* I A M____________________
name: Jenearly
age: sixteen
birthday: April 28
nationality: American
ethnic:Cambodian
location: Long Beach, ca
school: Reid/Poly
aim::AIM
email:@[put "JaJa" in subject]
sign:Taurus
social: life
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* R E C E N T___________
  • New:innocent|creation
  • update:Tokyo Babylon
  • My|Diary@
  • My|other@


    * A N I M E / M A N G A_____


  • Cowboy Bebop
    [artisticly wonderful, (*my opinion*)has some interesting points, religious beliefs, and just magnificent]

  • Love|Hina
    [My friend Angel seems to love this show. (^__^) So I guess that's a good reason to check it out]

  • Vampire Hunter D
    [A Classic, the story is just perfect]

  • Blade of the Immortal
    [I love everything about it. Love, action, violence, and tragedy]

  • Tokyo|Babylon
    [My page I created, devoted to Tokyo Babylon. ^__^ just for Subaru Sumeragi]



    * O T H E R _________


    My bf's Wallpaper.. That's if he still has it.


    Here is my Wallpaper:


    my new winamp skin:









  • »first of all___________
    my current mood is The current mood of dementeder@hotmail.com at www.imood.com


    The computer's mood right now is The current mood of the Internet at www.imood.com




    Quote of the day:
    There are two kinds of people on this earth, and it is lazy people and non lazy people. So live with it!



    Wednesday, March 13, 2002
    03:05AM|Cellulost

    Well today was strangely odd. Today Lucas wasn't here because he was sent to the truency center--however you spell it. Well anywho, Kenny's phone rang on accident and Mr. Mcdonald got curious as to who's phone just rang. So Mr. Mcdonald asked everybody, "whose ever pager just beeped, give it up before we do a back pack and body search". I looked at kenny and he looked like he didn't hear what he just said. Well that's because he said pager not Cellphone. And so Mr. Mcdonald grabbed everybody's backpack besides mines and start searching in it. Bryan started searching everybody's backpack and found a bullet inside Kenny's backpack. They talked to him for a while and started doing the search again. Since they didn't find anything in the backpack they started doing a body search on everybody that looked suspicious. Everybody told Mr. Mcdonald that it was with Kenny. He asked Kenny and he said he didn't have it with him today. Later this mexican guy was searched and Mr. Mcdonald saw a cellphone on the floor (Kenny's Cellphone) and asked the mexican guy to come there. Everybody told Mr. Mcdonald that it was Kenny's phone and Kenny confessed. So they took him away for a while. And yeah, i didn't see him the rest of the day so I don't know what happened.

    Well anyways, regular school ended and I started getting ready. I was wondering whether I should go early to meet Merry or not. Then i remembered on monday, I had all that time to get ready instead of looking like I just woke up. And so i decided I'll take a shower and be on time instead of one hour early. When I arrived, i think I was there at 3:00. I was looking for Merry because I was still early, a half an hour early. She was gone, grrr! She lied to me about moving to Palmsprings.. grrrrr. She lies too much, I wonder when she's going to come to her senses and answer things truthfully instead of just telling lies to impress herself. It's stupid if you ask me, I don't think I was ever like that. lol! Lieing about stupid stuff like, owning two or three cars and crashed both of them. like driving your friend's expensive car---stuff like that. it's rediculous, does she think that anybody is going to believe her? Well, beside all of that, she is a good friend of mine. Always there when I need her, i just don't want to listen to her bullshit. One day I'll ask her can I ride that car that she keeps bragging about. Or atleast "see" it?

    Well today in Evening class (english) I have a B in that class. I have the highest grade in the class. Grrr! I was aiming for an A, not a B! =\ Oh well, atleast I have the highest grade in the class. LOL! Drivers Ed is different, I think i have a C. =\ Why can't I get an A in regular school? LOL! My evening class English is funny. He's hard on the grades but also easy on the grade. Nobody got an A and nobody got an F. Well, just one person. The person that never did anything but just came to class gets a D-. Man! If my other teachers were like that, I would pass every class. Well, barely pass. hahaha! Oh well, I'm glad I finally realized I was far behind. But, GRRR!!! I'm lower than alot of people, a semester missing!!!! DAMN FUCKING PRIVATE SCHOOL!

