Thursday, September 30, 2004
Now Playing:Ordinary day~Vanessa carlton
So freakin crowded rite now..waiting for something very important and it's killin' me for sure! ever since i go back to the field the bosses seem's to put lot's of burden in my shoulder...ignoring how i feel or how i do! just leave me with a bunch of work that so freakin hard! so anyway in order to satisfied particular person i guess i have to work on that task and just do the best that i can! but it's sooo hard in the middle of something so very important!><
My relationship with my colleques in office seems to be having a good progress, ever since the incident last year i'm soooo very misses her! but now me and her already back on track! sooo happy!^^ i'm thinking about love life all over again! well kind'a silly i guess, cause my friend sort'a find me some bachelor that he thinks suitable enough for me! i'm not sure thou..been forgoten that feeling a long time a go! come to think of it the feeling so good..and i deserve this feeling so bad! haha..i dunno where this moment will lead me too thou..cause me personally already losing faith in those area...so i hope it will change and lead me into something better! ^^
06:58 p.m.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Now playing:Thousand milles~Vanessa Carlton
*Bahasa mode-on*
Sumpee mateee gue kangen banget speak indo di blog sendiri, sekarang kayaknya kepingin banget speak indo hehehe! anyway baru baca blog Moccy and dia dengan baiknya translate isi mags di Potato yang isinya bloddy hell all the good stuff from V6! THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH MOCCY! baca entry loe bener-bener bikin gue happy padahal kerjaan numpuk not to mention family probs' *bete abis* tapi begitu gue baca entry loe yang ada otak gue langsung fresh and just can't stop smiling! Gue suka banget komentarnya Go ke Papa as In Masayuki! he's soooo Go kun alrite...to the point dan mencoba untuk bicara apa adanya..gak nyangka ternyata Papa selama ini kerja keras banget sampe merasa kecapean dan Go thank god masih sempet untuk have fun! pokoknya gue seneng banget loe udah translate itu Moccy chan..dan semoga besok-besok ada entry baru lagi tentang translate related with V6 stuff! hehehehehe...thanks a million Moccy chan!
Arghhhh kayaknya kok semakin dewasa masalah gak abis-abis ya? heran gue ada aja masalah keluarga terutama ato kantor yang bikin bete! gue sendiri udah cape mikirin akhirnya dicuekin aja..sumpe mateee semuanya kacau balau! Githa at time like this gue bener-bener kangen sama nasihat loe yang manjur! or just hang out bareng dimangdu aja udah bikin gue happy..i hope you reading this, jadi loe tau betapa betenya gue sekarang hahahahaha! gue lagi dapet..bener banget kemarin rada bete pasti karena PMS, dan sekarang jang...first day with lot's of you know what..hahahahahahahahaha! weekend kemarin akhirnya cita-cita gue kesampean..makan Jap's food sama kakak gue and Jimmy *gaya South Park* sambil nonton The Terminal..sumpah tuh film dalem banget!!! udah gitu hari senin kemarin liputan lagi ke Tim sukses SBY-JK..hahahaha back on the sadle again neh gue! semua temen pada bilang "hahaha reporter senior balik ke lapangan neh!* seneng juga seh..makan siang di Lembang lagi kayak jaman dulu and ketemuan sama crew Tv lain huahahaha ajang ngecenk banget tuh! sumpah natsukashii moment yang seru abis! sekarang balik ke kantor and sibuk bikin script!
Udah gak sabar mau ke BDG sama Nova,Dta and Lina..akhirnya jadi juga loh na! sumpah gue udah gak sabar ketemuan sama Tina,Upiw and Qisty..semoga bisa ketemuan juga sama my good old time buddies Cita..and Lita..yosh BDG ready or we not we are comin'.....!!
PS.Gi-chan miss you like crazy!!!
12:33 p.m.
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Now Playing:Perfect~Alanis Morisette
I totally having my period time approaching any days now! i start to noticed the simtomps from my wild PMS attack..it's killin me acted bitchen' like this..i know it's only temporary but still sucks! >< so i just hope i can get over it soon and back to normal..HAHA!
