biggest waste of time. 4 hours of traffic for something that should take an hour to an hour+half. Lines that didn't move, and the smell of petroleum. Supposedly "men" like that kind of thing, but i fucking don't. Call me a queer, but gasoline is disgusting, and oil is merely congeled dead.

On Friday, I hung out with Caro, last day before she left. She's such a cool person. i'll miss her. Anyway, back to the tale. I went over to the Cochrane's and we watched some tv while she should have been packing(oops:). her host "father" came back, and she seemed to be trying to get rid of me, but the day was a good day, and my wit impressed the hosts, who invited me to stay.(hehehe...) She wanted to see the salt lake, so mr cochrane drove her, me, himself(obviously), and Paul there. She was both impressed and appalled(sp?) by saltair, she liked the building, but she said it looked like a dump(it was coverd with bird shit).
Gave a goodbyepeck(gotta kiss somebody sometime, if only once).

Today i realised that i won't see all of my friends on monday. School's over, my friends are gone, some went home, others went on vacation, and the rest aren't ever home, doing things unknown to me,never returning calls, promising to write, but never replying. Oh well.

I got a mail from "katherine coats". Heard that name before. Say's she's on katies list. I think she means layne, but oh fuckin well.

"What is nothing exists and we're all in somebody's dream? Or what's worse, what if only that fat guy in the third row exists?"
-Woody Allen

Goodbye and Good Love!
I saw a buck today, with many spikes and purple hair, she was searching for some one, not sure if she knew either. I cleaned the labs at school(they let me handle chemicals:). I also took the biology test, which i vomited twice during, and passed, which is amazing because i only read two chapters during his class out who-know-how-many. Yeah.
Summer school! Mr. Long gave my dad a place in salt lake that is supposed to be really good and teaches in "my" learning style. Whatever that means.

Tommorrow is Sanity's Birthday. I can't hang out with him, though, because i muttered something about 'im earlier, don't even know what i said about him, and my parents won't let me. I feel really sad, cus Sanity is one of my really good friends, even though i hardly know him. we're pretty tight, could have something to do with the fact i was his punching bag in English. Hmmm.
If you think that's a hidden cry of maschochism, zip 'up yer pants.

My parents did say, however, that i could hang out with caroline tommorow. This is really ironic, and paints how largely my parents disagree with me marvelously, because by saying that, they imply that drugs are worse than sex. I feel that drugs aren't bad, in moderation, and are sometimes useful(the aids patients gotta eat), and that sex, the casual, i love u as long as we have sex kind is a sin, it depriciates the value of both parties and is worthless in the long run.
this from the kid who thinks that satan isn't real.

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(I do tink, however, if yall have a meaningful, or think you do, and both parties want to, just do it!!!)

Slash and Grab
My computer crashed on monday. I rewrote 3 of the goddamned the essays. I forgot to do one. Talked to howa about it. bitch. Fuck 'er. She said that i had weeks to do it. I had 1 week. Not Weeks, week. Besides, if the fucking computer crashes, then does really it matter when the data was entered? damn her. She said she'd take 25% off. I should have just given her the papers i had today, but then i'd get points docked for the project being incomplete. Violent rage building. Must not kill. Must not kill. All the hell with it.

"fuck you"