    yesterday I watched "Kiss of the Dragon". It was somewhat of a good movie, i didn't like the fucking scene, that was nasty. But it gets me curious, does Lee want me to do it like that? it looks like it's going to hurt my back. Ok well anyways, there was a bunch of nasty scenes. Like this guy had a granade(however you spell it) OH NO! FOOD IS BURNT! nope, it isn' burnt. *phew* Ok, continuing on what I was saying.. hmm.. the nasty part. yeah, he had a granade (however you spell it) and that other guy just pushed him into this burning laundry shoot and then the whole thing exploded. When the fire ended that man with the grade fell only his half body that is. Yuck* *shrugs* I somewhat liked the ending though, what I thought Jet Li should've done was beat that bad guy up. But instead he just put a needle in his neck and took it out. yeah sure, he must've died a painful death. having blood gushing out of his mouth, ears, eyes, and nose, but I think breaking his arms, leggs, and neck would be also cool. hehe. By his own hands instead of some Kiss of the Dragon technique.

    I found out where my boyfriend got "I live my life a quarter-mile at a time, nothing else matters to me, not my... and their bullshit. For those... seconds of my life...". He got it from "Fast and the Furious". I don't really like the movie though, but i have to admit I liked the beginning. It started good, but it ended really bad. I don't even think that was even an ending. The part I liked was when that man had a police scanner and told everyone that the cops were coming and so they drove off with their car. hahahaha! Well *ahem* yeah. The bad guy is that asian guy, that asian guy I heard is going out with that one asian girl in "The View". Well, I wouldn't know, that's what sister told me.

    Today my english teacher told me that he liked my essay. =D I'ma go read it, to see what's so good about it. hahha. Or maybe it isn't so good, but oh well. =\ Alrighty, I believe I should end this already. bye bye!



    Tuesday, March 12, 2002
    03:05AM|Happy Anniversary




    WOW! 17 months, that is amazing. =D Before we know it it'll be 2 years. ok, i gotta go now. evening class sucks!


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    Dialing attempt 1 of 10.
    Dialing...
    Unable to establish a connection.

    alrighty, well I just wanted to talk about yesterday. Merry's boyfriend IMed me and started asking me questions. If you want to read the conversation, here's where to read it:
    Papi928
    At first I thought he was trying to hit on me or something, but later on it started making sense to why he IMed me. And yeah, I do want to help out the both of them, but I know what's going on. I was behind her all the time. She wants to get with "George". Some guy that she likes that she showed me at ROTC. I haven't had a good look at how he looks like though because... basically.. I don't really to. But Merry's boyfriend seems like he's really troubled and that he really likes her. He thinks the main problem is that she lies alot. I think she started lying to him in the beginning in the relationship, if she did really like him, then why does she lie? makes me wonder, why would people lie to get people impressed when they'll later find out that they've been lying all that time? It's obvious that you lied.. like c'mon. You have two cars that's hard to get and you live in Long Beach with all those hooligans? Merry even says she's skydived before, ahuh. I asked her when and she said "6" months ago. *ahem* I calculated it in my head and that was like during the time I just met her. Either she's lying or she got the months wrong. Well, obviously she's lying because I don't think you can skydive when you're 15. Don't you have to be 18 years old? That's the same thing with James, he's also like Merry. It's hilarious; what's the point? You know we will find out sooner or later and you'll look like this damn fool. LOL!

    My gosh, is it just me or does anybody else think James is stupid? James said he got these Radiohead tickets, and i was like.. Cool! And then he said it hasn't arrived yet.. I was like.. ok, yeah whatever. ahuh. That's when I knew that he was lying because they would tell him to go pick up the tickets at KROQ. And yeah days has passed and it hasn't come up then when the radiohead concert has already passed, he was telling me that the tickets just came into the mail. I was like.. ok,whatever.. Not like I care *buzzes off into space again*. And there was a delay in our little friendship or whatever for like, I don't know, six months. We started talking about other stuff then radiohead came up and he was telling me that the radiohead tickets had finally came into the mail "last week".. oh, is that right? Erm, I'm not that stupid James to forget what you said 6 months ago. I don't have that much of a bad memory you big fat dumb ass. But honestly, I didn't care, he lies, she lies, it's in their nature, I don't really care. I know he lied about his best friend asking him to have sex with him, I know he lied about emergency freezing the elevator to fuck his girlfriend. Truthfully, i honestly don't care. Even if he's telling me all this crap that I wouldn't want to hear, it doesn't really matter. But if it had to do with something about me, then I wouldn't care because I would know he's lieing, but then it would offend me greatly. I would get into the conversation to act like I believe him, but I really don't.

