Saturday, March 19, 2005
Now playing:I just wanna live~Good charlotte
It is official that i'm no longer bother about one particular, annoying person! i mean what is he want anyway? my sympathy? my attention? blah..it's like i didn't give him that..and all the signal..sick and tired! i'm soooooooo wanna kill my self! that guy just left me stranded in the middle of nowhere! HATE HIM! I hope u burn in hell!..i know i sound so bitchy but i am..i feel so bitchy and angry!!! with my self and everything else really!
I think the effort of ruined someone life is not went well! i know for sure the he' totally tempted with the whole idea..and making him speachless sometime..and kind'a affraid with the result! man i'm soooo bad..i'm like evil kenivel really! the worst part is i'm soooo enjoying this! i should've not ignore him in the first place..this is my karma i guess!
What the hell is wronk with me anyway? am i sooo unloveble and making all the male species avoiding me? blahhhhh...i can go on and on rambling about this...it's just that no fair really! i know that i made mistake in the past but i think this year is gonna be my year! so help me gwad!!!!
06:13 p.m.
Friday, March 18, 2005
Now playing:Sakura~Ketsumeishi
Hey..did any of you familiar with flirt thingy? haha it seems that all i did in the last few weeks is making flirting sms to every guy that i found pretty much worth to catch! haha..i'm tellin' you thou..it's sooooo tiring and useless hahaha..we might just meet the guy in person and asking him to go out or something! but the fun thing is sometimes flirting can be a healthy way to ease your sorrow away hahaha!
Still hang in there..it's tough but i try so hard! oh and i think my relationship with my big sis' is not making a good progress either! it's like there's a big gap between us that so hard to avoid! probably cause we became older and have our personal life that just don't click anymore! but hey she's still my sis' no matter what! even thou there's a problem now and then..she's still my family!
Decided to post something different in here..that is mp3 from my 2 most fave artist! V6 and Ketsumeishi..both of them just released new song which i think soo cool! for those of you who's willing to down load that just go ahead! but please..do not take this link outside okay! just leave it here and enjoy!
V6-harasugita sora mp3
Ketsumeishi-sakura mp3
07:08 a.m.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Now playing:Koi no signal~V6
I don't know what to say..sometimes i feel happy and sometimes i can be sooo down....this mixed feeling just changed every single minute! i know for sure that i need someone to fulfill my emptyness cause how empty my life is rite now! probably i'm on this steps where everything just went soo fast and i still not getin' any! anyways i'm experinced a very weird day yesterday..it involved my friend..and i feel sooooooo miserable not able to do the thing that i want to do! just seing him like that with another girl just killing me! me and my stupid type is ruined the whole happiness ability! crap.....why this thing always happening to me..just don't get it that's all!
My V6 dvd already arrived and it's pretty cool! even thou not that satisfiying but still kind'a like it! there goes my money...gahhhh...i'm sooooooo broke really! my job's a joke and love life is away! gahhhhhhhhh..><..
06:42 a.m.
Friday, March 11, 2005
Now playing:Incomplete~Sisqo
I'm about to go home but then decided to add new entry! i know that i could never hiatus from this web thingy so anyway i'm pretty much big mouth my self and love to write..so here i am! just sometimes you act nice and kind to a certain people but they just play you around and making you angry..i mean just don't get carried away for god sakes...i know i'm pretty much miserable my self just...don't remind me..that is all!
Oh finally i watched Finding Neverland that i think already in my room for ages haha..that movie soo gwood and i cried all the time! every scene just swell and adorable! Kate Winslet soo good and Johnny Depp awesome! love that..and those 4 english boys simply adorable..it's a story about James Barry..the genious behind the legend Peter Pan...the story tell us about where the inspiration came from and how he managed to finish it beautifuly! it's such a sweet story and entertaining also..good movie indeed
Note to my self..sometimes people can turn a nice atmo into hell really..just try to cool it off and ignore them...^^
11:31 a.m.
Wednesday, March 9, 2005
Now playing:Kokoro no door~Chem
I'm simply bitchen out today! probably cause of PMS i just yelled at everybody around me..and after that i realised i already hurt someone so bad! I HATE ME!try so hard to be a nice person but it always turn the other way around! what the hell is wronk with me?..geeez..wake up you stupid girl!
Loaded with so many great cd's from Dta..one of that is b'day present from Dta..thanks dit and it's Chem new single Kimi ga iru! i really like the cover and all the color on it just cool! i also got my Hot Chemistry cd and FTTS Gravity album! and now my V6 dvd already been shipped and probably will arrive around friday in my house! there you go my expensive j-stuff that's been crawling me and making me broke! just keep on promising my self that this will be the last time..but keep on failing all the time! i really..really need to cut my j-stuff shopping...soon!
Still in the PMS mood and everytime i'm in this syndrome..everything just look dark really..i dunno why! just don't care about my life anymore..don't care no more!
06:55 a.m.
