The Dark Cow Of Mystery

" damn editors "
"Ya know what, if you can still say that men(me in perticular) are insensitive after i listened to you life stories, then you are not worth your own weight in shit"--Me

Have you ever noticed that most women say men are insensitive. Or more precisely, the loud ones say that, not the majority, but the minority. Jennifer says guys don't want to go out with her. She also complains about men. hmm, correlation? I think so. Coincedence, definetly not.

I found that word 2000 has a html editor. It sucks ass. It has plenty of frills, but the nuts and bolts suck. Back to notepad. i love notepad. YEAH!

" I'm not crazy 'cus i take the right pills"
"i'm not alone 'cus the tv's on"

If you haven't noticed, i'm a skoatch miffed right now. It just sunk in that fabby and jen ditched me on the carousel. Fuck them.

"you could do better"-- megan mitchell, in reference to previous relationships

StraightEdgeFaq
Sanity, your crazy. In response to your question, here.

The rest of ya,
check this out

"never had soy milk"
"I haven't yet tasted life's juices" me to the punker-poser

That's right, i've never had soy milk. I've done allot of things, some i'm proud of, others i'm not, but soy milk is not one of them. I've never beaten some one up, or been in a serious fight, i've never gotten drunk, and i've never had any real injuries, i'm proud of these things, but they don't matter to me right now, because i haven't had soy milk. It's running through my head right now, just like how whipped cream runs through hot belgium waffles, or how a fly's ass runs through it's brain just after it hits a car.
Oye.

Of all the things that could run through my head, why is it soy milk?

"It's obvious that abstinance isn't working, so why do they do it?"- a double edged sword that i wield in my hands.

"beautiful are the words we write, but do they have a meaning"-- jojo, the traveling circus philospher

"your nutz man, but that's why your cool"-- Andy Bloebaum

sXe Squaredance
First ya' take yer partner by the hand,
twist to the right, then throw 'em down.

Second, slide to the left,
be sure yer' partner doesn't bite, pull 'em up and kick 'em down.

--MeM

Utah Straightedgers are pussies. they drink, smoke, fuck, and beat people up. That just ain't right. Straightedgers shouldn't smoke, drink, do drugs or generally have sex. Beating people up for no reason is also pretty wrong.
StraightEdge is about clear thought and from this new found ability, moral living.
In fact, i don't care what it is(christian, vegan, stoner), if you say your in, be in, and don't leave your cock out the door. your leaving yourself open for a world of hurt

Thats my rant for the day.

On sonday, i went to lagoon for catholics day. I expected to see allot more people than i did, like liceyus, megan mitchell, angie taffe, really all the people that i saw last year. I realise that it's pretty silly to expect to see people who were there last year, but people do tend to follow patterns. I did see, however, Jenifer, Fabby(there's a hottie), Kody with a K, Vandervelden, and some other people i don't recall right now. I got there and realised that it sucked.

I also realised that i'm depressed as hell. Most of what i did was making fun of people. I can't believe that i've become that negative.

The summer school thing i'm doing is depressing. It's a packet system, and they gave me packets from world history and algebra. The algebra packet is called "addition, a review", the history is titled the first man. The language is very low, as if written for a idiot, or perhaps a toddler. damn it.

On to music news. The warped tour ripped through utah on saturday. I missed cus i didn't get back till 4:00, and the thing started at 1:00 or 12:00. Everyone on the tetonscience trip talked about it. Of course, they bad mouthed punk, punks, and the concert people who lopped 311 in with the punks. 311 is a punk band, or more precisely, a band with punk roots. also, they're a skateboarding band, and punk is sometimes assumed to be skateboarding music (also vans chose a line up of skateboarding bands). I'll bet they dont realise most of todays hard rock and such can be traced back to punk. Were do you think people who can't sing so instead scream came from? Definitly not the beatles.

"gorgeous was the day we met"-- in love with this song.

My God, I'm going Pop!!!
"happy boys and happy girls"-Aqua

Yep, that's right, Aqua. I "borrowed" it from regrin for the week in the tetons(really i spent most of the week sampling other's music). I like the cd. There are at least 5 layers of sounds in each of their songs(from their first one, anyway). I found that i can't stand limp bizkit or linkin park (sorry blue). John schilling(acting like an ass the whole week) listened to linkin park all week with his head phones on ten and slung around his neck so we all heared as much as he did. THen this guy named nick from judge spent the week listening to limp in the same fashion(when he wasn't trying to get into ally canafax's panties). least i'm listening to old, unpopular pop.

Mr. Sanity, your words moved me. Maybe i should take hot showers. Wait i already do. what do think i'd jump into ice cold showers? The rest of the advice was pretty sound, but now i have to figure out how to convey my unique mental structure without driving others mad.

oh well...

"The dead are implicated, implied but never stated"

Parody, Life's a bitch.
``I don't care if you're black, white or polka dot,'' Norman Lippitt

Interesting. Very interesting.

I need a topic to discuss. Most of the websites i've been to of late speak on a topic. Most are of love, lost, found, and lusted after. Because of this, i have decided to find a woman, convince her of my "inner beauty", make wild love to 'er, then write about our relationship.

I'd love any comments on this. Also, i'm taking applications;)

"any love directed is a jest..."-Evita

I'm back, again.
"what, your still here? It's over, go home"-something like that, Ferris Bueller

"I'm not crazy, your the one that's crazy"--Suicidal Tendencies

"All i wanted was a pepsi"-Black Velvet Flag(yeah, i realise that it's a remake of the afformentioned Suicidal Tendencies song, so what?)

I just realised something. My dear friend Andrea is gone. She too has left this state of the overly holy. I hope i see her again, after all, i did treat her like dog shit that last week. I chose to hang out with Caro over Andrea. Damn it.

i want to take tai chi. I also want to take yoga, but that's not what i'm bitching about right now. Nowhere in utah is there a reputable place to learn it. I'd settle for kung fu (maybe even drunken boxing:), but the good kung fu places are all in salt lake. Damn my pickyness.

'nuff of that. I wonder if katy has any pinup pictures? Hmmm....

Now, When I'm In Charge...
"Bored and horny are no way to be"--Me(not you(unless you are I(but that just leeds to some weird issues(possibly even gender issues(If your happen to be of a different gender(but if you were me, i obviously wouldn't have gender issues(well not those kind of gender issues)(good point:))))))

Ahh, amusing my self. Writing to myself. I am alone here. No one to connect to, no one to observe, no one to listen to, no one flirt with. I live my days in the basement, avoiding contact with those of my blood(perhaps a tteltakinesian relationship?). Oh fucking well.

Fuck it, i'm going out tommorrow. So what if i go out i get grounded(how that's not the same as being grounded, i don't understand).

I need to talk to 'Vita. She suggested a russian author that's supposed to be really good to read(what else would i do to an author(oh, never mind)).

Marvelous.

"who's the sexy satanist?"-Kmfdm

If you haven't guessed, i've got a kmfdm from the library.