Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Now playing:Why~Chemistry
There are a few things in my life that can easily melted! that is seing my japan boy new pics! hahahahaha..yeah baby me go easily melting after viewing my boys new pics...and this time is Go kun! he's soooooo good made me melted all the way..HE'S DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! found it from Gomorita.com and just love it! his black hair makes him look mature and handsome at the same time! still in a floatin kind'a way i decided to post the pics instead..of course credit to Gomorita.com!
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Now playing:Monoloque~Chemistry *Hot Chemistry*
Before i start to share my deepest feeling out loud let me just shout a lil'' CHEMISTRY H O T ALBUM SOOOO FREAKIN HOT! there you go i feel so much better!
I'm feeling so very not genki this morning cause of 3 reason...maybe..1st.lack of sleep,2nd office probie..and last one..my pathetic life! those probs mixed together and making me sad...so sad..really sad..and just destroying all my energy for work..but then i got connected with the net and just got lucky cause i found this link for Chemistry H O T new album! i was like YAY...finally the day is come..it's only tomorrow for them to release the album and i'm so sure that i will buy their original album as soon as possible! anyway the album soo great! i love all of them..Chemistry givin me new kind of atmosphere with their cool sound and solid instrumen! there are certain of new sound and i think both of the explore a lot this time..with lot's of solo performance and also a few RnB sound into the music..so cool really! all the song just great..CHEMISTRY DEVELOPED SO FAST! i always knew that those boys never let me down...and they came back in my deepest mood with their new sound! love'em....CHEMISTRY ROX!
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Now playing:I want you~Janet Jackson
Sooooo many things i want to tell u guys..in this precious online diary but i guess...i don't know where to start! my life is like a roller coaster rite now..as well as my mood! certain things can easily trigger me of doin or thinkin something so melancolie..i dunno why it just happen! oh yeah my cousin is having her engagement party last weekend..the whole family felt relief..cause she's our eldest cousin..and everyone is keep wanting her to get married..and now she found the perfect gentleman to be his groom! me so happy..and i just can't say no when she asked me to be the MC for that lovely event..i'm soo thrilled and just want to share my hapiness with her! on the other hand my real sister is having a bad love life!i keep on tellin my self that she will find a better man soon..and just hope that will come true! i hate seing her like this...><
Someone form the old days callin me and asking some stuff!i found that so weird cause ..he never call me before! he's working in a big television company rite now..i don't want to be big head or anything..i just hope what i think about is true! blah....althou deep down inside i feel uncertain about this..it's just that kind'a nice to have this small hope all over again!office sux..so many people went off and stay in new place...gahhhh i need a raise...my paycheck is okay but still i need more...><
Life sux but i have to live with that...just hope that gwad will give me more power..^^
Monday, January 17, 2005
Now Playing:Still Echo~Chemistry
Piksu time! all the pics taken from IZA nite with MMCREW!
Last not least i want to give a big shout to Qi-chan..otanjoubi omedetou ne! and for Fany dear..the man with amazing voice...^^
Thursday, January 13, 2005
So anyway things kind'a happen so irritating today..dunno why this jerk keep on bugging me since day one! i try so hard to ignore him but he kept bugging me with his annoying behaviour! all of my friends couldn't agree more the fact that he's no good! arghhhhh i'm sooo pissed..what's wronk with him anyway..><..just get a life please!
So anyway i was browsing around and find this cute pics...hahaha so cute really just thought that kind'a nice to upload it in my entry..
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
I've been listening lot's of random western music again lately..and when i say western..i mean all english language song!! hahaha..been cooped up with japanese song most of the time made me forgot how great and perfect western song can be..can heal your darkest mood and your deepest sorrow into bright again..wuahahahaha whatever that means! ohh and also i found new artist that i consider 'great'...her name is Bonnie Pink..and everytime i listen to her song just love it...the melody,the tune and the lyrics just great really! she's actually a japanese, but have this perfect english pronounciation! love her..and Bedtime Story just awesome!
