@ Entries Saturday, June 12, 2004 Hi everybody *weak waves* thanks for giving me an encouraging words about Dochin stuff! until now i still can't believe that Dochin is married and got his girl friend pregnant! still can't believe..such a stupid things to do for a grown man like him! i feel hurt,sad,and dissapointed at the same time! for all these 4 years i've been in love with Yoshikuni Dochin! and i always thought of him as my guide and my dream guy!i'm able to do what i don't usually do cause of him!i love Japan like mad and cause of him! and i'm planning to visit Japan and watch Chemistry concert someday..also cause of him! but now that he's attached and already a married man..those dream just gone like that! I HATE THAT! i know that i'm being so unreasonable about this, it's just that NO FAIR! he belong's to the public and he should known better! this whole things can ruined Chemistry like bad! still you guys might think that i'm being totally a crazy gurl..but that's just the way i feel! i still hurt inside, try so hard to get rid of this case but..i can't!!!just can't!! I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH! so you guys with this entry i also want to announce you that I'M ON HIATUS for at least 1-2 weeks! just can't bare to go online and reading all the wedding news! just hurt my feelings really! sorry guys!
To all my Chemistry fans gurls..Pat,Jennifer..i love you gurls..and i will be back soon, it's just that this whole thing really bugging me! gomene!!
Wednesday, June 9, 2004
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 DOCHIN DAISUKI!hahaha what else is new rite!okay i know that my best bud Retno already givin' me omiage which is lot's of Chemistry singles back in the Just the way we are album and Second to none! she also bought one missed singles+dvd Ashita e kaeru! yay.....but all of that stuff can not ease my dream of meeting Dochin huahahaha! I'M SOOOOOO ADDICTED WITH DOCHIN NOW! >.< My friend Jennifer givin' me the scan of Chemistry books and after the translation finished, so happy knowing that Dochin was such a sincere young fellow! who love his family and admire his parents work!i'll bet he come from a nice family indeed! surounding with sister's did not bother him at all! he found that his relationship with his sister's just swell! awwwwwwwwwwwwww! anyway i post pics of him while working on Meaning of tears song! he sooooooooo serious with his work! love that!  Last but not least Jennifer again show me Chemistry pics during the OnexOne tour!please take a closer look at Dochin tighs! me and Jennifer thought that Dochin gaining more weight!^^ and for Kawabata please pay more attention for his hair!he let his hair grow long this time! with no hair net at all! yay..kakkoi kawabata!^^
Monday, June 7, 2004  TSUMANAI!! hounto ni!! just can not focused for the thing that i should do!just don't get it..what is happening with me?@_@..anyway having this wonderful dream about Kawabata kun, that he actually kiss me on the cheeck and felt so great!i feel so good and sometimes can stop smiling the whole time! that dream was soo real..i wish it was Dochin thou that kiss me, instead of Kawabata! but that's okay..i love both of them! ME FELT SO IN VAIN..dunno why? maybe cause work?or lack of love story? or having a crazy,madness over Chemistry? whoaaa dunno!! anyways just hope that my dream will come true!^^
Saturday, June 5, 2004
 V6 HOUNTO NI SAIKO JANG! okay it's been a while since my last entry about V6!and now i want to show my happy feeling by tellin' you guys that V6 SUBARASHI! just finished watching 4 hours dvd of V6 concert belongs to Gichan, and all i did was nothing but screaming and laughing the whole time! just soooo glad that finally i'm able to see Go kun singing Unlimiteto with Ken chan and Marsa kun! subarashi jang!! i always wondered what is it like with the dance and and the clothes, and now my days of wonder finally paid off! the whole performance just swell, and seing Go kun so happy like that, really is made my day! there's a lot of new dance step and stuff like that! but of course the jokes and all the extra scene, just stay the same i guess, as in V6 style!^^..i know that i'm not what they called a very good V6 fans, but i really am appreciate every moment that i share during the whole concert was playing on Gichan dvd player! thanks to Gichan for making that happened and care to share it with me! moikai V6 SAIKO!!
Wednesday, June 2, 2004
MUZUKASHI KARA!gosh i'm still working on my script about economic issue!such a difficult issue indeed!just don't get it how it works, but after a small chat with my 'smart' friend,finally i'm able to understand the whole thing! economic review sure is tricky!>.<  Back to dream life, or should i say Dochin life? lol,cause all i think is rite now nothin' but Dochin the whole time!anyways just viewing Dochin pics from Jennifer site, and one of the pics shows that he was singing in front of his class mate! with solo guitar performance,i wonder what his voice was like when he was a teenager? hemm is it already developed into a solid sound? or still in the progress but still good to hear? i dunno!anyway i really am proud with him, and so glad that there's a singer,with so very good capability and good performance like Dochin!^^       Oh yeah i was just thinking about buying this Chemistry goodies from the OnexOne tour!there's soo many option for me to buy,but finally i listed into 6 only *cause of lack of money of course* well i dunno what to choose,i still have to pick at least two of them only! and so far i have no idea!! must pick now before Dta's trip to Tokyo! anyone care to help me?^^
Tuesday, June 1, 2004
URESHI KATA DESU! i finally listened to Chemistry coming up single called Mirage in Blue! sounds like Naturally Ours a bit..but of course with different touch!CHEMISTRY DAISUKI!!^^ 
Monday, May 31, 2004 OHAYO GOZAIMASU!!i feel so genki on this beautiful morning i dunno why? maybe cuz' so many good thing finally come in my way yesh!! spend the weekend with my best bud yesterday so happy!!natsukashi moment indeed! okay planning to do some financial reports from my last trip and viewing some prospect issue to be shown!busy day? i hope sooo!!^^
  Thanks to my dear Dochin slave partner Pat, i finally able to see Dochin baby pics! OMIGOD! he such a cutie..just love his chubby cheeck and wide smile!! hard to find that kind of smile rite now! i kind'a upload his baby pics and recent one, just to compare about his appearance from the childhood and grown up! One of my male colleaques just having a baby, and he was so excited about the whole new baby gurl thing! he said that his baby gurl soo cute and adorable, and how much he loves his new baby and giving her a beautiful name! ahhhh so lucky you my man! and in the end he's giving me an honest and sincere question! he said "so Jenn when is your time?" and i was like "ehhhhhhh!" >.<
Saturday, May 29, 2004
Edited!  I'M IN LOVE WITH DOCHIN!!! recently i'm having this Dochin fever like big time! only think about him even kind'a talk to him from big poster Irini chan gave me! blah have i become fanatic? i dunno it's just that I LOVE DOCHIN SO MUCH! and want to share my feelings about him out loud! anyways i captured some pics from Doumoto Kyodai performance! that show rocks! Dochin was having a lunch in the studio! he's eating Kare, japanese food indeed! he love's to work so very much and carrying that plate with rice and kare into the studio! ahhhh just like me! lol  
Wednesday, May 26, 2004 I never ever experienced such a sorrow feelings like this! i feel so down! my good friends Sham is ill rite now! Shammie i miss you! just hope you can woke up and just chat with me, and just share all the stories again with me! it's like a nitemare really! my good old Sham is sick! i miss u so much Sham! I know that your dad trying so hard to be a tough man but i know deep down in his heart his soooo in pain! Just hang in there Mark! this coming on entry only talk about my good friends Sham! one person that already made a difference in my life! one person that already creates a good atmosphere and made me strong in every way! I LOVE YOU SHAM! AND I WILL ALWAYS PRAY FOR YOU! HOPE YOU'LL BACK TO NORMAL! *oh my gwad i feel so sad!*
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