Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Now Playing : No Color Line ~ Chemistry
Wow today is Kaname Kawabata birthday..one of the coolest singer from Chemistry my most fave duo ever! happy b'day Kaname! hope in this year all your dream will come true, and keep on solid with the leader over there Dochin that is hahahaha! man oh man i'm so exciting! i wonder what kind of b'day party that he would have rite now..hemm i wonder!! i have to say at first i kind'a like Kawabata first instead of Dochin, i don't know cause i feel that Kawabata more friendly and easy goin, and he kind'a cool as in performance..never showing his hair too much and always the one with all the smile! hemmm the kind of man that i long to be! so even though Chemistry is contain with 2 different guy, but i can't never pick only one..Chemistry for me is Dochin and Kawabata! the point is i love both of them and otanjoubi omedetou Kawabata kun!
something funny happened to me last nite! apperantly my sis a little bit out of control! well the thing is she was having her day off work for the next one week, so the idea of staying at home without working probably bored her to death! so simple word like me tellin her to do some simple stuff would just snap her into an explosion! hahahahaha well she's goin' mad last nite, but i tried to keep it cool, cause i know how misserable she is rite now! missin her boyfriend,friend at the office stuff like that! man oh man sis if you feelin' uncomfortable with the whole thing, why did you have to take a day off anyway? well hang in there sis..there's like 3 more day to go now!! hahahahahaha it's such a long time since my last fight wth my sis..and after last nite little fight i think kind'a cool..well sort of!
what is wronk with office environment anyway? i was sooo happy with what i'm doin rite now, but there's always some lame incident that just ruined your entire day! this morning when i woke up i feel so fresh and ready to meet dead lines all over again! but after that simple telephone thing from a friend of mine change everything..the entire mood is messed up! it began with all the problem that my friend had, and he sort of like tellin' me the whole thing..and promise me to keep it a secret..and after that i don't know i kind'a just forget the whole thing and now....he began to tell me that everybody already know about his problem and it's because of me? what??? i said? i never told anyone else about this! and after that i kind'a remember something! i think i kind'a share this story with my best bud in the office..she's a female friend and i thought i can trust on her and not tell anybody about this..but she told him that she's found out from me! man oh man..okay this is like the second time she's stab me from the back! and i hate that..i know is not her fault cause she's kind'a being too honest! and maybe she's kind'a slipped the words anyway.. but still now my friend think that it's all my fault! man oh man i feel so furious! i hate my best bud for doing stuff like that...and i hate my self for being fooled the second time! obviously this is not a very good position for me! so i would just stay shut up and act cool the whole time! i hate this....and yet i still have to finish my job..but the thought of guilty feelin' keep running in my head...oh dear god....
Jenn back to real life! at 10:20 a.m.
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Now Playing : Deep Sorrow ~ Shinhwa
Man oh man i can only think of this song playing in my head! Deep Sorrow from Shinhwa my new, most fave boyband from Korea! yay..me finally got some new option of boyband..is not only Japan baby but also..Korean....yay!!!!Shinhwa rocks and i can say it over and over again Shinhwa rocks and Eric..oh Eric..just stole my heart away...Man oh man!! i don't know this fever will ever last, but what i know now i feel so happy! listening to their music and the whole performance, just ease my srorrow away! arghhhhh love ya guys!!!!
anyway thanks To Soo yong, now i'm learning a bit Korean language! cause when it comes to Japan i kind'a get used to it and assume to understand the whole topics, but Korean man oh man it's hard! so my friend Soo Yong is very kind to teach me one..thanks a lot man *hug from Jenn*!
like always having a big,fun gathering with all the IJ gal's! so good to see u again gal's! and the whole hang out thing just complete my days! now i'm all back to the activities, i can't stop smiling just thinking how great that day was!and of course with Shinhwa song playing in my ears..ahhhhhh such a good live! that simple thing that just gives a good chill in your live....man oh man...!
Jenn back to real life! at 10:29 a.m.