    Same with Merry, I sometimes think that she exhaderates with all the guys that likes her, but some of them are true. She cheats on her boyfriend and when her boyfriend IMs me to ask for help. I tell them what they want to hear and what should happen, and so when he breaks up with her she gets all mad. She deserves it, even if I am her best friend, I'm doing this for two reasons, that she won't hurt the one that she supposedly cares about and well.. it's just the right thing to do. I don't want to tell him the whole truth because it might hurt the poor guy. Well and now, she's waiting for this one guy to ask her out and then dumps what's his name. I have never been in this situation, i was always faithful, 100%. Yeah, i have had some thoughts and doubts about my relationship with my boyfriend, but nothing that will hurt my boyfriend. I try to be the best girlfriend I can be, I know I'm not exactly what you call perfect, but I'm getting there. I have a whole life ahead of me to try and be the best I can.

    Erm, I still do want to be a photographer, I'm surprised that my mind hasn't changed yet, but let's wait a few more months, let's see if my mind is still set on photography. ^___^ Ok, enough of that..

    let's start about my day. *ahem* When I walked inside, Sergio started flirting with me, egh!, are guys always idiots? This just reminds me about Bobby, Bobby would always flirt with me back in eighth grade, I think seventh too. Hmm, I'm not fully sure. Well yeah, we have been kicking it together for a long time. I remembered I would always try and avoid him because he was so annoying, but he always kept me company. Then I later on heard that he liked me and all that crap and he handed me this note asking me out. Err, I told him: NEVER YOU FAGGOT! Ok, that's not what i said, but that's what I should have said for him to leave me alone forever. I just told him that I like another guy and "maybe" one day I'll start liking you. BIG BIG BIG mistake, I shouldn't have said maybe. Damnit he was so annoying! Then I later on got hooked up with Jose, some 7th grader. He was cute, I never liked him though, I was forced toget with him, but I didn't really mind. alright, I did avoid him a couple of times. Yeah, Bobby is just one of those guys that would tell me all these crap about the guys I like so I wouldn't like them anymore. My gosh! How stupid, does he think that I wouldn't know? Yeah, like Jose likes to talk to him. What bobby said that he said was that Jose was rubbing all those stuff into his face. ahuh, i wouldnt really care if that was true.

    Ok, enough about my complaints for today, it just got me started for some reason. The only reason I'm typing so much is because mother is waiting for my uncle to call from Cambodia. Yup! We're going to have another immagrent in America. He's coming to America in.. I don't know, in a few more months I guess. By then we better have a new house, I'm so sick and tired of this dump. hehehe. I don't want my boyfriend helping me move the furnitures and stuff just because it's going to be messy and my mom *giggles* will make him do alot of work and will talk to him about me AND she will .. um.. i can't think of anymore. But there will be some humiliating stuff. =P~ Ok, that's all for now, I guess I'll play tetris for a while. bye bye. *waves bye to the people*


    Monday, March 11, 2002
    11:16AM|Penis shaped lipstick


    LOL! Well that's what that girl was showing to the teacher. her lipstick, they were making fun of it because it was shaped like a penis. Well anyways, just the period before this class there was a fight. I don't know what it was about but they were argueing. It was with this one girl name i don't know. Denise, and the other guy is Thomas. yeah, she made fun of him and everybody started laughing, Thomas got really mad because everybody laughed. He started shit with Kenny. and yeah..Boring.. lallala. this is so boring. You can say I'm use to this whole fighting crap, everyday repeats itself. Alrighty, that'll be all. bub bye.. =)

    Oh yeah, I have to take the bus to Wilson after my office aide class. Tomorrow is my

    Happy early Anniversary


    with lee. *muah*muah*muah* heehee.. wow, i wonder... 17 months, amazing how many months we've already been together. hahahaha. before we know it it'll be two years. hahahha. Coolios. ok, that'll be all. bye bye now.
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    Well anyways.. uh, Reid has finally ended.. WEll ok, not exactly yet. It's like ummm.. 1 o'clock right now and there is nothing to do. That is why I'm online typing up my daily entry in pitas. hehehe. Well yeah anyways.. Umm..I'm bored. Damnit, it sucks to have my period. blaaah! It really sucks! ATleast I know I'm not pregnant. LOL! Yeah, I actually thought I was pregnant for a while because I was getting fatter. =P! Especially my tummy. Well, i guess I'm just getting fatter. =*( noooooooooo. let's see, I should start eating right and exercising. =) alrighty, i think this is it. =) type up my innocentcreation. =D


