Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Now playing:Why does it hurt so bad~Whitney Houston
Wow whatever happen with Whitney? she's amazing but now she's no where to find? hehehe..anyho the m' word just came up from our' normal conversation just about 20 minutes ago..and somehow it strucked me the most that the scary thing is happening rite in front of me....he's still not thinking about that particular thing! dissapoionted? u bet i am..i thought he's gonna cool about that and just think about it..but i guess i was wronk..he's just not into' that thing rite now! gahhhh my fault anyway for putting too much hope on him...i just thought that you know..he wanted me, and that thing...i always think positive about that..i mean we only one month old anyway..it's too soon to talk about that..but still hearing he's saying earlier just making me soo uncomfortable....he's sooooo friggin' weird about that...bummer..
Maybe i'm not that cool anyhow..just hope that thing will change..A.S.A.P!
09:52 p.m.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Now playing:Motherland~Chemistry
Whoaa udah lama banget gue gak isi entry..rada males speak english pake bahasa indo aja kali ye....hehehe..been busy doin 2 job at the same time..tapi untungnya sih so far 2 kerjaan itu tidak saling menggangu..malah saling mendukung..enak banget kalo ketemu sama orang-orang yang asik dan beneran appreciate kita apa adanya..dan itulah yang terjadi dengan my nu' job rite about now! so friggin' great hehehehe...
Love life still the same..loving him every day...pokoknya tiap kali ketemuan dan spend the day with him..bawaannya happy mulu..tuh cowok emang udah beneran bikin gue komplit hehehe!
Lagi demen lagi nontonin dorama jepang..setelah dapet info tentang doramanya Mimura sama Eita yang judulnya Medaka bakalan muncul..jadi super duper gak sabaran..kemarin akhirnya beli doramanya yang paling baru Goro Inagaki sama Kyoko Hasegawa..semoga aja keren..belom liat seh!
Bentar lagi Gi-chan pulang...whoaa can not wait...udah gitu banyak banget yang pengen gue beli..mulai dari Digicam,UPS buat pc gue, sampe kebaya buat kondangan...whoaaa semoga kebeli semua!
ya udah gitu aja kali yee..the story of my life..so far!!!
12:56 p.m.
Wednesday, June 1, 2005
Now playing:Wishes~le couple
Dunno what to say..i feel so very warmth and happy feeling..still...can't hide this happy feeling inside..just such a feeling that i thought i lost it years a go! i'm just a normal girl looking for sincerity inside..hey it's not easy but i'm so determined to make it come true...the office still so freakin sux..the other office still left hangin...i just wish i can be more cool about this one...can't help the feeling of doin' something new..but i have to say so far..so good!
Anyway i'm soo into AFI2005 these days! as well as my family..we watched that show with thrilled and excitement! i dunno it's just the cast as in the finalist just soo adorable..and just love their voice....i just hope Ade and Anjar will make it to big 3...i really believe that those 2 guys can be something big..hahaha..okay enuff about the rambling..just getting ready to work...only god knows when..huahahahaha...
08:31 p.m.
Monday, May 30, 2005
Now playing:Lala~Ashley Simpson
Decided to change my lay out again..i dunno just love the pix and it seems that i can't just close my blog just like that! in a way this blog sort of like my diary..i don't have diary anymore lately..so this blog is the replacement! hehe...been into something big about my job and i enjoy it so very much! makes me busy and creative all over again..thank you gwad...anyway that's all from me..must back to work....loaded really...
02:29 p.m.
Friday, May 27, 2005
Now playing:Overjoyed~Stevie wonder
Gahhhhh i'm soooo full with jealousy...so freakin haunted me! it's hard to compete with 2 years relationship that just off a while a go! i tried so hard to be strong and just think positive..but it's soo hard where everywhere you see is the old memories all over again!bummer...now that i feel so lost and anger but still so wasted..cause he's kind'a already convinced me that the past is over...but still bugging me like hell....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......i just want him for me..only me..even thou' it's only a pix..a bloody stupid pix..but still..i wish that he just get rid of that stupid pix...for good!I HATE ME....I HATE THIS SITUATION..I HATE THIS AWFUL FEELING!
10:55 a.m.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Now playing:you learn~Alanis Morisette
Oh wow..it's been almost two weeks since me and my bf got together..and it feels like we already had one solid year...kind'a crazy i know..but that's just what really happened...i adore him so much in every way! i always aware that when we become connected with love life..we seems to forgot our friends life for awhile..i mean we sorta' spent most of our time with our bf and seems no perfect time to hang out with your friends anymore...so my good friends..in any way if i ever did that..forgive me okay..just didn't mean to be so indifferent like this in any way....
As i read my best bud Githa's blog earlier..i was shocked..she just had this lousy moment ever! the guy that you liked actually did that? wow...major bummer..he's soo mean..i think Aya should teach him a lesson dear.....let him know that you ain't stupid...i really wish we can discuss this more further cause i'm curious about this....just let me know when and where okay dear...i love you....
11:19 a.m.