Saturday, January 24, 2004
Now Playing : Young Gunz ~ Shinwa
Still having this major crush on with Eric! god gwadddd i like him like crazy and about the rest of Shinhwa guy even better! all of their song just blow my mind! so this coming on entry is dedicated to the Shinhwa guys mostly! and of course to my Shinhwa Gal fans Juju and Vicky and also Endah! Endah gal even though we share the same taste as in Eric, but stil He's Mine!!!!!!! hahahahahaha!
Okay first thing first after i'm d/l all of Shinhwa song i fall for their song suddenly! cause all of them are great songs! not to mention Eric rap part in every song! and i just found out from the gal's that most of the rap part in every songs writen by Eric him self! yay way the go Eric! i knew i'm choosing the rite guy all a long! and after that we gathered in Vicky place to discuss more about this Shinhwa guys..watching their performance and their silly TV programe..and it hit me..man i love those bad boys!!!well Eric the most! they were like so funny and close to each other and yet so god damned good lookin' hahahaha! Vicky already warned me that i might ended up like the other member not only Eric, but i was sooo sure that Eric is the one, but after i watched the whole show,concert and MV i began to have this feelings about Jun Jin also, and Dong Wang, as for Min Woo i think he's cute Vicky but still not my type! sorry gal!! but he' sure is a good dancer!!*deep bow to Min Woo* anyway continue with all the list, i kind'a stuck with this particular song called Young Gunz! man that song rocks! and after that Vicky also showing me the music video and i was like faint for a second! all of them are great and Eric, Eric well he just took my breath away! goshhhhhhh i like him a lot! man i've never felt this major crush to an idol since Dochin and Go kun! Eric you're really are something able to stole my heart away like that! hahahahaha..anyway after the gathering with the Shinhwa gal's i went back home with Shinhwa song in my ear! and keep on memorising all the rap lyrics from Eric, yet i'm able to memorise a bit okay here goes!
"yo wait up this is me,just want to say that friendship and love is a big packed, i'm not trying to be mr. nice guy i'm just a man, look around you? who's you're real partner, who's gonna cry with you and who's gonna laugh with you when yor happy? and who's not!"
arghhhh just so cool, and he was singing that part with english accent slank very fluently! love ya Eric!!! man oh man i'm down with love in here with all the silence charisma from my man Eric!
Jenn back to real life! at 11:28 a.m.
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Now Playing : With out you ~ Shinwa
Okay guys yesterday was a full day! because of this plan for the weekend i have to finished my job pretty much early! and in the middle of heavy working hours and hectic script writing, and just finished my newscaster job, a senior of mine start to tell me that i have to present the morning news for this morning! and i was like wuh? such a lame situation for me! i was so happy that my job finally done for the day , and ready to go home, have some rest and suddenly this short notice announcment for me! good gwadddd! i wasss so weak, can not turn back my senior like that! so i said yes anyway and ready to present the morning news! even though i kind'a sleep like 3 hours only haha! but i don't mind really! cause of one reason! u huh i've got some new toys baby!
and that's what i called a massive poisoned given by my two very good fellow Juju and Vicky!
they like start to teach me about all kind of Korean boy band called Shinwa anyone ring a bell? well anyway Juju start to sending me their pics, and i was like oh okay..so this is only a pics won't kill me just to take a look, and after that i got this funny feeling about one particular guy named Eric he's actually ABK as in American born Korean! and he has this cool style of rap, and very strong voice as in low baby! haha..and after that this two gal's also tellin' me about the link fot their fans site! and i came across to their MP3 link and WMA! i was soooooo curious about their music, so i start to d/l it and it turns out all their music sooo cool! especially the rap part from my man Eric, he such a good rapper with a fluent english slang, you know like 'damn, dope,like'n it! i was like ahh hello where have you've been? you cool,korean guy! all this time i kind'a think that a gorgeous Korean guy only Jang Dong Gun never in mind knowing about this boys called Shinwa before! hahaha.. their song and their new performance just freshen up my day! and i like it! in sort of way..so guy's just want to share one of my favourite guy from Shinwa..i don't know this is gonna be a long term fondness like i love V6 very much! but at least i enjoy Shinwa songs and of course Eric! hahahaha!
Jenn back to real life! at 10:01 a.m.