Spent a bit short notice day with MMCrew again..and this time with extra crew Qisty and Citta! it was awesome....we laugh and mock each other like mad! i swear to god i almost pee and my stomach hurt so bad cause of that serious damage laughing..LOVE U GIRLS!! Dta sure is great for lending her space like that...thank's a bunch gal..and i hope you're pretty entertained with our 'secret' act in the end of the day! hahaha....so anyway i will post the wild pics tomorrow maybe....sure is wild pics i must say..*wink to Ira*..jya ne minna sama!^^
Now Playing:Bedtime Story~Bonnie Pink
Now Playing:say you say~M-Flo
Monday, January 10, 2005
Now Playing:Don't care no more~Brian Joo (F.T.T.S)
JUST WANT TO GIVE A BIG SHOUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN JOO! I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND MORE POWER TO F.T.T.S!! HAVE A MARVELOUS DAY DEAR.....^^
Thursday, January 6, 2005
Now Playing:Good Bye~F.T.T.S
So anyway i was this close with frustration about not able to down load V6 performance in MS SP, and in Starship 04-05 count down...but thank god the internet saved my broken heart! i found the link to down load lot's of V6 performance..YAY LONG LIVE V6! like is not enough..i also found lot's of Go kun pics with different pose and event! soo friggin cool really! now i'm loaded with V6 all over again..V6 SURE IS SPICE UP MY LIFE!
The saddest part is..my pc again crashed..bummer..it happened twice already and starting to drives me nutz..WTF is goin on? thank god i have a great friend to help me out, but still thou' i lost lot's of great files in there..is to late to save it to cd-rom anyway! bummer...blah....just hope my pc is not letting me down again in the near future!
Just having a subarashi moment with my MMCREW gank..so happy! those kind'a moment that i will cherish for the rest of my life..oh well still dying to see V6 in action..jya moikai V6 rulez beibeh!!! last but not least i will post Go kun new hair pics in Starship count down and Go kun in johnny's Film Festa 2004..credits to V6 Family and Gomorita.com!
Monday, January 3, 2005
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa what do you call it when in certain moment so much in love with one particular song? FANATIC? hahaha i dunno..... anyhow this nu' K-pop duo that i've been in love with totally blow my frigin' mind.....and with all the dl files,the forum and all the talks just made my day really..oh just so you know..one of their song also cured my down moments a while a go..so anyway call me fanatic okay!^^
I've been having this nitemare about certain of things..i can't really say it outloud in my online diary..the thing is, got something to do with my life really! and i dunno just gives me the creeps everytime i think about that! i keep tellin to my self every decision that i made is strongly my own responsibility and i have to face that no matter what! but still certain tradition just won't go away and just make it worst...i hate that! even thou i try so hard to get rid of this feeling..but still everytime i'm alone..those feeling just come crawling to me like that...and put me in some down moments....it kills me sometimes..><..i try to fulfill certain obligation as a good moslem now..things that i lack of doing before..just hope that will give me a serene feeling inside..so help me gwad...^^
To my nu' Chemistry friend Ditta....welcome to Chemistry world girl..make sure you read your email and keep me posting okay..To Jennifer..Happy nu' year too girl..i sure miss our crazy talk about Dochin...i'm sure we will work on that after Chem is releasing their dvd ne? you can count on me that!!! To my good buddies MMCREW friend Dta...omedetou for your dream job girl..i knew you can do it!!^^
back to 'developing' my life..hahahaha whatever that means!^^
Now playing:My Love~F.T.T.S
Saturday, January 1, 2005
Now Playing: Maybe God Knows-F.T.T.S
HAPPY NU' YEAR EVERYBODY! so anyway i spent my nu' year eve with Gi-chan all over again..this is the second time we celebrated nu' year together..*somehow i found that not so much an improvement* huahahahaha...i didn't get enough sleep well obviously..but at least i had fun with Gi-chan old friends!!
Decided to create F.T.T.S lay out for this new year..and also celebrate the upcoming Brian and Fany b'day on this month! they both born in the same year and month...soo cool really...love'em so much..and made me even love'em more after i listen all of their performance live and pre-recorded! F.T.T.S sure is rox my world..hahahahaha..
Special thanks to MMCREW..for making my down moments not so bad after all! I LOVE YOU GIRLS......^^
