Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Now playing:you and i both~Jason Mraz
So anyway i'm having a treamendous day..yesterday was supposed to be fun loving caring day..but to me it ended up to be nasty,unpleasant not so much loving day..i'm aware of that i'm sooo incredibly annoying but yet i just can't stop! my bf was right i dunno when to shut up..geeezz..having so calm and wise bf sure is fulltime job..i mean i always assume that he get's what i want..but instead it seems to be difficult to understand one another..he keep saying that the problem always on me and all the fighting between us cause i can not control my self..in one point he's right but yet i just want to make him understand what i like and what i don't like! me personally is the kind of gal that take no for an answer..that means if everything doesn't work out in my way..i get angry and not happy..i know it's selfish..but i dunno i always thought that that's me..and now i realise maybe when i'm single and have nobody to love with it's okay..but now i share with someone that i trully love..that kind of thing doesn't working anymore!!! i'm aware of that..trully..but i dunno..i just keep on failing and failing all over again..god knows how i tried to just ignore all the annoying thing..but i can't help it...really..really need to work on that! so help me gwad! the thought of loosing my bf keep haunted me so bad..i don't want that to happen..really want to work things out! just one thing thou..understanding one another is sooo tricky and need lot's of understanding and sacrifices..just hope i can work on that..keep my finger crossed..so help me gwad!
Wednesday, February 8, 2006
Now playing:Brighter than sunshine~Aqualung
HAPPY B'DAY TO ME.....
Senangnya.....setelah mengalami kebetean awal bulan ini, dan sudah dipastikan totally broke, ternyata ada juga sesuatu hal yang menyenangkan..yaitu siaran bareng 2i di radio Indika..radio gaulnya orang jakarta yang always muterin lagu clubbing..sumpah lucu banget siaran bareng mereka..gak nyangka gue bisa kepilih diantara ratusan pendengar yang mau jadi guest star hehehe..lucky me..i had a great time and goin home with lot's of cool goodie bag..yay..udah lama gak posting poto kayaknya lucu juga kali ini posting..yaitu poto gue sama 2i..Irwan dan Iwan..hehehe
udah gitu pas my b'day tiba-tiba my bf almost midnite udah nyampe aja dirumah..sumpah beneran surprise abis deh..gak nyangka dia bisa kasih surprise yang super sweet kayak gitu...senangnya..meskipun lagi super ngantuk karena kecapean..tapi karena yang dateng my handsome bf..semua cape ilang and langsung semangat hehehehe..ya udah akhirnya kita bedua makan sate kambing deket rumah..lumayan enak..padahal sebelumnya gue udah makan super kenyang..tapi nemenin doi, gue jadi makan lagi deh..whoaaa gendut deh..><...super duper happy and he spent the rest of the nite till 4.30 am..almost dawn to be exactly huahahaha...kita nonton Lord Of The Ring di HBO..seru and gak pernah bosen nonton tuh film..akhirnya karena gue udah ngantuk berat, pulanglah dia..arghhhh what a nice surprise birthday from my bf..thank you re...
Umur sudah lumayan tua..and yet still hanging with this future thingy..gah..just hope this year will be my year..yosh..will keep on praying..
Friday, February 3, 2006
Now playing:Queer~Garbage
So anyway office sure is sux..they cut off my money just like that and i'm sooo pissed..obviously my life is not running smoothly these days...dunno why...love life on the other hand keep getting nasty also...me and my bf keep on having this annoyinng fight..like all the time...gahhhhhhhhhhhhh..i hate it so much!!!nothing seems to be perfect anymore..and everything just fall's apart rite in front of me..blahhhhhhhhhhh..so help me gwad...i feel lousy and depressed at the same time..><