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Now Playing : Tsuyoku Nare ~ V6
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaa what a day! spent the entire day with Gi-chan yesterday, and it was a blast! nothing get more tense then talking about our real and not so real boys isn't gal?*evil grinned* hahahaha, anyway it sort of like my plan to hang out in Gi-chan place anyway so we all can watch Hard Luck Heroes together new dvd own by my very good friend Moccy! the movies about one day flick directed by movie director from japan name Sabu! it was a cool movie really! able to see Rida/Sakamoto san smoke the cigarete and Nagano crazy yet cute performance, Ken not so much talk part, and of course my man so god damned cool Go kun hahahaha! Okada and Inochi is pretty much the same! but i have to say not a very fortunate situation for Okada lover, cause Okada kun sure is look so dirty and performed some inappropiate dance during one scene! hahaha but anyway he's still a good actor and so does inochi! the whole story is pretty much confusing really, they sort of like split the whole scene into different kind of angle, so we got to see what is one scene in every angle! cool really, new kind of genre movie, which is i have to say pretty much popular rite now! and this Sabu guy done it pretty well! even though Gi-chan didn't feel very satisfied with the whole movie,but for me it's kind'a cooll able to see my fave boy band performed into something else just blow my mind!
oh yeah i've got one more story to tell it involved Chemistry haha! just finished watching for the.. well i don't know..million times? haha this NHK live performance which is held last november! the gal's and boys team have to compete with all their performance and all of them are japanese artist! can't u believe that? Chemistry is one of the performer..just drive me crazy with their peformance singing You're Name Never gone! with orchestra..u huh!! so sereal and new kind of atmosphere! ohhh i love Dochin so very much! anyway the whole set is crowded with the stars, and in every situation i can see that Dochin is not very comfortable standing with the rest of the star! he sort of like a looner really! which is i have to say a bit sad! but in other way kind'a cool hahaha, so Dochin is not the socialize kind'a guy? so what? he still so god damned good looking hahahaha..beat that! so the whole day is filled with the japanese stuff! and at nite we kind'a get tired with that and decided to sleep pretty much early wishing that i have a good dream that involves Go kun and Dochin..and you know what guys? it works! hahahahaha!
Jenn back to real life! at 10:38 a.m.
Sunday, January 18, 2004
Now Playing : Futari~ Yoshikuni Dochin
ahhh it's been a rough day yesterday, i'm experienced what i called "stupid" reaction because of something so simple..yet so annoying! after all this time i acted so cool and trying to be so tough, and then it just hit me..that i can't live like this! this is to much..this is outregous, this is madness! so i started to talk nonsense and way out of topic with this particular person!but yet he response to my harsh behaviour with gentleness and sweet deed! he even create the WMA for my favourite song from Dochin, which is Futari for me! and he was so worried about me, and asking me if there's anything that he can help out, he even say good things to make me comfortable! gwaddddddddddddddddddddd i'm in hell..stranded in the situation which no one else can help! why god...why do i have this feelings! this is just stupid feelings anyway and i tried so hard to get rid of this! and just play it cool, but every single day those feelings just growing even stronger! and now that i screwed everythings up..i don't think there's any chance for me ..nu uh..no way jose!but come to think of it..i think its for the best! i just wish that i could turn the world go round, and put me in the rite place with the rite person! hemmmmmm to whom it may concern..thank u soooo much about the song, and sorry! i wish i had the chance to say that i'm sorry!this is my closure and good bye!
Jenn back to real life! at 01:56 p.m.
Saturday, January 17, 2004
Now Playing: Feel your breeze ~ V6
Okay i think the fever of V6 is about to up next! just realise that a friend of mine already have those precious dvd of my very own fave boyband ever V6! oh my gwad.....i can't wait to pick it up and watch it together with my "not so abg after all" friend Gi-chan hahahahahaha! i was kind'a late to acknowledge about this if i've known this thing even sooner, probably now i already enjoy the coolness of those six bad boy! hahaha..