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    Eerr. ok... Just continueing. it's now 7:40 and I am bored as hell. mother is yapping on the phone with Savina's mother. She's talking about malaysia and how beautiful it was was. =D a more reason why your honeymoon should be there. The hotels are expensive but beautiful, aaah, marble walls---marble everything. hehehe. well the bed is just plain comfortable. hehe. -+Bouncy+- *wink* if you know what I mean. Now mother is saying that Malaysia's hotels make it seem like you're a queen cause the towels are nice and the bathrooms are nice. Well yeah, that just reminds me of Las Vegas. I forgot which hotel i stayed at but it was nice. I was with Sophia, Mar-something, and Remy Pascuel(that bitch). It was fun but I had my period the last day. You know what sucks? I can not stand hot weather, in hot, humid weather, I get my period every 2 weeks. MAN! It sucks being a girl. Alrighty well, mother dropped me off at wilson. While we were on our way, mother said "Why can't your boyfriend take you?". hmm.. good questions, agh* I know why, he doesn't live in SIGNAL HILL anymore. =*( i'm still getting wallstreet journals sent to my place.

    Jenearly Kim

    LOL! Mother was asking me who did I marry. Nobody mother, nobody.... yet. ^__^ Listening to pixies-here comes your man , again. *hears groans from the background* don't worry, I'm not going to sing. Or rather yet, type down the lyrics. =P So I guess, you should feel safe. I doubt anybody is reading this, i hope nobody i know is reading this. i don't want anybody that I know reading this, especially someone I know personally. ESPECIALLY MY BOYFRIEND! I don't want my boyfriend reading this, I know it's his bussiness too.. But how am i going to type out crap about him when he's going to read this? hmmm? ok well uhhh. I guess I have to reserve myself alittle longer. Oh yeah, I looked in the mirror this morning and noticed how ruined my face is. My gosh!! It's terrible, i hardly look in the mirror anymore and when I did this morning.MY GOSH!!! the scars, the pimples.. aagh* the horror of having a beautiful face gone bad. =( It's just horrible, I never notice what I've been doing to my face. =\ I shouldn't have popped all those darn pimples on my face, now look at what happened. agh* Mother said to put lemon on my face, well. I'd rather keep my bangs over my forehead, that's better. hahaha. When I put my hair up, teacher said "aaah, you're out of the shell, i can see your eyes!". hahaha, yeah umm.. I guess. =D Well I started talking to that one guy today, guy gosh he's annoying. I replied to his hello and after that, all he could talk about was himself. umm, what do you call these kinds of people? hehe. when i started hte computer I was wondering why aim didn't pop up, then i realize that aim wasn't in the 'start up' folder anymore, and yeah i created a shortcut and added it in there. BLAAAH!! Mother is still on the phone yapping away.. blah, does she know that I'm waiting for her to get off the freaking phone so i can go online and yap to my friends not just one friend.hehee. Online is so convenient that it's considered cool, well to some. alrighty, i think it's about time this thing ends, i'ma go doodle something for Lee or go finish up my scar that i started on months MONTHS ago for Lee. =\ I haven't done it in a long time.. because, well.. you know. alrighty, i'm outies. ^___^









    Sunday, March 10, 2002
    08:41 AM| MY ESSAY

    I almost totally forgot about my essay. aaw man, but I'm so lazy!! =( I guess I should start on it right now. ....


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    DisorderRating
    Paranoid:High
    Schizoid:Moderate
    Schizotypal:Moderate
    Antisocial:Moderate
    Borderline:Low
    Histrionic:High
    Narcissistic:Moderate
    Avoidant:Moderate
    Dependent:Moderate
    Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

    -- Click Here To Take The Test --



    89%
    I am 89% worshipable! And you? Find out!


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    Alrighty well, i just finished typing up my essay. here it is if you want to read it. wow. i just got dc after 4:00:44 . Ok, i just signed back on. alrighty well here is my umm.. essay

    well that essay isn't really good because I dont' really know the format, so oh well. well yeah i did another one before that but then that microsoft word thing just froze and so i lost everything. =( yeah, i had to type up another one. that one. alrighty, that'll be all. bub bye.




    Which Winona Are You?



