Sunday, June 27, 2004

Now Playing:Mirage in blue~Chemistry

okay let me just do this first ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! okay i feel a lot better now! just want to express how i feel rite now..just don't get it..why is it about an affair anyway? is it the meaning of loyalty and trustworthy doesn't mean anything anymore? i mean i would die to have a perfect partner in life..but then there just some gal/guy that ruined everything? WHY IS THAT ALL ABOUT? just don't get it? IS IT THE CRAZINESS OF AFFAIR ATTRACT MORE THAN THE REAL RELATIONSHIP? just don't get it! i was trying so hard to avoid all those nite mare,but than it turn's out that I'M THE MAKER of that messed! i feel so missarreble now...just i don't think i can handle all the guilt and uneasy feeling inside! never realise in my life i can do such a stupid thing! what am i thinking? pairing 2 most crazy person ever? WHAT AM I THINKING???? ohhhh i wish i can turn back the time and just fix everything up..you know like in Harry Potter 3 movie, when Harry and Hermoine got the chance to turn back the time? OMG i would kill to do that! now that everything is fallen apart..i just feel wrecked! i hate my self for making that disaster happened..i hate the most for irresponsible persons that made me this way! I HATE ME!!! ohhhhh this is killin me....just need some strength to overcome this...SO HELP ME GOD!

01:33 p.m.

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Now Playing:Itoshii Hito~Chemistry

Everything happen for a reason! i really dig that words..totally!just hope that the reason realy worth it!!^^

Dan on MTV TRL
still having this major fever over Dan..as in Daniel Radcliffe! my pall Jennifer was asking me earlier.."hey Jenn still having Daniel fever?" and i said "yeah i am!"..hahaha short answer but worth a deep meaning! this kid really is blowin my freakin mind! with his mature looks and clever conversation the he ever gave in every interview session!Daniel Radcliffe captured my heart! he's a fan of The Simpsons, and major crush on over Cameron Diaz!hahaha, and ohhh Dan is an only child, which means no brother and sister! raise in a very close family tradition and went to all boys school! he's learning to play a bass guitar now and loveeeeeeeeeee music! he actually consider music carrer after he no longer in movie bussines! how nice is that! he always carried his dics man! how cool is that? just like me! yay..and he love to have a date with "the natural gal!" hahaha, well he's still way to young to go out on a date anyway, but still cute type! anyway i love Dan!!

11:03 a.m.

Monday, June 21, 2004

Now Playing:Meaning of tears~Chemistry

A lot of things happened to me lately! i guess i'm not in a very good aura ne? hahaha whatever that means! well first thing first, i lost my money after the job, my grandmother is sick and just having this cold war with my friend in the office! sad really!seriously, you guys don't want to be in my shoes rite now! having a lot of responsibilities over something you don't fancy with, sure is terrible! i always thought that my relationship with my office colleques will be like roller coaster..go up and down..but i think this time i had enough! she would never think this through, so i guess this is the best way! what is it a friendship anyway? hemm still figure it out now! oh my grandmother is ill! she's been having lot's of complaints lately, but i thought it wasn't serious..until now! i can say she is dying! i love her so much! i know that i'm not what they called a good grandchild, but i love her so much! not to mention i'm inherited her name in mine! so she must think how precious that is! something she can pass on after she's gone! she's not gone, she's still around! it's just that all my family already prepared about the bad circumstances! as in ready! ohhh yeah i just lost my money! after the job..bummer really! i thought i earn that, but i guess i was wronk! i feel so misserrable!huh..i guess my aura is not in the best place! i really do need some changes thou!!>.<

10:11 a.m.

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Now Playing:Broken Angel~Hanson

OMG!i'm having HARRY POTTER fever! hahaha, i fell in love with the grown up Daniel Radcliffe!he's soooooo cute! just can not stop stare at his eyes, his smile and of course his great hair! born on July 23rd back in 1989, Radcliffe already captured lot's of people attention cause of his great looks and talented acting skills in Harry Potter movie! just love his adult looks so much! he is turn out to be a real brit guy! and also Daniel enjoy all kind of punk and rock music! isn't great!a little preview of his pics playing the guitar shown below!

Daniel playing the guitar!
despite of his nerdy looks, lies a very wild sense of music! I LOVE THIS KID! so i decided to create new lay out with his recent looks! DANIEL RADCLIFFE, THE REAL BRIT GUY!^^

12:22 p.m.