Promise to Moccy that i post Go kun and Inochi pics..so my dear friend here you go ! the pics of our man hug together!!don't they look cute together? don't you think? ahhh i just can stare the pics for hour! i love Go kun so much! and now i have this little troops that contain all Go kun lover! Dta and Lina cien hahahahaha..well for those of you that finally realise how cute Go kun is..can join the troops also! haha i kind'a make it into Troops cause i don't have the Go Morita fanlisting already..still in progress my friend!!
Jenn back to real life! at 09:10 a.m.
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Now Playing : Kansho ~ Aya Ueto
Okay guys obviously the last entry that i wrote nothing but me,me,and me! so rite now i want to talk about someone else too! and that person actually is Aya Ueto! who is she anyway???? ohh she's Go Morita lover!! yeah baby..she's the one! well actually my man Go kun already attached to some young,talented,sweet gal named Aya Ueto! hahahahahaha, anyway i never thought that i wrote anything about this girl..because obviously this site dedicated to Japanese otoko only..no gal's allowed hahaha, but after i listen to her song called Kansho just blow my mind away! that song cool! i always knew that Aya is actually a singer,and she's already released her album and stuff, but never in my mind want to listen or at least take a sneak peak about her song! so i decided to d/l it anyway from a friend site..and it turn out that song cool! i love that song! anyway for you guys who happen to be curious about the song, can d/l it rite away from the Now Playing section above! i already upload it just for you! and if there's any problem! just visit my friends site okay..his name is Samson..in Fellow Bloggie section!! gosh i just wish that Aya and Go kun still having this kind'a relationship! i sure hope soooo!oh yeah i also got their pics while dating and have fun! just click me!
and enjoy the passionate love of Go Morita and Aya Ueto!!
Jenn back to real life! at 06:41 p.m.
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Now Playing : Ordinary day ~ Vanessa Carlton
I need a closure! for the last hours that i spent nothing but browsing around the net! i need to concentrate to script writing now! geezzz i need a closure ! so i think writing something in my site would be cool! anyway just doin' some fun stuff with my office colleques yesterday! by taking some cool pics of me and him before presenting the news! and i must say i look pretty okay in this pics..so decided to post it! haha me the posting pics maniac! mannnnn i kind'a love my self before i love others!! woops M-Flo lyrics!! that's my closure and here is my pics!!!!man i look darn good ^_^...
Jenn back to real life! at 07:09 p.m.
Monday, January 12, 2004
Now Playing : Back at one ~ Bryan Mcknight
It's undeniable that we should be together It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never The basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel Then let me show you now that I'm for real If all things in time, time will reveal
Oh dear god i can only think of this song playing in my head, and listening to this song over and over again! thanks to Okada, the only image that hang in my head is only Okada part when he was singing this song at Kamisen Osaka Concert! my god!!! is this mean that me finally accept Okada 'jaim' looks in my head? oh dear god! after all this time i tried so hard to mock,yell at him and even call him 'obachan syndrom' and now i'm turning into his fans???? gosh.....why do you have to sing that song boy why???????? i love that song very much, and now i can only think of you singing that song!! not Bryan Mcknight..it supposed to be Bryan for god sake!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...IS THIS MEAN I LIKE OKADA EVENTUALLY??? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh XD!!!!! what is wronk with me????? come to think of it i think Okada kind'a Hot! despite of his low profile kind'a style and his craziness about Obachan as in older woman! i think he's pretty cute! oh dear gwad! there is karma isn't? anyway .....i'm having Okada fever these days!!so help me god!!!
Jenn back to real life! at 07:22 p.m.
