state of mind

Monday, December 26, 2005

Now playing:Pray~Take That

I can't say no more, i already said it out loud that nite and the result is not good, but hey at least i know where is my place rite now! i know how to put my foot down and just be normal as i can be! i hate my situation rite now, and i know that this is kind'a my destiny and i have to live with that...it's just that..soo freakin hard sometimes! i dunno that if this is going to ruined my relationship or not, i just hope that thing's will change into better..so help me gwad!!!

03:49 p.m.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Now playing:Home~Michael Bubble

So anyway today is our 7 month anniversary,my bf and me that is huahahaha..i know kind'a lame that we still celebrate our anniversary, but hey give us a break..we kind'a still new and fresh..anyway..i was soo busy with my work and so did my bf, he's loaded with so many task and dead line, kind'a hard just to talk to him lately!but hey today is our anniversary, let me just say that i'm happy to have him by my side..and hopefully for the rest of my life...

Office still sux big time! thinking about quiting this project but i don't think that is a wise move..so instead i stuck here with all the annoying task! just hope that i can be more wise and grateful about it..so help me gwad!!!

06:31 p.m.

Friday, December 2, 2005

Now playing:Just one kiss~Basement Jaxx

I really don't want to think about the future..it really sux ass! everyone around me is getting engaged,getting married or getting pregnant, and i'm getting nowhere..blah..really frustrated....not to mention my bf seems to be ignoring my plan for the future....gahhh sooo freakin mad....help me gwad....

Pengen nangis rasanya kalo ternyata gue bakalan merana for the rest of my life hehehe..yang ada kalo lagi dengerin cerita temen-temen palingan cuma senyum-senyum aja...gak kuku..kok bisa ya mereka seberuntung itu..gahhhhh..btw thanks to Citta sekarang kalo chat di ym jadi lebih semarak huahahahahaahaha..udah ah mo pulang, besok liputan pagi...cuapek......!

09:45 p.m.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Now playing:Woman trouble~Artful Dodger

So bloody hectic..office thingy is making me so busy..in a good way of course..i hung out with a very interesting people in all nite business hahaha...cool and hip at the same time!

My relationship with my nu' friends is quite okay i guess...able to get rid one annoying people and it felt so good! i just hope he got the message! you can not underestimate me in any way...i'm trying to make things good for each in everyone..and that's not working for you? then just get lost!

Jus having a wild weekend..and it felt so good..the chemistry between me and my bf is running smoothly..he's just amazing..and the fact that my friends like him...making me love him even more! I LOVE YOU RE!!! anyways...i had a very good time and busy moment also..so far i got it all under control..well let's keep it that way!!

06:31 p.m.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Now playing:Here i am~Chemistry

Sooooooo happy finally i got Chemistry new album called Fo(u)r..after the long searching i finally got it..ureshi kata desu! Jennifer my friend thanks for the link okay..really appreciated! Chem new album sure is fresh..they added lot's i mean lot's of R&B sound..which is cool! i think Kaname is giving such a big role in this fourth album! i mean comparing to OnexOne album all the sound most of it kind'a Dochin sounds written all over..don't get me wronk i love it so much it's just that Chem is missing their root which is R&B sound..so anyway enuff about Chem and let me enjoy all the glitters from Chem new album!

05:13 p.m.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Now playing:I just want to be your everything~Andy Gibb

Crazy.....this office thingy just making me mad..i hate that! there's new and unbelievable annoying decision made almost every second..and it's not getting any good either! i hate that! just ruined your mood totally and compeletly wasted! i hate this..i hate that i'm stuck in this crappy place..probably for good!

As you know i change my lay out again..it started when i saw Go kun new performance in MS singing Orange..and he looks soo cool with that tiny mustache..i love it! so the rabu-rabu moment risen up again..so i decided to create another Go kun lay out! such a long time..it is!!!

08:03 p.m.