Saturday, March 5, 2005
Now Playing:You're my everything~Sowelu
Don't you just love singing out loud? haha well i do..and it's making me good sometimes..anyway 2 big things happened to me..it involved new possibilities and major moron attitude..it's all about making choices but i blew it and the impact of that pretty much big! so i dunnno which one worst but what i know is doesn't make a lot difference..><
Well i decided to call my old friend and asking about a particular position for a new job in that company,and i was like shocked cause my friend who apperantly already in a high position rite now is asking me to come an chat with him personally...so i was like "what?" so we began to talk and i started to sold my self all over again with a nice chat and pretty much full conversation..and i think they loved me! as in a professional and friend! but when we talked about 'numbers' there seems to be a bit not so much the same situation..cause let's face it i really need extra cash rite now! i know that the option is having a new job with good salary or just try something, i don't want to blew it, so i just gave him my price..which i must say pretty low for my level..but i think that's okay! cause it's enough anywya..so he said that probably he will help me about 60% with my numbers, cause he still think that it's too much..bummer..but he promised to fight for me..which i take that as a compliment hahaha! that's pretty much my 'biggie' thing rite now, and i really do need some changes around here..big changes!
Oh another issue is i lost my wallet! yeah my precious wallet with so many pics,cards and id on it is missing! i think i droped it somewhere in the street cause iwas wearing this pretty wide open unzip bag! bummer..i'm sooo weak knowing that i lost my wallet but kind'a speechles cause i think i'm soo stupid! that's totally my fault and probably that is why i can't say anything! Rite now i'm wearing this big,corny wallet which is belong to my mom..and it's black leather..bahahahaha...i think i'm gonna buy a new one soon thou..cause seriously i can not keep on using that wallet..no offense mom!
Oh what do you know..it's saturday all over again..and i'm mourning all over again!
04:19 p.m.
Thursday, March 3, 2005
Now playing: Chime~Chemistry
Whoahahahaha here come's new lay out! i love the feeling of new lay out..it's like a brand new possibilities is ahead us..even thou it's only a lay out! oh well still not feeling a bit 'idol' lay out and just create this simple,minimalist my kind'a lay out!
It went so well with the work this morning! the make up good,hair do good and the wardrobe even better! love it and made my work spirit blow up way open! and i think cause of that element influenced my mood into a good mood and just enjoying my self..even thou i had a rough nite earlier with my sis' but i just hope it's for the best! Now i know how to put my feet down and just playing save! don't have to count on anybody else and just count on to my self..only me!
I'm broke ladies and gentleman..cause of b'day fiesta and now i have to live with that..bummer..just hope i can get through this so help me gwad...
06:23 a.m.