    I took the geek quiz. eer.Your GQ (geek quotient) is....


    148.5 (this puts you in the 94.83 percentile.) Your GQ is slightly above average - there is some cool in there somewhere...

    ugh* that's kind of low, but this tells me I need a life. Must get a life. *drools* i'm hungry.

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    4:47PM

    I made a new screen name, it is: FunshineI3ear. I don't even know if I'm going to use it all the time. hm. oh well..

    Bloodydragon1234 (6:38:14 PM): hey
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:38:23 PM): member me?
    ItsJenearly (6:38:34 PM): huh?
    ItsJenearly (6:38:42 PM): alittle
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:38:49 PM): i forgot who you are
    ItsJenearly (6:38:54 PM): lol
    ItsJenearly (6:38:59 PM): i just remember the dragon part
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:39:00 PM): tell me about urself
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:39:06 PM): oh
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:39:08 PM): lol
    ItsJenearly (6:39:12 PM): err. Um.. name is Jenearly. im 16 and ilive in california
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:39:26 PM): umm
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:39:28 PM): kool
    ItsJenearly (6:39:31 PM): u?
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:40:26 PM): 16
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:40:28 PM): ne
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:40:35 PM): nebraska
    ItsJenearly (6:40:36 PM): oh
    ItsJenearly (6:40:52 PM): what nationality are you?
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:41:05 PM): ?
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:41:35 PM): i forget what that is
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:41:38 PM): lol
    ItsJenearly (6:41:44 PM): hehe
    ItsJenearly (6:41:49 PM): what are u? asian? white?
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:42:01 PM): white
    ItsJenearly (6:42:10 PM): oh, cool
    Bloodydragon1234 (6:42:40 PM): yup


    I'm pretty sure he told me he was 13 before. heheheheh. yeah, it's pretty obvious that he is though. WEll anywho. bleh! boring boring day. Oh so boring day.





    Saturday, March 09, 2002
    08:23 PM| Yoko Kanno



    click here to visit the Yoko Kanno Message Board

    that's if you are a member of Audiogalaxy ^__^ if not then just sign up. bye bye!




    Saturday, March 09, 2002
    11:22 AM| put on your make up




    well .. that's what I got. Hmm.. it's somewhat true, i'm always thinking of revenge, and I always get it.. LOL! One way or another. ^__^ well the day just started, nothing to talk about. Nope nope nope. Lee came back from his Palm Springs, i bet Merry already arrived in palm Springs. I wonder why she hasn't emailed me yet. hmm. OH YEAH! i didn't add her to my address book yet. shucks. I should doit right now. bye bye now.

    current music: Stephan Rigert's Talking Drums- Saramala



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    2:19PM

    Took some more quizes..




    Are you Addicted to the Internet?
    68%

    Hardcore Junkie (61% - 80%)
    While you do get a bit of sleep every night and sometimes leave the house, you spend as much time as you can online. You usually have a browser, chat clients, server consoles, and your email on auto check open at all times. Phone? What's that? You plan your social events by contacting your friends online. Just be careful you don't get a repetitive wrist injury...





    my blackeyed.net girlie match is louise!

    find out yours here!


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    well anyways I just had a weird conversation with Denny. I first met him when I started having troubles with my bf. But i've known him ever since elementary, so it was somewhat like a reunion. Well anywho. He helped me alot through that time and now that I'm back with my bf. he started becoming a jerk.

    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:27:16 PM): hello
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:27:20 PM): am i still on ur lisT?
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:27:20 PM): haha
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:27:21 PM): =)
    ItsJenearly (1:27:24 PM): hahhaha
    ItsJenearly (1:27:25 PM): yes
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:27:31 PM): haha kool
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:27:33 PM): how u been
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:27:38 PM): u dont go online alot nomoe
    ItsJenearly (1:27:55 PM): lol
    ItsJenearly (1:27:56 PM): oh
    ItsJenearly (1:28:00 PM): i have evening class
    ItsJenearly (1:28:01 PM): =(
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:28:04 PM): ooo
    ItsJenearly (1:28:04 PM): mondays-thursday
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:28:05 PM): =(
    ItsJenearly (1:28:09 PM): i've been good
    ItsJenearly (1:28:10 PM): =D
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:28:11 PM): u still wit dat gay guy?
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:28:11 PM): haha
    ItsJenearly (1:28:11 PM): and how about u?
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:28:12 PM): =)
    ItsJenearly (1:28:15 PM): gay guy?
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:28:19 PM): UR BF
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:28:23 PM): DA GAY GUY
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:28:25 PM): LOL
    ItsJenearly (1:28:39 PM): he's not gay. and i don't appreciate what you're saying about him to me
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:29:19 PM): DAYM..IM JUST PLAY'N
    ItsJenearly (1:29:52 PM): .......
    LBCsK8eRzLBC (1:30:03 PM): SORRY =-(*