Saturday, January 10, 2004
Now Playing : Whatever ~ Westlife
Hahaha *reading the Now Playing section above* just can't stand it i actually wrote Westlife in my very own Japanese shrine? haha what a joke! anyway i used to have major crush on to those boys, and i think it's pretty cool to enjoy their latest work, which is i have to say a little bit different now! glad to have u back boys!!! ^_^
i must say this week has been a mixed week for me! at the very first week i'm experienced what i called "non-profit work situation* but thankfully by the end of the week my days filled with love and joy! able to spent time with all my great friends and cousins hahaha, and went to this 'sashiburi' place called Dufan..yay finally me went to Dufan ureshi kata desu! i'm tellin u guys we had so much fun, laughing, screaming,and enjoying all the atmo just the six of us! sure is hillarious! the whole thing started to get more wacky when we departure from Dufan, thanks to Titi music collection, we're able to hear old songs, and one particular songs that we've been dying to hear about Blink 182 hahahahaha Dta..you sure score for this one!! *all the small thing* i'm sooooooo exhausted like mad!!!it's always fun to share all the wonderful moment with u'r friends just wipe out the sorrow away! i kind'a used the moment just to let everything that's been goin' on in my head! even though is not changing anything at all, but at least i'm having such a good time with all my dear friends! okay a bit to corney now getting ready to go home..baiz....
Jenn back to real life! at 06:57 p.m.
Wednesday, January 7, 2004
Now Playing : Ring ~ Ken Hirai
Okay obviously today is not a very good day for me! first i kind'a feel very sleepy but have to present the morning news anyway, and after that the whole news team and even support division did not performed very well today! arghhhhh what is wronk with this universe...still i made it through the duty with well.. u know not bad lah! but i think my boss will give me a strong notice about my messed up work today huh just think of that makes me want to puke..i feel sick already! really is not a good day for me!
Still feeling a bit weird about one particular problem..i can't beleive that now i already turn into what i used to call "obachan" geeeez what's wronk with me? fall deeply with some young man! hemmm at first i kind'a did not notice about this feeling inside, just consider him as good yet smart friend only but in the end i'm having this major crush on him! is not love that's for sure, something else more deep,more powerful! anyway he always consider me as "his lovely oneesan" haha whatever that means, and even now we become more closer than before..which is now i feel very weird! cause before that we hardly communicate with each other everyday and only exchanging e-mail once in awhile! but these days i dont know..i think he finally found me interesting and a cool "oneesan" haha and he started to contact me regularly..even more than before! at first i kind'a happy about it cause the communication is starting to go well, but after that i feel a bit hurt and not able to breathe, just to think that there's a nice young man which is have lot's in common as in music,movie and everything else, good person to talk too, funny, smart and cute..but wayyyyyyy to young for me...believe me guys when i say young..it's soooooooooooooooooooooo young hahahaha! anyway i do hope that he will find someone good that can treat him well and i do hope that i can find someone good that can treat me well too..and i do wish that those person is the same person as you are....hahahahahaha..anyway random heart in the morning....is over now...back to work! baiz.....
Jenn back to real life! at 07:18 a.m.
Tuesday, January 6, 2004
Now Playing : Riptide ~ Chemistry
OH MY GWADDDDDD i just did something wronk, major wronk, i deleted the whole MP3 files!! gwadddddd okay obviously that is so lame!! major bummer..arghhhhhhhh..all the collection that i already gathered now gone for good!!! what is wronk with me...anyway thank god some of that MP3 i can still able find the link and d/l it all over again! but still there's lot of old songs that i can not find..geezzzzzz nice goin' Jenn! arghhhhhh i'm so pissed off rite now..so i guess my entry this day only about my 'baka' behaviour!!!x_x
Jenn back to real life! at 04:29 p.m.
Monday, January 5, 2004
Now Playing : Guilty ~ Blue
Whoaaaaa new lay out! thanks Dianne chan for making me new lay out! My man Go kun is in the house spining words on this track..ready to make you rumble so my fellow blogie..preapare for Jenn new kind of style..with one of a kind..Go Morita! ^_^
okay a little breaking news now! i just heard that Britney Spears the teen diva is getting married already? with some guy from hemmm kind'a forgot about it but i think Tenesee or Oklahoma? geez gal you sure can pick up some guy isn't? there's slim pickin out there yet you decided to choose some ordinary guy! way the go Britney! anyway i'm not sure if the news that i just heard almost true but i think we should give Britney a credit for once in awhile! i mean after all "she's not a girl not yet a woman" hahahahaha!
Jenn back to real life! at 11:55 a.m.
Chemistry new album OnexOne release next February the 14th! contain all the newest and coolest 15th track!But before that they will be releasing their 10th single So in vain on 4th February 04