Just want to share my political opinion about my country political issue these days! from what i read in every mags,news paper and online news, i can see that the my fellow Indonesian has chosen their choice beautifuly, for all this time our goverment and political conduct always running againts the people, but now finally their voice has been listened by the new rules of letting the people choose their own choice! seriously, i'm a bit pesimistic with the result that a lot of people been wanted for so long before, cause i can see that the 2 competitor as in 2 candidate for the next president is not that equal, cause the number of supporters and major political back up for certain kind of candidate..but in the end, the new people's choice candidate is leading smoothly! it's pretty amazing really...I mean the difference percentage between the two of them pretty big! and what happens next is the coalition and all the major political back-up from the defeated candidate is acting pretty mad! they're already taking the whole thing personaly! still from what i read this kind'a of behaviour can distruct the new goverment in the future..cause the fact that this new candidate president has been chosing by peoples choice, might cause clash when it comes to the action or new movement from the new goverment! and that means peoples againts the coalition! WOW..i didn't see that comin...i mean there still ambisious people that still want to rule even thou' their position pretty bad! i don't know what will happen next..but the people of Indonesia really need some new and fresh leader! and just hope that the people that still greedy and thirst over power, can put aside their ambition and just think for the nation for a while!i think it's time that the world acknowledge Indonesia and prove they're wronk! i mean whatever the conflict is, we are still Indonesian, and the truth is..i'm soo proud and love my country..despite of all the bad thing that already happened in the past! it is now the time to think about the future!
07:15 a.m.
Friday, September 24, 2004
Now Playing:She will be loved~Maroon 5
OH WOW! can i be loved? yeah rite..hahaha so anyway i was just browsing in Nickleodeon site..haha i knew that somewhere out there Nova's head just exploading rite now cause i keep mentioning about the nick stuff! yesh i am a Nickleodeon crazy fans! i love Nick so very much..i enjoy the show and all the crazy cartoons!!Spongebob,All Grown up,Rugrats all of them...one great way to kill your most boring time!! and also i kind'a like Maroon 5 new song called She will be loved! cool pv,nice tune and just great really..can't wait to have that album!!soooo sleepy this morning cause lack of sleeping but then i don't care..i'm pretty happy and i think i can handle it..can't wait for another weekend..this time with my sis and her bf...will eat again in Jap's food resto..me want Udon tempura so bad..yumie...he actually will treat my sis and i..yosh another good free meal..iresistable offer indeed..^^..
I feel like lazy posting a new entry but then again i feel like too..so anyway this is just some messed up entry with no meaning at all..haha!! movin' on..i feel very denim these days,wearing nothing but a chick jeans..haha even thou i don't have much of jeans collection but finally i'm able to changed one particular lame jeans into a cool one..everytime i wear it just feel cool..haha silly me huh? oh yeah one thing must to be noted that..i gain so much weight rite now! my entire body just becoming more bigger and bigger..arghhhh..i know this is bad but i'm stuck with the idea of keep on eating with no exercise at all..not to mention lazy way of life and keep on staring at the pc all the time..gahhh some problem that i have...you know what..it's a good thing that i have this online diary thingie..a place where i can write rubish about my self and a creative place to explore my web design desire..hahaha whatever that mean!i used to have a journal,but rite now, nothing but some old diary book that full with dust placed under my bed..hahahahaha..gahhhh i'm talking enough nonsense already..me want to sleep...*jenn snoring out loud*...
09:22 a.m.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Now Playing:Hands Clean~Alanis Morisette
So anyway i changed my lay out again..i dunno just feel so very colorfull today,and while doin a very important things to do, i just created the whole new lay out!! been crazy for the last 2 years about J-stuff, and during that time i lost lot's of money..a very important money just to fulfill my satisfaction over particular music and movie! gahhhhh it's like drugs really! when you think you can get over it but you're not..they just drag you into the circle all over again...after lot's of concideration i think this time i had enough! i can't control my expenses,i don't have saving,and i don't have a life! that's true....i think i really need to stop this behaviour and just act normal!!! no more J-stuff probably the best thing i should do rite now!! i mean i'm 26 years old for god sake...there's no point for me to keep on doin this!i don't have any pride for what i'm doin rite now, and no life! i just want to have enough money to save and don't have to bother anymore with expensive cd's or anything! just hope i can do it!! it's tough really, but i guess i have to start with it sooner or later!!so help me gwad..^^
Gahhh enough about that..everytime i come to the office everybody just talk about the whole political condition lately!like there's nothing more a discussion then our political changes rite now..and i began to receiving a very good info from my mates!!a lot of it...so anyway i got my new assignment again..and still dealing with HOT ISSUE! sort'a like the same programe that i used to make but i dunno, this time with different people! don't feel really excited about this,but i just hope that can distract people's opinion about something in particular! Apperantly i have cancelled wedding party plan for next weekend,cause my sis' stood me off! yeah..she got another plan with her BF'..well obviously..so this is gonna be the second time i will be missed my friend wedding..i know he will be angry at me,but hell..i don't care! hahahahaha...really need a break..big break...still workin' on it i hope it's working!!^^
04:51 p.m.