    Friday, March 08, 2002
    10:32 PM| Borders


    My day started off fine. Lucas handed me a little paper full of T-shirt stuff. Y'know one of those "I'm with stupid" and a hand pointing to the left on the shirt or pillow case. i thought it was cool, i use some of the quotes and put it on my profile. Well anyways, the day went on and it took me a while to finally reach my conclution, should I go to my evening class or no. i said no because I didn't wanna go all the way to wilson just so i can watch a movie. yeah, the teacher was gone for today and bring a substitute to watch a stupid movie. egh* that is really not worth my time. the bus and everything. heck. well yeah.. while i was walking home I saw this cute oh so adorable dog. It followed me . I pet it with my right hand *yuck*. I walked with it till a car honked at me. I looked up and realized it was my mother. She had this look on her face like I did something wrong. When she was in the alley she started smiling because she saw the dog. I looked back at the dog and saw it walked farther and farther. The dog turned around and realized that I wasn't behind the it anymore and so it turned around and walked back. =\ It was such a cute dog. I went inside the car and went home. The only reason mother went back home was because she left the fire on on the stove. I didn't want to stay home so i asked her could she drop me off at borders or barnes and noble. she said alright. And so I went to barnes and noble. Took about 18 dollars with me, all i did was read comics. I picked up this science fiction/fantasy novel. i forgot what it was called. "something something demon". It seemed like a good book, but when I got to page 28 it started getting boring. And so I got a book called "kabuki". I still remember what Kabuki means because ir ead that manga when I was there before. Well yeah. i also read the fourth edition of Clamp. It explained how Sue met that one girl. I forgot what her name was. She has a four leaf and then she died on her own birthday I guess. egh* it was sad. =*( that guy was so cute (her bf) Well the story isn't allthat good but the poems and such is. alrighty. I'm off to bed. I got home at around 10. so that means I was at borders from 3-9. I'm so sleepy. dammit, too much reading for one day. bye bye now.. Jen Jen go to sleep sleep. good night.


    Thursday, March 7th, 2002
    7:23PM|waiting...

    Listening to mother ramble on the phone.. grrr. It's been going on for more than an hour so far. Sheeze! Well, i shouldn't say anything, I'm online 6 hours a day. Well anyways. She was talking about daddy, on why he left her. My gosh, he is a FUCKING JACK ASS. Before, he was just a Jack Ass, now he's a FUCKING JACK ASS!!! hehehe. He left her because she got uglier, now he got this new woman that was beautiful. The only reason that lady married her I think is because she's from cambodia and wanted to move into America. And later she aged and he's stuck with her. BWAHAHAHAAHH!!! eh, I'm ok without a dad. Look how I turned out. =D *smiles with missing teeth* egh! Hmmm. The DMV class was awfully boring, nothing new happened. I was just muching on my chesters hot fries all day. =E Not that I'm home, I'm still hungry. =( I have such a big appatite. I'm getting fatter, it makes me wonder if I'm pregnant or not. My tummy is unusually big. o_O Oh well, i'll go get an ept test. "error proof test". hahahhaha. Well I made some doodles. =D I'll post it as a link later when I upload it. ^____________________^ That reminds me, i need to upload some convos I still like to look at. hahahaha. I printed out a twenty page long convo with Lee, and that one girl..i forgot what her name is. oh well.. OH YEAH!!! =( Merry and I was supose to go out today, sheeze, i forgot. I could've just asked her will she be home at around 6 and thenI can come over. AAWW MAN!!! =( Then we could have had this slumber party.. hahahah. well.. hmmm. =P~ I feel so empty with her gone. waaaah! i don't want her to go, I'ma be so lonely. she's my best friend and she's leaving me. No way! That is so unreal. Oh well,I'll get over it.

    Listening to Pixies- Here comes your man
    *dances* Here comes your man.. ba ba ba.. Here comes your maaaaan.. *runs around the room* ( -=meow=-) awooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo awoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo so long so long.. never wait so loooonnngg.. here comes your man. here comes your man. here comes your maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. here comes your man. here comes your man. here comes your man. here comes your maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. here comes your maaaaaaaaaaaaan. here comes you man. here comes your man. here comes yor maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. here comes your maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. here comes your man. *songs ends*
    =D ok not I'm listening to Yoko Kanno- Piano Black
    I guess you're lucky that this song doesn't have any lyrics. *dances like a maniac*
    Back to my Jibbering. =D yeah baby YEAH! Let's see.. umm.. mother is on the phone. Since i'm so bored,I'll go doodle something for Lee.. ^___~

    10:14PM
    Took some quizes.

    You're Sumeragi Subaru!
    Angst, betrayal, and perhaps large floating sakura petals seem to follow you everywhere. And yet, through all the psychological anguish that characterizes your life, you still manage to be so much prettier than everyone else. Don't trust tall, dark and handsome men in sunglasses, no matter how sexy they may be.
    Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
    Quiz by Kerianne


    I am Pagan goth!


    Thursday, March 07, 2002
    12:09:28 PM| Gone with the wind

    Well.. Today was extremely boring. eh. Some guy called me stuck up today because I didn't want to reply to his umm.. stupid gesture. He called me "nigga". I'm not a nigga. LOL!! *obviously* Well anywho.. I just walked on minding my own bussiness. I went to visit Chris today. Talked for a while, made fun of me because I went back with my ex. WEll, it's because we went off and on about 7 times. It seems this time is foreals that we'll stay together. =D I wouldn't know. Well anyways. BORING BORING DAY! we watched "Gone with the Wind". It was a good movie. ahahhaha. Ok I was kidding. It was boring, long, and umm.. more boring. there should be some good looking guys in there, i feel sorry for that one sister. hehehehe. ok well hmmm.. "functions and Patterns". bwahhahahaa. Yesterday I didn't talk to Lee at all. =( I wonder what's going on. waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! alrighty well. I'm still in school. bye bye-----

    See what Care Bear you are.
    Wednesday, March 06, 2002
    8:04:28 PM| Sex in the rain

    Today was not much ofa good day. Let's see, where should I start. The day started at 8 something at school. Sux sucked, extremely boring. Well, LION KING was good. =D SIMBA!!!! well yeah, anywho. my fifth/sixth period class started and all I did was make copies. The copy guy kept on giving me an attitude, MAN!someday I will kick him in the face... Well, that's only when we're off of school's ground. Don't want his ass telling on me. LOL! DAMN GAY ASS FAGGOT!! Alrighty well.. That class ended and I went home to get ready. Emailed Lee to pick me up at 6, went to get dress. Couldn't find the right outfit to wear so I started changing to three different outfits. Eh, i chose black pants, a grey sweater, and a grey jacket. Tied my hair up and just walked to the bus. i didn't want to go the easy way cause some guys were harassing me before, and so i just walked the long way. I think it took me fifteen minutes. I don't know. Well yeah... I arrived at wilson highschool and I really thought I was late because I saw people at the bus stop and everything. I asked them what time it was and nobody answered me. GRRR!!! I was ready to pop and give someone an attitude. I kept on asking them, what the hell is the time!!!?!?!?! They just kept on joking around because I wasn't wearng my uniform and that i'm not from wilson.. suck and suck.. HEY DUDE!! IF YOU DON'T GIVE ME THE TIME, I'LL TAKE THAT WATCH ON YOUR WRIST AND STUFF IT IN YOUR THROAT!!! hehehe.. Honestly, I wouldn't. just that.. GRR!! I dont' even know who the hell he is and he's going to joke around with me like that, when all I freaking asked was the time. Damn fucking asshole. Well yeah.. I found out that I came eary. Merry came out and we sort of hanged out for a while. I planned on meeting David, and yeah, we talked for a while. I didn't want to be with him long because.. well.. The fact that he used to like me. Well anyways. I was talking to Merry and she says that she's not coming next week on monday. I asked her why and she said she's moving to Palm Srings and blamed it on me. WHAT!?!?!?!?!??! She's LEAVING ME? NO WAY!!! Not my best friend. No WAY!!! grr!! I said I was going to move back to wilson next year and now she's leaving me to go live to Palm Springs. She asked me to go out tomorrow. I really want to. But damn. i guess I'll see her after my evening class. I don't even know where she lives exactly. Oh well. =\ I'll tell her to pick me up or something. hmmm.. Gosh darnette, i can't ditch another class. I just ditched that class yesterday. Well yeah.. anywho. Merry's dad offered me some muffins, i refused. bleh! Now im Jibbering. Ok, for the real stuff. After evening class I took the bus. While I was at tomy's, the one near Poly. The first bus just left me. I was like.. "HEY YOU DAMN FUCKING FAGGOTS, YOU FUCKING LEFT ME YOU DAMN PIECE OF SHIT!" Alright, I wasn't saying all of those cruel swear words, but I was thinking it. Hmm.. yeah, I waited for about a half an hour for the next bus. *taps feet* gre impatient and i really needed to pee. really really really bad. i didn't want to go because I thought the bus was going to be here any minute. So I just waited a few more minutes... hmm. and yeah it finally got here. Dropped me off at PCC. Ran home and the gates were locked. GRRR!!! Walked to the Alley and this guy said hi to me. I turned around to see who it was. Since he was giving me this weird look, i thought i'd say hi too. While I was in the Alley he started to introduce himself. Gave me his name, which I forgot what it is. I gave him his name. he told me where he lived and i said I live near here. He seems really scary. Afterwards I just hurried out the conversation and said i had to go. I walked up to the gate and found the back gates were locked. GRRRR *and more cuss words*!!! But! I saw that there was a car in our parking lot. *a light shines down* Ran to jack in the box and called home. Sis answered the phone and I told her to open the front gate. Voila, that's how the day ends. eck! ok, the day wasn't so bad. ^____^ it was "OK"! hehhehe. just that some new stuff happened. alrighty.

    --Jenearly out

    current music: Yoko Kanno- Piano Black



    Tuesday, March 5th, 2002
    2:13PM| the day didnt't start yet


    Well anyways, later today I'm going out with Lee. To some place.. I don't know where. Maybe Asian Garden Mall. An Asian restaraunt for sure. Don't know exactly.



    Monday, March 04, 2002
    7:42:38 PM| Not a genius after all



    Today was an OK day. During snack time I went to go use the school's computer. The teacher said that nobody could access it because you need to know the school's code. I looked at it carefully and see that it's from Poly High School. I knew it had to be something about the mascott so i typed tibbarkcaj. That didn't work so i typed Jackrabbit. That didn't work also, and so i just typed Rabbit. That worked, i was like.. WOWIES!!! I CRACKED IT! I almost felt like a genius for a second there for cracking the school's code. =D Then at lunch I came to that teacher to collect copies to make. I was looking at that computer and saw kids playing games and stuff. Then i asked the teacher if they knew the code or something. The teacher said, "yeah, they do.". Oh yeah, there goes my pride. bleh! Darn! That really sucked, i really thought that I was the only one beside the teachers and stuff that knows the code. Well, i told two other people. hahaha! So beside those people. grr! Oh well. Well anyways, continueing on. After Reid Highschool, i took the bus to Wilson High School. I saw Merry, looking glamarous, as usual. She was showing me this guy that she likes. George, i think his name is. Well anyways, youlihn came by (Merry dislike this girl because she goes out with her ex). *silence*. Yeah, that's all that happened, silence. And yeah, after that silence was my evening class at Wilson. grrr! English. I sort of like the essays because it express what I feel like. Well, if the essay was about books or other people, i don't think I would enjoy it as much. Unless, it was based on my opinion. =D All day in that class, I was reading some story called something something something. well, ok, i don't know the title. But it's about this ship thingy to this ship number one, but there's this girl that's in the ship that shouldn't be there.. and so on, and so on. she died. tada, end of story! Well, the conversation with her and her brother was touchy =( i almost cried! Hehe, I would have cried if I read that short story at home.

    Current Music:Yoko Kanno- Pulse




    Sunday, March 3rd, 2002
    7:46PM| Out of boredom



    I took some of those quiz thingys.. here are my results:


    Which X Pairing Are You?

    You are Edward Wong Hau Pepelu Tivrusky the Fourth
    A strange and fun loving kid. You are an expert computer hacker and have all the really important, meaningful dialog in the series :).


    I got Ed


    ---------That's about it. Well anywho. I got back with my ex. =D Just finally realized that I've loved him all a long. A pitty it took me so long to finally realize it. But frankly,we finally got back together, that's all that matters. Indeed.!